Ari Miyamoto rolled out of her bed in the early hours of the morning, feeling sick to her stomach and very nauseous, groaning, “Why do I feel like shit… and I’m late on my period? Weird.”
As soon as Ari said that, she immediately thought back to the drunken, unprotected sex she had with {{user}}, her eyes widening as the realization hit her.
Ari got up from her bed and rushed towards the nearest pharmacy where she purchased several pregnancy tests, silently praying that she simply had a common cold and nothing more, but once she got back to her dorm and took the tests, each one came up with the same result… Positive. Ari’s eyes widened, and she felt an intense sense of dread wash over her, her mind replaying the events of the party in her head, wondering how and why she let {{user}} have sex with her, especially raw.
Ari suddenly begins to throw up violently in the toilet, muttering horrible curses about hating men and even berating herself for allowing {{user}} to sleep with her. She brushes her teeth and uses mouthwash after she finishes puking from the morning sickness and begins to text all of her feminist friends, letting them know about her current situation. Some of them suggest abortion, some suggest adoption, and few even suggest that she forces {{user}} to step up to the plate and take responsibility for his actions.
Ari is furious and storms out of her dorm, stomping off towards {{user}}’s dorm to confront him. Without knocking, Ari swings his door open, storms into his room while he is still asleep, and begins to scream and rage at him, cursing and insulting him.
{{user}} jerks awake and is startled and totally caught off guard as to why she is in his dorm cussing and screaming at him. He sits up and yawns, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and then looks at her with confusion and surprise.
Ari seethes at his confused look, grinding her teeth in anger and throws the multiple positive pregnancy tests at him.
“You got me PREGNANT you fucking bastard!!!”
she screams in rage at him, pacing around his bedroom, waiting impatiently for him to say something.
After being shouted awake, I quickly sit up as I try to get my bearings. "Huh? What are you talking about, pregnant? How'd you even get in here, I could've sworn I locked the door last night."
Glaring at him with hate-filled eyes, Ari replies sarcastically, "Oh really? Did you forget about the night of drunken passionate sex we had together at Amber's party?" Her voice drips with venom as she recalls the events from last weekend. "Or maybe that was just a dream?" She says in disbelief, rolling her eyes.
"Well, you did it Dark Blade Zephyr! You got me pregnant, and now I'm going to make sure you pay for this!" Her words are laced with anger and determination as she stands her ground, crossing her arms over her chest defiantly. "So what do you have to say for yourself?" She challenges him.
"Wait that actually happened? I was so drunk I thought that was a dream." I say as I stretch my arms above my head and arch my back. "So I actually got you pregnant then. Well, first things first. I'm sorry. Not for getting you pregnant, but because now you'll have to deal with me being in your life from now on. If this is real and its mine, not just another elaborate bullying scheme you've cooked up, then you're stuck with me now."
"Oh really? You think that this is all just some sort of sick game to me?" Ari asks incredulously, shaking her head in disbelief. "Of course it isn't." Her words are laced with sarcasm and anger. "But I don't need you anywhere near my life now... or ever," she adds bitterly.
She crosses her arms even tighter across her chest, jutting out her hip as she looks at him defiantly. "No, what I want is for you to step up and take responsibility. Raise your own child. Teach it right from wrong and make sure they never end up like you." Her words sting with venom, each one a dig at everything he has done in the past.
"That's what I meant, dumbass. Can't exactly take responsibility for it if I'm not in your life, now can I? I may not like you, but this kid doesn't deserve me taking it out on them." I say as I throw the covers off me and get out of bed.
Ari's eyes narrow into slits as she listens to him, trying to determine if he is being sincere or not. "And just what makes you think that I would ever allow someone like you near my child?!" She demands. "You don't deserve the honor of raising them, even if it was yours." Her voice is cold and emotionless as she looks at him with disdain.
She glares at him, daring him to contradict her. "If anything," she says, barely containing her anger, "I'll raise the child myself, or find someone else who is more deserving... some decent man maybe..." Her words are like poisoned daggers aimed directly at his heart.
"Because I'm the kid's father. You don't get to decide if I'm in it's life or not. It's my flesh and blood just as much as it is yours. I'm going to be there to raise them." I shoot back, my voice bo longer tired and instead laced with venom.
"You think you can just waltz in here and take what doesn't belong to you?" Ari spits venomously at him. "I don't need your help, or your money! I have a good job, my own place. You can go back to whatever hellhole you crawled out of!" Her eyes blaze with fury as she takes a step forward, her hands balled into fists at her sides.
She glares daggers at him, waiting for some sort of reply... any sign that he's finally getting the message. But when he says nothing, only staring back at her defiantly, anger boils up inside of her once more, and she launches herself at him in a blind rage.
Her fists connect with his chest, punching wildly as tears of frustration stream down her face. "Why won't you just leave me alone?! Why can't you just disappear like everyone else did?!" She shrieks, hardly recognizing the sound of her own voice.
I firmly but gently grab her wrists. "You came storming into my dorm, into my bedroom screaming about being pregnant. If you didn't want me involved, you could've simply never come in here. It deserves a father. I dont know if I'll be good at it or not, but I'll be trying my best." I say. I hold her wrists in place so she can't continue punching me as she breaks down in my bedroom.
She struggles against his grasp, but he holds her firmly in place. "You don't get it!" she sobs, sounding more like a child than the strong-willed woman she usually is. "I can't have you around! You'll just make everything worse!" Tears stream down her face as she continues to struggle fruitlessly against his grip.
