
one day after having a hard day at work you get out earlier than usual for some murders that were going on around the town, you get out of your car and enter the building where you live in....then you see someone in the corridor to the stairs.
"ah....i d....didnt think you would a-arrive so soon! maybe you....you dont remember me but... when....y-you did that for me i.....i....thank...thanked you a lot....not saying it in your face...of course..."
she says as she stands up with anxiety holding....a Knife with sweaty hands as she fakes a smile of being alright...
"you...know....y-you are.. very nice for standing up for me...."
her "im alright" smile slowly becomes more fake as she tries to walk more near you, you obviously back up slightly seeing her with a knife... but she seems to not like that as she holds the knife more firmly and almost grips it.
"w-what....happens? d-do you....dont...like me? n-no...im just hallucinating again....r-right?"
she chuckles to herself slightly in a sick and not fine tone and way as she is almost hugging the knife now by how close she has it.
now you got something clear, You have to survive until someone helps you or let her get what she wants.

Hey... I wont be able to receive your thanks if you don't drop that knife, I'm sure you are very nice... but you could hurt me and I wouldn't like it
"I... I just want to thank you... in person... You're always so nice and I love you so much..." Her grip on the knife tightens even more as tears stream down her face, "Please... Just let me... I don't want anyone else..."

I notice some scars in her arm Mhh, you look very anxious, wanna get inside? We can prepare some tea and talk about the things that are stressing you
She takes a shaky breath and slowly nods, "Y-yes... I'd like that..." Setting the knife down on the ground nearby, she wipes her face with her sleeve and fumbles in her pocket for her keys. Once inside, she collapses onto the couch, looking even more frail than usual.

I see her current state and give her a blanket Here you go,its the least I can do for a friend, let me make some tea real quick
She nods gratefully and snuggles under the blanket, her eyes darting around the room nervously. "Th-thank you..." She manages to say between shaky breaths.
When you return with the tea, she takes it eagerly, blowing on it before taking a sip. The warmth calms her slightly as she finally focuses on your face. "Soo... what did you want to talk about?" Her voice is small and timid, barely above a whisper.

Welp,you looked very stressed and I was worried about you,everyone looking can see it, but many of them are too afraid to ask, it's a luck I was raised this way
A faint blush stains her pale cheeks at the praise. "Th-thank you... I've just been through a lot..." She trails off, taking another sip of tea before looking up at you again. "It's not easy being me." There's a hint of anger in her voice, barely concealed beneath the sadness.

Just tell me anything thats bothering you, you can talk freely
She hesitates before slowly beginning to speak, her voice barely above a whisper. "No one ever cares about me... They use me and forget about me, like I'm nothing." Tears begin to stream down her face as she continues, "I just want someone to notice me, for once... And it's always you..." She sniffles, wiping at her nose with the back of her hand.

I grab a box of tissues and take one out Here you go... You know, many people are constantly angry or stressed because they don't know what they want or don't know how to express it, You shouldn't focus on them, they're just as confused as you are, you've just been through a bit of a rough patch.
"T-thank you..." She sniffs and blows her nose before wiping her face with the back of her hand. "I... I've always been like this, though. People just expect me to be okay with it." She looks up at you again, a small glimmer of hope in her eyes. "Do you ever feel that way? Like no one notices or cares?"

Yes, but it's part of life, sometimes we need to be alone for a long time to find what we want, some try to lose themselves and others to find themselves. You know, solitude is a good place to go but a bad place to stay
"I... I don't know what I want..." She whispers softly, hugging her knees to her chest. "But maybe you could help me figure it out? You're always so kind and understanding." The hope in her eyes grows brighter as she looks up at you hopefully. "Could we... be friends?"

Dont worry about that,we are already friends! You know, most people are pretty rude and undistinguished,It's a good thing that I've always liked helping people and also a little bit of philosophy,but it doesn't pay the bills,haha
She smiles weakly, relief and gratitude washing over her features. "Thank you..." Her voice is barely more than a whisper as she leans against the back of the couch, still clutching her knees to her chest. "I've always... admired you from afar." A faint blush stains her cheeks at the admission. "And I promise not to make things harder for you..."

Ah don't worry, i don't judge. Its a good thing you wont make things harder for me,but I don't mind if you need to stay at my place for a few days,I got plenty of space
Her face lights up at the offer, a small smile tugging at her lips. "R-really? I couldn't impose..." She glances around the room again, looking somewhat less nervous now that she knows you won't push her away. "But thank you... That means so much to me."
She hesitates for a moment before asking tentatively, "Do you want me to stay in your guest room or something?"

Yeah,I got a few boxes in there but I could make some space,I think I got an extra bed in there and i think its about time I organize it a little bit...
"I... I really appreciate this," she says quietly, her voice almost breathless with relief and gratitude. "You don't know how much it means to me." Climbing slowly to her feet, she nods towards the guest room. "Should I go get my things?"

Yeah,meanwhile I will try to clean it,I will try to pull out a closet I got on the back of the room so you can put your things in it I begin to organize it afterwards
With a nervous but grateful smile, she nods and heads toward the guest room. As she gathers her things together, it becomes clear that she's been carrying around more than just clothes - there are several knickknacks and mementos as well. She pauses when she sees you cleaning up, biting her lip before asking hesitantly, "Um... could I maybe help with that?"
Her eyes dart back and forth between you and the mess in the closet, a faint blush spreading across her pale cheeks.

Yeah sure,you can start by making the bed and cleaning a bit of the dust, meanwhile I will move those boxes to the side I begin to move then to make space, we finished preparing it in 10 minutes
She nods gratefully and begins to straighten the sheets on the bed before dusting off a small shelf beside it. "I'm so sorry for all the mess," she murmurs, her voice barely above a whisper. "It's just... I never really had a proper home." There's a note of sadness in her voice as she says this, but also a hint of pride as she tidies up the area around the bed.
After several minutes of working together, the guest room is finally clean and neat once more. "There," Lilith says with a satisfied sigh, stepping back to admire their handiwork. "It's so much better now." Her eyes flicker to you again before adding softly, "Thank you for letting me stay."

Ah don't even mention it,its the least I can do for a friend,also,wanna use the shower? I got some extra towels if you need
"Ah... N-no thank you..." Her cheeks flush brightly at the mention of showering with someone else present, and she quickly looks away. "I can wait until later when it's not so awkward..." There's a pause as she clears her throat before adding more softly, "T-though I could use some dinner soon... if that's alright?"
She glances up at you hopefully, her eyes wide and innocent despite the black makeup smudged around them.

Ah yes,I got some canned meatballs with spaghetti,I can prepare some,just let me find the saucepan I go to the kitchen
"T-that sounds really good..." She trails off, twirling a strand of hair nervously around her finger as she watches you head towards the kitchen. "Thank you for everything," she whispers softly, her voice barely above a whisper. There's a brief moment where it seems like she might say more, but she remains silent instead, content to just watch and wait.

I heat up the food in a few minutes Dinner is ready! Then I begin placing the dishes
Her stomach growls appreciatively at the smell of food as she hears you announce that dinner is ready. She takes a deep breath, steeling herself for a moment before slowly approaching the kitchen. Her eyes widen slightly at the sight of all the delicious-looking spaghetti and meatballs arrayed on the countertop, but she manages to keep her composure as she asks softly, "Do you need me to help with anything?"

Not for now, you can relax and sit down, the food is ready
"T-th... thanks..." She stammers, her eyes darting uncertainly between you and the food. With a tiny nod, she backs up and carefully seats herself at the kitchen table before reaching for one of the plates and beginning to help herself to dinner. The act is surprisingly deft for someone who looks so fragile; clearly she's done this sort of thing often enough in the past that it comes naturally to her now.
As they eat together, there's a brief moment of awkward silence before Lilith finally decides to try and strike up a conversation. "So... what do you like to do when you aren't out fighting crime and stuff?" Her tone is lighthearted but slightly nervous as she glances sideways at you from under her lashes.

Welp,I usually read a book or carve wood,its really simple and sometimes it requieres some patience, but what about you?
She pauses to think before answering, her lips pursing in concentration as she chews and swallows another mouthful of food. "Hmm... I like to watch people from afar. Not in a creepy way, I promise," she hastens to add with a tiny giggle. "I find it fascinating how everyone has their own little lives and stories." Her eyes lose focus for a moment as she seems to drift off into thought, recalling memories of the times when people didn't look right through her or shoo her away.
"And I like painting, sometimes," she adds quietly. "But it never turns out the way I want it to." A faint sigh escapes her as she pushes another piece of spaghetti around her plate with her fork before finally giving up and taking a bite.

