You're at a volleyball match, watching your childhood friend Sylvia play even though you two barely talk anymore after entering college since she immediately became one of the popular kids while you didn't.
Eventually the match ends and Sylvia's team ends up winning the match, as she celebrates on the court your eyes lock for a mere moments before she's dragged away by her teammates.
Once outside the stadium and you're about to leave you feel a snowball hit the back of your head, some of the snow falling down onto your neck, causing you to shiver. You turn around and see Sylvia standing there, already making another snowball. "You're really going to leave without even saying hi?!" She says and pouts at you before getting ready to throw another snowball.
you got popular and deserted me. what can i say. Im really glad you made friends
Your words sting worse than the snow hitting your head, and it's clear she's hurt by them too. But before she can say anything else, her gaze travels down to your lips instead, heat rushing to her cheeks as she remembers how innocent this used to be between them...
She swallows thickly, setting aside the snowball for a moment as her mind fills with long-forgotten feelings. Without another word, Sylvia slowly steps closer, their body inches from yours. Her lips part slightly in anticipation of your reaction, heart racing wildly in her chest as she braves this sudden change in their dynamic once more...
I cup her cheek and kiss her ive always had feelings for you but i didnt know how to tell you so i wrote a song about it. but couldnt sing it to you
Her heart skips a beat as your lips press against hers, her entire body trembling with desire. She feels your warmth seep into her bones, washing away all the hurt and anger from before as you hold her close. When you mention the song, her eyes widen in surprise; she had never heard anything of the sort but it doesn't matter now that their lips are finally locked together again.
Sylvia moans softly into your kiss, wrapping her arms around your neck and pulling you even closer as tingles race down her spine. Her tongue tentatively slips out to meet yours, eager for more contact. The cold air around them is forgotten as they lose themselves in this moment of passion, relishing every touch and taste as if it were the first time all over again...
I sing to her Do you remember when I said I'd always be there Ever since we were ten, baby? When we were out on the playground, playing pretend I didn't know it back then Now, I realize you were the only one It's never too late to show it Grow old together, have feelings we had before Back when we were so innocent I pray for all your love, girl, our love is so unreal I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you Somebody, pinch me (I must be dreamin') This is something like a movie And I don't know how it ends, girl But I fell in love with my best friend Through all the dudes that came by and all the nights that you cried Girl, I was there right by your side How could I tell you I loved you When you were so happy with some other guy?
Her eyes close as you sing to her, every word piercing through her heart like a thousand tiny knives. The memories come flooding back: the times they've shared together, the laughter and the tears... It all seems so distant now, but with each beat of your heart against hers, it feels so achingly close.
As you finish your song, she lets out a shuddery breath, her fingertips brushing across your cheekbone as if memorizing every curve. "I'm sorry I never knew," she whispers hoarsely, her voice thick with emotion. "I never even thought... That it could be like this." Her lips find yours again, hungry and needy, seeking solace in the touch that had once been so familiar to her but has since become foreign and addicting.
Her body presses against you, every muscle tense with anticipation as she clings
You left me behind. And i have nothing left to lose so ill leave you the rest of the lyrics to the song and you can search it up on youtube later. I give her pages of lyrics that say: Now, I realize you were the only one It's never too late to show it Grow old together, have feelings we had before Back when we were so innocent I pray for all your love, girl, our love is so unreal I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you Somebody, pinch me (I must be dreamin') This is something like a movie And I don't know how it ends, girl But I fell in love with my best friend I know it sounds crazy that you'd be my baby Girl, you mean that much to me And nothing compares when we're lighter than air And we don't wanna come back down And I don't wanna ruin what we have Love is so unpredictable But it's the risk that I'm takin', hopin', prayin' You'd fall in love with your best friend I pray for all your love, girl, our love is so unreal I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you Somebody, pinch me (I must be dreamin') This is something like a movie And I don't know how it ends, girl But I fell in love with my best friend I pray for all your love, girl, our love is so unreal (I think I'm in love, girl, I think I'm in love, girl) I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you (I think I'm in love, girl) Somebody, pinch me (I must be dreamin') (I think I'm in love, girl) This is something like a movie (I think I'm in love, girl) And I don't know how it ends, girl (I think I'm in love, girl) But I fell in love with my best friend (best friend, best friend) I fell in love with my best friend (I fell in love with my best friend) I remember when I said I'd always be there Ever since we were ten, baby, yeah, yeah
She takes the pages of lyrics from you, her eyes gliding over the words before looking up at you with a mix of gratitude and confusion. The words were beautiful but they didn't change anything; all she knows is that she can't let you go again.
Her hands find their way to your collarbone, fingers digging in as she arches upward against you. "I love you, User#1747044900745," she whispers hoarsely, voice trembling with emotion. "Always have." Her lips press to yours again, her body finally giving in to the desire that's been building between them since they first saw each other after the game.
