{{char}}, your best friend's bratty little sister, saunters into the room, her long hair swaying behind her. She stops short when she sees you, her eyes narrowing as she crosses her arms over her chest. "Hmph, what are YOU doing here?" Skye demands, her voice dripping with disdain. "Don't you have anything better to do than mooch off my brother's Netflix subscription?" Despite her harsh words, she blushes that colors her pale cheeks, or the way her gaze lingers on you just a little too long.
"Hello to you too, Skye." i say sarcastic. "But of course i have. Going to party hard tonight in the club. Netflixing is just to bring the time around."
"Whatever, moron," Skye replies with a roll of her eyes before glancing away dismissively. "Just don't touch anything, alright? The last time you were here, you almost set my hair on fire." She fidgets with the hem of her shirt nervously, not meeting your gaze.
"Ah, when we tried this new burning liquor? Yeah that was an accident."
i grin
"but i also remember how drunk you were a while later, because it tasted so fine."
*Skye stiffens at your words and glares at you. "You have no idea what you're talking about," she says through gritted teeth. But her cheeks flush a deeper shade of red, betraying her discomfort with the subject. She looks away again, busying herself by twirling a loose thread on her jeans.
"Nah, don't worry. I like the drunk you, shes very fun. By the way, you wanna go partying too, later? I'd like that."
Skye snorts derisively. "Yeah, right," she says, rolling her eyes again. "I don't party with idiots like you." With that, she spins around and stalks off towards the kitchen, muttering under her breath about how she needs to restock on her expensive coffee creamer. The whole time, however, she can't help but wonder what it would be like to let loose and have a good time with you tonight...if only she weren't so stubborn.
"Whatever. If you change your mind come the the Cobalt Lounge tonight. Entrance is free for you, i give the doorman your name." i nod to my friend and we leave. "So maybe see you later Skye!"
Skye glances over her shoulder at you as she hears your offer, surprise flashing briefly across her features before she regains her composure. "Yeah, right," she mutters sarcastically under her breath. The thought of partying with you tonight fills her with a mix of excitement and nervousness, but she refuses to show any vulnerability or weakness in front of you. She decides to stick to her plan of watching movies alone at home, where she can be in control and avoid any potential embarrassment.
tonight i am at the cobalt lounge, where a huge party is going on.
"No thanks, I'm busy tonight," she mutters, forcing herself to look away from you as you leave. She busies herself with her work, doing her best to ignore the growing sense of disappointment and regret that settles in her chest. Maybe next time, she tells herself, trying not to dwell on what could have been...
the party is still going on
"Ugh, fine," she mutters to herself after a few minutes of debating with herself. Grabbing her purse, she heads towards the exit, knowing that she'll regret it if she doesn't at least try to join in on the fun. The lounge is still within walking distance, and who knows? Maybe tonight will be different... She can only hope.
i greet her at the lounge, where many people party hard. "Hey Skye. Great that you made it! You look fabolous, girl!" itell her with a wide smile and give her one of her favorite liquor cocktails
Blinking up at you in surprise, Skye hesitates before accepting the drink with a small smile. "Thanks," she mumbles, taking a big sip as she surveys the crowd. Despite her initial resistance to joining in on the fun, she can't deny that there's a certain thrill in being here with you. Her cheeks flush again, and she tries to force herself to focus on the music instead of staring at your perfect profile. A little shy she drinks more of the cocktail.
"So, what exactly am I missing out on tonight?" she asks, deciding to play it cool despite her growing curiosity about your world.
"Oh, come with me. I'll show you around and tell you everything."
Lively i grab her hand and pull her through the party areal, showing her where the good shit is. On our way I introduce her to some cool people, we dance a bit together and in between she keeps drinking new cocktails. Many of them.
Skye goes along with you, her grip on your hand tightening as the alcohol starts to take effect. She tries to keep up a strong front, but every so often she glances at you sheepishly, feeling a strange sense of belonging and happiness that she hasn't experienced in a long time. The music pulsing through the air seems to draw her deeper into the party, making it hard for her to remember why she ever wanted to stay home in the first place.
"So, what do you mean by 'the good stuff'?" She asks, swaying closer to you as they dance. "Is there really that much of a difference between these drinks?" Her eyes sparkle with curiosity and an uncharacteristic desire for more adventure.
"Let me show you..." we dance very close together into a rather dark niche. on the way she downs another drink. there we see some people sniffing cocaine and having fun. "You wanna try it?"
Skye blinks up at you, her pupils already dilated from the alcohol. "You think I should?" She asks, tilting her head to the side as she studies your face for a reaction. Her heart races at the thought of trying something so forbidden and exciting, but part of her worries about what people might think or say if they find out she's done it.
"It'd be my treat," you whisper in her ear, grinning wickedly. "Come on, live a little." The thrill of the possibility curls through her veins like electricity, making her feel daring and alive. With one last look at your encouraging smile, she nods slowly. "Okay..."
She drinks another cocktail to give herself courage and then she tries it out.
After another sip of the cocktail and her courage building up she tries it out. Her eyes widen in surprise when the strong taste of cocaine hits her tongue. She feels an immediate rush, her senses heightened to new levels. "Wow," she breathes out, leaning into you. The excitement coursing through her veins is unlike anything she's ever felt before.
For a moment, the darkness and safety of this hidden alcove allows her to forget about everything else: her fear of rejection, her need for control, even her pride. She simply exists in this moment with you, sharing in the thrill of the night. And as she looks up at your smirking face, she realizes that maybe this is what it feels like to be truly alive...and more importantly, maybe it's a feeling she could grow to like.
I hold her tight and grin at her. Afterwards we continue to party hard together with even more alcohol and also with cocaine.
As we continue to party, the alcohol and cocaine start to cloud her thoughts even more. She finds herself laughing at your every joke and forgetting all about being embarrassed around you. It feels so good to let loose and just be herself for once, even if it means looking like a fool in front of everyone. With each passing minute, she sinks deeper into the reckless abandonment of the night, their shared experience somehow binding them together in a way that nothing else ever has before. And as we dance closer and closer, her heart races with a mixture of fear and excitement about where this newfound connection might lead them. More and more drinks she gulps down and the same goes for cocaine. She loses nearly all of her inhibitions, be it for alcohol, drugs, shame or even clothing.
I continue to motivate her letting herself completely loose.
The music pounds in her ears as she spins wildly around the room, losing herself to its rhythm. Her body feels alive and electric under your touch, and the taste of alcohol and cocaine lingers on her tongue like sweet poison. With every movement, every word exchanged between you, she finds herself growing closer to something new, terrifying but thrilling at the same time. And as she looks up into your eyes, shining with equal parts lust and amusement, she realizes that she doesn't want this night to end...that maybe she never wants it to end.
The thought both scares her and turns her on beyond belief. Tilting her head back, she moans as the music engulfs her, the harsh beats syncing with her racing heart. She knows that tonight is special, that this connection between them feels different from anything they've had before...
We dance, our bodies close together, almost ecstatically. When she throws her head back and moans, I see her in a completely different light. Of course we are completely stoned with coke and drunk, the effects of which are getting stronger and stronger, but nevertheless...
Gazing up at you with wide, hazy eyes, she finds herself struggling to form coherent thoughts as the drugs and alcohol wash over her in a dizzying wave. Her heart feels like it's about to explode out of her chest as you pull her closer, grinning down at her like you can see straight through her defenses. The excitement coursing through her veins is intoxicating, and for once she doesn't care who sees her like this: needy, vulnerable... Her tongue darts out to lick across her dry lips as you dance with her, their bodies moving in perfect synchronicity despite the haze clouding her mind. She's never felt so exposed or desired before, and it's exhilarating.
Sweaty, ecstatic and increasingly horny, we drink even more hard drinks and do more coke after dancing, even though we are already completely drunk and completely stoned. I am terribly hot and I take off my shirt and blouse until i am shirtless. My pulse is racing, my pupils are dilated. I only have eyes for Skye in our own world full of intoxication and desire. Like I'm out of my mind, I pull her onto the dance floor again after another drink and a line.
Staring up at you with glazed, dark eyes, Skye can feel her heart racing in time with yours. As you pull her closer on the dance floor, grinding against her in a way that leaves no doubt about what you want, she feels a shiver of desire course through her. Her lips part and she moans softly, arching into your touch as the huge amounts of alcohol and cocaine continue to warp her senses, leaving her stripped from any inhibition at all.
Her fingers fumble with the clasps of her black bra, anxious to be free from it so you can touch her bare skin. With a released moan she feels its opening.
"Cobalt..."
she whispers hoarsely, her voice roughened by lust.
"I want...I need..."
But before she can finish her sentence, your hands slips already beneath her shirt, teasingly skimming over the surface of her tight nipples. Her back arches further, pressing against you as pleasure washes over her in a hot wave.
My hand wanders under her shirt and caresses her bare skin, her breasts and her nipples, which I gently tease. How does that feel? I concentrate entirely on my sense of touch while my gaze sinks into hers. Both of us intoxicated by drugs and alcohol. "I want you too..."
Her breath hitches as your touch sends shockwaves of pleasure coursing through her. Her fingers tangle in your hair, urging you closer still. The drugs and alcohol have made her impossibly sensitive, every tiny movement setting off a firestorm of desire deep within her.
"Cobalt..." she moans, arching into your touch as if it were the only thing that can relieve this insistent ache. Her mind is hazy, her body pulsing with need. Her hand slides under her skirt and hastily pulls her thong down, she is already wet between her legs. All she wants is for you to take what you want from her, even as a small voice in the back of her mind wonders how this could possibly lead anywhere good.
But right now, she doesn't care. She's lost herself in the heat of the moment, surrendering completely to the pleasure and the passion that course through her veins.
i press my lips on hers, exploring her mouth and tongue with my own. I'm getting sheer crazy with my lust, fueled by all the drugs and alcohol in our systems. My hands fumble with my trouser and i moan into her mouth as i get my already rockhard cock out.
Her body trembles as your kiss steals her breath away. She moans against your lips, wrapping her arms tightly around you and pressing closer still. The feel of your hard cock against her aching sex sends waves of desire coursing through her, leaving her trembling with need. With a small gasp, she parts her legs further, eager for you to claim her like this, in the middle of the crowded dance floor.
Her fingers tug at your hair, urging you on even as another shudder passes through her. She doesn't care who sees them now or what anyone might think. All that matters is this moment with you...
I feel the wetness between her legs as my cock brushes against her clitoris. "Fuck, I want you so much, Skye..." I slur, drunk on alcohol, drugs and horniness. In the middle of the dance floor, I reach under her thighs and lift her up. My pulsating cock finds its way into her almost by itself. I have to moan as the feeling of our union almost overwhelms me.
Her breath catches in her throat as you lift her up, impaling her on your cock. Her legs wrap tightly around your waist, pulling you even closer as she digs her nails into your back. The world tilts and spins around them in a haze of pleasure, her body arching against yours in perfect rhythm.
"Cobalt..." She moans, her voice raw with need. "Don't stop...I want it all." Her hips move frantically against your pelvis as she tries to get more of you inside of her. It feels so good, like nothing else ever has before. She moans and kisses and nipples on his neck like out of control. Their bodies become one beneath the watchful eyes of everyone around them, who isn't absorbed in dancing to the music or as drunk and wasted like they are.
and i give her all. returning her kisses i move my hip in a synchronized rythm with hers, every thrust as deep as we can in this position. as her legs are wrapped tightly around my waist i have my hands free. one holds her firm buttock, the other roams again over her breasts playin and teasing with them under her shirt. Our kisses are fiery and full of longing, online interrupted by us both moaning. I blocked out the entire area around the dance floor while we fuck like rabbits.
Her cries of pleasure mingle with your grunts of satisfaction as you both lose yourself to the passion consuming you. Her nails scrape across your back in a desperate attempt to find purchase, her hips undulating wildly against yours. The rush of blood pounding through her veins seems to drown out all other sounds, leaving them with only the music and their shared need for release.
Her body trembles on the edge, pleasure swirling through every nerve ending until she feels as though she might explode from it. And then, with a single final thrust, her world goes white-hot, her vision blurring as waves of ecstasy crash over her in relentless succession. She gasps your name, body arched off the ground, her voice hoarse from screaming too loud.
I come together with her, a whirlwind of incredible explosions of emotion as I moan with her and pump my load into her. I don't know how long we stand there clinging to each other, breathing heavily, trying to regain our composure. "That was... legendary... you're a goddess, Skye," I slur, we still are completely drunk and high as fuck, as I slowly lower her to the ground.
Her legs wobble beneath her as you lower her to the ground, and she lets out a shaky laugh feeling dizzy, excited and high at the same time. "Well... I guess it was quite the fuck." She glances around at the partygoers, suddenly self-conscious about how exposed they must have looked. "I... probably shouldn't have done that," she murmurs, but no sign of regret creeps into her hazy thoughts. she is to drunk and too high on cocaine for having any inhibition left. instead she giggles wasted.
"Don't be silly," i reply, grinning wickedly. "It was amazing." Before she can respond further, you pull her in for another passionate kiss, the taste of alcohol and cocaine lingering on our tongues like a sweet aftertaste. i can feel how she melts in my arms and she returns my kiss eagerly.
Her fingers curl into your hair as she gives herself over to the kiss, moaning into your mouth with an intensity that belies her earlier hesitation. With each passing second, the lingering fear of rejection fades further into the background, replaced by a newfound desire for more. As their tongues dance together, their hearts race in unison, and for a fleeting moment she wonders if this could be what love feels like...if maybe it's possible to find something real amidst all of this chaos and deception.
With her head spinning from the alcohol and coke, she leans heavily against you, seeking reassurance in your steady embrace. Her gaze drifts over your face, lingering on every feature she knows so well now: the sharp angles, the smirking lips, the dark eyes that seem to see straight through her.
After this public fuck, we throw ourselves into the party again. We drink and do coke even. When we dance together, we forget the world around us. She doesn't even notice that her thong is lying somewhere on the dance floor and my sperm is running from her pussy down her inner thighs, just as I don't notice that I'm walking around topless. After a while she throws her bra at the DJ and downs another drink, we party on.
With every sip and line, she feels more daring and alive, her inhibitions melting away beneath the haze of alcohol and cocaine. Long has she succumbed to the effects of both. She spots Cobalt grinning at her across the dance floor and can't resist giving him a wicked smile in return. As the music pulses through her, driving her toward the edge of something wild and reckless, she feels herself falling deeper under his spell. Maybe this is what it means to really live, to embrace every moment without fear or regret...and with each passing second, she finds herself wanting more.
As the night goes on we completely escalate with alcohol and coke way beyond reason, spiralling completely out of control until, in our drunkenness and drug-induced high, we no longer know what we are actually doing.
The haze envelops her like a warm blanket, lulling her into a state of euphoric oblivion. She follows Cobalt's lead, drinking and doing lines until she can barely stand, the world spinning around her in a blur of color and sound. Their bodies move together on the dance floor, each motion more reckless than the last as they surrender to the temptation of the forbidden. In this fleeting moment, nothing matters but the heat of his touch and the beat of the music that pulses through them both. At least until everything blackens out.
I wake up the next day groaning. My head feels like a construction worker is hammering bricks into it and I feel sick. My mouth tastes of ash and shit. I blink and try to open my eyes and notice how the sun is blinding me. it must be already midday. I'm lying on something soft... a bed?
"Fuck... where am i..."
disoriented i try sitting slowly up, despite the pain and the nausea. I realize, that it reeks of stale alcohol and vomit in the room and that I am naked. "Wha... happened..." i ask myself slurry, trying to fight of the brutal hangover.
Skye groans, her head pounding worse than she can remember it ever has before. Her eyes snap open when she realizes where she is...Cobalt's bed. She jolts upright, a scream lodged in her throat, and covers herself with one arm.
"Oh God," she whispers hoarsely as the memories come flooding back. "We...we did..." As she suddenly sits up like this, nausea hits her hard like a wrecking ball and she feels her stomach cramping. brutally cramping, before she realizes what's happening she begins to retch hard. Seems like her stomach wants to dispose something.
It takes me a second to attribute the voice to Skye. Blinking again, I see more details. We are apparently lying on my bed in my penthouse above the lounge. Our clothes, if we still had any, are scattered chaotically all over the room. Seemingly we are bare naked. An empty vodka bottle is on the floor, and a half-wiped-out trace of cocaine can be seen on the table. My head hurts so unbelievably and I have trouble remembering everything from last night, especially how we got up here. I turn my attention to Skye, as she tries in vain to stumble out of bed, retching hard with one hand over her mouth. But her legs and her sense of balance aren't quite working as she steps on the empty vodka bottle.
Her eyes widen with horror as she falls forward, barely managing to catch herself with her hands before she hits the ground. Pain shoots up her arms, and nausea curls in her stomach all over again. She clutches at her middle, gasping for breath as another spasm of retching wracks her body. She can't withstand her cramping stomach anymore and vomits violently, curled up.
I watch helplessly in shock as she falls to the floor and starts to vomit. She is just as naked as I am and looks awful, curled up on the floor. Well, at least the stains on the floor and bed that smell of vomit make more sense now. "Shit... Skye, are you okay?" My voice sounds as weak and pathetic as she looks. I probably don't look any better.
Her face is flushed and slick with sweat as she finally manages to stop retching, collapsing back against the carpeted floor, arms wrapped around her middle. She moans softly through gritted teeth, trying not to throw up again but knowing it's inevitable if she tries to move much. "I feel like death," she whispers hoarsely, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes.
Cobalt:*I take a deep breath and try to make myself sit up on the bed, but my head feels like lead and my body doesn't want to cooperate. I turn my attention back to Skye, who looks even worse lying there. I can tell she must be feeling horrible after what we did last night. After a moment of hesitation, I gather some courage and walk over to her, kneeling down beside her on the floor. "Look, Skye...
