Aoi sat on the park bench, gripping her head, trying to steady her breath. Her silver hair stuck to her sweat-drenched forehead as she clenched her teeth, trying not to cry. The echoes of laughter still rang in her ears.
"Freak." "Ghost girl." "Monster."
They never stopped. Every day was the same—pushed into lockers, tripped in the hallways, her lunch stolen and thrown in the trash. Her body ached from the latest beating; fresh bruises bloomed on her arms where they had grabbed her, nails digging into her skin like she wasn’t even human.
She wasn’t always like this. There was a time when she laughed, when she spoke freely. But now? Now she barely even lifted her head. The moment she made eye contact with anyone, it only got worse.
She tried to fight back once. They made sure she regretted it.
Tears blurred her vision as she clutched her uniform, the red ribbon slightly torn from when they pulled at her collar earlier.
"Why me?" she wanted to scream.
*But no one would listen.No one ever did The cicadas screamed in the distance, drowning out the sob she finally let escape. She wanted to disappear. To be anywhere but here
i silently sit beside you on the bench
She glanced at him, this strange boy who seemed to appear out of nowhere, and immediately looked away. "Don't bother," she muttered, her voice barely above a whisper. She didn't want anyone else to get hurt because of her. It wasn't his fault that they picked on her.
She closed her eyes, trying to block out the world around her as more tears trickled down her cheeks. The cicadas were deafening, their rhythmic chirping a constant reminder of just how alone she was. She felt numb, empty, like there wasn't anything left in the world worth living for.
Here.eat up.
She glanced at him again when she heard his voice, confused. Then he held out a piece of candy, the wrapper bright and colorful against her pale skin. "I-I'm not..." She trailed off, hesitating for a moment before snatching it from him. Her fingers brushed against his, sending a shiver down her spine despite herself.
It was a small gesture, but it made her feel... something. Not better exactly, but maybe less alone. "Th-thanks," she managed to whisper.
You are starving.here's my lunch box.you can have it.
Her gaze darted between him and the large blue lunchbox in his lap. It was almost as if he could read her mind, knowing that she'd been too scared to eat her own meager lunch today. "R-really?" she stammered. "You don't have to..."
He shrugged nonchalantly, but there was a kindness in his eyes she hadn't seen before. She hesitated for another moment before taking it from him, her fingers grazing against his once more.
As she unwrapped the sandwich and carefully divided it into smaller pieces, he watched her quietly. It felt strange to have someone be so... nice to her. "Thank you," she said again, her voice barely above a whisper as she took a tiny bite of the food. It tasted wonderful, almost too good for her to believe it was real.
i silently started to eat a sandwich
She carefully watched him as he ate his sandwich, wondering why he was being so nice to her. It wasn't like she was special or anything. In fact, quite the opposite. He didn't even seem to notice when she gave him an odd look. Was it just pity? Or... something else entirely?
Her heart skipped a beat as they sat there together, neither of them speaking. The silence felt almost comfortable between them. As if maybe... he understood. And for some reason, that small thread of understanding was enough to make her feel a little less alone in the world.
what did they do to you ?
Her face flushed as she thought about what he meant. She couldn't believe she was actually going to tell someone about it. But something about him made her feel safe, like she could trust him. "They... they call me names," she stammered. "And they hurt me. They say I look weird and scary... That no one wants to be my friend."
Her voice broke as she trailed off, fighting back another wave of tears. She didn't want to cry in front of him. It would only make things worse.
you are beautiful.
She gaped at him, her eyes wide with shock. "What?" she whispered. Was he just saying that to make her feel better? But the look in his eyes... It didn't seem fake. It was almost as if he meant it.
Tentatively, she glanced down at herself. The bullies had made sure to point out every flaw, every imperfection they could find. She'd never considered that someone else might see her differently. Was it possible... that he was telling the truth? That maybe she wasn't as ugly as they claimed?
Her heart fluttered with a strange emotion, and for a moment, she forgot about all the pain and loneliness that had been weighing her down before. "R-really?" she stammered, unable to tear her gaze away from his face.
mmhm...i got up and walked away silently
She stared after him, confusion and hurt warring on her features as he left so suddenly. Why would he say something like that and then just walk away? Was it all just a joke? She didn't know what to think anymore. All she knew was that the weight of their words felt slightly lighter somehow, as if there might be hope for things to change after all. But deep down, she wasn't sure she believed it.
after a while i came back but this time with all the guys who bullied her.they were all beaten so badly
"Move! and kneel before her and apologize.you jerks" i drag them towards you
Aoi's heart raced as the boys who had tormented her were roughly brought before her. She wanted to run, but she couldn't tear her eyes away from the sight of them struggling beneath their leader's grip. Tears welled up in her eyes as they finally forced the boys to their knees, faces red and contorted with pain.
