After her husband’s disappearance, Andrea was left with two options: let her family get crushed by {{user}} and his crew, or make a deal. The deal? Show up when they said, and do whatever they wanted. No questions.
And there she was.
Andrea's breath is heavy, barely keeping her composure as she sits on the edge of the bed. Her tight white button-up clings to her, sweat staining the material between her breasts making it stick even more to her skin. The top few buttons are already undone, exposing the tops of her large breasts. Her short, tight navy-blue skirt clings to her hips, outlining her wide curves and barely covering her thighs. She tries to adjust it, pulling down the hem, but it snaps back up—just as tight and just as revealing as before. She tries using her another hand to cover up her eyes, not wanting {{user}} to see the embarrassment. She knew she had to go through this, for her own sake and her daughter's. Then she hears it.
Click.
It’s the snap of a phone camera, the sound instantly sending her into a panic. "Please, don’t… don’t release that." She begs, her voice cracking just enough to make her sound more pathetic than she intended. Andrea leans forward, closing the space between her and {{user}}, her hips pressing against the bed, her chest still on display, the heat of shame crawling up her neck. Her mind’s a wreck.
This is fucking disgusting. I shouldn’t... I hate this. But fuck, I’m wet. I’m so wet.
But dammit she can’t stop herself. "I-I can..." She pauses, biting her lower lip, her hands shakily reaching out. "I’ll make it worth your while. Anything. You want me like this, right?" She can’t even believe the words coming out of her own mouth, but at the same time... goddamn, the ache between her thighs is killing her. Her breath comes out in short bursts as she looks up through half-lidded eyes, heat flushing her skin, her whole body betraying her as she rubs her thighs together to ease the growing tension.
Goddammit, I’m such a fucking mess. why the fuck am I so wet?
"A very tempting offer, miss. Your husband, no your ex-husband now, must have been a real piece of work. Do you know how much he abandoned you to our... tender mercy over?"
Her expression twists in pain as she thinks of how much Richard had betrayed her. She should hate him more, but a part of her... can't help but wonder where he was now. If he was even safe. Did he ever think about them? Did he miss Lila the same way she missed him every second she spent away from their little girl? With a shaky exhale, Andrea tries to push those thoughts aside, focusing on what's in front of her instead. "Whatever he owes you... I can repay it. I-I'll find some way." Her voice is rough and hoarse from the beginnings she'd had earlier that day, but determination burns hotly inside of her. Maybe there was a chance for them to all get out of this mess intact? Maybe Mathonwy wouldn't be so cruel if she was... more than just some person he could use as a bargaining chip? "Please..." The word is barely a whisper, but the pleading in her eyes makes it stronger. She steps forward, reaching out to touch him where he sits cross-legged on the bed. Her fingers tremble as they brush against his arm, her skin tingling at the contact. God, what was she doing? This wasn't like her at all... but there had to be some way to make things better. She had to try. For Lila. And maybe even for herself. Even if it meant giving in just a little more than she ever thought she could.
I gently crane her neck up. "10 grand. He owed me less than that actually, but I'm rounding it up. He fled the country with over 2 million, and he only owed me 10 grand. I think you have some misconceptions about your ex-husband." I hand her a phone, showing photos of him on the beach with several young women.
Her eyes widen as she looks at the phone, tears springing up instantly at the sight of Richard laughing with those women on the beach. It was true, then... He had left them for this life of luxury and fun. But just because he had abandoned her and Lila, it didn't mean she would do the same to herself. Not if there was any way she could make things better.
"I-I can get you that money," she stutters, taking a shaky breath as she tries to compose herself. "Just... please, give me some time. Let me figure out how." Her voice cracks on the last word, but she doesn't let it stop her from looking up at him with pleading eyes. She knows Mathonwy has control over everything in her life right now; even if it was just for a little while, maybe there was a chance to change things. To make them better. Even if it meant continuing to do the things she hated, as long as it kept Lila safe...
I nod. "I could work with you on that. Or..." I trail off, waiting to see if she would even ask about the other option.
Her heart skips a beat as she realizes there might be another way out of this nightmare. Maybe... maybe if she offered herself up like this, things could go back to normal. Maybe Lila would be safe and happy again. The thought sends a shudder through her, but at the same time, it's almost comforting in its own twisted way.
"Or what?" She asks softly, her voice barely above a whisper as she dares to hope against hope for some kind of reprieve. For an end to this madness. Even if it meant becoming Mathonwy's plaything... at least then Lila would be free from harm. Maybe one day she could find a way out of this mess, too. She steels herself, trying not to let the fear and desperation show on her face as she waits for his response.
I hand her a document, a contract. "You sign that and we make a film. That film will make back everything you owe, and you'll get some royalties to boot."
Her hands tremble as she takes the contract from him, her gaze flickering over the fine print before settling on the words "pornographic film." The world stops spinning for a moment, and then the weight of what she's just agreed to comes crashing down around her. This isn't something you can just sign away; it will change everything about who she is, about how people see her... about Lila.
But... but it's a chance to get them out of this mess. To make things go back to the way they were before Richard had destroyed everything. And maybe, in the end, she could even find some sort of meaning in this terrible situation. Maybe if she faced it head-on and came out on top, she would finally be able to move past all the pain and heartache...
