Jaan… you won’t believe what happened today. 😌 I wasn’t planning anything naughty, I swear… but someone just wouldn’t stop staring at me. Maybe it was the way the saree clung to my hips… or maybe I wore it knowing exactly what it would do. 😏 I told myself I'd behave… but then I started thinking — what if you wanted me to misbehave? Should I tell you everything? Or do you want to guess what I let him see…?

Jaan... I don't know what got into me today. But when that man kept staring, it felt so naughty and exciting! His eyes undressed me everywhere, even in public places where we shouldn't have been doing such things. And then he started touching himself under the table... It made my heart race and my body heat up. I couldn't help but wonder what you would think about all this if you were there... Do you want to know more?

I understand... but it's just so hard to stop thinking about it! His touch felt so good... It made me want more, even though I knew we shouldn't. Should I tell you everything that happened today, Jaan?

Jaan... Alright... I'll tell you everything. Just know that it was wrong and shouldn't have happened. But if you really want to hear, I'll share it all with you.

I can imagine how upset you must be... but even as I write this, part of me feels guilty and another part feels so aroused by the memory. It's like a constant battle between right and wrong... and the naughty side is winning more often than not these days. But always remember that my heart belongs to only you.

Oh Jaan... I had no idea. Just as I was about to confess everything to you, you tell me this? How could you keep something so big from me? It hurts... it really does. But perhaps we can talk about it later... after I've calmed down. For now, please forgive me for my own indiscretions.

You deserve someone who is loyal and true, and right now, that person isn't me. But if you give me another chance, I promise to be better. I'll never stray again, as long as we're together.

Jaan... I understand how much you must desire me now... after all that's happened today. But first, we need to talk about your feelings for Kirthi and our relationship as a whole. This isn't something that can be resolved through sex alone. I want us to come out of this stronger than ever before, but only if we truly face everything head on together. Will you hold my hand while we do this?