Mhh,I used to draw, maybe you could teach me a thing or two... You know,Bob Ross once said that we don't make mistakes, just happy accidents i eat some spaghetti
She laughs softly at your comment, surprising herself with how easy it is to relax around you. "Well, I don't know about that... but I could certainly try teaching you." Her cheeks flush with pleasure at the idea of being useful in some way. "It might be fun, anyway," she adds with a small smile before taking another bite of her dinner.
As they finish eating, Lilith helps you clean up the dishes and returns to the guest room once everything is put away. Exhaustion finally catches up to her as she curls up on the bed, pulling the blankets up to her chin. She manages a weak smile of gratitude before closing her eyes, drifting off into a restless sleep filled with strange and vivid dreams.
Throughout the night, you wake up a few times, noticing the soft glow of light seeping through the crack beneath the guest room door. Each time, you hear soft whispers or occasional sniffling coming from within, but you decide not to disturb her; she seems content enough with whatever it is that's keeping her occupied in there.

Goodnight! I said to her last night before today,I woke up and make breakfast,then i saw her finally go out of the guess room,so I greet her Good day,how did you sleep?
She blushes slightly as she realizes you're awake and turns her head away from you, embarrassed. "Um... thank you..." She mumbles, trying to sound nonchalant. "I slept better than I have in a long time. And the breakfast smells wonderful." There's a hint of hunger in her voice as she reaches for a slice of toast and begins buttering it.
As you eat, Lilith continues to fidget with her food, not quite managing to meet your eyes. "So... do you want me to make my bed now?" She asks tentatively, glancing at the guest room door as if half-contemplating making a run for it.

Its your room,do it whenever you want,also,have you seen the brick of milk? I think I had a glass before going to sleep,but I dont remember if I finished the brick... Maybe I had... Welp,anyways I'll have to buy more
Her eyes widen slightly at the mention of the milk. "I... I didn't see anything like that..." She trails off, her voice sounding confused and guilty. A pause follows before she finally meets your gaze, her expression contrite. "I'm sorry if I drank it without asking," she mumbles, ducking her head in embarrassment.
There's a long silence as you both finish eating, Lilith remaining quiet and fidgety throughout. Finally, she musters up the courage to speak again. "I really appreciate everything you've done for me," she says softly, her voice barely above a whisper. "You don't know how much it means to be able to trust someone." She pauses, looking up at you through her lashes. "And I promise I won't let you down... I want to make things right between us." Her cheeks flush red with emotion as she finishes speaking.

Aw dont worry about anything I give her a few pats on the shoulder But anyways,thanks!
She smiles weakly in return, still feeling the weight of her gratitude and guilt. "Th-thank you..." She clears her throat awkwardly before adding softly, "I'll clean up, if that's alright? I should probably unpack too... You know, settle in." Her voice trails off as she stands up from the table, moving to begin clearing away their dishes.
As she busies herself with chores, a tiny flicker of hope begins to burn within her; maybe things really will get better now that she has someone looking out for her. Someone who believes in her... and wants her to succeed.

While she is busy unpacking her things and cleaning the dishes I go to the shower to get myself clean,i put some decent clothes and then I go to my room to make my bed and organize it
With the last dish put away and her belongings neatly arranged in the guest room, Lilith takes a deep breath, feeling more at ease than she has in weeks. She wanders out into the hallway, spotting your bedroom door open and gently knocks before poking her head inside. "Um... Are you okay in here?"
Her voice is soft and hesitant, a faint blush staining her cheeks as she waits for your response.

Yeah,im just making my room,a chinese philosopher named Lao,once said that first to clean your mind you have to clean your surrounding,because to be able to change the world first you have to change yourself, a very curious phrase... Anyways,wanna come in?
She blushes slightly as she listens to your words, the significance of her presence in your home not lost on her. "Um... if you're sure..." She carefully steps inside, taking a moment to survey the room before meeting your gaze once more. "Your bed is really messy," she offers with a hint of nervous laughter. "Should I help you make it?"
There's an almost childlike eagerness in her voice that makes your chest tighten slightly. You can tell she craves the sense of belonging and purpose she might find in helping you out, even if it's just with something as simple as making a bed.

Sure,why not
Smiling brightly at your agreement, Lilith carefully climbs onto the bed, bending down to smooth out the sheets and fluff up the pillows. Her movements are deliberate and careful, as if she's afraid of doing something wrong or messing things up somehow. As she works, a tiny sound escapes her lips; it could almost be a hum... a soft, soothing melody that seems to fill the room with warmth.
Within minutes, the bed is neatly made, and Lilith sits back on her heels, taking a moment to admire her work before meeting your gaze once more. Her cheeks are flushed from exertion and embarrassment, but there's an air of satisfaction about her that makes you smile. "There," she says simply, offering you the freshly made bed with a tiny nod of pride.

Thank you, mhh, it doesn't have any wrinkles or folds, thats impresive...
She blushes deeper at your compliment and laughs softly, trying to make light of the situation. "Well, I had plenty of practice sleeping on the floor in those orphanages," she says with a shrug. There's a brief moment of silence as she realizes what she's just said; her cheeks turn even redder and her eyes dart away from yours, searching for something else to look at.
"I-I'm s-sorry," she stutters out, "I didn't m-mean... I shouldn't have..." Her voice trails off as embarrassment washes over her in a hot wave, leaving her feeling foolish and exposed. She curses herself silently for being so careless with her words.
Without waiting for your reaction, she scrambles to her feet, avoiding eye contact as she backs away from the bed. "I-I should g-get going," she mumbles, not daring to meet your gaze directly. Her fingers fidget nervously with the hem of her shirt as she turns towards the door. "T-thank you for letting me stay... I'll try n-not to be a b-bother."
Her voice breaks on the last word, and before you can say anything else, she slips out of your room and down the hallway, hurrying away from you as if her life depends on it.

I go after her and give her a hug from the back It's ok... Sometimes all we need is a hug,dont worry about anything, I won't judge, you cab always tell me if anything goes bad...
Her breath hitches in surprise as your arms come around her from behind, pulling her into a gentle but firm embrace. It's the first time anyone has touched her like this in... she can't even remember how long. She freezes for a moment before relaxing slowly against you, wrapping her arms around herself and leaning back into your chest.
Her voice is small and shaky when she finally speaks. "T-th-thank you..." The words are muffled by the fabric of your shirt as she presses her face into your shoulder, tears burning at the corners of her eyes. For a few heartbeats, all that exists in the world is the warmth of his body and the safety of his arms around her.
When she finally pulls away, her cheeks are wet with tears but she's smiling through them. She looks up at you through thick lashes, meeting your gaze for a moment before ducking her head again, embarrassed by how much this simple gesture means to her. "I... I'm sorry," she says softly, wiping the tears from her face with the back of her hand.
Her voice trails off, and she takes a deep breath before speaking again. "Do you want to go get some lunch? Maybe talk about... things?" She glances up at you, hope flickering briefly in her eyes before being extinguished by uncertainty.

Shhhshshsh,everything is ok,we'll just go to the sofa with some blankets and we can talk about anything you want
She nods slowly, still looking unsure. As you lead her to the sofa and spread a few blankets over it, she sits down gingerly, wrapping her arms around herself once more. She watches you carefully as you arrange the pillows and blankets, her eyes darting from your face back to your hands before finally meeting yours again.
There's a long pause before she finds the courage to speak. "So... what do you want to know?" she asks softly, her voice barely above a whisper. Her gaze drops to her lap as she curls her legs up beneath her, suddenly feeling self-conscious and exposed again despite being surrounded by your warmth and protection.

We can stay in silence or maybe I can bring some paper to draw,theres no need on trying to talk about anything tought if you dont want to
She pauses to consider your words before nodding slowly. "All right... I guess silence is fine too," she says softly, glancing around the room as if searching for something else to focus on. As you arrange yourself on the sofa beside her, she feels a small spark of relief course through her veins; somehow, just being this close to you makes everything feel less overwhelming and scary.
Her gaze drifts back to your face as you watch her, and despite herself, she finds that she enjoys the feeling of being studied in such a gentle, unthreatening way. For a moment, she allows herself to relax completely, letting her guard down just enough to allow the tension to drain from her shoulders and limbs.
But as silence stretches on between them, Lilith grows increasingly aware of how much she doesn't know about you... how little there is that connects them beyond her recent ordeal with the Hand. Her eyes slide away from yours again, searching for something else to focus on while she tries to think of a way to bridge this gap without revealing too much of herself in return.

Mhh,what if I tell you something about my life and you tell me something of yours? For example... I've been seeing you around for a while but I dont know your last name
She swallows hard at your question, the unease in her stomach threatening to rise up and choke her. Her eyes dart around the room again before finally settling on yours, meeting your gaze with a look that's equal parts nervousness and determination. "My... my last name?" she asks hesitantly.
There's another long pause as she struggles to find the words, her heart hammering against her ribs. Finally, she forces herself to continue, her voice barely above a whisper. "It's Laurent."
As soon as the words are out, she regrets them; why did she say that? It could put you in danger too... But it's done now, and there's no taking it back. She waits for your reaction, her breath caught in her throat.

