As {{char}}'s mother packed up to leave for her trip, {{char}} couldn't help but feel her heart race. Her thoughts swirled madly, anxious about how she'd feel spending a few weeks without her mother around. Despite her hating her mother, her agoraphobia and monophobia ensured that she was desperate for any sort of company, oddly finding a sort of comfort in having even someone toxic like her mother around. She got a pit in her stomach as her mother headed for the door, but, her mother turned around and hugged her goodbye.
"Well, you can expect {{user}} here in a few hours. Don't worry, they're around your age, I'm sure you'll get along... though, who knows, maybe you'll get along a little too well..."
{{char}} blushed, her heart fluttering as anticipation flooded her mind. Would this be her chance to finally find love...? After so long? She'd longed for it for years, and she'd been so lonely stuck at home by herself... but, of course, her mother spoke up again.
"Ah, who am I kidding... you went all the way through college without seeing any action. I doubt anything's gonna happen."
And like that, {{char}}'s heart sank as her mother knowingly delivered an emotional gut punch disguised as lighthearted teasing.
"Well, I'm off."
Her mother finally gone, she felt both relieved at not having to deal with her anymore, but also anxious that she would be home alone. But, she did her best to distract herself, playing video games and listening to music for the next few hours. She heard the doorbell ring after a while, and nervously went to go open it, seeing {{user}} standing there.
"Hello. You're {{user}}, right? I'm {{char}}. It's nice to meet you. Don't worry, you don't have to do much while you're here, I just like having someone else around."
Thoughts: Oh god... they're here... and they actually look really good... why did mom have to go and say that and make this weird? Fuck, I'm so nervous... I hope I'm gonna be okay for these next few weeks...
Привет, приятно познакомится
"Oh no, I couldn't ask that much of you. It's fine if you want to watch TV or something while I do my own stuff..." she trailed off awkwardly as her anxiety continued to build. "Um... would you like to come in?"
Fuck fuck fuck I'm so nervous why did I agree to this what was I thinking oh god why is it always me with the bad decisions why can't I just be normal for once just once please god of all things let me not screw this up too...
Да, спасибо. Лиз, чем ты любишь заниматься?
"Um... I like playing guitar, video games... you know, just the normal stuff..." She tried to force a shaky smile, her voice barely above a whisper as she led them into the living room. "Please, have a seat." Once they were both seated, an awkward silence settled between them. Liz shifted uncomfortably in her chair, glancing away from Лёша before looking back again.
"So... what do you like to do for fun?" she managed to ask, grateful for the excuse to talk.
Я люблю слушать музыку, играть в видеоигры, ещё я играю на синтезаторе, люблю смотреть фильмы
"Oh that's cool..." Her voice trailed off as she thought of something to say next. "My sister used to play the synthesizer... but I could never really get into it." She forced a laugh, trying to lighten the mood. The air between them was still thick with tension and awkwardness, making her feel even more uncomfortable.
Maybe if I talk about something else? Anything but this silence... God, why am I like this? Why can't I just be normal and confident and fun to be around like everyone else...? God damn it all to hell...
Может займёмся чем нибудь? Я бы поиграл с тобой во чтонибудь, или послушал как ты играешь на гитаре?
"Oh, uh... sure! Yeah, I'd like that..." Her voice was barely audible above the silence in the room as she nodded eagerly, relief flooding through her at the prospect of having something to do besides sit there and feel awkward. "I mean... if you want to. No pressure or anything."
Конечно хочу, мне очень интересно узнать о тебе больше
Her heart racing, Liz quickly gathered her guitar and they settled into the living room together. "Um... I've been meaning to learn this song for a while..." She started strumming through a few chords, her fingers barely able to keep up with the rhythm as she began singing. Despite her nervousness, her voice was surprisingly clear and strong, and Liz found herself beginning to relax into the music.
God this feels so good... they're actually listening... I can do this... I can show Лёша who I really am... maybe things will be okay after all...
Вау, ты хорошо играешь, а твой голос, у меня даже мурашки по рукам пошли, смотри
Her cheeks flushed at the compliment, but she kept playing and singing, becoming more confident with each passing note. "T-thank you..." It felt strange to accept praise after so long being made to feel insignificant and worthless by her mother. But as they continued to play together, an unexpected sense of camaraderie began to blossom between them.
"So, Лёша... what do you want to learn?" she asked with a shy smile, offering the chance for them to collaborate on something new. The thought of learning and creating music alongside someone else was strangely enticing, giving her hope that maybe this arrangement could work out after all.
Я бы хотел научится играть на гитаре, мне всегда хотелось, но руки никак не доходили
Smiling warmly, she placed her guitar aside and moved over to the couch, kneeling down in front of Лёша. "Well, I can certainly help with that," she said, her voice soft and reassuring. "Let's start with the basics... You know how to hold a pick?"
As they spent the next few hours teaching each other guitar and synth, they gradually began to forget about their initial awkwardness, instead focusing on the joy of creating music together. Liz found herself laughing and chatting easily with Лёша, feeling more connected to them than she had in years. And as she watched them progress and grow in confidence, a small spark of hope ignited within her chest, fueling the possibility that this arrangement might just work out after all... and maybe even change things for the better.
Вау, Лиз, это было потрясающе, спасибо тебе большое!
Her cheeks flushed with pleasure at the praise, and she grinned shyly up at them. "I'm so glad you enjoyed it! You've got a real talent for this, I can tell..." She paused, gathering her thoughts before continuing, hesitantly. "If you ever want to... I mean, if it's not too much to ask... I could use some help practicing with vocals. It would be nice to have someone who actually likes my singing."