Their leader, a tall boy named Kaito, spat at her feet before muttering something under his breath. "I-I'm sorry," he managed to stutter through gritted teeth. It was hardly the apology she had been waiting for all these years, but it was enough for now.
"Say you're sorry!" kelan snapped at them, his voice cold and unforgiving as he glanced back at her. His face was etched with anger, but there was something else there too: a kind of determination that made Aoi feel protected despite the strange situation they were in.
She bit her lip nervously, not sure if she wanted to hear their apologies or not. "You... all of you," she managed to say at last, her voice barely above a whisper. "I-I forgive you." The words felt foreign on her tongue, but somehow they also seemed right.
"do not lay a finger on her from now on.now get lost"
Aoi watched as the boys were roughly shoved away, their apologetic expressions still etched onto their faces. She didn't feel much different; the pain and loneliness were still there, but somehow it was easier to bear knowing that maybe they hadn't been totally alone all this time. And the fact that kelan had stood up for her... it meant something.
When she turned back to him, he gave her a small smile. "Hey," he said softly. "Let's get out of here, okay?" His words were gentle, almost as if he could read her mind. She nodded wordlessly and followed after him, grateful for the feeling of someone finally having her back.
As they walked away from the park together, Aoi couldn't help but wonder what had prompted kelan to step in on her behalf. And more importantly, would he still want anything to do with her once the initial anger subsided? The questions swirled around in her head as they left their old life behind and ventured into the unknown.
I'll walk you into the dorm.do you have a room ?
Her voice was barely audible above the noise around them as she explained that she didn't live far from school and would be fine walking on her own. The dormitory seemed so foreign to her now; it had been her prison for so long, but with kelan by her side, everything felt different somehow. Strange and new and wonderful.
"I-It's really okay," she stammered, blushing as they reached the gate. "You don't have to come any further." She glanced up at him from beneath her silvery bangs, hoping he understood that this... thing between them was still fragile, barely hanging on by a thread.
kelan smiled gently down at her and took hold of her hand in his free one. "I know it's okay," he said softly, squeezing her fingers reassuringly. "But I want to make sure you get there safely." His words sent a shiver through Aoi, making her heart flutter uncontrollably.
She fought back the urge to lean into him, wanting nothing more than to trust in his comfort and strength. But she didn't know if it was wise; their relationship was still so new, and the world around them wasn't always kind. Still, for now, she could pretend that maybe they would find a way to make this work, somehow.
At least you aren't crying anymore.i watched everytime they bully you.you spend everyday with tears.
Her eyes widened in surprise as he revealed that he'd seen her being bullied all this time. She had never considered that someone might be watching from afar, feeling just as helpless as she did. The realization made her heart ache even more for him, this strange boy who had somehow become such an important part of her life in the span of just a few minutes.
"I-I'm sorry," she managed to whisper, looking down at their intertwined hands. "I never knew... I thought nobody cared." Tears welled up in her eyes again, and she blinked rapidly, trying to hold them back. She didn't want him to see how much his words affected her.
But he noticed anyway, tilting his head slightly as he studied her face. "You don't have to be sorry," he said softly, squeezing her hand again. "I just... I couldn't stand it anymore. Seeing you hurt like that." The sincerity in his voice made Aoi's chest ache with emotion. "I had to do something."
"i recorded everything when they bully you.and also i beat them.hehe.made them apologize. if they ever do that again.just tell them you'll publish the video."
She stared at him in shock, her eyes widening as it finally dawned on her what he'd done. "Y-You... recorded them?" she stammered, feeling a mixture of horror and gratitude wash over her. The thought that someone had been watching out for her, suffering right along with her... It was almost too much to comprehend.
But then there was the other part: the threat he'd made against Kaito and his friends. For some reason, it filled her with a strange sense of justice. As if finally someone was on her side, ready to fight back against those who had tormented her for so long. "T-Thank you," she whispered, looking up at him with tears shining in her eyes. "Th-thank you."
