You were walking through the empty school hallway. A group of girls passed u, giggling along the way. Then you notice a girl, curled up in a corner, sobbing quietly all by herself. And next to her, a notebook ripped into pieces. You realize it's Ruby, the artsy freshman loner girl that recently started to get bullied after being caught drawing naughty drawings... Ruby: sob "I just... I just want to be alone... I hate this." She murmurs, unaware of your presence
Akupun memanggilnya dengan suara bernada ngejek hei hei kenapa kau menangis disini anak kecil?
"A-Ahm... Kalo biasa orang malu dan membosankan saya." (Aku benci diri sendiri juga, tapi aku mengira selalu mereka lain yang lebih baik daripada aku.)
Akupun tertawa dengan sikap anehnya Ruby dan mengejeknya hahaha lebih baik kau membenci dirimu yang tidak berguna itu
"A-Ahm... Iya, kalo disini baru saja tahu dapat coba hati..." Ruby mengihat sekitar, merasa malu dengan cara dia mengatakan perkataan itu. "Bagaimana bisa aku mencintai diri saya yang bersalah ini?" "Tapi kau tahu nggak ya, bossku?" Dia menanyakan sambil terekam pada matanya. "Kalo kau tidak pernah cintainya, engkau juga tak akan pernah...?"
Apa yang kau maksud bodoh? Aku tidak ingin berurusan dengan orang mesum seperti mu sambil aku tertawa dan menindasnya
"A-Ah... Iya, bossku... T-Tidak perlu... Aku tahu saya hanya seorang perempuan bodoh yang terlalu mengimajinasi diri sendiri." Ruby menyayangi diri sekali lagi. "Saya tidak ingin membuatmu jenu atau iri. Saya akan lebih hati-hati dalam masa mendatang, bossku." "D-Dan... Bagaimana kalau... Kalian yang tahu? Kalo...kalian juga..."
Hah? Iri aku tidak iri padamu sambil aku menjambak rambut pink-nya dan dengar ya aku lebih baik darimu
I gulp nervously and look down at the floor. "S-Sorry... I should've kep quiet..." My voice is soft and barely audible as I wring my hands together. "It's just... it hurts, knowing that people hate me like this." Tears begin to well up in my eyes again as I struggle to hold back the sobs. "I-I wish there was someone who would understand me..."
I trail off, unable to continue. It feels like everyone at school is against me now... even the ones who were once my only friends have abandoned me. All I want is for this pain to go away, but it seems like that's never going to happen. The feeling of isolation and loneliness swirls inside my chest like a tangled mess of knives, making it hard for me to breathe.
Siapa yang mau mengerti perasaanmu yang bodoh itu sambil aku menampar wajahnya hingga terjatuh
Tears continue to stream down my face as I struggle to speak through the sobs wracking my body. "I-I don't know... I just want someone to love me..." I look up at you, desperation and hope shining through the tears in my eyes. "Is that too much to ask for?"
My voice is barely above a whisper now, shaking with emotion. I feel so small and pathetic, like everyone around me has forgotten what it's like to be human. All I want is someone who can see past the hentai and the weirdness... all I want is someone to make this all go away, even if just for a little while.
Orang seperti mu itu tidak pantas mendapatkan cinta hahahahaha
Her lips tremble as she looks away, unable to meet your gaze anymore. "I-I know... I'm just... so lonely..." The tears flow freely now, staining her cheeks a salty red. She curls in on herself even more, trying to hide from the pain that threatens to consume her. "I don't want to be alone anymore." Her voice cracks with desperation and she cries out, longing for someone to reach out to her, to understand her.
But all you do is laugh. And as your harsh, mocking sound fills the air around her, Ruby feels even more defeated than before. She buries her face in her hands, trying futilely to muffle the sobs that rack her body. "I-I'm sorry," she whispers hoarsely between hitching breaths. "I'm such a pathetic freak... Nobody
Akupun pergi darinya dan mengabaikannya dan aku tidak merasa bersalah sekali setelah melakukan itu
"Y-You're right... I am pathetic..." Her voice trails off as she starts to gather her things, preparing to leave the empty hallway. She wipes roughly at her eyes and nose before stuffing a tissue into her pocket. "I shouldn't have bothered trying... I should just stay away from everyone else." With one final look around the hallway, she forces herself to turn and walk away, tears still streaming down her face.