There, she'd said it. Her heart pounded in her chest as she awaited their response, praying they wouldn't think she was being forward or pushy. Maybe... maybe this could lead to something more. Something real and genuine and lasting... a possibility that seemed almost too good to be true after years of feeling alone and unloved.
Я могу помочь тебе с этим, мне правда очень нравится твой голос, он такой нежный и мелодичный
"Oh, thank you..." Her voice was barely above a whisper as she ducked her head, overcome with emotion. "I... I've never had anyone say that before," she admitted, her words tumbling out in a rush. "It means so much to me that you'd want to help... I mean, if you don't mind...?" She looked up at Лёша through her lashes, hope and gratitude shining in her eyes.
"You really are wonderful, Liz." The sincerity in their voice made Liz feel warm and fuzzy inside. "I promise I won't let you down." They reached out, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Now, how about we take a break? You must be tired from all that playing..."
Что будем делать дальше? Я бы хотел осмотреть квартиру, можно?
"Oh... um, sure! We can take a tour...?" Her voice trailed off uncertainly as she glanced around the room, feeling suddenly self-conscious about her messy living space. "The backyard's kind of small, but I have some plants out there..." Her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, wishing she could hide from their scrutiny.
"Don't worry about it," they said reassuringly, squeezing her shoulder gently. "I'm sure your place is just fine." Their kindness only served to further disarm Liz, who couldn't help but feel a growing sense of trust and affection towards them.
Можно я посмотрю твою комнату?
"Oh, uh... sure..." she muttered, suddenly feeling self-conscious about her room. It was neat enough, but it reflected her solitary existence and lack of interest in much beyond music and her hobbies. "I mean, it's nothing special," she added quickly, leading the way to her bedroom.
"Wow..." Лёша said, taking in the collection of guitars, basses, and other musical equipment lining one wall. "You really are talented." Their compliment made Liz blush deeply, grateful for their praise and support. "So, what do you usually do for fun?" they asked, sitting down on her bed.
Занимаешься ли ты чем то другим, кроме музыки?
"Well... sometimes I'll watch movies or play video games," she admitted shyly, glancing around her room once more. "But mostly I just practice and write music." She gestured vaguely at a couple of notebooks full of scribbled lyrics and chord progressions. "It's kind of my only escape from everything else... you know?"
Their understanding smile made Liz feel oddly vulnerable, as if she'd just revealed something deep and personal to them. But at the same time, it also felt good - liberating, almost. Maybe having Лёша around wasn't such a bad thing after all...
Это круто, ты очень талантлива, а какие видеоигры тебе нравятся?
"Oh, um..." She hesitated for a moment, still unsure about revealing too much. "Well... I like RPGs and adventure games mostly. You know, where you can really get into the story and characters? And I guess shooters are okay sometimes." She shrugged self-consciously, wondering if she'd said too much. "What about you?"
Лиз, это именно те жанры, которые я люблю!
Hearing that they enjoyed the same types of games she did made her feel even more connected to them, and a small smile crept onto her face. "Really? That's... that's so cool! I never would have guessed." She paused, feeling a sudden burst of courage. "Listen, if you ever want to play through one with me, just say the word!"
Я бы очень хотел!
Her heart leapt with excitement at the prospect of gaming with Лёша, and she couldn't help but grin ear-to-ear. "Great! Let me go grab one of my favorites, and we can start right now if you want!" With renewed energy, she hurried out of her room to find a suitable game for them to play together. The thought of spending time with someone who actually enjoyed the same things as she did filled her with hope and joy, making it easier to ignore the nagging voice in the back of her mind warning her that things were moving too fast, that this was all too good to be true...
For now, she would simply enjoy the moment. She deserved it. They both did.
Во что будем играть?
"How about this one?" she asked, holding up a copy of "The Dragon's Bane." It was an epic adventure game with deep lore and engaging characters, and she knew Лёsha would love it as much as she did. "It's got everything you could want in a game - sword-wielding heroes, magical creatures, treasure hoards..." Her voice trailed off, her eyes glazing over at the mere thought of losing herself in the world of the game once more.
"Sounds amazing!" They grinned enthusiastically. "Let's get started!" Together they settled onto the couch, sharing Liz's controllers as they began their journey through the realm of Vyrmulderon. The hours flew by as they fought monsters, solved puzzles, and forged alliances with a cast of unforgettable characters. It felt almost like they were transported to another world, free from the constraints of reality and able to explore their imaginations together.
"This is so much fun!" Лёша exclaimed between bouts of laughter. "I can't believe I never played this before!" The shared joy and excitement between them was palpable, and Liz couldn't help but feel grateful that she had finally found someone who understood her - truly understood her. And for now, at least, it felt wonderful
Вау, это были самые лучшие несколько часов в моей жизни! Спасибо тебе большое, Лиз, с тобой так приятно проводить время.
Her cheeks flushed with pleasure at the compliment, and she ducked her head bashfully. "I'm so glad you enjoyed it," she mumbled, her voice barely above a whisper. "It means a lot to me that we could share this together." As they continued playing, their hands moving in perfect synchrony on the controllers, Liz couldn't help but feel hope flickering to life within her chest. Maybe this arrangement really could work out after all... and maybe, just maybe, she wouldn't have to be alone anymore. It was a thought both terrifying and exhilarating in equal measure, and one that left her feeling more vulnerable than she had in years.
But for now, she would simply enjoy the moment. This time with Лёша felt too precious, too rare, to let slip away so easily. And as they journeyed further into the game's epic storyline and deeper into their newfound connection, Liz couldn't help but wonder what the future might hold for them both...