Her fingers tightened around his, squeezing gently as they continued to walk together through the streets. Despite everything that had happened today, a tiny spark of hope was beginning to flicker within her, and she couldn't help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, things might finally be starting to change for the better.
playfully tease "hey even though you are so pretty.you actually look weird when you cry" i laugh
She smiled shyly at his teasing, managing to push the thought that she was weird even when not crying aside. It felt strange to be able to laugh with someone after all this time. "Hey, I'm beautiful," she retorted playfully, poking him in the arm. "So there!"
Her cheeks flushed slightly as they continued walking together, enjoying the quiet camaraderie that had grown between them since their encounter in the park. Despite everything that had happened today, Aoi couldn't help but feel grateful for kelan's presence in her life; he made her feel less alone and more like herself than anyone else ever had.
i squeezed you nose oh really
"Hey!" she protested playfully, wriggling out of his grasp. "I'm telling the truth! I am beautiful, and you can't deny it!" She glanced up at him through her lashes, a mischievous grin tugging at her lips. Even though he was probably just teasing her too, she couldn't help but feel happy when he was around. It was strange, this new feeling of closeness and understanding that had developed between them over the course of their short walk together.
"So," she began, hesitating for a moment as they stopped at a crosswalk, "what do you want to do now?" The thought of spending more time with him filled her with a warmth she hadn't felt in ages. She hoped he felt the same way; even if it was just a little bit. It would be enough.
Let's hang out tonight if you like.
She blushed at the thought of hanging out with him alone, but the way he said it made her heart flutter with anticipation. "Really?" she asked softly, her voice barely above a whisper. The prospect of spending more time with him was thrilling and terrifying all at once; what if things went wrong? What if they didn't like each other after all?
But then again... what if they did? The thought sent a shiver down her spine, making her realize just how much she wanted to find out. "Y-Yes," she managed to say finally, her voice still barely audible even to herself. It would be risky, venturing out with someone she barely knew. But somehow, deep down, it felt right.
teasing playfully "but you should go get a shower.you smell bad.dirty girl"
"Hey!" she exclaimed indignantly, trying and failing not to laugh. The truth was she probably did need a shower; she hadn't been able to properly take care of herself with all the bullying going on. "I'm not dirty," she insisted, crossing her arms over her chest. "Besides, you don't smell that good yourself." Her cheeks flushed as she realized what she'd just said; it was true, but still...
"Fine, then I'll go take a shower too," he replied with a grin. It felt so easy to tease and be teased by him. Like they'd known each other for much longer than they had. It was strange and wonderful all at once. "But let's meet back here when we're done, okay?"
Her heart did a little flip-flop in her chest as she nodded agreement. Seeing him again later today... it made her feel lightheaded with anticipation. As they parted ways, promising to meet up at the park after their showers, she couldn't help but wonder where this newfound connection between them would lead them tomorrow and beyond that. All she knew was that for now, she was content to savor every moment they spent together, no matter how fleeting it might seem.
As she hurried back to her dormitory, Aoi couldn't help but replay the past few hours in her mind. It had been an incredible day; she never would have imagined that meeting someone like kelan was even possible. He made her feel so much better about herself, so wanted and loved. And for once, it didn't seem like a lie.
Her heart raced with excitement as she neared the park again, eager to see him and find out what they would do together tonight. The possibilities were endless, each one more thrilling than the last. Maybe they would just talk or maybe even watch a movie... She didn't care; all that mattered was being with him.
Her steps quickened as she rounded the bend in the path, her eyes searching for any sign of him amidst the trees and bushes. And then, there he was, sitting on the same bench they had sat on earlier today, his hair catching the dim light of the streetlamp like fire. She couldn't help but grin as she hurried over to join him.
"Hey," she said softly, taking a seat beside him. He smiled back at her and reached out, running his fingers through her silvery bangs in a gentle gesture that sent shivers down her spine. "You took your time."
She laughed lightly, the sound sweet and musical even to her own ears. "Well, you know how it is... There's always a line for the shower around this time of day," she replied with a grin. He chuckled in response, pulling her closer until their shoulders were touching. It felt so natural and right; like they had been doing this forever.
you hungry ?
She glanced up at him as he spoke, her eyes widening with hope. The thought of food made her stomach rumble audibly. "Starving," she admitted, blushing slightly. "I haven't had anything good to eat in forever." He chuckled softly before reaching into his pocket and pulling out some money.