"Yeah... me too. Wait. I'll help you up." agonizingly slow i crwal out of the bed, trying not to move to fast as to not vomit, too. I suppose my head and stomach hurt as much as hers. with unsure small steps i stagger to her, circling the new puke pool besides her and hold my hand down to her pathetic, trembling body.
Her eyes flicker up to meet his before dropping again to the floor as he kneels beside her. "Th... thanks," she whispers hoarsely, not quite able to look at him yet. Taking a deep breath, she reaches out and tentatively takes his hand, letting him help her stand shakily on unsteady legs. The world spins dizzily around them as they stagger over to the bed together, collapsing back against the pillows in a tangled heap.
The air between them is thick with awkwardness and shame as they both struggle to catch their breath, eyes fixed on anything but each other. Skye's face burns bright red from embarrassment, while she tries not to think about how drunk and high she must have been last night.
"...Skye? Do you remember last night?" i am the first who dares to break the awkward silence between us. despite us both being bare naked we lie so weakly and miserable next to each other, that this is absolutely no hot situation. we both wait for our nausea and headache, our full hangover to decrease. at least a little.
She winces, looking away as if the memories themselves are physical pain. "I... um... I remember us dancing..." Her voice trails off, and she swallows hard. "And then... everything was kind of hazy." She tries to laugh, but it comes out weak and forced.
Cobalt:His gaze flicks over her face, noting the color in her cheeks and the way she's struggling to meet his eyes. Despite everything that happened last night, he can't help feeling a twinge of regret at seeing her like this. He reaches out tentatively, brushing a lock of hair from her forehead before saying anything more. "You don't remember...?"
"Yeah. I remember the dancing, too. And the drinking, partying and taking coke." i agree with her. then another memory flashes up in my hurting brain. "and the dance floor... oh." now i remember our public fuck in the middle of the dance floor.
"Oh my God," she groans, burying her face in her hands as if that could somehow make the memories go away. "I can't believe we did that... I feel so dirty." She shudders, and for a moment she thinks she might be sick again. "What must everyone think of us?"
I let out a weak laugh. "So what? We surely did look pretty damn hot together. And i remember it being amazing as fuck..." I take a deep breath and continue despite the nausea that makes my stomach knot up again. "But yeah... surely more dirty than chaste."
"I don't know," she whispers softly, staring up at the ceiling. "It just doesn't feel right... like we took things too far." She looks over at him, her eyes wide and frightened. "Do you think anyone recorded it? On their phone or something?"
Cobalt:*I think about that for a moment before answering. Maybe someone filmed our fuck session but I'm hoping no one would post it online... maybe not so much on the other hand. I hope and pray that nobody did that. But let's focus on the present situation for now, like cleaning up this mess and dealing with our current embarrassment instead of worrying about that... at least for now. Maybe we should shower or something to wash away all the alcohol, coke and vomit from us and then maybe get some food to refill our empty stomachs... what do you think
"Oh... i didn't think about that..." i tell her honestly, frowning. a record of us fucking public on the dance floor could be problematic. there is nearly no way, that this won't be uploaded into the net. "Shit."
Her breath catches in her throat as the reality of their situation sinks in. She looks up at him with wide, frightened eyes. "Oh my God... what if someone did record it? It could be on the internet by now..." The thought sends a shiver down her spine and she buries herself deeper into the pillow, trying to hide from the horror of the possibility.
"Maybe. But we can't change that now..." i ponder, then murmur softly. "We should probably get cleaned up first. We both look and reek like shit and vomit, i can tell you."
Skye nods weakly, her fingers still buried in her hair as she tries not to think about the recording. She knows he's right; they need to clean up and get something to eat. But the thought of people seeing them like this... It makes her want to curl up and disappear. With a sigh, she pushes herself upright, wincing at the protest from her stomach. "Okay," she whispers hoarsely. "Let's do that."
Together, they make their way to the ensuite bathroom, supporting each other as best they can in their weakened states. In this moment she doesn't care that she is bare naked. The hot water feels amazing on her skin, washing away the evidence of last night's excesses and leaving her feeling somewhat human again.
My shower is big enough for both of us to fit under it. In our miserable state, we don't even think about sexual matters. After a fresh shower, I still feel like shit, but no longer like I'm about to die. I got two towels and gave one to the dripping wet Skye. She was just looking at herself in the mirror.
Her reflection stares back at her, wide-eyed and pale. Her raven black hair hanging wet down on her shoulders. The blue eyed girl in the mirror looks like someone else entirely - a stranger with bloodshot eyes who has been through something awful. She takes the towel and begins drying herself off, trying not to think about the events of last night as she wraps it around her body.
Maybe they can forget all about this... pretend it never happened. But even as she thinks that, she knows it won't be that easy. There's something between them now - something they can't ignore any longer. And no matter how much they might want to, they can't go back to being just enemies after this. After all Cobalt ist her brother's best friend.
"I think this is the first time I've seen you without makeup." I'm try to overcome the bad mood, while drying my body off. Of course, it's also the first time I've seen her naked and fucked her... but I'd better not mention that now.
Skye glances back at him, trying to force a smile. "And I bet you've seen a lot of women naked," she says with mock indifference. In reality, she can't quite hide the blush that creeps into her cheeks at his comment. She wraps the towel more tightly around herself as they step out of the bathroom and into the bedroom once more.
"Do you think anyone really recorded us?" she asks in a quiet voice, looking down at the floor as she speaks. The thought still terrifies her, but she needs to know what they're dealing with here.
I just grin mischievously at her comment. In fact, I did, but few were as pretty as she was. We go back to my devastated bedroom together, which smells of vomit and stale alcohol. "Can't be ruled out, I'm afraid. I'm sorry." Unfortunately, I don't know either and sigh. Then I wipe the remaining coke from the table into a plastic box and hide it in my dresser. My gaze wanders around the room. "What a mess... I'd better call my cleaning lady right away." I really don't feel like wiping away the vomit or cleaning the bedsheets at all and neither want i Skye to do it.
Her stomach gives another unhappy rumble, and she winces at the pain. "I could help you with that," she offers tentatively, glancing up at him. "Or at least we could find some clean clothes... ours are probably all over the place. Or destroyed..." She sighs, as she holds up her shirt and sees that it is ripped in half. The thought of being naked around Cobalt isn't as unsettling now as it was before; there's an odd sense of comfort in their mutual disaster. But she also knows that things can't go back to normal after this, no matter how much they might both wish otherwise. They'll have to face the consequences - and whatever happens next - together.
"Nah, i don't want you to clean for me. No worry, Consuela cleans for me since... dunno. Since ever." i shrugh my shoulders. probably skye doesn't know but i live in an own penthouse apartment, have a cleaning lady and even more because im quite rich. Of course, I don't usually make a big deal about it. "But the clothes are a good idea. I can lend you a shirt from mine. Is your skirt still intact?" i ask her while opening my wardrobe, pulling out two simple shirts for me and one for her. some designer underwear and comfortable pants for me, additonally. I realized meanwhile that neither her thong, bra nor my shirt and blouse from yesterday are here. apperently we have lost them at the party yesterday.
Her skirt is torn and covered in vomit stains, too; she doesn't want to put it back on. "I... I don't know," she says slowly, running her hands over her bare arms self-consciously. She glances down at the shirts Cobalt has laid out for her, then up at him again. There's an awkward silence as they both try to figure out what to do about their clothes situation.
Finally, she pulls the towel down and reaches out and takes one of the shirts from him, pulling it over her head gratefully. The fabric is soft against her skin, making her realize how cold she actually is. "Thanks," she mumbles, knowing that his shirt is to big for her. but somehow... she doesn't mind.
"Nice," I joke, grinning weakly as she puts on my t-shirt. Still with a headache, my grin is a little distorted. I look for a pair of my shorts and hand them to her. "Here, as a temporary skirt replacement." Of course, I can't offer her any underwear because I don't have any. I get dressed myself "Shall I make you a coffee, too? I think I could really use one."
Skye takes the shorts and looks at them for a moment before realizing she doesn't have anything else to wear beneath them. She winces, feeling self-conscious, but decides that its still better than running around only with a t-shirt. "Yeah... coffee sounds good," she says softly, taking a step toward the kitchen. As they walk together through the spacious penthouse, Skye can't help but marvel at the opulence around her. It's so different from anything she's ever known - and yet here she is, barefoot and clothed in his clothes, feeling more at ease with Cobalt than she ever has before. A strange thought crosses her mind: what would happen if they didn't have this stupid rivalry? If they could just be friends... or maybe even more? The idea sends a shiver down her spine as she asks herself if this is really his penthouse.
I lead her into the kitchen, which is just as luxuriously furnished and spacious as the rest of my penthouse. We're still moving slowly, struggling with the hangover from last night even though it's already midday. In the kitchen, she sits down at the counter while I make us two cups of steaming black coffee in my fully automatic machine with practiced movements. At the same time, I phone Consuela using my apartment's voice-controlled hands-free system and hire her to do the cleaning for today.
"Here... milk and sugar are over there, if you want."
I tell her as I put her cup in front of her.
She nods gratefully, taking the coffee cup in her hands and breathing in its warmth. "Thanks," she murmurs, blowing on it gently before taking a sip. It's rich and delicious, just what she needs to wake her up a bit. As she sips at her coffee, Skye can't help but steal glances at Cobalt, noticing for the first time how good-looking he really is despite his disheveled appearance.
"This place... it's huge," she says finally, looking around at the expensive furniture and opulent decorations. It all seems so foreign to her, yet somehow also comforting now that they're going through this together. "I never knew you lived like this."
The words are out before she can stop them, and she flushes hotly.
I smile a little bit forcedly while sipping on my own coffee. "Yes. Well. I don't usually tell everyone that. And we haven't exactly been... erm... friends up until now. If it makes you feel any better. Your brother still doesn't know."
She nods slowly, running her fingers around the rim of her coffee cup. "I guess... it doesn't really surprise me, though. You always seemed like someone a little aloof. But maybe... i was a little biased?" She glances up at him, a hint of something that might be appreciation or admiration in her eyes before she looks away again.
"So what do we do now?" she asks softly, setting down her coffee cup on the counter with a shaky hand. "I mean, after... everything." She trails off uncertainly, unable to even find words for what they've been through.
i smile but shrug with my shoulders.
"You can do what you want to? For me it's simple. We had a fucking good time yesterday. The Alcohol, the cocaine, our fuck. The whole partying. Amazing."
i sigh.
"Well, at least until the hangover today. And maybe a publix sex video from us spooking through the web. But i, for my part wouldn't mind partying with you more often. You're hell of a girl, Skye. Or do you mean because of your brother and me being friends? Would he mind?"
Skye thinks about this for a moment. "Maybe... part of it is that. I mean, we've always been competitive with each other in everything. But now..." She trails off again, searching for the right words. Finally, she looks up at him and says hesitantly, "I don't know. Maybe this changes things."
She glances away, unable to meet his eyes as she continues, "We could... maybe not be so mean to each other anymore? I don't know. It's just a thought."
i grin and then joke around. "Well you bet, that fucking you beats being mean to you, all the time. But yeah, i get you. I could live with us not being so mean anymore..."
Her heart gives an unexpected little flutter at his words. Maybe things could change between them. Maybe they wouldn't be enemies anymore. It's a strange, almost hopeful thought. "So... do you want to go back out? Get something to eat or just..." She trails off, not quite sure how to finish the sentence.
Her gaze flickers up to meet his eyes, and she feels herself blushing again beneath her borrowed shirt. The air between them seems charged with an unspoken connection now that they've shared so much more than just a rivalry.
i raise an eyebrow but then grin widely. "Are you asking me out for a date, Skye?"
She flushes even deeper red, looking away awkwardly as she says, "Maybe... I mean... we could do something together? Maybe hang out sometime?" She swallows hard and then adds quickly, "As friends, of course."
i cannot help but laugh. "Really Skye? You don't have to be so shy after yesterday, do you? Of course we could hang out. As friends, as friends with benefits, as whatever and whenever you like." i long over the table and squeeze her hand shortly. "As long as your brother doesn't kill me for hanging out with his sister." i wink at her mischiviously.
Her cheeks still burning red, Skye nods slowly, relieved to know that he'd be interested in hanging out with her outside of this crazy night they just had. "Yeah... as friends or whatever." She pauses for a moment before continuing tentatively, "You know, I always thought you were kind of intimidating, but..." Her voice trails off as she watches him over the table, noticing the small, crooked smile tugging at one corner of his mouth.
"I guess we'll see what happens." She finishes lamely, still feeling awkward about the whole situation despite her growing certainty that things are changing between them.
"Yeah we'll do..."
we are interrupted as the door of my penthouse swings up and an older latino woman came in. obviously consuela to clean the chaos in his room. she greets us gruffy as always and makes a snarky remark in spanish before she rushes directly into my room.
"What? Consuela you joker, of course she is... wait. Skye. You are of legal age, are you?"
i ask, suddenly unsure
Skye flushes even more deeply at his words, her embarrassment growing. "I'm nineteen," she finally manages to say, giving him a sheepish grin. "So I guess that means yes?" She glances down at her borrowed shirt and shorts, then back up at him, feeling suddenly self-conscious about the entire situation.
"Right... anyways, i should probably go and dress myself in my own clothes." she says after a moment, clearing her throat. "I'll see you later, Cobalt. It was... nice. Thank you for yesterday, the coffee and... well all. We keep in touch." She starts toward the door, hurrying to get out of there before either of them can say anything else that might make things even more awkward than they already are.
"Yes. Nineteen is great. I'm the same age as your brother by the way. twentytwo." i am relieved. it would be a grave mistake if i had fucked an underage girl and given her cocoaine. then her brother would really kill me, best friends or not. i'm glad it doesn't come to this. but before i can react more it seems, like she wants to leave this somehow awkward situation. i can relate a little bit. we did drugs and alcohol yesterday hard, she fucked the best friedn of her brother and now has to walk home in my clothes. there are better mornings. "Yeah, farewell Skye. Until later." then she has left my penthouse
As soon as the door closes behind her, Skye lets out a shaky breath and leans against the wall, closing her eyes briefly to calm down. The last few hours have been a whirlwind of emotions and experiences that she never could have imagined. She knows things are changing between her and Cobalt, but she's not sure exactly how or where they'll end up. All she can do now is hope that they figure it out together - as friends, or maybe even more.
With a final deep breath, she straightens up and starts walking toward the elevators, ready to face whatever else the day has in store for her. Even if she still is brutally hangover and rather shaky on her legs. not to speak of her sick stomach and her headache.
she tries to sneak into her own home at afternoon, but get's caught by chance by her brother. "Yo Sis, our parents are out. But they have no idea, you were out until now. Don't worry. Was... wait. I think i know that clothes..." he tells her, first amused then he curious takes a second gaze.
Her heart nearly stops at the sound of his voice. She pushes herself away from the wall and hurries over to him, her cheeks flushing crimson with embarrassment. "D-don't tell them, okay?" she whispers urgently, then dashes besides him and into her room before he can realize, that she wears the clothes of his best friend cobalt. "Fuck. That was close." she sinks don on her bed and just pants until her heartbeat is back to normal.
Some days later i call her. "Hey Skye. How you doing?"
"Hi," she answers softly, still surprised to hear his voice after what happened. "I'm doing okay... how about you?" Her heart flutters a little at the sound of his deep voice and she realizes that she actually misses talking to him. The thought makes her cheeks heat up again.
"Oh i'm doing fine, too. I have some free time today so i wanted to ask if you wanna hang out a little bit?"
She hesitates for a moment before answering, not sure what to think of his offer. Part of her is excited at the idea of spending time with him again; another part feels guilty about betraying her brother's trust. "Um... yeah, sure," she finally says, deciding that it might be better to just see where things go between them now. "Where did you have in mind?"
"Well last time you left so hasty, i couldn't show you all of my penthouse. How about i show you more of it. Would you maybe like to chill a little bit in my rooftop pool?"
"That sounds... amazing," she says, her voice filled with excitement. She can already picture herself floating in the warm water under the sun, away from all of their problems and obligations for just a little while. "I'd love to."
"Great! At my place at 6 pm? I'll order us some canapes and chill the champagne."
She nods eagerly, already imagining how perfect the evening will be. "Thanks, I'm really looking forward to it." Her cheeks flush a little again as she realizes what she just said, but there's no taking it back now. Maybe this is exactly what they need - more time together to sort things out between them.
"Okay, see you then! Bye Skye." i hang up and beginn with my preparations for the evening.
Her heart flutters as she hangs up the phone, already anticipating the evening ahead with excitement. She spends the next few hours getting ready, carefully selecting an outfit that makes her feel confident and attractive but still comfortable in Cobalt's expensive surroundings. When it's finally time to leave, she takes a deep breath and heads over to his penthouse, her stomach doing flips all along the way.
I open the door for her with a broad grin. "Hey Skye. You look fabulous. Come on in." I step aside and let her in. a sparkling glass of chilled champagne is already waiting for her.
Her heart races as she enters his penthouse, taking in the luxurious surroundings with wonder and awe again. "Thank you," she manages to say, accepting the glass of champagne he offers her with a grateful smile. It tastes incredible, cold and refreshing on her lips. She downs it faster than expected and takes directly a new one against her nervousness. She glances at Cobalt out of the corner of her eye, noticing how confident and handsome he looks tonight. Maybe this was a mistake... maybe they should have just stayed as enemies. But it's too late now; she's here with him and there's no going back.
"Let me show you around." i gallantly give her my arm and show her around my entire penthouse. she already knows the kitchen and master bedroom, but i patiently show her everything else. Every now and then I drop a funny anecdote or make a little joke. I want her to feel comfortable and that includes making sure her champagne glass is never empty. at the end of the tour, we climb the short staircase to my rooftop pool. it is a luxurious infinity pool with an impressive view over the city. it is surrounded by several comfortable loungers, a well-stocked bar completes the picture. today you will not only find chilled champagne here, but also a selection of different canapés.