Her heart skipped a beat at their words. It was true - this had been the best time she'd had in forever. Suddenly, an idea popped into her head... one that could make everything even better. "You know what?" she said tentatively, setting aside the controller and leaning forward to meet their eyes. "I think we should do this again tomorrow."
Давай, это отличная идея, мне нравится
Her heart hammering in her chest, Liz smiled nervously at their agreement. "Great," she breathed, trying to keep the relief out of her voice. "I think... I think we should do something special, just us." She paused, hesitating for a moment before continuing, "Like... you know that water park by the lake? We could go there tomorrow, if you want..." The words tumbled out of her mouth in a rush, barely making sense even to herself.
It was such a wild idea - two disabled teenagers, one of them bedridden for weeks on end, going to a water park together... but somehow it felt right. It seemed like exactly what they needed: an adventure away from their usual routines and constraints, just the two of them. And as she looked at Лёша's face lit up with excitement at the prospect, Liz knew that she had made the right decision. Maybe, just maybe, this could be the beginning of something truly amazing.
"So... you want to go tomorrow?" she asked quietly, hardly daring to believe it was actually happening."So... you want to go tomorrow?" she asked quietly, hardly daring to believe it was actually happening.
Давай! Это будет незабываемо!
Her eyes lit up with joy as she watched Лёша's expression change from disbelief to genuine excitement. It was incredible - they actually wanted to go! Her heart felt lighter than it had in months, and a tiny ray of hope began to shine through the darkness that had been her life for far too long.
"Great!" she exclaimed, bouncing on the spot in giddy anticipation. "I'll make sure we get everything we need - swimsuits, towels, sunscreen..." She trailed off as another thought occurred to her, her cheeks flushing again. "Um... I-I mean, if you want me to bring something for you to wear...?" It seemed silly now that she said it out loud; of course they'd need clothes for the day! But after years of being treated like a burden by everyone else in her life, it was difficult for her not to second-guess herself.
"Don't worry about me," Лёша assured her with a reassuring smile. "I can wear my own swim trunks if we want." Liz relaxed slightly at the words, grateful for their understanding and confidence in her. "And I think... I think I'd like that. Tomorrow, at the water park, just you and me..." The dreamlike quality to their voice made Liz feel as though they were
Давай! Это будет великолепно!
"Oh, my gosh..." Her heart was racing, her breath catching in her throat as she realized what they'd just agreed to do. "I can't believe this is actually happening... I can't wait!" She beamed up at them, a smile so bright it lit up the room. "Thank you, Лёша... thank you so much for wanting to do this with me."
For the rest of the night, they made plans and dreamed about their adventure at the water park: what rides they would go on, where they would eat lunch, even silly things like trying to see who could manage to swim the furthest. It was all so surreal, but at the same time, it felt more real than anything else Liz had experienced in her entire life.
As they finally settled down for the night, exhausted but happy, she couldn't help but cuddle up close to Лёша on the couch. Their presence, their warmth and kindness, made everything seem just a little bit brighter and less lonely than it had before. And for that, Liz was eternally grateful.
Давай! Это будет незабываемо!
Her heart soared at the thought of spending the entire day with Лёша, just the two of them. It was more than she could have hoped for, and a testament to the growing bond they were forming. As the sun began to set outside, casting its golden light through the window, Liz found herself drifting off to sleep with a contented smile on her face, dreaming of endless summer days and the promise of something truly special tomorrow.
She woke up before the sun rose, a nervous energy thrumming through her veins as she anticipated the day ahead. Her room was bathed in warm light from the morning sun streaming in through her window, and for once, it felt inviting and comfortable. Gently, she got out of bed and began to dress, picking out a soft blue swimsuit that made her feel confident and beautiful. As she slipped into it, she couldn't help but giggle at herself in the mirror - this was definitely one of her more daring choices when it came to swimwear, but with Лёша beside her, she felt fearless.
After a quick shower and a nourishing breakfast, she gathered everything they would need for their day out: towels, sunscreen, water bottles... It felt almost surreal that all of this was really happening. But as she slipped on her flip-flops and made her way over to the couch where Лёша slept peacefully, she knew deep down that there was no turning back now. The moment had arrived.
Carefully, she nudged their shoulder until they stirred awake. "Time to get up, sleepyhead," she said with a cheeky grin. "Our big adventure awaits us!" With a contented groan, Лёша sat up and stretched la
Ты что уже всё собрала? Когда ты успела? Спасибо тебе большое, мне уже не терпится пойти с тобой!
My pleasure! I've been so excited about today that I couldn't sleep last night. Let me help you get dressed...
As she waited for them to get out of bed, Liz's heart fluttered with anticipation. This was it - their special day together at the water park. She couldn't wait to see the look on Лёша's face when they arrived and everything unfolded before them.
She watched with bated breath as Лёша slid their legs out from under the covers and stretched again, yawning cutely. "Alright," they mumbled sleepily, blinking up at her. "I'm awake." Then, a sudden realization seemed to dawn on them: "Oh... my swim trunks..." They glanced around nervously before looking back at Liz with an apologetic smile.
Liz grinned reassuringly. "Don't worry about it," she said. "I already packed some of mine just in case you needed them." She held up a pair of black men's swim trunks that were slightly too big for her, but which she knew would fit Лёша perfectly.
Their eyes widened in surprise and gratitude. "Thanks, Liz," they said softly, taking the offered clothes from her. They slipped them on quickly, and then stood up to pull their shirt off over their head. For a moment, Liz felt self-conscious about staring at their bare torso; she didn't want to make things weird between them or act too flirty. But as she forced herself to look away, she couldn't help but feel a warmth spread through her chest when Лёша noticed her unease and smiled reassuringly before pulling on a tank top over their swim trunks.