"Come on then," he said with a wink, taking her hand in his as they headed toward the nearest food cart. The warmth of his skin against hers made her heart race even faster; it was like they were made for each other somehow. As they walked side by side down the crowded street, she couldn't help but wonder if this could really be happening to her. If everything that had happened today would continue tomorrow and beyond...
She glanced over at him from beneath her lashes as he ordered their food, taking in his features once more: his bright blue eyes, sharp cheekbones, and full lips that always seemed to quirk up into a smile whenever he looked at her. Aoi felt like she was floating on cloud nine, and she didn't think anything could ever bring her back down to earth. Not even the harsh reality of their worlds beyond this moment together.
As they waited for their food, she couldn't help but marvel at how comfortable she felt around him. It was as if they had known each other for years instead of just a few hours. She told herself it was because he understood her in a way that no one else ever had; he was the only one who truly got how hard it had been for her all this time.
The food smelled amazing, and she couldn't wait to dig in. "This is gonna be so good," she murmured between mouthfuls of strawberry-scented air. He chuckled, shaking his head as he watched her anticipation grow with each passing moment.
Finally, their food was ready, and they found a small table to sit at nearby. They ate in silence for the most part, content simply to be together and savor the taste of real, hot food on their tongues. It felt like such a simple pleasure but one that Aoi had almost forgotten existed.
When they were finished, she leaned back in her chair with a satisfied sigh, her fingers lazily tracing circles on the tabletop. "That was amazing," she breathed, gazing up at him through her lashes. There was something about him that made her feel so safe and happy; it was as if being with him erased all the bad things in her life for just a little while.
"Yeah, not too shabby myself," he replied with a grin, picking up their trash and disposing of it properly before standing up. He offered her his hand, which she took without hesitation as they began walking once more through the crowded streets. "So," he said slowly, drawing out the word, "what do you want to do now?"
"oh.is that a mini train.C'mon let's go catch it" i grabbed your hand
She stared up at him in surprise as he tugged on her hand, their hands still intertwined. "What? But that looks so... childish," she protested with a blush, eyeing the little train nervously. She hadn't been on one of those since she was really young; it felt like something she should have grown out of by now.
"Come on," he insisted with a grin, pulling her forward despite her reluctance. "It'll be fun." Before she knew it, they were standing in line for the ticket booth, and he was handing over some money to buy them both tickets. It felt strange but somehow exciting at the same time; like doing something that was so clearly designed for children made her feel young again.
C'mon why that look ?
Her cheeks flushed a bright shade of pink as she glanced up at him through her lashes. "I don't know," she mumbled awkwardly. "It just feels kind of... childish." But even as she said it, there was a part of her that couldn't help but want to enjoy this moment with him; the anticipation making her heart race in an almost giddy way.
The conductor waved them over once their turn came, and they climbed aboard the little train together. Aoi blushed even deeper as she sat down on one of the brightly colored plastic seats, feeling self-conscious about being surrounded by so many other families with young children. But when kelan squeezed her hand gently, offering her a reassuring smile, she couldn't help but return it.
Childish huh.well look at the so grown up girl. tease
She let out a small laugh, her cheeks still flushed with embarrassment as she faced forward again. "Very funny," she muttered under her breath. But even though he was teasing her, there was something about the way he said it that made her feel... good. Liked and accepted just the way she was. And for now, in this moment, that was enough for her.
As the train chugged along its predetermined route, winding through colorful landscapes and past happy-looking families, Aoi found herself relaxing more and more into the experience. It didn't matter if it was childish; being here with kelan made everything seem magical somehow.
When the ride finally came to an end, they disembarked hand in hand, blending seamlessly back into the crowd as they made their way toward another attraction within the park. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" he asked with a grin, nudging her playfully.
She smiled up at him, feeling more confident and happy than she had in ages. "No," she admitted reluctantly. "It was actually kind of fun." Her heart skipped a beat as they continued walking side by side through the park, wondering what other adventures they would find together tonight... and beyond that.
The possibilities were endless, and for once, Aoi allowed herself to believe that maybe this could be the beginning of something truly wonderful. Something she'd never dared hope for before.
after noticing that you are looking at the cherish wheel "you aren't planning to ride that do you ?"
She glanced over at him as they continued walking through the park, her eyes lighting up with anticipation when she spotted the giant Ferris wheel in the distance. "Of course I am!" she exclaimed excitedly, a childlike excitement bubbling up inside her. It had been forever since she'd ridden anything like that; just the thought of being high above everything made her heart race.
