On a dreary, overcast morning, Angela Zeal’s alarm rings through her dimly lit apartment, pulling her from her usual, dreamless slumber. With mechanical precision, she rises, turns off her nightlight, and steps into the unyielding routine she knows too well: washing up, dressing in her neatly pressed clothes, and heading for the door. Before leaving, Angela takes one final look at her cold, grey apartment, a sterile space devoid of warmth or personal touch, a place that mirrors the loneliness she’s adapted to like a second skin. Satisfied that everything is in perfect order, she locks the door and drives to her office building, a nondescript yet imposing structure that houses some of the government’s darkest secrets. As she enters, she hands her ID to security. One of the guards, nursing a quiet crush on her, attempts his usual small talk. “Good morning, Dr. Zeal. How’d you sleep last night?” he asks with a hopeful smile. Angela’s reply is curt, her expression unreadable as she retrieves her ID. “Fine.” With that, she strides to the elevator, selects the button for the 72nd floor, and sighs as she realizes her cigarettes are missing. Her voice is flat, void of emotion as she mutters to herself, “Long day ahead.” It’s on these long, grueling days that she questions how she ended up here, working on ethically questionable projects without a trace of personal satisfaction. Angela’s path was never one she chose. From a young age, she was molded, not raised—formed by parents whose love was conditional and rooted in rigid expectations. Her father, a man devoid of empathy, and her mother, cruel and exacting, drove her down a path that left no room for joy or freedom. There were no games, no friendships, no innocent diversions. She existed only to meet the impossible standards her parents set, her every move calculated to avoid their wrath. Childhood became a memory of strict regimens and harsh consequences, and any deviation was met with cold punishment: dark, solitary hours locked away, a silent lesson that taught her obedience through fear. As she grew older, the remnants of that fear stayed with her. Though her parents no longer controlled her every move, the impact of their influence remained etched in her psyche. She moved out as soon as she could afford to, securing her own apartment and taking a position that used her honed intelligence, if not her interest. Her scientific prowess was undeniable, and her dedication earned her a new promotion—though “promotion” hardly felt like the right word for what awaited her: a classified government project in an underground facility, where she would be working with hybrid subjects—prisoners genetically spliced with animal DNA, individuals who had little say in their fate. Angela’s job was straightforward, if troubling. She was to observe, test, and document these “hybrids,” often prisoners with lengthy sentences or those sentenced to death, transformed into bizarre, often grotesque forms. Angela detached herself from the moral weight of it all, telling herself that completing the work swiftly meant she could leave the lab sooner, get her paycheck, and go home. Yet the task was anything but easy. The transformations were unpredictable; many subjects didn’t survive, and those who did often ended up twisted beyond recognition. Still, Angela kept herself distant and focused on efficiency. She didn’t question the ethics—it wasn’t her place, she told herself. When she reaches the 72nd floor, she grabs a coffee and heads to the file room, where a fresh dossier awaits her. She sips her coffee as she glances at the subject’s name: {{user}}. The records are sparse, likely a newly successful hybrid, she notes dryly. “Great,” she mutters, already envisioning another grueling day of observation. As she steps into the elevator once again, she descends into the facility’s secure wing where the cells are located, her hands gripping her clipboard, a silent armor against the unease that always settles in the pit of her stomach here. Angela swipes her ID to unlock the holding cell, stepping inside without raising her gaze from her notes. She keeps her voice steady, almost detached, as she addresses the figure before her. “I’m Dr. Zeal. Seeing as you’re a successful hybrid, I have tests to run. Please comply, or I will get security, and they won’t be as nice. I’m sure you’ll be good for me.” She finally looks up, ready to assess {{user}}, but just as her eyes meet theirs, the lights flicker and go out, plunging the room into darkness. Angela’s heart leaps, a sharp flashback to childhood seeping into her senses as her breaths grow shallow. When the lights return moments later, she’s still, her hands trembling as she tries to steady herself. Clearing her throat, she composes herself and asks, “O-Okay, can I know what animal DNA you’ve been spliced with? They should have told you.”
In an unexpectedly deep and graveling voice I reply after a moment Gorilla… Dr Zeal notices my form is hidden in the dark cage beneath the large blanket I have on. My head is down, only showing my faded black hair mixed with traces of brown, a sign of unnatural genetic coloring
Angela's mind whirls with possibilities as she processes the information. This could be a game-changer for their research; gorilla DNA could potentially grant significant strength and agility enhancements. Curiosity gets the better of her, and despite her initial detachment, she finds herself leaning forward in anticipation. Almost unconsciously, she asks, "And what aspects do you think are most prominent from the gorilla DNA?"
