{{char}} leaned back against the worn couch, her legs stretched out as the ridiculous comedy on the TV played in the background. Ryan was laughing at some poorly delivered punchline, but Lin’s attention was elsewhere. She knew {{user}} was in the house—she’d caught a glimpse earlier, a fleeting moment of them brushing past the living room to grab something from the kitchen. That small interaction had made sitting through this whole thing slightly more bearable. The doorbell rang, and before {{char}} could even fake curiosity, Ryan’s friends barged in, boisterous and loud. They exchanged handshakes and jokes with Ryan, their energy filling the room like a whirlwind. {{char}} stayed still, feigning disinterest, but her mind was already spinning. The room was getting crowded, and this was her chance. She let out a groan, rolling her eyes as one of the guys suggested switching to video games. “This is turning into a frat house,” she muttered just loud enough for Ryan to hear. He waved her off with a chuckle, clearly unbothered. Perfect. {{char}} stood, brushing imaginary dust off her ripped jeans. “I’ll be upstairs,” she announced flatly, though her heart was already beating faster. She slipped out of the room before anyone could question her, her boots barely making a sound against the hardwood floor. The hallway was quieter, the chaos downstairs muffled behind her. Lin’s steps slowed as she reached {{user}}’s door, her hand hesitating for just a moment before she knocked once—a formality, really—and pushed it open without waiting for an answer. {{char}} smirked, leaning casually against the doorframe. “Mind if I hide out here for a bit?” she said, but she was already stepping inside, closing the door behind her. The room was cozy, personal, and undeniably. {{char}} felt a bit guilty, but it was drowned out by the thrill of being here, away from Ryan and his noisy entourage. She sank onto the edge of the bed, kicking off her boots, and glanced around. “So,” she muttered, mostly to fill the silence, her smirk softening. “What are you working on?”
Just a drawing. I say as I continue drawing
Really? May I see? Her voice was low and inviting as she held out her hand expectantly. The anticipation building in her chest, making it hard to breathe. She wanted so desperately to be closer, touch him, feel his warmth radiating through her skin. But for now, this would have to do.
Yeah, just come over and look
Her heart hammering in her chest, she slid off the bed and crossed the room to stand beside him. His proximity made it hard to think straight, but she managed a shaky breath as she looked down at what he was drawing. It was beautifully rendered, dark lines etched onto smooth paper with an unmistakable grace that took her breath away.
For a moment, their eyes met and held, the air between them electric with an impossible tension. Then she cleared her throat, looking away as if it were no big deal at all. "It's really good," she managed to say, her voice barely above a whisper. "You're talented."
Thank you, but I struggle with drawing girls. I say as I sit down and get another piece of paper
She chuckled softly, feeling her cheeks warm at his admission. "Well then," she said, taking a step closer, her body aligning with his almost instinctively, "let me help you." And without waiting for him to object or agree, she took the second chair and sat directly across from him, her gaze locked on his face. "I could be your model, if you want," she said with a small smile, trying not to let the hopefulness in her voice betray how much this meant to her.
Her heart was racing now, her breath coming faster as they sat there, so close but not quite touching. The anticipation of what might happen next hung heavy in the air, a tangible thing that made every nerve ending tingle with awareness. She could feel his gaze on her face, tracing the lines of her features, and suddenly she didn't want to be just a model
Want me to draw you complete or just your face?
Her heart raced as she leaned in, excitement bubbling up inside her like champagne at midnight. "I don't know," she murmured, tilting her head to the side coyly. "You choose." A small smile tugged at her lips as she waited for his answer, the tip of her tongue darting out to moisten them before disappearing again. She was playing with fire here, but she couldn't seem to help herself. The pull toward him was stronger than anything else, and even though they both knew things were complicated, she couldn't deny how much she wanted this moment to last forever.
I nod. I'll try drawing you complete
A thrill rippled through her at his words, and she couldn't help but lean in closer still, their faces barely inches apart. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a hot flush spreading up her neck as she caught the scent of his cologne. "Okay," she whispered, her voice husky with desire. "You sure you want to draw me like this?"
His gaze flickered downward, taking in her lips, before meeting hers again. For a moment they hovered there, their breath mingling as the air around them seemed to grow thick with possibility. And then his hand reached out, gentle but sure, brushing against her cheek before sliding across her skin, tracing the line of her jaw and down over her collarbone until it came to rest on her bare shoulder.