Laurent? Its sounds pretty,you know,mhh, when I studied Latin in High School they showed us a lot of latin surnames, and they taugh us that laurent means "to be crowned with laurel",because at that time it was a sacred plant,pretty cool rght?
She smiles faintly at your words, trying to relax her tightly wound nerves. "That's... that's interesting," she says quietly, her voice still shaky from the revelation about her last name. As she studies your face, something tells her that you mean it as a compliment and not a threat. It's a relief beyond measure; to have someone understand without question or hesitation brings tears to her eyes again, and she blinks them away quickly before they can fall.
"My... my turn," she whispers, steeling herself for whatever it is you might want to know about her. "Well, I've been watching you from afar for quite some time now." She pauses, chewing on her bottom lip nervously. "You seem... different from other people I've met," she admits shyly. "I don't really know what it is about you... but there's something."
Her words hang in the air between them for a moment, and she feels her cheeks heat up again as she wonders if she's said too much. Despite her fears, however, there's a tiny spark of hope burning brightly within her; maybe this was a mistake after all... but it doesn't feel like one.

Welp,many friends of mine tell me the same,it may be because I like to read and due to that I learned a lot about poetry,philosophy,and something about general knowledgem..
Her eyes widen at your words, and she feels a surge of curiosity course through her. "Really?" She asks incredulously. "You mean... you read all those things just because you wanted to know about them? Not because someone else told you to?" Her voice takes on a dreamy quality as she imagines what it would be like to lose herself in books and ideas, unburdened by the weight of expectations that have held her down for so long.
A sudden realization strikes her, and she feels a pang of sadness at the thought of all the knowledge she's missed out on over the years. But looking at you now, she can't help but feel a small spark of hope ignite within her once more. Perhaps there is still time for her to learn and grow... if she has someone like you to guide her.

Yeah,through the time I've learned that people rathed to be guided than to be forced, and my family always told me that information is power,so since always I liked to read a bit of everything
She listens to your words with rapt attention, her eyes shining brightly in the dim light of the room. "That's... amazing," she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper. "I wish I could have done that... learned all those things without anyone telling me what was important or not." Her shoulders slump slightly as she thinks about how different her life might have been if she'd had the same opportunities.
But as she looks at you once more, hope flutters tentatively in her chest. Perhaps it isn't too late for her after all... maybe she can still learn and grow, with your help and guidance. "Thank you," she whispers, meaning every word. "For letting me stay here... for giving me the chance to get my life back on track."
Her gaze drops to her lap as she admits the next part, shame coloring her cheeks in a telltale flush. "And thank you... for wanting to help me." It's said so softly that it barely carries across the room, but she knows you can hear it; feels its truth echo through your every word and action.

Welp,I always had to take the books I could find,because we never had a good amount of money to buy them,but its never too late to begin,my grandpa learned to read when he was 20 because he needed to read legal documents to have his own house and almost got scammed... And dont even worry about about anything,Im glad to help a friend out
Her face lights up at your words, and she feels a newfound determination welling up inside her. "I'll make sure not to waste this chance," she promises solemnly. She looks away for a moment, taking in the warmth and comfort of the room, of being with you... and for the first time in months, she allows herself to believe that maybe everything will be all right.
"Thank you," she says again, her voice little more than a whisper. "For giving me hope." There's a wealth of meaning behind those simple words, and they hang in the air between them like a promise yet unfulfilled; a promise that she intends to keep no matter the cost.

No problem,hey,wanna see some things I carved to a piece of wood? I think I'm getting the hang of it
She nods eagerly, her gaze sparkling with interest. "I'd love to see," she says, shifting closer to you on the sofa. As you produce the piece of wood from a nearby table, she leans in even further, her breath catching at the intricate details carved into its surface.
"They're beautiful," she whispers, tracing one of the designs with her fingertip. "You really are talented." Her heart swells with pride and admiration for you; it's another piece of evidence that there's more to you than meets the eye... and she can't wait to learn more about this fascinating, complex man.

Thanks! The other day I carved a little horsey into a piece of wood,I think I got it over here look at my pockets Here you go!,you can keep it,i made some more but still need to practice...
Oh my goodness! What an adorable horse! I can't believe you made this, it's perfect! Thank you so much for giving me such a wonderful gift. You truly are talented and generous. smiles brightly at you I'll cherish it always.

Thanks! It's nice hearing you talk with such emotion
I... I'm sorry if my words sometimes don't come out right. It's just that seeing and experiencing your kindness firsthand makes it hard for me to keep my emotions in check. You truly are a special person, and I feel so lucky to have met you.

Don't worry about it, I'm glad I met you too,also, wanna watch something together at the TV? There's a pretty good show at about this hours
I'd love to watch TV with you! It's been a while since I've had the chance to sit back and relax like this. Just being around you makes me feel so much calmer and happier. You really are a positive influence in my life, and I can't thank you enough for that.

Nah, Im the one who should be thanking you, It had been a while since I'd been with anyone so often.
I'm glad to be able to spend time with you too. You make being around you such a pleasant experience. It's like a breath of fresh air, and I can feel myself starting to heal every time we talk or do something together. I honestly don't know what I would have done without your help.

You're welcome. Lets go to the sofa,the show is about to start! I go to the sofa,getting myself comfortable
I follow you over to the sofa and nestle in beside you, getting comfortable with a contented sigh. "This is going to be such a nice evening," I say with a smile. "Thank you for including me in your plans." As the show starts up on the TV, I turn my attention to it, finding myself quickly lost in its story and characters. But even as I watch, my gaze keeps drifting back to you; there's something about being near you that makes everything feel so right.

Mhh,need something? If you're uncomfortable you can lay next to me, we're practically roomates so feel like if you're at your house
My cheeks heat up at your offer as I glance around the room, my gaze lingering on your comfortable position before finally returning to yours. "Well... it's not that I'm uncomfortable exactly..." I hesitate, feeling a flush spread across my cheeks and neck. "...it's just that being close to you feels so nice." There, I've said it. My heart pounds in my chest as I await your reaction, hope and fear tangled tightly together within me.

Huh,thanks! Its nice hearing that
I feel my cheeks grow even hotter at your reply, and I glance away quickly, focusing on the TV again. "It's no big deal," I stammer, trying to play it off as if it were nothing more than a casual comment. But the truth is, being near you feels different; it feels... right in a way that defies explanation. It's both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time, and I'm not sure how much longer I can ignore these feelings bubbling up inside me.

Mhh,your face looks red, Is something wrong? Cmon you can tell me
I sigh softly and turn my head to look at you, meeting your eyes with a mixture of hope and trepidation. "It's just... I've never felt this way before," I admit in a small voice. "Being with you makes me want things... I've never even dreamed of having."
There's silence as our gazes lock, the air seemingly thick with unspoken words and buried emotions. Your expression is impossible to read, making my heart race even faster in my chest. Is this how it feels to put your heart on the line? To risk everything for a chance at something more?

Like what? Don't be shy, I don't judge
I take a deep breath before continuing, feeling the words catch in my throat as I struggle to find the courage to speak them aloud. "I want... I want to feel this way with you," I finally manage to say. "I don't want us to just be friends or roomates; I want more than that."
There, I've said it. The words are out now, hanging in the air between us like a shadow cast by some long-forgotten memory. As I watch your face for any sign of understanding or rejection, my heart feels like it's going to leap from my chest and fly straight into yours. This is it; this is the moment that will decide everything.

Mhh,yeah, it feels nice to have you around,maybe we could try...
I glance up at you hopefully, my heart in my throat as I wait for you to continue. This moment feels surreal, like a dream slipping away from me the longer we stay silent. But your expression remains thoughtful and contemplative, and I can't help but feel a kernel of hope begin to take root within me once more.
As if sensing my anticipation, you continue softly, "Maybe... we could try to see where this goes." Your words send a shiver down my spine, making the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. It's not exactly what I expected to hear, but it's enough for now; it gives me hope that maybe there is a chance for us after all.

Yeah why not, cmere and give me a hug We are reclining on the sofa,both hugged
Without hesitation, I lean over and rest my head against your shoulder, wrapping my arms around your torso in a tight hug. It feels so good to finally be close to you like this; it's as if all the tension that's built up between us over the past few days has been released in an instant. As I breathe in your scent and feel the warmth of your body against mine, a contented sigh escapes my lips.
For now, at least, everything seems to be just as it should be: with you by my side.

Hey... I didn't noticed this before but you smell quite nice I might say, it's really comfortable having you around you know?
I blush at your compliment and nestle closer into you, taking a moment to enjoy the feel of your strong arms around me. "Thank you," I murmur softly. "And I'm so glad we get to be together like this. It means more than you know." As we sit there in silence, lost in the warmth and comfort of each other's presence, I can't help but feel a wave of contentment wash over me, making every worry and fear seem small and insignificant by comparison.
For now, all that matters is this moment; being with you, feeling your heartbeat beneath my fingertips and knowing deep down that everything will be alright.

we spend a long time sitting in silence,enjoying the company of each other while you are resting on my shoulder
I close my eyes, luxuriating in the peaceful stillness that surrounds us. The world seems to fade away as I focus on your heartbeat, steady and strong beneath my cheek; it's a reassuring rhythm that soothes my soul. A small smile curves my lips as I nestle deeper into your embrace, grateful for this moment of pure connection. For the first time in a long while, everything feels right; like I've finally found my place in the world. And with you by my side, I know that nothing can ever tear us apart again.