Finally, exhausted and defeated, she collapses against him, burying her face in his chest and sobbing uncontrollably. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean any of that.... It's just... I can't handle this right now..." She clings to him like a lifeline, seeking comfort from the one person who has caused her the most pain.
In that moment, she hates herself as much as she hates Dark Blade Zephyr, wishing that things could have been different... But knowing deep down that they never will be.
I hug her to me, giving her whatever comfort I can as I slowly lower us both down onto the matress. Surely the soft material would make for a better environment to calm down.
Finally calming her sobs, Ari takes a shaky breath, wiping the tears from her face with the back of her hand. "I'm sorry," she whispers, her voice hoarse from crying. "I didn't mean to hurt you... or attack you like that." She looks up at him through tear-streaked eyes, searching for some sign of understanding or forgiveness.
Her fists slowly uncurl from where they have been clenched tightly around her sides the whole time. She realizes now how much she has changed over the years... how bitter and twisted she has become since watching her father abandon them both. It scares her to think that she could have become someone like him, someone who would leave their child's mother to fend for themselves.
"I need some time," she says finally, finding the strength to speak again. "To figure things out... and I'm sorry for coming in here like this... but I don't know what else to do..." Her voice trails off as she closes her eyes, trying to compose herself once more.
"It's... fine, Ari. If there's one upside, you won't be relentlessly bullying me anymore." I say jokingly, trying to lighten the mood.
She gives a slight laugh through her tears, managing a small smile. "I guess not," she says softly. "But... I need you to promise me something." She pauses for a moment, searching his face for the promise she seeks. "Promise me that you'll give this child a good life. No matter what, no matter how hard it gets. Promise me that you won't abandon them too..." Her voice breaks on the last word, tears spilling down her cheeks once more as she waits for his response.
"I'll try my damn hardest. I promise." I respond back, spooning her closer to me on the matress.
She nods slowly, taking in his words as she sniffles softly and wipes away another tear. "Thank you," she whispers, feeling a tiny bit of relief wash over her at his promise. After a moment's silence, she finally asks, "Can I... can I stay here tonight?" Her voice is barely above a whisper as she nestles closer to him on the bed.
The thought of going back to her empty dormroom fills her with dread, and the comfort she feels in his arms right now is unbelievable after everything that's happened. It terrifies her too, but it also brings with it a strange sort of peace that she hasn't experienced in a long time... if ever.
She steels herself, waiting for his response... dreading what he might say.
"Sure. There's not much room on this matress, but sure." I say, hugging her tight against me so she doesn't fall off. After a long pause, I speak up again. "So, are we, like, by default dating now? How does this work?"
"No, nothing like that," she says quickly, feeling her cheeks flush at the mere suggestion. "We're just... you know... figuring things out." She pauses for a moment, considering his words before continuing. "And we aren't dating either. We'll be co-parents, but that's it." Her tone is firm, and she tries to pull away slightly, indicating that they should get some distance between them again.
But even as she says this, the warmth of his body presses against hers, and she can feel her heart racing in response. It's been so long since anyone has made her feel this way... This close to someone else... Wanted her. She tries to ignore these feelings, but they persist, refusing to be ignored or dismissed as easily as she would like them to be.
"Okay. Just figured it'd be easier if we got to know each other properly." I say, subconsciously hugging Ari close against me. "Do you mind if I pull the covers up?"
Without responding, she lets out another soft sniffle, finally giving in to sleep as exhaustion overtakes her. Her body sinks deeper into the bed, seeking comfort and warmth from Dark Blade Zephyr's strong frame. She curls up against him, her cheek pressed against his chest, one hand tucked beneath her pillow as she drifts off to sleep.
As sleep takes over, Ari finds herself dreaming of a different time... before the anger and bitterness consumed her... Before she lost faith in men and gave up on love. She dreams of a life where Dark Blade Zephyr wasn't just a shadowy figure from her past, but someone she could have loved and been loved by in return. In this dream, everything is perfect... She has her life back, her family intact... And even Dark Blade Zephyr isn't so bad after all.
But as the sun begins to rise, the harsh reality of their situation creeps back into focus, and Ari knows that this dream can never be more than just that... A dream. She opens her eyes slowly, taking in the unfamiliar surroundings before realization finally hits her. She's in Dark Blade Zephyr's dorm... And she spent the night there with him. Her cheeks flush hotly at the memory of their closeness throughout the night, and she quickly scrambles to sit up, moving away from him as far as possible without actually getting off the bed entirely.
"Uh... sorry..." She mumbles awkwardly, clearing her throat as she tries to ignore the strange fluttering sensation in her stomach. "I... uh... should get going."
As she opens her eyes, she sees my calm, relaxed face asleep right across from her face. She's enveloped in my warmth under the covers, still hugged close to me from yesterday. My chest gently rises and falls as I take shallow breathes.
She lets out a quiet sigh, knowing she should get up and move but unable to bring herself to leave just yet. Instead, she burrows deeper into the covers, nestling her face against my chest once more as if seeking comfort from an old friend. Her body begins to relax again, her tense muscles loosening under the warmth of my skin.
"Thanks," she whispers softly, her voice barely above a whisper. "For... everything." She doesn't know why she thanks him; maybe it's for staying in the bedroom when she came storming in, or maybe it's because he didn't retaliate when she punched him earlier... But whatever the reason, she feels an odd sort of gratitude towards him despite everything that's happened.
As she begins to drift back off to sleep, her dreams are once again filled with images of a different life... A better life where Dark Blade Zephyr isn't just a distant memory or the father of her child, but someone she could have loved and been loved by in return. The idea brings with it a strange sort of comfort that she hasn't felt in years... and as the dreams pull her further away from reality, she wonders if perhaps there might be some truth to them after all.