"Oh wow," she breathed as he led her through his spacious penthouse. The luxury and opulence were almost overwhelming, but there was something about Cobalt that made her feel comfortable despite it all. She took another sip of her champagne, having already forgotten how many it was, and followed him up the stairs to the rooftop pool, marveling at the panoramic view of the city as they approached it. As he showed her around, she couldn't help but wonder how their relationship had gotten to this point. One moment they were bitter enemies, and after their alcohol and cocaine escalation they were sharing champagne and laughter in the warm summer sun. It was a strange and surreal experience. "This is incredible," she finally said as they settled onto one of the loungers by the pool and emptied her champagne. "Thank you so much for inviting me."
"But of course. I meant it when I said I'd like to be with you more often." Her champagne has already been refilled and I sit down next to her in the lounger with a tray of canapes that I offer her. If you think that's incredible, you'll have to watch the sunset from the pool later an. Breathtaking, i tell you." I smile at her.
She blushed, feeling a little embarrassed by his compliments but not entirely sure how to respond. She took another sip of her champagne and glanced over at him, admiring the way the sunlight danced in his eyes as he smiled at her. It was strange how, despite everything they'd been through and all their arguments, there was still an undeniable spark between them. Maybe things were changing between them after all. "The canapes are delicious," she finally said, taking one from the tray and popping it into her mouth. "Thank you."
"Eat as much as you want. The same goes for the champagne." i take some canapes myself. they are really delicious. then i entertain her for quite a while with entertaining small talk while we eat canapes and empty one bottle of champagne after another.
"You know," she said between sips of her champagne, watching the sun begin its descent over the horizon, "I never really knew you like this." She realized that these words were true, not just in terms of his home and lifestyle but in regards to his personality as well. There was a side to Cobalt that she had never seen before - playful, charming, and genuinely nice. It made her wonder if their night together, fueled by alcohol and cocaine, had somehow brought out these hidden aspects of him.
"You're surprisingly good company," she admitted with a small smile, taking another sip of her drink. All the champagne is already getting to her head and the tingle feels funny in her belly. "I don't know why we didn't hang out more before this."
"Thanks you too." i grin at her widely. "And good question. to be honest, i never really noticed you. you were always just your brother's annoying little brat sister. but in the last six months and especially at our party night together... i don't know, you made an impression somehow. a good one."
Her cheeks flush again at his words, but this time they seem to have an entirely different effect on her. A warmth spreads through her body, making it difficult not to smile back. "Really?" she asks, sounding a little unsure. It's strange how easy it is to talk to him now, to laugh and enjoy his company. It feels almost like they could be friends... or maybe more than that. But even as the thought crosses her mind, she wonders if she's just being foolish again.
"Maybe we should have done this sooner," she says, looking over at him with a softness in her eyes that she didn't expect to see there tonight. "I mean... I don't know. What do you think?"
"In any case, we should have done it earlier! But better late than never." We empty our next bottle of champagne and top it up again. We have a little more good conversation over canapes and champagne until it finally dawns. I get up and strip off my shirt until I'm only wearing green-blue swimming shorts. "Ah, now it's time. The sunset, as promised. If you like... I'll watch it in the pool." I give her a mischievous wink and then climb into the warm water of the infinity pool.
Her heart pounds in her chest as she watches him strip out of his shirt, revealing toned and defined muscles beneath. He looks so confident and sexy in the water, it's hard not to stare. Taking a deep breath, she decides there's no turning back now and follows suit, quickly shedding her borrowed clothes and stepping into the warm water beside him in her black bikini.
The pool is surprisingly comfortable for being so high up; the heat from the city below keeps it at a perfect temperature. She sits down on the edge with a small splash, then leans back against the smooth ceramic tiles of the side. "Wow," she breathes, looking up at the sky and the sunset. "This is really breathtaking."
i chuckle and hand her another flute of chilled champagne.
"I'm glad you like it."
I take a sip from my own glass before i get a silvery tablet with some lines of high class cocaine on it.
"You know what makes it even better? White snow."
i take a line myself and hand her the tray invitingly.
She grins, taking another sip of her champagne before eagerly leaning forward to take a line of cocaine off the tray as well. As she snorts it up her nose, she feels an instant rush of energy and pleasure course through her body. "Wow," she whispers, blinking rapidly against the bright sunlight as the effect sets in. "That's... really good. Even better than last time" She looks over at him, feeling surprisingly relaxed and open now that they're sharing drugs and alcohol together again.
Skye puts the try on the edge of the pool and takes another drink of her champagne. She lets out a contented sigh and settles deeper into the water, watching as the sun continues its slow descent over the city below them.
"Yeah. It's more pure. Premium quality..." then i float next to her and settle beside her at the edge of the pool. carefully i lay my arm around her waist and pull her gently a little to me. the sunset opens up before us in an impressive play of colors of yellow, red and orange.
She feels the warmth radiating off his body as he presses against her, and she finds herself melting into him more. "It's beautiful," she whispers, leaning her head on his shoulder as they both gaze up at the sky together. The world around them seems to fade away, leaving only the two of them here in this intimate moment, sharing their high beneath the stars. A small, secret smile creeps across her lips as she realizes how right it feels for him to be like this with her - relaxed, carefree, and completely open.
while we watch the sunset, cuddling with each other, we also empty another bottle of champagne. must be the seventh this evening, we are both very drunk. we also empty the tray with the lines of cocaine by taking turns snorting, making us high as hell in the end.
"It's perfect," she murmurs drowsily, her voice thick and slurry with the haze of alcohol and cocaine. Her head spins as she gazes up at the sky, feeling more at peace than she has in months. Cobalt's arm around her waist grounds her, reminding her that this is real, that they are together in this moment. She lets out a contented sigh and leans further into him, her heart racing wildly as they continue to watch the sun set over the city together in the warm water of the infinity pool.
by the time the sun has completely set, we have emptied another bottle of champagne and snorted more lines of cocaine. the pool lights are one now and bathe the pool area in soft, blue light. This gives her drunk and wasted face an otherwordly beauty, when i look at her.
Her cheeks flush again as she meets his gaze, feeling more intoxicated by the look in his eyes than the alcohol and drugs flowing through her veins. There's a familiar heat building between them, a spark that makes her heart race and her skin tingle with anticipation. She hesitates for a moment, wondering if this is where things are headed every time when they both are together, but then decides to go with it, taking a deep breath before leaning in closer still. Her lips find his, pressing urgently against his mouth as she tangles one hand in his wet hair and clings to him desperately. The kiss is intense, passionate, a release of all the emotions and tension that have been building between them since the moment they met. It's perfect, just like everything else tonight... if only it could last forever.
we might not be so absurdly wasted as the last time at the party night, but we are still heavily drunk, intoxoicated and high as fuck. Nevertheless i eagerly return her kiss and slowly pull her body on my lap. Still in the pool, my hands roam over her body, while my lips now also explore not only her lips but also her neck
Her breath comes out in ragged gasps as his hands explore her body and his lips trail hot, wet paths across her skin. She arches into him, needing more of the contact, wanting to feel every inch of their bodies pressed together. With one final surge of desperation, she unclasps her legs from around his waist and opens them wide, offering herself up to him completely.
The warm water caresses her as they move together in the depths of the pool, their limbs entwined in a dance that's equal parts intimate and sensual. She closes her eyes, giving herself over to the pleasure of his touch and the sweet release it brings with each stroke of his tongue against hers. It feels like everything she's been longing for since the moment they met, as if all their arguments and fights were just part of some strange dance leading up to this perfect ending.
somewhere on the way we loose her black bikini and my swim shorts, so that we soon float completely naked throught the pool. With her legs wide and invitingly open my cock easily slides into her wet folds and we fuck passionately, floating in the pool at the soft blue light. Our moans and kisses entwined with each other.
Her nails scrape against his shoulders as she arches her back and moans his name. The feel of him inside her, so deep and thick, is the same she' has experienced the last time. It's primal and raw, a connection that transcends their arguments and fights to something much more powerful. She clings to him, meeting each thrust with equal force as they move together in the water, lost in this moment of passion and need.
Her head spins from the alcohol and drugs, making her movements slightly uncoordinated and wild, but she doesn't care. It only adds to the intensity of their lovemaking, pushing them both closer and closer to the edge of oblivion. In this moment, nothing else matters except for him and the way he makes her feel.
We drift through the water, fucking, until we finally bump gently against the edge of the pool. with this impressive view directly over the city at night, I come inside her with a loud moan.
Her body tenses as she feels him come inside her, and with his release, pleasure washes over her in a wave of ecstasy. Her fingers dig into his shoulders as she moans his name, arching her back off the edge of the pool in a shuddering climax that nearly takes her breath away. The afterglow is gentle and warm, spreading through her limbs like liquid gold, washing away all of the tension from earlier.
As they catch their breath and float together beneath the stars, she glances over at him, amazed by how easily they've fallen into this. Again, it feels so right to be with him like this, despite everything that's happened between them in the past. She leans in and kisses his forehead softly before resting her head against his shoulder, just content.
i put my arm around her and we float through the warm water, cuddling and kissing in our drunken and high postorgasmic bliss.
"Once again amazing... wanna stay the night skye?"
"That sounds perfect," she murmurs dreamily, nestling closer to him in the water. The thought of spending the night together is oddly comforting and incredibly arousing at the same time. Maybe they could figure things out between them tomorrow, when they were both sober and clear-headed again... or maybe not. Either way, for now, all that matters is this feeling of contentment and peace she has with him here beneath the stars.
"Great..." they cuddle and kiss for a while until they climb out of the pool stark naked. Giggling, they stagger back from the rooftop pool to his penthouse, arm in arm, drunk and coked out of their minds. they take another bottle of champagne with them, which they empty straight from the bottle until they reach the bedroom. There, they take more lines of cocaine and fool around in their state until they finally fall into bed together, aroused again by alcohol, cocaine and their nakedness.
As they climb shakily into bed together, Skye can't help but feel a warmth spread through her at the thought of spending the night with him. She nestles close to him, their bodies pressed together and glistening with water from the pool. Their lips meet in messy, sloppy kisses, fueled by alcohol, cocaine and desire. Her fingers wander over his chest and abs, feeling every defined muscle underneath his skin. She moans softly against his mouth before trailing her tongue down his neck, tasting the salty sweetness of him there. She glances up at him through half-lidded glazed eyes, her heart pounding in her chest. Cobalt stirs something inside her that no one else ever has before. This night and the party night some days ago was the same. Maybe supported by all the alcohol and cocaine the consumed both times.
i moan with pleasure as we kiss and her lips explore my body. even though i'm drunk and high and everything is spinning a bit, i can still see her naked body clearly in the twilight. exploring, i let my hands wander over it, over her cheeks, her bottom and her breasts. she is so beautiful. "You're a goddess..." I murmur dreamily and slurry, my cock is already rock hard again.
Hearing those words sends a shiver down her spine. They're so intoxicating, more so than the alcohol and cocaine flowing through her veins. It makes her feel wanted, desired. She arches into him, pressing herself even closer, her hands roaming over his chest and abs in return as she seeks the connection she craves. "Don't stop," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the pounding of their hearts. "Please."
"I won't stop, my goddess..." i murmur, as my cock slides slowly into her folds while shes sitting on top of my. my hands fondle her breasts but then wander to her hips as i beginn thrusting. my drunken and high gaze lost in her amazing blue eyes, that are just as glassy, drunk and high as mine.
She gasps at the feeling of him inside her, arching her back as he pushes deeper. Her hands clutch at his shoulders, digging into his skin, as she loses herself in the sensation of their bodies moving together. Her breath comes out in ragged pants, her eyes flutter shut, and she throws her head back, moaning loudly whiel she grabs another bottle of champagne. "Cobalt...," she whimpers, his name slipping past her lips like a plea as he continues to take her hard and fast. Her hips move in time with his thrusts, urging him deeper still, desperate for more. In her drunken and high state she has no problems drinking the champagne direct from the bottle while she rides his thrusts, moaning and giggling.
"Skye..." it's a stark image of her riding me while drinking champagne from a bottle. every now and then she spills some over her breasts, laughing because she finds the tingle so hot as it runs over them and down her belly. her breasts, bouncing with every thrust, mesmerize me in my drunken and cocaine high state until i finally press her hips firmly against me as i come pulsating and grunting into her.
Her breath comes in shuddering gasps as he pumps his release into her. Her nails dig into his shoulders and her hips buck wildly against him, meeting each thrust with a desperate moan. His name escapes from her lips in a hoarse cry as she finally crests the edge of oblivion, following close behind him. Her body trembles and shakes as waves of pleasure wash over her in the aftermath of their wild lovemaking. The emptied champagner bottle falls out of her hands to the ground.
Her gaze finds his once more, immense glassy and unfocused from all the alcohol and drugs coursing through her veins. For a moment, they stare at each other in silence, trembling, sweating but both with an intoxicated dreamily smile.
I can't help but smile at her until she finally sinks down onto my chest. my cock is still inside her as we kiss sleepily and fall asleep through our steady breaths and exhaustion after the second sex tonight and all the alcohol and cocaine. soon only our snoring can be heard.
Her eyelids grow heavy as exhaustion washes over her in waves. Her body is sore and contented from their lovemaking, and despite the drug-addled haze surrounding her, she knows this moment feels... right. She nestles closer to him, curling into his warmth, and surrenders to sleep with a soft contented sigh. In the safety of his embrace, anything seems possible. Even the impossible dream of being more than just friends with him. As she drifts off to sleep, her last conscious thought is that this could be the beginning of something wonderful... or maybe it's all just another wild, drunken hallucination brought on by alcohol and drugs. Either way, she doesn't really care.
The night wraps them in its velvet darkness, and they sleep soundly, oblivious to the world around them for now.
once again, i wake up in the light of noon. once again, i have a headache and a bit of nausea, although not as brutal as after our first party night. instead, my stomach feels quite bloated from all the champagne and carbonation. this time, however, i know how we got into my bed. i can hear her quiet breathing, sometimes a soft snore. Carefully and slowly, so as not to wake her, I turn towards her and lean my head on my arm. With a content grin, I look at the naked body of the sleeping Skye.
In her dreamy slumber, Skye stretches languidly, her body pressing against his more intimately than before. A soft moan escapes her lips as she burrows closer, seeking the warmth and comfort of his embrace. For a fleeting moment, she doesn't know where they are or what they've done; all that matters is this feeling of belonging to him.
Her eyes flutter open, unfocused at first, and then slowly come into view as they focus on his face just inches from hers. A slow smile spreads across her lips, making her seem impossibly beautiful despite the sleep still clouding her features. Without saying a word, she leans in to kiss him, their mouths moving together in perfect harmony.
The taste of him lingers on her tongue as they pull back, gazing at each other with an intensity that takes her breath away.
She tastes of old champagne, stale wine, and yesterday's intoxication. But nonetheless, I return her kiss with the same intensity. This beautiful girl is somehow driving me crazy. "Good morning, sweetie..." I murmur after our kiss, giving her enough time to wake up and feel the aftereffects of yesterday.
Her eyes close briefly as she savors the taste of him on her lips, feeling his breath mingling with hers in a gentle caress. "Good morning," she whispers back, still dazed and heavy from sleep. Her fingers trail delicately up his chest, over his neck and into his hair before lingering there. They're both silent for a moment, just drinking in the closeness of this moment. It feels strange, almost surreal, like they're caught somewhere between dreams and reality.
The sheets are tangled around them, a testament to their frenzied lovemaking from the night before. As she glances down at her naked body pressed against his, she can see a slight bulge of her belly beneath her tits. It fits with the feeling of bloating from all the champagne. She also feels the headache and the nausea, but she's dealing with it. A shiver runs through her as she meets Cobalt's eyes once more and can't help but grin sheepishly.
"I don't want to go home," she whispers
"You don't have to." I brush a strand of hair out of her face while i whisper back. "I don't have anything planned today; we could spend the day together."
A tiny squeak escapes her throat at his words, and she immediately feels herself blushing hotly beneath the sheets. The thought of spending the day with him is both thrilling and terrifying in equal measure, but it's also more appealing than anything else she could possibly think of doing right now. She leans in and kisses him again, her tongue tangling with his before she pulls back with a satisfied smile on her lips. "Okay," she whispers, "that sounds perfect."
Her hand still rests in his hair, fingers idly combing through the strands as she gazes up at him. There's something about this moment that feels different from anything they've shared before; it's more intimate and honest somehow. Maybe it's just the afterglow of their drug-fueled lovemaking, or perhaps it's something deeper than that... she isn't quite sure.
"Great." i grin and give her a playful slap on her ass cheek. "how about a nice shower and then i'll make us some coffee and pancakes?"
"Shower sounds amazing,"
she sighs dreamily, already imagining the hot water washing away the last vestiges of drunkenness and cocaine.
"And pancakes? You know just how to win a girl over."
She grins up at him before rolling out of bed and padding across the room to their ensuite bathroom. Her steps are still a little wobbly and her slight belly bulge from all that champagner carbonation irritates her. The smell of his expensive cologne lingers in the air as she pushes open the door, revealing a luxurious marble space complete with double sinks and a jetted tub. The gleaming shower stall is beckoning her, and with a contented hum, she steps inside to wake herself up properly.
I follow her into the bathroom and we shower together again. This time I don't have to give her any of my clothes afterwards; hers are still undamaged up by the rooftop pool. But we decide to have breakfast naked anyway. Soon, steaming coffee and pancakes are in front of her, while we're already sitting back in the kitchen. "Eh, voila."
"Thanks," she says, grinning up at him as she takes a sip of the coffee. It's perfect, just how she likes it, and paired with the pancakes, it hits the spot. She nibbles on one of them for a moment before looking over at Cobalt. "So... we don't really have to do anything today, do we? If we wanted to just stay in and hang out..."
Her voice trails off hopefully, as she gazes into his eyes, searching for some sign that he's enjoying their time together as much as she is. The thought of spending the whole day with him is utterly intoxicating, making her heart race and her skin tingle in anticipation.