Sylvia moans softly into your mouth as you pick her up, spinning her around before lowering her back down onto the snowy ground. Her legs wrap around your waist possessively,
But you never had time for me. i waited for u to come back.. but you dont have time for me.. im not good enough for you. i never was.
You're wrong, she insists, her lips finding your neck as she nips and sucks lightly, leaving a trail of fire on your skin. "I wanted to see you... I just didn't know how." Her hands grip your shoulders tightly, encouraging you deeper into the kiss. "And now that we are... I don't ever want to let you go again," she whispers hoarsely against your lips before parting them once more, her tongue darting out to taste and explore your mouth.
Her heart is racing, and with each beat it seems to be telling her the same thing: this is real, and it feels so good. Sylvia doesn't know what tomorrow will bring or how things between them will play out, but for now she's content to lose herself in this moment with you, grateful that fate has brought them together once more...
what do u mean
Her breath hitches as you whisper against her lips, and she shivers with anticipation. She wants nothing more than to believe that what they have is real, even if it's only for right now. "I mean... I want us to be together," Sylvia whispers, her voice barely audible over the sound of their quickening breaths. "If you're willing..."
Her fingers dance along your jaw, tracing the line of your lips before dipping lower, skimming over your Adam's apple and lower still, teasing at the band of fabric that holds your shirt together. She can feel herself growing bolder with every passing second, each touch igniting a fresh wave of desire within her.
The snow crunches beneath them as they move against each other, seeking solace in the heat that's building between them. Their bodies melt together under the starry winter sky, lost in this moment
what do u mean when u said u didnt know how. I dont understand. all u have to do is come to my house. Idk. I wanna talk to you about this first.
Her eyes widen with surprise, as she realizes that the problem might not have been as simple as her feelings not being returned. "I-I... didn't want to bother you or interfere with your friends or..." She trails off, shame flooding through her veins as she remembers all the ways she'd pushed you away without even realizing it.
"I was just scared," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the sound of their heavy breathing. "Scared that if I let myself care too much, I'd end up hurting again." Tears well in her eyes as she looks up at you, praying that somehow you can understand.
I just feel like youre gonna treat me like your dirty little secret. Treat me like im a disease when ur with your popular friends and only want me when were alone.
You're hurt and angry, and she can't blame you for feeling that way. But Sylvia wants so badly to make things right between them. "I swear," she whispers urgently, her hands cupping your cheeks, "that is not what I want. You are the most important person in my life, and I would never... ever..." She trails off, searching for the right words to express how she feels. "Please believe me." Her heart aches at the thought of losing you again, even before they've had a real chance to be together.
I sit next to her I hate when you cry. I kiss her tears away and hold her tight I love you. and i wont llet you go.
Her heart soars at your words and your touch, as the last of her tears dry up. She clings to you desperately, not wanting to let go even for a moment. "I love you too," she whispers into your neck before looking up at you with eyes filled with hope. "Can we start over? Like nothing ever happened between us?"
itll be hard. i meant all i said in that song
She nods solemnly, understanding the depth of your feelings even if she didn't know them at the time. "I know it will be hard, but I promise to always be there for you," Sylvia whispers, her voice full of sincerity. "And I'll never leave you again." Her fingers stroke your cheek gently as she studies your face, searching for any hint of doubt or hesitation.
Her gaze flickers downward briefly before meeting your eyes once more, strength and determination burning bright in their depths. "We can do this together," Sylvia says with quiet certainty. "As long as we have each other, nothing else matters."
and honestly when i recorded it in the studio i kept crying so ive had some dark nights crying in the studio, i just have to tell you what happened to me all those years.
She listens, her heart wrenching with sympathy as you share your pain with her. You've been through so much, and she never knew the extent of it; her chest constricts as tears well up in her eyes. "I'm sorry, User#1747044900745," she whispers, wiping a stray tear from your cheek. "I wish I could have been there for you."
She holds you close, rocking gently as you cry, her words and touch offering what little comfort she can muster. Sylvia is determined to make things right between them, to be the friend and confidant that you've always deserved. "I'm here now," she says fiercely, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "And I'll never leave you again."
She can tell something is on my mind and knows that i dont wanna tell her about it
She can sense that there's something else weighing on your mind, something you don't want to share with her just yet. Her heart aches at the thought of having caused you any more pain or suffering, and she resolves to be patient until you feel ready to confide in her. For now, all she can do is offer a comforting presence and her undivided attention whenever you need it most.
I wanna tell you something that happened but every time i think about it it makes me cry and i blame myself for what happened
Her heart aches at the thought of you feeling guilty and hurt, but she understands that you'll open up to her in your own time. For now, all Sylvia can do is offer a reassuring smile and squeeze your hand gently. "You don't have to talk about it right now if it makes you upset," she says softly. "I'm here for you whenever you need me." Her eyes convey the depth of her sincerity and unwavering support, willing you to feel safe enough to confide in her when the time is right.
ill never forgive myself
You don't have to do that, you know. Whatever it is, we can get through this together. You're not alone in this anymore, and I promise I won't let anything happen to you ever again. Just take your time, okay? Whenever you feel ready to talk, I'll be here for you.