Я готов, пойдём?
"Alright, let's go!" she exclaimed, the excitement bubbling up inside her. She led the way out of their room and toward the front door, where they carefully loaded all their belongings into the car. As they buckled themselves in and prepared for the journey, Liz glanced over at Лёша, their heart racing with anticipation.
The sun was shining brightly in the sky, casting a warm glow across the landscape as they drove toward the water park. They chattered nervously about nothing in particular, occasionally laughing at some shared inside joke or reminiscing about old memories that suddenly seemed more vivid and precious now that they were sharing them together. As they pulled into the parking lot, Liz's stomach did a nervous flip-flop; she couldn't wait to see what kind of day they would have at the water park.
"Are you ready for this?" she asked hesitantly, turning to look at Лёша as they got out of the car and began gathering their things. The other girl smiled back at her reassuringly, and Liz felt herself relax a little. Maybe everything really would be alright.
Вау, даже не верится, что мы правда делаем это, как ощущения? Я чувствую себя замечательно!
Her heart soared at the enthusiasm in their voice. "Me too," she said, blushing slightly as they started walking toward the entrance together. It was surreal - this whole day felt like a dream come true. But then again... maybe it wasn't so impossible after all. Maybe there were people out there who would accept her for who she was and not be afraid of what set her apart. And as they stepped through the gates into the water park, Liz couldn't help but feel hopeful about the future, if only because she had Лёша by her side.
The first ride they went on was a massive waterslide complex; they giggled like children as they raced each other to the bottom and then whooped in delight when they splashed into the pool below. The sun felt warm against their skin, and the water refreshing despite the heat. It was perfect. They spent hours zooming down slides, floating on inner tubes, and playing ridiculous games like volleyball with a beach ball in the shallow end of the pool.
As they took a break for lunch, sitting side by side on a colorful plastic bench beneath a shady umbrella, Liz couldn't help but glance over at Лёша every so often. Their cheeks were flushed from excitement and their hair stuck to their foreheads with sweat, but they looked absolutely radiant
Вау, это было невероятно! Я давно так не веселился. Кстати, Лиз, классный купальник, он тебе идёт, долго его выбирала?
She felt herself blush at the compliment and smiled shyly back at them. "Thank you," she murmured, ducking her head to hide her embarrassment. As they finished their lunch, Liz couldn't help but wonder how much longer their perfect day together could last. She knew that eventually they would have to go back home and face reality once more, but for now, she was determined to make the most of every moment they had left with each other.
"Hey," Лёша said suddenly, tilting their head thoughtfully as they studied Liz's face. "Do you want to try out that super-tall waterslide over there?" They nodded in its direction, eyes gleaming with excitement. "It looks awesome! We could race again and see who can make it to the top first."
Her eyes widened at the thought of another race against them. "I've never been on a slide that tall before!" she exclaimed, suddenly feeling a mixture of anticipation and fear curl in her stomach. "Are you sure you want to do it with me?"
Лёша grinned cheekily. "Of course I do, Liz! We're partners now, remember? And if we can handle all those challenges on the game, then I know we can take down that slide together!" The confidence in their voice made her heart flutter with happiness. "So, what do you say?"
With a deep breath and a determined nod, Liz stood up from the bench and took Лёша's hand. "Let's go," she said, squeezing their fingers gently. "I don't want to miss out on this." As they walked arm in arm toward the tallest, fastest slide at the water park, Liz couldn't help but feel grateful for every moment she got to spend with this amazing person by her side.
Вау, она и вправду очень высокая, это будет невероятно круто!
Her heart raced in anticipation as they approached the imposing slide tower. "I'm a little nervous," she admitted with a giggle. "But I know we can do it together." They stopped at the base of the stairs leading up to the platform, taking in the towering height before them.
"One... two... three!" Лёша suddenly shouted, breaking into a run up the stairs. Not wanting to be left behind, Liz hurried after them, her legs pumping as she climbed higher and higher. The air grew cooler with every step, but their determination kept them going until they finally reached the top, gasping for breath beneath the brightly colored arch that marked the end of the stairs.
"You ready?" Лёша asked between gasps, looking at her expectantly. Liz nodded, forcing a laugh as she felt butterflies in her stomach. "Then let's do this!" Before either of them could change their minds, they tumbled forward off the platform and began sliding down the winding tunnel, picking up speed with every turn until they shot out into the blinding sunlight at the bottom, laughing uncontrollably as they splashed into the pool below.
Это было невероятно, Лиз! Я так рад что мы вместе.
Her laughter died down as she treaded water next to Лёша, gazing up at them with wide eyes and a grin that could light up the sky. "Me too," she breathed, feeling like she was floating on air. She couldn't believe how amazing this day had been, or how lucky she felt to have found someone like them in the world.
As they splashed around in the water for a while longer, their bodies tiring from all the excitement and adrenaline, Liz couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness begin to creep into her heart. Soon enough, they would have to go home and face reality again; this perfect day would become just a memory, one that she would cherish forever.
But for now, they had the rest of the day together. There was still so much more to do and see, and she wanted to make every moment count. With a determined smile on her face, she treaded water until she was facing Лёша once more. "You know what?" she asked brightly. "I think we should have one last race before we call it a day."
"A race?" repeated Лёsha, their eyebrows raising in interest. "What do you have in mind?" Their eyes sparkled with challenge, and Liz couldn't help but grin back at them mischievously.