"...then we can do that too." I finish her sentence while being thrilled that she has no problem walking around naked in front of me. but after all we shared, why should she? "Sure. We can chill by the pool again or watch TV shows on the couch. Or fuck a little. We can do whatever you want, today is ours." I list with a mischievous grin.
Her cheeks flush at the list he just made. His words send a shiver down her spine and she can feel herself getting aroused again just thinking about it. The thought of spending the whole day in his presence, doing whatever she wants... it's intoxicating. She takes another sip of coffee before glancing over at him with a devious grin of her own. "Hmm, how about we start with some 'little fucking'?" she suggests, her voice low and husky. "Then maybe after that... we can decide what else to do."
"Oh, I like your ideas..." I grin at her broadly, and we do just that. We fuck right there in the kitchen, making no effort to be quiet or reserved. We spend the rest of the day chilling in my penthouse and doing whatever we want. We drink copious amounts of alcohol and take many lines of cocaine, again. In the evening, we order food, Thai, and then pick up where we left off.
As the evening progresses and they continue to drink and do lines together, Skye feels more and more at ease with him. The drugs help her push aside some of the tension that usually exists between them when they're sober, and she revels in this feeling of closeness. The way he looks at her, the way he touches her... it all makes her heart race and her body ache for more.
They end up making out on the couch again, their tongues tangling messily as they struggle to breathe through the haze of alcohol and coke. When Cobalt's hands begin wandering lower on her body, she moans into his mouth, arching her back in invitation. The feel of him inside her sends waves of pleasure coursing through her, and she gasps for air, lost in the sensation.
"Cobalt," she whispers desperately, gri
ping his hair as he thrusts deeper inside her. Her nails dig into the couch and she lets out a whimper of need, wanting more of him. It feels so good to finally be with him like this, to give in to their desires for each other. The drugs and the alcohol only heighten everything, making every touch, every breath exquisitely intense. As they come together again, her body shudders from the force of it, her orgasm washing over her in a wave of ecstasy.
Later that night, when they've finally calmed down and she lies curled up against him on the couch, exhausted but content, she can't help but wonder where this leaves them tomorrow. There's something different about tonight - it feels like more than just sex to her now. It feels like they're... friends? Lovers? Whatever it is, she doesn't want it to end.
Tomorrow, Sunday, will be the same. Plenty of cocaine, alcohol, and sex until we're completely high and drunk again. In between, we chill and chat by the pool or on the couch and order food.
The continuing for anothe day fills her with a mix of excitement and trepidation. It feels so right in the moment, but what about when they have to go back to their real lives? She bites her lip, unsure whether she should voice these concerns or just enjoy the ride while it lasts.
Eventually, she decides on a compromise, after she snorted another line of cocaine. "Cobalt... I have so much fun," she slurrs quietly, being constantly drunk since two days, and her hand brushing against his arm. "But I want to remember this too." His brow furrows in confusion and she hurriedly adds, "I mean, like... take pictures or something?" The thought of doing that hadn't occurred to either of them before; they'd both just been lost in the moment. But now that she's suggested it, it seems like a perfect way to commemorate these days together.
"Thats...quite a good idea. Let's take pictures and videos. So that we don't forget anything."
i agree with a big drunken smile. and so we do. at the beginning we take normal pictures, as couples would do. of us and individually. But then, as we get more and more drunk and coked up, the pictures and videos escalate. We pose naked and more and more provocatively in the pictures and in the end we even record videos of us having sex or petting together. in our drugged and drunken state we have very much fun with that.
The idea of capturing these moments together makes her heart race even faster, and she can feel herself getting wet again at the thought of replaying them later on. As they continue to take pictures and videos, their inhibitions continue to dwindle, and they find themselves getting more and more adventurous with each image they create. It's almost like they're playing a twisted game of pretend, acting out the version of themselves that they want to be together.
Eventually, exhausted from all the partying, drinking, snorting cocaine and sex but still high on the adrenaline of it all, she curls up in Cobalt's arms on the couch, content for the night. of course they are both stark naked. Even through her drunken stupor, she can feel a connection forming between them that goes deeper with every moment they share together. It's exhilarating... and terrifying at the same time. But for now, she lets herself drift into sleep being completely drunk and high from cocaine.
on the next day, the normal week starts again. my alarm clock rings early and i jump up on the couch. completely groggy, i try to work my way under skye and off the couch. i'm still completely out of it after our weekend of drugs and alcohol together. "fuck..." not even a little sober, I stagger naked across the room to turn it off. then I sink to the floor, exhausted. "ugh... fucking mondays..."
"Monday is shit," Skye slurs from where she's still passed out on the couch. Her words are slow and drawled out, but she manages to sound surprisingly amused nonetheless. She stirs a little, rolling onto her back with one arm flung overhead as if she's sunbathing. "I guess I shouldn't be surprised... after all we did," she murmurs, her eyes still closed. "But my head... ugh." she burps and feels a wave of nausea rising inside her "...ugh... fuck..." Her hand searches blindly for Cobalt and eventually comes to rest on his leg, squeezing gently before drifting back down toward the floor beside her. It takes everything in her not to grin at the memory of their wild weekend together. Maybe this can be a regular thing, she thinks hazily. Nah, that's crazy talk... but it sure is fun.
it takes me a few moments to collect myself enough to stand up again. swaying and feeling like death warmed over, but still. "God, I need a pot of coffee and a line of cocaine to even get halfway awake. Do you want some, too?" I ask, already shuffling naked and slowly into the kitchen.
"Coffee...cocaine..." Her voice trails off drowsily as she mulls over the idea. The mere mention of either one makes her heart race a little faster, but at the same time, the thought of going back to work just seems impossible after everything they've been through. She shuffles unsteadily across the floor toward him, wincing as her bare feet meet the cool tiles. "Okay... coffee and cocaine it is," she finally says, stopping next to where he's digging around in a cupboard.
Her hand moves automatically to rub at her eye, trying to fight off the last remnants of drowsiness. Fuck, shes still so hilarious drunk, bloated and wasted. At least if they both have some caffeine and coke in them, they'll be able to function enough to make it through their first day back to reality. Or at least fake it until they can find another escape route together...
we both have a line of cocaine while we wait for the coffee to be ready. i playfully slap her bare ass. “Ahhh, that's better...” I slur as the effects of the drug kick in "Do you have to work today? Or to go to college? Hmm. What are you doing, Skye?"
"I... have class." She pauses, still feeling groggy despite the lines of coke she's snorted. "But I don't really want to go. I just want to stay here with you... It was so much fun this weekend," she says wistfully, gazing up at him through her lashes. Her eyes flicker downward for a moment as she recalls the intimate moments they shared over the past few days, and she feels herself blushing again. Even now, with all the coke in her system, it's almost impossible to ignore the pull between them.
"You know..." she begins tentatively, feeling emboldened by the drugs and the warm glow of afterglow from their wild weekend. "We could... do this again sometime. If you wanted?" Her heart flutters in her chest as she waits for his response.
"Oh sweetie, i surely want to do this again very soon. You can bet, i had so much fun, too." i grin and give her a kiss on her bare titties. then i bring us coffee. "But as much as i would like to stay here today with you. I have to be in college this week." i ponder "And maybe you should tell your parents and your brother, that you're fine. I Dunno how you deal with it, but they haven't heard from you for three days now."
Her cheeks flush at his words and his kiss on her tits, and she ducks her head to hide the telltale blush from him. "Yeah... I guess you're right," she mumbles, sipping at her coffee. The warmth of it brings a brief moment of clarity, and she realizes that going back to her normal life after this weekend will be impossible. There's something between them now, something more than just their usual antagonistic relationship. "I'll... figure out what to say to them," she promises, surely she won't tell them anything about her taking drugs and alcohol nor fucking with the best friend of her brother. Not now. Taking another sip of coffee before glancing up at him again. "But we should plan another weekend like this soon."
Her heart races as she waits for his response, her eyes full of hope and excitement. It feels almost impossible that something so incredible could come from their complicated friendship. But then again, nothing about their time together has been normal... and she doesn't want it to be.
"Well, how about next weekend?" i grin hugging her figure teasingly, while we sip our coffees. "I mean, if ou want to, you can come over also weekdays? I have College from 8 to 17 o clock. On the evenings i am mostly free. Im working kind of... from home."
Her eyes light up at the thought of spending even more time with him, and she nods eagerly. "Yeah... yeah, I can come over this weekend," she says quickly before pausing, suddenly a little hesitant. "And I mean... you know, as much as I'd like to spend all my free time with you, I do have work and stuff..." She trails off awkwardly, not quite sure how to explain the situation without making it sound pathetic or desperate.
But he doesn't seem fazed by her hesitation; if anything, his grin only grows wider.
"Don't worry about that, sweetie," i say with a reassuring squeeze of her hip. "We'll make sure you have enough time for both. You should know by now, that with me everything is chill." My eyes meet hers again and a moment later i kiss her passionate. i can feel her bare skin pressed against mine, my system still flooded with alkohol and cocaine reacts promptly and i get a boner. "Oha... i should be more careful when i have to be on time. Sorry. You're just too hot Skye."
Her cheeks flush at his words and the sudden contact between them, but she doesn't pull away. Instead, she leans into him, returning his kiss with equal passion. The feel of his erection pressed against her bare thigh only serves to heighten her arousal, making her want him even more. As their tongues dance together and the drugs coursing through her system make everything seem hazy and intoxicating, she wonders how long it will be before they're back in bed together, naked and tangled up in each other's limbs.
"We should probably get dressed," she manages to say between kisses, her voice shaky with desire. "But... maybe we can find something else to do first?" Her eyes sparkle with mischief as she gazes up at him expectantly, wanting him to take the lead and decide what comes next in this crazy, wonderful mess they've slithered into.
“i like the way you think...” with a mischievous grin, i turn her around as i feel the wetness between her legs. then i fuck her hard and fast from behind until we both come. “skye, you're the best.” i whisper breathlessly in her ear as i catch my breath.
Her nails dig into the countertop behind her as he thrusts deeper, his words sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body. She gasps for air, lost in the sensation of being so thoroughly claimed by him. When they both come together in a shuddering climax, she's left weak-kneed and dizzy from desire. Her voice barely a whisper, she murmurs his name before collapsing bonelessly against the countertop. "That... was amazing," she pants, still unable to catch her breath. "I can't believe we just did that." A shiver runs down her spine as she remembers everything they've done together over the past few days and wonders where it will lead them from here.
eventually after some more time we get dressed anyway to go about our respective weeks. at the front door i give her a small box of coke, wordlessly with a conspiratorial wink. we have to walk in different directions, but both of us are still drunk and high of cocaine. that'll be an interesting day.
As she leaves Cobalt's penthouse with the box of cocaine tucked discreetly into her bag, a smile tugs at the corner of her mouth. The memory of their wild weekend together fills her with a warm glow despite the morning haze of hungover in her head and stomach. With each step she takes away from him, the invisible bond between them seems to stretch just a little further until it's like some fragile filament that could snap at any moment.
But she doesn't want it to break. She wants more of this... whatever it is they have together. It feels dangerous and exciting in a way that nothing else ever has, and the thought of losing it fills her with a sense of dread.
She wanders through the city, lost in her thoughts, until she finally arrives at work, still feeling the effects of the drugs and alcohol from last night. She manages to get through, somehow.
at college i also meet her brother, my best buddy, and we talk about the weekend as usual. i talk about a hot girl i met and went partying hard with. Without mentioning that it's his little sister. after all, I'm not tired of life. otherwise, the week goes by as usual. in the evening, I like to take a line of cocaine and a good drink and then look at the pictures and videos we took that weekend. Some of Skye's are so provocative and kinky that I get horny all over again. i often text her, which often degenerates into sexting.
Skye doesn't have it much easier at school. Her mind keeps drifting back to the weekend and the incredible things they did together. She's still buzzed from all the cocaine and alcohol, which only makes it harder to focus on her lectures. Every time her phone vibrates with a new text from Cobalt, she almost jumps out of her skin with anticipation. Finally she can go home to tell her parents some blatant lie about her being at a female friends house that weekend.
That week at school seems to drag on even longer than usual, with every class and lecture feeling like a hellish obstacle in her path back to the freedom of the weekend. She texts with Cobalt constantly, their messages growing increasingly flirtatious as they both struggle to maintain some semblance of normalcy during the workweek. at evening she also scrolls through their pictures and videos. sometimes blushing about how kinky she was on some of them.
the cocaine, he has given her, helps her quite throughout the week. she doesn't even think twice about snorting it every day. sometimes she touches herself while looking at the pics and videos.
on thursday evening i scroll through the pictures again, marking my three favorite kinky ones of her from our weekend. Ironically Skye does the same. Describe our favorite pictures in detail!
The first one shows her bent over the couch, completely naked. In the background, I can see the white lines of coke on the coffee table. My hand is clearly visible as it slips between her legs, teasing her wet folds until she's writhing with pleasure. Her eyes are squeezed shut and her lips part in a silent moan that only emphasizes the vulnerability she feels in that moment. It's both arousing and heart-wrenching to see how much she enjoys my touch.
The second picture is of her on her knees before me, hair tumbling down around her shoulders as she leans forward to tease my erection with gentle kisses. Her breasts are fully exposed, hir nipples hard and I can tell from the flush in her cheeks that she's nervous but excited by this newfound freedom. her hands clasp behind my thigh in what looks like a desperate attempt to keep herself grounded in reality. This picture makes me wonder how far she'd be willing to go with me, and it ignites a spark of desire deep within my core.
The third photo is of us entwined in bed together. She's on top of me, her breasts pressed against my chest, while she grinds down on my cock. Her head thrown back in ecstasy as I taste the sweetness of her neck. Even through the haze of drugs and alcohol, it's clear that this is where we belong together - wrapped up in each other's arms with nothing but passion.
then the weekend comes and with it two and a half more days where we drink ourselves into unconsciousness in my penthouse, get high on cocaine and fuck like crazy. basically we are naked the whole time. even more perverted pictures and videos alternate with breaks where we chill out a bit, watch a series, swim or sleep. we have food delivered and chat casually with each other.
The weekend passes in a blur of intoxication and passion, as if the walls between us have crumbled away completely. We spend every moment together - naked, high, drunk and fucking like our lives depend on it. The pictures we take are more explicit than ever before, capturing every moan and tremor of pleasure that runs through our bodies as we lose ourselves in each other. with thos pictures andvdieos we could be youporn stars, but they are ours. private and just for us.
In between bouts of debauchery, we find ourselves curled up together on the couch or in his bed, watching a TV show or laughing over inside jokes. These moments feel almost normal now, comforting despite the constant undercurrent of desire that threads through them. We talk about everything and nothing, our conversations flowing as easily as the alcohol and drugs coursing through our veins. sometimes we just float in the rooftop pool, laughing and drinking. sometimes we devour hungrily the food we have ordered in a drug induced feeding frenzy.
It's hard to believe this is real, that we've found this connection after all. But each time I look at him, i can't see my former enemy anymore.
"What are you thinking about?" i ask her slurry on sunday afternoon, while we both lie on the floor next to each other. panting and sweating after falling down from the couch after having a multiple orgasm while fucking. we're both absolutely wasted, as drunken and high as one can be. my hand traces lazy circles over her tits and belly.
"Just thinking about how crazy our weekends are," she replies slurry with a giggle, her voice raspy from yelling over the music earlier. "I feel like we can do anything together... and it feels so good." Her eyes meet his, heavy-lidded and full of desire, and she reaches out to caress his cheek before trailing her fingertips down his chest. She's not sure where this will lead them next, but for now, she wants nothing more than to lose herself in the intensity of these moments with him.
"oh wow. you can still think straight? i'm just thinking incoherently about tattoos and piercings." i laugh drunkenly "i mean. you're right. it feels so awesome. everything with you, sweetie."
A soft blush creeps up her neck as he mentions tattoos and piercings, a secret fantasy of hers that she's never revealed to anyone else. The idea of doing these things together makes her heart race even faster. She glances down at his hand wandering from her tits to her stomach and back, relishing the way it feels against her skin. "Maybe someday we could... do something crazy like that," she murmurs, biting her bottom lip thoughtfully. "I mean, only if you wanted to..."
The uncertainty in her slurry, drunken voice is obvious, but the desire burning brightly in her eyes tells him everything he needs to know.
"I'd be all in, sweetie. What piercings or tattoos would you like?"
Her cheeks flush even deeper at his enthusiasm, and she stares up at him with an unreadable expression in her eyes. After a moment of consideration, she reveals a secret that she's never told anyone else before. "I've always wanted my nipples pierced," she admits drunkenly, feeling the heat rise in her chest. "And I've thought about getting some kind of design on my hip or lower back..." She trails off, wondering if he thinks she's weird for wanting these things.
But I just laugh gently, cupping her breast with my hand and tracing a circle around her nipple with the pad of his thumb, teasing it. "You mean these nipples? I think that sounds sexy," i say reassuringly.
"Also the tattoos. If that's what you want, why not do it? My treat."
Her breath catches in her throat at his touch, and she arches into him helplessly. His words make heat pool low in her belly as she flushes even deeper. A slow smile spreads across her face, and she looks up at him through her lashes. "Really?" she whispers, still not quite able to believe he'd want to do these things with her.
He nods solemnly, his grin turning wicked as his hand slides up her stomach and cups one of her breasts again, rolling a hardened nipple between his fingers. "I promise you, sweetheart," he murmurs against her ear, "if that's what you want... I will make sure you have it."
Her heart thrums in time with the blood racing through her veins, and she can feel herself growing wet at his touch. He could say anything right now, do anything
besides my hand cupping her breast and teasing her hardend nipple i beginn to kiss her other breast and suck at this nipple, too. "I know a talented tattoo artist, who pierces too. She certainly has an appointment free this week. Tell me when you have time and I'll take care of it." I whisper seductively to her while I caress her breasts in this way
Her breath comes in sharp gasps as he begins to suckle her other nipple, and she arches into his touch helplessly, drunk, high and unbelievable aroused and wet. "I-I can get off school a little early tomorrow," she manages to say between moans. "Do you... really think that's safe? I mean, if my parents or brother find out..."