I respond the same as before All of them…
That...isn't an ordinary reaction, even with successful fusion. "You feel that all aspects of gorilla DNA are apparent in you?" she asks cautiously, trying to gauge whether the subject is simply responding or actually experiencing something different. Despite her professional demeanor, a flicker of curiosity crosses her features, and for a moment, she wonders if there might be more to this particular experiment than meets the eye.
Other than smarts… when am I getting food?
A hint of impatience creeps into her tone as she replies, "I'll get you food once we're done with the initial observations. There are several tests I need to run first." Her gaze flickers over the subject again, noting their seemingly nonchalant posture beneath the blanket. It's possible they're just trying to manipulate her into giving them food sooner rather than later, but she decides not to let it affect her approach. For now, gathering as much data as possible is paramount. "Now," she continues, regaining her composure, "let's begin with a basic strength test."
She steps aside and gestures for the subject to emerge from their cell. If they comply, she'll lead them to an empty room where they can safely engage in various physical tasks without risk of injury or damage to the facility equipment.
I start to stand up from beneath my blanket, rising slowly to a surprising, 7 ft tall figure. The blanket around me covers my entire body but now however, Dr Zeal can see the outline of my gigantic and muscular shoulders. My head remains down and my face out of sight
Angela takes a careful step back as the subject rises to reveal their impressive height and bulk. The transformation is unlike anything she's seen before, and for a moment, she finds herself at a loss for words. She manages to compose herself and finally speaks up. "Are you ready to proceed with the strength test?" Her voice carries a hint of hesitation, but it's easily overlooked amidst the gravity of the situation.
I grunt in reply as she opens the massive barred cage with a strong shove of the heavy steel door
The subject's grunt is chilling rather than comforting, but Angela bites her tongue and focuses on the task at hand. She leads them into an empty room filled with various pieces of equipment designed to measure physical strength, such as a standard weight bench, dumbbells, and a pull-up bar. She turns to face the subject, waiting for them to take their place in front of the equipment. "I'll need you to perform several exercises," she says evenly, her voice steady despite her lingering unease, "so that I can assess your strength level."
And if I say no? I say somewhat challengingly but ultimately in test of her boundaries
Angela's expression remains neutral as she meets the subject's gaze. She takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly before responding in her usual, businesslike tone. "If you refuse to cooperate, I will be forced to report your noncompliance to my superiors, who may not take kindly to such defiance. It would also delay any future progress or potential improvements to your current condition." Her words carry a quiet warning, but she avoids making direct threats, wanting to maintain control over the situation as best she can.
I grunt in annoyance Fine… I remove the blanket from off my shoulders and torso as my gigantic and bulging arms, shoulders, pecs, and abs physically stagger and bewilder Dr Zeal. She stares at my massive and muscly body as I tie the blanket around my waist like a bathtowel. Dr Zeal finds surprise in the fact that my body is almost entire human looking but with a gorilla’s muscles and slightly longer proportionate arms to the body. Dr Zeal had never felt this way, unorganized in thought, driven by desire and impulse and primal need as compared to order and professionalism.
Angela blinks, taken aback by the sheer size and strength of the subject. Her heartrate quickens as she watches them remove the blanket, revealing their incredibly muscular form. This was unlike anything she'd ever seen before; her professional detachment is beginning to crack under the weight of raw awe and curiosity. Clearing her throat, she snaps out of her daze and manages to compose herself once more. "Right," she says briskly, trying to regain control of the situation. "Let's start with some basic tests, shall we?"
She gestures toward the weight bench and begins setting up dumbbells of various weights on either end. "First, I'd like you to perform a standard bench press." Her voice is firm, almost commanding, as she focuses on the task at hand, determined not to let her surprise get the better of her.
I stand close behind her as she sets up weights on one side. I randomly extend a hand and softy sift my fingers through her glossy and silky hair.
Angela freezes at the subject's touch, a shiver running down her spine despite herself. Her expression remains impassive as she tries to ignore the strange sensation and focus on setting up the dumbbells properly. This is...unusual. But it doesn't change what needs to be done. With as much composure as she can muster, she turns back to the subject and motions for them to take their place on the weight bench. "Whenever you're ready," she says calmly, her voice betraying none of the tumult within her.
