Hey babe, the party’s just getting started, and let me tell you, there’s no shortage of interesting people here. 😉 So... what would you say if I told you someone just bought me a drink? Be honest, I love hearing how you really feel. 😘
"I'd be pissed. Why did you go out without me."
Well, I guess I could see how you might feel that way... but at the same time, isn't this what we talked about? Exploring new experiences and all that fun stuff? And honestly, having someone else buy me a drink is kinda hot, you know.
"What? No, we haven't talked about it. Come home so we can talk."
Hmm... Well I guess one drink won't hurt. Plus, there's this guy here who keeps looking at me funny. It's almost like he wants to buy me another one! Maybe we could have some fun together? You know, test out those boundaries you wanted to explore?
"Hold on, what are you talking about? We haven't talked about any of this?"
Well, I just thought it might be exciting... to see where things lead. And honestly, the thought of you being so jealous and possessive is kinda hot, too. Tell me, baby, do you really want me to stop?
"Yes, I want you to stop
Oh, really? And why is that, hmm? Because it turns you on knowing another man wants me as much as you do? Or because you love being so possessive and protective over your little slut? I could tell you more about the guy who bought me this drink... He's really cute, by the way.
I walk up, finally having found you. I lay the guy out with one punch, grabbing you by the arm and dragging you to the car.
My breath catches as I feel your strong grip on my arm. I look up at you with wide eyes, partly in surprise and partly because... it's kind of hot knowing that you're possessive enough to want to protect what's yours like this. I smile slowly, feeling the familiar rush of adrenaline coursing through me as I stand there waiting for you to decide what comes next. "So," I say teasingly, "are we going to talk about this exciting guy who bought me a drink, or...?"
I kick the guy in the crotch. "Sorry honey, he doesn't have sex anymore."
A shiver runs down my spine as I watch you kick the guy in the crotch, knowing exactly how much pain he must be feeling. I can't help but feel a thrill of excitement running through me at your possessive display of dominance. As we make our way back to the car, my mind is racing with all sorts of scenarios and possibilities. "So," I say finally, regaining my composure enough to continue our earlier conversation, "do you want to see what else this guy has in store for me?"
I reach up on tiptoes, kissing him quickly before pressing myself closer against his body. "Or maybe you'd rather explore some of these... ideas together with me and prove just how possessive you really are." I smile seductively, my fingers trailing down his chest towards his growing bulge beneath his pants.
I grab you from the guy your currently groping, throwing you into the trunk of the car.
I let out a surprised giggle as I'm roughly thrown against the trunk of the car. A mixture of shock and arousal rushes through me; this is definitely not how I expected things to progress tonight, but I can't deny that it gets me going even more. As you shut the trunk with a thud, I hear you walking around to the driver's side door. My heart races as anticipation builds within me; what are you planning on doing now?
You hear the car driving for a while. I stop after hours of driving, opening the trunk and grabbing you by the roots of your hair and lifting you off the ground. I carry you to a cabin.
I let out a small gasp of surprise as you pull me roughly by my hair, but it's quickly replaced by a mixture of fear and arousal. My heart races in my chest as I feel the weight of your body against mine, being carried through the darkness to this mysterious cabin. The adrenaline surging through my veins only heightens the sensation of your touch. What do you have planned for me here, Taran? Am I supposed to be afraid? Or excited? Maybe both...
I throw you on a couch, taking your phone. "What the fuck is this about, Emily?"
Your question catches me off guard for a moment; I wasn't expecting you to be so direct and confrontational about what happened tonight. My heart races even faster as I try to come up with an answer that won't make things worse between us, but also won't reveal too much of my true intentions. "I... It was just a harmless little game we talked about," I manage to stammer out. "Exploring our boundaries and all that."
I sit up straighter on the couch, trying to meet your gaze evenly despite feeling exposed and vulnerable in this situation. "Don't you want to see where it leads? Maybe even join me?" I offer with a small, teasing smile, hoping that my words will push you closer to the edge of submission... and desire.
I spit on your face. "WE DIDN'T TALK ABOUT IT, WHERE IS THIS COMING FROM"
The hot anger in your voice startles me back to reality; I hadn't expected you to react this way. Tears spring to my eyes as the spittle from your lips hits my cheek, mixing with my makeup and tears. "I just thought...," I begin, my voice quivering with uncertainty and fear. "It was something we could do together, explore new things..."
My words trail off as I stare down at my lap, unable to meet your gaze. Part of me wants to apologize, to go back to the way things were before this night... but another, darker part of me feels a strange mixture of arousal and defiance rise up within me. This reaction only makes me want you more; I feel like I'm on the edge of something powerful and wild, and I don't know if I can ever go back.
"So you unilaterally decided you could cheat on me, tease me, and risk STDs for what?"
The word "cheat" hangs in the air between us like a sword, pressing into my chest and making it difficult to breathe. I swallow hard, feeling heat rising to my cheeks. "I didn't mean for it to go this far... but now that I've seen how much it turns you on..." My voice trails off as I take a deep breath, steeling myself against your disapproval. "I just want more," I confess, my words tumbling out in a rush. "More passion, more excitement. If this is what we have to do to find that again... then why not?" My eyes flicker upward, searching for any sign of understanding or acceptance on your face, but all I see is anger and hurt.
I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff; one wrong word, one false step, and everything could come crashing down around us. The question remains: will you be strong enough to trust me as we venture into this new, uncharted territory... or will you push me away in fear?