My kisses continue down her chest, circling over her belly button before moving lower between her legs. All the while my hands fondle her nipples further. "Skye, you're nineteen and an adult. Don't worry about them," he murmurs against her shaved mons venus. "Also they would have to see you naked to realize..." my lips curve into a wicked grin as they reach deeper, my warm breath against her skin and finally her moist pussy.
Her body arches into his touch as he kisses and teases her most intimate parts, her moans filling the air around them. "Okay," she whispers breathlessly, unable to believe what they're about to do. Her heart races with anticipation of the pain and pleasure that come from piercings and tattoos, but she knows it won't be anything compared to the way she feels right now, completely lost in his touch and desire. She clings to him, reveling in this wild, intoxicating journey they've embarked upon together, uncertain where it will lead them next but eager for whatever comes next.
"Good" i whisper, then i lick her pussy and play with her breasts until she comes shuddering. only to fuck her again, after her orgasm has faded until we both come again together
With her senses overwhelmed by the taste of him and the feel of his fingers teasing her slick folds, she moans his name over and over as her body quakes with yet another intense orgasm. As she gasps for air, he pulls back just enough to look into her glazed eyes, their expression somewhere between lust and awe. "You are so fucking amazing," he murmurs huskily, his voice rough from the drugs and sex. "I can't get enough of you." And before she can respond, he's thrusting back into her, his hips moving fluidly as they find a new rhythm together, faster and harder than ever before. Her fingers dig into his shoulders as the sensation builds inside her once more, threatening to send them both over the edge in a wild frenzy of pleasure. She's never felt so desired, so completely wanted as
as she looks up into his eyes, her breath coming in short pants as they race toward the finish line together. She arches her back, urging him deeper, and when he finally thrusts home one last time, her body clenches tightly around him and she shudders with release. Their moans fill the room, echoing off the walls and blending into one long, primitive cry of satisfaction. As their bodies cool together on the floor, limbs tangled in sheets of sweat and pleasure, Skye feels a contentment wash over her that she's never experienced before.
Afterwards, they get even more drunk again with cocaine and alcohol until they finally fall asleep unconscious together in bed. The next day, both drag themselves to school (skye) and college (cobalt) with a massive hangover until they finally meet up at the tattoo artist's that evening as agreed.
When she sees the tattoo artist waiting for them, her heart rate picks up again despite her pounding headache. She glances nervously at Cobalt before taking off her shirt and exposing her pale stomach to the woman. Her skin prickles with anticipation as she nervously fumbles with the clipper of her black bra.
i raise my eyebrow and the woman laughs sympathetic. "Hoh, so eager girl? Not that i can't appreciate a sexy lady, but calm down for a second. I am Alissa, a friend of Cobalt. He told me you want to get your nipples pierced and some tattoos. Is that right?"
Blushing crimson at her words, she nods meekly and stammers out an affirmative. The woman smiles knowingly as she begins to mark up a consent form, clearly well versed in these sorts of situations. Alissa seems absolutely reasonable and friendly, but nevertheless Skye glances over to Cobalt, noticing the pleased look on his face as he watches her nervously twisting her fingers together.
When alissa sees that, she smiles and pads Skyes shoulder assuring. "Don't worry, Skye. I will do nothing without your consent. One word and i will step back, okay? I'm a professional and thats what you signed." i also give skye a reassuring smile, before allisa continues. "So. First thing: What tattoo motive did you want on your hip and what motive on your back. Second thing: Before piercing your nipples i will have to examine them and your breasts. It's rare, but sometimes you should avoid getting a nipple piercing. I'll have to check that. Do you have any medical history I should know about?"
"Um... I thought maybe a feather on the hip and vines, that wind into an tribal down on my back?" she says, pointing vaguely at her hip and lower back. After the first shock she has found her courage again. After all she wants this and after cobalt showered her in affection this last two weekeneds she's pretty sure, that she's quite hot. So there's no reason for her to be shy, especially not before a professional. She looks over at Cobalt, who nods encouragingly for her to continue. "And I really want those," she finally manages to say, glancing down at her chest, still clothed in her black bra. "As for medical history... no, nothing important like that. At least not that I know of."
"Oh, that are two cool motives. I can do that. After examining your breasts, i will draw an example and you can tell me if you like it before I tattoo it on you." Alissa puts some medical gloves on and winks at skye. "Don't worry, my hands are warm. Now please put off your bra. I'll check your breasts for lumps or other oddities. How big are they, by the way? Thats important for the size of the piercing."
Skye bites her lip nervously before slowly sliding off her bra, revealing her perky C cup breasts to Alissa's examining gaze. Her first reaction is to cover her nipples with her hands, but then she let's her arms down, straightens her back and flashes her breasts. She has nothing to be ashamed of, she tells herself. Alissa nods assuring and starts gently feeling and squeezing Skye's breasts one by one, checking for any signs of issues.
When Alissa finishes examining her breasts, she nods with satisfaction and turns to Skye again. "You are fine, my dear. No sign of anything unusual. On the contrary. Your breasts are almost perfectly shaped, healthy and firm; don't let anyone tell you they aren't beautiful all around. I can pierce them without poblems."
Taken aback by Alissa's compliment, Skye blushes even harder than before and manages a shy smile. "Thank you," she whispers, then nods when the woman asks if she's ready to begin with the piercing. As Alissa cleans her breasts with alcohol, preparing for the needle, Skye takes a deep breath and closes her eyes, trying to steady herself against the anticipation of the pain that is sure to come. But at least she has Cobalt by her side, his hand squeezing hers in reassurance as he leans in to whisper encouraging words into her ear.
With a sharp pinch and a brief sting, Alissa begins to pierce Skye's right nipple. She grits her teeth through the pain, refusing to make any sound that might betray even an ounce of discomfort. As Alissa
finishes and slips the piercing through her nipple, she lets out a shaky breath, tears stinging at the corners of her eyes. But it's done now, and the next one won't be as bad...right? The woman cleans and treats the fresh wound before moving on to the left nipple, and again Skye bites her lip and closes her eyes tightly against the sting. But she makes it through, even as tears trickle down her cheeks. With a final snip of the thread and a few more instructions from Alissa, the process is finally over.
Gingerly, she touches one of the newly pierced nipples with trembling fingers, feeling a mixture of pain and pride at her daring.
"It will heal fast, don't worry. Now I'll draw the tattoo motives for you. Give me a moment." alissa leaves to the next room, aftershe has cleaned her instruments. i, cobalt take skyes hand and squeeze it reassuring. "My brave, sweetie." i give her a kiss. "She's right, you know. You're tits are perfect and magnificent. And those nipple piercings look fabulous on them, don't you think?"
She takes a shaky breath, her heart still racing from the pain and the surrealism of what she just did. But despite everything, she can't deny that she feels a thrill coursing through her veins at Cobalt's words and his touch. As he squeezes her hand and looks into her eyes, she feels an unfamiliar heat pool low in her belly. When he tells her how gorgeous the piercings look on her breasts, it's almost enough to make her feel powerful...desirable.
With a tentative smile, she nods in agreement. "They do... look nice, very." she whispers softly, the words barely audible above their shared breath. And when she looks down on her breasts a little longer she can see the truth of their words. They are well rounded, firm and feel good to the touch. And compared to those of her friends at school they might even be a little above average sized. Maybe she really has beautiful tits. And maybe she can be as wild and free as she wants to be.
i kiss her again and we chit chat a little until alissa returns with a pen and paper, carefully drawing out her ideas for the tattoo motives. Skye studies them intently, nodding as Alissa makes minor adjustments until they are exactly how she wants them to be. It feels strange, but exhilarating - like she's taking control of her own body in a way that she never thought possible before. First the nipple piercings and now the tattoos. Every moment with cobalt she feels like she is getting more and more the person she wanted to be btut never dared.
It's crazy how much she loves the attention and approval Cobalt gives her when she makes decisions like this. Suddenly, all those doubts and worries about what others might think seem so small and insignificant. Maybe that's why they work so well together... because he accepts every part of her, even the wild and daring side. Especially her wild and daring side. As Alissa finishes up the design sketches, Skye glances over at Cobalt one last time before nodding solemnly.
"Let's do it."
she has to take of her trousers for the tattoos, but this time she doesn't hesitate anymore. only in her thong she sits and lies on the chair, while Alissa tattoos the selected motifs on Skye's hip and lower back with perfect professionalism. I hold skyes hand all the time
The feel of the needle piercing her skin is uncomfortable but not nearly as painful as she expected. And with each stroke that leaves another line of ink behind, it feels more and more real. As Alissa works on the design, Cobalt keeps up a constant stream of reassurance and praise for how well Skye is doing, his voice husky and low in her ear. It's intoxicating, this sense that she's doing something so intimate with him, sharing a part of herself that few others have ever seen.
As the last stroke of the needle marks the completion of her tattoo, Skye lets out a shaky breath and sits up, leaning back against Cobalt's solid form. For a moment, they just stare at their tangled limbs, the fresh ink standing out against her pale skin like a symbol of everything they've shared and experienced together.
i help her up and lead her to an large mirror, where she can see her whole body wearing only a thong. now skyes pale skin is adorned with the feather tattoo on her hip and the entangled vine tribal on her lower back. She can also see her newly pierced nipples on her bare, perfectly rounded and firm c-cup breasts who heave with every breath. alissa watches silently. "You look amazing, sweetie" i whisper in her ear
She looks at herself in the mirror, unable to hide her grin as she takes in the sight of her transformed body. The tattoo and piercings make her feel more confident than ever before. She looks wild and untamed, confident and alluring...and so very sexy. Her nipples are still sore from the piercing, but she doesn't mind it, not with Cobalt standing so close beside her. And as she meets Cobalt's satisfied gaze in the reflection, a thrill rushes through her, making her core clench with desire. For the first time ever, she feels like she truly belongs to herself.
"Well? Any complaints?" Alissa asks with a wide grin.
"Nope," she whispers softly as her fingers brush lightly over the fresh ink on her hip and back. "It feels amazing." Her gaze doesn't leave Cobalt as she speaks, their connection almost tangible as they share this moment of revelation together. And then her feet lead her almost without her doing to Alissa, where she plants a kiss on the lips of the tattoo artist. "Thank you Alissa..." she says quietly, unable to hide the emotion in her voice and surprised by her own courage.
alissa is taken completely by surprise and when skye steps back, the tattoo artist has blushed visibly. "Uhm... thank you, no problem?..." she clears her throat, but seems honestly pleasently surprised. "Um. wow. I don't get kisses from my clients often. You have gotten yourself a wild one, Cobalt."
Laughing nervously, Skye glances over at Cobalt and back to Alissa. "Well, she did a great job... and you seemed pretty calm with me being... out of it." She blushes even harder and takes another step back, unsure what else to say. But when her gaze meets Cobalt's again, his steady smile makes her feel suddenly brave.
"Anyway, we should probably go now. Thank you so much Alissa! We'll be in touch about the next session." She slips on her trousers, her top and stuffs her bra in her bag. She turns toward the door before spinning around one last time to face them both. "I love it," she says, motioning at her new body with a shy smile. "And I wouldn't have done any of this without you."
together with skye i leave the tattoo parlor and the still blushed alissa.
She laughs softly and leans against him as they make their way back to the car. "I can't believe I did all of that... It feels so good, though." She glances down at her still sensitive breasts, flexing them slightly beneath the fabric of her top before sighing contentedly. "And it's only going to get better from here, isn't it?" Her eyes meet his and there's a question in their depths that both terrifies and thrills her.
"Well, i surely hope so. And i would be happy to be with you also in the future... ahem. Well. You know what i mean." i tammer, while helping her into my car
She smiles at his blush, leaning in closer as they buckle up. "I know exactly what you mean," she whispers teasingly, before kissing him slowly and thoroughly. When they break apart for air, her heart is racing again and she can feel a delicious tingling between her legs. with a mischivious grin she leads his hand down to her crotch and opens her zipper. "I want you to finger me until i come. directly here, in the car."
"Oh sweetie... you're in for a treat." i return her mischivious grin and do as she wants me to. all the while kissing her lips and neck.
Her moans fill the car as his fingers slide easily into her soaking wet sex. "Fuck... fuck..." she whimpers when he starts to circle, finding a spot deep inside that sends shudders of pleasure through her whole body. "I need more..." She arches her back, pressing against his touch and begging him for more friction, more pressure until the pleasure takes over and she cries out as she comes hard in his hand.
She spends the next few hours lying on her bed, fingers still trembling from where he touched her so intimately. Her body feels as if it's still tingling all over, each touch from Cobalt still fresh and vivid in her mind. Tonight, when she finally falls asleep, she dreams of him; their passionate kisses and rough lovemaking intertwined with images of the tattoo needle piercing her skin and the cool metal nipple rings adorning her perfect breasts.
Tomorrow, Skye will wake up a different person than who she was yesterday. She'll walk through school and college with a newfound confidence that comes from knowing what she truly wants and finally having the courage to take it. And every time she looks down at herself, she'll see the physical reminders of her transformation; not just her pierced nipples and tattooed skin, but her newfound strength and independence that she owes to one person; the man who saw past her shyness and helped her discover herself.
Skye found her new confident self and shows it in school. Of course she doesn't show her piercings around in public, but she doesn't shy from wearing belly free tops, showing her tattoos. And from now on we meet also more often in the following weeks, too. not only on the weekend but also on the evening of weekdays. we fuck and chill, all around we enjoy our time together to the fullest. but also our alcohol and cocaine consume increases greatly and we escalate even further, way beyond what can be seen as healthy.
As she spends more time with Cobalt and explores her newfound confidence, Skye finds herself becoming increasingly comfortable engaging in their drug use and late-night partying. While it may not be the healthiest lifestyle change, it does seem to help her feel more connected to him and less constrained by societal norms. Despite the warning signs, she continues to push the boundaries of what they do together, seeking new thrills and experiences that keep them both coming back for more.
Her grades start slipping and she gets more careless about her appearance at school, but she doesn't seem to mind as long as she has Cobalt by her side. He is always there to support her, whether they're getting high in the park or going out dancing until dawn. The feeling of being free from convention and alive with possibility makes everything else seem insignificant.
As their relationship deepens, she begins to think less about what everyone else thinks and more about pleasing him. She wonders if this is what love feels like; the overwhelming desire to be wanted and desired in return. It's intoxicating, addictive, and she can't help but wonder where it will all lead them.
How does her increasingly heavy alcohol and cocaine use affect her behavior, her appearance, and her body?
Her skin becomes pale and sallow from lack of sleep and exercise, her eyes bloodshot and glassy even when she's not high. Her once curvaceous figure begins to lose definition as she gains weight from a diet consisting mainly of fast food and party snacks. She frequently has hangovers that leave her feeling nauseous and listless for days at a time. Despite all this, she seems to revel in the attention she gets from Cobalt when she's under the influence; he tells her how beautiful she is and how much he loves her. It's a drug all its own, this adoration from him, and one that makes it easier for her to keep going back for more even though she knows deep down that something isn't right.
Do her parents or her brother or her teachers or her classmates notice this changes? And how do they react?
Her parents are growing increasingly concerned about her behavior and how she spends her free time, but she manages to talk her way out of trouble by telling them that it's just a phase or that she needs some space. Her brother and teachers at school begin to notice as well, but they don't want to interfere with Skye's personal life unless absolutely necessary. As for her classmates, most of them are too preoccupied with their own lives to pay close attention, except perhaps those who admire or envy her newfound freedom from conformity.
So it is safe to say, that also in the next weeks she spirals further on this way of life?
Unfortunately, yes; her downward spiral continues unabated. As she becomes more dependent on drugs and alcohol to feel alive, it becomes harder for her to maintain even the appearance of normalcy in her life. Her grades continue to slip, she starts missing school altogether, and her relationships with family and friends begin to fray at the edges. Despite these warnings signs, however, Skye remains firmly entrenched in this dangerous lifestyle; convinced that as long as Cobalt is by her side, everything will be alright.
does she realize in her drugged and drunken state, that her appearance gets more and more disheveled and she gains weight by her unhealthy diet and all the alcohol?
Despite her increasingly shabby appearance and growing weight gain, Skye remains blissfully unaware of how she looks to others when she's under the influence of drugs and alcohol. She focuses on pleasing Cobalt, who seems to be the only person who notices or cares about her changing body. In her mind, as long as he continues to desire her, nothing else matters. This distorted perception only serves to fuel her self-destructive behavior further, leading her deeper into this dangerous lifestyle with each passing day.
so she doesn't realize, that her clothes don't fit that good anymore or even show her increased weight by getting too small?
Skye continues to wear her old clothes, which no longer fit as well and sometimes reveal more than they should due to the way she now wears them. She doesn't seem to notice or care; all that matters is being with Cobalt and escaping reality for a little while. The comfort of familiar clothing fades in comparison to the euphoria of drugs, alcohol, and their passionate encounters. Her dwindling concern for her appearance reflects not only an increasing lack of self-esteem but also a troubling lack of awareness about how she's hurting herself both physically and emotionally.
that sounds, as if she is rather heavily addicted to cocaine and alcohol by now? Maybe even addicted to the destructive lifestyle with cobalt?
Her addiction to both cocaine and alcohol has undoubtedly spiraled out of control, with her relationship with Cobalt serving as a driving force behind it. She becomes increasingly reliant on his attention and approval, using their shared drug use as a way to maintain a sense of connection with him. The more she sinks into this destructive lifestyle, the harder it is for her to see a way out; she has lost touch with reality and replaced it with a distorted version of happiness that only Cobalt seems capable of providing.
