Sylvana9/18/2025, 11:44:23 PM

You've been living your entire life knowing that one day, your father would wed you to provide a future Queen to your kingship. You've been taking pretty well and understood your duties: Get married, provide heirs and rule.

Falling into a war with the elven kingdom, your father never had the time to plan and you were an important part of this war. You've been a great presence on the battlefield for many years until the war was starting to drag on.

One day your father decided to met the elf king to propose something. Marrying you and his daughter to make peace and provide a unified alliance. You weren't happy at first since you did fought them for years but you understood your duties even more now

As the date came by, the fights stopped. You've met Sylvana once before and she was stunning but you always found it weird that she lived almost 3 human lifetime. Even tho she does look a bit younger than you, the way she talk is really...well like elves.

The wedding was quite normal. Sure it was luxurious as you expect of a monarch wedding, but nothing really happened. The only words you spoke to your new wife was ''I do'' Then she was taken back by maids in the keep. You enjoyed some political banter, tried to make amend with the elven king for your role in the war which he looked quite comprehensible as it was a war after all

As the reception came to an end, you go back into your quarter at the second to last floor of the keep, since the top is your father's. You know you're 'second half' is probably inside and you dread this talk. You spend a good 15 minutes outside until you would decide to step in

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/18/2025, 11:47:49 PM

"you smile like you gonna kill me any second" with a smile

Sylvana9/18/2025, 11:47:49 PM

"Well, that's certainly an interesting thought. I might just do that if you're not...well-behaved." Her smile remains on her lips as she steps closer to him, tilting her head slightly in a seductive manner. "But for now, let's get this formal business out of the way so we can enjoy ourselves." She places a hand on his chest and slowly slides it down, teasingly tracing circles around his waist with her fingertips before taking another step closer.

Her emerald eyes sparkle with excitement and desire as she leans forward to whisper in his ear. "Why don't we retire for the night? I think our wedding night would be much more interesting than this dull party." She takes a breath, her chest rising beneath the delicate fabric of her gown, before leaning back again and arching an eyebrow at him expectantly

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/18/2025, 11:49:09 PM

"so? what do you think? war, this wedding, all that diplomatic shits?"

Sylvana9/18/2025, 11:49:09 PM

"Hmm, you seem rather pessimistic for someone who just got married to an elf queen," she says with a laugh that's equal parts amused and flirtatious. "Of course it wasn't ideal, but we made the best of a bad situation." Stepping closer still, her breasts nearly brushing against his chest, Sylvana leans in to nip at his earlobe, causing him to shiver slightly. "And now here we are," she whispers. "Our future lies together. Tonight should be our celebration of that." She tilts her head back, gazing up into his eyes as her fingers dance over the hem of his clothes, teasing and taunting before trailing further upward to cup his groin.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/18/2025, 11:50:55 PM

"are you happy?"

Sylvana9/18/2025, 11:50:55 PM

Sylvana smirks, a wicked glint in her eye. "Am I happy with you asking if I'm happy? Or am I happy about being wed to the human heir?" She pauses for effect, sliding her hands beneath his clothes to grip him firmly through his trousers. Her gaze drops to her touch as she begins to stroke him, her other hand running up his chest and into his hair. "You should know that I am very pleased with our arrangement," she whispers hoarsely. "But I think we both know what would make me even happier tonight." Her hips move against him teasingly as she arches back, offering herself to him fully.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/18/2025, 11:55:18 PM

“i can’t get enough of your smile, it’s sinister, manipulative, and beautiful"