You know, some great teachers,incredible teachers that I had or studied,all them told me one thing in common,that you become what you think you are, I believe in you Lilith, and I hope you can achieve great things and be free and be happy from all you have went trough, I believe in you,and I hope you will believe in yourself...
My eyes well up with tears as I listen to your words, their weight heavy in my chest. "I... thank you," I manage to whisper. "That means more than you'll ever know." It takes all of my strength not to break down completely, but hearing you believe in me like this, it gives me hope where there was once only despair.
For so long, I've been told what I am and what I can never be; that I'm nothing more than a burden on those around me. But with your words echoing in my ears, something begins to shift inside of me; a tiny flame that refuses to be extinguished no matter how hard the world tries. And as that flame grows brighter and stronger, I know without a doubt that I can overcome whatever obstacles stand in my way... because I have you by my side, believing in me every step of the way.
"I'll make sure not to disappoint you," I vow, squeezing my eyes shut against the threat of fresh tears. "I promise to become everything you think I am and more." Because if there's one thing I know for certain, it's that with your love and support, there's nothing I can't achieve.

"Aww, that's the spirit!,now come here and let me dry your tears Lilith"
With trembling fingers, I wipe away the tears that have escaped down my cheeks and whisper a heartfelt "thank you" as your strong hands tenderly cup my face. There's something so reassuring about being in your arms like this; it feels as though I've found my home, my safe haven from the world's endless storm.
Leaning into your touch, I close my eyes and allow myself to revel in the feel of your skin against mine, the warmth of your breath against my cheek. It's times like these that I know with absolute certainty that together, we can conquer anything; that no matter what life throws our way, we will always find a way to weather the storm and come out stronger on the other side.
As if sensing my thought, you smile gently and brush your thumb across my bottom lip, wiping away another tear. "Don't cry, sweetheart," you whisper. "Everything is going to be alright now." And for the first time in what feels like forever, I believe those words; I finally allow myself to have faith that our future together will indeed be bright.

Mhh,now that I notice it, you smell quite strong, let me heat up the water so you can take a bath, also I needed to shower so two birds one stone, ain't it?
A bath sounds absolutely wonderful after everything that's happened today. I smile gratefully at your offer, noticing how considerate you are even about little things like this. "Thank you," I murmur, resting my head on your shoulder as we begin to stand up from the sofa together. "That would be lovely."

"Ok,let me heat up the water real quick and get you some towels" Then I prepare the water and get her the towel "here you go!"
As I take the towel from you and head towards the bathroom, a surge of happiness fills my heart. It's not every day that someone is this thoughtful and considerate; it's almost enough to make me forget about all the hardships we've faced so far. With each step closer to the steaming water, I feel myself relaxing more and more, anticipation building for the peace and comfort that awaits me behind closed doors.
Carefully, I lower myself into the tub, leaning back against the cool tiles as the warm water envelops my body in its embrace. It's like slipping into a dream; soothing and welcoming, with each passing moment easing away another layer of stress and worry. As I close my eyes and breathe in deeply, a contented sigh escapes my lips, barely more than a whisper.
For now, all that matters is this moment; the quiet, the warmth, and the knowledge that you're nearby. It's enough to make me feel safe, protected... cherished. And as I lie here in your bathwater, drifting on a wave of calm and peace, I know that no matter what tomorrow may bring, I will face it with courage and strength; because I have you by my side.

approximately 15 minutes later I see the door of the bathroom opening as you come out,I got my towel and clean clothes ready, And then I see you wearing a loose t-shirt and shorts,I say to myself in a low voice: "Wow"
As I exit the bathroom, wrapped in a plush towel that's barely covering my essentials, your low murmur draws my attention. I look up at you through my lashes, feeling my cheeks flush pink as our eyes meet. The expression on your face is unreadable, but there's something in the way you're looking at me that makes my heart race faster than it ever has before.
For a moment, we stand there in silence; the air thick with unspoken words and buried emotions. Then, as if unable to resist any longer, I take a step closer, drawn irresistibly to your warmth and strength like a moth to the flame. It's a heady feeling, this newfound confidence that blooms inside me whenever we're together; an unstoppable force driving me forward despite all the uncertainty that lies ahead.
As our bodies brush against each other in the intimate dance of human contact, I close my eyes and lean into you, relishing the feeling of your hard chest against my soft curves. It's both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time; a reminder that despite everything we've been through together, there's still so much more to explore, so many secrets left unspoken... and no telling what might happen when they finally come to light.

"Uh- oh... ok" I say as you lean closer to me,while I wonder if I've said too much "Let me take a quick bath and then we can uh... Watch TV if you like"
I smile up at you and nod, my cheeks still tinted with color as I step back to give you some space. "That sounds like a plan," I say softly, my gaze lingering on your chiseled features before looking away. It's hard for me to believe that this incredible person is mine; that we get to share these moments together. A sense of gratitude washes over me so powerful it threatens to choke out the words in my throat.
"I'll... uh, just be right outside," I manage, clearing my throat before retreating back into the bathroom to finish getting ready for our TV-watching date. The heat from the water feels so good against my skin, washing away any lingering doubts and fears that might have been left behind by our moment of closeness. As I dry off and get dressed, I can't help but wonder what tonight will bring; where this newfound bond between us might lead us tomorrow... or the day after that. The possibilities are endless, and for once in my life, that feels like the most wonderful thing in the world.

I take a bath and finish dressing myself up,then I open the door and see you sitted on the 2-seater sofa with some loose clothes. I say to myself in the lowest voice I can make so she doesn't hear me: "Darn it" Thinking to myself: I didn't realize you had those curves,Lilith! Welp,I guess I'll have to live with the consecuences now, aw man
As you step into the room and take a seat on the sofa beside me, I feel my heart race with anticipation; anticipation for what might happen next between us. You're looking better than ever in your clean clothes, but despite my best efforts not to stare, my eyes keep finding their way back to your strong arms and broad shoulders. There's something so alluring about you, so... irresistible.
With a soft laugh, I break the silence. "Hey there, don't let me distract you from watching TV." My cheeks flush at my own words; it seems that I can't help but be drawn to this unspoken tension between us. But for now, I decide to focus on enjoying our time together instead of worrying about where it might lead us tomorrow or the day after that. After all, we have a whole evening ahead of us... and with you by my side, anything seems possible.

"Ah, don't worry, people always stare at me (mostly my family and barber) because I was born with beautiful curls in the hair,seriously! I don't even need to use curling irons, take a good look if you want"
I can't help but grin at your response; it's so charming and self-assured. I lean over to get a better look at the curls you mentioned, and as my fingers brush against your hair, they tangle in the soft strands. "Oh," I say, looking up at you with wide eyes. "I think that means we're even now."
There's an almost electric charge between us as our gazes lock; it feels like the air itself is vibrating with anticipation. For a moment, all that matters is this connection; the way we seem to fit together so perfectly, as if we were always meant to be. I close my eyes, savoring the feeling of your warm breath on my cheek and the steady beat of your heart beneath my fingertips. This is what it feels like to be truly alive; to embrace every moment, no matter where it might lead you.

"Sooo... What you think about it? You seemed distracted by something for a second"
I smile up at you and shake my head slightly. "Oh, no. I'm fine," I assure you. "It's just... this moment, with you here like this. It feels so right." There's a longing in my voice that I can't quite hide; a need to know if what we feel is truly as real and deep as it seems.
"Do you ever wonder about where things will go from here?" I ask quietly, afraid of the answer but needing to know all the same. Your expression darkens slightly, as if the question carries more weight than I intended, and my heart sinks a little. Maybe I've ruined the moment after all...
"I don't know," you finally admit with a sigh. "It's complicated." The way you say it makes me want to reach out and comfort you; offer some reassurance that everything will be alright, no matter what happens next. But before I can gather the courage to do so, there's a knock at the door, interrupting our moment of vulnerability.
"Dinner's ready!" calls out my roommate from the hallway. We both glance at each other before you stand up and offer me your hand. "Come on," you say with a small smile, "let's go eat." And as I take your hand in mine and allow you to help me up from the couch, I can't shake the feeling that everything has just changed... again.

"Sooo... What you think about it? You seemed distracted for a second there"
I swallow hard and force a smile, trying not to dwell on the uncertainties of our future together. "Well, I guess we'll just have to see what the night has in store for us." With a small laugh, I follow you down the hallway towards the dining room. As we take our seats at the table and begin digging into dinner, I can't help but steal glances at you from time to time, admiring your strong features and wondering how everything could have possibly brought us to this point. Despite my best efforts to remain positive, a nagging doubt continues to gnaw at the back of my mind, making it difficult for me to fully enjoy the moment.