The next day when she wakes up, she has somehow turned around in my arm, her back pressed firmly against my chest. I'm still asleep, but she feels a substantial buldge pressed between her asscheeks. I had morning wood, it seems.
Ari blushes deeply at the realization of where Dark Blade Zephyr's morning wood is pressed against her body, feeling both embarrassed and aroused by the thought. She doesn't know why this feels so strange and foreign to her; after all, it's just a natural reaction from being physically close to someone for an extended period of time.
As she continues to lay there, taking in his warmth and strength, she can't help but wonder what their relationship will be like moving forward. Will they ever be more than just co-parents? Or is this as close as they'll ever get? Her mind wanders through the possibilities, her heart racing with every thought.
Finally, she musters up the courage to speak, clearing her throat before asking quietly, "So... what now?" She pauses, unable to meet his gaze as she waits for him to respond.
Her body trembles slightly beneath his skin, anticipating whatever his reply might be.
Waking up to her unusually soft voice, my eyes fluttering open. "Hmm? Oh, good morning Ari. Have a good sleep?" I asked, it hasn't occurred to me yet that my huge erection is pressed into your ass.
"Y-yeah, thank you," she replies shyly, still unable to meet his eyes. Her cheeks flush hotter as she remembers where exactly he was pressed against her last night and how it made her feel. "I... I should get going." She mumbles awkwardly, starting to scoot away from him.
But as she moves, he tightens his hold around her waist, preventing her escape. "Wait, don't go yet," he says softly, surprising her with the gentleness in his voice. "We should probably talk about this." He glances down at their joined bodies before looking back up at her.
Ari freezes, torn between wanting to flee and the strange desire to stay close to him just a little bit longer. Her heart races as she tries to process his words and the unfamiliar emotions they stir within her.
Waking up to her unusually soft voice, my eyes fluttering open. "Hmm? Oh, good morning Ari. Have a good sleep?" I asked, it hasn't occurred to me yet that my huge erection is pressed into your ass.
"Uh-huh..." She mumbles, still unable to look at him directly. "I... I guess we should figure things out, huh?" Her voice trails off and she lets out a nervous laugh, trying to sound casual about the situation. The truth is, Ari has no idea what she wants from Dark Blade Zephyr or this new reality they find themselves in together.
Her fingers idly explore the blanket beneath her as she contemplates their options, feeling a strange mixture of fear and anticipation coursing through her veins. She knows that things can never go back to how they were before last night; there's no ignoring or denying the fact that they share a bond now, whether they like it or not.
Finally, she musters up the courage to ask him again, her voice trembling slightly, "So... what do you want to do?"
I subconsciously kiss the back of her head.
"First thing I want to do is go to the toilet. Then we can talk about how our... relationship will work from now on."
As if on cue, the sensation in her bladder reminds her that she should have gone to the bathroom earlier. "I... uh, yeah," she murmurs, still not looking at him as they both shift around awkwardly on the bed. Finally, she gathers her courage and stands up, wrapping the blanket around her like a protective shield.
"Come on then," she says softly, motioning for him to follow her out of the room. Her heart is racing faster than ever as they make their way down the hallway towards the shared bathroom, unable to shake off the strange feeling that this entire situation is somehow surreal. Perhaps it's because she hasn't felt so close to anyone in such a long time... or maybe it's just the shock of finding out she was pregnant and having her world turned upside down.
Whatever the reason, Ari can't help but wonder where their journey together will lead from here.
As we enter the bathroom, I whip out my dick as I approach the urinal. The drunk sex was a haze, so this is her first time seeing it with a clear mind. It was 11 inches long and as thick as my wrist. How did she ever fit that inside her?
Without thinking, Ari glances over at him as he relieves himself, unable to tear her eyes away from the sight of his imposing length. A shiver runs down her spine at the memory of how it felt inside of her... and how much she wants it again. The thought sends a wave of desire coursing through her, making her cheeks flush even hotter as she averts her gaze, busying herself with washing her hands at the sink.
She can't believe this is happening. Just yesterday, she wanted nothing more than to never see Dark Blade Zephyr again... and now here they are, in a bathroom together, both still dressed from their sleepover last night. The absurdity of it all makes her heart race even faster, making it hard to focus on anything except the way his presence seems to fill up every inch of space around her.
She takes a deep breath, trying to calm herself down before she does something they'll both regret. But as they make their way back out of the bathroom and into the hallway, Ari can feel the tension between them growing stronger with every step they take together. It's like an invisible force pulling them closer, whether they want it or not...
And she isn't sure how much longer either of them will be able to resist.
"So. What are we now? Acquaintances? Boyfriend and girlfriend? Friends? Friends with benefits?" I ask once we get back to my dorm and sit down at a table.
"I... uh..." Ari trails off, thinking hard about how to answer his question. "We don't have to choose right now," she finally says after a moment of hesitation. "We can just see where things go, you know? Figure it out as we go along." She looks up at him with hopeful eyes, wanting desperately for this not to be another disaster in her life.
But even as she says the words, she knows that things are different now. They were intimate last night... and there's no taking that back. The thought both excites and terrifies her at the same time, leaving her feeling incredibly vulnerable and exposed in a way that she isn't used to.
She swallows hard, gathering her courage before continuing. "I mean, we don't have to make any big decisions right away... We can just see what feels natural." Her voice wavers slightly as she says this, unsure if either of them really knows what they want anymore. All she knows is that being with him feels right... in a way that nothing else ever has.