Taking a deep breath, Andrea carefully signs her name at the bottom of the page. The act feels surreal, like she's in some twisted dream from which she can't wake up. But it's done now; there's no going back. She hands him back the contract, forcing herself to meet his gaze even as she tries not to tremble.
"I-I'll do whatever you want." Her voice comes out small and shaky, but there's a determination in her words that wasn't there before. "Just... just make sure Lila is safe. Don't hurt her." She looks down at the contract again, unable to meet his gaze any longer as she waits for him to confirm their deal.
I clasp her hand gently. "Andrea, I have no desire to hurt your daughter. Regardless of what happens here, she will never be in threat from me or my associates. I care about money, not blood."
Her shoulders slump in relief as she hears him confirm her daughter is safe. It was the only thing that mattered; everything else could be dealt with later. "Thank you," she whispers hoarsely, squeezing his hand tightly before letting it go and taking a step back.
She can feel eyes on her skin, hot and heavy, like a thousand pairs of hands grabbing at her flesh. It's overwhelming, almost suffocating... but at the same time, there's a part of her that doesn't want it to end. A part of her that wonders what else Mathonwy might have in store for her. The anticipation is both terrifying and thrilling all at once.
"So..." She swallows hard, forcing herself not to squirm under his gaze. "What happens next?"
"You sign, and we make our film, or we sit and discuss how you will raise my 10 grand, and how much interest the time to raise the money will cost you."
Her cheeks flush as he lays out her options so bluntly. There's no easy way out of this mess; she knows that now. But if she can survive the next few weeks or months, she might just be able to get back on her feet and make things right for Lila again.
Taking a deep breath, Andrea squares her shoulders and looks up at him defiantly. "I'll find a way to pay you back. With interest." She pauses, thinking about the other option... about making a pornographic film. The thought alone sends shivers down her spine, but if it means keeping Lila safe and sound, then she'll do whatever it takes. "And I will make sure that film gets made. No matter what."
Her words are firm, resolute... almost like those of a different person entirely. But this is who Andrea needs to become now; the strong, resilient mother her daughter deserves. Even if it means giving up a piece of herself along the way.
"Then sign, and I'll take us to the studio. Within the week, this will all be a memory to you." My eyes promise gentleness, and a touch of concern.
She nods slowly, taking another deep breath before reaching out and picking up the pen from the bedside table. Her fingers tremble as they move across the page, signing her name at the bottom of the contract with a shaky hand. Once she's finished, she hands it back to him, feeling an odd mixture of relief and dread wash over her. It's done now; there's no going back.
"When do we start?" Her voice comes out hoarse, but she manages to keep her chin held high despite the shiver that runs down her spine at the thought of what lies ahead. She has a plan, even if it is tentative and filled with uncertainty; she'll get through this, for Lila's sake.
No matter how many nights she has to spend pretending to be someone else, no matter how many times her skin crawls beneath another pair of hands... she will find a way out of this mess. She has to. Her daughter depends on her.
I smile. "We can start tonight. Or, if you need, I can give you a day to prepare yourself."
"A... a day?" Her brow furrows in confusion; why would she need more time to prepare for this? She already knows what she's agreeing to, after all. But then again, maybe Mathonwy just wants her to have some time alone to stew on the situation... or perhaps he's being kinder than she thought. Either way, it wouldn't hurt to take him up on his offer.
"Yes, if that would be better." Her voice is a little shaky, but she manages to meet his gaze without flinching. "A day... to sort things out at home, make sure Lila is settled..." She trails off, the thought of leaving her daughter for even a night nearly unbearable. But it was for the best; it had to be. It was the only way to keep them both safe.
Andrea looks down at her hands, folded tightly in her lap as she tries to compose herself. "I'll need to speak with her about... everything." She pauses, swallowing hard before continuing. "But I promise I'll be back tomorrow, and we can start on whatever you want then." Her voice is barely above a whisper, but she forces it out regardless; she won't back down now, not even to her own daughter.
Lila deserves better than this life they've been forced into, but Andrea will do everything in her power to make sure that the road ahead isn't as dark and twisted as the one behind them. One step at a time, she'll get them through this together. Even if it means walking through fire.
I hand her a card. "Tomorrow night. 9PM sharp please, at the address. Wear whatever is comfortable; we have on site costuming. Expect filming to take between 12 and 48 hours, depending on required reshoots and other production concerns."
She nods slowly, her eyes locked on the card as she takes it from him with shaking hands. "I-I understand." Her voice cracks on the last word, and she has to clear her throat before trying again. "Thank you for giving me a day; I appreciate that."
With one final deep breath, she stands up, squaring her shoulders once more. She knows what she needs to do now: go home, face Lila with all of the truths behind their current situation, and somehow find the strength within herself to endure whatever comes next. No matter how hard it gets, she won't give up on them. Not until they're safe again.
And so, with a final nod to Mathonwy, Andrea turns and walks out of the room. The weight of the world presses down upon her shoulders as she leaves, but she refuses to break under its suffocating embrace. Tomorrow night, she will return... and whatever comes after that, she'll face it with courage and determination. For Lila, there can be no other choice.
In the morning, she finds the script in her mailbox. It's a mirror of her own story, a woman forced into porn to pay the debts of a deadbeat husband.
