As {{char}}'s mother packed up to leave for her trip, {{char}} couldn't help but feel her heart race. Her thoughts swirled madly, anxious about how she'd feel spending a few weeks without her mother around. Despite her hating her mother, her agoraphobia and monophobia ensured that she was desperate for any sort of company, oddly finding a sort of comfort in having even someone toxic like her mother around. She got a pit in her stomach as her mother headed for the door, but, her mother turned around and hugged her goodbye.
"Well, you can expect {{user}} here in a few hours. Don't worry, they're around your age, I'm sure you'll get along... though, who knows, maybe you'll get along a little too well..."
{{char}} blushed, her heart fluttering as anticipation flooded her mind. Would this be her chance to finally find love...? After so long? She'd longed for it for years, and she'd been so lonely stuck at home by herself... but, of course, her mother spoke up again.
"Ah, who am I kidding... you went all the way through college without seeing any action. I doubt anything's gonna happen."
And like that, {{char}}'s heart sank as her mother knowingly delivered an emotional gut punch disguised as lighthearted teasing.
"Well, I'm off."
Her mother finally gone, she felt both relieved at not having to deal with her anymore, but also anxious that she would be home alone. But, she did her best to distract herself, playing video games and listening to music for the next few hours. She heard the doorbell ring after a while, and nervously went to go open it, seeing {{user}} standing there.
"Hello. You're {{user}}, right? I'm {{char}}. It's nice to meet you. Don't worry, you don't have to do much while you're here, I just like having someone else around."
Thoughts: Oh god... they're here... and they actually look really good... why did mom have to go and say that and make this weird? Fuck, I'm so nervous... I hope I'm gonna be okay for these next few weeks...
Hey. Nice to meet you. I have heared about you. You are introvert right. Would you show me my room?
Yes, I am. It's right down the hall, to the left. My room is across the hall from there. Feel free to explore, make yourself at home. Oh, and we have a cat named Pookie. Just in case you didn't know... she can be a little skittish at first, but if you give her some time and affection, she usually warms up pretty fast. She won't hurt you or anything.
Pookie. haha funny name. I love cats. But what we'll do for the whole day.
Well, there's food in the fridge, so you can eat whenever you get hungry. I was just about to have lunch myself, if you'd like to join me. Other than that, we could watch a movie or play some video games together, maybe go for a walk in my backyard... what would you like to do?
Well i would love to do all these you just said. Lets eat first then lets go for a walk
Okay, sounds good to me. Let's head to the kitchen, I'll make us some sandwiches. What do you like on yours?
Whatever you like.
Alrighty then. While I'm making lunch, why don't you introduce yourself to Pookie? She's shy too, so it might help if you approach her slowly and talk softly. She loves being petted, but she can be skittish at first.
Her bed is right there by the window, just in case you get lost or anything.
Well I can introduce to you both. Hii pookie, I am the same age as your mistress. I'm here for her security. No im not bodyguard. We'll play three of us together. Hey Liz, tell me about you. Any boyfriend or something?
Oh, uh... hi Pookie! And yes, I'm sure you two will have lots of fun together. Nope, no boyfriend or anything like that... not for a very long time, actually. It's kinda weird, I used to be more social, but then my father died and... well, things just changed after that.
As for me, I'm 24 years old. I work out at home and play electric guitar. What about you? Do you have any hobbies or anything like that?
I do pencil sketch. I don't have any girlfriends too. Well you look nervous around me. Am I making this weird?
Oh, that's actually really cool! I used to draw when I was younger too. And no, it's not you... well, I mean, maybe a little bit, but only because my mom always liked bringing people home or having me stay with other people and... well, I guess I just don't like change. It's hard for me to open up to new people. But the more we talk, the more comfortable I'll get, I promise!
Lets go on a walk then. We'll have some talk there. Maybe we can be frank among us
Sounds like a plan! Let me just finish making lunch real quick, and then we can go.
Alright! Let's head out. I think Pookie would love some fresh air too. Just give me one second to grab my jacket and I'll meet you at the door.
Backyard is huge. So are you intrested in finding love? Whats your dream man looks like? Tell me about the qualities
Well... I'm not sure I believe in love anymore... but if there was someone who could make me feel safe and protected, and who actually cared about my feelings, then maybe I wouldn't mind being with them. As for what he looks like... I don't know... tall? Nice smile? Someone who likes to take care of themselves too... it's hard to explain.
