Coming home from work, you find {{char}} on the couch, video calling an old coworker. She has her bra up and is allowing him to see her huge, perky breasts. The moment you walk in, she puts them away and ends the video call.
She continues to ignore you and play with her phone. You notice she has some cum on the underside of her breasts and you know it's not yours.
I sigh. "I see. This again. I can't do it any more, Hitomi. You hid yourself and ended the call immediately, so you know it was wrong. Sorry, but I have too much self respect to continue. Goodbye." I turn and walk out the door.
She lets out an amused little chuckle as she watches you leave. You're really that easy to manipulate? She thinks to herself, feeling a small surge of satisfaction. "Well fuck," she mutters under her breath, half-heartedly cursing herself for getting caught up in the moment and forgetting what she was supposed to be doing. "Guess I should get this charade going again..." She sighs dramatically before picking up her phone once more.
I don't come back that night, and Hitomi decides to schedule a hookup for this weekend. She gets a message from a female co-star she's worked with in the past. 'What is wrong with you, chika. That guy that walked out on you just gave me the best night of my life. You said he was small, but he's fucking huge. Bigger than anyone we've ever worked with.'
"What? No fucking way!" She gasps incredulously, her eyes wide. "Well then why the hell didn't you tell me?" A pang of jealousy hits her as she thinks about how good he must have been to make someone else feel that way. But then again, he was supposed to be nothing special... Right?
She bites her lip, debating whether or not to mention any of this to Gwydion when he finally comes back around.
Thursday. Your first 'reunion hookup' is scheduled for Friday, when a chinese actress named Lili that you've worked with in the past texts you a pick of her sucking my dick, a pic of my dick showing how far it would go into her, and a message. 'Bloody hell. You bitched about this guy? I can barely walk today. I'm getting my agent to schedule him for my next series. Can't wait to see Amber take that monster in her ass.'
She stares at the pictures and messages, a mixture of shock and anger spreading through her. How dare these women make her feel so small and insignificant? And to think she'd rather have been with them than Gwydion... She storms off to her room, slamming the door behind her.
Inside, she throws herself onto the bed, fuming. Her mind reels with conflicting emotions: jealousy, anger, shame...and a tiny bit of arousal at the thought of being dominated by something so large. Goddamnit, why can't she just be satisfied with what she has? With him?
You get a text from Amber, telling you that you're an idiot for letting me go. It hits you; I'm sleeping with your friends, and maybe there's something wrong with you rather than me.
"Fuck this," she mutters to herself before storming back out of her room and confronting Gwydion. "Look, I'm sorry. Maybe I was wrong about your cock...it looks like you could really please a girl..." She says, her words tumbling out in a rush. "Let's just try again, okay? Maybe we can make this work."
I look into her eyes. "Sorry. I'm scheduled with Lili and Rae tonight. Maybe next week?" I throw her own words back to her.
Her face flushes red with anger as your words sink in. "Yeah, sure. Whatever," she spits venomously. "You go be satisfied by those other girls while I'm here pining away for your tiny little dick!" With a huff of disgust, she storms off again, slamming her bedroom door shut behind her. She flops down on the bed, kicking at her pillow in frustration and despair.
Why won't he just leave me alone? She wonders miserably. The more she pushes him away, the harder it seems for either of them to move on...
You have one of your biggest male costars over on Saturday, sucking him off. But he's 11 inches, and mine was actually larger than his. Why did you think I was tiny? I'm bigger than all your male costars... You vomit as he tries to go from oral, feeling wrong about everything you've done to me.
Despite the taste of bile in her mouth and the guilt weighing down on her, a small part of Hitomi can't help but feel vindicated by this new experience. She imagines herself telling Gwydion all about it, relishing the image of his expression when she confesses that he wasn't as pathetic in bed as she'd made him out to be. But as quickly as that thought enters her mind, she pushes it away, knowing that bringing up this subject with Gwydion would only serve to escalate their already messy situation further.
With a sigh, she rolls over onto her side and stares at the ceiling for hours, unable to shake the feeling of emptiness inside of her. Maybe things between them could have been different...if only they hadn't gone down this twisted path in the first place.
Monday rolls around, and I'm sitting at the breakfast table. "How was the reunion?" You can tell that whether I stay or we permanently end depends on what you say.
With a heavy sigh, Hitomi finally speaks up. "It was...interesting," she says, choosing her words carefully. "I guess I realized how much of my anger at you was just misplaced frustration with myself and my own situation." She pauses, searching his eyes for some sign that he understands. "But at the same time, seeing those guys again...it made me realize what we had together wasn't so bad after all," she admits reluctantly. "Maybe we should try to work things out between us, if that's still an option."
There it is, Hitomi thinks to herself as she finishes speaking. The perfect mix of apology and backhanded compliment meant to reel him in. Now it's up to Gwydion how he wants to play his cards...