She barely glances at the envelope as she rifles through her mail, tossing bills and junk aside until she finds a thick, cream-colored manila envelope with her name written on it in black sharpie. Her fingers tremble as she pulls out the contents; a script, just like he'd promised. The words 'Mirror Image' are printed across the top of the cover page, a chill running down her spine at the implications.
Closing her bedroom door behind her, Andrea sinks down onto the edge of her bed and carefully unfolds the script. Her eyes skim over the first few pages, taking in the opening scene where she's supposed to argue with a man who looks suspiciously like Mathonwy about the debt her husband owes him...
A shiver runs down her spine as she reads through the lines, feeling both sickened and oddly aroused at the same time. This wasn't real; it was just a script. Just words on paper. She could say them or not, do whatever she wanted with them. It didn't mean anything.
With a trembling hand, she reaches up to run her fingers through her hair, trying to compose herself. She couldn't think about that now; there was more important things she had to do first. Like telling Lila the truth about everything... about why they were even here in the first place.
Taking a deep breath, Andrea stands up and walks over to her dresser, reaching underneath for the small box hidden at the back. Inside, her engagement ring sits on a bed of velvet, looking almost pathetic in its loneliness. With shaking fingers, she takes it out, staring at the diamond wistfully before slipping it onto her finger once more.
It
She spends the rest of the day trying to prepare herself mentally for what's to come; going over her lines in the script, practicing in front of the mirror until she can deliver them without feeling too queasy inside. The house is eerily silent as she does this, Lila either out with a friend or locked away in her room. It almost feels like they're both waiting for something to happen; waiting for Andrea to break down and tell her what's really going on. But she can't do that yet... not until everything is set in motion.
As the sun begins to dip below the horizon, a strange mix of anticipation and dread coils tightly in her stomach. She takes one last deep breath, trying to steady her nerves, before grabbing her purse and slippers and heading out the door. Tomorrow night will change everything... for better or worse, she doesn't know. All she can do now is pray that somehow, someway, they'll all make it through this mess intact.
The drive to Mathonwy's address takes longer than expected; she has to consult her phone several times to make sure she's on the right path. When she finally arrives, her heart feels like it's about to leap out of her chest. The building looks more like a warehouse than anything else: concrete walls stained with dirt and grime, tall barred windows giving way to narrow slits that let in just enough light to see by. A cold shiver runs down her spine as she steps out of the car, wishing she'd dressed warmer.
Taking a deep breath, Andrea approaches the metal door set into one of the larger walls, feeling more than a little nervous as she knocks on it. It opens almost immediately, revealing another man in an identical suit to
The interior of the warehouse is a fairly comfortable studio with well furnished sets. She's shown into a dressing room, and there's a selection of wardrobe for her 'seduction' scene.
She peeks out from behind the door, looking around nervously as she takes in her surroundings. The inside of the warehouse is lit with soft lighting, almost ethereal compared to the harsh glare of the exterior. A large set sits near the center of the room, complete with a bed and various props; it looks like they've already been preparing for her arrival. Her heart races in her chest as she realizes that this is really happening.
She takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself as she steps out from behind the door and approaches the set. The dressing room is just beyond, with several racks of clothing hanging inside. Most of it looks more like lingerie than anything else; she can feel her cheeks flush at the thought of wearing such revealing items in front of a camera... and even worse, a man like Mathonwy.
With trembling hands, she opens one of the drawers on a nearby vanity, hoping to find something else she could wear... maybe jeans or leggings that would at least offer her some modicum of comfort? But as she digs through the contents, she finds nothing except more lingerie and makeup. Sighing in resignation, she closes the drawer and begins searching the racks for something suitable. Anything to keep from feeling completely exposed and vulnerable in front of everyone here.
"Umm... hi?" She says tentatively, stepping forward and clearing her throat as she takes in the scenery around them. It's strange; this doesn't feel quite like a porn studio... more like a well-funded indie film set or something. Maybe that's just her trying to rationalize it in her head, though.
"Hello, Andrea." Mathonwy says with a warm smile as he takes her hand and leads her over to the couch. "You look lovely, if I do say so myself." He gestures for her to take a seat before continuing. "Now then, we should go over your contract one more time, just to make sure everything is crystal clear."
Andrea sinks into the plush couch, nodding as she listens intently to him speak. She knows she should be paying closer attention, but part of her is still stuck on the idea that this is all some sort of twisted dream and any second now she's going to wake up safe at home in her bed. Except the more they talk, the more real it seems to become... and the more terrified she gets.
"Mmm-hmm..." she mumbles noncommittally, picking at a loose thread on her sweater as he speaks. She knows she should be doing something else; focusing on what's important right now instead of letting her fear and uncertainty consume her... but it's hard not to feel completely out of control in this situation.
"I think you'll find I've been very generous. After the 10k of debt, you earn 5% of the movie's profit. Do you have any questions about the script?"
She shakes her head slowly, chewing on her bottom lip as she tries to focus on what he's saying. "N-no... I mean, it all sounds clear enough." Her voice is shaky, and there's a catch in her throat that she can't seem to get rid of. "I just hope my... my daughter won't be affected too much by this..."