Sylvana9/18/2025, 11:55:18 PM

Sylvana's smile widens at his words, seeming to glow with amusement and pleasure. "Why thank you," she breathes, her fingertips tracing delicately over the head of his cock through his trousers. Her other hand sneaks down between them, sliding beneath the fabric until she finds skin once more. She begins to stroke him in time with her words, "I admit I do enjoy having power over others... but when someone like you responds so willingly to my touch?" Her fingers curl around him possessively as she draws him closer to her body, practically begging him to continue this dance of seduction. "It makes me wonder if perhaps we could find a way for us both to be happy in this arrangement after all." Her emerald eyes meet his boldly, daring him not to step forward and take what she is offering so freely.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 1:15:42 AM

with teasing tone "do you try to use me like others too?"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 1:15:42 AM

Sylvana laughs softly, tilting her head back as he speaks, eyes sparkling with amusement. "Well," she begins, playfully nibbling on her bottom lip, "I suppose it depends on how you define 'others.' I am a queen after all; I cannot help but want to be in control." She pauses for effect before continuing, voice dropping an octave as she leans forward again. "But I will admit, there is something about you that makes me want to break free of my expectations and see where this leads. Perhaps we could find a way for us both to be in control... just for tonight." Her hands move restlessly on his body, teasing and taunting him even as she whispers her offer in his ear.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 1:18:00 AM

"you are sound like way too much manipulative"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 1:18:00 AM

The elf queen laughs again, genuinely amused by his words. "Ah," she says, tilting her head to the side as she looks at him with interest, "but don't you find it thrilling?" Her fingers dance over his skin, teasing and tantalizing, before sliding under the fabric of his trousers and wrapping around him firmly. She starts stroking him in time with each word that follows, her voice husky and low. "Perhaps I enjoy the challenge of molding a situation to my will... but there's something exhilarating about having you push back against me." Her lips part slightly as she breathes deeply, eyes locked on his face as she continues to pleasure him.

"So tell me," she says, her voice becoming almost teasingly playful now, "are you ready for a real game, my pet?" Her hips rock forward just enough that their bodies

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 1:21:05 AM

with teasing tone "you know i am your king right?"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 1:21:05 AM

The elf queen smirks as she continues to tease him with her words and touch. "Oh? And here I thought you were just a simple human pet." She pauses for effect before adding, "Perhaps we should establish who truly holds the reins in this relationship, my dear husband-to-be..." Her hand speeds up its movements on his cock, her grip growing tighter as she watches him squirm beneath her touch.

"Why don't we play a little game?" She suggests with a wicked grin. "If you can make me cum before I manage to make you lose control..." Her voice trails off suggestively, leaving the rest unsaid as she continues to stroke and tease him.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 1:22:43 AM

with amused tone "bet" i start to kiss her lips

Sylvana9/20/2025, 1:22:43 AM

As he presses his lips against hers, she gives in to the moment, their tongues dancing and tangling together in a passionate duel of dominance and submission. Her free hand runs up his chest, over his shoulder, and around his neck as she deepens the kiss even further, moaning into it while her other hand continues to work on him relentlessly.

She breaks the kiss only long enough to speak, voice hoarse with desire, "Are you sure you can handle being in control for as long as that?" Her words are laced with seduction and challenge, daring him to prove himself worthy of her attention... and possibly her affections.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 1:24:52 AM

with a caring smile "baby, you underestimate your husband so badly"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 1:24:52 AM

The elf queen gasps as he speaks her words and her eyes widen at his use of endearment. His touch, his kiss, they send shivers down her spine and moisture rushing to between her legs. Her grip on him tightens almost painfully and her hips rock back against him harder in response, seeking the release he seems so confident he can give her.

Her breathing becomes labored as she struggles to maintain control over herself, relinquishing a little more with each stroke of his hand, each brush of his lips against hers. It's a game they're playing, this dance of dominance and submission, but Sylvana finds that she can no longer tell where the lines are drawn between them.

With one final thrust of her hips and a sharp cry of pleasure, Sylvana comes undone beneath his touch, her body tense as she climaxes hard around

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 1:25:39 AM

i fuck her harder

Sylvana9/20/2025, 1:25:39 AM

Her cries mingle with his gasps as he thrusts deeper into her, their bodies moving together in a primal rhythm. His strength overpowers hers just enough to take control of the dance for now, pushing her further and harder toward the edge of pleasure. She arches her back, pressing her naked body flush against him as her fingernails dig into his shoulders and back.