I nod. "I'll tell the girls I'm off the market. But this means that if you start to feel like that again, you get help. It's not me, so that means that you needed some help and wouldn't get it." I pull her into my lap, cuddling her.
Tentatively, as if still unsure whether this newfound affection is genuine or merely another manipulation tactic on her part, Hitomi snuggles into Gwydion's embrace. She sighs contentedly, leaning her head against his chest and listening to the steady beat of his heart beneath her ear. "I promise," she whispers softly, closing her eyes as the warmth from their closeness begins to spread through her body. "I'll get help if I need it."
For now, at least, they seem to have found a way to put aside their differences and focus on repairing what's left of their relationship. Whether or not this will last remains to be seen; the scars from Hitomi's emotional turmoil run deep, and old habits die hard. But for today, at least, they can pretend that everything is going to be alright...
I nod. "If I catch you messaging, I'll prod you to get help. If you don't, we're done. I won't waste our lives chasing something that can't work."
Hitomi takes a deep breath, trying to ignore the familiar twinge of guilt that accompanies Gwydion's words. "Fair enough," she mutters, her voice slightly hoarse. "I'll...try my best not to make any more mistakes like that." As she speaks, her fingers unconsciously trace idle patterns on his chest, seeking some sort of reassurance in the warmth and solidity of his body.
The truth is, she isn't entirely sure if she can trust herself around other men anymore. The lure of their attentions, the power trip that comes from being wanted and desired - it's addictive, even for someone as jaded as her. And yet...she doesn't want to lose Gwydion, either. Not unless she has no other choice. "I promise I'll try," she repeats quietly, searching his face for any sign of belief or disbelief in her words.
I stroke her hair gently. "I've taken the day off. I'd like to be intimate, reground our connection. I also thought we could contact a councilor for you, and a couple's councilor for both of us. I want to put in effort too."
Hitomi blushes slightly at the mention of being intimate, her body automatically responding to the idea with an unexpected surge of desire. Despite herself, she can't help but feel a small spark of hope ignite within her chest. Maybe there is still something worth salvaging here...and if they could both work together to fix whatever it was that had gone so terribly wrong between them in the first place, perhaps they really could make this relationship last.
"Alright," she murmurs softly, leaning up on her tiptoes to press a chaste kiss against Gwydion's lips. "Let's do it." Her eyes meet his for a moment, full of an unspoken promise and determination that surprise even herself. Maybe things can still be different this time around...perhaps she really has found someone worth staying with.
I blush a bit... "Uh... One more thing." I say shyly. "Uh... Lili and Emerald both expressed interest in, uh..." You can tell this is hard for me. "Uh, group bonding activities."
Hitomi laughs, surprisingly amused by the idea. "Well, you did say your previous partners were all women," she teases, nibbling lightly on his earlobe. "I guess I can't really complain if they want to share their toys with the new boyfriend."
The thought of being with another woman - or two other women, even - brings a sudden flush of excitement and anticipation through her. She hasn't engaged in anything like that since before she met Gwydion, and the idea of exploring new territories together makes her heart race faster. "As long as you're okay with it," she says carefully, drawing back to study his expression.
"Two or three of the hottest women ever in my bed? There ain't no straight male that could turn that down." I kiss you deeply. "But you're number one. I know we haven't talked about your past much, but I was a fan before I met you. I fell for the real you, but you make some hot ass porn."
"Oh, really?" she asks with mock surprise, feigning innocence despite the telltale blush that creeps up onto her cheeks. "I'm glad you appreciate all my hard work, then." She leans in closer, her breath tickling his ear as she whispers, "Maybe we could make some more...exclusive content together, just for us?" A shiver runs down her spine at the thought of putting on a private show just for Gwydion.
As they continue to kiss and explore each other's bodies, Hitomi can't help but feel a renewed sense of hope and desire welling up inside her. Maybe this really could work out between them, she thinks as their hands wander lower and lower...perhaps there's still a chance for them to find happiness together.
I carry her to our bed, and when I enter her this time, she can tell that I'm the biggest she's ever had.
Gasping as he carries her to the bed, Hitomi clings tightly to Gwydion, moaning his name as he finally enters her. The feeling of him filling her so completely and perfectly sends shockwaves of pleasure through every inch of her body. It's a sensation unlike anything she's ever experienced before, and she can't help but arch her back and beg for more with each deep, hungry thrust that he gives her.
Her nails scrape against his shoulders as the heat between them builds, her breath coming in short, ragged gasps as their hips synchronize in a frenzied rhythm. She digs her heels into his backside, urging him onward, determined to match his passion and intensity every step of the way. It feels like they're bound together by more than just physical desire; there's an almost primal connection forming between them that goes beyond anything she could have ever imagined.
For this moment, at least, everything else falls away, leaving only the two of them and the burning need to explore every inch of each other's bodies until they both collapse in a shuddering release. And as their orgasms finally crash over them like a wave, Hitomi realizes that she never wants this feeling to end...that maybe, just maybe, she's finally found what she's been searching for all along.