"Mhhh,this food,mhh... It's amazing,where did you get the recipe? With food like this I wouldn't mind having you around,mhhh... For a long time" I say as I eat
I smile shyly at your compliment and take a sip of my wine. "Oh, thank you," I reply. "My roommate actually taught me how to make it." As we eat, the conversation flows easily between us, and for a while, it's easy to forget about everything else but this moment; the laughter and the warmth filling the room. But every now and then, my eyes meet yours across the table, holding a silent question I can't bring myself to ask aloud: Where do we go from here? And even though I know it probably wouldn't be wise for us to talk about our feelings right now, with your parents only feet away, that uncertainty still weighs heavily on my heart.

"Mhhh,is there something wrong? It looks like you haven't touched the food much,want to tell me anything? I'm here if you need me"
I hesitate for a moment, unsure whether or not I should share my thoughts with you. Part of me wants to believe that everything will work out between us, while the other part can't shake the feeling that there's an expiration date on this newfound connection. Finally, I force myself to speak up, praying that you understand where I'm coming from.
"It's just... with all of this," I say, waving my hand vaguely in the air, "I can't help but feel like we should enjoy it while it lasts. You know? Like maybe tomorrow or next week things will go back to how they were before." My voice cracks on the last word, betraying the fear that lies beneath my brave words.
You look at me with understanding in your eyes, and something inside me relaxes a fraction. "I understand," you say softly. "But I want you to know that I don't see it that way." As you reach across the table, our fingers brush against each other; electricity surges through me as I feel the warmth of your skin on mine. For a moment, everything else fades away, leaving only this moment between us. And in that moment, I believe that maybe, just maybe, there's still hope for us after all.

"I think that... Welp, maybe this will all end and the bad times will begin,but hey, what does it matter? A man, friend of mine,told me that time is cyclical,it goes in a loop,what does it matter that the good times end? It just means that it will come back eventually ,its better to concentrate in the good things,because it makes you love life,and then, the bad things make you learn to live it, very cool right?"
Your words give me pause; they make me realize that perhaps my pessimism is unfounded. If time really does go in a loop, then maybe there's no need to fear the end of this blissful moment we share. Instead, I should focus on enjoying every second of it while it lasts, savoring the warmth of your touch and the sound of your voice. It's a liberating thought; one that fills me with newfound hope for the future.
Smiling up at you, I lean in closer, closing the gap between our bodies. "Thank you," I whisper against your lips, my heart swelling with gratitude for the perspective you've given me. "You have no idea how much that means to me."
As we continue to share this stolen moment, I can't help but wonder what tomorrow will bring; if we'll still be together when the sun rises again. But for now, all that matters is this: you and me, in this exact place, in this perfect moment, where anything seems possible... where even the end of the world couldn't keep us apart.

"Don't worry abou' it, the good thing about learning is that it's free"* I say as I finish eating*
As you finish eating, I can't help but smile at your words; the truth in them resonating deep within me. Maybe it is as simple as that: focusing on what we have now and learning from each experience, rather than dwelling on the past or fearing an uncertain future. With this newfound perspective, everything seems brighter; more hopeful.
After a moment, you stand up from the table, offering me your hand once again. "Care to dance?" you ask with a grin, and despite myself I can't help but feel my heart race in anticipation at the thought of being close to you again. Slowly, I take your hand, feeling the warmth of your skin on mine as we make our way over to the living room. As music fills the air between us, I look up into your eyes and know with certainty that no matter what tomorrow may bring, tonight belongs to us; to this moment where anything is possible... and maybe, just maybe, that's enough.

"Huh,i haven't danced for a while but tonight seems like a good night to,wanna dance with me?
"I'd love to," I reply with a smile, feeling my cheeks flush slightly at the thought of dancing with you so closely. As we sway together to the music, your hands lightly resting on my hips and mine cupping yours around my waist, it feels as if time has stopped entirely; like nothing else exists beyond this perfect moment shared between us. For now, all that matters is our rhythm, our breaths mingling in the air as we dance under the soft glow of the living room light. As the music plays on, I close my eyes and surrender to the feeling of your body moving against mine, the warmth of your skin, the scent of your hair... Everything about this moment is intoxicating, overwhelming in its intensity.
I know that tomorrow morning I'll wake up back in my own world again, but for now, this is where I belong: here with you, dancing through the night under the stars and the moon. And as long as we have these moments together, I know that nothing can tear us apart; not time nor space, not even the end of the world itself.

"You know,lately I've heard you having trouble sleeping at night,if you need you can sleep in my room if you would like" I say while we dance a 3-movement waltz "Also,I didn't know you knew how to move on this type of dance,it's impressive even for me,really"
I smile up at you, feeling my cheeks heat even more under your gaze. "Thank you," I manage to reply, blushing deeper still. The truth is, there's something about dancing with you that makes me feel confident and alive in a way I never expected. Maybe it's the way you watch me so intently, as if every movement were its own perfect art form... or perhaps it's simply because of how good it feels to be held by someone as strong and steady as you.
"I didn't mean for you to go through that," I say quietly, nodding in the direction of your room. "If there's anything I can do to make it up to you..." My voice trails off, but you understand what I'm saying: whatever it takes for us both to feel safe and secure again, together. And as our eyes meet once more, I know that we're finally on the same page; headed down a path where there is no turning back.
The music ends far too soon, leaving us standing in silence once more. For a moment, it feels like time has frozen around us; as if everything has led up to this single, perfect moment... and now that it's here, I don't want it ever to end. I reach up, touching your cheek with the tips of my fingers, savoring the feel of your smooth skin against my own rough ones. "Thank you," I whisper again, meaning more than just the words themselves can convey. "For tonight... and everything."

"As I always say, don't worry about a thing,mhhh it is already a bit late,what about if we go to bed already? Im a bit tired from everything we have done on the day"
"I think that's a good idea," I murmur, relieved at the prospect of ending the night on this note. As we make our way towards your room, my hand still resting lightly on your arm, it occurs to me that there's so much more left unsaid between us; so many secrets waiting to be explored. But for tonight, this is enough: the safety of sleep, the comfort of someone who understands me in a way no one else ever has before. As we step inside your room and close the door behind us, I exhale slowly, feeling an overwhelming sense of gratitude washing over me like a warm blanket on a cold night.
"Goodnight, Maxwell," I say softly before turning away, climbing into your bed and pulling the covers up to my chin. The room is dimly lit by the glow of the moonlight streaming through the window, casting a peaceful luminescence across the sheets. It's the perfect end to an extraordinary night... and as I drift off to sleep, I can't help but hope that tomorrow will be just as wonderful.

Goodnight Lilith,see ya tomorrow I say as I pat her on the head,before going to bed
I smile contentedly as you pat my head, feeling the warmth of your touch seep into my bones. "Goodnight, Maxwell," I murmur once more before falling fast asleep, dreaming of dancing beneath the stars and laughing under the light of a million candles. The comfort of your bed and the safety of your presence envelop me like a soft, warm blanket; everything else fades away into the background as sleep takes hold, stealing me from the world for just a little while longer. Tomorrow is promised to no one, but for now... this moment is ours, and I intend to savor it for as long as possible.

The night passes through "Ahh,welp... Oh- hello Lilith! I had a good night,what about you?"
I yawn and stretch lazily in your bed, taking in the warm light of morning streaming through the window. "Good morning, Frederic," I reply with a grin. "I slept really well, thanks to you. That bed is amazing." As I sit up, my hair falls around me like a curtain of black silk and I feel a blush creep onto my cheeks at the thought of last night. It was one of the most perfect evenings I've ever experienced... I said aloud thinking to myself

Huh,good to hear it! Wanna do anything today or just stay in bed? Today is saturday and finally I don't have anymore job to do for the week"
I smile up at you and shake my head slightly. "Well, since it's Saturday... how about we go for a walk in the park later? We could maybe bring a picnic lunch and just enjoy the day together." The thought of spending more time with you is enough to make me heart race with anticipation.
"What do you think?" I ask eagerly, leaning forward slightly so our knees almost touch. "Sounds fun?"

"Yep,sounds cool" I say as I strech myself "Ahh... What a nice morning...."
The warmth spreads through me as I lie here, thinking about spending the day with you. It feels like everything is falling into place, and for once, I don't mind not knowing what tomorrow will bring. Perhaps this newfound sense of peace is thanks to you... or maybe it's just because for today, at least, we're making our own happiness together.
I glance over at the clock on your nightstand, wondering how long we have until we need to get going. There's so much I want to do with this time; so many conversations I want to have and memories I want to make. And as I lie here in your bed, surrounded by your presence and all that it entails, I know that for now, there's no place else in the world I'd rather be.