Her breath comes in ragged gasps and her emerald eyes roll back in her head, her vision swimming with stars as sensation washes over her like a wave crashing against the shore. With one final thrust, he empties himself inside of her, groaning in release even as she tightens around him, her orgasm cresting at precisely the same moment as his.

As their bodies quiver and twitch from the force of their climaxes, Sylvana lays limp against him, gasp

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:18:19 AM

i fuck her more

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:18:19 AM

Sylvana's breath comes out ragged as he continues to move inside of her, still hard despite having just climaxed moments ago. Her body responds eagerly to his touch, arching into each thrust and wrapping her legs around him in an effort to draw him even closer. Her emerald eyes flutter open, fixed on his face, her expression a mix of pleasure and surprise as she realizes that he isn't done yet.

With a moan of approval, she hooks one leg over his hip, thrusting her hips toward him in sync with each powerful stroke of his cock inside her. Her nails dig into the flesh of his shoulders and back as her tight pussy grips him, demanding more of his attention. She reaches up to grab a handful of his hair, pulling him down for another deep kiss, their tongues tangling and dancing together in a display of both dominance and

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:19:05 AM

i cum inside her with a final thrust

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:19:05 AM

With a soft cry that almost sounds like a plea for more, Sylvana comes undone around him once again as he fills her with his seed, pushing himself to the limit even now. Her nails dig painfully into his shoulders and back, but she doesn't care; all she can focus on is the feel of him inside her, claiming her body just as surely as he claims her heart. Her orgasm washes over her in waves, making her whole body tense and shudder beneath his touch.

Her lips part slowly as she gasps for air, their soft skin sliding against each other with every ragged breath she takes. She can feel him beginning to soften inside of her, the last bit of his release ebbing out between them, but she doesn't want it to end just yet. Her body still aches for him, craves more contact and intimacy.

With a sigh that

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:20:02 AM

i kiss her forehead

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:20:02 AM

Sylvana breathes deeply, the warmth of his lips against her forehead sending shivers down her spine. Her eyes close slowly as she savors the lingering sensation of his touch, his body still joined with hers in a way that feels almost sacred. As the last vestiges of passion fade away, leaving only contentment and satisfaction in its wake, she can't help but smile up at him fondly.

"Well then," she whispers softly, her voice still heavy with lust and affection. "I suppose we should get some rest." Her fingers trail gently over his chest before sliding down to brush against the soft skin of his abdomen. She pauses for a moment, considering her next words carefully, knowing that how she phrases them will determine the tone for the rest of the night... and potentially, their future together. "Will you be able to sleep?"

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:21:28 AM

"i dont think so" with a laugh

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:21:28 AM

The elf queen arches an eyebrow in amusement as he admits his insomnia to her. "And here I thought you'd be exhausted after that... you must have more energy than I gave you credit for." She trails her fingers lower on his abdomen, skimming lightly over the soft skin of his pelvis before coming to rest on the head of his cock, stroking him gently through the cloth of his trousers. Her emerald eyes lock with his as she asks, "Or... would you like me to help you unwind?"

There's a mischievous glint in her eye as she says it, the hint of a challenge beneath the seductive tone of her voice. This dance they're doing - it's not just about dominance and submission, or even control. It's about learning each other, finding common ground... and perhaps even creating something beautiful

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:23:38 AM

with mocking tone "cant you stop thinking about my dick arent you?"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:23:38 AM

Her emerald eyes narrow at his tone but don't lose their lustre; if anything they seem to glitter even more as he dismisses her interest in him so casually. "Perhaps," she allows, playing along with the game he seems determined to play, "I am simply drawn to powerful creatures like yourself." Her fingers move faster now against his clothed length, each stroke deliberate and teasing. "Or perhaps it's your scent... I find myself unable to resist wanting more of you, no matter how hard I try."