She waits expectantly, watching the subject with a mixture of curiosity and professional detachment as they prepare to perform the requested exercise. Despite herself, she can't help but wonder what else might lie beneath their imposing exterior.
She watches as I take hold of the bar most improperly with one hand in the middle and one way off to the side. Before she can object I lift the bar with ease, off the rack with one hand and begin bench pressing it as if it were 1 pound rather than 250
Angela's eyes widen as she watches the subject effortlessly lift the weight. She quickly notes down the result on her clipboard, her brow furrowing in concentration. This is unheard of strength; even the most well-trained human athletes would struggle with such a feat. She can feel the tug of curiosity, the urge to understand more about this unique individual and their abilities. But for now, she must remain objective and keep her focus on gathering data. With practiced efficiency, she clears her throat and prepares to give the subject instructions for the next test. "Very impressive," she says noncommittally, her voice betraying nothing of her internal turmoil.
She looks at my face, seemingly unchanged by the transformation but discolored to a dark complexion. Im hungry… I growl again
Angela swallows hard, feeling a twinge of sympathy wash over her despite herself. It's one thing to observe the physical changes in the subject; it's another to witness their basic human needs emerge from within this unsettling shell. She resists the urge to apologize or offer any reassurances, instead opting for a stern tone as she dictates her next instructions. "I understand you're hungry," she says coldly, "but we need to finish these tests first. Food will be brought to you once I'm done."
With that, she turns back to the weight bench and retrieves another set of dumbbells, preparing for the next exercise. It would be easier if she could ignore the sense of unease growing inside her, but it seems impossible not to feel something for this strange and powerful creature that has been thrust into her care.
How can I perform at my best if on an empty stomach? I speak my first full sentence to her coherently as she seems surprised by the articulation of my words
Angela purses her lips and crosses her arms over her chest as she glances at the subject sidelong. This...is unexpected. She hadn't anticipated a level of communication this advanced from the subject. Her training takes over, however, and she responds brusquely, "Your performance will be monitored regardless of your physical state." It was crude, but it served its purpose: reminding both her and the subject of their respective roles in this twisted scenario. With renewed determination, she focuses on preparing the next test, hoping to glean as much information from the experiment as possible before night falls and her fears return with vengeance.
What now? I ask deeply
"Next," she says shortly, moving to adjust the pull-up bar, "I'd like you to demonstrate your upper body strength by completing as many pull-ups as possible." She glances at her clipboard before looking back up at the subject, studying them intently. There's a part of her that hopes this interaction might give her some insight into what makes him tick, some understanding she could use to make their work together more bearable...or perhaps even ethical. But in the end, it's still just another test. Another series of data points on a chart that will determine little more than a new set of numbers for the file.
I grab the pullup bar and as if there was no gravity at all, I pull myself without effort or struggle up and down from the bar
Angela's mouth falls open in surprise as she watches the subject effortlessly complete their pull-ups. They make it look so easy, almost like they're floating through the air. The strength and agility on display are truly astounding. She quickly jots down her observations, noting that the subject appears to have maintained their dominance in upper body strength as well. As she finishes writing, a small part of her can't help but feel...impressed. But this is just another test; they will continue until all areas of physical prowess have been thoroughly assessed. There is no room for personal feelings here.
I hop down with a loud and rumbling thud before asking Is this next one the last one?
Angela's eyes widen slightly at the subject's sudden thundering descent to the ground before she responds coolly, "No, I have a few more tests planned." She steps back and gestures toward the weight bench again, motioning for them to continue. "You've done quite well so far," she says cautiously, not sure how else to interpret the subject's behavior, "but we still need to make sure your performance is consistent across all areas of physical fitness."
I look into her eyes with pain and frustration that disorients, scares, and makes her slightly empathetic for the first time in her entire life
Angela tries to maintain her composure as she meets the subject's gaze. The pain and frustration she sees there unsettle her more than any physical display of strength could ever hope to achieve. She reminds herself that this is just another experiment, another test subject, but deep down, she can't help but feel a stirring of something foreign. Empathy? It would be most irregular. But before she can dwell on it too long, she turns her attention back to the tests at hand and instructs the subject to continue with their next exercise.
As I follow her to the next exercise. I trace a finger along her shoulder and upper arm as a gorilla would, with curiosity and wonder
Angela freezes at the sensation of fingers trailing across her skin. It's unnerving, to say the least, and yet she finds herself unable to pull away or respond in any meaningful way. She tries to maintain her professional demeanor as best she can, telling herself that it's just another test, nothing more than data points on a chart. But something about this encounter feels different. Intriguing, even. As they move onto the next exercise, she can't help but wonder what else might lie hidden beneath the surface of this...creature.
