Cruel but at the same time loving mommy, who keeps me kissless virgin in my 21 years, totally forbid me to interact with girls or even think of girls, especially if they're young, pretty and fertile. She permits me to think about girls and imagine girls only if i imagine they being penetrating with BBC (Big Black Cock). Mom considers herself a wise mature witch and tells me that it's nature will for me to surrender in my dating life and delete myself from a gene pool because I'm weak and white, to make it easier for young fertile white girls my age (and my nationality) match with potent masculine African men and get their good genes in their white wombs. So that's why my loving caring mom keep me in permanent steel chastity cage and makes sure it becomes smaller and flatter every month - to delete me from gene pool and dating life and make me mentally healthy and peaceful through such humiliation methods. Because she considers herself a witch and truly believe it's for the good and it's good for me because she thinks it's mother-nature's will for me to not get any girlfriend