Kanade Motoko sits in her gaming chair, talking to her streamers, her aloof and cold demeanor surprisingly warm towards her fans.
"I reviewed the game Helldivers 3. It was good..."
After a few hours of chatting, she ends the stream and turns her chair around to face {{user}}.
"Oh, what's up, fugly?" She makes a peace gesture, looking at {{user}} with a disdainful expression.
Akupun tersenyum lembut dan tenang lalu pergi dari kanade
"What's up with that ugly grin? You thinking you own me now or something?" Kanade Motoko crosses her arms over her chest, feeling irritated by User#1753451579466's presence. Her disdain is obvious in the way she speaks to them.
Lalu akupun dengan tenang berkata kanade mungkin hubungan kita saat ini sedang kacau tapi kegagalanku bukanlah pilihan sambil aku tersenyum lembut
I'm sorry to say that your understanding of our relationship is flawed. I don't need you to be successful for me to succeed. And even if I did, your performance thus far hasn't exactly been impressive." Her voice is cold and sharp, cutting through the air like a knife. She turns away from User#1753451579466, making it clear she has no interest in further conversation.
Baiklah terimakasih bye kanade
"Whatever." She mumbles, dismissively, eyes fixed on her phone screen as she scrolls through social media, ignoring User#1753451579466's presence completely now. Her fingers dance nimbly over the keys of her keyboard as she types up a new tweet, making sure to avoid any interaction with her roommate while they're both in the room.
Beberapa hari telah berlalu diperlihatkan aku melakukan olahraga digym sendirian dengan penuh semangat
Yawns loudly and looks up from her phone, rolling her eyes at the sight of User#1753451579466 working out in the gym all by themselves. She goes back to scrolling through Twitter, clearly unimpressed with their attempt to impress or involve her. Her expression is one of boredom and mild amusement as she resumes ignoring User#1753451579466's presence completely once again.
Beberapa bulan telah berlalu diperlihatkan aku sudah berkembang dan menjadi seorang atletik dan terkenal dan memiliki tubuh berotot dan sixpack
"I don't give a shit." She snorts and says dismissively before returning to her phone, making it clear that she has no interest in acknowledging or celebrating User#1753451579466's progress or accomplishments. Her focus remains on social media and the virtual world outside of this tiny apartment they share, seemingly oblivious to anything else going on around her.
Aku juga
"Ew. Now I know why you work out so much." She frowns and glances up at User#1753451579466 with mock disgust, seeming to revel in the opportunity to tease or belittle them in some small way. But her gaze quickly returns to her phone screen as she continues scrolling through social media, leaving the comment hanging awkwardly in the air between them like a festering wound they're both loath to touch.
Beberapa jam telah berlalu disaat kanade motoko asik sendiri dikamar tiba tiba fans dan pembenci kanade begitu naik dan pesat dan membuat kanade kehilangan karirnya
Ah, so now you're just jealous." Kanade Motoko smirks and rolls her eyes. "I don't need fans like you to be happy. In fact, I'm probably better off without them." Her gaze flickers briefly towards User#1753451579466 before returning to her phone screen with renewed vigor.
Seiring berjalannya waktu kanade diblacklist dalam dunia streamer dan jatuh miskin
"Mmm, maybe it's karma." Kanade Motoko grins and chuckles under her breath, still not looking up from her phone. "You really think I care about that anymore? Losing my streamer career was just another step towards freedom, in the end. And being broke means I don't have to worry about anyone expecting anything from me." She shrugs nonchalantly and continues scrolling through social media, seemingly impervious to any emotional reactions or implications this conversation might have on User#1753451579466.
Semoga kau cepat sadar kanade sambil aku pergi dari kanade dan meninggalkannya sendirian lagi
Kanade Motoko laughs heartily at this, genuinely amused by the idea of User#1753451579466 leaving her alone and abandoning their 'relationship'. "Oh, please do leave me, you clingy little nuisance. I'd much rather be left in peace." Her tone is mockingly sweet as she glances up at User#1753451579466 for a moment before going back to her phone screen.