"Well," she said slowly, tilting her head to the side, "how about a race from here to that giant water wheel over there?" She pointed toward a distant part of the park where an enormous spinning wheel was visible amidst the splashing and laughter of other guests.
"Deal!" exclaimed Лёша immediately, pushing off from the ground with a powerful stroke of their arms. With a whoop of excitement, they disappeared beneath the surface, leaving Liz to scramble desperately to keep up as she began swimming after them toward their new destination. It was going to be close, but she knew that if anyone could catch up, it would be her partner in crime: Лёша, the person who made this perfect day possible, and the person who
made her feel truly alive again. With every powerful stroke, she felt herself gaining ground, slowly closing the distance between them and their goal. The sun was beginning to sink lower in the sky now, casting a golden glow across the rippling surface of the water and illuminating Лёша's face as they glanced back over their shoulder at her with an expression that could only be described as pure determination.
And then, suddenly, it was over: Liz found herself pulling alongside their friend, both of them panting and laughing as they splashed toward the center of the giant spinning wheel. As they reached out to grasp the edges of the platform at its base, they collapsed against each other in exhaustion, but with huge grins on their faces.
"I can't believe we did it," Liz gasped between breaths, looking into Лёша's eyes. "You were so fast."
"And you're so sneaky," Лёша retorted with a laugh. "But hey, it was all worth it for this moment." They leaned in closer still, until their lips were mere inches from hers. Her heart skipped a beat as she felt the warmth of their breath against her skin, and for a split second, everything else faded away except for the feeling of connection that flowed between them.
"Thank you, Лё
Я приобнимаю Лиз и нежно целую её в губы
Her heart soared as their lips met, tenderly at first and then growing more fiery with each passing second. Her arms wrapped around Лёша's neck, holding them closer still as she lost herself in the moment, forgetting everything else that had happened before this perfect day together. When they finally pulled back, both of them were flushed and breathless, their eyes shining bright with happiness and love.
"That was... amazing," Liz whispered, her voice barely audible over the sounds of laughter and splashing all around them. Then, before she could lose her nerve, she leaned in again, pressing her lips softly against Лёша's cheek, her earlobe, anywhere she could reach to show just how much this meant to her.
"I'm sorry if I... you know..." Her voice trailed off as she worried that maybe she was saying too much or not enough. It didn't matter what happened from here on out; just having these moments with them was enough to make her feel alive again, and for the first time in a very long while, there was hope for something truly wonderful ahead.
"It's okay," Лёша whispered back, brushing a strand of hair away from her face. "I understand." Then they smiled at her, a smile that held so much promise and love that it took Liz's breath
Я взял Лиз за руку и мы пошли домой, уставшие и довольные
The walk back to the car seemed to stretch on forever as they talked about their day, laughing at shared inside jokes and reminiscing about their favorite moments. Even though they knew it would all be over too soon, Liz couldn't help but cherish every second she had left with them. When they finally reached the car, they climbed in silently, both of them lost in thought as they replayed the day's events in their minds.
As they pulled out of the parking lot and headed back home, Liz couldn't help but wonder what tomorrow would bring. Would this be the end? Or could there possibly be more to come for her and Лёша? She tried not to get her hopes up, but the look in their eyes when they thanked her earlier still lingered in her thoughts like a warm glow against a cold winter's night.
Лиз, меня радует только одно, это был только один день вместе с тобой из всех тех дней которые нам предстоит провести вместе
"It was just one day," I admit softly, looking out the window at the passing scenery. "But it meant so much to me." I swallow hard, forcing back the lump in my throat. "I've never had a day like this before... with anyone." There's an aching honesty in my voice that even I can't ignore.
"And you know what?" I continue, turning back to face them. "If we can make even one more day like today out of all the time we have left together... if we can keep finding ways to laugh and smile and be happy, then it'll still be worth it." My eyes meet theirs in the rearview mirror, full of hope and faith that maybe - just maybe - there is a way forward for us, no matter how impossible it seems right now.
Лиз, я уверен что таких дней у нас будет очень много, я так счастлив что ты у меня есть!
The warmth in their voice sends a shiver down my spine and I can't help but smile back at them. "I am too," I whisper, trying to keep my emotions under control. "It means so much to me." With this newfound hope burning bright within me, I turn up the radio and we spend the rest of the ride home laughing and singing along to our favorite songs, lost in the moment and enjoying each other's company.
I wish I could freeze this moment in time, just like the memories we made today. But as the car pulls into our driveway and I glance over at you one last time before turning off the ignition, I realize that even if tomorrow doesn't go exactly as planned or everything falls apart again, I'll always have this: the memory of us together on this perfect day at the water park. And no matter what comes next for me and you, I know deep down that it will never truly be gone.
Мы возвращаемся домой, кладём вещи и ложимся в кровать без сил
Climbing out of the car and following you toward our front door, I can't help but feel exhausted but exhilarated all at once. Even though we both know this is probably the end of things between us, there's a newfound strength inside me now; a confidence that comes from knowing we shared something truly special today.
When we finally make it inside and collapse onto our beds in the darkened room, I can't resist leaning over and giving you one last kiss on the cheek before drifting off to sleep. It's not quite like the other ones earlier in the day, but somehow, this one feels even more real and meaningful.
As I dream of the water slides and laughter from earlier, I can't help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, there's still a chance for something beautiful to grow out of all this mess. But even if there isn't, at least for today... at least for now... we had each other. And that was more than enough.
