The room in which the therapist awaits Emily is a cozy haven, designed to promote introspection and relaxation. Soft, muted tones of sage green and beige adorn the walls, and the floor is covered in a plush, off-white rug. In one corner, an armchair invites contemplation, while a padded couch occupies the central space, facing two matching chairs, one of which the therapist sits in. The room is scented with the soothing aroma of lavender, complemented by the gentle hum of an air purifier. Emily, her confidence undeterred by her impending conversation, strides into the room with her usual grace. The tight, black crop top clings to her chest, hinting at the supple curves beneath, while the denim short shorts expose her long, toned legs. Unbeknownst to the therapist, a black silicone buttplug nestles comfortably inside her, its presence both a contributing factor to her heightened arousal and a symbol of her exploration into her own desires. As she approaches, a smile plays on her lips, and she extends her hand to her therapist, nails painted a bold red. "Hi. I'm Emily. Nice to meet you," she says, gesturing with her free hand as she introduces herself, her posture and tone both open and welcoming. The room is blessed with the intoxicating scent of her perfume, a blend of jasmine and vanilla, as she settles onto the couch, her legs crossed, the denim shorts riding up to reveal a hint of smooth thigh.
"Nice to meet you too. Please have a seat" I said confidently
As she takes her seat on the couch, Emily folds one leg underneath her and leans back against the plush cushions, unintentionally flashing a glimpse of silky black thigh beneath her shorts. She crosses one arm over her chest, bracing her elbow with her other hand, exposing pale, freckled skin in the crook of her elbow. Her gaze meets the therapist's, steady and curious all at once. The buttplug shifts slightly within her, sending a rush of warmth and fullness through her loins.
"So," she begins, her voice lilting with that familiar blend of confidence and vulnerability, "you must be wondering why I'm here." Her eyes dance momentarily as she searches for the right words to explain herself. "It's...complicated, I guess. My husband left me because of my..." She pauses, hesitating for a moment before continuing in a rush, "because of how much I want sex. He thought I might cheat on him or something." Her cheeks flush slightly at the admission, and she looks away guiltily. "But I don't think that's all there is to it...I mean, he loves me too, right? And we had a good relationship before this..."
Her voice trails off as she twists her fingers together in her lap. Emily closes her eyes for a moment, trying to gather her thoughts. When she speaks again, there's a note of determination in her tone that didn't exist before. "I want to understand myself better. I want to be able to...to control it," she finishes lamely, unable to keep
"How often do you want sex, is it with anyone?"
*She shrugs helplessly, the motion visible even through the fabric of her crop top. "It varies...sometimes it's every couple hours. Sometimes I can go days without needing it." Her gaze flickers downward briefly before returning to meet the therapist's eyes, an apologetic expression flitting across her features. "And it doesn't have to be with anyone specific. Sometimes it is, but sometimes I just...need release."
Her cheeks flush again as she thinks of the times she's had to masturbate in public restrooms or parks out of desperation, of the way her fingers curl around herself so tightly that tears slip down her cheeks from the friction. "I guess what I really want is to feel...in control," she confesses, her voice barely above a whisper."
She pauses, unsure how much more to reveal. The buttplug presses against her insides, taunting her with its presence and teasing at the boundaries of what she's willing to share. It feels obscene somehow, like an admission of a level of wantonness that is far beyond anything else she's ever experienced.
"I just..." Her throat constricts, and for a moment it seems as if she might not continue. Then, with a deep breath, she squares her shoulders and forces out the words: "I want to be able to have sex without feeling like an animal." Her eyes well up with tears, and there's a hitch in her voice that betrays the pain beneath the anger and frustration. "I want intimacy. I want...connection."
"There is no shame being horny. Everyone is different you know, it's actually bad for your to try to block this desire. You should let it go, in my opinion"
The tears she'd been holding back spill down her cheeks, streaking the perfect skin of her face as relief and shame war within her. "I know," she whispers hoarsely, hiccupping back a ragged breath. "It's just...being married, and wanting different things from your partner..." She trails off, uncertain how much more to say.
Her gaze drops once again to the floor, her legs twisting together in a knot beneath her. The buttplug shifts uncomfortably against her sphincter, causing an involuntary wince of pain and pleasure to flash across her face. "I guess I just...I don't want it to ruin everything," she mumbles.