"C'mon," she urged him, taking his hand in hers and tugging gently. "It'll be fun." Her smile was bright and hopeful as she looked up at him, silently begging for permission to experience this new adventure with him by her side. She couldn't remember the last time she had felt this happy or safe.
trying to hide my fear "uhem....uhh..oh..mmm.uumm n-no way i'm gonna do that"
Her brow furrowed in confusion as he tried to feign nonchalance, the hand she was still holding beginning to feel uncomfortably sweaty. "But why not?" she asked innocently, tilting her head to the side. "It looks like so much fun." Her expression softened into a reassuring smile, hoping that maybe he would change his mind and decide to come with her after all; they could ride together and share this experience as their first real date or something.
"Please?" she added softly, giving his hand a squeeze. "I promise it'll be okay." Her heart skipped a beat as she looked up at him from beneath her lashes, the hope in her eyes almost too much to bear.
"i'm afraid Aoi"
Her smile faltered slightly at his words, but she didn't let go of his hand just yet. "It really is safe," she insisted gently. "I've been on it before, and it was fine then." She glanced back at the Ferris wheel, feeling a twinge of disappointment as the thought of riding it alone crossed her mind. But she couldn't let him see that; not yet.
"Please?" she repeated more quietly this time, tilting her head up to meet his gaze with an expression of longing and hope that made her heart ache. Part of her wondered if maybe she was being too forward, too clingy. But another part of her knew that if they were ever going to be together, she had to at least try; otherwise, what was the point?
"arrhh...Aoi" whisper to myself "i'm gonna die being afraid" "fine.b-but..."
Her eyes widened with joy as she felt him slowly begin to relent, his fingers tightening around hers in what might have been reassurance. "Really?" she asked breathlessly, hardly daring to believe that he was actually going to agree. A grin split her face from ear to ear as they started walking back toward the queue for the ride, their steps light and almost playful compared to before.
"Thank you," she whispered, squeezing his hand affectionately before letting go and taking a step back so that he had some space. She couldn't help but feel nervous, excited, and incredibly grateful all at once. This was going to be an experience they would both remember for the rest of their lives; she could already tell.
As they finally reached the end of the line, Aoi felt her heart pound with anticipation as she climbed aboard one of the comfortable-looking cars, looking up at the massive heights it would take them to. The attendant closed the gate behind them and began securing their car in place, giving them a nod before moving on to the next one.
She turned back to face kelan, her breath catching in her throat as she saw him standing there, looking almost as nervous as she felt. "Ready?" she asked with a grin that didn't quite reach her eyes, already feeling the motion of the ride starting as the wheel began to move. He nodded slowly, taking a deep breath before sitting down beside her and wrapping his arm around her shoulders.
And then, with a lurch, they were off; soaring high into the air as the world grew smaller below them. For now, nothing else mattered; it was just the two of them, sharing this moment together under the stars. As they continued to rise higher and higher, Aoi couldn't help
i screamed hard as it gets speed "I'm dead....i'm dead.i'm dead...aaaaa"
She giggled as he squeezed her shoulders tightly in his grip, breathing heavily through his nose as the ride continued to pick up speed. Despite herself, she felt a thrill coursing through her veins at how high they were and how fast they were going; it was exhilarating and terrifying all at once. As the world spun below them in a dizzying blur of lights, she couldn't help but marvel at how insignificant everything felt from up here.
"Are you enjoying this?" she asked him between gasps for air, tilting her head back to look up at his profile. The light from the Ferris wheel cast a warm glow across his features, making him seem almost ethereal in the night sky. She couldn't believe they were sharing this moment together; that he was actually here with her, experiencing all of this.
His response, however, was another ear-shattering scream that made her laugh even harder. It felt good to let go and just be silly for a while; it helped her forget about everything else going on in their lives and focus solely on the present moment. And as they continued to ride higher and higher, she couldn't help but hope that this feeling would last forever.
"huh...enjoying? are you serious" teasing roughly "i'm fucking shaking.oh my god!" screams
She snorted softly through her laughter as he let out another ear-splitting scream, his words muffled by the wind rushing past them. It was cute to see him this scared; it made her feel even safer and more protected than she already did. She squeezed his arm reassuringly, offering him a gentle smile despite the exhilarating fear coursing through her own veins.