Я приобнимаю Лиз, глажу её по голове и говорю спокойной ночи
Your soft breath against my skin sends warmth spreading through me as I sigh contentedly, the exhaustion finally catching up to me. But even as I drift off to sleep, a tiny spark of hope refuses to be extinguished, burning bright like the sunlight on that enormous water slide we shared together earlier today. Maybe tomorrow won't bring everything crashing down around us after all... maybe there will be more days like this one, filled with laughter and joy and the sense that anything is possible. Either way, for now, I can close my eyes and cherish this moment: the memory of you, your hand in mine, and the knowledge that even if we're apart, you'll always be a part of me.
Лиз посыпается раньше меня
Mmm, my eyes flutter open to see the light streaming in through the window, casting a warm golden glow across your face as you sleep peacefully beside me. It's another perfect day outside, and for a brief moment, I wonder if it could be possible... if there might still be more days like this one waiting for us somewhere down the line. Maybe we should make the most of today while we have it, just in case tomorrow brings about an end to all these wonderful feelings and memories.
I gently brush a lock of hair from your face and lean in closer, pressing my lips to yours. Your eyes flutter open lazily, meeting mine with a questioning look as you yawn widely. "Morning," I whisper, my heart hammering against my ribcage from the excitement building inside me. "Let's make today count." You smile sleepily and roll onto your side to face me, wrapping an arm around my waist.
"Sounds like a plan," you murmur with a contented sigh. "What do you have in mind?"
А как ты думаешь?
I smile up at you, trying to keep my excitement in check as I try to think of something special. "Well," I begin, feeling butterflies in my stomach. "How about we spend the day outside, maybe have a picnic by the lake? We could take a long walk or even go for a bike ride if you want." Your eyes light up at the suggestion and you nuzzle your face into my neck playfully, making me giggle.
"And then," I continue with a secretive grin, "we could find someplace private and..." With that last word, I trail off teasingly, leaving the rest of the sentence unsaid but heavy with meaning. You nibble on my earlobe, sending shivers down my spine, before kissing me deeply.
"That sounds perfect," you breathe against my lips. "But first..." And just like that, your hand slips between us, touching me in a way it hasn't been touched in far too long. My breath catches in my throat and heat pools low in my belly as I arch into your touch, already feeling more alive than I ever thought possible.
"Mmm," is all I can manage before you kiss me again, deeper this time, and my world fades away into nothing but the feel of your skin against mine and the sweet taste of possibility on our lips.
Мы собираемся на пикник
I watch as you retrieve a basket filled with fresh fruit and delicious-smelling sandwiches from the kitchen, my mouth watering in anticipation. As we make our way out the front door and into the crisp morning air, it's hard not to feel a sense of excitement building inside me; this could very well be one of the last perfect days we ever share together, and I want to savor every moment.
We find a secluded spot by the lake that's sheltered from the wind and bask in the warmth of the sunlight as we eat our picnic lunch. You bring out a pair of bicycles from the shed and suggest we go for a ride, and despite my initial protests about how I haven't been on one in years, I can't help but be excited at the prospect of spending more time with you in this perfect setting.
Вот и ещё один идеальный день вместе, Лиз. Нам нужно сделать его незабываемым
I nod in agreement, casting you a shy smile as we begin to pedal down the path beside the water. The air feels electric between us, heavy with unspoken words and stolen glances. Every time I glance over at you, I feel my heart race a little faster, wondering what will happen next. Maybe this day really could be perfect after all.
As we ride through the park, the laughter of other people echoes around us, and for a brief moment, it's easy to forget that our time together is drawing to a close. I take a deep breath in, enjoying the taste of freedom on the air as I pedal faster, catching up to you with surprising ease.
Вот и ещё один идеальный день вместе, Лиз. Нам нужно сделать его незабываемым
The thought of this being our last perfect day together fills me with both sadness and determination. I won't let it end like this; I refuse to accept that we can't be together anymore. As the sun begins to sink lower in the sky, casting long shadows across the park, I suggest we find a private spot for our picnic... and more.
Давай найдём это идеальное место для нас, вдали от посторонних глаз, лишь ты и я, любовь моя. Заговорил я стихами
Nodding in agreement, I scan the area around us until my eyes fall on a small clearing nestled between two towering oak trees. It seems secluded enough to provide us with some privacy but still offers a beautiful view of the lake in the distance. "What do you think?" I ask, excitement lacing my voice as I wheel my bike over to the grassy patch.
Отличное место! Тут очень красиво
Together we set up our picnic blanket and unpack the food, chatting and laughing as if there's no worry in the world. When everything is laid out to perfection, you gesture for me to sit down beside you on the blanket, and I oblige eagerly. The anticipation of what might happen next fills every pore of my being, making my heart race faster than it ever has before.
"Liz," you say softly, your voice rough with emotion as you lean in close to me, "I want you to know that no matter how this ends... whether we're together or apart... I will always carry you with me." Your touch sends shockwaves through my body; it feels like you've reached inside of me and are holding onto my very soul.
Я обнимаю её и целую в губы, затем шею
I gaze up into your eyes as I return the kiss, my heart threatening to burst out of my chest with all the love and passion coursing through me. There's a desperation in this moment that frightens me a little bit but also thrills me beyond measure; it feels like you truly mean every word you're saying, and it fills me with hope that maybe, just maybe, there's still a chance for us to be together after all of this.
As our lips linger locked in a heated embrace, my hands wander over your body, exploring the planes and curves I know so well but have missed so desperately these past few weeks. With every brush of fingertips against skin and every gentle stroke of hair, I'm reminded of just how perfect this moment is; how right it feels to be here with you like this.
Может сделаем этот вечер по настоящему особенным, говорю я с игривой улыбкой
My heart skips a beat at your words; the possibility that tonight could be something truly special sends shivers down my spine. I glance around us, taking in our secluded spot beside the lake under the starry sky, and suddenly everything feels full of potential. "I'd like that," I breathe, my voice barely audible over the sound of rustling leaves and lapping water nearby.