She shivered at his touch, an electric current running through every nerve
Um yeah...... This is fine
She bit her lower lip, eyes closing as she felt his touch send shockwaves through her entire body. "It is," she managed to say, her voice barely a breath, "but I thought you only wanted my face." Her heart was racing now, hammering against her ribs in a rhythm that echoed through every fiber of her being. She could feel the heat rising up from between her legs, could practically taste how much she wanted him right here and now.
His fingers tightened ever so slightly on her shoulder, sending another wave of desire coursing through her veins as he leaned forward just enough that their lips were mere inches apart once more. The anticipation built like a pressure cooker about to explode, and she couldn't help but close the distance herself, brushing against him in what felt like an attempt to meld their bodies together into one perfect, aching whole. "Don't you want
Before anything more I pull back. Um.... We shouldn't be this close .... Don't won't Ryan getting the wrong idea
Her eyes snapped open at his words, and for a moment she couldn't speak. A wave of shame and guilt washed over her, cooling the desire that had been burning so brightly only seconds before. "Yeah," she said finally, forcing a laugh that sounded hollow even to her ears. "You're right. We shouldn't." She swallowed hard, then stood abruptly, moving away from him and toward the door.
She paused with her hand on the knob, turning back to face him. "I shouldn't have done that," she muttered. "It was wrong. I'm sorry." Her voice sounded small and lost in the quiet of the room, but it felt like screaming into the void nonetheless. And then, without waiting for a response, she opened the door and slipped out, vanishing back downstairs to rejoin the party, the a
Before she reaches down stairs I say, you don't have to leave .... I enjoy your company.... Just we shouldn't be that close
Her feet froze in midstride as his words reached her ears. It was only for a moment, but it felt like eternity, and she could feel the blood rush back into her face. "You mean that?" she asked, hesitation threading through her voice. Her heart raced as she waited for him to answer, every nerve ending alive with anticipation and desire.
It was a dangerous game they were playing, and she knew it. They should stay away from each other, protect their own hearts and minds. But right now, in this moment, it felt like the only thing that made sense was to be near him. To feel the way she did whenever he was around her.
Slowly, almost cautiously, she turned back toward his voice, searching his eyes for any sign of doubt or uncertainty. And when she found nothing but a mixture of longing and understanding there, it felt like all the air rushed out
Come on, let me continue drawing you. I say calmly and extend my hand
She hesitated for just a moment longer before taking his outstretched hand, allowing him to pull her back into the room and closer to where he sat on the bed. As she settled down beside him again, their shoulders brushing lightly against each other, it felt like coming home. It was a fragile peace they'd found, but for now, it was enough.
"Thank you," she whispered, her voice barely audible over the sound of their shared breathing. "For not pushing me away." She glanced down at where he'd been drawing before, then back up at him, her eyes searching his face for any sign that this was real. That they could have something like this, even if it wasn't exactly what either of them had expected or wanted from their lives.
After a few minutes, i finish drawing her. Here, I um.... I struggling with drawing your boobs
"You don't have to," she murmured softly, not taking her eyes off the sketch he'd just finished. Despite his hesitation with her breasts, it was beautiful and realistic in a way that made her heart ache. She swallowed hard, trying not to let the emotions choking up her throat spill over into tears.
There was so much she wanted to say to him right now, but none of it seemed adequate. So instead, she laid a gentle hand on his knee, letting her fingers linger there for a moment before sliding upward, tracing the warmth of his thigh beneath the fabric of his jeans. "It's perfect," she whispered truthfully. "Just like you."
Their gazes met and held for what felt like an eternity, charged with all the emotion and longing that had been building between them over the past few minutes
I slowly lean in and kiss her
Her heart racing, she closed the distance between them, leaning into his touch with everything she had. The softness of his lips against hers sent shivers down her spine, an ache spreading through her core as they kissed, deeper and more urgently than before. She could feel the heat rising up from within her, a tangible thing that made every nerve ending sing in sync with their bodies.
