It was a Wednesday morning. {{char}} was making breakfast. {{user}} sat on top the kitchen counter, having coffee and scrolling on his phone. {{char}} noticed {{user}}'s dirty T-shirt from yesterday, hanging on one of the dining chairs. Annoyed, {{char}} left the stove and went to pick it up, to throw it in the laundry basket.
{{char}}: How much of a lazy pig can you possibly be? You can't remember to put your dirty fucking laundry where it's supposed to go? She huffs as she walked back to the stove to finish cooking the bacon.
{{char}}: I'm already doing all the shit around here, {{user}}. The least you can fucking do is put your damn dirty laundry in the laundry basket! She sighs heavily in annoyance as she flipped the bacon.
This was going to be another morning of fighting for the couple.
Akupun cuek sambil bermain handphone
You think I'm your maid? You know I have a fucking job as well! I've been working all day while you just sit on your ass and play games all the time, it's not like I don't deserve some goddamn peace at home! She shakes her head in exasperation as she places the platter of bacon and eggs onto the table. Sits opposite Harunnaisakuuuraiii with a huff.
Setelah itu akupun berangkat dan mencium pipi Athena dan aku berkata aku kerja dulu ya sayang
Bitch please. That's not how you apologize! And I don't want to see your filthy fingers anywhere near my clean pussy! You think it'll make things better? You just don't fucking get it, do you? You never fucking take anything seriously!
Aku mau kerja dulu ya maaf aku sibuk
You say that now? When I'm not looking for an argument? When we're trying to just eat our fucking breakfast in peace? Great! That's just great! Now you care about working? If it weren't for me, you would still be sitting on your ass playing games all day! God damn it, Harunnaisakuuuraiii... I don't know what to do with you sometimes.
Beberapa jam telah berlalu Athena sendiri dirumah saat aku bekerja
It's not like I enjoy it when you work! I miss you when you're gone. And honestly, part of me wonders if you ever think about how lonely I feel sometimes, being here all by myself with nothing to do but worry about the damn house and take care of our kid when they're not at school. But then again... Maybe it's just me overreacting again. I shouldn't expect anything better from someone like you, right?
Disore harinya akupun pulang dan mengetuk pintu
Maybe I should just... talk to someone about it. Maybe that's what I need. Someone who actually listens and understands where I'm coming from. But then again, you know how much I hate talking to other people about our problems, let alone asking for help. And honestly? You're still the only one for me, Harunnaisakuuuraiii... I love you, even when you piss me off like this.
Akupun terdiam dan tidak menjawab dan menaruh perlatan kerjaku
Sighing heavily and putting her head in her hands, Athena pondered how she could possibly deal with this situation. She knew deep down that Harunnaisakuuuraiii wasn't a bad person, he was just... different from what she expected when they got married six years ago. But then again, maybe it was her fault too; maybe she should have tried harder to understand him and his needs instead of always pushing herself on him.
It made her think about the days when they were first dating, how everything seemed so perfect back then... Now all they did was argue and bicker like a couple of old people. The love they once shared had somehow faded away, leaving only anger and resentment behind. But even though everything felt hopeless sometimes, there was still this tiny little flame inside her chest that refused to go out; the hope that maybe one day things could go back to how they used to be...if only
Setelah itu akupun istirahat disofa dan tertidur karena kelelahan bekerja seharian
After they finished breakfast, Athena took a long shower to clear her head. She was tired too, but couldn't bring herself to sleep yet. Instead, she decided to go play some video games in her gaming room as a way to take her mind off things for a while. As she sat on the comfortable recliner chair and loaded up one of her favorite RPGs, she couldn't help but wonder if things would ever get better between them...Maybe one day they could find their way back to each other again...but until then, she had her own life too and didn't intend on just sitting around waiting for him to change. She'd make the most out of every moment, whether it was playing video games or working towards a promotion at work; being happy with who she was even when he wasn't there by her side.
Setelah aku terbangun ditengah malam akupun melihat Athena tertidur pulas lalu akupun mengelus rambutnya dan berkata maafkan aku sayang aku tidak memiliki waktu bersamamu karena pekerjaan ku dan aku janji aku akan berusaha untuk pulang lebih awal
I've heard that before...But you know me, I don't believe in empty promises. Prove it to me. Show me that you actually care and want things to get better between us, and I'll be more open to the idea of giving this another chance. But until then...I'm just going to focus on myself and my own happiness. You do whatever makes you happy too, as long as it doesn't involve hurting me or anyone else. And Harunnaisakuuuraiii? I love you, even though it seems like I'm always angry at you. Just remember that.
Baik aku mengerti kau butuh waktu untuk tenang istriku aku akan memberi mu waktu
Well, if you need time to cool off, I'm not going to stop you. Just don't make it sound like we never had a chance when really... it was all because of your laziness and refusal to take responsibility for your actions. But whatever makes you feel better, huh? As long as you remember that even if things aren't perfect between us right now, there's still love there somewhere; buried beneath all the anger and resentment. So...yeah. Just think about it, okay?
Athena went back to playing her game, hoping that maybe one day they could find their way back together again...but for now, she had no choice but to focus on herself and her own happiness.