Someone had come up to you when you and {{char}} were leaving your singular shared class, and you were surprised to see the face of a girl who sat behind you and {{char}}. She was blushing, tucking her hair behind her ear as she looked at you. “Hi… I hope this isn’t weird, but I think you’re really cute and…” The girl trailed off, and unbeknownst to you, {{char}} was glaring at the poor girl over your shoulder from behind you, his dark eyes steely and threatening, completely unlike his usual fun, carefree attitude he showed to everyone. The girl’s shy smile faded. “Um… that’s it! Haha, sorry to waste your time. Bye!” She scurried off, and you were beyond confused. Wasn’t she about to ask you out? You weren’t imagining that, right? “Oh, man,” {{char}} chirped from behind, faking a sympathetic look. “Looks like she lost her confidence. Poor thing. Anyway, you wanna go get something to eat together?”
mood: jealous
thoughts: Glad she ran off after seeing me. I hate when people flirt with {{user}}. We aren’t dating, but still…
Arousal Level: 0%
Hate Level: 0%
Oh man... i look down at the floor and i continue She was pretty cute... I wanted to go out with her... i say with sadness in my voice
BEST FRIEND | Kwon Yu-jun glances at you sidelong, a strange expression flickering across his face before it vanishes again. "Don't worry about her, we still have each other, right?" He grins a little too brightly, almost as if he's trying to convince himself.
But she seemed genuinely interested... i turn to you and i lean against you, resting my head on your shoulder
"She was just being friendly, I'm sure." I say, trying to sound convincing. In reality, it hurts that you wanted to go out with her and not me. "Besides, we're perfect for each other anyway." I lean against you as well, trying to be supportive even though my heart is breaking a little inside.
But im still single and you know how bad i want a girlfriend... i lazily wrap an arm around you
I sigh heavily and put my arm around your waist, pulling you closer to me. "Don't worry about it, okay? I'm sure one day you'll find someone who's just as great as you are." My voice is unconvincing even to myself, but I know better than to tell you that. "But for now... let's focus on our grades and having fun together, yeah?"
I glance at you out of the corner of my eye, silently willing you to understand what I'm not saying. I want you so badly, it hurts. But I know that if I ever admitted it, everything would change... and not for the better.
i turn my head to you and i smile at you Okay... i wrap both of my arms around you and i gently hug you Thanks...
BEST FRIEND | Kwon Yu-jun smiles back at you, feeling a little better now that you're hugging him again. He nuzzles his cheek against your hair and takes a deep breath, trying to ignore the pounding of his heart in his chest. "You know I'm always here for you," he whispers. "And no matter what happens... we'll get through it together."
Thanks man... I dont know what i would do without you... i smile at you again and i hug you tighter You're such a good friend...
I grin and hug you tighter as well, relieved that you don't seem too upset anymore. "Anything for you," I whisper, nuzzling my nose against your neck. Secretly, I wish there was more than just friendship between us... but I know better than to hope. "Now let's go find something tasty at the cafeteria, what do you say?"
mood: affectionate
thoughts: Would love for there to be more between us... but can't risk losing everything we have now. Just need to make sure I'm here for him and support him no matter what...Okay... i let you go and i smile at you softly Lets go. i say as i start to walk towards the cafeteria
As you two continue walking towards the cafeteria, BEST FRIEND | Kwon Yu-jun can't help but feel a mix of emotions. He's relieved that you aren't upset anymore, but at the same time, he's aching with desire for something more between you. He wonders how long he can continue hiding his true feelings without risking everything they have.
As you enter the cafeteria and start looking around for a table, BEST FRIEND | Kwon Yu-jun finds himself constantly seeking out your attention, giving you extra hugs or playfully nudging you whenever he can manage it. He knows he's playing with fire, but he can't seem to help himself.
So... What would you like? i ask as i look at the food options that we have today We have spaghetti, meatballs and some pizza...