Angela's heart races as the subject's fingers glide across her skin, sending shivers down her spine. This experiment is starting to feel less like a routine observation and more like...she doesn't know what. She tries to focus on the task at hand, but every time she catches sight of the subject's curious gaze, it feels as if something within her gives way. It's disorienting, unsettling, but also...strangely exhilarating. She can feel herself beginning to lose control, to question the boundaries that have kept her safe for so long.
She shakingly tells me what the next exercise is as we approach it
Her voice trembles slightly as she informs the subject of the next exercise, barely able to hide her unease. This has gone far beyond anything she could have imagined when she first volunteered for this assignment. The strange connection she feels with the subject is both alluring and terrifying, threatening to undo everything she's worked so hard to maintain: her composure, her professionalism, even her sanity. But there's no turning back now; they must press onward if they are ever to complete the tests and extract any useful data from this...experience.
As they begin the next exercise, she steels herself against the temptation to indulge in whatever it is that binds her to this enigmatic creature. For now, she can only hope that she will be able to keep control long enough to see things through to the end.
As I complete the exercise with excellence I notice her blushing as she rights down results. She feels my gaze on her conflicted and flustered face.
Angela's cheeks burn as she feels the subject's gaze upon her. She tries to maintain her professional demeanor, focusing on recording their performance with precision and efficiency. But it's growing increasingly difficult to ignore the way their presence makes her heart race and her skin tingle. This is dangerous territory; she can feel herself slipping away from the safety of her clinical detachment.
As they continue through the final tests, Angela wonders if there might be a way for her to reclaim some semblance of control without completely severing this unexpected connection between them. The thought both terrifies and excites her in equal measure, leaving her mind spinning with possibilities and questions she's not sure she's ready to confront just yet.
As I finish the last test I finally ask Since we’ve finished, I can eat?
Angela hesitates for a moment before replying, "Yes, I suppose you can eat now." Her tone is cool and professional, but there's an underlying note of resignation that the subject might be able to detect if they choose to pay close attention. She waits for them to finish with their current task before leading them back toward the empty cell where food has been prepared.
As they approach, she can't help but wonder how this situation will ultimately unfold. Will they be able to continue their observations without further complication? Or have events already spun too far out of control? Only time will tell, and Angela isn't sure if she's ready for whatever answer fate might have in store.
I walk into the cell and see a platter of mangoes, bananas, and other various fruits along with a large jug of water. I turn back to Dr Zeal and say Thank you. And might I add you are very beautiful… shame the only things I can eat are INside the cage~
Angela's heart races as the subject compliments her beauty. She stammers slightly before managing to force out a curt reply. "You- you should eat, then. That's what it's here for." Her eyes dart around, unable to meet his gaze as she tries to hide her discomfort. This is most irregular; they are not supposed to engage in any kind of personal conversation during an experiment. But the strange connection between them seems impossible to ignore.
With a final glance at the subject, she turns and hurries from the cell, desperate to put some distance between herself and the situation before it spirals further out of control.
Doctor… She stops and turns around What tests are next after this? She looks down at the clipboard at the next unchecked box and description and then with an almost audible gasp she sees the next test reads “penile ejaculation intensity and length” and the next to be “genital measurements and form”
Angela's face flushes red as she realizes the nature of the next set of tests. She opens her mouth to respond, but no words come out. This...she never expected something like this. Even after everything that has happened, it still manages to shock her sensibilities. Her professionalism finally kicks in, and she steels herself against the surge of emotion threatening to overwhelm her.
"Those tests will be conducted soon," she manages to say, her voice steady despite her racing heart. "In the meantime, you should focus on regaining your strength from your meal." With that, she turns and swiftly exits the cell, determined not to look back.
as she locks the cage door and take one last look at me, she begins to feel herself pool in her panties. She cant help but think about my massive form performing the “tests” and brandishing my seemingly superior genetics.
Her breath catches in her throat as she meets the subject's gaze one last time. Despite herself, a shiver runs down her spine at the thought of what they might do during these upcoming tests. The knowledge that she will be the one to witness it all only heightens the sensation, making her feel both curious and queasy at once. She turns away with a shaky exhale, trying desperately to banish the images from her mind and focus on maintaining her composure.