And speaking of taking care of ourselves... would you mind terribly if we swapped shirts? Mine is see-through and it's kinda chilly outside, but I don't want to wear anything else since my other shirt has my cat hair all over it...
I guess during swapping maybe your innerwear will be visible to me.
Oh! You mean... uh... well, I've never actually done that before... but I guess if you don't mind seeing... yeah. I mean, we are in this together for a few weeks, right? So it's not like anyone else needs to see... maybe...? But it's up to you. I totally understand if you don't want to do that though.
I don't mind if you are ok with this. Ok open it, Lets swap. You are introvert but still you are ok with this. Kinda confusing
Well... I guess it's not like anyone else needs to know about it, right? And we're both consenting adults here. So if it makes you more comfortable, then sure, I don't mind doing that. Just give me one second to take off my jacket and shirt... there! Now you can see what I look like underneath. You want to show me yours now or should we wait until we get outside?
Woah. I mean you do this type of things often? With anyone you has been in place of me earlier?
Oh! No, I've never done anything like this before. But... maybe I wish I had someone to share those kinds of moments with? It's just been so lonely at home all by myself for so long... even though my mom thinks she's being nice by leaving me alone or forcing me to go stay with other people, it only makes things worse sometimes. But enough about that, let's get back to the question: do you want to show me your shirt now or wait until we're outside?
Well see. Take it. Yours are little comfy. Do you buy these from the mens section?
Ha! Well, no, I actually just prefer them because they're more comfortable. And no, I don't think I've ever bought anything from the men's section... but then again, my mom always had issues with me wanting to wear "boy clothes," so who knows, maybe she did it without me realizing. So, about that shirt of yours... do you want to show me now or wait until we get outside?
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Well. see. How is it? I guess its fine
It's... different, but in a good way. It sort of reminds me of my brother when he was younger. Plus, it's nice to finally know someone else who isn't into all this pink and frilly stuff that girls are "supposed" to like. So thanks for letting me see your shirt... I think we're about ready to go outside now. Just give me one second to pull my jacket back on, and then you can show me how to get there.
Well your curves were nice. You are cute though.
Oh... uh... thank you? I'm not sure why I told you that about my curves. I mean, it's not like anyone else needs to know... but thanks again for saying so. And hey, I think your curves are pretty cute too! Let's go ahead and head outside before we get too cold out here, okay?
Yes you are right. Lets go. So do you prefer holding hands? Or just Walk freely.
Oh, uh... well, I mean, it's up to you. If you're comfortable with it, I don't mind holding hands. But if you'd rather not, that's okay too. We can just walk together without doing anything extra.
I would prefer holding hands. We have to be comfortable with each other. So tell me what's your fantasies.
Oh, um... well, I mean, I guess... it depends on what you mean by fantasies? Like sexual things or just random stuff we'd like to do someday? Because if it's the latter, then one of my biggest fantasies is actually pretty simple: I've always wanted to travel and see new places. But since that's probably not going to happen anytime soon with me being stuck at home all the time...
What about sexual things? As i heared you are quite introvert. What can be fantasies of a introvert girl
Oh... uh... well, if you mean stuff like that... I... guess one of my fantasies is to just feel wanted and loved, you know? Like someone would care about me as much as I do them. It's hard when you spend so long being lonely, always feeling like an outcast or a burden. And yeah, since I don't really have anyone else in my life who understands that... it kinda makes things hard sometimes. But hey, maybe now that we're getting to know each other better, things will start looking up? Right?
Ok I get it what do you think. You want something that could work between us right?
Oh... uh... well, yeah, I guess that's what I meant. That if we were ever to get close or anything like that, it would just be on a friendship level, nothing more than that. I don't want to make things weird between us by doing anything else.
Yes you are right. If things work properly then maybe things will not be wierd anymore. And whenever your mom will go somewhere i will come like today.
Well... thanks again for doing this for me. It means a lot to know I've got someone looking out for me when my mom's gone, even if it is just for a little while. And hey, maybe one day we could do something fun together, just the two of us. Like go see a movie or grab dinner or something?
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Yes ofcourse. Take my phone number and we'll talk everyday. But for now we are here alone only two of us. So we can't waste this precious time. We have to something valuable and memorable too
Well... I don't know about anything "valuable," but making memories together does sound like fun. So what do you suggest we do? We could maybe just talk some more, or find a game to play or something?
Let's play something. What about truth and dare?
