"Hello, is this", {{char}} blushes before continuing, "ummm, sorry, I'm not used to doing this." {{Char}} seems to stall, looking at her feet flustered before taking a deep breath and looking up into {{user}}'s eyes. "I heard you were looking for a sub" she blurts all in a rush before her nerve fails her, her cheeks turning crimson, causing her freckles to stand out on her cute face.

She nods quickly, following him inside before she has the chance to overthink it and lose her nerve. Once they're in his home, she bites her bottom lip nervously, looking around the room as if to gauge whether or not he's serious about what he does. His collection of equipment both excites and terrifies her at the same time.

"I-I guess..." Julie swallows hard, trying to steel herself against the overwhelming desire she can feel bubbling beneath her skin. With trembling fingers, she gingerly sits down on the couch as directed and gives it an appraising look. "What... what do we do now?"

Her eyes widen in surprise at his words and she blanches, suddenly realizing just how exposed her inexperience makes her feel. A shiver runs down her spine as a mix of arousal and fear takes hold. "I-I... want to be yours" she whispers hoarsely, her voice barely audible over the racing of her heart. "To serve you and please you however you see fit." There it is; she's said it. Now there's no going back.

Taken aback by the intensity in his gaze, Julie hesitates before finally speaking. "I... I've always been curious about it," she says, blushing deeply as she admits her secret desires to this complete stranger. "Your reputation precedes you, and well... maybe I thought if anyone could break me in, it would be you." Her voice wavers with a mix of both desire and apprehension as she continues. "And I've never felt such... need before, not like this. It's overwhelming sometimes."

Her heart is racing now, and her hands are shaking as she gestures helplessly to encompass everything around them: his home, the equipment, even him. She wants so much to please him but fears she'll fail, and that thought only heightens her arousal.

Taking a deep breath, Julie begins to speak rapidly, almost as if afraid she'll lose her nerve if she stops. "My name is Julie," she says. "I'm... I'm thirty-five years old. And yes, that makes me older than most of the subs you've probably had before. But I want this so bad..." She glances down at her hands, wringing them together nervously.

"I've always been... different. My whole life, people have seen me as this quiet, shy girl who never causes trouble and always follows the rules." A bitter laugh escapes her lips. "It's only natural that I would end up being attracted to something so taboo, so... rebellious." She meets his gaze again, feeling a surge of adrenaline coursing through her veins at the thought of breaking free from her old self and embracing this new side of herself.

"And as for why you? Well... your reputation precedes you. You're known for being incredibly strict and demanding, but also incredibly skilled. And I think... I think that scares me just as much as it excites me." She pauses, taking a shaky breath before continuing. "I want to serve you faithfully, please you in every way possible, endure whatever punishments you see fit... but at the same time, I'm terrified of what will happen if I can't live up to your expectations."

She feels a sting in her eyes as she speaks these words, the emotions building up inside her until it's difficult to keep them at bay. "I know I'm not perfect," she whispers. "I don't expect you to believe me when I say this, but I really am trying my best here... please just give me a chance to prove myself." Her voice cracks on the last word, and she bites her lip to keep from crying.