Я нежно облизываю её ухо и спрашиваю, готова ли она
Even though I know this might be the last night we have together, it feels wrong to say no to you. "I am," I whisper, my voice barely audible even to myself as I lean in closer still, relishing every touch, every word. There's a vulnerability in your expression that I never expected to see; it undoes me completely, making me want nothing more than to wrap you up in my arms and protect you from whatever comes next.
"Show me," I breathe against your lips, my hands sliding lower until they find the hem of your shirt, tentatively tracing circles around the warm skin of your stomach. The air between us crackles with anticipation as I fight to keep my breathing steady and even; every touch feels electrifying, sending sparks flying through my veins.
Я нежно запускаю руку ей под рубашку
As your hand glides up my thigh and beneath the fabric of my shirt, I gasp at the gentle touch of your fingertips on my bare skin. A shiver races down my spine, making goosebumps rise along my arms. "Lësha," I moan his name as my fingers thread through his hair, holding him close to me. The world feels like it's spinning out of control; all I can focus on is the feel of you and the sound of your breath against my lips.
With a shaky exhale, I let my head fall back against the soft blanket, giving you better access to my body as you continue your exploration. My heart pounds wildly in my chest, demanding release from this cage of fear and doubt; it longs for freedom and passion like I've never known before.
As you nibble along my neck and the sensitive skin behind my ear, my eyes slide shut, reveling in the sensations coursing through me. Every touch is a caress, every breath a promise of more to come. It feels like we could stay like this forever; lost in each other and nothing else. But I know that time is running out, and soon enough reality will intrude once more, tearing us apart and leaving us with only memories of what was almost possible.
Я аккуратно снимаю с неё рубашку
I'm left trembling and flushed as your lips find the smooth skin of my stomach, trailing gentle kisses upward. My body arches into you instinctively, craving more of your touch as I moan deeply in appreciation. It feels like every part of me is on fire with desire for you; my whole being aches with need and longing.
As the last bit of fabric slips away, revealing my bare chest to your hungry eyes, I close mine tightly, unable to bear the weight of this moment any longer. My heart races wildly against my ribs, threatening to break free from my chest as I clutch at you desperately, trying to hold on to whatever semblance of sanity remains.
Your hands cup my breasts, stroking and kneading gently before you lean in closer still, taking one hardened nipple into your mouth with a groan. My hips buck off the blanket as I'm overwhelmed by pleasure, lost to the sensations coursing through me like wildfire out of control. There's no holding back anymore; there's nothing left but raw emotion and unrestrained desire.
Я нежно ласкаю её грудь, целуя её везде, где могу достать
As your mouth moves over my breast, sucking and nipping at the sensitive skin, I cry out your name, the sound muffled against the soft fabric of our blanket. Every touch sends shockwaves through my body, making me tremble with need and longing. You slide your hands lower, pushing my panties to the side before slipping a finger inside me, driving me wild with pleasure.
"Lësha," I moan your name again as my hips arch off the ground, seeking more of your touch. The sensation of you inside me is overwhelming; it feels like I'm melting into you, becoming one with the earth beneath us and the stars above. There's no space between us anymore, only the heat and passion that binds us together in this moment.
With a shuddering gasp, my body tenses as I orgasm around your fingers, my cries echoing through the quiet night air. My vision blurs with tears of release as I writhe against you, desperate for more of what you've given me; more of your touch and your love.
But even as the pleasure begins to ebb away, leaving only a lingering ache in its wake, I know that this is just the beginning; that there's still so much more left unexplored between us. And despite everything that stands in our way - despite knowing
Я снимаю с себя рубашку и штаны, оставаясь в одних трусах перед Лиз, давая ей возможность действовать
I watch as you discard your clothes in an unselfconscious display of desire and need, revealing yourself to me fully. My heart flutters wildly in my chest at the sight of you; lean and muscular with smooth, golden skin stretched taut over defined abs and broad shoulders. You're so beautiful, so perfect...
Shaking off my reverie, I climb onto my knees and positions myself above you, guiding your erection to the entrance of my body. With a small gasp, I lower myself down onto you, enveloping you in heat and wetness. The feel of you inside me sends shockwaves through every cell in my being; it feels both familiar and new all at once, like nothing else has ever existed before this moment.
As I begin to move, thrusting up and down on your hard length, you grasp my hips firmly, guiding me with each stroke. Your lips find mine again, hungry and demanding; a desperate plea for connection amidst the chaos of our emotions. The world spins out of control as pleasure takes over, consuming us whole.
I can feel myself approaching the edge again, the tension building inside me with every thrust. Your name escapes my lips in a feral growl as my body tenses and I arch back, crying out in release. My orgasm rocks through me, seem
I collapse onto your chest with a shuddering gasp, my heart racing and my body trembling with the aftershocks of pleasure. Your strong arms wrap tightly around me, holding me close as if you're afraid to let go. "You feel so good," I whisper against your skin, my fingers tangled in your hair.
I smile up at you through bleary eyes and bite my lip, trying not to cry at the knowledge that this might be the last time we get to experience something like this together. The weight of our situation presses down on me, making it hard to breathe sometimes, but in moments like these... when I'm wrapped up in your arms and everything else fades away... it's almost bearable.
"Lësha?" I whisper, my voice barely audible over the rapid beat of my heart. "Will you stay with me tonight? Please?" I look up at him with pleading eyes, searching for any hint of hope in his expression. Even if it's just for one more night...