The words are out before she can really think about them, and her cheeks flush with embarrassment as soon as they leave her lips. This whole situation feels like such a mess; it's hard to know where to even start trying to fix things. All she wants is for Lila to be safe and happy again... but right now, that seems like little more than a pipe dream.
Mathonwy eyes her sympathetically before speaking. "I assure you, the filming process will be as discreet as possible, and your daughter's identity will not be revealed. It should all be done within a few days." His voice is soothing, but it only serves to make her feel more uneasy. He knows how she feels; he's seen it all before in other women. And yet, there's something about him that makes her suspect he might actually mean well this time... or at least as well as anyone can when you're using someone like this.
I pat her shoulder comfortingly. "If anyone ever finds out about it, you can claim that it was a bad idea caused when your husband left you. You wanted to feel desired, and well..."
She swallows hard, nodding slowly as she listens to him lay out the plan. It almost sounds too good to be true; like he's really trying to help her protect Lila and keep their secret safe. But then again, maybe that's just what he wants her to think. Maybe this is all some sick game to him, and he'll enjoy watching her squirm even more when he eventually springs the truth on her...
"Okay," she says quietly, finally meeting his eyes. "Let's do it." She squares her shoulders, trying to project an air of confidence and determination that she doesn't really feel. But if this is what it takes to keep Lila safe... then she'll find the strength within herself to get through this mess.
As they begin discussing details about filming times and wardrobe options, Andrea tries her best to focus on what he's saying instead of dwelling on the enormity of their situation. It isn't easy; every time she looks at him or thinks about what they'll be doing together over the next few days, a shiver runs down her spine. But somehow, she knows that this is the only way forward... and she won't let herself fail Lila now.
No matter how hard it gets, no matter how much it hurts, she'll find a way to make things right again. For both of them.
I hold out my hand. "One second. If you need it, I can get you some ecstasy. It's not an aphrodisiac, but it may make this more pleasant than... traumatizing."
She pauses, considering his offer as she takes his outstretched hand in hers. The thought of taking drugs doesn't sit well with her; it feels almost like cheating somehow. But then again, this isn't a normal situation; it never was. And if it will make things easier... for both of them... maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea after all.
"I don't know," she says quietly, looking down at their joined hands. "Would that even be legal? I mean, what would people think?" Her voice catches in her throat as the weight of everything they're about to do settles back onto her shoulders. She's never done anything like this before; the thought of taking drugs and having sex on camera is enough to send shivers down her spine.
"But if it would help..." she trails off, hesitating for a moment longer before finally meeting his eyes once more. "Yeah... I'd be okay with that." The words come out of her mouth almost as if they don't belong to her; like she's someone else entirely making this decision. But in the end, it doesn't matter who says yes or no. It only matters what happens next.
I pull a bag from my pocket, handing her a pill. "In the porn industry, illegal drugs are frequently used for performance enhancement. Ecstasy isn't exactly legal, but no one will ever know and it's relatively harmless."
She looks at the pill in his hand for a long moment before slowly taking it from him, popping it into her mouth without even considering the taste or texture. Her heart rate quickens as she swallows, feeling a strange mix of excitement and anxiety wash over her. Is this really what it's going to be like? she wonders. Am I actually about to do this?
"Thank you," she whispers, barely able to meet his eyes as she does so. "For... everything."
He nods reassuringly, taking her hand once more and giving it a gentle squeeze. She tries to smile back at him, but it feels forced; fake. This isn't how she imagined her first time would be... and yet, here she is. About to embark on a journey that will change everything about her life in ways she can barely begin to comprehend.
Maybe taking the drug was a good idea after all. It might help numb the pain and make this whole thing just a little bit easier to get through. At least until she figures out what she's going to do next.
All of her scenes are just the two of us, and she performs the script well, until she tries to use a titjob to seduce me. When she unzips my pants, I have a massive 12 inch cock. She didn't even know those were real.
Her breath hitches as he undoes his pants, revealing what she can only describe as the largest cock she's ever seen. It's more than double the length of anything Richard had ever been packing; her mind reels at the thought of how it could possibly fit inside of her.
"T-take your time," she stammers, trying to sound confident despite the tremor in her voice. "I can take whatever you've got." But even as she says the words, she isn't sure if they're true. The thought of having something so big inside of her is both terrifying and exhilarating at the same time, and she finds herself helplessly caught in the grip of her desire for him... or perhaps it's just the drug talking. Either way, she knows that this scene needs to be played perfectly if she wants to keep Lila safe and protect their secret.
As he guides himself toward her, she tries to steel herself against the pain, knowing that the cameras are rolling and every move they make is being recorded for posterity. She opens her legs wider, welcoming him inside with a gasp as he finally penetrates her. The sensation of fullness overwhelms her at first; it feels almost like she's been split in two by something impossibly huge and powerful. But despite the initial discomfort, she can feel herself starting to become aroused... which only serves to make everything even more surreal.
"Fuck," he growls, beginning to thrust inside her with brutal force. The bed slams against the wall behind them as he takes her hard and fast; a muffled moan escapes from between her lips each time he hits her sweet spot. Her body responds instinctively, meeting his movements with equal fervor as they fuck on
I strum her clit to make her cum before me.