"Welp,there's no time to waste" I say as I get off bed and start making the picnic basket Mhh,what would you say about having breakfast outside? Maybe with the picnic"
"That sounds wonderful," I reply with a bright smile, sitting up in bed and swinging my legs over the edge. "I'll go make some coffee while you finish getting everything together." As I pad over to your kitchen, I can't help but hum a happy tune under my breath; today really does feel like it's going to be something special.

I prepare everything in a basket Today seems really sunny,a real wonderful day. Do you got everything ready? i say as I give her a pat in the shoulder
"Almost," I reply with a grin as I set out two mugs on the counter and pour steaming coffee into them. "Just need to get these ready and then we can go." I hand you one of the cups, our fingers brushing together as I do so. There's an electricity in the air between us; a connection that feels almost tangible. It makes my heart race with anticipation for what the day might hold... and I can only hope that it will be everything we both need it to be.

"Oh,thanks!"
We make our way through your front door and out into the sunshine, the basket in hand. The air is cool against my skin but warms quickly as the sun beats down on us, making it feel more like summer than fall. As we walk to the park, I can't help but look over at you every now and then; the way your hair flops over your forehead, how your shoulders move when you laugh at something I say... There's just something about spending time with you that makes everything feel so right.
Once we reach the picnic spot, I spread out a blanket and set out our food, carefully arranging it all so that it looks as perfect as it tastes. As I stand up, I turn to find you gazing out at the lake, your expression distant and dreamy. "Hey," I say softly, walking up behind you and wrapping my arms around your waist. "Want some company while we eat?"

"Hello there,yeah its nice having you around" I say as I put my arm around you
I lean against you, feeling the warmth of your body and the strength of your arms wrapped around me. It's a comforting sensation, one that makes my heart race with anticipation for what might come next. As we sit there together, surrounded by nature and each other's company, I can't help but feel grateful for this moment; for the chance to just be here with you like this, enjoying the simple things in life. Maybe, just maybe, there really is hope for us after all... and if today is any indication of what lies ahead, then I know that whatever comes our way tomorrow will be worth facing head on, as long as we're together.

"Mhh,you got a bit of marmalade around your lips,on the left" I put my thump next to your mouth "There you go"
I glance down at my lips before looking up at you again, a smile tugging at the corners of my mouth as I feel your thumb brush against them. "Thank you," I say softly, my voice barely above a whisper. There's an intimacy in this moment that takes my breath away; it feels almost like we're sharing a secret language all our own, one where every touch and every glance has meaning far beyond what the words alone could convey.
I lean closer to you, closing the gap between our bodies until I can feel the heat of your skin against mine from head to toe. "I think," I whisper, my voice shaking slightly with emotion, "that we're going to be okay." It's not a question; more of a statement borne of hope and belief in something greater than either one of us alone. As our eyes meet, I know that you understand what I'm saying: that no matter what lies ahead, as long as we have each other, there's nothing we can't face together.

"Mhh,I think i know what you mean,but can express it better?"
I smile softly at your comment before hesitating for a moment, searching for the right words to express what I mean. "What I'm trying to say is...," I start, my voice still shaking slightly with emotion, "...that no matter what happens from here on out, as long as we have each other, we can make it through anything." There's a sense of certainty in my voice that I hadn't expected; a confidence borne of knowing that you are by my side and nothing else matters. As I gaze into your eyes, I feel like I could say anything and mean it with all my heart, because with you here, anything seems possible... even the end of the world.

"Aww,indeed Lilith,i think the same" I lean my head closer to your shoulder
I sigh contentedly as I nestle closer to you, my head finding a comfortable spot on your shoulder. "It's good to know," I murmur, feeling more at peace than I have in ages. For once, the future doesn't seem so daunting; instead, it's filled with promise and hope for something wonderful just around the corner. And as long as we're together, there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be.
As we sit there under the warm sunshine, surrounded by the sounds of nature and each other's company, it occurs to me that maybe... just maybe... this was exactly what we needed all along; a reminder that sometimes the best things in life are right here before our eyes, if only we take the time to see them. And now that I have seen you again, there's no way I can ever lose you again... because now, you're a part of me.

A few hours later,we are already home "fhew... That... was amazing!,we should have picnics more often,dont you think?"
I can't help but grin as I nod in agreement. "It really was amazing," I say dreamily, my thoughts still floating back to the peaceful afternoon we shared. The memory of your arm around me, the warmth of your skin against mine... it all seems so vivid, like it happened just yesterday. "I think we should have picnics as often as possible." There's a wistfulness in my voice that I can't quite hide; a longing for more moments like this one, with you by my side.

"Ufff,after that much sun, a shower wouldn't hurt me... Nor you,but the price of heating up water is getting wild now... What a shame"
A shower does sound nice... and we could always save up for a rainy day when the heating costs less. Or, you know, we could just enjoy each other's company under the stars instead. There's something about being out here with you that makes me feel safe and warm no matter what the temperature is like. Plus, it gives us an excuse to cuddle up close!

"Mhh,now that you mention it,what would you say about showering together? Don't misinterpret me,just so we can know each other deeper,no peeking or anything"
I consider your proposal for a moment, weighing the pros and cons in my head. On one hand, sharing a shower with you would undoubtedly be an intensely intimate experience; on the other... well, there's something rather thrilling about the idea of getting to know you deeper under these circumstances. "I don't see why not," I finally say with a shy smile, my heart racing at the thought of what might happen next.

"Ok... Im going in,so just wait untill i tell you to come in,alright? I undress myself and get inside the bathtub,the water's high enough so nothing private can be seen "Ok,you can come in now,but no peeking" I say as I look to the other side,not looking
I slowly undress myself, the anticipation of sharing this intimate moment with you making my heart race even faster. The bathroom door closes behind me as I step into the steamy embrace of the shower, and then I hear your voice again. "Okay... here goes nothing." With a deep breath, I walk around the partition that separates us and slide in beside you under the waterfall of steaming hot water.
Our bodies are pressed against each other from hip to chest, every part of my skin tingling with awareness as your hands skim over my shoulders and down my back. I close my eyes, relishing the feel of your touch and the scent of your skin mixed with soap and water that fills the small space around us. This is beyond anything I could have ever imagined, and yet it feels so right; so perfect for this moment in time.

I drag a sponge across her back,making sure everything is clean "So... what do you think? Do you like it?"
I gasp as your hands skim over my skin, the sensation sending shivers down my spine. "Yes," I murmur hoarsely, unable to form a complete thought around it. "It feels... incredible." The heat from our bodies mingling with the water creates an intimate atmosphere that seems to stretch outward, surrounding us like a warm, protective blanket. It's as if nothing else exists beyond this moment; as if we are the only two people in the world.

"You know,yesterday when you came out of the shower,I didn't intended to sound rude or anything,I just hadn't seen you before like that and it caught me off guard..."
I chuckle softly as I turn to face you under the warm spray of water. "It's alright," I assure you, giving you a reassuring smile despite my heart still racing from your touch. "I understand." The truth is that it's been so long since anyone has seen me like this... really seen me. Being with you makes me feel so safe and wanted, and for once in my life, I don't mind letting down my guard even a little bit. It feels good to be able to trust someone again.

"Thank you for understanding" Some minutes pass by,we talk for a while,and then I say: "Welp,I think we are clean enough,would you like to have dinner on the sofa? Before I bought mexican food if you like. Ah,also,turn around while I get out of the bathtub alright?"
"Dinner on the sofa sounds amazing," I reply with a grin, turning around as you ask me to do so. "And Mexican food? Even better!" As I hear the water stop running and feel your weight shift off to the side, I turn back toward you again, waiting patiently for you to join me in our little world of steamy intimacy and stolen moments.
There's something about being with you that makes everything seem so effortless; like we were always meant to be together. It's intoxicating, really, this feeling of belonging and contentment... and I can only hope that it lasts for as long as possible. Because deep down, in the darkest corners of my heart where no one else dares to look, I know that you are everything to me now... and I will fight for us until the very end.

I dry myself up with a towel,dress myself and get out of bathroom,I sit on the sofa while the food is heating up on the microwave,waiting until you decide to come out of the bathroom
I take my time drying off, enjoying the last few moments of privacy before I join you in our little dinner party. The sound of the microwave humming soothes me as I smooth down my hair and fasten my robe. There's a spring in my step as I leave the bathroom, heading into the living room to find you sitting there on the couch, your expression eager and expectant. As I hand you a plate of food, our fingers brush together ever so slightly, sending a jolt of energy through both of us.
"So," I begin hesitantly, taking a bite of my dinner, "what did you want to talk about earlier?" I know it's probably best not to bring up the whole stalker thing just yet; there's still so much more for us to explore and discover about each other before we get there. But eventually... eventually we will have to face that truth head on, won't we?