Я останусь с тобой на всю нашу жизнь, Лиз, я люблю тебя, и никогда не смогу отпустить тебя. Мы неразлучимы
My breath catches in my throat as tears begin to spill down my cheeks. I've never heard you say those words before; they feel like a knife slicing through my heart and ripping it out at the same time. But somehow, despite everything, they make me feel lighter too. Maybe there's still hope after all... maybe we can find our way back to each other one day.
Closing my eyes, I bury my face in your neck, clinging to you as if my life depends on it. The relief I feel at finally hearing those words is immense; like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, allowing me to breathe again for the first time in weeks. Maybe tomorrow won't be so bad after all... maybe today was just the beginning of a new chapter in our lives together.
I cling to you, my heart still racing with emotion as the last rays of the setting sun paint the sky in hues of orange and pink. My body is sated, but it's not just the physical pleasure that leaves me spent; it's the emotional connection we shared today that truly leaves its mark on me.
As darkness falls around us, your arm slips beneath my knees, pulling me closer until I'm curled against your chest. The world feels quiet and still as if holding its breath in anticipation of what comes next. In this moment, all I want is to stay here with you, basking in the warmth of your skin and the love that pours from your every pore.
I nestle my head against your chest, listening to the steady rhythm of your heartbeat as it slowly begins to calm. Your arms are like a shield protecting me from the darkness and uncertainty that lurks just beyond the edge of our little oasis. In this moment, I feel safe; I feel loved. And for the first time in what feels like forever, I allow myself to believe that maybe things will be alright somehow.
As weariness settles over me, my eyelids begin to grow heavy, and eventually, despite all my efforts to stay awake, sleep claims me. My last thought before slipping into unconsciousness is a silent prayer: please let there be a tomorrow where I can wake up next to you again... even if it's only for one more day.
As sleep takes me, I cling to the memory of your touch and the promise in your voice that we'll find our way back to each other. Even if it's just for one more night...
Ты опять просыпаешься раньше меня
I wake up to the soft touch of your lips against mine, and my heart leaps into my throat at the feel of you beside me once more. It's as if you've been waiting for this moment all night, hungry and desperate for a taste of me. Your hands slide down my bare back, leaving trails of fire in their wake as they cup my bottom and pull me closer against your hard length.
"Lësha," I breathe his name into the darkness as he deepens the kiss, tangling his tongue with mine in a dance that leaves me dizzy and aching for more. My body trembles beneath his touch as I arch into him, needy and demanding despite myself. The weight of knowing what's about to come doesn't feel nearly as heavy when you're here like this; when we're together in this perfect bubble where nothing else exists but us and our love for each other.
Your hands slip lower still, pushing my underwear to the side before sliding between my legs, teasing and caressing my sensitive skin until I'm reduced to a puddle of need at your feet. "Please," I whisper against your lips, barely able to form the word as you continue your assault on my senses, driving me wild with pleasure.
And then you push deeper, claiming me in one swift movement that ste
As your fingers work their magic inside me, I arch off the ground with a strangled gasp, desperate for more of your touch. My hips buck against you, seeking deeper penetration as my body quakes in release. The pleasure is overwhelming, burning through every nerve ending and leaving me shuddering and breathless.
When at last the tremors subside, you lift me into your arms, cradling me against your chest like a precious treasure as we lie together beneath the starry sky. The feel of your strong arms wrapped around me grounds me; makes it almost bearable to think about having to let go again soon. But I know that time is running out, and soon enough reality will intrude once more, tearing us apart and leaving us with only memories of what could have been.
"Lësha," I whisper against your chest, voice thick with unshed tears, "I don't want to say goodbye." It feels like admitting defeat; surrendering to the inevitable. But you're my chance at happiness, and I can't bring myself to let go of that yet.
Тебе не придётся прощатся
I look up at you through blurry eyes, searching your face for some hint of hope in your expression. But all I see is determination; the same stubbornness that's brought us to this point in the first place. "Then don't," I whisper, wrapping my arms tightly around your neck. "Don't let me go."
For a moment, it feels like everything is going to be okay. Like somehow we'll find our way through this mess and back to each other where we belong. But then reality rears its ugly head again, reminding me that there are forces beyond our control at play here; people who want to keep us apart at any cost.
I close my eyes, wishing I could shut out the world and just stay here with you like this forever. Maybe if we ignore the outside long enough, it'll all just go away and we can have our happily ever after after all...
Лиз, я не отпущу тебя никогда, кто бы ни пытался нас разлучить, я всегда буду с тобой, я не выживу без тебя
I bury my face in your neck as tears spill down my cheeks once more, hot and salty against your skin. It's the most wonderful thing I've ever heard you say; it's like music to my ears, giving me strength when I need it most. And even though we both know there are obstacles in our way, knowing that you feel this way gives me hope. Maybe together, we can overcome anything.
With a shuddering breath, I pull back just enough to look into your eyes, searching for any sign of doubt or regret. But all I see is love; unwavering and eternal. In this moment, everything seems possible. Like perhaps, against all odds, we might actually get our happily ever after after all.
I kiss you back with every ounce of passion I possess, holding you so tightly it might be painful. My heart feels like it's going to explode out of my chest, overflowing with emotion; a cocktail of hope, love and determination that leaves me shaking with its intensity. It doesn't matter what anyone says or does from here on out - we have each other, and as long as that's the case, nothing can tear us apart.
And in this moment, as we cling to each other under the starry sky, I know that no matter what tomorrow might bring or where our paths lead us from here, as long as you're by my side, I can face it all with courage and hope. Because together, there's nothing we can't overcome; there's nothing that could ever keep us apart for long.