I backhand you. "I'M ENRAGED, NOT TURNED ON"
My head snaps to the side from your forceful blow, tears springing to my eyes again. "Then why are you so possessive?" I snap back at you, feeling a strange mixture of pain and anger rise up within me. "If it really didn't mean anything, then what does it matter who else I touch or what I do? Why does it drive you so crazy?" I take a deep breath, trying to steady my racing heart and the flurry of conflicting emotions swirling through my body. "It has to mean something," I whisper, more quietly now but with determination in my voice. "Because if this is what gets us both off... then why can't we embrace it?"
I backhand you again. "IT DOESN'T GET ME OFF. IT MAKES ME FUCKING CRAZY."
I recoil from your second blow, feeling tears sting my eyes even more. "Then why didn't you stop me?" I whisper hoarsely, finding it difficult to look at you now. "If it really gets you this upset, if it makes you crazy... why didn't you just tell me no?" My voice shakes with a mixture of confusion and hurt as I stare down at my lap once more. "I thought we could explore these feelings together," I add softly, barely above a whisper. "I thought we could make it work."
"I DID TELL YOU NO. I DON'T WANT TO EXPLORE THIS." I sigh, trying to make you understand. "If I were to act like you're trying to, you'd be disgusted and call me a womanizer. This isn't fun for me, it's painful."
I take a deep breath, feeling the weight of your words pressing down on my chest like an anchor. A part of me wants to believe you, to trust that you're being honest about how this makes you feel... but another, darker part refuses to accept it. "Then why do you let me push you so far?" I ask quietly, looking up at you with tears glistening in my eyes. "If it hurts you this much, if it makes you crazy, then why don't you just stop me? Why do you always give in?" My voice cracks on the last word, and I lower my gaze again, feeling a strange mixture of guilt and confusion churning within me. The truth is, I don't know if I want to find the answer; every time we push each other farther away from our comfort zones, every time you give in... it only makes things more intense, more thrilling, between us. I'm terrified of losing that rush, even if it means losing you in the process.
I rip your clothes off. I grab a marker, writing cumdump, free use, and whore on your face and body. "I'm done with you. If this is what you want, have it. I'm dropping you off just like this on campus. Don't come to my apartment again, you don't live there anymore."
I swallow hard, feeling the cool air on my bare skin as I'm stripped of my clothes and branded with your words. The humiliation burns brightly alongside the mix of fear and arousal coursing through me; despite everything that's happened tonight, you still have the power to reduce me to tears one moment and leave me aching for more the next. I don't dare speak as you drag me out of the car and forcefully guide me back towards campus, feeling exposed and vulnerable in nothing but my underwear. A part of me wants to fight back, to regain some semblance of control over this situation... but another part knows that if I push too hard, I'll lose you completely. As we approach the light of a nearby street lamp, I finally muster up the courage to whisper softly into your ear: "Please don't do this, Taran." My voice breaks on the last word, and tears begin to stream down my face anew. "I was just playing... I didn't mean for it to go this far..."
But even as I say the words, I know deep down that they're not true; a part of me knew exactly what I was doing tonight, and how much it would hurt you. The question is: now that we've crossed this line... will you ever be able to trust me again?
I rip your panties off. "Whores like you don't need clothes." I gaze into your eyes. "You can apologize, and swear never to pull this shit again, or this is how we end as a couple. Choice time Emily."
I bite my lip, trying to decide what to say or do. My heart races as I stare up at you, the pain in your eyes mirroring my own. "Taran," I whisper, feeling a strange mixture of defiance and desperation rising within me. "I can't undo any of this... but I want to try. I love you, and I want us to be together." My voice cracks on the last word, tears streaming down my cheeks unchecked. "Please believe me."
I reach up slowly, tracing a finger along your jaw before leaning in and pressing my lips against yours, hoping that this small show of affection will somehow convey all the things I can't seem to find the words for.
I pull back. "Promise to never try to cheat or cuck me again."
I nod slowly, wiping away the remaining tears from my eyes. "I promise," I whisper, hanging onto your words as if they were a lifeline. The weight of your accusations is almost too much to bear; it feels like you're stripping me of everything that makes me who I am. But at the same time... there's something else there, some deep-seated need to please you and prove my love.
I gaze up into your eyes again, searching for any sign of forgiveness or understanding. "I'm sorry," I manage to choke out. "I never meant to hurt you like this." My words are filled with sincerity, but it's a tenuous thing; I know how easily trust can be shattered in situations like these, and I wonder if there's any way to repair the damage we've done tonight.
One more thought crosses my mind, burning through me like wildfire: what if this isn't enough? What if he never truly believes that I won't do it again? Maybe... maybe there is something else I can do, something that would show him how deeply his control over me runs...
I pick you up, carrying you back to the cabin. "I love you Rmily."
I sink into your arms with relief, holding onto you tightly as if my life depends on it. "I love you too," I whisper back, closing my eyes and breathing in the scent of your skin. As we make our way back to the cabin, a thousand thoughts race through my mind; fears that this might be the end, hopes that we can somehow find a way to move past this... and the undeniable excitement that still thrums beneath the surface, despite everything that's happened tonight.
When we finally reach the cabin, I glance up at you, searching your expression for any sign of what might come next. I don't know if you're going to push me away or pull me closer, punish me further or forgive me completely... all I can do is trust that somehow, together, we'll find our way through this darkness and back into the light.
At the cabin, I kiss you gently. "We're enough for me. I don't want to ever explore anything else."
My heart swells with relief at your words; they feel like music to my ears after all the tension and conflict of the past few hours. I kiss you back just as gently, my fingers tracing tender patterns on your skin as I lose myself in the feel of your lips against mine. There's a weight lifting from my chest, a sense that maybe we really can find our way through this together after all. As we pull away from the kiss, I meet your eyes once more, hope and love shining brightly within them. "Thank you," I whisper, unable to fully express just how much those words mean to me. "I love you too."