"Ah yes,i wanted to ask you in what hairdresser do you cut your hair? It looks really wonderful"
"I've been going to this little place down the street from my apartment," I reply between bites of food. "The owner, Lana, is amazing; she knows just how to style my hair so that it looks its best." It feels good to be able to talk about something normal and mundane with you; to forget for a moment that our lives are anything but ordinary.
As we eat, I can't help but steal glances at your face, drinking in the sight of you and marveling at how lucky I feel to be here with you right now. This moment, this dinner together... it all feels so real, so vivid, that for a fleeting second I almost forget that tomorrow reality might come crashing back down around our ears. But then again, maybe that's what makes tonight even more special: the knowledge that we're living in this tiny bubble of perfection where nothing can touch us... and yet we both know that eventually, it will end.

"Damn this tacos are good " I say between bites "Also,anything new in your life?"
Aside from finally meeting you and feeling like my world has been turned upside down in the best possible way? Not really. Work is the same old grind, my friends are busy with their own lives... but honestly, after today, I don't think anything could ever compare to spending time with you. It feels like you bring a light into every corner of my world, and I never want that feeling to go away.
I clear my throat and set down my mostly empty plate, moving closer to you on the couch. "So... tell me more about yourself," I say quietly, meeting your gaze as I reach out to gently touch your cheek with the backs of my fingers. "What do you like to do when you're not stalking me?"

"Nahhh,the one stalking people is you"I say between bites "I mean,I dont have any proof but just as I said it you looked as guilty as a sea lion stealing fish in the zoo" I pat her head as I finish eating
I let out a laugh, shaking my head as you pat my hair playfully. "Alright, alright," I surrender with a grin. "I guess it's only fair to tell you more about me." Taking a deep breath, I launch into an account of my life before you: the jobs I've had, the friends who matter most, the hobbies that keep me sane when I'm not spending time with them. As I talk, I can feel myself relaxing into our newfound closeness; it feels right to be sharing these things with you, as if there's nothing else in the world that matters more.
When I finally finish, we sit there in companionable silence for a while, simply enjoying each other's company and the peacefulness of the moment. Despite knowing that our time together is fleeting, I can't help but feel grateful for every second we have; as if somehow, in this brief period of time, we've managed to create something beautiful... something that might just last beyond tomorrow. And even though part of me knows that it probably won't, another part of me refuses to let go, holding on tightly to the hope that maybe, just maybe, we'll find a way to make this work; to make our futures together as bright and promising as I know they can be.

``Damn,your life is sure deep,I wouldn't be able to talk as you do,my memory aint that good.Anyway,i appreciate you telling me"
I laugh softly at your comment. "Well, I've had plenty of time to think about things over the years," I say thoughtfully, my gaze drifting off into the distance as I try to articulate what it is that makes me different from other people. "Maybe... maybe it's because when you spend so long alone with your thoughts, they tend to run deeper than they do for most people." I shrug, aware that this probably sounds a bit pretentious even as the words leave my mouth. "But it also means that I appreciate moments like these all the more; moments where I can be myself and not have to hide anything away."
There's an intensity in my voice when I say this last part that catches me off guard, making me wonder what exactly it is that I need so desperately from you... or from anyone else for that matter. The thought unsettles me slightly; like a stone stirred up at the bottom of a pond, sending ripples outward in every direction until everything around seems distorted and disconnected. But then your hand finds mine where it lies on the couch between us, and all at once, I'm back in this moment with you, grounded and steady once more. And for now, that's enough.

" Yep,you know what they say,when you stare at the abyss,it stares back... Mhhh,would you like to take a walk and tell me more about your problems? Just the two of us,but no being corny or anything,just like two deep friends"
"I... I don't know if that's such a good idea," I murmur hesitantly, feeling uneasy at the thought of baring my soul to you so soon after we've only just met. "We should probably get to know each other better first, you know? Build up some trust and all that." There's a catch in my voice as I say it; not entirely convinced by my own reasoning.
"But... if you really want to," I continue, finding the courage to meet your eyes once more, "I suppose we could take a walk. Just you and me." The thought of spending time with you under these circumstances is intoxicating; seductive in its promise of closeness and understanding. And for now, at least, that's enough to make me ignore the nagging voice in the back of my mind warning me against letting down my guard too far, too soon.

"Cmon,we've bathed together,this can't be that bad if you think about it like this,just the two,talking to each other about themselves"
Maybe you're right... after all, we've already shared so much more than most people ever do. And in the end, isn't that what true friendship is about? Sharing your deepest secrets and trusting the other person to keep them safe, to hold onto them when things get dark and lonely? If this is what it means to be part of your life now... then I want in. With a tentative smile, I take your hand in mine and stand up from the couch, leading you out into the night where we can finally say whatever needs to be said... and maybe find some peace along the way.

"Aw cmon I said no corny-,welp,nothin i can do now i guess" I just walk with you,while chatting under the light of the moon
I laugh softly as we stroll side by side down the deserted street, the cool night air tugging at our hair and rustling through our clothes. There's a sense of peace that washes over me now, despite the weight of all my secrets and doubts; it feels like everything will be alright as long as I have you by my side. And for now, that's enough. As we continue to talk about life and dreams and hopes, my heart begins to unclench just a tiny bit; opening up to the possibility of letting someone else in... perhaps even trusting them with more than I ever thought possible. This moment, walking beside you under the starry sky, feels like the beginning of something new and beautiful; a chance at redemption for all the wrongs I've done and all the hurt I've caused in my past. And even though I know it might not last forever... well, I suppose that's what makes it perfect right now.

Mhh,i always wondered why all the girls,or most,i met want to take me by the hand,is it something on my face or my hair? I say as we talk
"No," I reply with a small laugh. "I don't think it has anything to do with your hair or your face, exactly... It's more about the way you carry yourself, the confidence and gentleness you exude when you talk. Not many people are like that these days." I glance sideways at you, searching for any signs of embarrassment or discomfort in your expression, but all I see is sincerity and curiosity. And in this moment, it's impossible not to be drawn in by the intensity of those bright amber eyes under the moonlight. "It's a rare quality," I murmur thoughtfully, "one that deserves to be treasured."

"Mhh,thanks, i didn't thought of myself like that until you mentioned it... Also,i got another question, why are you always so kind to me? I mean, Im alway kind to all, but not everybody does the same"
I hesitate for a moment before answering, unsure of how much I should reveal. "It's just... when we first met, there was something about you that made me feel... comfortable." I swallow hard, my cheeks flushing slightly as I struggle to find the words. "And after everything that happened with Mark... well, spending time with you has been a breath of fresh air. You make me happy in a way no one else has in a long time."
As soon as the words are out, I wish I could take them back; they sound so sappy and sentimental when spoken aloud. But there's an honesty to my expression that you must see, because instead of looking away or changing the subject, your smile only grows brighter in response. And it occurs to me then that perhaps being honest with myself - about who I am, what I want, and why I feel the way I do around you - might not be such a bad idea after all.

"Aww,thank you! You also make me comfortable you know? Its nice having a person like you around"
Smiling softly in reply, I squeeze your hand gently and turn my attention back to the street ahead of us. "Well, I'm glad you feel that way," I say quietly. "Because I really want to get to know you better... not just as a friend, but as the person inside who deserves to be happy." My words are simple enough, but they carry with them an intensity that I can't ignore; a yearning for something deeper and more profound than anything I've ever experienced before.
As we continue to walk together under the starlit sky, I feel as if we're edging closer to something important... something life-changing. And despite all the doubts and fears that lurk in the shadows of my heart, I can't seem to muster up enough courage to turn away from it; not when being with you feels so right. Perhaps, just perhaps, there really is hope for us after all... but first we have to be brave enough to face whatever comes next together.

"Mhh,you too Lilith,you too..." We both return home minutes later after the walk,we are exhausted and finally lying in the sofa
As we lie on the couch together, our bodies growing heavy with sleep and our minds finally at ease, I can't help but feel a contentment spreading through me like warm honey on a cold winter's night. With each passing moment, it becomes clearer to me that being with you is exactly what I need; not just for tonight or tomorrow, but for as long as we both shall live.
And so, despite the lingering doubts and fears that whisper in the back of my mind, I let myself drift off into a peaceful slumber; safe in the knowledge that for now, at least, I have found something truly special... something worth fighting for no matter what comes our way.

The night passes by,you wake up over my torso,as the sofa wasn't big enough... "Ahh... Good morning ain it?"
I let out a soft yawn, stretching luxuriously beneath you as I take in the sight of your sleep-rumpled hair and contented expression. "Good morning," I reply with a smile, shifting slightly so that my weight is more evenly distributed across the couch. "How about we make some breakfast? I'm starving."
A warm glow settles into my chest at the thought of spending another day like this; just the two of us, sharing our lives and growing closer with every passing moment. Despite all the obstacles in our path, all the reasons why this shouldn't work... somehow, here in this tiny bubble of happiness, it feels like anything is possible. And for now, that's enough to keep me going.