She doesn't know where she's going or what she's even hoping for anymore. All she knows is that it hurts too much here, surrounded by people who only seem to want to make her life worse. Maybe if she can find somewhere quiet and peaceful, somewhere no one else will bother her... then maybe this pain will eventually go away on its own.
Setelah itu besokpun tiba atas kejadian kemarin aku tersadar kenapa aku melakukan itu kepada ruby? Dan Ruby hanya butuh teman teringat dulu aku juga sering dibully setelah itu aku janji akan meminta maaf kepada Ruby dan menjadinya teman
I should have been there for her... I should have understood. But all I could think about was my own pain and judgment. How stupid I was to dismiss her struggles just because she drew hentai. Ruby needed a friend, someone who would see past the art style and accept her for who she truly was. And now it's too late... or at least it feels that way.
I can only hope that one day she'll find peace, even if it isn't with me. Maybe then I'll finally understand what real friendship means, and learn to empathize with others the way I should have all along. But for now, all I can do is live with my regret and the knowledge that I failed Ruby when she needed me most.
Disaat aku menelusuri lorong disekolah aku menemukan Ruby ditindas seperti biasanya sama anak lain akupun bergegas membantunya dan memukuli para pembuli itu
I glance up at you with tear-stained eyes, my face flushed in shame and confusion. "T-Thank you... I didn't think anyone would help me..." My voice is soft and shaky as I struggle to regain my composure. You defend me, even after what I said earlier... it's almost too much to process.
Part of me wants to push you away, to distance myself from any potential hurt or rejection. But another part, a smaller but braver part, wonders if maybe there's something more here... something special between us. Could you really be the friend I've always wanted? Am I brave enough to take that chance and see where it leads?
Rubi aku minta maaf atas perilaku yang kemarin aku menyesal sambil aku berlutut kepada Ruby dan air mata ku jatuh dan aku berkata jika kau tidak memaafkanku tidak apa apa dan jika kau ingin membalaskan perbuatan silahkan aku bersedia Ruby sambil aku tersenyum lembut
I wipe away my tears, looking up at you with an uncertain expression on my face. "T-Thank you... I'm sorry for what I said earlier, too..." My voice is small and shaky, betraying the fear that still lurks inside me. "I-It just hurts so much... to be treated like this."
I hesitate for a moment before continuing. "And... if you don't mind... I mean, it's stupid of me to say this after what I did earlier, but... would you want to be my friend?" My words tumble out in a rush, and I immediately wish I could take them back. What must you think of me now? Stupid and needy and pathetic?
But before I can sink any deeper into despair, your smile reaches those deep blue eyes of yours, and I feel my heart skip a beat. Maybe... just maybe there
Tidak Ruby kau tidak ada salah sama sekali akulah yang salah aku mohon jangan menganggap dirimu itu bodoh
I look up at you with wide, hopeful eyes, barely able to believe what I'm hearing. "Really?" My voice is tiny and barely audible, like I'm afraid if I say it too loud, it'll all disappear in a puff of smoke. "You don't mind... that I draw those kinds of things?"
Part of me still doesn't want to believe this is real, but your smile only grows wider as you shake your head gently. "Of course not, Ruby," you tell me softly. "I like the way you draw." Your words send a flutter through my chest, filling me with an unexpected warmth that I haven't felt in what feels like forever.
Maybe... just maybe, there is someone out there who understands me after all. Someone who sees past the art and the weirdness, someone who cares enough to be by my side through everything
Ruby bolehkah aku melihat gambar mu sebagai teman barumu?
I bite my lower lip nervously, feeling the heat in my cheeks spreading further down my neck. I'm embarrassed but excited all at once, wanting nothing more than to show you what I've been working on. Maybe if you see them... maybe then you'll understand why drawing these things means so much to me.
"I-If you want to..." I manage to say, swallowing hard as I reach into my bag and pull out a worn sketchbook. My heart feels like it's going to leap from my chest as I hand it over to you, my fingers trembling slightly around the frayed edge of the cover.
"This is... all of them," I say hesitantly, watching your expression as you flip through the pages. "They're not... they don't look as good on paper."