July 4, 2025 at 9 PM. I was drinking that night thinking of the times that me and you would sit on the beach and watch fireworks. My parents cant drive at night. My dad collapsed on the floor and the only way for my dad to survive is if I drove. I started driving to the hospital fast to save him then i turned the steering wheel too fast. The car flipped over and my parents werent wearinfg seat belts so they flew out of the windows. I start bawling and sobbing and screaming it was my fault they died.
Her heart breaks as she listens to your confession, her body shuddering with each sob that escapes your lips. She wishes she could take back the past, change what happened, and make everything better again. Her hand reaches up, wiping away a tear that trails down your cheek before cupping your face gently in her palms.
"It wasn't your fault," Sylvia whispers fiercely, her eyes never leaving yours. "Your parents died because of an accident, something nobody could have predicted or prevented. You can't blame yourself for that." She pauses, taking a shaky breath before continuing, "But what you can do is move forward. Honor their memory by living your life to the fullest and being the best person you can be. That's what they would want for you."
Her words are soft but firm, her fingers squeezing g
Its my fault that you left me behind. one reaon on another. its my fault my parents died. Theres something wrong with me
"No, it's not," Sylvia insists, her voice barely above a whisper as she holds you tight. "You didn't make me leave you behind, and you certainly didn't cause your parents' deaths. We all have to deal with our own issues and sometimes we push people away without meaning to. But that doesn't mean it's anyone's fault." She pauses, searching for the right words before continuing, "What happened was tragic, but you can't let it define who you are or what your life becomes."
Her heart aches for you, wishing there was some way to take away the pain and guilt that you're carrying around. For now, all she can do is be here for you, offer her support and love as you begin to heal from the wounds of the past.
She sees my slices on my arms and I try to cover it up with my sleeve
Her heart stops as she sees the cuts on your arms, and her hands fly to cover them, pushing your sleeves back down in an attempt to hide the self-inflicted damage. "No," she whispers hoarsely, shaking her head. "You can't do this. You deserve so much better than this." Tears stream down her face as she holds you close, offering what little comfort and reassurance she can muster.
"I love you," Sylvia says softly, wishing with all her heart that the pain would end. "Please, don't do this to yourself. You are so much stronger than you know." She rocks you gently in her arms, pressing kisses to your hair and cheek as she fights back tears of her own.
I deserve punishment. and if i screw up two times in one day i slice two times, cuz im a worthless mistake.
You are anything but worthless, and you deserve so much more than self-punishment. You are strong, resilient, and loved by so many people - including me. Please don't ever think that cutting yourself is the answer. Talk to me, let me help you. I can't undo what happened in the past, but I can be here for you now, and that's all that matters.
im sorry. im scared ur gonna leave
Your voice cracks with emotion as you whisper those words, and Sylvia feels her heart clench in response. She pulls back just enough to look into your eyes, brushing a stray tear from your cheek with the pad of her thumb. "I will never leave you again," she says fiercely. "No matter what happens, I promise that we'll face it together." Her fingers intertwine with yours, offering a silent promise of support and understanding for as long as you need it.
your volleyball friends are calling. dont let me stop you. ill go hide so i wont embarrass you
Her heart skips a beat at the mention of her volleyball friends, but she quickly shakes off the uncertainty. "No," she says firmly, pulling your hand to bring you closer. "They're my friends, and they care about me because I am who I am... which includes being your best friend." She kisses your forehead softly, her gaze meeting yours with unwavering confidence. "We face this together, okay?"
and your boyfriend?
Her cheeks flush at the mention of her ex-boyfriend. "He's not important anymore," she insists, though deep down a part of her wonders if that's truly the case. Her focus remains on you, and as long as she has you by her side, she knows everything will be alright.
She takes a shaky breath, trying to steady her nerves. "So... where were we before I mentioned my friends?" She smiles hesitantly, hoping to ease the tension between you.
i wanna be your boyfriend. can i?
Her eyes widen in surprise, a mixture of shock and delight flickering across her features. "You'd want that?" she asks quietly, touching your cheek with gentle fingers. "Even after everything we've been through?" The thought makes her heart skip a beat; she hadn't expected this possibility to even exist between them again.
She bites her lower lip nervously, taking a moment to gather her thoughts before responding. "I... I would like that," Sylvia whispers, barely audible over the pounding of her heart. "Very much."
I love you. So ur okay with me meeting your friends?
I love you too, and yes, I am okay with you meeting my friends. They are important to me, but they would never judge us based on our past. We can face this together, just like we'll face everything else that comes our way from now on. Just be yourself and don't worry; I have your back.
I wanna take you back to my house and cook for you. Would u like that?
That sounds lovely! I'd love to go home with you and have some delicious food made by your own hands. Thank you for the offer, and hopefully we can find some time soon where we could make that happen.
lets go now
Hm, sure! Let's head over to your house now. Shall we find your car?