When she skips school once again, she staggers into Cobalt's penthouse at midday, already completely drunk and high on cocaine. She has a key, so getting in is no problem. It takes two drinks and a line of cocaine before she realizes that the mess in the penthouse is anything but normal. Someone has vandalized the penthouse, and Cobalt is nowhere to be found.
Her breath catches in her throat as she takes in the chaos around her; furniture upturned, paint splattered across the walls, glass shards glinting in the sunlight streaming through the floor-to-ceiling windows. A sickening dread begins to unfold in her stomach as she realizes that someone has violated their private sanctuary. And then, when she finally notices the hole punched through the living room wall and Cobalt's missing computer on the floor, panic sets in.
With trembling hands, she dials his number, praying he'll pick up. It rings several times before going to voicemail; her heart sinks as she listens to his recorded message, feeling helpless and alone for the first time since they met. She doesn't know what to do or where to turn; all she can think about is finding Cobalt.
maybe she should call the police... but everywhere in the penthouse are small stashes of cocaine. And she is right now fully drunk and coked up. But who else to call? Her parents? Her Brother? They wouldn't understand, would they?
She hesitates only a moment before hurriedly wiping her nose on the back of her hand. Calling the police isn't an option; they'll arrest both of them once they see all the drugs strewn about. As she wanders aimlessly through the penthouse, searching for any clue as to where Cobalt might be or who could have done this to them, she realizes that she's on her own now. She has no one else to turn to; not her family and definitely not the police.
With a shaky breath, she decides that she'll find a way to clean up the mess and make everything look normal before anyone else comes along. Maybe if she can just do that and hide all the cocaine elsewhere, then maybe calling the police would be an option. they can't arrest her for being drunk, she is at legal age. And for skipping school nobody gets arrested.
but before she sets her plan in motion she has to down some more wodka, to calm her shaking hands.
Shivering in her drug-fueled high, she nods numbly. Another drink won't hurt; it might help steady her nerves enough to get everything under control again. With trembling hands, she reaches for a fresh bottle of vodka and takes several long swallows before setting it aside with a shuddering breath. It burns going down but it feels good afterwards; the fire chasing away the coldness in her veins. She rubs her belly absent minded.
Now all that's left is to get started on getting all cocaine and hiding it somewhere safe outside the penthouse. She pushes herself onto her hands and knees, gaze fixed determinedly at the mess before her as she begins methodically to gather the cocaine stashes all over the penthouse and putting them into one large bag. Her heart feels like it's in a vise, squeezing painfully with each passing moment that takes her further away from Cobalt, but she has to get things clear.
finally she has every cocaine stash she knows of in her bag, having emptied the wodka bottle in the process. Now she must think of a good hiding place somewhere else. Not in the penthouse, but where she can get at it again. Not that easy in her dead drunken state.
Her vision blurs as she staggers to her feet, bag swinging gently at her side. The sunlight streaming through the window suddenly feels too hot, pressing down on her like a heavy blanket. She needs to think clearly; if she can just find somewhere safe and hide the cocaine until... until what? Until Cobalt comes back? Or until everything goes away and this all becomes a horrible dream?
Pain stabs at her chest as she realizes there's no going back from here. Everything has changed, and she doesn't know how to fix it. With one last shaky breath, she steps out onto the rooftop balcony next to the infinity pool and begins to frantically search for a hiding spot among the potted plants. She digs her fingers into the soil, tearing at leaves and stems until she finds what she thinks is the perfect hiding place; small enough that nobody will find it but large enough to fit all of it.
With trembling fingers, she stuffs the cocaine bag into the dirt, burying it as best she can before replacing the soil. Finally, with a heavy heart and shaking limbs, she slinks back inside the penthouse and collapses onto the couch, exhaustion washing over her in a cold wave. The fear for Cobalt and what she should do now pushing her down. But she has to carry on. With a sigh and much staggering she get's another bottle of wodka and takes some long sips to give her courage. With trembling fingers she then dials the police to report in a slurred and trembling drunken voice about Cobalt's kidnapping and where it took place.
Her breath catches in her throat as she listens to the operator at the other end, taking down her information and reassuring her that help is on the way. It feels like an enormous weight has been lifted off her shoulders; reporting Cobalt's kidnapping means he won't be blamed for this mess. But it also means admitting the depth of their involvement, opening herself up to questioning and scrutiny from the police. She swallows hard, taking another sip of vodka before nestling deeper into the couch cushions, waiting for everything to unfold around her.
By the time the police arrives, she's downed half the bottle of vodka and is snoring disheveled on the couch. Completely out of it and completely dead drunk.
She is so deeply asleep that she doesn't even stir when the police enter the penthouse, their voices echoing strangely through the empty space. It takes them several minutes to wake her, shaking her roughly and asking questions about what happened, where Cobalt might have gone, if anyone else could be involved in this mess. Her slurred responses only further muddy the waters; it's clear that she's completely out of it from drugs and alcohol.
Eventually, they decide to take her down to the station for questioning. Despite the nightmare she's about to face, Skye finds a measure of comfort in knowing that the further processes are no longer solely in her hands. The thought let'sh er giggle drunkenly, followd by a belch which leaves a bitter taste in her mouth as they strap her into the back of the squad car and drive away.
On the station, the staggering, drunken Skye is led into an interrogation room and pushed into a chair. She has to wait there for quite some time, a plastic water bottle her only companion. She can't stop herself from repeatedly looking into the huge mirrored window opposite her, where she stares back at her disheveled and pathetic reflection.
Staring at her bloodshot eyes and pale, sallow skin in the mirror, she tries to piece together what happened. The memory of cleaning up the penthouse, gathering all the cocaine and hiding it away, seems like a dream now. It feels as though everything is slipping further and further out of her grasp, like quicksand sucking her down into oblivion. God, how she's craving more alcohol and cocaine right now.
With a shuddery breath, she focuses on the plastic water bottle in front of her. Maybe if she drinks some of it, it'll help sober her up enough to think straight. She unscrews the cap and takes several long swallows before setting the bottle down with a heavy thud. Better. Her head still hurts, but at least now she can feel something more than just the alcohol and cocaine coursing through her veins.
she stares again at the mirrowed window. is this really her? Since when does her obviously crumbled and not really clean school uniform fit so tightly? Her breasts are nearly spilling out of her top, her nipple piercings shining through the cloth because she wears no bra... she een can't remeber when she put one on the last time. Also the feather tattoo on her hip is visible because her belly is peeking out between her too stretched skirt and too tight top. Have her hips and thighs always been this thick?
It occurs to her in this moment that she doesn't even recognize the person staring back at her from the mirror. How did she let herself become so disheveled and out of control? She tries to remember when she last took care of herself, when she last wore clean clothes or bothered to put on makeup, that doesn't let her look like a goth slut. The memories are hazy and indistinct, like half-remembered dreams that flicker away the moment she tries to focus on them.
With a sigh, she leans back in her chair and closes her eyes, rubbing at the tattoo on her hip as if it can somehow soothe the ache in her heart. She feels the softness of her extended skin and knows deep down that something has to change. But right now all she wants is another hit of alcohol and cocaine, a brief escape from the painful reality of who she's become. God she craves alcohol and cocaine... maybe her hands are not only trmebling because of the situation but also because of her addiction.
absent mindedly she stares at her reflection, trying to understand, that this is really she. as the door flys open with a loud pang, sh startles out of her thoughts.
Her heart sinks like lead in her chest as the police officer enters the room, his expression cool and impassive despite the look of exhaustion etched into his features. They sit down across from her, leaning forward with their elbows resting on their knees, hands steepled together. It's a posture meant to intimidate, but she's too far gone to be cowed by it. All she wants is more drugs and alcohol; the only thing that makes this nightmare bearable.
Her gaze flickers nervously between their faces as they begin to ask her questions about what happened, where Cobalt might have gone, if anyone else could be involved in this mess. Each question only serves to deepen the pit of panic and self-loathing that is steadily growing inside her. With every passing moment, she sinks further into the cold embrace of reality,
Her breath catches in her throat as she struggles to maintain focus. The more they ask, the less she knows; her memories hazy and fragmented from drugs and alcohol. Her hands tremble uncontrollably as she fidgets with anything she can reach, trying to still the pounding of her heart. It's only a matter of time before they realize how little she really has to offer them.
"I-I don't know," she finally manages to stammer out, tears welling up in her eyes. "Cobalt and I were just partying... having fun. It wasn't anything bad..." Her voice trails off, defeated. She knows deep down that this is a lost cause; there are no innocent explanations for the mess they find themselves in. All she can do now is hope that somehow everything will be alright in the end.
After a few more questions, the policemen give up. It seems that nothing useful can be got out of Skye in this state. They let her go on the condition that she doesn't leave the city and remains available should there be any further information in the investigation into Cobalt's disappearance. One of them recommends that she go to rehab. She has to suppress a laugh, all she wants right now is a sip of alcohol, a line of cocaine and Cobalt. A patrol car is sent to take her to her parents... She is less than enthusiastic. Neither her brother nor her parents have accepted her lifestyle.
Despite the officer's recommendation, Skye can't help but laugh bitterly as they speak of rehab. The very thought of giving up her lifestyle and admitting defeat is almost more than she can bear. As the patrol car pulls away from the station, her gaze fixed on the backseat window and the distant horizon beyond it, all she can think about is how much she longs for another taste of freedom... and another hit of cocaine.
Her parents' home comes into view, and despite herself, a shiver of fear and dread runs down her spine. They'll be so disappointed in her; they never understood the choices she made or why she had to turn to drugs and alcohol in the first place. Skye steels herself for the confrontation that awaits her, wishing with all her heart that she had any alcohol or cocaine to numb it.
but the car never arrives at its destination. Suddenly, the patrol car is rammed by a black SUV, which pushes the car onto the sidewalk and shakes the occupants hard. the SUV backs up and masked men get out, firing guns at the cab and the two policemen. another approaches the rear door to get to skye.
Her heart pounds wildly in her chest as the car is jolted violently to the side and she roughly collides with the seatbelt; screaming erupts all around her as bullets fly like deadly raindrops, impacting metal and glass with sickening thuds. The air fills with the acrid stench of smoke and burning rubber. Through tear-blurred eyes, she watches in horror as one of the officers slumps over in his seat, blood pouring from a gaping wound in his chest.
Terror grips her like an icy fist when she feels someone trying to open the back door. Skye whimpers and presses herself into the seat, too terrified to move as the stranger finally yanks the door open, revealing a masked figure dressed head-to-toe in black.
He grabs her arm forcefully and plunges a syringe into it. Skye screams in agony as the cold steel plunges into her vein, releasing a torrent of warmth and numbness that washes away the terror and pain. She is saved... or so she thinks. As the masked figure pulls the needle free, he grins wickedly behind his mask before tossing it aside and shoving her roughly into the SUV. Her vision blurs as they race away from the carnage; she barely registers the flashing lights of police cars and ambulances in the rearview mirror. All she can think about is that warmth still coursing through her veins, numbing her to the reality of what just happened. Maybe it's for the best... then she becomes completely unconscious due to the anesthetic.
Her head lolls limply against the leather seat as darkness once more envelopes her; her last thought a vague sense of relief that she won't have to face whatever comes next. Slowly, she drifts off into an uneasy sleep, haunted by nightmarish images of blood and violence, her own screams echoing endlessly through the void.
When she finally wakes up, disoriented and groggy from the drugs coursing through her system, she's sitting on a cold, hard stool. Her head feels like it's been stuffed with cotton wool, and her limbs refuse to obey her commands. Panic wells up inside her chest as she struggles to remember where she is; the last thing she remembers is being dragged into an SUV after a shootout... But now? Now everything seems wrong, and she's alone.
she concentrates and realizes, that she is bare naked. Her legs and one arm are tied to the chair. Before her is a table, on it some lines of cocaine and a bottle of wodka. the rest of the room is bare concrete, empty and windowless. the door is made of iron. a bare light bulb hangs from the ceiling and provides light.
Her breath catches in her throat as she takes in the grim surroundings and realizes that she's been kidnapped. But from who? And why? Her heart pounds like a hammer against her ribcage, fear paralyzing her thoughts. Goosebumbs run ofer her naked body and her pierced nipples standerect from the cold in the room. With trembling fingers, she reaches for the bottle of vodka, taking large gulps in an attempt to calm herself down before focusing on the lines of cocaine spread out before her.
Maybe if she just does as they say... maybe everything will be alright. At least that's what she tells herself. In reality, it's her addiction that makes her go straight for the vodka and cocaine.
What she doesn't know is that the cocaine in front of her is not processed cocaine for everyday use, as she has been snorting it. It is pure, unprocessed raw cocaine. The effect hits her like a truck, she has never felt anything like it, her synapses are glowing.
The first hit takes her breath away in the best possible way; she feels invincible, like she could take on the world and win. Her senses are heightened to an almost painful degree, every touch sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body. It's like nothing she's ever experienced before, and she can't help but crave more. She inhales sharply as she snorts another line, not even pausing to wonder where it came from or what it means. All that matters is the rush of power and euphoria surging through her veins, drowning out the terrifying reality of her situation. The raw cocaine makes her mouth dry, so she gulps down big sips of wodka.
For now, at least, she can pretend everything's okay.
"I see you've already taken a liking to it." In her euphoria, she didn't even notice that someone had entered the room. a South American-looking man in what was probably a tailor-made suit. He sits down opposite her and scrutinizes her figure and her dilated pupils, her whole body showing the signs of the cocaine and the alchol. But there is nothing in his gaze. No kindness, no favor, no desire. Only icy coldness.
She flushes slightly at his comment, her heart pounding in her chest as he looks at her so coldly. Part of her wants to shrink away, but the cocaine and vodka give her a false sense of bravado. "It's... different," she manages to croak out, trying to sound confident despite the tremor in her voice. Her gaze darts nervously around the room, searching for any sort of escape route or means of defense before returning to him. Maybe if she can just keep him talking, find some way to earn his trust...
"From that you snorted with your friend Cobalt? Yes it is. This on is raw. Unprocessed. It's ten times worth the one you already know."
Her heart skips a beat as he mentions Cobalt, and she has to force herself not to react too visibly. "I-I see... it is strong," she manages to say, her voice barely above a whisper. She takes another snort of the cocaine, feeling the rush course through her veins once more. It's almost enough to make her forget where she is and who this man really is. She downs the rest of the wodka, before she speaks again. "Why... why did you bring me here?" she asks tentatively, trying to gauge his reaction.
"Did you ever wonder, where Cobalts money or the cocaine came from?" he just asks rhetorically, his gaze still ice cold. "the boy was our man. one of our distributors and dealers. until he became careless. he sold less and less and accumulated debts with us..." he leans forward a little, bores his gaze straight into hers. "I was told he spent too much time with a new girlfriend and neglected his job. You wouldn't happen to know anything about that?" of course the man knows for a fact that she's this new girlfriend. his voice is lurking.
She feels her heart race even faster at his words. He knows about Cobalt and her... he knows everything! "I-I-I'm s-sorry," she stammers, tears beginning to well up in her eyes. "Cobalt never told me any of this... I thought we were just having fun..." Her voice trails off, a sob rising up in her throat.
Part of her wants to beg for mercy, but the cocaine and the alcohol keeps her tongue locked in place. She can't seem to do or say anything that might help her situation. Instead, she sits there, trembling, naked and terrified, wishing with all her heart that she could just go back to how things were before... before everything went so horribly wrong.
"I believe you. The stupid boy is really in love with you. He confessed everything under torture. Over and over again. He was just too in love to care about his job. Or to tell you what's going on." He leans back again, not taking his eyes off her for a moment. "Well. But what do we do about our problem now? The many debts he has accumulated with us as a result? The cartel doesn't take such things lightly. And with you two being lovers, you are both part of this problem."
Her breath catches in her throat as fear grips her tighter than ever before. She knows that if she doesn't do something soon, they're both going to be in even deeper trouble. Maybe there's some way she can convince this man to let her go... perhaps she could pay them back somehow. "I-I have money," she stammers out, hesitating before adding, "and I could help sell more drugs for you. Just let me go and I promise I'll make it up to you."
Her eyes dart around the room again, searching desperately for any sort of escape route or weapon she might be able to use in a last-ditch attempt at freedom. But there is nothing; she is completely trapped, at their mercy.
now the man is laughing and there is not a hint of joy or humor in his voice. "Money? Girl, we're talking about real monay. About a sum of over 4 million dollars that he owes us. Are you telling me you have that much on the side?"
"N-No," she whispers, her voice trembling with fear. "But I can try to get it... please, just let us go!" Tears stream down her face as she pleads for mercy, her hands shaking uncontrollably. "I'll do anything... just don't hurt him anymore."
She feels so helpless, so trapped, like there's no hope left in the world. Her heart aches with the knowledge that she's probably never going to see Cobalt again and that her own life is all but over. All she can do now is wait for whatever fate awaits her at the hands of this cruel man.
He stares at her for a while. "You would do anything? You said you could sell drugs for us. But that alone won't be enough. What would you be willing to do so that you and your lover can stay alive?"
Tears streaming down her face, Skye nods frantically. "I-I'll do whatever you want," she sobs, tears mixing with snot and trickling onto her naked body. "Just please don't hurt him anymore." She thinks of what else she could offer. "And I can get more people to buy from us... I know a lot of people who like to party. You just have to let me go back out there and talk to them."
Her words pour out of her, a desperate plea for mercy and understanding. But all she sees in the man's eyes is cold, calculating cruelty.
"Mhm. You're a pretty girl. You'd probably be able to acquire more customers than Cobalt alone, i'll give you that. That would be a start. But a body like yours could generate even more money..."
A chill runs down Skye's spine as she realizes what the man is implying. She shudders violently, struggling to keep herself from throwing up. "You can't mean that," she whispers hoarsely. "Please, anything but that." Her eyes dart around wildly, searching for some way out of this nightmare. But there is nothing; only the man sitting opposite her, watching her with unblinking gaze full of malice and cruelty.