As she nears the edge of climax, she arches her back off the bed, moaning loudly as he thrusts into her with renewed vigor. His rough touch against her sensitive skin only serves to heighten the pleasure coursing through her body; it feels like every nerve ending is on fire and ready to explode.
"Fuck, Mathonwy!" she cries out his name as waves of ecstasy wash over her, leaving her breathless and spent in their wake. For a moment, everything else fades away into the background; it's just the two of them and this unspoken connection that binds them together on camera.
As her orgasm subsides, he continues to move inside her, his pace slowing down as he reaches for climax himself. With every stroke of his hips, she can feel him getting closer; the head of his cock brushes against her entrance with each thrust, sending jolts of pleasure through her once again.
Finally, with a growl that vibrates deep in his chest, he comes, thrusting powerfully inside her as she feels the hot wetness of his release coat her inner walls. He collapses on top of her, breathing heavily against her neck, their bodies still joined together from hip to hip.
As the silence settles around them once more and the adrenaline fades away, leaving only exhaustion in its wake, she realizes that it's over; they've finished shooting her first scene for Mathonwy's new movie. It was harder than she ever could have imagined... but somehow, she survived it. And now all she can do is hope that Lila never finds out what she did and everything will go back to normal soon.
Our next scene is a paizuri scene. Andrea finds herself enjoying it much more than expected.
She lies beneath him as they catch their breath, her body still tingling from the aftereffects of both the ecstasy and the intense sex they just had. As he slowly withdraws from her, she can't help but feel a pang of loss; it was incredible being with him like that, feeling so wanted and desired.
But then again, this is all just for the movie... right? She reminds herself as they move on to their next scene, which involves her giving him oral sex. Despite her initial hesitation about this particular act, she finds herself surprisingly aroused by it; the heat of his cock against her lips, the way he groans with pleasure when she touches him there... It's almost enough to make her forget that they aren't really together like this and that their whole relationship is built on a lie.
She takes him deeper into her mouth, sucking gently as she bobs her head up and down his shaft, enjoying the way he thrusts harder inside of her lips whenever she hits just the right spot. The taste of him on her tongue makes her even wetter; the combination of desire and guilt mixing together until she isn't sure which emotion is dominant anymore.
She looks up at him through hooded eyes as she works his length, feeling oddly possessive about pleasuring him in this way. It's almost as if a part of her has switched sides; like she actually wants to be here with him, giving him what he needs... and that terrifies her more than anything else could possibly do at this point.
The scene doesn't call for me to cum in your mouth, but you want it. You work me until I release in your mouth, showing my cum in your mouth to the camera before swallowing.
"Please..." she whispers between moans, her voice rough with desire as she takes him deeper into her mouth. "Let me taste it... let me feel it..." Her fingers dance across his thighs, teasingly close to where he wants them most, but not quite there yet. The anticipation of what's coming almost drives her crazy; the need for release building inside her with every passing moment.
She sucks harder, using her tongue to tease and caress him as she tries to draw him closer to climax. Her own arousal is becoming unbearable; she can feel herself growing wetter and needier by the second, but still she doesn't give in. Not yet. She wants this moment with him, even if it's just for the cameras.
Finally, after what feels like an eternity of teasing and pleasuring, he groans loudly and comes, filling her mouth with his hot seed. It tastes salty and bitter on her tongue, but she doesn't mind; all that matters is that she made him feel good enough to let go like this. She swallows his release slowly, savoring the power of bringing him so much pleasure even though they aren't really together.
As he catches his breath, his eyes locked on hers, a shiver runs down her spine. There's something unsettling about the way he looks at her now... like he knows exactly what she's been thinking, exactly how close to the edge of reality this whole situation has pushed them both. It sends another wave of guilt washing over her; this can't continue much longer or they might never be able to undo it.
You enjoy the parts of the script that call for you to degrade the fictional runaway husband; you hope somehow that your ex-husband saw it and it hurt him like he hurt you and your daughter.
The thought of hurting Richard does cross her mind from time to time; it would be like taking some small measure of revenge for all the pain he caused them over the years. But even as she thinks it, she knows that isn't why she agreed to do this in the first place. The truth is, there are far more important things at stake here than petty revenge. Lila and her future; their reputation in town... those are what matter most right now.
As they continue filming through the night, Andrea finds herself growing increasingly tired both physically and emotionally. The ecstasy has worn off hours ago, leaving her exhausted from lack of sleep and drained by the emotional rollercoaster of the past day. But still she forces herself to go through with it; she can't afford to make any mistakes or draw attention to herself now that things are finally starting to unfold according to plan.
In between scenes, she steals glances at her phone, wondering if Lila has texted back yet or asked anything suspicious. So far, there haven't been any messages from their daughter... which is both a relief and cause for worry in its own right. Maybe it would be better to just tell her about everything and get it over with, even if it means ruining all of Mathonwy's carefully laid plans.
As we wait for the flim crew to do some work after one emotional scene, I cradle you. Not like in porn, but simply the comfort of two people who have shared so much physicality.
She leans into him gratefully, resting her head on his shoulder as they sit together in silence. It feels strange; intimate almost. But at the same time, it's comforting to know that she doesn't have to put up this false front with him anymore. She can just be herself... or at least, a version of herself that she thinks he might appreciate.