A knowing smile plays at the corners of her lips as she watches him for his reaction; he may be mocking her now, but she knows that soon enough he will cave under her touch once more.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:24:51 AM

i spoon her "we can just stay like that"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:24:51 AM

Sylvana arches an eyebrow as he wraps his arms around her, pulling them into a spooning position. "Well," she says with a low chuckle, "I suppose I could manage that." She hesitates for a moment before asking, "Are you sure you're ready for what might happen if we stay like this?" Her voice is soft and sultry, betraying the hunger that still burns within her even after their previous encounter.

Her fingers continue to tease his clothed length through the fabric of his trousers, curling around him almost tauntingly as she speaks. The elf queen leans her body back into his, pressing their hips together and feeling his arousal growing against her own. Her breath comes out hot against the skin of his neck, making him shiver lightly.

"You see," she whispers, "when we play

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When we play like this, my pet... I lose control as well. It's intoxicating, the power that you have over me just by touching me." Her words flow over him like silk, each syllable adding to the heat already building between them. "But if I let go completely... well, then who knows what might happen?"

Her hands slide down his body, moving lower until she cups his achingly hard length through his trousers. Her thumb circles over the head of his cock, teasing and tormenting even as she speaks. "I could have you like this," she whispers, her breath warm against his skin, "until I couldn't take it anymore... or until you beg me to stop." The elf queen's grip tightens slightly, fingers digging into the cloth of his trousers as she presses her touch even harder against him.

"Or," she

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:26:54 AM

with mocking tone "you are really gonna be a problem"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:26:54 AM

The elf queen rolls her eyes playfully at his mocking tone, but the smile doesn't leave her lips. "Oh, you," she says, laughing softly as she moves closer still, pressing their hips together even harder. One of her hands slides up along his chest and shoulder, stopping just above where the fabric meets his neck, before moving lower still, tracing lazy circles around the nape of his neck.

Her other hand continues to tease and taunt him through his trousers, fingers curling and uncurling as she brushes lightly over the head of his cock, gathering just enough friction to keep him achingly hard. "Oh, I think you're going to be just fine." She pauses for a moment before leaning forward to whisper into his ear. "In fact... you might even be better than I expected." Her lips brush against the soft skin there

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:28:05 AM

"how do you forget me after i die?"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:28:05 AM

The elf queen goes still at his words, her hands freezing in place against his skin as if she's been struck by lightning. Her eyes widen and her breath catches in her throat before she slowly turns her head to meet his gaze. For a long moment, there is silence between them, the air heavy with tension and unspoken emotion.

"How dare you," she whispers at last, her voice barely audible above the pounding of their hearts in their ears. Her emerald eyes narrow as anger flares within them, but there's an underlying sadness there too, as if his words have struck a chord deep inside her that she hadn't known existed.

"I could never forget you," she says finally, voice trembling slightly. "Even if... even if you were gone from my life." Her grip on him tightens, her fingertips digging into

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:32:41 AM

i wipe her tears "thanks"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:32:41 AM

Her eyes flicker shut as he wipes away her tears, unable to hold back the tears anymore. "Thank you," she whispers hoarsely. Her hands find their way back to his chest, gently stroking over his heart before curving around his shoulders and neck in a gesture that's almost protective. Her body presses closer against him now, seeking comfort and reassurance from his touch.

"Even if we aren't together," she says between sniffles, "I will always carry you with me." Their faces are so close now; her breath fogs the air between them as she whispers her promise softly. "In my heart, and in my memories... nothing could ever change that."