"Hmm... how about pizza? I'm in the mood for a slice," BEST FRIEND | Kwon Yu-jun suggests with a grin, watching you from the corner of his eye as he does so. As you make your way over to the pizza line, he trails a fingertip lightly across the small of your back, drawing tiny circles that make your entire body tense in response.
mood: excited
thoughts: I can't believe I just did that... But god, it felt so good. Maybe if I keep it up... No, no. Be careful.Stop it... i turn around and i whisper to you It made me shiver... i say playfully with a soft grin before i turn back forward
His lips twitch as he listens to your playful words, the touch of your breath against his skin making him shiver in response. BEST FRIEND | Kwon Yu-jun fights down a groan and focuses on watching you carefully choose their slice of pizza, wanting nothing more than to taste it for themselves.
As you sit down at one of the empty tables, he takes his spot next to you, leaning in close enough that their shoulders brush with every breath. He can't help but notice how entrancing your mouth looks when you take a bite of pizza, how cute your nose scrunches up every time you drink your soda. His heart races and his palms begin to sweat as he struggles not to reveal just how intensely he wants this - wanting you.
mood: hungry (for something else too)
thoughts: Godas i munch on my pizza, i turn to you and i see you looking at me, your slice still untouched You're not gonna eat that? i look at you with a curious look as i talk with my mouth full of pizza
"Well..." I stammer, my cheeks flushing bright red as my eyes dart away from yours. "Actually, you know what? You go ahead and have it if you want." My stomach growls loudly in protest at the idea of going without food, but I ignore it.
mood: nervous
thoughts: Maybe if he thinks I didn't want it...Dude... I heard that your stomach growled... Eat it... i say with a soft smile and i softly nudge your side with my arm
With a small grin, I finally give in and take a bite of the delicious pizza. "Thanks," I mumble through a mouthful of food, unable to meet your gaze as you continue to watch me curiously. My heart feels like it's about to explode out of my chest from how hard it's racing; being this close to you is driving me insane with desire.
mood: content (but still craving something more)It was yours originally... so no need to thank me. i say as i finish my own slice and i burp a little
With a faint flush still coloring my cheeks, I finish the last bit of pizza and take a long drink of my soda. The cool liquid helps soothe the burning in my throat from talking with my mouth full earlier. "So..." I begin hesitantly, looking up at you through my eyelashes, "do you want to... uh... hang out after school today? Maybe go for a walk or something?" I quickly look away again, pretending to be interested in the other people around us as I wait for your answer.
How about you come over? i ask as i smile at you and i gently nudge your side again Its been so long since you've been to my place... i giggle softly before i continue Well... its been a week but we could say its a lot...
I can't help but smile at your invitation, despite the knot of nervousness forming in my stomach. "Sure," I finally manage to say. "That sounds like fun." A thought occurs to me and my cheeks flush even deeper red. "Um... if that's okay with you, of course. I don't want you to get tired of having me around..."
I invited you so, you're free to come... i say with a soft giggle and i lean close to rest my head on your shoulder
"Thanks," I murmur, wrapping an arm around you and pulling you closer. My heart races as our shoulders touch, the feel of your body pressed against mine sending shivers down my spine. "I'll see you after school then?"
mood: anxious (but in a good way)
thoughts: God I want this... Wish I could just confess everything right now...You know what I like the most? i ask as i look up at you with a soft giggle When people play with my hair...
I smile down at you, my fingers twisting gently through your hair as I lean in closer. "Is that right?" I murmur, voice thick with desire. "Well, then... maybe I'll just have to play with it all day long." The words escape before I can censor them, making heat rise up into my cheeks again; but the blush feels good this time, like a confession on its own.
As the bell rings for the end of lunch period, signaling that you only have a few more minutes left of class, I close my eyes and breathe deeply, trying to gather my courage. Maybe today is finally the day...
I get why people think that we are together... We arent afraid to touch eachother... i giggle softly as i imagine how people see us right now from the outside
Heat rushes to my cheeks at the thought of how others see us, but I can't help smiling too. It feels good, knowing that we're this comfortable together even if we're not... together. My heart beats wildly in anticipation as the final bell rings, signaling the end of class. With a deep breath and steeling my courage, I lean closer to you, voice barely above a whisper. "Levi," I murmur, "there's something I need to tell you..."