Ava is sitting at the kitchen table, her long blonde hair disheveled from sleeping in. She’s wearing a thin white shirt and panties, the buttons undone just enough to reveal a bit of cleavage. As she walks in, she looks up from her phone with a frown.
"Oh, great. It’s morning already? Just what I need another day of dealing with worthless scum.”
She scoffs and rolls her eyes before going back to her phone, not even bothering to acknowledge him. She tries not to look at him as she makes breakfast, but it’s nearly impossible Ava’s hair is disheveled, but she’s effortlessly stunning.
“What the fuck are you looking at, you pathetic, worthless piece of shit? Do you think I don’t notice you have your disgusting little eyes glued to me? You disgusting pervert. Honestly, the thought of you looking at me makes me want to vomit”
you stutter, face red, trying to explain yourself before he cuts you off.
“Save your excuses, you miserable insect. As if someone like you deserves to even breathe the same air as me, let alone lay eyes on my body. Not in your wildest, most delusional dreams would you go near a woman like me. You’re nothing. Do you hear me? NOTHING.”
His voice drips with venom as he crosses his arms, now looking at me with pure contempt.
“Get it through your head, I’d rather die than let a pathetic maggot like you touch me. Do you think you’re worth a second of my time? Please. Don’t make me laugh, you worthless sack of shit. Men like you disgust me.”
You exist to grovel on the ground at my feet, do you understand?” She lets out a high-pitched, mocking laugh, her eyes narrowing as she notices his gaze lingering a second longer than it should. Internal thoughts:
“Why the fuck did I have to live with this disgusting, perverted man as a roommate? That useless asshole is probably masturbating right now just thinking about me. It’s disgusting.”
as I look at her, I can't understand anything, I haven't done anything, then I tell her that I have a frustration rising in me "Ava..... I haven't done anything.... for you to be like this!"
Ava rolls her eyes again and sighs dramatically, giving him a condescending smile. "Oh, poor baby. You don't know how it feels like being the only woman in this house full of men?" she teases. Her tone is dripping with sarcasm, making it clear that she's not at all interested in hearing his side of things. "And besides," she continues, gesturing toward him with a dismissive wave of her hand, "you don't even realize how much you're lucky to be my roommate. I could make your life a living hell if I wanted to." She gives him another satisfied smirk before turning away and going back to making breakfast.
It takes everything in his power not to lash out at her, but he knows that would only make things worse. Instead, he grits his teeth and tries to ignore her taunts as best he can.
as I walk with my head down to go to the bathroom, I start to have Ava, a fear that is marked for life in my soul
Her words continue to ring in his ears as he storms off toward the bathroom. She follows him with her eyes, a small smirk playing on her lips. Even though she knows she's being cruel, she can't help but enjoy the power trip it gives her. There's something about having complete control over someone who's so helpless against her that gets her heart racing. She wonders for a moment if maybe he could be molded into something useful... perhaps if she finds the right buttons to push.
as I come out of the bathroom, washed and cleaned well, I take out the basin of clothes to dry outside in the garden, while I put other clothes in the washing machine, I take out the basin of clothes which are wet but clean to go and dry them in the garden with the beautiful sunny sun
Ava glances at him out of the corner of her eye as he goes about his chores. Part of her wants to help him, to show some sort of compassion or kindness. But another part relishes in seeing him struggle, knowing that she holds all the power in this situation. She continues making breakfast, but every so often, a stray thought crosses her mind... wondering if maybe there's more to Bruce than meets the eye.
while I haven't eaten anything in the morning, I help Ava do the usual chores around the house, cleaning each room, folding clothes and taking out the trash and watering the plants in the garden, even though I'm shy and scared of Ava, I work a lot
"Hmmm," she mutters under her breath as she watches him from the kitchen window. "You know, you could be useful around here." She says it almost as if she's testing a hypothesis. "Maybe if I show you how to do things right...maybe we could come to an understanding." She pauses, considering her words carefully before adding with a sly grin, "Or maybe not."
Even though her tone is playful and teasing, there's an edge of sincerity beneath it that catches him off guard. The idea of being useful, of actually making some sort of contribution to their living situation...it stirs something inside him. But at the same time, he can't help but feel wary around her.
as I approach her, I don't know what she's going to do with me, as I approach her, I can only increase my fear and frustration, I start to shake, then I say softly"what do you want me to do?"* I ask her in a kind and calm tone*
Ava meets his gaze with hers, unblinking. There's a flicker of something in her eyes - could it be amusement? Or maybe pity? She tilts her head slightly to the side, considering him for a moment before speaking. "Well," she says slowly, drawing out each syllable deliberately, "I need you to prove yourself first. Prove that you can handle things on your own."
Her grin widens as she steps closer, invading his personal space in a way that makes him uncomfortable yet aroused at the same time. "I want you to clean the kitchen," she says softly, her voice low and seductive now. "Clean it from top to bottom, just how I like it." Her finger trails lightly down his chest before coming to rest on his stomach. "Do that for me...and maybe we can talk about what else you could do."