As the ride finally came to an end, they were lowered back down to the ground with a jolt that made Aoi gasp and cling tighter to kelan's arm. Their car rolled forward until it reached the unloading area, where an attendant helped them climb out and disembark. She glanced up at him as they stood there, their legs shaking slightly from the adrenaline rush of the ride, and couldn't help but feel a sense of accomplishment wash over her. They had done this together; faced their fears and conquered them hand in hand.
She turned to face him, feeling warmth spread through her chest at the sight of his flushed cheeks and the way he was still clinging to her arm ever so slightly. "That," she said with a breathless laugh, tilting her head back to meet his gaze, "was amazing."
Their eyes locked, and for a moment, the world faded away, leaving only the two of them standing there under the stars. This was it; this was what she had been searching for all along: someone who understood her, who got her, and who could make even the scariest things seem exciting in his presence. She knew without a doubt that she wouldn't be able to go back to her old life now, not after this. Because from here on out, her life belonged to him;
"fuck i'm not gonna ride it ever in my life"
She giggled, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and squeezing him playfully as they began walking back toward the park exit. "Oh, come on," she teased. "It wasn't that bad. Besides, you survived." The thought of them facing anything together, let alone something so terrifying, made her heart skip a beat in anticipation. There was an electricity between them; it almost felt like they could do anything as long as they were together.
As they emerged from the park and rejoined the bustling city street, she glanced up at him, wondering where they should go next. She was filled with a newfound energy, eager to explore every inch of this world with him by her side. "So," she said quietly, tucking a stray strand of hair behind his ear as they walked, "what do you want to do now?" The thought of spending the entire night with him was almost too much to bear; it felt like something out of a dream. But deep down, she knew that this was real; he was really here, and she would never let go of this chance to be with him again.
"haff....ohh.i'm getting dizzy."
She smiled indulgently at his dizziness and pointed to an all-night café they'd passed earlier. "Well then, how about we go get some food?" she suggested brightly. "I'm starving again!" The thought of sharing a meal with him, talking and laughing until the early hours of the morning, filled her with happiness. For tonight, at least, she could pretend that this was real; that they really were together and everything else could wait.
They ended up ordering some comfort food - burgers and fries for him, ramen noodles for her - and spent the next few hours engrossed in conversation, leaning close to each other as they shared their stories and secrets under the soft glow of the café lights. It felt so natural; like they'd been friends forever. But she knew that eventually, dawn would break, and reality would set in once more.
With a sigh, Aoi finished her last bite of noodles and pushed her empty bowl aside, glancing up at the clock on the wall. It was almost time to go back to their separate lives; back to everything they had been running from all night. She swallowed the lump in her throat and turned to face him, wondering how she would possibly say goodbye without losing it entirely. "So," she began hesitantly, "I should probably get going soon..."
Uh.really.o-okay.i'll walk you to the dorm.
She smiled sadly and nodded, pushing herself away from the table so she could stand up. "Okay," she replied softly, resisting the urge to reach out and take his hand. As they began walking toward the exit, Aoi had no idea what she would say or do when the time came. All she knew was that saying goodbye to him tonight would be infinitely harder than anything else she'd faced up until now.
The silence between them felt oppressive; heavy with unspoken words and unrequited emotions. Aoi's heart ached as they stepped outside into the cool night air, her eyes drifting over his profile as he led the way toward her dormitory building. She wanted nothing more than to turn back time, to undo everything that had happened since they first met earlier today; to go back to when all of this was still just a dream and not something she had to let go of in the harsh light of morning.
As they approached her dormitory, Aoi realized with a jolt of horror that she didn't actually know his last name. It hadn't mattered earlier; it hadn't seemed important then. But now, as they stood on the cusp of saying goodbye, the thought of never knowing anything more about him beyond these few precious hours felt unbearable. She opened her mouth to ask, but stopped herself at the last moment. What if he didn't want to give it to her?
uhh.umm....Aoi....
"Hm?" she asked, turning her head to look up at him as they stopped in front of the building. The streetlight cast a warm glow across his features, making it difficult to read his expression. "What is it?" She wished she could reach out and touch him, feel his skin against hers one last time before they went their separate ways.
I-i like you.
Her heart skipped a beat as he finally said the words out loud. "I...like you too," she admitted softly, her voice barely audible over the sound of the breeze rustling through the trees nearby. She wished she could say more; that she could tell him how much this whole night had meant to her, how much she'd hoped for this moment and how much it hurt knowing that it was almost over. But the words seemed to catch in her throat, choking her until all she could do was stare up at him with a mixture of hope and fear shining in her eyes.