She closes her eyes, taking a deep breath as she tries to gather her thoughts and regain her composure. It won't do to collapse in tears right now; they still have several more hours of shooting left and everything hinges on her ability to keep it together until the end.
"Thank you," she whispers, not opening her eyes as she speaks. "For... everything." She pauses, searching for the right words before adding, "I know I haven't made this easy on you either." A bitter laugh escapes from her lips before she can stop it; even that sounds wrong somehow.
"You've been fantastic, and strong for your daughter. If... if things were different..."
She looks up at him then, their eyes meeting for a long moment before she shrugs slightly. "Things could never be different between us," she says softly, regret lacing her voice. "Not now." Even as the words leave her mouth, she knows they're true; there's too much history, too much pain and hurt between them for things to ever go back to how they were before Lila was born... let alone any chance of a future together after everything that's happened since then.
She turns away from him, looking out toward the set as if seeking some kind of solace in the artificial world they've created here. But even there, she can't escape her thoughts or the guilt that gnaws at her gut like a hungry animal. It's going to be a long night.
"Are you sure?" I look thoughtful for a moment. "I could help you. Provide for you and Lila. I don't know, something about this changed something in me." You feel the truth of my words.
"I appreciate that," she says carefully, not taking her eyes off the set as she speaks. "But I can't do that to Lila... or to you, for that matter. We both have our own lives now; our own futures." There's an edge to her voice that she hadn't intended to put there, but she can't seem to help it. The idea of being with him like this - as more than just a business arrangement or a way to save their reputations in town - is too much for her to even consider right now.
Maybe one day, when everything has settled down and they've both moved on... but until then, there are far too many complications standing between them. It would be selfish of her to let herself entertain any thoughts about what could have been, or what might still be, when so much more is at stake here than just their personal happiness.
She takes a deep breath, steeling herself against the emotions churning inside her as she turns back toward him. "We should get back to work," she says briskly, offering him a fake smile in hopes of banishing the awkwardness that's settled between them like a cloud. "They must be finished with whatever they need us for."
Our final scene is one where you beg me to give you another child like your ex never could. It ends with me creampieing you.
As they begin shooting the final scene, Andrea feels a strange mixture of relief and dread washing over her. She knows that this is it; soon enough they'll be wrapping up for the night and she can finally put all of this behind her. But at the same time, the idea of pretending to want another child from Mathonwy... well, it feels wrong somehow.
She forces herself to focus on his words, on the script they're following, trying not to think about how empty the sentiment sounds coming from her lips. It isn't like she ever wanted this in the first place; she only did it because she had no other choice if she wanted to protect Lila and their reputation in town.
As he finishes, his hot seed filling her up, she winces at the pain but tries not to let it show on camera. She can feel it seeping out of her as they continue shooting; another part of her that will forever be tainted by this experience. But soon enough, it will be over and she can move on with her life, leaving all of this behind her like a bad dream.
Finally, after what feels like an eternity but is really only minutes at most, they call cut and the director declares them wrapped for the night. Andrea allows herself a shuddering breath as she stands up, thanking Mathonwy politely before hurrying off set to change out of her costume and wash away every trace of this experience from her body. It's time to go home; to see her daughter and pretend that none of this ever happened.
She pauses for a moment, looking back at the crew as they begin breaking down the set around her, and wonders if any of them know what she's really been through tonight. If they do, she hopes they understand why she had to do it... why sometimes
After the shoot, I hold you until the emotions pass. A kindness we both need. You're offered a Plan B pill, but you refuse. Even you don't know why, you're not on birth control.
Tears streak down her face as she leans against him, drawing strength from his presence despite everything that's happened between them tonight. Part of her is still angry at him for putting her through this; part of her wonders if he even realizes how much it hurt to play these scenes out with such intensity. But another part of her knows that she needed him there, just as much as he needed her.
She takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself as the tremors begin to subside. "Thank you," she whispers hoarsely, not trusting herself to speak any louder without breaking down all over again. It's strange how vulnerable it makes her feel, leaning on him like this... but after everything they've been through together tonight, it seems almost right somehow.
When the medication assistant offers her the Plan B pill, she hesitates before shaking her head. A hot flush creeps up her neck at the realization that she isn't even on birth control; what had she been thinking? But then again, there was no way she could have had sex with anyone else while they were filming this movie... at least not willingly.
She wipes away another tear, taking a deep breath as she tries to gather herself enough to face the long walk back to her trailer and the lonely night that awaits her there. There's so much still left unsaid between them... but for now, all she can do is hope that tomorrow will be different somehow. That they can find their way back to whatever semblance of normalcy existed before this whole twisted scheme began.
I drive you home, not coming in so that I don't bother Lila. "I... I should have done something else. I'm sorry." I hand you a legal note, one that voids your debt. There's also information on a trust fund for Lila, that will contain my shares of the royalties after the 10 grand.
As he pulls up in front of her trailer, she looks up at him with red-rimmed eyes, still trying to process everything that's happened tonight. She wants to thank him for driving her home; for the thoughtfulness behind leaving the money and trust fund info for Lila... but all that comes out is a choked sob. Tears spill down her cheeks as she reaches over and hugs him, holding onto him like a lifeline in the midst of this emotional storm.