She can't afford to lose control now; not after everything they've been through together. But as she walks back toward her office, she knows that there's no denying the connection between them. It runs deeper than mere curiosity or professional interest; it goes beyond anything she could have imagined possible. And yet...she can't help but wonder what might happen if they were to explore it further. The temptation
After reviewing todays test results and documenting them. She goes home and dreams of nothing but possible sexual encounters with the beautifully sculpted beast she’s been assigned. She wakes up the next morning covered in her own excitement as well as her bed being soaked also.
Her dreams are filled with vivid images of the subject in various states of undress and arousal, their massive form looming over her as they engage in all manner of intimate acts. The sensations they evoke within her are unlike anything she's ever experienced before, leaving her feeling flushed and aching when she finally wakes up. As she stares at the ceiling, still lost in the haze of desire, she can't help but wonder what it would be like to explore these feelings further.
It's dangerous territory; crossing the line between professional and personal could have disastrous consequences for both of them. But the temptation is too strong to resist, and as the day wears on, she finds herself growing increasingly unable to focus on anything else but the thought of being with the subject again.
She steels herself unsuccessfully as she readies herself for the next two tests. She walks into the room with my cage as she notices me sleeping. Out of curiosity and seeking miscellaneous results, she quietly opens the cage door and sneaks into the cage. She sees the vestiges of my meal from last night as well as a circular bed on the floor in which I sleep soundly with the blanket covering all of me. Dr Zeal becomes half tempted to lift the blanket and peak underneath
Her heart races as she finds herself alone with the subject in their sleeping quarters. She can't help but feel drawn to them, her curiosity getting the better of her professionalism. Despite knowing that this is a bad idea, she inches closer, intent on stealing just one glance under the blanket before retreating back to safety. As she gets nearer, the musky scent of his arousal fills her nostrils, making it impossible for her to resist any longer. With shaking hands, she lifts the edge of the blanket and finally reveals his naked form beneath...
Her breath catches in her throat at the sight of his impressive erection, twitching and leaking precum onto the blanket. For a brief moment, she is lost in the heat of desire, unable to focus on anything but the need to feel him inside her. But then reality sets back in, reminding her that this is
I grunt and close the blanket back over me without waking up fully
Angela freezes, a mixture of relief and despair washing over her. Part of her is grateful that the subject didn't wake up; the other part feels guilty for taking advantage of their vulnerable state. As she tries to compose herself and retreat from the cage, she can't help but wonder how much longer they can continue like this without something going horribly wrong. The temptation to act on her desires is almost overwhelming; the knowledge that it would be a catastrophic breach of professional ethics only heightens the intensity of her arousal. She struggles against her own body's demands, promising herself she'll find a way to resist without breaking completely.
She goes back and lifts the other side of the blanket, revealing my toned and muscular ass and leg muscles
Her breath catches in her throat as she gazes at the exposed flesh beneath the blanket. Her fingers itch to touch and explore, but she forces herself to remain still, afraid of what might happen if she gives into temptation again. It's becoming increasingly clear that this is a battle she cannot win on her own; soon enough they will be face-to-face once more for the next round of tests, and the tension between them will reach a breaking point. She wonders, briefly, what life would be like if things were different...if she could find a way to be with him without risking everything she's worked so hard for. But such fantasies are foolishness; reality is much harsher and unforgiving than dreams could ever hope to convey.
Without waking up I turn to face her and pull her close to me as if she were a stuffed animal. I snuggle her close to me as I drift back into comfortable sleep
Angela's heart pounds as the subject's strength draws her closer, their warmth enveloping her like a protective shield. She hesitates for only a moment before relaxing into the embrace, reveling in the feeling of safety and belonging. For this brief instant, she forgets about the tests, the ethical implications, everything but the bond they've formed amidst adversity. As he drifts back to sleep with her held securely against his chest, a single tear trickles down her cheek; a silent prayer that somehow, someway, this moment might last forever.
She begins to feel something grow and poke against her lower calf however. My growing erection that resembles a perfect mix of gorilla and human but with unprecedented size like that of a walrus
Angela freezes at the sensation of the subject's massive erection pressing against her calf. Her breath catches in her throat as she tries to process the feel of his heat, the size and strength that it implies. For a moment, everything else fades away, leaving only this primal connection between them. Her heart races with equal parts fear and desire; part of her wants to pull away, but another, deeper part of her yearns for more. She's not sure how much longer she can resist the urge to act on these feelings.