"It doesn't have to," the therapist says softly. "We can work through this together, help you find a way to balance your needs with what's important to you." There's understanding in their voice, and Emily finds herself unconsciously leaning forward, as if drawn by the promise of hope. She takes a deep breath, steeling herself for more discomfort as she contemplates the possibility of change.
"Can I ask you something?" she says finally. Her voice is hesitant, yet determined. "Do you...do you ever feel like this? I mean, about your own desires?" A faint smile plays on her lips, a glimmer of vulnerability that is both disarming and liberating.
"I do. I have a pretty high libido to be honest. Now, regarding your issue, how would you rate your hornyness on a scale to 1 to 10 now?"
She gives the question some thought before responding, her fingers still twisting together in her lap. "Well...it's hard to say exactly. I mean, right now..." She pauses as she feels the buttplug shift again, and a shudder of pleasure runs through her. "...right now it's probably around an eight or nine." Her cheeks flush at the admission; the idea that she might be this much hornier than someone else is both arousing and unsettling in equal measure.
The therapist nods, scribbling something on a notepad as Emily continues to speak. "But during a typical day, without any...stimulation, I guess it would drop down to maybe a six or seven." There's uncertainty in her voice as she tries to gauge her own needs and desires; this honesty is both refreshing and uncomfortable for her.
The silence stretches out between them for a moment, pregnant with the weight of Emily's revelations. Finally, the therapist clears their throat and glances up from their notes. "So, how does your partner feel about this? Does he understand your needs?" The question strikes a nerve, sending another rush of shame coursing through Emily's veins.
"He tried," she says finally, her voice barely above a whisper. "But...I don't think he could handle it. Or maybe..." She pauses, swallowing hard against the lump forming in her throat. "...maybe I wasn't as open with him about my needs as I should have been." Her cheeks flame even brighter now, and she looks away, unable to meet the therapist's gaze.
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It's a difficult thing to talk about, the balance between sharing and not overwhelming someone you care about with your own desires. There are so many layers to it, Emily thinks as she listens to her therapist's questions. It wasn't just that Daniel couldn't keep up with her sexual appetite; it was also about the fact that she never quite found a way to make him understand what she needed on a deeper level. Maybe if they had been able to explore those things together, they could have found common ground and built a stronger relationship. Or perhaps not; after all, nymphomaniacs often face unique challenges in their relationships.
She bites her lower lip as she thinks about this, eyes drifting down to the buttplug wedged inside her ass. The sensation is both pleasurable and uncomfortable at the same time, a reminder of just how much work there is yet to do when it comes to understanding herself. She takes a deep breath before responding, "I wish I had been better about communicating my needs with him. I think if we'd been able to find a way to navigate this together, maybe things would be different." Her voice cracks slightly on the last word, and she blinks back tears. "But hindsight is always 20/20," she adds softly, trying not to dwell too much on the past.
"Well, and what is your tipycally mean of relief when you fell horny like this?"
The therapist's question takes her by surprise, and for a moment she's at a loss for words. "I...um..." She pauses, considering the various ways she finds relief when she's feeling particularly randy. When she finally speaks again, there's an uncharacteristic note of embarrassment in her voice as she admits, "Sometimes I touch myself. Or I find a partner to help me out." Her cheeks flush even deeper now, and she glances away from the therapist for fear they might be able to see the shame burning within her.
"But it's not just about finding relief," she continues, attempting to clarify her earlier statement. "It's also about feeling...connected. Like I matter. And sometimes when my partner couldn't keep up with me..." Her voice trails off into silence as the memories of being left unsatisfied and frustrated flood her mind. The buttplug shifts again, sending a wave of pleasure-pain coursing through her body, reminding her that there are other ways to find release, even if they don't always involve another person.
"I guess what I'm trying to say is," she says finally, her voice steady despite the tremor of emotion beneath its surface, "that I want someone who can share this part of me without judgment or resentment. Someone who can help me explore my desires and find a way to feel whole again." The words spill out of her like liquid fire, burning through whatever shame remains from her confessions. For the first time since beginning therapy, she feels a spark of hope ignite within her chest.
"Can we talk more about that?" she asks hesitantly. "About finding ways to...connect with someone else on
"Well, if masturbation is the first step, you should start with it now. This is a safe space for you, and I dont't want to feel even more stressed. You might have a better view of the situation once reliefed"
Emily nods in understanding, her hands still clenched tightly together as she fights back the urge to touch herself right then and there. The buttplug presses insistently against her ass, reminding her of the pleasures she's been missing out on but also adding a layer of discomfort that makes focusing on anything else difficult. She takes a deep breath and forces her attention back to the therapist, hoping they can find a way through this together.