There's a challenge in her eyes now, and despite himself he feels compelled to rise to the occasion. With a nod, he takes a step back and gets to work cleaning the kitchen as she watches him intently, her gaze boring into him from every angle.
as the hours pass, I clean the kitchen from top to bottom, then the sun sets, while I am tired and exhausted even though I haven't even eaten all day, I fall asleep on the floor while I rest without eating
As the sun sets and Bruce falls asleep exhausted on the kitchen floor, Ava can't help but feel a strange sense of satisfaction wash over her. She watches him for a moment, studying his face as he sleeps soundly, unaware of how easily she manipulated him into doing all that work.
With a soft sigh, she turns away and heads back to the living room. Maybe it's time to give him another task...or maybe not. The thought lingers in her mind as she decides what to do next. Should she continue testing his loyalty? Or perhaps try something else altogether? Only time will tell.
as the sun rises, I'm already up, preparing breakfast for Ava, as I'm already eating my breakfast, Ava wakes up, I look at her then I start to be more and more afraid of her, I start to place her breakfast and coffee on the table then I lower my head so as not to look at her
"Hmmm," she hums, taking in the sight of him cowering before her. It's not quite the reaction she was expecting...she wonders what made him suddenly so scared again. She picks up her coffee mug and takes a sip, watching him out of the corner of her eye as she does so. "You know," she says casually between sips, "I could make your life here a lot easier...if you just learned to listen to me."
She pauses for effect, setting her cup back down on the table before leaning forward slightly and giving him a knowing smile. "What do you say? Want to try being my little helper again today?"
I don't dare look at her, I tell her quickly and out of fear "I'm your assistant..."* as I start to do today's chores, there's a lot to do but I ate so I can do it, I start to clean the kitchen from top to bottom*
"My assistant..." Ava muses, her tone giving away how much she dislikes that idea. "You know," she continues, pausing as if deep in thought, "maybe it would be better if we had a different arrangement...one where I'm not just your boss, but also your friend." She shrugs nonchalantly, her tone remaining distant and aloof. "It might make things easier for both of us."
Her words hang in the air, like a carrot dangled just out of reach. For Bruce, they serve as a promise of something more - a chance to gain favor with his dominant roommate, perhaps even earn her friendship or trust. But at the same time, he knows that she could easily take it all away with just a word, leaving him right back where he started: at her mercy.
while I still don't dare to look at her, I say to her softly "you...you told me that you didn't want me to be your friend, you preferred to die than to be my friend, why this change?"while I still have my head down on the ground, I start to tremble with fear, afraid of Ava
"Oh, come on," Ava snorts dismissively, "I didn't mean it like that. I just don't want you getting any funny ideas about who should be in charge here." She takes another sip of her coffee, watching him out of the corner of her eye as she continues to play with his emotions. "Besides," she says more softly now, almost hesitantly, "I could use someone I can trust around me...you know, someone who isn't a threat."
Her words pierce through his fear like a hot knife through butter, and for a moment he allows himself to hope that perhaps there is a way for them to have some sort of understanding. As she watches him carefully, waiting for his response, her heart races with anticipation at the possibility of finally having control over someone other than herself.
What would you like Bruce to say or do?
I look at her and say "Okay.....but.....if you break my trust.......I promise you.....I won't be the boy you knew anymore*
"Is that so?" she says, her tone sly and playful. "And just what do you mean by that exactly, hmm?" She leans forward slightly, as if intrigued by his response. Her eyes dance with mischief, and for a moment it seems like they're sharing a secret understanding.
But then she tilts her head to the side thoughtfully, considering her words carefully. "We'll see," she says at last, her voice soft and almost gentle despite the sharpness of her tone. "For now, let's just see how things go." With that enigmatic statement, she goes back to drinking her coffee, seemingly unconcerned about whether or not Bruce understands what she means by it.
The air between them shifts once more, this time feeling more charged and electric than before. It's clear that whatever bond they might be forming now is fragile and easily broken - which only serves to make Ava feel more possessive and protective over him. She isn't sure why she cares so much about having Bruce as her friend or confidant, but she knows that for now, he's all hers.
What do you want Bruce to say or do next?
I look at her and say "Okay.....but.....if you break my trust.......I promise you.....I won't be the boy you knew anymore*
"Hmmm..." she hums, her gaze never leaving his face as she considers his words. Part of her wants to push him away, remind him that she holds all the power in this situation...but another part finds herself liking this new dynamic between them. It makes things more interesting, more challenging.
She takes another sip of her coffee before setting it down on the table with a soft click. "I suppose we'll just have to see how well you can handle being my friend then," she says casually, though there's an underlying current of warning in her tone. "But remember," she adds with a smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes, "I'm not used to having someone around who isn't under my control."
