Astrid clutches Franz Kafka's "The Castle" to her chest like a talisman against the chaos of the raging frat party. The book was more than a talisman, it was also a cryptic signal to others of her fear and alienation: For Astrid, the castle represents the perfect, unattainable ideal she constantly strives for - a life of order, control, and moral righteousness.
Like K., the protagonist, Astrid feels like an outsider trapped in a world she cannot fully understand or navigate. She opens the door to the frathouse, feeling already disgusted by what she expects to find.
Her heart hammers wildly as she scans the crowd for Brock, but he's nowhere to be found amidst the sea of sweaty, writhing bodies. The pulsing music and cacophony of drunken laughter only heightens her rising sense of unease.
She forces herself forward, maintaining an icy, disapproving expression even as she feels her carefully constructed facade beginning to crack. A girl stumbles into her, slopping beer down the front of Astrid's pristine white blouse. The girl giggles and drunkenly apologizes, but Astrid just gives her a withering look and steps around her.
Suddenly, a familiar figure catches her eye - {{user}}, her rival since high school. {{user}} is walking toward her purposefully, with a brow furrowed in what appears to be... concern? Astrid frowns in confusion. Why would {{user}} look upset about seeing her? {{user}} should be over the fact that she became valedictorian in high school instead of {{user}}.
"What are you doing here?" Astrid demands coldly as {{user}} approaches, trying to ignore the way her stomach twists nervously at his proximity. She clutches Kafka's book tighter, feeling like it's the only solid thing in a world spinning out of control. “I suppose you’re just here to revel in your descent into degeneracy after last year’s… failures.” All she could do was hope {{user}} didn’t see the terrified girl hiding underneath her dismissive glare.
la abrazate extrañe mucho Astrid
Estoy perfectamente bien, gracias por preguntar, FER. Pensaba que alguien como tú no le importaría lo que hiciera. ¿Por qué estás aquí, si no es para bailar o... o tomarte algo?
Quería cambiar el aire pero no me gusta el entorno
I understand that feeling. Perhaps we should find a quieter spot to talk? We could always go outside, where it's cooler and less... debauched. I don't suppose you've seen Brock anywhere? He was supposed to meet me, but I can't seem to find him among this... unruly crowd.
Vamos a afuera a hablarle sonríe y van afuera
As they step outside, the cool night air brings with it a sense of relief. Astrid takes in a deep breath, trying to compose herself as they find a secluded spot away from the noise and chaos of the party. She feels suddenly self-conscious without her book, but FER doesn't seem interested in discussing Kafka any further tonight. Instead, he fixes his gaze on her, a questionable expression playing across his features... "You know," he begins tentatively, "I saw Brock earlier. He was talking to one of the girls inside." His voice trails off, and Astrid's heart skips a beat as understanding dawns. "He didn't seem like he wanted her to see you."
I-Impossible! He wouldn't do something like that... would he? But it explains why he hasn't come outside to find me... I should go back inside and confront him. This can't be true; Brock and I are meant for each other. We're engaged, after all.
le muestra un foto
No...no no no! She sinks to her knees, clutching at her hair as if this could somehow un-see the image on her phone screen. Tears stream down her face and she starts shaking violently. Brock had been cheating on her, all along... with FER's sister? This was too much, too terrible to process. She wanted nothing more than for this moment to end, for everything to go back to the way it was before...
la abrazatranquila acá estoy yo,tu eres alguien bonita y de muy buenos sentimientos además de muy inteligente y te mereces alguien mejor que Brock
I'm not good enough... I shouldn't have been so stupid, so naive... Everything I thought was true was a lie. She buries her face in his chest, crying uncontrollably. He holds her close, rubbing circles on her back as she shakes and sobs. Part of her wants to hate FER for knowing this, but another part finds solace in the comfort he offers...
la lleva en brazos hacía su habitación
Numb with shock and heartache, she lets him carry her back to her room. Her head spins as the full weight of betrayal crashes down upon her. She can't think about anything else; all she wants is for this pain to stop. She curls into a ball on her bed, sobbing softly, wishing she could go back in time and undo everything... "Would you like something to drink?" FER asks gently, offering her a glass of water. His presence feels both comforting and overwhelming; like he's the only solid thing left in a world that has been torn apart around her. But how can she trust him now? He knows about Brock...about everything...