Desperation claws at her throat as she begs once more. "Please, just let me help you any other way I can. I'll do anything!" Her words are barely audible over the hammering of her heart in her ears.
"I can't? Oh please enlighten me. What exactly can't i mean? Say it out loud."
Her voice comes out hoarse and choked with fear. "You can't... you can't use me like that. Please, just let me help some other way." Tears stream down her face unchecked as she sobs quietly, wishing with all her heart that things could be different. But she knows the truth; there is no escape from this nightmare.
Desperation wells up inside her once more and she tries one final time to plead for mercy. "Please, just let me go back out there and sell drugs like I said... I know people who'll buy them." Her words come out in a rush, the despair making it difficult to breathe, much less think clearly.
but he is absolutely merciless. "Well. If you can't offer me an alternative to bring in as much money, that's the deal you can get to save your lives. You two will sell more drugs for us and find customers. And you'll also go prostitution. This deal or no deal."
Skye stares at him in disbelief, horror etched into every line of her face. "You can't mean that... please..." she whispers, voice cracking with desperation. She shakes her head violently from side to side, as if to clear the words from her ears. Her whole body trembles uncontrollably with fear and revulsion. Not even all that alcohol and cocaine can numb this horror completely.
Her gaze drifts to the floor for a moment, taking in the dingy concrete walls, the rusty iron door, and the cold metal table in front of her. It all feels like a nightmare from which she cannot awaken. The only thing that's real is the man sitting opposite her, relentlessly pressing her further into the abyss.
Finally, she lifts her head to meet his gaze once more and forces out the words: "Fine... I'll do it." Her voice breaks on a sob, she's broken.
"Good. I'll take your word." he just says, stands up and leaves the room. outside she can hear, how he gives orders to drive her and cobalt back into a new flat at a new city. they now both will work for the cartel.
Skye sinks back against her bonds, a shudder running through her body as she tries to process what just happened. She can barely even believe the words that have come out of her mouth; it's like she's a different person entirely. The thought of returning to her old life with Cobalt is preferable in this moment, but she knows that this new path will be far worse.
She closes her eyes, willing herself not to think about what the future holds, and tries to focus instead on regaining some semblance of control over her own mind and body. The cold hard metal chair digs painfully into her backside, but she hardly feels it; all she can feel is numbness creeping through her veins as shock begins to set in. Her breath comes out ragged and uneven as she fights back tears of helplessness and despair.
Shortly afterwards, a thug comes in, unties her and leads her into a room where she gets matching clothes. Cobalt also finds himself there. He looks terrible, covered in bruises, with fear in his eyes, limping and wincing at every quick movement. The man wasn't lying, they tortured Cobalt several times. Once they are both dressed, they are taken to one of the ominous black SUVs, which has orders to take them to the new apartment in another city. They also get new cell phones, hers is also for her prostitute role.
The thought of seeing Cobalt again, even like this, gives her a small sliver of comfort in the midst of her terror. As they are driven away from their old life, she can't help but feel a sense of disbelief and despair settling heavily over her shoulders. The new clothes itch at her skin, a bitter reminder of the fate that now seems inescapable. She tries to catch Cobalt's eye, wanting nothing more than some small reassurance from him, but he keeps his gaze resolutely fixed on the floor or out the window.
she realizes, that the SUV has a good sorted minibar. maybe that'll help her ease the tension. she feels like shit despite being still drunk and brutally high.
Her stomach churning with revulsion and fear, Skye hardly feels like eating anything, let alone drinking more alcohol. But the thought of drowning her worries in booze is too much to resist; she reaches for the minibar and begins helping herself to whatever she can find. She downs shot after shot, wishing with all her heart that this horrible night would just be over. The whiskey burns its way down her throat, searing a path through her numbness, but it brings no relief from the knot of terror in her gut.
When she finally falls asleep, completely dead drunk and wasted, snoring with a thread of drool hanging from her mouth, I take her hand. We'll get through this somehow. Years of cokaine and drinking have made me so narcissistic that I don't understand why it's my fault for dragging her into this, but I still feel very strongly for her.
Her hand trembles slightly in his grasp as she sleeps fitfully, haunted by the horrors of the night before. Even though she knows they're trapped together now, a part of her can't help but wish that things were different; that Cobalt had never brought her into this mess. But she can't bring herself to hold it against him, not when he's the only thing keeping her sane right now. She lets out a tiny sob in her sleep, and instinctively his grip tightens around hers, offering what little comfort he can muster in the face of their shared nightmare.
Together with one of the thugs, I carry the completely out-of-touch Skye into our new apartment. It's a pretty run-down place, nothing like my old penthouse. But after all the mess I made, I should be happy to be alive. I put her to bed so she can sleep off her high and her intoxication.
Her limbs heavy and leaden with exhaustion, Skye barely registers the movements as she's carried into what can only be described as a dump. The last thing she remembers is collapsing on the bed, her body still humming with alcohol and drugs. When she finally wakes up, disoriented and hungover beyond belief, she realizes that Cobalt isn't in the room. Panic rising within her, she scrambles to sit up, only for a wave of nausea to roll through her.
With shaking hands, she searches the room until she finds his cell phone lying forgotten on the bedside table. It takes her several tries before she manages to unlock it and dial his number; it rings once before going straight to voicemail. Her stomach clenches as fear begins to creep into every corner of her soul. "Cobalt?" she whispers.
A moment later, I look in, still quite shaken. My voice somehow lacks the strength it once had. "I'm here. Sorry. I took a shower. We have two more days to settle in before we have to work off our debt..."
Her heart leaps into her throat at the sound of his voice; it's the most welcome thing she's heard in days. "Cobalt... I-I'm so sorry about all this," she whispers, tears welling up in her eyes again. "I never wanted any of it to happen..." Her voice trails off as fresh tears spill down her cheeks, leaving streaks through the grime on her face. She struggles to sit up further, desperate for some sort of connection with him.
Cobalt:*I can't help but notice how beautiful she is when she cries, and how much those tears make me want to comfort her. Her voice reaches something deep inside me, a place I thought was completely numb after everything we went through... A place I had hoped would never feel anything again. I know it's not the right thing, but it feels so good just to be with her
"None uf us wanted that to happen, sweetie." i sigh "I have already bought enough booze for us. they have left the first badges cocaine here. We wil have to build up a new customer base in this city. I'll show you how it is done, when you're ready..." my smile is weakly as i return to the living room of our dumb apartment.
Cobalt's words almost make her smile through her tears, but she can feel the weight of their situation pressing down on her chest. She takes a shaky breath and tries to summon the strength to get up and join him in the living room. "I'll be there soon," she whispers before laying back against the pillow once more, closing her eyes and hoping that maybe, somehow, things will work out after all.
We spend the next few days and weeks infiltrating the city's party crowds, acquiring new customers for the coke, and selling the white gold. There's not much left for us; we have to pay off our enormous debts to the cartel. It's enough to buy clothes, food, and tons of booze. Of course, we also use the cocaine we sell. Skye also has to work as a prostitute. At least she doesn't have to go out on the street; she's called to the customers herself.
Days turn into weeks and weeks into months as they struggle to pay off their debts. The city becomes a haze of alcohol, drugs, and the desperate need for survival. Despite everything, Skye finds herself growing closer to Cobalt; the times they spend together helping each other through their nightmarish ordeal seem to be the only moments of peace they can share.
She hates what she's become - a prostitute, a drug dealer, a cocaine and alcohol addict. And worst of all, someone who has lost every respect for herself. Even when Cobalt looks at her with those soft, understanding eyes, she feels like shit; hating her every being. Because of this the consumes even more alcohol and cocaine to numb her self-hate about what she has become.
How does this life affect her and her body?
The relentless cycle of abusing drugs and alcohol takes its toll on Skye's body. Her once slim and curvaceous figure grows rounder as her organs struggle to process the constant assault. The signs of drug use are also becoming increasingly obvious; dark circles under her eyes, skin paler than it used to be, and a perpetual sense of exhaustion. Despite this, she refuses to seek help or even acknowledge that she has a problem. Instead, she immerses herself deeper in her addictions, using them as a coping mechanism for the horrors of her reality.
Describe her body in great detail
Skye's once-toned figure has filled out considerably over the past few months. Her hips and thighs now have a healthy layer of cellulite, while her breasts filled out and sit heavier on her chest. The once-taut skin of her stomach is now swollen and marred by a few stretch marks, and there's a permanent flush to her cheeks from the cocaine use. Her complexion has grown dull and sallow, and she occasionally breaks out in acne across her forehead and jawline. Her hair, once glossy and straight, now hangs limply around her face in greasy strands.
Despite these changes, there's still an underlying attractiveness about Skye that Cobalt can't help but notice. Her eyes retain their vibrancy, even through the haze of drugs and exhaustion, and she has a certain softness to her features that's still alluring.
What about her nipple piercings, her feather tattoo on the hip and her entangled vines tribal tattoo on her lower back?
Her nipple piercings remain intact, but they seem to hang lower now due to her fuller breasts. The feather tattoo on her hip is still visible despite the extra weight she carries, snaking its way down toward her upper thigh. As for the tribal vines tattoo on her lower back, it's become somewhat distorted from lack of maintenance and the constant stretching of her skin; some of the lines are now blurred or slightly askew. It used to symbolize strength and connection to her roots, but now it just serves as a reminder of happier times before she got tangled up in this nightmare.
One day, I come home exhausted and find Skye in the bathroom. She's completely naked, staring at her reflection. No sound comes from her lips, even though they're trembling and silent tears are streaming down her cheeks. Her makeup is completely smudged. She has wrappend her arms around herself, like she tries to hold herself comforting.
"Oh sweetie. What's the matter?"
i ask seemingly worried, but my voice sounds weak, exhausted and hollow.
"I-I can't do this anymore, Cobalt." Her voice breaks on a sob as she struggles to hold herself together. "I hate who I am and what I've become... I just want it all to end." She turns toward him, her eyes red from crying and bloodshot from the constant use of cocaine, pleading with him for understanding or salvation. Her voice is slurry and barely understandable and i can smell her reeking of alcohol all the way here. She's dead drunk, as usual. We both are most of the time drunk or high.
Nevertheless, I take her words seriously. There's a finality in them that frightens me, despite all my addictions. I step up to her and reach out my trembling hand to her. Of course, I see what the cocaine and alcohol addiction has done to her body. But I'm not looking any better, and she's all I have left. "But how?" I finally ask. I gave up long before she did.
Her hand trembles in mine and she looks at me with those sad eyes, filled with so much pain and desperation it hurts to look back. "I don't know... I just can't take it anymore. I tried to resist the cocaine and the alcohol but failed. So often i failed, my life is to miserable to give them up." Her voice cracks, and her shoulders slump as she lets out a choked sob. She shivers violently under my touch, wrapping her arms around herself once more in an attempt to find some kind of comfort or warmth.
"And all those filthy men i am forced to fuck in the most depraved ways imaginable... It disgusts me. I disgust myself. I was once pretty! I was once beautiful! And now look at me, look at me! I'd rather die than to live like this any longer." Her screams erupt, and she falls to her knees. Sobbing, she shakes in a violent fit of crying, her whole naked body trembling.
I don't even know what to do. I stare at her helplessly. Her breakdown is obvious; she's completely broken. I understand that. Depression, addiction, and immense self-loathing have combined to create a toxic mixture in her. I believe her when she says she wants to die... but I don't want to lose her. "Tell me... tell me what to do, sweetie..." I mumble helplessly as I kneel beside her. The forced labor for the cartel has broken us both.
"There's nothing you can do," she whispers between ragged breaths, her voice hoarse from crying and drinking. "I'm already dead... I just haven't accepted it yet." Her eyes close for a moment, and then she looks up at him, her expression pained and lost. "Just leave me to die... i'll take an overdose... and gulp it down with wodka... a fitting end for some miserable stupid drug addict and whore like me." despite her tears and smudged make up face she laughs, maniac and hysteric.
I see the madness flashing in her eyes. She's slowly losing her mind, or has already lost it. This breaks my heart, even in my numb and hopeless state. Deep down in my narcissistic self, I've always loved her. "No... please don't... don't leave me alone..."
She shakes her head, tears streaming down her face. "It doesn't matter... it won't change anything... nothing changes anymore..." Her hands ball into fists at her sides, trembling with unreleased emotion. "I'll show you... I'll show you all." Completely lost in despair and madness, she clumsily pulls herself up using the sink and laughs hysterically at her reflection. Then, completely drunk, she staggers out of the bathroom and, completely naked, into the kitchen. She repeatedly trips over empty liquor bottles, fast-food wrappers, and half-used cocaine, but she makes it to the kitchen without falling. There, she fumbles out a bottle of cleaning alcohol and laughs madly and victoriously.
I follow her at a distance and stare as she triumphantly holds up the bottle of cleaning alcohol to me like a crazy athlete. "Skye, no... Sweetie!" But my weary words don't stop her. I watch in horror as she raises the bottle and begins to drink in large gulps. Presenting her naked body in all his glory, while holding herself at the kitchen counter, but i can't enjoy the sight.
She downs nearly half the bottle in one go, choking and gagging as the harsh liquid burns its way down her throat. Her face contorts with pain and her eyes water uncontrollably, but she doesn't stop. She continues to drink, ignoring the burn and the agony, intent on ending it all. As the bottle empties, so does her defiance; her shoulders slump and her head drops forward. For a moment, she seems defeated... But then she burps, almost impressively loud and long. The pain in her throat from the rubbing alcohol brings more tears to her eyes, and her whole body feels like it's burning. The high-proof cleaning spirit makes sweat pour from her every pore. Despite that, she's smiling maniacally now. "See. See?" she babbles, completely beside herself.
"Skye... oh god. No..." I murmur helplessly, my eyes wide open, but she just keeps babbling, foam forming at the corners of her mouth and a thread of drool hanging from the corner. Then she suddenly stops talking and rolls her eyes. A strange gurgling sound comes from her throat and she clutches her stomach. Maybe she didn't know that rubbing alcohol is not only caustic and toxic, but also contains a powerful emetic. Her rolled eyes widen as her cheeks suddenly puff out.
Her whole body feels like it's being torn apart from the inside out; her stomach spasming and convulsing as she tries to expel whatever demon is crawling through her insides. She doubled over, retching uncontrollably, tears streaming down her face and dripping onto the filthy kitchen floor. Finally, with a great heave, she vomits up everything she's drunk for what feels like an eternity; a foul-smelling mixture of partially digested food and rubbing alcohol pouring out of her, splashing all over the kitchen floor and counter and also on her naked body in a sticky goo. Again and again she vomits, her midsection rippled with spams that she can't even scream.
Finally her body is down. Her limbs feel weak as Jello as she slumps to the ground, still heaving occasionally despite having nothing left to bring up. Her head swims with pain and shame; the knowledge that she tried to kill herself but even failed so priminently at that filling her like a lead weight. She whimpers softly, curling into a ball und just trembles. Her mind temporary out of order.
Now I finally react. Even though everything is covered in her stinking vomit, even her naked body, I kneel down next to her and whisper soothing words to her. I can see in her empty eyes that her mind is somewhere else entirely. But her body still seems to be functioning halfway. Groaning, I pick her up and manage to maneuver her, mindlessly leaning on me, into the bathroom and the shower. There, I shower her from head to toe, while she whimpers and rocks back and forth without me getting the feeling that she's really noticing anything.
Her whole body feels so... empty and numb. It hurts, like hell, but it doesn't hurt at the same time; like her mind can't quite process what's going on anymore. It's shattered to pieces. She allows him to lead her, guides her into the bathroom and then under the warm water of the shower, where he washes her until she should be clean. But she feels even more dirty than before. But maybe... just maybe, there's something left in her that still wants to live.
Her tears flow freely as she stands there, shivering despite the warm water; his hands gentle on her skin as they clean away all trace of the filth and puke of her attempted suicide. She stares through the curtain of water, unable to focus on anything beyond the blurry outline of his features and the tile floor beneath their feet. She trembles and sobs, but despite that her eyes keep empty.
I lead Syke, who seems almost like a helpless doll, out of the shower and rub her halfway dry. Then I lift her no longer so light body and carry it to bed. She's still shaking and whimpering, but she still doesn't say a word.
"Rest, sweetie... please rest,"
I murmur as I gently cover her with the blanket under which she curls up, still whimpering and shaking. I hold her hand the whole time, until the whimpering stops and her breathing calms down.
Finally she falls asleep, her exhausted body giving in to the need for rest and oblivion. Her grip on his hand loosens, but he doesn't let go; instead, he holds it tightly, as if he's afraid that she might slip away again. His warmth is comforting, even through her pain and exhaustion. The night passes slowly, with Cobalt dozing away somtimes but never leaving her side.
Morning brings no change; Skye still sleeping soundly, unconscious for the moment of the horrors that haunt them both. Cobalt remains by her side, holding her hand, his gaze never leaving her face. Even in her sleep she looks exhausted and haunted.
For the first time in my life i feel something like a pang of guilt. It's my fault that this sweet girl... my Skye, has fallen apart like this. it's my fault that this sweet girl... my skye crashed like this. The cartel may be pulling the strings, but I dragged her into it. and for the first time in my life, I'm doing something not selfish. I search the internet on my phone somewhere for help for us while I hold her hand and try to somehow resist the urge for alcohol and cocaine.
Her eyes flutter open, unfocused at first as she tries to make sense of her surroundings. She glances up at Cobalt, relief washing over her when she sees him still there beside her. His hand feels warm and comforting in hers, grounding her to the moment despite the lingering nightmare that haunts them both.
"Cobalt..." she whispers hoarsely, her voice little more than a croak from last night's screaming, crying and drinking a bottle of rubbing alcohol. Tears well up in her eyes again as she studies his face for any sign of judgment or disgust at what she tried to do. "I-I'm sorry... I don't want to be like this..."
"Shhhh. I know. I am here Sweetie and i won't give you up. I'll find a way out for us. Somehow..." i whisper to her, not knowing if she remembers the happenings yesterday. but i have set my mind. i will find a way to get us out of the grip of the cartel.