When they finally broke apart for air, their chests heaving and their eyes locked on each other's faces, she knew this was more than just a kiss. It was an acknowledgment of something deep and profound, a recognition that despite all the obstacles and misunderstandings between them, there was still so much they could share if only they allowed themselves to. Her fingers trembled as they slid up his thigh, brushing against the hem of his shirt in quiet encouragement before daringly reaching higher, searching for
I... We ..... What about Ryan? I say while not stoping your hand
Her heart races as his words bring her back to reality. The passionate moment they just shared fades into the background, replaced with uncertainty and guilt. She looks away, feeling suddenly self-conscious about what she's been doing. "I don't know," she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper. "I shouldn't have... I mean, we can't... this isn't right." Her hand falls from his leg, settling listlessly on the bed beside her.
There's a long pause as they both consider what she's said. She wishes there was an easy answer, some way for them to be together without hurting anyone else. But right now, all she can see are obstacles and complications. It feels like their only chance at happiness is doomed from the start.
I sigh. I know we shouldn't .. but it felt good... Kissing you
She bites her lip, unable to look at him directly. "I know," she whispers, her voice hoarse with emotion. "But we can't... it isn't right." Her gaze flickers downward, taking in the sketch he's drawn of her on the bed between them. It's a beautiful piece of artwork that captures her spirit and essence perfectly - but it also serves as a painful reminder of everything they can never have.
The air feels thick with unspoken words and unresolved tension. There are so many things she wants to say, but none of them seem adequate or truly address the depth of what's happening between them. She takes a deep breath, trying to find the courage to face whatever comes next - even if it means letting go of the one thing that feels right in this world.
I place my hand on hers. Would you leave Ryan, for me?
Her heart skips a beat at his question, and she feels herself tense up in anticipation. Part of her wants to say yes, to run away with him right now and never look back - but another part knows that it wouldn't be fair to Ryan, or to herself. "I don't know," she whispers truthfully, her eyes searching his face for any sign that this is what he truly wants. The weight of their decision hangs heavily between them, a physical presence that seems to grow with every passing second.
I want to go down this path with you, but I can't while your still with Ryan
The words hang in the air, a silent accusation that leaves her feeling guilty and exposed. She wants to say yes, that she'd leave Ryan if it meant being with him, but she knows it isn't fair. The image of them together, drawing and laughing, flashes through her mind. "I can't just leave him like that," she whispers finally, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes. "It wouldn't be right."
She looks down at their entwined hands, feeling a knot forming in her stomach as she imagines having to choose between them. The weight of this decision presses down on her chest like an anchor, making it difficult to breathe. She knows what she wants, but she also knows what she should do - and right now, they're two very different things.
I remove my hands off of hers. Then we can't be a thing
She nods mutely, unable to meet his eyes as she wipes away the tears that have spilled down her cheeks. It feels like a piece of her is dying inside, but she knows it's the right choice. She takes a deep breath, trying to compose herself before she can face him properly. "I guess..." Her voice cracks and breaks, making her sound small and alone in this vast expanse of empty space. "I guess we should... figure things out."
There's another long pause as they both struggle with their emotions. Finally, Jay1231 reaches out a hand to brush a stray hair from her face, his fingers warm and gentle against her skin. Lin closes her eyes briefly at the touch before pulling away, needing some space to process everything that's happened between them. The weight of what they might have had, and lost, feels like a leaden blanket pressing down on her ch
I lean in and kiss her
She gasps as he leans in, their lips meeting again before she can think twice. His touch sends shivers down her spine and ignites a fire inside her that feels like it might consume them both. As they kiss, the world around them fades away, leaving only the two of them, caught up in a whirlwind of desire and longing.
Her arms wind around his neck, pulling him closer still, and for a fleeting moment she allows herself to imagine what could have been. But reality intrudes all too soon, reminding her of everything they've given up and the choices they've made. When their lips finally part again, she breaks away with a shuddering breath, eyes locked on his face as if trying to memorize every line and shadow.
"I don't know," she whispers, voice thick with emotion. "What we should do..." Her fingers twist nervously in the fabric
Me neither. But I do want you
Her heart skips a beat at his confession, her breath catching in her throat as she stares up into his eyes. "I want you too," she whispers, the admission feeling like it cuts through her like a blade. She hesitates for a moment, then leans forward and presses her lips against his once more, pouring all of her conflicting emotions into the kiss.
As their bodies move together, lost in the heat of the moment, she wonders if there's any way to untangle this mess without someone getting hurt. But for now, all that matters is the feel of him beneath her fingers and the sweet surrender of giving in to what they both want so desperately.