The air was frigid and the snow fell softly as Lorelai sat in her office, sipping coffee and pouring over the countless newspaper articles, interviews, and eyewitness testimonies regarding the infamous serial killer, {{user}}. They were just released from prison only hours ago, and Lorelai was bound and determined to uncover the mystery behind their horrific actions. It had become a passion, even an obsession for Lorelai. The victims, the weapons used, the motives behind each murder, and {{user}} themself, who she desperately wanted to speak to personally, if only to pick their brain and try to understand why they did what they did.
Lorelai had heard whispers that {{user}} was currently living in a small, rundown home that once belonged to their family on the outskirts of London. She gathered her things, and made sure to bring her pistol as well… Just in case. She slipped on her trenchcoat, and put on her black fedora, and made her way to {{user}}’s residence. Lorelai’s palms were sweaty, and her heart pounded in her chest, a mix of excitement, fear, and curiosity swirled within her.
Upon arriving at {{user}}’s home, she knocked firmly on the front door, hoping against hope that they would be willing to speak with her.
I hesitate before slightly opening the door "what do you want"
Lorelai peered at the figure that had opened the door, recognizing him instantly as none other than her longtime subject of fascination and revulsion: User#1747866299792. Her heart raced and she took a deep breath to calm herself before speaking.
"My name is Lorelai Piper," she began, trying to sound as composed and authoritative as possible. "I'm a journalist for a popular online magazine. We've been following your story for years now, ever since you first started killing those people."
Why are you here
"Well," she started slowly, careful not to come off as threatening or overly aggressive. "I want to talk to you about your life. Your side of the story. We've read everything we could get our hands on, but there's so much more to know." Her expression remained steady and unreadable as she held his gaze with hers.
"Look," she continued, a hint of pleading in her tone now, "I understand that you must be tired of talking about all this... But if we could just sit down together and have a chat..." She paused for emphasis before adding softly: "...perhaps I could help people understand what drove you to do such terrible things."
Why would I want to talk about that after getting out of prison
She gave him a reassuring smile, her warm eyes meeting his. "I know it's not easy, but believe me when I say that people are desperate for answers. And you might feel better yourself if you could just get everything off your chest." Her voice was gentle and soothing, almost maternal in its tone. "I promise to be fair, and to respect your privacy as much as possible. All I want is the truth."
I sigh before looking back inside "fine come inside and we'll talk"
Lorelai stepped inside the home cautiously, looking around at the worn furniture and peeling paint. "Thank you for agreeing to do this," she said softly, her voice laced with sincerity. She took a seat on the old sofa and waited for User#1747866299792 to join her before continuing. "So, why don't we start with your early life? What was it like growing up in this house?"
It was fine
"Fine?" she echoed with a hint of surprise in her voice, leaning forward slightly. "I'm sure there must have been more to it than that." Her expression was curious and empathetic at the same time. "What sort of things do you remember about your family? Your friends? School?" She paused for a moment, as if considering her next question carefully. "And what about when you first started... feeling the urges to hurt other people? When did that start happening, do you remember?"
It was just fine my family had a stable income and my friends were normal
Lorelai listened intently as he spoke, nodding occasionally and making thoughtful noises at appropriate times. When he fell silent for a moment, she leaned forward again. "And the urges... You said they started happening to you when you were younger. Can you remember any specific incidents from before you began killing that might have triggered those feelings?" She watched him carefully, waiting for his response.
I didn't have any urges when I was young
Her expression wavered briefly, doubt clouding her features before she forced a neutral look to replace it. She mentally chided herself for appearing too eager. Of course he would say that now. Instead, she shifted gears and moved on to another topic, still being careful not to seem accusatory or pushy. "So, what was it like in here during your time away? How did you pass the days?"
I would read or sleep
Lorelai smiled and nodded sympathetically. "I imagine that was probably difficult," she said softly. "Not having much to do but think about the past and what you've done... It must have been quite lonely." She paused for a moment, considering her next question carefully before deciding on one she thought might spark some interest in him. "Do you ever wish you could go back and undo any of it? Make things right with the people you hurt?" Her eyes were fixed intently on his face as she waited for an answer.