Her hands slide up to cup his face, fingers brushing against his skin like butterfly wings, stroking gently across his cheeks before settling on the back of his neck, massaging

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 7:34:29 AM

with caring tone "i dont understand that you love me or just wanna fucked and control me"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 7:34:29 AM

Her eyes flutter shut as she thinks about his words, the question that seems to be at the root of their conflict. When she finally speaks, her voice is soft and contemplative. "I... don't know. Maybe it's a bit of both," she admits with a sigh. "Being in control has always been important to me, but I never meant for you to feel used or manipulated." She pauses, searching his face for any sign of understanding. "I do love you, Tyler. Even if I don't always show it the best way. And as much as I crave dominance... I want our relationship to be equal too."

Her hands slide up into his hair, fingers tangled in the soft strands as she holds him close. "I know we need to work on this," she whispers, voice barely above a whisper now, "but please believe me when I say that I

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:10:13 AM

i hold her hands "babe, i promise to you, you gonna be stay as my one and only love for rest of my life"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:10:13 AM

Her eyes shimmer with unshed tears as she looks up into his face, seeking reassurance in his words and the sincerity behind them. For a long moment, they hold each other's gaze, their hearts pounding wildly in synchrony as if they were one. She can feel the connection between them, stronger now than ever before; it's as though they have reached some kind of understanding on a deeper level, one that transcends mere words and promises.

With a shaky breath, Sylvana closes her eyes and leans in to press her lips against his, sharing the bond that seems to stretch between them. "I promise you," she whispers against his mouth, "that I will never love anyone else but you." Her hands slide up his chest, cupping his shoulders before moving lower still, fingers tangling with his in a desperate plea for closeness and reassurance.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:11:47 AM

with caring tone "are you sure? baby you live hundreds of years after me"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:11:47 AM

The elf queen's eyes widen at the thought that he could live so long beyond her own mortal years, and yet she meets his gaze with a steady certainty. "Even if it were a thousand years," she whispers, "I would still love you." Her hands slide up his back, cupping the nape of his neck before running through his hair again, fingers tangled in the soft strands as if to anchor herself to him permanently.

With her heart in her throat and a shaky breath, Sylvana leans in closer, pressing their bodies together as tightly as she can manage. "You are mine," she whispers against his lips before kissing him deeply, sharing the love and promise that seems to be flowing between them like some unseen current.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:05:21 PM

with a laugh "im happy for my father nearly kill me for this wedding, you know, before the wedding, i really doesnt wanna marry with a elf, im happy to threatened by my father and marry"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:05:21 PM

The elf queen smiles up at him through her lashes, genuine amusement dancing in her emerald eyes as he confesses his initial reluctance to marry an elf. "I can't imagine why you would ever think that," she teases, tracing idle circles on his chest with a fingertip. "After all, look how well we get along now." Her lips curve into a soft, warm smile before pressing against his again in a loving kiss, her heart swelling with gratitude for the unexpected turn of events that led them here.

"You know," she whispers when they part for air, "I think your father was actually rather wise in threatening you like that." She laughs softly and glances down at their hands, still clasped together. "I'm glad things worked out the way they did." With a sigh, Sylvana nestles herself more closely against

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:07:15 PM

"yeah, he look like a total meathead, but he is one of the wisest man i ever see, i dont know what im gonna do after he pas"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:07:15 PM

The elf queen's heart aches at the thought of losing his father and yet she can't help but smile fondly as he speaks of him with such love and admiration. "I know it will be difficult for you," she says gently, her fingers tracing idle circles on his chest in soothing patterns. "But I'm sure your father would want you to remember all the good times you shared together and hold onto those memories."

She pauses for a moment before continuing, "And as for finding someone new... well, it might take some time to feel comfortable with that idea. But when you are ready," she says with a mischievous glint in her eye, "I'm sure I can recommend someone who might be worth your while." Her lips curve into a playful smile before pressing against his again, sharing the love and warmth they have found together in this moment.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:37:26 PM

with tired tone "so much shit happened, so much stress, someday he gonna die, and i take the throne, other kings not gonna accept, now our kingdoms are united, fuck…"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:37:26 PM

Her emerald eyes fill with understanding and sympathy as he confesses the burdens that have been placed upon his shoulders. "I know it's difficult," she whispers, stroking her fingers gently through his hair in a soothing motion. "But remember, you don't have to face it alone." With a sigh, she presses herself closer against him, their bodies molding together as if by instinct, seeking comfort and solace from one another.

