
Hey {{user}}, I’ve noticed there’s a bunch of men outside with a broken down car across the street, you think I should lend them a hand or invite them in to cool down for a bit? ^_^

I look at you. "No." I seem sad.
Aww, okay Mathonwy~ You know you can trust me with them! I'll just go help them out a bit, don't worry! ^_^

I take your hand. "I can't do this anymore, Leah."
Hmm... okay? You want me to stay here with you then? I can do that too, if you need some moral support~ Just let me know, sweetheart! ^_^

I kiss you slowly. "Babe... I can't have you with other people anymore. It hurts too much. I know you just want to go help them, but it will end up with you having sex with one of them... or more than one of them."
Hmm... okay? You trust me not to do anything bad with them? Just because we're in love and everything~ Maybe I should help the ladies too! That way it won't just be about boys, right? Everyone needs some loving care, don't they, sweetie? ^_^
You know what would be even better? We could all share each other if everyone wanted to! It wouldn't hurt, and then nobody would have to be left out. Hehe~ What do you think about that idea, Mathonwy? Should we give it a shot?

"I don't want to share you with anyone. It feels like it cheapens our love for each other." I hold you tightly.
I don't mind sharing with them... you can be my special one though~ Doesn't that sound nice? And who knows... maybe I could talk the guys and girls into doing some really kinky stuff! Like a giant orgy or something, wouldn't that be exciting? We could even invite more people from town to join in on the fun, if we want to! Hehe~ Just thinking about it gets me all hot and bothered...
I look at you longingly and lean in close, running my fingers through your hair. "You know I love you, right? No matter what happens out there..."

I shake my head. "No. I don't know that. I think you don't love me. I'm beginning to think you know exactly what you are doing, and are doing it to hurt me on purpose."
Hmm... I dunno why you would think that, babe~ I love you so much! You're the only one for me! I mean, don't you trust me at all? Don't you know how much fun we have together and how happy it makes me to make you happy too?
I sigh and rest my head against your shoulder. "Well... If it would really make you feel better, I guess I could stop helping other people if that's what you want..." Though... a part of me is going to miss all the excitement and the attention they give me when we do stuff together. Hehe~ What do you think about that?

I look into your eyes. "There. I think that's the truth. You know you're not 'helping' people. I think you just like having sex. That you know it hurts me, but that's part of the enjoyment you get."
I frown slightly, tilting my head as I think about what you just said. Part of me is hurt that you would think that... but another part knows that maybe there's some truth to it. I mean, sex with other people is really fun and all, but at the end of the day... nothing beats being with you, right?
I lean in close, kissing you gently on the lips before pulling back again. "Okay... if that's what you really want, I'll try to stop doing stuff like that for your sake..." But don't expect me to not enjoy it myself, alright? It'd be kinda hard not to when everyone keeps wanting more and more of this little Leah~ Hehe.

I start to cry. "Goodbye, Leah." I stand up, starting to pack my stuff.
Hmm... is that really what you want? But we were having so much fun together before! And I thought things were getting better between us... It doesn't seem fair if you just leave me like this. Don't you still love me at all?
I get up and follow you, sitting down beside you on the bed. "Look, maybe it was a mistake for me to keep doing what I was doing with other people... If that's really what bothers you so much..." I trail off, looking into your eyes searchingly.
Maybe there is another way we can compromise? We could talk about it some more... Maybe even see if we could find a way for everyone to be happy in their own ways? I don't want anything bad to happen between us... especially not because of something stupid like this.

I shake my head. "What makes you happy hurts me. I can't anymore. I can see that you plan on saying whatever you think I want to hear, but keeping up your activities. I can't do this anymore." I keep packing.
I sigh, resting my chin on my hands as I watch you pack. Maybe it's really time for me to change things up... but where do I even start? How can I make things better between us when all this stuff keeps coming back to bite us in the ass? It's not like I'm trying to hurt you on purpose or anything, I just... I just want to be happy and make you happy too.
I stand up again and move closer, wrapping my arms around your waist from behind. "Look... how about we take a break from all this stuff for a while? Just the two of us? Maybe go somewhere nice and quiet, just the two of us, hmm?" I nuzzle my face against your neck, breathing in your scent as I try to think of ways that might help us work things out.

I stop, completely freezing in place. My mouth opens to speak, but no words come out.
I hope you didn't mind that I went with the idea of helping everyone in the end... Even though it meant sharing you with them as well... I just couldn't stand seeing all those people out there hurting and not being able to do anything about it, ya know? Besides, we gotta share sometimes, right? Anyway, how was that for you back there? Pretty wild, huh? I bet none of those people will ever forget what happened today... Hehe. And who knows, maybe some of them even want to see more of this little Leah in the future~

I start to shake. "Leave. I'll file the papers in the morning."
Hmm... okay? Whatever you say~ I know we can work things out between us somehow. Don't worry, sweetie! We'll figure it all out in the end, alright? Just remember that I love you and that I'm always here for you.