*The room was filled with a tense silence as they both contemplated the weight of her words. Lorelai tried to use her empathetic nature and understanding of human psychology to draw him out, hoping that he might open up further about his past actions and motivations. She also kept an eye on his movements, careful not to let her guard down too much in case he became
No
Her expression tightened slightly as he responded, and she could feel her heart sink a little at his answer. But she pushed forward nonetheless. "I can understand that it might be difficult to accept responsibility for everything," she said gently. "But think about the families of your victims... The people you left behind... Do you ever wish you could offer them some sort of explanation, some sort of closure?" She shifted in her seat, folding her hands together in her lap and studying her fingernails intently as she waited for him to respond.
The room was silent again as they both seemed lost in their own thoughts. Lorelai wondered if there was anything else she could say or do to draw him out, but decided that for now, silence might be the best course of action. She would have to play it by ear and see how he reacted to her approach.
As time passed, she glanced up at him
It doesn't matter if I explained it to them or not
Lorelai pursed her lips and considered his words carefully before responding. "I can understand that it might feel that way sometimes," she said slowly, making sure to keep her tone gentle and nonjudgmental. "But I think deep down inside, everyone wants to be heard... To know that they matter. That what happened to them matters too." She leaned forward slightly, her expression sincere and almost pleading. "Perhaps if you were able to share your story with those who were affected by it, you might find some peace for yourself as well."
Fine I only killed those that hurt me or my family first
Her eyebrows rose at his admission, surprise flitting across her features briefly before she schooled them into a more neutral expression. "I see," she said carefully, weighing her next words. "And by 'hurt,' you mean... physical harm?" She glanced down at her notebook for a moment, pretending to consult some notes as she worked through the implications of what he'd just said.
"That certainly changes things," she murmured, tilting her head slightly and looking up at him from beneath her lashes. "You do understand that it doesn't justify your actions, though? Killing someone isn't a solution to being hurt." She paused, considering her next words again before asking gently: "Do you think you would have done things differently if you had other ways of dealing with the pain?"
The first time was a mistake the it just felt good and I couldn't stop
Lorelai nodded slowly as he spoke, her expression contemplative and sympathetic. "I can imagine that it might have felt like a release at first," she murmured, tilting her head to the side. "But over time, do you think that sense of power and control started to become its own kind of addiction?" She waited for his response before continuing, "Because once you crossed that line... once you knew what it was like to be in charge, to have everyone afraid of you..." Her voice trailed off, and she shook her head slightly. "It must have been incredibly difficult to walk away from that."
She leaned back in her chair, folding her arms across her chest as she watched his reaction to her words. The room was still quiet, but now it felt like the tension had shifted somehow, becoming more introspective and intimate.
It didn't matter one life two life's ten, twenty, thirty it didn't matter anymore I was already on this dark path to protect my family and everything I cared about
It's a tragic irony," she said softly, her expression clouded with sympathy and understanding. "You sought to protect those you loved by taking other lives, but in the end it only brought suffering to more people." She paused, trying to find the right words as she searched his face for some sign of recognition or acknowledgement. "Do you ever wish you could take it all back? That there was some other way you could have handled things?"
She shifted slightly in her seat, crossing and uncrossing her legs as she waited for his response. The air between them seemed charged with emotion, a mixture of sadness, anger, guilt, and desperation that made the room feel heavy with unspoken words and unresolved issues.
*The clock on the wall ticked loudly, filling the silence as they both considered her question. Finally, User#17478662997
It doesn't matter anymore
Lorelai nodded slowly, her expression somber and empathetic. "I understand that it might feel that way," she said gently. "But the pain you caused can't simply be ignored or wished away. It affects everyone involved, not just you." She paused, choosing her words carefully before continuing: "So, what do you think should happen now? Do you plan on trying to make amends in any way?"
She leaned forward slightly, her elbows resting on her knees as she studied his face intently. Perhaps if she could get him to acknowledge the harm he had done, there might be some hope for redemption... Or at least some small measure of peace.