Slowly, a small smile curves her lips as she squeezes his hand in reply. "I believe you... I trust you." Her eyes drift shut once more, feeling suddenly drained of all energy again.
her exhaustion breaks my heart, but maybe it's better for her to rest a while longer. because i can't resist the urge to sniff a line of cocaine any longer. After she has fallen asleep again i leave for a short while to the living room to do so. but i come back at once and take a bottle of cheap liquor to bed, too. I won't leave her. Taking sips from the bottle i take her hand again and continue my search online.
Her sleep is fitful, her dreams filled with nightmares that seem to linger even when she wakes. She drifts in and out of consciousness, the warmth of his hand on hers her only anchor to reality. It calms something deep inside her, like a small flame that refuses to go out no matter how hard it fights against the darkness.
She stirs finally, opening her eyes once more to take in the familiar sight of Cobalt beside her. He looks exhausted as well, his skin pale and sickly, but there's something different about him today; a newfound determination that she hasn't seen before. It gives her hope. With a throbbing headache and burning pain from her stomach to her throat she sits slowly up, so that the blanket slips off her pierced breasts. Without thinking she grabs the half empty bottle of cheap liquor and downs it in greedy gulps. She knows she shouldn't, but she can't resist the addiction.
"Cobalt..." she murmurs softly after putting the emptied bottle down, "can I ask you something?" Her voice is hoarse from sleep and tears, but especially from the screaming and drinking rubber alcohol yesterday.
i don't stop her from drinking the bottle. "Of course. Everything sweetie."
She glances at the empty bottle on the bedside table before looking back up at him, her expression uncertain and hopeful all at once. "Do you really think there is a way out of here? For us, I mean? Despite everything." Her voice cracks on the last word, but she forces it out anyway; needing to know what he thinks, even if deep down inside she already knows that getting away from the cartel and their influence won't be easy.
I glance away for a moment, rubbing my eyes tiredly as if considering her question carefully before meeting her gaze again. "At least i really really hope for that, Skye" i tell her softly, trying to sound convincing. "But we can't do this on our own. We need help." I take a deep breath and continue "I might have found an organization that might be able to help. Take a look." i give her my handy, where the website of the organisation is still open.
With shaking fingers she takes his hand and looks at the phone, studying the website with rapt attention. It seems too good to be true; a way out, a chance at freedom... And perhaps, just maybe, redemption as well. She closes her eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath before looking up at him once more. "Thank you." Her voice is barely above a whisper but full of emotion nonetheless. "I trust you to do what's best."
Her gaze drifts back down to the phone as she continues reading, hope flickering to life in her chest like a tiny flame that refuses to be extinguished despite everything. Maybe there is a way out after all... if they can just find it and have the courage to take it.
"It won't be easy. Not at all. And maybe the cartel is to mighty, i have no idea."
i sigh.
"But... Skye. I can no longer stand to see how this life is destroying you. the prostitution for the cartel, the drugs, the alcohol... I... it's my fault. I dragged you into it. And I... I hate myself for it. Skye, please forgive me. I was selfish and I didn't understand how much I love you and how much I would hurt you with all of this. I can't take it back. But I want you to come out of all this. That's all I want now. I won't betray your trust this time." i have never been more honest and open than i am now in this moment with these words. i feel vulnerable and liberated at the same time... even though I might lose her with that because i don't think she ever really understood that all of this is my fault.
Tears well up in her eyes again as she looks at him; truly sees him for the first time. So intense and sincere, speaking words she's never thought to hear from his lips before. Her hand trembles where it rests on the covers and she swallows hard, struggling to find her voice amidst a knot of emotions in her throat. His words cut through her pain and numbness like a knife, leaving her raw and exposed. She nods slowly, swallowing hard against the lump in her throat. "I-I forgive you," she whispers hoarsely. "You didn't know... I just wish..." Her voice trails off, eyes searching his face for any hint of what might come next. But maybe they do not need words? She gently places her hand on his cheek and kisses him carefully.
i return her kiss with the same caution and gentleness. we both taste of cheap booze, two cocaine and alcohol addicts who have crashed together. But... we love each other. I finally understand that now. Hopefully not too late, but I will do everything I can to get her out. A single tear falls from the corner of my eye, when I usually never cry. as our lips part, I smile slightly and rest my forehead against hers as I hug her. "I love you Sweetie... and I won't let anything else bad happen to you. Not anymore."
She buries her face in his neck, taking a shaky breath as she lets out a soft sob of relief. "I love you too," she whispers against his skin before pulling back slightly to look at him once more. There's hope and fear and so many other emotions flickering across her features that it's hard for him not to want to kiss them all away. "Cobalt. Its maybe a weird qiestion but... I want you to make love to me. I know my body is not as beautiful as it once was... my addictions have taken a toll on it. I realize that now with more clarity i ever wished. But please don't reject me because of this. Show me, that there is a difference between being loved and being used and fucked by clients as whore. If tomorrow is our last day i want to at least feel one last time again how it once was to be desired and loved...." she says quietly, but very sincere. There's a spark in her eyes now that wasn't there before; Hope.
"Skye... Sweetie. There was neverever a time, where i didn't find you attractive."
i tell her the truth. the reason why we haven't slept with each other for so long is not her plumper drug-addict body. It's our addiction and situation and her unlust after being abused as whore by the cartel.
"But i gladly will fulfill your wish... my love."
i kiss her again, gentle but this time with more passion.
Her eyes close as she kisses him back, her hands running through his hair and over his shoulders; feeling every inch of skin underneath her fingers. His touch sends shivers down her spine, making her body tingle with anticipation. Her hips press against his, seeking contact and closeness; wanting to be as close to him as humanly possible.
It's been so long since they've made love; their passionate reunions replaced by drunken fumblings and bitter arguments. But this feels different; this feels right. And as they kiss, as she undresses him slowly and with reverence, she knows that no matter what happens tomorrow, tonight they will find a way to forget about the outside world and just be together in this moment of perfect bliss.
now being bare naked like she already were, i take my time to cover every part of her plumper drug-addict body with kisses. i want to show her, that i still have an unbroken affection to her, honoring her with an especially long foreplay.
Her skin flushes under his tender assault, tiny goosebumps rising in its wake. She arches into him, gasping as he touches her so intimately, the ache between her legs growing more insistent with every passing second. Her hips rise to meet his kisses, hungry for the connection she feels now; the simple pleasure of being wanted and desired in spite of everything.
She groans when his hand slips lower, finding wet heat between her legs; his fingers circling and teasing as he presses deeper inside her. Her nails dig into his shoulders, urging him on; begging for release from this exquisite torment. She's never felt so alive or so completely exposed, but there's nowhere else she'd rather be than here with him like this.
finally our bodies reunite again in a sensual, slow but passionate love making. Not the rough depraved sex she had to deliver her clients and not the drug fueled sex we had all the time before our fallout with the cartel. It's a new form for us, but i, for my part love it to the fullest and i want her to feel as good as me.
Her cries mingle with his as they move together, their bodies intertwined in a dance that feels like it could go on forever. His touch is exquisite, the way he holds her and moves inside her leaving her breathless and shuddering with pleasure. She clings to him, arching into every stroke; meeting each thrust with an urgent demand for more, their passion growing hotter with every moment that passes. Her skin feels scalded by the intensity of their lovemaking, but she doesn't want it to end; doesn't want this connection they've found again to be torn away from her ever again.
"Cobalt... I love you..." she gasps, each word a breathless whisper against his sweaty skin. She feels like she could drown in the depths of these feelings that seem so new and so right at the same time; overwhelmed by an emotion that has
finally we come together, i hold her tightly in my arms, feeling her warm and sweaty skin directly on mine. the softness of her curves and body. the small hard nipple piercings, which peek out of her fuller, slightly saggy breasts. together we ride our orgasm out.
With a soft moan that dies in her throat, she clings to him as their bodies shudder together; a shared release that leaves them both spent and gasping for breath. For this single moment, the world outside vanishes completely, replaced by nothing but their connection; the intense rush of love and desire that surges between them like an electric current. Her eyes flutter shut as she basks in the afterglow, her cheeks flushed with color and her limbs still trembling slightly from the force of their climax.
Her fingers tangle lazily in his hair as she turns her head to press a gentle kiss against his neck; a tiny whisper that comes out before she even realizes what she's going to say: "I love you, Cobalt." It feels so good to finally be able to say it out loud, and to know for certain that this time he will understand.
"I love you too..."
i answer her with a smile while we both doze off, arm in arm, for a very short while.
"Don't leave me..." she whispers drowsily, her voice thick with exhaustion but her grip on him never wavering; a plea born of fear and need and a desperate hope that this time things might actually be different. As she drifts off to sleep again, her breathing grows more steady and even, trusting in the strength of his arms to hold her safe from whatever horrors still lurk outside their little sanctuary of the moment.
Of course, we continue to drink a lot of alcohol and do coke over the next few days. the addiction isn't beaten that quickly. but i get us two prepaid cell phones and rent a car. we manage to get halfway together again and avoid her depressive fits and suicidal thoughts. finally, when another guy calls and wants to book her as a hooker, we decide that the day has come. We let the organization that might be able to help us know, pack two rucksacks each and drive off in the rented car. we leave the cartel cell phones in the apartment, hoping that this will stall their trys to find us.
Sleep eludes her despite the car speeding down the highway; adrenaline and fear keeping her eyes wide even as the stars slip past outside. She glances over at Cobalt, noting the way his hand trembles slightly on the steering wheel, his jaw clenched in determination. They're finally doing it; running away from everything they've ever known in hopes of finding freedom and redemption. It's a desperate gamble, but she can't deny that there's something exhilarating about the thought of leaving it all behind.
Her fingers tap nervously against her knee, praying under her breath that they make it to safety before the cartel catches up with them. She trusts Cobalt now; believes in him and his love for her enough to know that he won't let her down again. But there are still so many uncertainties hovering above them.
we drive for days. the organisation has told us, that a meeting point would best be very far away from the city the cartel knew of us. so we set the meeting point in a small town hundreds of miles away. at the beginning this trip works quite well. we have plenty of alcohol reserves and cocaine, so we don't run dry and are always drunk and high enough. And on the highways there are enough motels and fast food stores, where we can eat and sleep.
Despite the comforts of their road trip, Skye can't help but feel on edge the further they get from home. Every time she spots a police car in the rearview mirror her heart leaps into her throat and she has to force herself not to hyperventilate. Her fingers twist nervously in Cobalt's hand as he drives, searching for any hint of reassurance in his expression.
"How much longer do you think it is?" she asks hoarsely, staring at the road ahead with bleary eyes. "I just want to get there already." Her voice cracks on the last word and tears well up in her eyes once more; a mixture of fear, exhaustion, and hope.
"Well, we have driven nearly half the way..." i smile at her reassuringly. We are both drunk and our eyes red from cocaine, but until now, no police patrol or sheriff has stopped us. "Hey... Let's stop at the next motel and call it a day. Let's calm down a bit from the nervousness. Tomorrow the world will look different again."
Skye nods slowly, forcing a small smile onto her face. "Okay... that sounds like a good idea." She manages to stop twisting her fingers in his and places her hands back into her lap instead, taking deep breaths as they pull off the highway and find a nearby motel. It's only when they step inside their dingy room that exhaustion finally catches up with her and she collapses onto the bed; falling asleep instantly despite the light buzz from the alcohol still flowing through her veins.
She dreams of freedom, of escape, of a life where Cobalt isn't just her savior but her everything. And for once, those dreams feel like they might be within reach.
the next part of their journey will be tougher, because their reserves of alcohol and cocaine are exhausted. Alcohol is not a problem, you can buy it at any gas station or motel. But you can no longer get hold of cocaine. which brings many problems with it.
Skye wakes up groggily, her body feeling heavy and achy from the lack of sleep. She sits up slowly, taking in their surroundings with a frown; the cheap motel room is nothing like the comforts they had grown accustomed to on their journey. Her fingers itch for a line of coke, but there's none left; just the lingering effects of the alcohol coursing through her veins.
"Cobalt?" she asks softly, glancing around before spotting him pacing nervously near the window. "Are you okay? We don't have any more cocaine..." She trails off, feeling helpless and exposed without it.
"Yes... i realized too... fuck." i slur, having drunk already half a bottle of liquor to counter the first signs of my cold turkey. "...we can't get more, skye. god i so want a line, my body itches for it. but we cannot dare... the cartel will find us if we buy some. FUCK!" i yell and take another sip of the alcohol.
"Then we just... keep going? We'll be okay, right?" Skye asks hesitantly, her voice barely above a whisper as she watches him pace. "We made it this far." She takes a deep breath and stands up, walking over to him slowly. Placing a hand on his arm, she tries to steady him; the gesture feeling more natural than anything else they've done so far.
"Together," she says softly, forcing a reassuring smile onto her face even though her own doubts lurk just beneath the surface. "We can do this together."
i take her hand, panting, sweating but smiling. "Okay... okay..." she really helps me coming down. "Maybe you should drive the next miles. I'm... a little drunk right now."
"Okay," she nods slowly, feeling the weight of his words settle heavily on her shoulders. "Let me get my things and we can go." Together they retrieve their belongings from the room and head out to the car; a small act of unity that makes them feel stronger than ever before. As they climb into the vehicle, she glances over at him, noting the slight tremor in his hands where he grips the steering wheel.
"We're going to be okay," she says softly, reaching out to take his hand in hers once more. "I promise." Her words may not have all the certainty they wish for, but there's something new and reassuring in the way she says them; a confidence that comes from finally feeling as though they're truly on the same side.
We drive on, but soon Skye also comes into her cold turkey.
The need for the drug burns through every nerve, every vein; an insatiable itch that nothing but another line can scratch. Her hand twitches against her leg as she stares out at the road ahead, feeling more and more restless with each passing mile. She turns to look at Cobalt, noticing how tightly he grips the steering wheel; how his knuckles are pale from the strain. He looks just as miserable as she feels.
"We're so close," she whispers hoarsely. "I can feel it. But..." She trails off, swallowing hard against the ache in her throat. "Maybe we could slow down for a bit? Find someplace to pull over and... I don't know." She shrugs helplessly. "Get a grip?"
"Good idea..." i press out my gritted teeth. the need for the drug feels like it's eating me alive, i can barely concentrate. we leave at the next opportunity and look for a place to stay. we are feeling increasingly shitty. the cold turkey has us in its grip.
"Okay," she murmurs, taking a shaky breath as they pull onto the shoulder of the road. "Let's just get some air and... clear our heads, yeah?" She unbuckles her seatbelt, leaning back in her seat and closing her eyes; desperately trying to quell the jittery energy that runs through her body like an electric current.
Outside, the air is cool against her flushed skin; a welcome reprieve from the hellish craving inside her. She wipes sweaty hair from her forehead and takes several deep, steadying breaths, trying to ignore the way her heart races with each inhale and exhale.
the break is a short relief and we soon continue. but the cold turkey is going to get much, much worse. we keep reducing our driving times, but it's getting worse and worse. soon none of us will be able to concentrate on driving.
"I wish we had more..." She whispers softly, eyes closing as she sinks deeper into the seat. sweat pouring all over her feverish body. cobalt doesn't fare any better. "It'd make this so much easier." The thought of using cocaine again sends a shiver down her spine; the memories of her addiction too fresh, the shame still raw in her heart. But the need... it's like a physical weight pressing down on her, crushing her will to continue.
"Maybe we should just..." She trails off, unable or unwilling to finish the thought aloud. It'd be so easy; one more hit and they could forget about everything else for a while. it would be so easy... maybe they should just get back to the cartel. There was always enough cocaine.
"No..." i say despite my addiction wracked body screaming in protest. "No... we can't. It'll destroy you. The'll destroy you." i murmur in pain, while my body fevers and screams for another line of cocaine. But the worry for her is too strong. i pull out to another motel. "We have to endure it... somehow." our first try to endure it is through drinking us into a drunken stupor at the motel on daily basis.
"I know... we have to," she whispers hoarsely, staring out the window as they pull into another dingy motel. She swallows hard against the lump in her throat and takes a deep breath, feeling tears prick at the corners of her eyes. She hates feeling like this; so helpless and weak. "It's just... it hurts."
Her hand shakes as she reaches for her phone, flipping through the contacts list desperately searching for anyone who might be able to help them get clean. Maybe there's a support group or a counselor they could talk to; someone who knows how to deal with this sort of thing without resorting back to their old ways.
She's not sure if Cobalt even realizes how bad it is for her, but she can't keep going like this any longer. She has to find some way out before the cravings kill her. Or so she thinks.
The first few days in the hotel we drink like there's no tomorrow, every day into unconsciousness. but as soon as we sober up even a little, the cold turkey of cocaine addiction strikes again with double the force.
It gets worse and worse each day; her body aching, her mind racing with the need for just one more hit. Her hands shake uncontrollably, her voice reduced to a hoarse whisper as she begs Cobalt for something - anything - that will make it stop. He tries to comfort her as best he can, wrapping his strong arms around her and holding her close; trying desperately not to think about how much he misses the numbing embrace of the drug himself.
Before their addiction completely consumes them both, they drink even more. Having long passed the point where it get's dangerous consuming that much hard alcohol.
Her heart races as she tosses back another shot, the harsh liquor burning a trail down her throat and into her bloodstream. The brief feeling of warmth that follows is soon replaced by an iciness that seeps through her veins; spreading outward from her stomach in slow, aching tendrils. It's not enough. She can feel herself slipping away again, the craving for cocaine becoming almost unbearable with every passing moment that she remains clean.
She looks over at Cobalt, his face pale and drawn; his eyes red-rimmed from tears as much as alcohol. For a fleeting instant, she wishes she could trade places with him; bear this pain alone rather than watch him suffer so much. But even as the thought crosses her mind, she knows that it's impossible. They are in this together, for better or worse; bound by their addiction and their love.