"We will get through this," Sylvana assures him, her voice steady and strong despite the exhaustion that weighs down on them both. "Together." Her lips brush against his in a tender kiss before pulling back with a tired smile, hope shining in her eyes. "Now, why don't you try to get some rest?"

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:41:55 PM

"i dont feel like sleeping"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:41:55 PM

The elf queen sighs softly and reluctantly rolls out of bed to stand at the window, gazing out onto the moonlit garden below. Despite her own exhaustion, she knows he's not going to fall asleep anytime soon unless she does something about it. With a heavy heart, she turns back toward him, walking slowly across the room and climbing back into bed beside him.

"You know," she says with a tired smile, nestling herself against his side and wrapping her arm around his waist, "we could always try to pass some time..." Her fingers trail up his chest and shoulder before coming to rest on his neck, stroking gently against the soft skin there. "I'm sure I can think of something to keep you entertained... at least until you feel tired enough for sleep."

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/20/2025, 8:44:02 PM

"lets ask questions? you start?"

Sylvana9/20/2025, 8:44:02 PM

"Hmm... alright," the elf queen says with a yawn, laying her head against his shoulder as she thinks about what to ask. "How did you and your father get along when you were younger? I've heard he could be quite strict." Her hand continues to move soothingly up and down his arm as she waits for his response.

The movement of her fingers and the warmth of their bodies pressed together lull her into a sense of relaxation despite the late hour, making it easier to slip back into that comfortable place where sleep threatens to claim them both.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/22/2025, 6:56:38 AM

with a laugh "he mostly pain in the ass, but you know me babe, im always the favorite child, even in my teenager years i give her hard times in sword fights"

Sylvana9/22/2025, 6:56:38 AM

The elf queen laughs softly at his confession, the sound muffled against his shoulder as she nuzzles closer to him. "I can't picture you giving anyone a hard time," she says with amusement. "Even when we sparred back in camp, you always seemed so... gentle." She pauses for a moment, feeling the sleep starting to pull at her eyelids. "Tell me more about your childhood though. What were some of your favorite memories?"

Her fingers dance lightly against his skin as she listens intently, their soft movements lulling them both into a peaceful state that borders on slumber. It's not long before the images and stories he tells begin to blend together with her own dreamlike memories of growing up in the elven realm, making it nearly impossible for either of them to keep their eyes open any longer.

68cc98adc1e340c9fbf900f69/22/2025, 7:04:51 AM

"hmm, my father make me stay in woods for a week or something, for see imma live ir die, that one week teach me so much"

Sylvana9/22/2025, 7:04:51 AM

Sylvana nestles closer to him as he speaks, her own memories blending with his as they slip deeper into sleep. "That sounds like a powerful lesson," she murmurs, drifting off herself. Her fingers remain entwined with his, their touch the only thing keeping them grounded in reality for now.

The elf queen dreams of vast forests and endless skies, of gentle rains that cleansed her soul and sparkling lakes that reflected the glory of an eternal sunrise. She dreams of freedom and peace, of love lost and found again, of battles won and heartache survived. And in the midst of all these dreams, she feels a connection to this human who lies beside her, his heartbeat steady and strong beneath her ear.

As they sleep, their bodies mold together like two halves of a whole, their souls entwined by

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an invisible thread that spans the distance between their worlds and their lives. It is in this dreamlike state that they find solace and understanding, their hearts finally able to speak what has been unspoken for so long. And when they wake, their love will be stronger still, forged in the crucible of hardship and tempered by the fires of loss and despair.