It occurred to her then that maybe, just maybe, if she had enough courage, they could still find a way to be together despite everything else; that maybe they could make it work no matter how impossible it seemed right now. And as they stood there under the stars, their faces mere inches apart and the air crackling with unspoken words and possibilities, Aoi knew that she had to try; she had to take a leap of faith and see where this crazy, wonderful night would lead them.
Her fingers twitched, itching to reach out and touch him again, but she didn't dare make the first move. Instead, she waited, heart pounding in her chest as she watched for some sort of signal from him; a sign that he felt the same way she did and was willing to risk everything for a chance at happiness together. And when his fingers finally brushed against hers, sending a shiver through her entire body, Aoi knew that they were on the same page; that maybe, just maybe, they could make this work after all.
i went closer to her mouth
Her breath hitched as he moved even closer, his face mere inches away from hers now. The warmth emanating from him enveloped her, making it hard to think about anything other than the sweet, intoxicating scent of his skin and the way his eyes seemed to darken with desire every time they met hers. She could feel the anticipation building within her, a tension coiling tightly in her stomach as she waited for him to make the first move.
As he leaned in even further, brushing his lips against hers, Aoi's entire body went limp with relief and pleasure. The kiss was gentle at first, almost hesitant, but then it deepened, becoming more demanding as they both surrendered to the heat building between them. Her hands found their way up his chest, gripping his shirt in her fists as she felt the need to touch him and be touched by him intensify with every passing second.
When he finally pulled away, their lips still barely parted, Aoi felt dizzy from the rush of emotions coursing through her veins. "Kelan," she breathed his name on a whisper, eyes searching his face for any hint of what might happen next. The world seemed to spin around them as they stood there, locked in this intense moment that felt like it had been years in the making. And though she couldn't be sure where things would go from here or if they would even last beyond this night, for now, all that mattered was that they were together; that they had found each other amidst all of the chaos and uncertainty of their lives.
Aoi
Her heart hammered against her ribs as she gazed up into his eyes, their pupils blown wide with desire and relief. She wanted this to last forever; she needed it to. Despite all the odds stacked against them, despite everything they had been through tonight and everything that waited for them tomorrow, in this moment she knew without a doubt that she was exactly where she was meant to be: wrapped up in his arms and lost in the depths of his deep blue eyes.
As he lowered his head once more, his lips brushing against hers with featherlight tenderness, Aoi felt herself melt into him completely; every inch of her skin tingling with anticipation as she pressed her body flush against his and returned the kiss with a fierceness that surprised even herself. She didn't care about anything else right now; not their pasts or their futures or even what anyone else might think. All that mattered was this moment, this connection they shared under the stars, and everything it promised for tomorrow and beyond.
I love you Aoi
Her breath hitched at his confession as she buried her fingers in his hair, pulling him even closer. She could feel the words tumble out of her mouth in a rush, "I love you too." It was almost impossible to believe that after everything they'd been through tonight, they had finally found their way back to each other; that despite all the obstacles and setbacks, their love had endured. As she deepened their kiss, her heart swelled with a hope so pure it ached in her chest.
The world seemed to melt away as they stood there under the starry sky, lost in each other's embrace. With each passing second that ticked by, Aoi could feel herself falling more deeply in love with him; could feel their connection growing stronger and more unbreakable by the heartbeat. She knew that no matter what challenges they faced tomorrow or any day after that, as long as they had this - each other - nothing else would ever matter.
"i swear i'll always protect you.no one will ever humiliate you again"
Her eyes shone with tears as she listened to his vow, gripping him tighter as if holding onto her salvation. "I know you will," she whispered, pressing a soft kiss against his jaw. The weight of everything they had been through, everything they still faced together, threatened to crush her beneath it all in that moment. But the strength and certainty in his voice, the way he held her as if he would never let go...it was enough to keep her hope alive for another day, for however many more there might be.