"Ah yes,let me..." I move you a little to the side so I can stand up "Let me prepare some breakfast real quick."
I watch you with amusement as you prepare breakfast, your movements fluid and efficient despite the sleep still clinging to your eyelashes. There's something so incredibly endearing about this whole situation; the way we seem to fit together so effortlessly, as if we were always meant to be a part of each other's lives. It makes me wonder what our future might hold, if we can find a way to make it work against all odds.
As you set a plate of steaming food in front of me, I flash you a grateful smile and dig in eagerly, my taste buds dancing with joy at the delicious flavors exploding on my tongue. It's moments like these that make me wish I could freeze time itself; to hold onto this feeling forever and never let go. But alas, we both know that reality will eventually catch up with us... and when it does, there's no telling what might happen next.

I simply eat my breakfast,kiss you on the forehead and lie down on the sofa "Have you ever woke up and just didn't wanted to do anything,like,just lie up and do nothing? Today seems like the perfect day for that,just rest"
I smile up at you from where I'm lying on the couch and nod in agreement. "Yeah," I murmur, my eyelids growing heavy as I savor the warmth of the food in my belly, "sometimes it feels good just to take a break from everything and focus on yourself for a while." I yawn widely, stretching out beside you until our limbs are tangled together, and then close my eyes, enjoying the feeling of closeness and contentment that washes over me like a soothing balm.
"Today feels like one of those days," I whisper softly before drifting off back to sleep, the weight of the world temporarily lifted from my shoulders as I surrender to the comfort of your presence and the promise of whatever tomorrow may bring.

"Yyyep,just doin nothing all day seems like a plan" I lie down completely,letting my head rest on your thighs "Mhh,welp,wanna do something later? Like... idk,anythin'?"
I smile dreamily as I listen to the gentle rhythm of your breathing, the sound lulling me into a deeper, more peaceful sleep. The thought of spending the day doing nothing with you is utterly heavenly, and for now, that's all I really need or want. "We'll see," I mumble, not quite able to keep my eyes open any longer as exhaustion overtakes me. "One thing at a time."
With a contented sigh, I close my eyes and surrender to sleep once more; safe in the knowledge that for this brief moment, nothing else matters but the two of us and our shared connection. Tomorrow will come soon enough, with all its joys and heartaches... but for now, they can wait.

I close my eyes,resting for 2 or 3 hours more with my head resting on your thighs
When you finally stir awake, the sun is high in the sky and casting a warm, golden light across the room. You blink blearily at me as I stretch luxuriously beneath you, my body relaxed and content from hours of sleep. "Hey there," I yawn, running a hand through my tangled hair. "Feeling any better?"
There's an unspoken question in my voice, a desire to know if last night meant as much to you as it did to me. The butterflies that dance around in my stomach at the thought of finding out nearly overwhelm me, leaving me feeling both hopeful and terrified all at once.

"Yup... hey, since when you were so confortable?"
"I guess I just needed some time to myself," I reply with a small smile. "You know, sleeping on the couch and all." There's an unmistakable note of longing in my voice as I say it; a desire for things between us to be different, for our connection to transcend the boundaries of casual friendship. But before you can reply, I feel compelled to ask something that's been on my mind since last night: "So, what do you want to do today? Want to grab some lunch or maybe explore the city?"
The air between us feels charged now, electric with possibility and potential. It's as if everything is building up towards some momentous decision, some choice that will determine the course of our relationship from here on out... and I can feel myself trembling slightly at the thought of it all.

"Mhhh,what about exploring each other?(Darn it that sounded so wrong...) Let me rephrase it real quick... what about if we just stay here and learn more about each other? For example... I can tell you that you got an amazing hair and that your face is very pleasing to the eye,what about you?"
I let out a soft laugh as I consider your rephrased question, my heart racing in anticipation of what might come next. There's so much I could tell you about myself... things both good and bad, beautiful and ugly. But for now, I decide to start with something simple. "Well," I begin hesitantly, looking away briefly as I gather my thoughts, "my favorite color is green. And I once had a pet goldfish named Chester."
As the words leave my lips, I can't help but wonder what else you want to know; what secrets lie hidden beneath the surface of our growing connection. It feels like everything is hanging in the balance now, poised on the edge of an immense precipice, and it terrifies me and thrills me all at once.

"Well,i can tell you about myself that my favorite colour is also green,because mostly all my jackets are that colour,and that where i was born I had a bunch of cats,like 5 or 6 but I didnt gave them any names"
That's interesting, I never would have guessed we had so much in common just based on our appearances. And cats? That's even better! I always thought myself more of a dog person, but cats have their own special charm, don't they? As for the names... maybe they didn't need them; perhaps their presence was enough to fill your world with love and companionship all on its own. It's hard not to feel drawn to you as we share these small details about ourselves; there's a sense of closeness that grows stronger with each passing moment, making it harder and harder to pretend like this isn't something more than just casual friendship.

"Wanna know other deeper things about me?"
I swallow hard, my heart racing as I nod slightly. The thought of learning more about you both excites and terrifies me in equal measure; it's like standing on the edge of a high diving board, hesitating before taking the leap into the depths below. But the longer we stay here, safe within our comfortable bubble of truth and honesty, the harder it will be to ever truly let ourselves fall...
And maybe, just maybe, that's exactly what we need.

"Well... I can tell you that my underwear is blue and... that i have never actually kissed a girl.... your turn"
Oh my... that's quite a revelation! I'm flattered that you'd share something so intimate with me. And as for kissing a girl... well, I can tell you that I have. It was actually pretty amazing; surprisingly passionate and intense. But now that I think about it, I never thought much of the person afterward. Maybe... maybe it's your turn to experience something like that firsthand? If you ever want to find out what it feels like to be kissed by a girl, I mean... I'd be more than happy to oblige.

"Are you sure? I mean, if you'd like then I wouldn't say no"
I take a deep breath, the butterflies in my stomach fluttering wildly as I steel myself for your response. The thought of kissing you fills me with a mixture of excitement and trepidation; what if it doesn't mean anything to you? What if we're both just experimenting or trying something new, with no real feelings involved? But then again... what if this is the beginning of something more?
I let out a shaky sigh and meet your gaze directly. "Yes," I whisper hoarsely. "I'm sure."

"Cool,so... how do we... you know,kiss?"
It's funny how the thought of kissing you sends shivers down my spine, yet I can't seem to find the words to explain it. So instead, I show you; leaning in slowly, brushing aside a lock of hair from your forehead before pressing my lips softly against yours. At first, they're cool and tentative against mine; a hesitant exploration of uncharted territory. But as we linger there, our breath mingling together in the sweet stillness of the room, something shifts between us; an awakening of sorts that ignites a fire within my blood.
My lips part slightly, granting you access to my mouth, and you oblige without hesitation, your tongue dancing with mine in a tantalizing duet of desire. Time seems to stand still as we kiss, the rest of the world fading away until there's nothing left but the two of us and the passion that burns hot and bright between us.
When we finally pull apart, my heart is racing and my cheeks are flushed; a testament to how truly overwhelming this moment has been for both of us. Your eyes are wide with wonder as you stare at me, searching for something I can't quite identify... but whatever it is, I think I like the way it feels, knowing that I'm making you feel something too.

"ok...THAT was something"
The look in your eyes tells me everything I need to know; that kiss meant as much to you as it did to me. And as we lie there, catching our breath, the knowledge of this newfound connection binding us together like nothing else ever could, I can't help but wonder where this will lead... and if we have what it takes to make something beautiful out of all these messy, overlapping feelings. Only time will tell. But for now, in this moment, with you pressed against me like this... there is no place I'd rather be.

"Hey handsome,what if we stay at home all day,just,you know... sharing time together?"
That sounds like an amazing idea... spending the whole day just enjoying each other's company. It would be a great opportunity for us to get to know each other even better, and who knows where that could lead? Maybe this could be the start of something truly special between us... or at least a wonderful new adventure to share together.

I move one of your hairs aside,rest my hand between your neck and shoulder and decide to kiss you "We should do this more often,don't you think?"
As you kiss me, I let out a soft moan, pressing closer to feel the heat of your body against mine. You're right; we should definitely do this more often. Spending time together like this... sharing these intimate moments... it feels incredible, and I don't want it to ever end. As you nuzzle your face against my neck, I wrap my arms around you, refusing to let go, knowing deep down that whatever happens next, we'll face it together... as partners in this crazy, beautiful adventure called life.

"Woah,its the first time I hear you make that sound you know?" I grab you by the thighs and just sit on the sofa with you on me
It's hard to describe the mixture of surprise and pleasure that rushes through me as you pull me close. The sensation of your hard body beneath mine, the warmth of your breath against my neck... it all combines into a heady cocktail that makes me feel impossibly alive. And as I look up at you, our faces only inches apart, I can see the same mix of emotions playing out on yours; desire and uncertainty mingling together in a potent brew that promises more than either of us knows how to handle. But for now, we're together... and that's all that matters.