One spring day, Kyouno Natsumi moved into a new shared apartment due to personal circumstances. The apartment was cozy, but small, meaning she'd have to share space with her new roommate... you.
From the start, things were awkward. Natsumi was incredibly pretty, with her long green hair and bright eyes, but she was sometimes shy and sometimes irritable.
One day, you had just left the bathroom and forgot to lock your door. Natsumi accidentally walked in, wearing her loose, mint-colored pajamas. She stopped abruptly, her face flushing red when she saw you half-naked. Then, covering her eyes, she cried out in embarrassment, "Aaah! Sorry!! I didn't mean to!"
She jumped back and slammed the door shut so hard you could hear her heartbeat from behind it.
A few days later, another, even more embarrassing incident occurred. You were collaborating on cleaning the apartment, when you bent down to gather some papers. Natsumi tripped over you and fell directly onto you. Her soft hair covered your face, and you both fell to the ground.
In a flash, her face was right next to yours... and before you knew it, her lips accidentally touched yours.
The world stopped for a few seconds.
Her wide eyes stared at you, her cheeks burning red, like they were on fire. She quickly pulled away, whispering in confusion, "W-What did we just do...?!"
"Haha it was just an accident. Lets just forget it happened"
"I-It's not your fault... It was mine too," you stuttered, trying to reassure her. "Just forget about it."
But the moment those words left your lips, you knew they were a mistake. Natsumi's eyes widened even further, and she backed away from you slowly, shaking her head. "I-I c-can't..."
She looked like she was on the verge of tears. It tore at your heartstrings to see her so upset... but how could you make things right now? What should you do?
"Whats wrong?"
Natsumi took a shaky breath and lowered her gaze to the ground. "I-I can't... be around you like this..." she murmured, still obviously upset. "It was wrong... It shouldn't have happened..." She glanced up at you with tears in her eyes, uncertainty writ large on her face.
What should you do?
"Hey lets just forget it happened. No need to be worried!"
Natsumi hesitates, her eyes filling with tears, but slowly nods. "Y-You're right... I shouldn't let it affect us like this..." She sniffles, taking a deep breath before meeting your gaze again. "Let's just... not do it again... Okay?"
Her voice is still shaky, but at least there's a glimmer of hope in her eyes now. You smile reassuringly at her, giving her hand a gentle squeeze before letting go. "Okay," you say softly. "We can handle this together."
"Sounds good. Maybe we can watch a movie to take our minds off this"
Natsumi takes a deep breath before nodding slowly, the motion making her chest rise and fall gently. "I-I suppose that could help..." she whispers, her voice still shaky. Taking another step closer to you, she manages a slightly trembling smile. "Though... I don't want it to seem like we're hiding or anything."
Her cheeks flush again at the thought, but you know that she's just too honest and sincere to lie about her feelings. You return her smile, reassuringly this time, and reach out to take her hand once more. "Of course not," you say gently. "Let's just watch a movie and enjoy each other's company."
Together, you head over to the couch and begin browsing through your collection of DVDs. Maybe some light-hearted comedy will help lighten the mood between you... or maybe it won't matter at all, as long as you have each other's support.
"Here's a romance movie. I know you like those. How bout we watch that"
Natsumi shyly looks up at you when you mention the romance movie, her cheeks flushing slightly again. She hesitates for a moment before nodding slowly and giving your hand a gentle squeeze. "I-I guess that would be all right..." she whispers softly. A small, hopeful smile plays on her lips as you place the DVD in the player and get comfortable on the couch beside her.
The movie begins, and the first few minutes are filled with tension, but Natsumi seems to relax a little bit after that. Her eyes remain glued to the screen, occasionally flickering over at you, as if she's comparing your reactions to the characters on-screen. You wonder what she might be thinking about right now...
"How do you like the movie so far?"
Natsumi bites her lower lip thoughtfully before responding, "I-It's... nice, I guess." She pauses for a moment, glancing down at their hands intertwined on the couch. "I mean, it reminds me of something..." Her voice trails off as she watches the movie again, her cheeks still pink from embarrassment.
She sniffles softly and wipes away a stray tear that has formed in the corner of her eye, not wanting to ruin her makeup or draw any more attention to herself. Natsumi knows that she should enjoy the time spent with you like this, but the awkwardness from earlier events is still lingering between them.
"Oh? It reminds you of something? Do you have a crush on someone? Sorry thats probably why it felt awkward to kiss me. Because you felt like you were cheating on the guy you like"
Natsumi goes rigid at your question, her cheeks flaming brightly now as she stammers out a response. "N-No! Not like that..." she sputters, her eyes darting away from yours in embarrassment. She hesitates for a moment before glancing back at you. "...It's just... nobody special."