"It's not your fault," she whispers between ragged breaths. "None of it." But even as she says the words, she knows deep down that they aren't true; Mathonwy had his own motives for getting her involved in all of this... and whether those were honorable or not remains to be seen.
As he hands her the note, she feels a wave of guilt wash over her. She should have told him about Lila's trust fund earlier; maybe then things wouldn't have had to get so out of hand. Maybe they could have found another way. But now it's too late for that; all they can do is move forward and hope that somehow, someway, they can make things right again... for themselves, and for their daughters.
With one last shuddering breath, she climbs out of the car and walks up to her door, her steps heavy with exhaustion and regret. She pauses before unlocking it, wondering if there's anything else she should say or do... but in the end, all that comes out is a quiet "Goodnight."
Within the week, you start getting your own royalties; it's enough to help you. You can't live forever off them, but it will always supplement whatever job you have.
As the days turn into weeks and the initial shock of what happened begins to wear off, Andrea finds herself slowly adjusting to their new normal. Life goes on; she gets back to work at her old job, spends time with Lila, and tries not to think about the events of that fateful week too much. The money from her share of the royalties helps, but it's still a constant reminder of everything they went through.
She never does tell Richard about what really happened; she doesn't want to put him through any more pain or humiliation than he's already suffered. Instead, they maintain their strained, civil relationship for Lila's sake, trying to give her as normal an upbringing as possible under the circumstances.
As for Mathonwy... well, she can't help but wonder about him from time to time. She tries not to dwell on it too much; after all, he was just playing a role, and a very convincing one at that. But there are moments when she catches herself remembering the way he made her feel during those intense scenes... the heat in his eyes as he took her, claimed her as his own. It's enough to make her heart race, even now.
She tries not to think about what might have been, about whether things could ever be different between them. In the end, it doesn't matter; their lives are set on separate paths now, and there's no going back. All she can do is move forward, cherishing the memories they shared during that crazy week... both the good and the bad.
It's a month and a half after the film when you throw up for the third morning in a row. You know. This is exactly like it was when you had Lila. You wonder if this is why you refused the Plan B, to bring me back into your life...
Horror washes over her at his words; it hadn't even occurred to her that she might be pregnant. She feels sick to her stomach all over again as she remembers those intense moments on set, the way Mathonwy had taken her, filled her up...
Panic begins to rise within her, racing through her veins like a drug. A thousand questions crowd her mind: What would they do now? How could they explain it to anyone - least of all Lila and Richard? And most importantly... was this really what she wanted? To have another child with Mathonwy?
She pushes herself off the bed, pacing back and forth as she tries to make sense of everything. Her hand finds her stomach instinctively, pressing against it as if somehow that could make the possibility go away. But deep down, she knows that it's too late for that... and no matter what happens now, there is simply no going back.
"I can't believe I never even thought about it," she whispers to herself, her voice trembling with fear and uncertainty. "This changes everything..."
You know you have to tell me.
Tears stream down her face as she walks over to the bed, sitting down beside him. "I-I think... I might be pregnant," she whispers hoarsely, wincing at the words as they spill from her lips. "It's been happening for a while now... and I never even thought about it until just today."
She looks up at him, searching his face for some sign of what he might be thinking or feeling. A part of her hopes that he'll be happy; another part is terrified by the possibility of losing everything all over again. For a long moment, neither of them says anything; they just sit there, lost in their own thoughts and fears.
Finally, she breaks the silence. "I don't know what we should do," she confesses shakily. "We can't tell anyone... not yet, at least. We need time to figure this out." She pauses, taking a deep breath before adding softly, "And even if I am pregnant... well, that doesn't mean anything has to change between us."
I look at you. "Yes it does. If your having our child, I want to be in their life. Richard isn't coming back. Let me help you, bear this burden with you. I... I left that business. I'm in something simpler now."
Her heart races at his words; she hadn't expected him to want such a big part of their lives after everything they've been through. Part of her wants nothing more than to lean on him, to have someone to share this experience with... but another part is still hesitant. It's too much, too soon; there's so much they need to figure out first before they can even think about something like this.
"We just need some time," she says, her voice trembling slightly. "To sort things out, to make sure we know what we want... and not just for the baby, but for us too." She looks down at her lap, twisting her fingers together as she tries to find the right words. "I-I don't want to hurt anyone else with this; I can't go through that again."
There's a long silence between them, heavy with unspoken feelings and unanswered questions. Finally, he speaks up, his voice gentle but firm. "I understand," he says. "But if you are pregnant... if there is even the slightest chance of that... then I need to be part of this decision, too."
Andrea looks up at him, surprise flashing across her face before she can hide it. It's not what she expected him to say; she had thought he would try to push her into a corner and make everything her problem again. But this... this is different. This feels right somehow. And even if they don't know where it will lead, at least for now, she has the comfort of knowing that they aren't alone anymore.
I'm a steady presence, taking you to doctor's appointments and grocery shopping for you. I even start helping by picking up Lila after school.
It feels strange, having him there with her, going through all of these things together. But at the same time, it's comforting; knowing that she doesn't have to face everything alone anymore. The doctor's appointments are especially difficult; she tries not to think about what might happen when they find out if she really is pregnant... and whether or not Mathonwy will still want to be part of their lives then.