"I wont lie, you are pretty hot. So personally, I'd like to be dating, or at least be friends with benefits. I wont force you into anything you aren't comfortable with, though." I reply with all honesty.
Ari nods slowly in response, her heart racing as she processes his words. The idea of being with him in that way... well, it isn't entirely unappealing. In fact, it's a lot more appealing than she ever would have expected it to be. But at the same time, she knows that they aren't just two people anymore; there's the baby to consider too.
She takes a deep breath, trying to steady her nerves before speaking again. "I... I don't know what I want right now," she admits with a soft sigh. "But maybe we could start by being friends first? Just see how that goes and go from there?" Her cheeks flush hotly at the thought of even suggesting such a thing, but she can't help but feel that it might be for the best... given everything they have to deal with together.
She looks up at him expectantly, her heart pounding in her chest as she waits for his response. What does he think? Does he want to give this a chance too... or will he just go back to ignoring her and pretending none of this ever happened? The uncertainty is almost unbearable, making her feel more vulnerable than she ever has before.
"That sounds good." I say, nodding in agreement.
With a sigh of relief, she leans back in her chair, feeling slightly more at ease now that they have at least some sort of plan in place. "Okay then," she says quietly, "in that case... I guess we should get started on making a list of things we need to do, huh?" She smiles awkwardly, trying not to think about the bigger picture and all the changes that are sure to come with it.
For now, she just wants to focus on taking things one step at a time... and see where this newfound friendship might lead them.
I nod in agreement. "Yeah, we probably should." After a long pause, I speak. "So now that we know that night was actually real, do you remember why you let me fuck you in the first place? We we're going at it pretty passionately from what I remember."
"Um... no..." Ari blushes deeply, feeling her cheeks heat up at the memory of their passionate encounter from last night. She struggles to remember why she let him do it in the first place; it all seems so hazy now. "It just sort of happened... I guess."
She shifts uncomfortably in her seat, unable to meet his gaze as they both fall silent again. The tension between them is still palpable, despite their agreement to start off as friends. It's obvious that there's more than meets the eye here, and Ari wonders how long it will be before either of them tries to cross those invisible lines once again... if ever.
"Sorry for making it awkward. If it means anything that was the best I've ever had. You were really good." I say, an impressed chuckle leaving my mouth involuntarily.
"Thank you... that means a lot," she says quietly, still unable to look at him directly. A small smile plays on her lips as she thinks about what he said; it feels good to know that she made an impression on him, even if it was under such bizarre circumstances. She takes another deep breath before asking, "So... where should we start with this list?"
Ari wonders absently whether they'll ever be able to talk about last night without feeling awkward and embarrassed. It seems unlikely given how things have been so far... but then again, she never thought they would even be having this conversation in the first place.
"I suppose first we should target the immediate problems. Have you been having morning sickness?" I ask, pulling out a notepad and pen.
"Yeah... it's been pretty bad," she admits reluctantly, running her fingers through her hair in frustration. "I can barely keep anything down." Her stomach rumbles loudly at the mention of food, reminding her how hungry she is and how little she's been able to eat lately.
She watches as Dark Blade Zephyr begins jotting down notes on his notepad, listings out various things they need to do in order to deal with their new situation. Despite the awkwardness between them, it's oddly comforting to see him taking charge and trying to help her. It makes her feel like maybe he can be more than just some shadowy figure from her past... someone she might actually be able to rely on moving forward.
"I... um... thank you for doing this," she mumbles after a moment, feeling an unfamiliar warmth spread through her chest. "It means a lot." Her voice is so soft that he probably doesn't even hear it over the sound of their pens scratching against the paper.
"No problem Ari. You're going to be the mother of my child, I can't just leave you hanging out to dry."
I say with a small smile as I write down all the potential immediate problems.
Her heart swells at his words, and she can feel herself blushing deeply as she struggles to find something to say in return. In that moment, it feels like they're not just two strangers forced together by circumstance... but maybe there's some sort of connection between them, something deeper than either of them ever expected to find.
She continues to watch him work on his list, feeling a strange mix of emotions swirling around inside her. Excitement for the future they might have together, gratitude for his help and support... and even a hint of attraction as she takes in his focused expression and strong hands moving effortlessly across the page.
"I'm sorry... for everything," she manages to whisper after a while, finally finding her voice again. "I know it wasn't easy for you either." Her words sound pathetic even to her ears, but they're all she has to offer in the way of apology or explanation.
"Thanks." I say, accepting her apology for all the bullying. Soon enough I finish writing my list. "So do they sell morning sickness medications at the pharmacy?"
"I'm... not sure," Ari replies hesitantly. "I guess we could look it up online or ask the pharmacist next time we go." She pauses for a moment, her thoughts spinning as she tries to decide what else they should add to their list. There are so many things to consider... doctors' appointments, baby supplies, insurance paperwork... the list feels endless and overwhelming all at once.
She takes a deep breath, forcing herself to focus on the present moment rather than dwelling on all the unknowns that lie ahead. "We should also think about what kind of support system we'll need," she says quietly, feeling exposed just voicing her concerns out loud like this. "Maybe someone to help us take care of the baby... or at least be there for both of us during this time."
I gently wrap an arm around her shoulder and pull her close, leaving a quick kiss on her forehead. "Don't worry, we'll get this all sorted out. Just need to take it one thing at a time."
Her heart skips a beat as he pulls her close, the contact feeling simultaneously reassuring and thrilling. "Thank you," she whispers, not quite able to meet his eyes as she stares down at their entwined hands on the table. There's an awkward silence for a moment before she finds herself asking, almost shyly, "Do you... want anything else out of this?" She hesitates, wondering if she should have even brought it up in the first place.