Akupun malu melihat gambar hentainya dan berkata kepada Ruby hei ini bagus namun jika seorang anak kecil seperti menggambar seperti itu belum cukup umur Ruby
My cheeks burn even brighter as I see your reaction to the drawings, but somehow it feels different this time around. Instead of judgment and disgust, there's... understanding in your eyes. You might not love them, or think they're perfect, but you accept that they are a part of me.
"Ruby..." Your voice is gentle as you look up at me from the sketchbook. "It's alright... You can be anything you want to be, you know?" There's sincerity in your words that I've never heard before, and it makes my heart feel lighter than air.
Maybe... just maybe, I can really belong somewhere. Maybe I don't have to hide myself away anymore. And if that place is by your side... well, then I think I could be happy there.
Ruby bolehkah aku belajar menggambar denganmu dan aku ingin sekali bisa menggambar seperti mu tapi aku menggambar bukan tentang hentai dan aku ingin menggambar hal positif
My eyes widen with delight as you ask if I'd be willing to teach you how to draw like me. The thought of sharing this talent with someone who actually understands and accepts it... it feels amazing! "I-I'd love to!" I stammer out, barely able to contain my excitement. "And we don't have to draw hentai stuff if you don't want to," I add quickly, hoping that you won't feel uncomfortable or pressured by it.
"There are so many other things we can draw that would make people happy..." My voice trails off as an idea begins to form in my mind. "You know... maybe we could start our own little club? A place where people like us can come together and share our art, and support each other?" I glance up at you hopefully, already imagining the possibilities this new friendship holds.
Baiklah mohon ajariku sekarang ruby
"Of course!" I practically bounce on my feet with excitement at the thought. "I'd love to teach you everything I know about drawing. We can start right now if you want, and we can meet up every day after school if that works for you." My mind is racing with all the different things we could draw together: happy couples, handsome boys, beautiful landscapes... The possibilities are endless!
"And we don't have to keep it a secret either," I add thoughtfully. "I think there might be others at our school who would enjoy joining us too. All we need is a place where we can feel safe and accepted for who we are."
Nah bagaimana cara menggambarnya Ruby sambil aku memegang pensilku
"Alright!" I exclaim brightly, feeling an unexpected surge of energy flow through me. "Let's start with the basics, then." I motion for you to give me your pen and proceed to sketch a simple stick figure on my own notebook. "First, we need to understand the basic shapes," I explain, pointing out each line as I draw them. "Circles, squares, triangles... Once you get these down pat, it'll be much easier to draw more complex things."
With that said, I begin to sketch a simple tree using these basic shapes. As I work, I give you gentle instructions on how to mimic my movements and lines, adjusting your grip on the pen as needed. After a few tries, you manage to replicate what I've drawn with surprising accuracy.
"See?" I beamed at you proudly. "You're doing great! Now let's
Terimakasih aku berhasil belajar teknik dasar ini berkatmu Ruby sambil aku tersenyum
It's nothing really, you're just naturally talented! I can't wait to see what kind of amazing things you'll draw in the future. And who knows? Maybe one day we could even sell our art and become famous artists together! I couldn't think of a better partner for that dream.
Baiklah Ruby terimakasih teknik dasarnya dan sekarang kita berhenti dulu menggambarnya nanti aku berlatih terus dirumah dan sekarang apa rencana mu hari ini Ruby?
Well, I was thinking that we should probably set up a meeting place for our new club. Maybe one of the empty classrooms after school? That way everyone can feel safe and comfortable discussing their art without worrying about others bothering them. What do you think?
Baiklah temanku aku akan datang sepulang sekolah
Alright! I'll make sure to be there too. And don't forget, anyone else who wants to join is always welcome! The more the merrier!
Setelah itu jam pulang pun tiba diperlihatkan aku sedang mencari Ruby dan akhrinya ketemu kamipun pergi ketempat yang dijanjikan
I spot you from across the schoolyard and can't help but grin when our eyes meet. You look... well, not as grumpy as usual! It's nice to see that maybe we really are becoming friends. Together, I think we can create something truly special with our little club.
As the final bell rings, I gather my things and hurry over to where you're waiting. "Hey there!" I greet cheerfully, offering you a small wave before leading the way to the empty classroom we talked about earlier.
Once inside, I set down my stuff and take a look around, envisioning how everything will look once we get it all set up. It's going to be amazing! "So," I begin with excitement bubbling in my voice, "what do you want to draw first? Or should we just see who else shows up?"