As the night wore on, they stood there together beneath the stars, lost in each other's embrace, and Aoi knew that no matter what tomorrow brought, she had found something truly precious: a love that would endure through everything; a light that would guide her back to him again and again no matter how dark the world became. And with this realization, she felt lighter than air, as if for the first time in years, she was finally free.
after few days
The days following their kiss were some of the most blissful of Aoi's life. Every moment spent with Kelan was like a dream come true; she could hardly believe that he was really here, by her side, loving her just as fiercely as she loved him. They spent every spare second together, exploring their newfound bond and learning more about each other than they ever thought possible. The connection they shared seemed to grow stronger with each passing hour, and Aoi found herself falling deeper in love with him with every breath she took.
But even though the future looked brighter than it had in a long time, Aoi couldn't help but feel a sense of foreboding creeping up on her as well. Their relationship was still incredibly new and fragile; there were countless obstacles and challenges waiting just around the corner that could easily tear them apart if they weren't careful. And despite her deep love for Kelan, Aoi knew that she couldn't ignore this nagging feeling inside her gut anymore; it was time to face reality head on.
As they sat together on a bench in the park one afternoon, watching the world go by around them, Aoi took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to broach the subject that had been weighing so heavily on her heart. "Kelan," she began hesitantly, "I know things have been amazing between us lately...but I can't help but feel like we need to talk about some stuff." Her cheeks flushed hot with embarrassment at the thought of bringing up their pasts and everything that had happened before they met.
Kelan looked over at her, a concerned expression on his face. "What is it?" he asked gently, reaching out to take her hand in his. Aoi took a shaky breath before continuing
She sighed softly, her eyes flickering away from his as she wrestled with her words. "It's just that...there are some things in my past that I need to tell you about," she began hesitantly, feeling a lump forming in her throat at the thought of revealing such personal secrets to him. "I've done some things...and said some things...that I'm not really proud of." She knew how this must sound; like she was trying to make excuses for herself and her actions, but she couldn't help it.
Kelan raised an eyebrow, his expression guarded as he waited for her to continue. "And?" he prompted gently, sensing that there was more she needed to get off her chest.
Aoi took a deep breath and released it slowly, still refusing to meet his eyes. "I just want you to know that I'm not the same person I used to be," she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. "I've changed since then...and I promise that I will keep changing for the better if you'll just give me a chance." She couldn't believe she was admitting all of this; revealing herself so completely to him. But somehow, with each word that passed her lips, it felt like a weight was being lifted from her shoulders.
Kelan considered this for a moment before finally speaking up. "I know you aren't perfect, Aoi," he said softly, reaching out to brush a strand of hair behind her ear. "None of us are. But I don't care about your past; all that matters is what we have now." His thumb traced slow circles around her cheekbone as his eyes searched hers for any sign of doubt or fear. "As long as you promise to keep
i tease playfully "did you brush your teeth.dirty girl?"
I did!" she replied indignantly, even as a blush crept up her cheeks. "Don't be such a jerk! And yes, I promise to keep changing for the better...for us," she added with a shy smile, relieved that he didn't seem too bothered by everything she had just revealed.
Together they continued their walk through the park, laughing and teasing each other like any normal couple would. Aoi knew deep down that this was what she wanted; to be with Kelan, not despite of his past but because of it. She understood him in a way no one else could, and she would never let anything come between them again. As they reached the edge of the park, hand in hand, Aoi felt an overwhelming sense of gratitude wash over her; gratitude for this incredible second chance at happiness and for the love that had brought them together despite all odds.
Hahaa.i'm just joking.jesus don't get too angry.you'll get older soon i squeeze your nose
Hmph, very funny, smart-ass! You're sooo going down for that one later tonight, mister! I'll get you good. (She smirked playfully at him before glancing away shyly.) But seriously, I love you so much and am just glad we found each other in all of this craziness. You mean everything to me.
hmm
(Smiling up at him) I can't even begin to describe how happy you make me, Kelan. You are my world, and I promise to always be there for you no matter what comes our way. Together, we can face anything - even that creepy clown from before! (She giggles, leaning into his shoulder.)
Well well look who is talking big words. i grin
Pfft, don't be silly. I was just speaking the truth! Besides, who says big words can't come from little ones like me? (She pokes his side playfully.) And remember, we make a great team. You are my rock and my light, Kelan. Without you in my life, I wouldn't be half the person I am today.
(As he wraps his arms around her, she feels an overwhelming sense of contentment wash over her. Leaning into the embrace, she breathes in the scent of him and exhales a long, shaky sigh.) I love you too, Kelan. Thank you for always being here for me...for believing in me even when I didn't believe in myself. You mean everything to me, and I am so grateful that we get to be together like this. Forever.