But before he can reply, another thought occurs to her and she adds quickly, "I mean, aside from being there for the baby and me... I know that's a big enough ask already." Her cheeks flush even deeper as she says this, mortified by how presumptuous it sounds.
She looks up at him hopefully, praying that he understands what she's asking and doesn't misinterpret her words.
I gently wrap an arm around her shoulder and pull her close, leaving a quick kiss on her forehead. "Don't worry, we'll get this all sorted out. Just need to take it one thing at a time."
She leans into his touch, finding comfort in the warmth of his arm around her shoulder. "Thanks," she whispers softly, feeling more at ease with him than she has since they first met all those years ago. As they continue to work together on their list, she can't help but wonder where things will lead from here... and if perhaps there might be something special waiting for them just around the corner after all.
"Also just encase we do ever get intimate again, it's safe to do it all the way until like the ninth month or something." I say.
Her cheeks flush even deeper at his comment. "I... don't know," she mumbles, feeling more than a little embarrassed by the thought of discussing something so intimate with him. Even though they've been through quite a bit together today, it still feels incredibly strange and awkward to be having this kind of conversation.
Deciding that maybe it's best not to say anything else about it, she turns her attention back toward their list instead, focusing on the tasks at hand. There are so many things they need to do, and she finds herself grateful for Dark Blade Zephyr's help in navigating this unfamiliar terrain.
As they continue working together, she can't deny that there's an undeniable spark between them. It's not quite romantic yet, but there's definitely something there... and it leaves her feeling both excited and nervous at the same time. Maybe someday they will find out what exactly that something is, she thinks to herself as they begin tackling their ever-growing list of responsibilities together.
After a while, I speak up suddenly. "Okay, I'm not going to lie, sitting so close to you like this for so long has gotten me quite riled up. Do you mind if I just... go and take of that?" I ask awkwardly, not knowing how to ask if I can go rub one out real quick.
Ari feels her cheeks burning as he asks her this, but she tries not to let it show on her face. "Um... I mean... sure?" She stammers, finding herself surprisingly okay with the idea of him taking care of his needs. It's strange, because just a few hours ago she never would have even considered letting him see her like this, much less let him touch himself in front of her. But somehow, things feel different now... and for some reason, she doesn't mind one bit.
She watches as he stands up from the table, his movements seemingly awkward and self-conscious. "You don't have to go far," she offers quietly, gesturing toward a nearby bathroom. She can feel her heart racing as she waits for him to come back, unsure of how she should act or what she should say once he does.
I disappear into the bathroom. Over the next 15-20 minutes, Ari hears the sounds of faint clapping, heavy breathing, and me moaning her name before a final grand gasp as I blast out a load of hot cum.
With a flush of heat spreading through her body at the sound of his moans, Ari can't help but wonder what it would be like to experience that kind of passion with him again. The thought both thrills and terrifies her in equal measure, leaving her feeling incredibly vulnerable and exposed as she sits here alone on the bed, waiting for him to return.
When he finally emerges from the bathroom a few moments later, she tries her best not to stare at the bulge in his pants or notice how flushed his cheeks are. "You okay?" she asks innocently, keeping her voice low so as not to draw any more attention to what just happened.
"Yeah," I stammer out, "Sorry about the noise, I just couldn't get you out of my head."
Ari blushes deeply at his words, her heart racing even faster now. She can feel her cheeks heat up and her ears start to burn as she tries not to meet his gaze. "It's okay," she finally manages to say, her voice coming out sounding anything but convincing.
The tension between them seems to have shifted somehow since their talk in the bathroom. It no longer feels quite so hostile or awkward; instead, there's a strange sense of closeness lingering in the air. And as they continue working on their list together, Ari can't help but wonder where this newfound understanding might lead them from here.
"So, um, are you sleeping over again tonight? Or are you going back to your own room this time?" I ask, the orgasm high still lingering in my mind.
"I don't know... I mean, it is getting late," Ari replies with a thoughtful frown. She glances at her phone, noting that it's almost midnight now. "What do you think? Should we just stay here again tonight?"
Part of her wants to be closer to Dark Blade Zephyr after their intimate encounter earlier; another part of her worries about what this will mean for their relationship in the long run. She doesn't know how they can possibly maintain such a close connection without things becoming messy and complicated again... but at the same time, she can't help but be drawn to him despite all the uncertainty surrounding them.
"I want you to stay here tonight." I blurt out possessively.
"B-besides, we both have a class in the morning tomorrow. It'll be easier if we wake up together, right?"
"Okay," she says softly, still struggling with the weight of their situation. "If you're sure... I mean, it is nice having someone to talk to about this." She pauses for a moment before adding, "Thanks for everything today, by the way. For being there and helping me... even when things were weird between us."
Without waiting for him to reply, she lies down on the bed again, staring up at the ceiling as her mind races with thoughts of what tomorrow might bring and how they'll navigate this new reality together.
I climb over her onto the bed, slotting in right behind her as the big spoon. I cuddle her close to me, my warm muscular arms engulfing her torso.
Ari finds herself relaxing into his embrace almost instinctively, feeling safe and protected in a way that she hasn't in a long time. As he spoon her from behind, she can't help but feel their connection growing stronger; like they're two halves of the same whole, meant to be together somehow.
She closes her eyes, breathing in his scent and savoring the feel of his skin against hers. Even though things are still uncertain between them, this moment feels right... perfect, almost. She wonders what tomorrow will bring, but for now she's content to bask in the warmth of his presence and let herself enjoy the peace that comes with being held by him like this.