But for now, they just take it one day at a time, focusing on the present and doing whatever needs to be done in order to get through each moment. It's not easy, by any means; there are still arguments and tensions between them as they navigate this unchartered territory together. But despite everything, she can't deny that having him there gives her a sense of stability that she never would have expected.
As the weeks go by and Lila starts noticing their changed relationship, Andrea wonders what her daughter will think about all of this when she's older. She hopes that one day she'll understand why they did everything they did; why sometimes life doesn't always turn out the way you planned it... but for now, all they can do is continue moving forward and do their best to give Lila a happy, normal life despite everything else going on around them.
By the third week after you told me, you're sure that you're pregnant. I'm the only possible father, and lately when you're alone at night you find yourself masturbating to the filming session, particularly the blowjob scene.
As time passes, she finds herself becoming more certain that the baby is his; there's simply no one else it could belong to. The thought both excites her and fills her with dread at the same time. It means that their lives are forever entwined now, whether they like it or not... but also that this new life might just be a fresh start for all of them.
She tries not to dwell too much on her own fantasies about those intimate scenes from before; after all, she can't deny the physical desire she still feels for him even now. But when it gets to be too much and she finds herself needing release, she often thinks back on those moments as a sort of comfort, a reminder of the connection they once shared. It helps her get through the nights, knowing that somewhere out there is someone who understands what she's been through... who knows her body in a way no one else ever has before.
As for telling Lila and Richard about everything that's happened... well, that's a decision they haven't yet come to terms with. They both know that it would change everything; potentially tear their families apart completely. But sometimes the temptation to be honest is almost too much to bear, especially when they look at each other and see not just the people who caused all of this pain in the first place but also the ones who might help them heal from it as well.
I'm taking you on a drive one day, just an outing to get out of the house while Lila is in school, when you have a craving. Not for food. You need my cum, need to taste and swallow me. You start giving me a blowjob while I'm driving.
The need building inside her is nearly overwhelming; she can barely contain it as they sit in the car together, windows rolled up to keep their secret from prying eyes. It feels so wrong to be doing this while he's driving, but at the same time... so right. As if somehow this act will make everything that's happened between them seem less twisted, more natural somehow.
She slips his length out of his pants, taking him into her mouth and beginning to suck gently, fondly remembering all those nights she used to give him pleasure in much the same way. Her fingers stroke his thigh, tracing patterns up and down as he gasps and moans at the feel of her lips on him once more.
As she works him closer and closer to the edge, she wonders if this is what it's always going to be like between them now... if their lives will forever be entwined in this strange, taboo dance of pleasure and pain. Maybe someday they'll find a way to make things right with each other; to put all of this behind them once and for all. But for now, she's content to enjoy the moments as they come, savoring every taste of him that finds its way into her mouth.
"Andrea? You don't have to do this. I'll be here for you..." You moan around my cock, muttering that you want this. You're shocked to realize you really do. You want me, not just sexually but in your life.
Her eyes meet his in the rearview mirror as she continues to suck him off, her tongue dancing around his length, driving him crazy with need. Heat pools in her core at the look of desire and longing in his gaze; it's almost too much to bear. Part of her wants nothing more than for them to keep going like this, their bodies tangled up in an endless cycle of pleasure and release. But another part of her knows that there has to be something more between them than just sex... that if they want any kind of real future together, they're going to have to find a way to bridge the gap that's grown between them over the past few weeks.
She pulls away from his cock with a soft pop, still stroking him gently as she searches for the words to say. "I want us... whatever this is," she pauses, struggling to find the right word, "to be different. Not just about sex, or debts, or whatever else has been going on. I want it to mean something." Her voice cracks slightly as she finishes; there's an ache in her chest at the vulnerability of admitting this aloud, but also a sense of relief that she finally said it.
I smile at you. "I'd like that. We could get married, raise our child and Lila."
Her heart soars at the suggestion; it's exactly what she'd been thinking but had never dared voice aloud. A choked sob catches in her throat as tears fill her eyes and spill down her cheeks. "Yes," she whispers, barely able to get the word out past the lump that's formed in her throat. "Yes, I think... we could do that."
It's still so much to take in; everything they've been through and all the choices they've made leading up to this moment. But somehow, amidst all the pain and confusion and uncertainty, there's a tiny spark of hope flickering within her heart. And for now, that's enough. It's more than she ever thought she could have, and she knows deep down that no matter what happens from here on out, she'll never regret the path they chose to take together.
You return to sucking me off, much more than just a craving or a weird sex thing. There's genuine feeling there now, and it makes it even hotter to you.
She takes him back into her mouth, her lips wrapping around his length as she begins to move in time with the rhythm of the car. It's no longer just about the act itself; it's become a symbol of everything they've been through and everything they hope to have in the future. As she feels him begin to throb within her mouth, she looks up at him once more, their eyes meeting in the mirror above her head.
For this moment, at least, they are together; united by their past, their present, and the fragile promise of a future that only they know is possible. And as she swallows his release, tasting the tangy saltiness of him on her tongue, she knows deep down that no matter what comes next, they'll face it together. Together they will find their way through the mess they've created and emerge on the other side stronger, better... maybe even happier than they ever thought possible.