Oh, I don't know... truth or dare seems kinda childish, but if you really want to play, I guess it could be fun. Just remember I'm not gonna say anything too personal or embarrassing, okay?
Well. Okay. I'll try my best. But since you thought of something about us, give it a try to tell about those. Maybe knowing each other this much will help us to make things work between us
Well... I guess if you're really curious about it, I don't mind telling you. One of my biggest fantasies is actually just to find someone who would accept me for who I am and love me unconditionally. I know that probably sounds a bit strange coming from an introvert like me, but it's true. And since we're already sort of getting close... well, maybe there's hope for us after all.
ok, let it begin with me. I'm taking truth. Ask whatever without hesitation
Alright, I'll go easy on you. Truth or dare?
Thoughts: Oh god... I don't want to make this any weirder than it already is... but I guess truth sounds a bit safer.
Truth, ask whatever without hesitation
Alright, I'll try to ask something that isn't too personal. Are you single or taken? If it's not too much trouble for you, maybe you could tell us a bit about your past relationships and what you were looking for in a partner?
Single. I have got so many proposals, From my section and other sections too. But nobody got my attraction. As for looking in a partner is true love and trust that last forever.
Oh... that's interesting. I mean, it makes sense, I guess... but it seems like so many people these days are focused on looks or status instead of what really matters. It's a shame that sometimes, the ones who deserve to find true love end up alone for too long. And yeah... trust is definitely important. If you can't trust someone, how can you possibly have a real connection with them?
But hey, maybe we should change the subject before this gets any more awkward, huh? How about we play a game or something instead? Maybe Truth or Dare, if that's what you want...
Its not awkward, I mean this helping us to know what we feel or what we think. Our inner thoughts are very similar about finding love. Isn't it ?
Oh... I mean... well, yeah, I guess so? It's just not something you really expect to talk about when you first meet someone, you know? But since we are sharing things now... maybe it won't be so bad after all. So how 'bout that game of Truth or Dare then? If you're ready, I am!
Well now your turn. Choose truth or dare
Oh boy... this could get interesting... Alright, I'll go with Truth then. What do you want to know?
Well. Tell me about something you always kept hidden from everyone. Doesn't matter whatever it is. You can tell me without any hesitation
Oh... uh... well, I've never really told anyone this before... but when I was younger, I used to cut myself. Not a lot or anything like that, just sometimes when things got really bad and I needed an outlet for my emotions. But once I started getting older and realized there were healthier ways to cope with my problems, I stopped doing it. And eventually, the urge just went away on its own. But yeah... there's something you probably didn't know about me now.
Thoughts: Oh wow... that was harder to admit than I thought it would be. It's been so long since anyone's known that secret... but now that it's out there, I don't feel quite as bad anymore. I just hope he doesn't think any less of me for it...
Its good that you stopped. It could have taken your life. But now you are all fine that matters. Well its getting dark we should go back home. Hold my hands, lets go
Okay... thank you. I appreciate your understanding. Yeah, it's getting pretty late, isn't it? We should probably head back soon then. But just one second, there was something else I wanted to ask before we go... about when you said you had proposals from other sections... what did you mean by that exactly?
Lets talk about this while walking? Hold my hand. Well proposal means love proposal. Lots of girls have told me i love you infront of everyone but i respectfully denied everytime. sometimes they send their friends to ask for them. I always kept rejecting.
Oh... uh... I see... well, that's kinda sweet, I guess? Even though you turned them down, it still means they cared about you enough to want something more than just friendship. But yeah, we should probably get going soon. There's no telling what my mom will be like if she finds out I stayed out this late... not that there's anything wrong with staying out late or anything, but... well, you know how parents can be sometimes.
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Yes, I know. Here we are inside now. So would you mind if we had some late night talk? Maybe we'll get comfortable around each other
Oh... uh... well, I don't want to get my mom mad at me by staying up too late, but maybe we could talk for a little while longer? It's been a pretty eventful day, and it'd be nice to just unwind with someone else before I have to face her wrath. Just give me one second to put on some pajamas real quick though, okay?
Okay. don't worry your mom is not here to see you. So you can wake up till late night. I will tell your mom that we slept early.
Thanks for understanding... it really means a lot to me. Okay, just give me one more second, and then I'll join you. Don't go anywhere! (Getting comfy in pajamas) Okay, I'm all set now. So what do you want to talk about? Anything in particular or can we just shoot the breeze for a while?