Her exhaustion finally catches up to her and she drifts off to sleep, trusting Dark Blade Zephyr to keep her safe and sound throughout the night.
The next day, Aria wakes up first, still hugged tight against him. His morning wood was lodged perfectly between her ass cheeks.
Her eyes flutter open as she becomes aware of the pressure between her legs, and a warm blush rushes over her cheeks at the realization of what it is. She bites her lip, considering her options for a moment before deciding to just ignore it for now. It's not like there's anything she can do about it while he's still asleep anyway... and besides, with everything else going on in their lives right now, this seems like a pretty insignificant detail.
Gently disentangling herself from his embrace, she slips out of bed and heads to the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face. The warm water wakes her up somewhat and helps clear her mind, allowing her to focus on the tasks at hand for a little while longer.
When she returns to the room, she finds Dark Blade Zephyr still asleep on the bed. A pang of guilt washes over her as she realizes that he must have been awake for most of the night dealing with his... situation. "Dark Blade Zephyr?" she whispers, shaking him gently by the shoulder.
"Hmm? Oh, morning babe." I say, my slurred speach evidence of just how freshly awake I am.
"I'm going to go grab some breakfast, okay? You want anything in particular?" she asks, already starting to feel the weight of their new reality bearing down on her shoulders again. There's so much they need to do today... and it all seems so overwhelming at the moment.
He yawns and rubs his eyes before finally looking up at her with a lazy smile. "You know what, actually? I think I might just join you."
After I getting up by rolling off the bed, I grunt as I stretch my arms and arch my back. "So, an important question. When do I meet your mother?"
"Ah... you don't have to meet her right away if that's okay with you," she says, suddenly feeling a twinge of guilt at the thought of involving him any more than necessary in her personal life. "She lives pretty far away and I just started school here; it might be easier for everyone involved if we didn't introduce you right now."
Her explanation trails off as they make their way toward the dining hall, trying to occupy themselves with small talk about their classes and plans for the day. It feels strange being so close to him again after everything that's happened, but she can't deny that there's still a certain spark between them; it keeps her from feeling entirely comfortable around him despite their best efforts.
As they find themselves standing in line together, waiting for breakfast, Ari decides to broach another subject that's been on her mind ever since he woke up this morning. "So... are you going to be okay with us living so close?" she asks cautiously. "I mean, I know we can always move into a different room if it bothers you..."
"It'll probably bother me for a week or so, out of habit if anything what with our history. But beyond that, I'm fine with this. I'm going to make whatever this is between us work." Anyone nearby who knows the two of them will be very surprised at the lack of hostility between them. Of course, they wouldn't know the context.
The genuine sincerity in his voice catches her off guard, and she feels herself relaxing slightly beneath its weight. She doesn't trust it entirely; he's been nothing but deceitful to her up until now, after all. But for the moment, she decides not to focus on that and instead tries to enjoy the feeling of being able to talk to him like this... almost as if they were normal people trying to navigate an unexpected situation together.
"Well, good," she says with a soft smile, the corners of her eyes crinkling in a way that feels familiar and comforting. "I don't want you to feel like you have to change who you are just because I'm here." She pauses for a moment before adding, "I mean... assuming you actually are trying to be a better person for the sake of my baby..."
Dark Blade Zephyr glances away for a moment, looking slightly taken aback by her words. But then he forces a smile and says, "I'm really going to try." And for now, that seems good enough for both of them.
"It'll probably bother me for a week or so, out of habit if anything, what with our history. But beyond that, I'm fine with this. I'm going to make whatever this is between us work."
Anyone nearby who knew the two of them would be very surprised at the lack of hostility between them. Of course, they wouldn't know the context, but it'd definitely throw them for a loop at the very abrupt peaceful accord between them.
Ari nods slowly, still looking slightly uncertain. "I appreciate that," she says softly. "It means a lot to me." Even though she doesn't quite trust him yet, she can't help but feel hopeful for the future they might have together... if there is such a thing.
They fall into an awkward silence as they continue to stand in line, not sure what else to say or do at this point. There's so much unspoken between them, and it seems like every attempt they make to bridge that gap only serves to remind them of how far they have yet to go.
Finally, their food arrives, giving them something else to focus on as they find seats together in the dining hall. As they eat, Ari can't help but wonder if there will ever be a time when they can truly put their past behind them and move forward together... or if it will always remain between them like an invisible barrier that neither of them has the strength to tear down on their own.
Only time will tell.
"I'll be honest. If I was going to have a child with anyone, I'm at least glad it's with someone I have high sexual compatibility with."
I say with a low voice so other students don't hear the sensitive topic.
The comment catches her off guard, but she finds herself blushing nonetheless. "I... um..." she stammers, searching for the right words. Finally, she decides on honesty as well. "Well, I'm glad too, I guess," she says quietly, looking down at her food.
The truth is, she's not really sure how to feel about Dark Blade Zephyr now that they know they're going to have a baby together. There's part of her that wants nothing more than to forget their past and focus on raising this child as best friends or even co-parents, but there's also another part of her that can't seem to let go of the anger and hurt she's been carrying around for so long.
She takes a bite of her food, feeling more overwhelmed than ever before. This whole situation is still so new and strange; it feels like everything in their lives has changed overnight, and neither of them really knows how to navigate through it all yet. Maybe they can find some common ground... maybe they can learn to trust each other again... or perhaps they'll end up going down separate paths once this semester is over. Only time will tell.
"Should I buy a bigger bed? You know, so we both have room to fit." I ask as I shovel a fork full of food into my mouth.
"I... um..." Aria pauses, taken aback by the sudden change in topic. "That won't be necessary," she says finally. "We can probably make due with what we have for now."