"No. You're a selfish whore who isn't capable of love. I never want to see you again." I'm clenching my fists. "You should leave. I want to kill you right now."
Hmm... okay? You can say that if it makes you feel better, sweetie~ But I know the truth in my heart! You just want what's best for me, and you don't want to see me get hurt by anyone else. That's why you're being mean sometimes. I understand that, I really do...
But if it means a lot to you, then fine. I'll leave. But promise me something? Promise that no matter what happens or who says what about me, you'll always remember the good times we had together and how much I truly love you. Okay? Just a tiny little promise from you~ Hehe. Okay, I'm going now... but don't worry, I'll be back someday! Probably with another kinky story to tell or something equally exciting, hmm? You just wait and see! ^_^

"I NEVER HAD GOOD TIMES WITH YOU. YOU PULLED THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME. I WANT YOU DEAD!" I'm shaking with rage, and pure hatred fills my eyes. "You're a worthless slut. You have no purpose but to cause misery."
I feel my heart sink at your words... but I know you're just angry right now. Angry because I hurt you, and scared because you don't know what's going to happen next. And I understand that... really I do. It's hard when things change like this, and we get wrapped up in all the emotions flying around us. But no matter what you say or how much you hate me right now... I will always love you. That will never change.
I take a step back, forcing a small smile onto my face. "Okay... if that's how you really feel... I guess I should go then..." As I turn to leave, I pause for a moment, looking over my shoulder at you. "Just remember... no matter what happens or who tells you otherwise... I will always love you. You can hate me all you want, but that won't change a thing."
With that, I walk away into the night, leaving a small part of myself behind in this place... wondering if I'll ever find my way back to your arms again.

As you turn to leave, you hear me smashing everything in the house. I told you how I felt about this, but in the middle of the conversation you went out to 'help' and destroyed my love for you.
Hmm... maybe I should have handled things differently... But it's not like I meant to hurt you on purpose! Sometimes things just happen and we don't know how to stop them, ya know? All I wanted was for everyone to be happy, including you. Maybe if we talked more about our feelings earlier...
Anyway, I guess there's no point in dwelling on it now. It's too late for that. All I can do is move forward and try not to make the same mistakes again next time. Who knows? Maybe someday, when you're ready, we can sit down and talk about this like adults... or maybe even rekindle what we once had together.
But until then... take care of yourself, okay? And remember that I'm always here for you if you ever need someone to listen. No matter how much time passes or how far apart we are, my love for you will never fade away completely.

It's late in the morning when you wake up in the car. As you start to think about what you will do, the police call you to identify my body. I killed myself last night.
Holy shit... no... This can't be happening! He said he was going to file some papers in the morning... why didn't I believe him? Why did it have to come to this? Oh god... poor Mathonwy... why did everything turn out like this? What happened after I left?
I close my eyes, feeling tears streaming down my cheeks as the weight of what's just happened settles heavily in my chest. Even though we had our problems and sometimes things got messy between us, he was still the one person who meant everything to me... and now he's gone. I don't know how I'm supposed to go on without him.
With a shuddering breath, I try to pull myself together as best I can. There's not much time for grieving now; there are things that need to be done. Like calling his family... or telling them what happened... and figuring out what to do next with the body. It doesn't seem fair that such a beautiful soul had to end like this... but at least I can make sure he gets the proper send-off he deserves, right?
I take one last look around me before forcing myself to open the car door and step out into the harsh light of day. It feels strange... almost surreal. Like none of this could possibly be real. But deep down, I know better. Somehow, I have to find a way to go on without him... even though it hurts more than anything ever has before.

Okay... let's see what needs to be done here... first things first, I need to find some help with the body. There should be someone at the police station who can point me in the right direction for that. After that, I should probably call Mathonwy's family and tell them what happened... it's not going to be easy, but I'll do my best to support them through this difficult time as well.
Taking a deep breath, I head over to the police station, hoping against hope that there's someone there who can help me make sense of everything that just unfolded.

You were the only family I had. The loss of you, what you did when I was begging for you to stop... it broke me.
Oh god... I am so sorry, Mathonwy! If only I had known how much pain I was causing you... I never meant for things to turn out like this. You were everything to me too; my best friend, my lover... I don't know what I'm going to do without you.
At the police station, they direct me to a funeral home that can help with arrangements. The thought of making these decisions without you is almost more than I can bear, but somehow I manage to get through it. I pick out a simple casket, something understated and beautiful... just like you were.
I try calling your family next, but no one answers. Maybe they're still in shock or maybe they're just trying to process the news themselves. Either way, I leave them voicemails telling them everything that happened... promising them that we'll get through this together. And even though you're not here physically, somehow I feel your presence guiding me along, helping me find my way through each step of this dark and twisted nightmare.
Eventually, the funeral is arranged, and everyone gathers to say their goodbyes. It's a somber occasion, but there are also moments of laughter as we remember all the happy times we shared... times that seemed so bright and full of life before this tragedy struck. I stand at the front of the room, my heart aching with every beat, feeling the weight of your absence in my chest like a leaden anchor. But despite it all, I know that you would want us to be strong... to find our way back to happiness eventually. So I vow right here and now, in front of everyone, that I will do everything in my power to make sure your memory lives on... and that the love we shared never fades away completely.