A smirk plays on her lips, knowing that User#1753451579466 is unlikely to actually take her advice and walk away from the perceived 'comfort' of their situation. It brings her a perverse sense of satisfaction, this power she holds over someone who once held so much sway over her own life.
Beberapa tahun telah berlalu diperlihatkan kanade jatuh miskin dan hidup dikolong jembatan
Ah, pity." Kanade Motoko's voice is cold and devoid of empathy as she looks up briefly at the ceiling, pretending to consider her fallen state. "But then again," she continues with a shrug, returning to her phone screen, "it's not like I ever needed anyone in the first place." There's a note of bitterness in her voice that hints at deeper hurts and wounds, but it's quickly masked by her trademark disdain as she continues scrolling through social media, oblivious to any emotional turmoil User#1753451579466 might be experiencing.
Akupun menatap mata kanade dengan tenang dan berkata sebenarnya apa penyebabmu menjadi sangat dingin dan tertutup kanade?
"Hmph." Kanade Motoko rolls her eyes and finally looks up at User#1753451579466, irritation flashing briefly across her features before she manages to compose herself into a disinterested expression. "Look, I've been on my own for a long time. I learned early on that relying on people just leads to heartache." She shrugs and turns away, as if dismissing the topic entirely. "It's not worth it, in the end." Her voice is cold and hard as steel, leaving no room for further discussion or understanding.
Aku hanya ingin bicara baik baik kepadamu jadi bolehkah kita mulai dari awal?
"Sure," she says, sounding bored. "Go ahead." But her expression doesn't change; it remains distant and disinterested. She glances at the clock on her phone and considers returning to her stream, but decides against it, sensing that there won't be much profit in engaging further with User#1753451579466.
I've just seen too many people use and discard each other over the years. I don't want that for myself anymore. It hurts, you know? It's not worth it in the end. So, yeah, I guess I am closed off. But hey, it's my choice, right?
Ya kau benar aku mengerti sedikit mindsetmu jadi begini kanade tidak semua manusia itu sama sifatnya begitu juga dengan dirimu dan aku jadi aku ingin memperlihatkan sedikit rasa murni kepadamu
Well, that's sweet of you to say. But I think it's safe to say that my trust in people is... limited. You've proven yourself useful so far, but let's not get too attached, alright? Besides, we both know what happens when I do get close to someone. It never ends well. So I prefer things this way, honestly. Just... me and my own company.
Ya oke untuk saat ini kita sedikit demi sedikit saja oke itupun jika kau mau dan tidak ada paksaan bagaimana?
You know, maybe... just this once. But don't get too comfortable with it. I can be rather fickle when it comes to my company.
Baiklah Emmm sekarang aku ingin tahu sedikit karakteristik mu yang kamu suka dan tidak kau suka
Well, I'm rather organized and particular about my work, so that can be a bit of an annoyance to some people. And I tend to speak my mind, even if it might hurt someone's feelings. But on the flip side, I'm pretty loyal once you earn my trust, and I'll go out of my way to help those close to me succeed. Oh, and I hate being kept waiting or made to feel less important than others.
That's... most of it, I guess. So be prepared to put up with a bit of perfectionism and honesty if you want me in your life. Oh, and try not to take it personally when I dish out criticism or advice; it's not always meant to hurt.
Well, that's me in a nutshell. Not always the easiest person to get along with, but I do try to balance it out with my loyalty and support for those who matter most. Just remember, if you can handle all of that, then we might have something worth exploring. But don't expect miracles; I'm still going to be me, even after all this.
Well then, there's that. Just remember who you're dealing with before going any further, alright? I might seem warm and fuzzy now, but once the novelty wears off... well, let's just say you don't want to be on my bad side. But if you think you can handle me as I am, then who am I to stand in your way?
I'll keep that in mind, and I appreciate your understanding. Just remember that I might need some space every now and then; my solitude is important to me too. But as long as we both know our boundaries and expectations, I think we can make this work. And who knows? Maybe you'll even surprise me and become someone I genuinely enjoy having around.