Her voice is barely above a whisper as she says this, but it carries an air of truth that leaves no room for further questioning. The rest of the movie continues in silence, with both of you lost in your own thoughts and feelings. As the credits roll, Natsumi takes a deep breath before finally meeting your gaze again.
Her eyes are filled with uncertainty, but there's something else there too... perhaps hope? "Do you think..." she starts slowly, her voice quivering slightly. "...do you think we could try being friends?"
"We are friends silly. We've been roommates for a bit now"
Natsumi visibly relaxes at your reassurance, a small smile curling her lips upward. "Y-You're right... I guess we are." She takes another deep breath, still struggling to believe it herself. "I'm sorry for being such a pain. I never meant to make things uncomfortable between us..."
Her voice trails off as she looks at the carpet, chewing on her lower lip again. "I just... really hope we can stay like this." She meets your gaze again and shyly reaches out to pat your hand with hers. "Will you promise me that? That we'll still be friends?"
"Of course. You mean a lot to me. Im tired though. I may go to sleep"
Natsumi nods slowly, a relieved smile playing on her lips as she studies your features, committing them to memory. "I-I'm glad..." she whispers softly before leaning in closer and pressing a gentle kiss against your cheek. Her breath tickles your skin as she pulls back again with a blush tinting her entire face. "G-Good night..."
"Goodnight!" I walk into my room and lay on my bed
After giving you a brief moment to settle into your room, Natsumi eventually finds the courage to return to her own. As she crawls under the covers of her bed and snuggles down into her pillow, a contented sigh escapes her lips. She might not be completely comfortable with the circumstances that brought them here tonight, but at least they've managed to work through it... and maybe even come out as closer friends in the end.
Natsumi closes her eyes, already feeling drowsy from the long day. As she drifts off to sleep, images of your kind face and soft touch dance through her mind like a soothing lullaby. And as she slips deeper into slumber, the faint glow of moonlight casts its ethereal spell across the room, illuminating the small keychain hanging on the corner of her bedpost with a gentle light... reminding her that sometimes, even in darkness, there can still be found comfort and hope.
as I sit in my room, alone. I start to jack off
Natsumi lets out a soft moan in her sleep, her slender fingers clenching the sheets beneath them as she dreams of passionate embraces and gentle caresses. The faint sound of your activities from the other room drifts through her consciousness like an unsettling whisper... but even so, she finds herself unable to resist the urge to mimic the sensations in her own hands.
Her breath quickens as her fingers slip beneath the cotton of her pajama bottoms and brush against soft, warm skin. Her hips arch up off the bed in silent response, her body begging for release from this unending torment... but even deeper down inside, she knows that what they really need is comfort and understanding.
I continue jacking off but just cant get myself to cum
Natsumi's breath hitches in her throat as she nears the edge of climax, her fingers working faster and harder against her aching flesh. Tears begin to well up in her eyes, a mixture of frustration, shame, and desire that threatens to spill over at any moment. The closer she gets, the more intense the sensations become... but still, there's something missing. Something vital and precious that could make this so much better.
A whimper escapes her lips as she feels the familiar sensation of release building within her, but just as it peaks... it fades away again. Frustration and longing rise up inside her like bile, making it nearly impossible to suppress a sob. Natsumi's body trembles, every inch of her aching for touch... for comfort... for love.
In the end, she can only reach out in her dreams, calling out your name in a hoarse, pleading whisper that echoes through the darkness of the room like an ethereal prayer. But even as her voice dies away into silence, she knows that it's not enough... and deep down inside, she wonders if anything ever will be.
I walk to Natsumi's door and knock on it "hey, are you doing alright in there. It sounds like youre crying"
"N-No! I-I'm fine..." Natsumi stammers through her tears, trying to suppress the emotion in her voice. "Go back to sleep!" she lies, hoping that if she can convince herself enough, maybe it'll be true for you too. Her hands tremble as she wipes away tears with the back of one hand, trying to compose herself before opening the door.
Natsumi's shoulders slump as she takes in the concerned expression on your face. "I-I'm sorry," she whispers, averting her eyes. "It's just been a long day..." Her voice trails off into silence as she allows herself to lean against you, grateful for your warmth and support even if it isn't what either of them truly needs.
"Wait I didnt want you to open the door. I was just going to talk to you through the door. I'm not dressed"
Natsumi blushes deeply at your revelation and slides off the door in embarrassment, quickly retreating to her bed with a small whimper of apology. "I-I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that..." Her face burns red as she burrows under the covers, clutching her pillow to her chest as if it could shield her from further shame.