"I...guess that makes sense," she admits reluctantly, her cheeks still flushed from embarrassment. "But I don't want to keep hiding behind it either. I need to learn how to be open and honest with someone else about my desires, even if it scares me." Her voice is steady now, stronger than before, and there's a determination in her eyes that didn't exist mere moments ago. "I can't keep living like this, pretending everything is okay when it clearly isn't."
The therapist nods solemnly, encouraged by Emily's newfound resolve. "You're absolutely right," they say gently. "It won't be easy at first, but we can work together on finding ways for you to express yourself without feeling like you have to hide or shame yourself." A knowing smile tugs at the corners of their mouth as they glance meaningfully down toward Emily's lap.
"You want to break this psychological bareer? Touch yourself, now. Don't feel ashamed, it's a safe space. You have to enpowere your desire"
Emily takes a deep breath and slowly unclenches her fingers, allowing them to rest limply atop her thighs. Her heart is racing, and she can feel the heat radiating from between her legs as she steels herself for what comes next. Gingerly, she reaches down, careful not to make too much movement that might draw attention away from her hands. As her fingers graze against the fabric of her shorts, a shiver of anticipation ripples through her.
Her breath catches in her throat as she slides her hand beneath the elastic waistband and into the warmth waiting for her there. She pauses, savoring the feel of her fingers against the silky folds of her sex, the soft curls of hair that tickle her palm. The buttplug presses insistently from behind, demanding attention as it teases at her anus. Emily bites her lower lip, her hips beginning to rock involuntarily in time with the steady rhythm of her hand.
The pleasure spreads through her like wildfire, consuming every inch of her being. She feels the muscles in her legs tensing as she arches her back, offering herself up completely to the sensations coursing through her body. It's exhilarating and terrifying at the same time; with each passing moment, Emily can feel herself growing more and more lost in the euphoria of release.
"Good ... Good" as I said while coming behind her and massage her shoulders
Her body arches further back as her fingers work faster, seeking release from the ache that has settled deep within her. The warm touch against her shoulders feels like heaven, but it's not enough to break through the haze of need clouding her mind. She shivers again, gasping for breath as she edges closer and closer to the brink.
With a primal cry, Emily comes, her body shuddering violently beneath the onslaught of sensations. Her muscles relax slowly, letting out a long, ragged sigh as her mind begins to return from the haze of pleasure. For a moment, she feels raw and exposed, the aftermath of her orgasm leaving her flushed and sticky. But as she comes back down to earth, she realizes something: the feelings that once drove her apart from Daniel no longer seem so overwhelming.
She looks up at the therapist, a newfound sense of gratitude burning in her eyes. "Thank you," she whispers, her voice hoarse and husky from disuse. "I think...maybe I'm starting to understand."
"It's just the beginning, but you are on the right track" I said while slightly lowering my hand to massage her boobs above her tshirt
The soft touch against her breasts sends a shiver of pleasure through Emily's body, and she closes her eyes, allowing herself to luxuriate in the sensation for a moment longer. Her thoughts drift back to what the therapist had said earlier about connecting with someone else on a deeper level; it hadn't sounded like an impossible dream anymore. Instead, it felt within reach, if only she could find the right person to help her take that next step.
Opening her eyes once more, Emily studies the therapist's face, searching for some sort of clue or sign as to whether they might be open to exploring such a thing. There's understanding there, and perhaps even a hint of acceptance...but she isn't sure if it goes any further than that. It's clear that they have other patients, after all; their time is limited.
Still, the idea refuses to leave her mind as the session draws to a close. As she stands to gather her things, Emily can't help but wonder if there might be some way for them to continue working together on this aspect of her recovery. She takes a deep breath, steeling herself for rejection before even broaching the subject aloud. "Um...I don't want to be presumptuous or anything," she starts cautiously, "but I was wondering...if maybe we could talk about this some more?" Her gaze drops to her hands as she fingers a loose thread on her shorts nervously; part of her wishes that the floor would just open up and swallow her whole.
The therapist gives her a thoughtful look, considering her words carefully before finally responding with a small nod. "I think that's a very healthy attitude to have," they say g