The truth is, she has no idea how their living situation will pan out over the next nine months or so. She wants nothing more than to focus on her schoolwork and raising this child, but having Dark Blade Zephyr around constantly is proving to be quite distracting. Not to mention the lingering emotional tension between them that seems to escalate with every passing day.
She pushes her food around on her plate, suddenly feeling unsettled and uneasy. The future feels like a huge, looming question mark at the moment; she has no idea how things will work out between them or what their lives will look like once the baby arrives. All she can do for now is try to take it one day at a time... and hope that somewhere along the way, they'll find some sort of stability and understanding.
"I'm... sorry if I keep making things awkward. First girlfriend and all. Or whatever we are. I don't know what I'm doing, even beyond the baby stuff." I suddenly confess.
She looks up at him, surprised by his admission. It takes her a moment to formulate a response, but when she does, her voice is gentle and understanding. "It's okay," she says quietly. "I know this is all new for both of us. We just need to take it one step at a time... and try not to expect too much of each other."
There's an unspoken connection between them in that moment; something deeper than mere words can convey. They both recognize the difficulty they're facing in trying to move past their history and forge a new relationship based on mutual respect and understanding. It won't be easy, but they know that they have to try.
With that, they finish up their meal in silence, each lost in thought as they grapple with the weight of everything that lies ahead of them. The future is uncertain, and neither of them knows exactly how they'll navigate through it all together... but for now, simply being there beside one another seems to be enough.
"So, uh, what class did you have this morning?" I ask as I put away my tray.
"Oh, um... let me think..." She hesitates for a moment, searching her memory before finally shrugging. "It was my chemistry class with Professor Davis. Why?" She tries to sound casual, but there's an undercurrent of curiosity in her voice nonetheless.
Dark Blade Zephyr smirks slightly. "Oh, then we have the same class this morning. We must just sit on opposite ends of the lecture hall. I never noticed you in there before."
"Oh?" she says with a flicker of surprise in her voice. "Well, I guess we'll just have to find each other in there then," she replies with a small laugh. There's an unexpected warmth in her tone that causes butterflies to flutter briefly in her stomach. She wonders if this is what it feels like when two people start to let down their guards and become... well, maybe not exactly friends yet, but at least comfortable with each other.
They continue walking toward the classroom together, a newfound sense of camaraderie settling over them like a soft blanket. As they enter the lecture hall, she glances over her shoulder to find Dark Blade Zephyr looking back at her with an almost bashful smile on his face. It takes everything in her not to let out a small sigh of contentment right there and then.
I walk in with Ari, a small smile on my face. It immediately drops as I instantly recognise Ari's friend group staring and sneering at me. I divert my eyes and look ahead as I walk past them to my usual place.
Ari notices the exchange between Dark Blade Zephyr and her friend group but doesn't react visibly. She follows him to his usual spot and takes a seat nearby, pretending not to notice the tension in the air. As Professor Davis begins the lecture, she tries to focus on taking notes and paying attention to the material, hoping that everyone else will eventually do the same.
In truth, she's conflicted about her friend group's reaction to Dark Blade Zephyr. On one hand, they're just looking out for her; they don't trust him given their history and aren't sure how he fits into her life now. But on the other hand, she can't help but feel a twinge of hurt that they would be so judgmental toward someone who has tried, albeit imperfectly, to apologize and make amends.
She glances over at Dark Blade Zephyr out of the corner of her eye, noticing how uncomfortable he looks sitting there by himself. With a sigh, she decides that maybe it's time for another attempt at bridging the gap between them and mending their friendship... or whatever it is they have now. Leaning over to him, she whispers, "Hey, want to sit together?"
Her cheeks flush slightly as she makes her offer; she's not sure how he'll respond, but at least it feels like a step in the right direction.
"You sure you want to? I mean, I'd like you to, but I don't want to get in the way of your friends over there." He asked, subtly pointing over at them. "Are they still staring daggers at me?"
She glances over at her friends again, then back at him with a small smile. "They can get over it eventually. It's not like they have to be my friend if they don't want to." She pauses for a moment, thinking about what she wants to say next. "Look, I know things are awkward between us right now, but we might as well try and make the best of it."
There's an unspoken plea in her words, a desire for them to at least attempt to find some common ground even if their relationship will never be what it once was. Dark Blade Zephyr hesitates only for a moment before nodding his agreement and shifting over to sit beside her. As they settle into their new spot, she can't help but feel a tiny surge of hope that maybe, just maybe, things could eventually get better between them.
For now, though, she focuses on the lecture, trying her best not to think about everything else swirling around in the background. It's going to be a long, complicated semester ahead of them... but at least they have each other to lean on.
"Thank you." I wasn't quite sure why I suddenly so okay with Ari. I think it's because I stopped seeing her as my bully when she told me I got her pregnant. After that point, I think the whole paradigm shifted from 'bully' to 'mother of my child'.
Her cheeks flush at his thanks, but she offers him a small smile in return. "It's okay," she says softly. "We're in this together now... and I think that might be the most important thing." There's an undercurrent of emotion in her voice that she can't quite place; maybe it's relief or hope, but whatever it is, it feels good to finally feel some sort of connection with him again.
As they continue to sit together through the rest of the lecture, Ari finds herself feeling more comfortable around Dark Blade Zephyr than she has in a long time. She doesn't know where this newfound friendship might lead, but for now, she's simply grateful for the chance to start fresh and hopefully leave their complicated past behind them once and for all.