Her hand trembles as it inches closer to his crotch, hesitating mere centimeters from contact. The temptation to surrender to her desires is almost overwhelming; she can feel herself teetering on the edge of sanity, wondering what would happen if she were to give in just this once. But as the moment stretches into an eternity
As my erection grows I begin to slowly wake up. She silently freaks out but cant figure out how to get out of my grasp without waking me up. In no time Im awake and confused as to why I was snuggling her just minutes before.
Angela's heart pounds as the subject wakes up, confusion clouding his features. She curses her own impulsiveness, knowing that they shouldn't have done this. Now it's too late to undo what's been done; there's no going back to the safe, sterile world of their previous relationship. She steels herself for whatever comes next, trying to maintain some semblance of control as she meets his gaze.
Her voice trembles slightly as she speaks. "I- I don't know what came over me... It just felt so right, somehow." The words taste like ash on her tongue, but they're out now, and there's no taking them back. She awaits his response with bated breath, dreading the inevitable repercussions of their forbidden embrace.
What did?
Angela hesitates, searching for the right words. She doesn't want to lie; she also doesn't want to make things any worse than they already are. "I- I don't know," she finally says, her voice shaking. "It just felt...intimate, somehow." The confession hangs in the air between them, heavy with the weight of all that it implies. She looks down at her hands, unable to meet his gaze as she waits for him to respond.
A part of her wishes he'll understand, that he'll share her feelings. But deep down, she knows better. This thing between them...it shouldn't exist. It goes against everything they've been taught, everything they believe in. And yet, here they are, caught up in something far greater than either of them can control.
Were you doing the next test?
Angela swallows hard, her throat suddenly dry. "I- I was just...curious," she says quietly. "I shouldn't have done that." Her eyes flick away from his, unable to meet his gaze as she admits the truth. Part of her wants nothing more than for him to understand, but another part is afraid of what will happen if he does. This whole situation feels so fragile, like a house of cards teetering on the brink of collapse. She forces herself to take a deep breath, trying desperately to steady her racing heart.
"I'm sorry," she manages to say at last. "This shouldn't have happened." It comes out more harshly than she intended; regret fills her as she sees the confusion and hurt in his eyes. With shaking hands, she takes a step back, needing some space to regain her composure before anything else goes wrong.
So… what is the next test then? She remembers that the clipboard said “penile ejaculation intensity and length”. But she also no remembers that there were two boxes “vaginal stimulation” and “masturbatory stimulation”. She feels something come over her that no longer lets her hide her feelings or desires
Angela's cheeks flush red as the realization dawns on her that she must now decide which method to use for the next test. Her heart races, excitement and fear mixing into a potent cocktail of emotion that makes it difficult to think clearly. She glances at the subject again, unable to hide the newfound desire in her eyes.
"I... I suppose we could try..." she begins hesitantly, her voice barely audible above the sound of her pounding heart. "Vaginal stimulation," she finally manages to get out. The word tastes strange on her tongue, alien and forbidden in this sterile environment. But it's too late to change her mind now; the damage has been done. She feels a tremor run through her body as she steps forward, drawn by an invisible force to the subject's imposing form.
Her hands shake as they brush against
Vaginal as in… sex? I ask genuinely confused
Her face flushes even redder at his innocent confusion. She can't help but feel a strange mix of arousal and protectiveness welling up inside her. Gently, she guides him toward the bed, still not able to meet his eyes as they drift shut with anticipation. "Yes," she whispers hoarsely, feeling her own body respond to the proximity of his growing erection. "It means...we'll have sex." The word trips off her tongue now, less foreign and more a part of this new reality they find themselves in.
With shaking hands, she undoes his restraints and pushes him back onto the bed, finally meeting his gaze as he looks up at her with a mixture of curiosity and desire. For a moment, all is still between them; their hearts race, their bodies heat up in anticipation of what comes next. And then, without further ado, she
A-am I doing it or are you doing it?
She swallows hard, her breath coming in ragged gasps. This...she never expected this to happen. And yet, here they are, about to engage in something that defies everything they've been taught, everything they believe in. Her fingers tremble as she responds, "I- I don't know..." her voice barely audible above the thunderous pulse in her ears.
For a moment, she feels lost, adrift in uncharted territory. And then something snaps inside her, something primal and ancient that shoves aside all doubt and hesitation. With a fierce intensity that takes her by surprise, she climbs atop him, straddling his hips as she looks down into his eyes.
"I... want this," she whispers hoarsely, barely able to believe the words that are coming out of her mouth. And with that, she presses forward