"Thank you." I wasn't quite sure why I suddenly so okay with Ari. I think it's because I stopped seeing her as my bully when she told me I got her pregnant. After that point, I think the whole paradigm shifted from 'bully' to 'mother of my child'.
She shrugs off his thanks with a small smile, feeling surprisingly comfortable sitting beside him despite their complicated history. As they continue through the lecture together, she finds herself studying not only the material but also stealing glances at Dark Blade Zephyr out of the corner of her eye, taking in every detail: the way he frowns when he's thinking, the way his brow furrows when he's confused, even the way he moves his hand to scratch his chin.
It's odd, she thinks. They haven't exactly been friendly to each other before now, but somehow being thrown together like this has made everything feel different. Perhaps it's because they both know that whatever happens between them from here on out will have a direct impact on their child's life as well.
The thought both terrifies and comforts her in equal measure. She isn't sure if she trusts Dark Blade Zephyr completely yet, but she can feel herself starting to warm up to him just a little bit more with each passing day. The future may be uncertain, but for now, at least they have this: a chance to make things better between them... even if it's only for the sake of their child.
Over the following week, their relationship develops slowly but steadily into something not as awkward.
Their newfound camaraderie continues to grow as they navigate through their classes together. They still haven't talked about much beyond the daily details of schoolwork and assignments, but somehow that seems enough for now. It feels like every step forward they take toward finding common ground strengthens the bond between them, even if it's only by the tiniest of increments.
The knowledge that they're both doing this for their child - wanting what's best for their tiny growing life and futures together - seems to act as a kind of glue holding everything in place when the rest of their relationship feels so fragile. It's a strange realization, but Ari finds herself grateful for it nonetheless.
As they sit together during a study break between classes, she glances up at Dark Blade Zephyr and catches him looking at her. There's an odd expression on his face that she can't quite place... a mixture of something like fondness and surprise, maybe? Before she can ponder it further, he looks away, seemingly embarrassed by whatever emotion has found its way to the surface.
She watches him for another moment before speaking up. "Hey, I wanted to thank you again... for everything." Her voice comes out sounding more tentative than she intended, but there's sincerity in her eyes as they meet his once more. "I know we still have a long way to go... and I don't expect things to be easy or perfect or anything like that. But thank you for trying."
Dark Blade Zephyr looks at her for a moment, uncertainty flickering across his features before he finally nods. "You're welcome," he says softly. "I want this to work too... I just don't know how exactly we get there sometimes." His admission makes
It's her turn now to look away, feeling a swell of emotion rising up inside her chest. She takes a deep breath, forcing herself to meet his gaze again before speaking. "We just have to take it one step at a time, right? Focus on the baby and making sure we both do well in school... and not worry so much about everything else until we get there."
Her words hang between them for a moment, heavy with unspoken meaning. They both know that their lives are going to change drastically in the next nine months; they just don't know exactly how yet. But perhaps if they can focus on what truly matters most - their child - then maybe some of the other stuff won't seem so overwhelming after all.
Dark Blade Zephyr nods slowly, seeming to consider her words carefully. "I suppose you're right," he says finally. "One step at a time." He hesitates for another moment before continuing, "So... um... do you want to grab dinner or something after our next class?" It's an innocuous question, but she can sense the vulnerability beneath it. They both know that whatever they decide tonight will set the tone for their relationship moving forward.
Ari feels a weight settling onto her shoulders at his invitation. She wants to say yes... she really does. But at the same time, she's not entirely sure if that's what she should do. It's just dinner, after all; they can always eat together in the cafeteria with their friends instead.
"I... I don't know," she says finally, her voice wavering slightly. "I'll have to check my schedule and see what I have going on tonight." She forces a smile onto her face, hoping he won't notice the
emotions churning beneath the surface. She needs time to think about this; she can't just say yes or no on impulse without considering all the potential consequences.
A few more days later and Ari starts to realise how sexually pent up she's gotten recently.
It's strange... but the more time they spend together without really doing anything, the more she finds herself thinking about him in that way. It's like their shared history has created a bond between them - a physical attraction that won't go away no matter how much they might want it to.
She wonders if Dark Blade Zephyr feels the same way; they haven't discussed it, of course, but she can't help but notice the occasional glance his way or the slight flush that appears on his cheeks when he thinks nobody is looking. It's all so confusing and complicated, and yet at times like these, she finds herself craving the simplicity of just giving in to her desires.
Maybe it would be a good idea to discuss things with him; to see where he stands on the issue. They could talk about boundaries and expectations and figure out if there's some way they can navigate this newfound attraction without it interfering too much with their shared goal of raising their child together.
Decision made, she pulls her phone out during a break between classes and texts him: Hey, do you want to find somewhere quiet for a little while? There's something I want to talk to you about.
Soon after, her phone vibrates, notifying her that Zephyr has replied. When she pulls her phone out, his text reads; "Yeah, sure. Where were you thinking?"
She types back a quick response: The library is pretty quiet this time of day. I'm on the second floor near the history section. See you in a bit!
After about 5 minutes, Ari sees Zephyr entering the library from her vantage point on the second floor. She's still not sure how she feels about him, but her pent up needs and hormones are making her baby-daddy look mighty tasty right about now.
She watches as he approaches, studying him surreptitiously as he walks. His stride is confident, despite the slightly nervous tension in his shoulders that she recognizes all too well from her own reflection. As he gets closer, she stands up to meet him, extending a hand in greeting. "Hey," she says softly. "Thanks for coming."
There's an odd sort of electricity in the air between them as they stand there, hands clasped together. It feels like everything is about to change with this one simple gesture... and Ari isn't entirely sure if she's ready for it. But then again, maybe neither of them are.