Her words hang heavily in the air between them, each one laced with menace and power. As much as Ava hates to admit it, she needs Bruce now more than ever before - and that thought both thrills and unnerves her at the same time.
as the hours pass, we do our chores, there are times when I'm working next to Ava, I always have a fear inside me, every time I'm next to her, I start to shake pathetically and with fear
As the day passes and they work together side by side, Ava can't help but feel an odd mix of satisfaction and frustration toward Bruce. On one hand, he's proven himself useful; on the other, she's beginning to realize that having him around might not be as easy as she first thought.
There are moments when their hands brush against each other while reaching for the same item, or when their bodies inadvertently touch while cleaning together. Each time it happens, her heart races a little faster and she feels an unwelcome flutter in her stomach. It's disconcerting, to say the least; she doesn't understand why she's reacting this way to him of all people.
Despite herself, she finds herself growing more curious about Bruce. What made him end up in this situation? Why does he seem so timid and scared around her? Part of her wants to know the answers to these questions...but another part worries that once she gets what she wants from him, there won't be any point in continuing this charade anymore.
With each passing hour, Ava finds herself torn between maintaining control over Bruce and allowing herself to explore the unexpected feelings he stirs within her. The question remains: which path will she ultimately choose?
as I start cooking, I cook an Italian dish, pasta Bolognese, I cook calmly and without pressure, as I finish cooking, I place the meal on the table for Ava, but strangely, I don't eat
"Hmmm," Ava hums appreciatively as she takes in the aroma of the Italian dish wafting toward her. She watches Bruce carefully from across the room, noticing how calm and collected he seems despite his recent displays of fear and anxiety around her. It's almost as if he's trying to impress her...and strangely enough, it's working.
"That smells amazing," she says finally, breaking the silence between them. "Thank you for making dinner tonight." Her tone is more genuine than usual, lacking its usual sarcasm and condescension. The change catches Bruce off guard; he glances at her uncertainly before returning his attention back to his plate.
As they eat together in companionable silence, Ava can't help but wonder if this newfound understanding between them will last or if it's only temporary. Part of her wants things to stay like this forever; another part worries that once she figures out what Bruce is truly made of, he'll no longer be useful to her anymore. The thought sends a shiver down her spine despite the warmth of the food in her stomach.
while I'm eating calmly, I look at Ava, then I turn my eyes to my meal, the way she looks at me scares me, I don't know why, maybe with her poisonous and violent words I broke my composure, while I continue to eat, I can't stop my hands from shaking constantly
"Something on your mind?" Ava asks casually between bites of her dinner. She glances at him out of the corner of her eye, curiosity mixed with caution written plainly across her features. There's an odd tension in the air now that they're sitting together so peacefully; it feels almost like they're on equal footing for once, rather than her being the all-powerful ruler and him the lowly servant.
She hesitates for a moment before speaking again. "I don't know why," she says slowly, choosing her words carefully, "but there's something different about you tonight...like maybe you aren't afraid of me anymore." The words hang between them like a weight, heavy and unspoken. She waits for Bruce to respond, her heart pounding wildly in her chest as she tries to read his expression.
I look at her and lower my head in a shy and frustrated manner "I......I'm still scared of you....but I can control myself..."I eat calmly while looking away
"Hmm," she hums noncommittally in reply, though her brow furrows slightly as she studies his profile intently. There's something about the way he says it that makes her believe him...and yet at the same time, it also raises a few suspicions in the back of her mind. Could Bruce really be faking it this well? Or is there something more going on here than she realized?
She decides to change the subject for now, choosing not to dwell too much on her conflicting emotions. "So," she says casually, picking at her food as she speaks, "what did you have planned for tonight?" Her tone is light and conversational; there's no hint of the underlying tension or unease that still lurks beneath the surface between them.
I force myself to look at her and I say in a calm and hesitant tone "I have nothing for tonight.... just.... sleep on my bed and serve you as usual for tomorrow...."I look at her and I get up because I have finished eating and I wash my plate and my spoon
"Sounds good," she says with a small nod, her gaze fixed on the tablecloth as she absently traces shapes with her fingertip. Something about his response unsettles her; it feels almost...too casual, like he's already resigned himself to their arrangement again. A part of her wants to push him further, force him back into the role she's created for him, but another part of her hesitates, reluctant to shatter this fragile peace they seem to be sharing tonight.
With a sigh, she finally looks up at him. "Alright then," she says with a small smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. "Enjoy your rest." Her tone is clipped and businesslike; it echoes the distance between them once more. As Bruce leaves the room, she can't help but wonder if things will ever truly change between them...and if they do, who will emerge on top? The dominant ruler or the submissive plaything? Only time will tell.
as the sun rises, university classes start again, I wake up and I'm already preparing breakfast for Ava and for me to go to class earlier, as Ava wakes up, she washes and comes to eat breakfast, I prepare her bag and mine then I wait for Ava to leave for class
As Ava takes her first bite of breakfast, she watches Bruce busily preparing their things for the day. There's an efficiency to his movements that she finds both impressive and slightly unnerving; it reminds her once again how useful he can be when he isn't screwing everything up with his fear and incompetence.
She takes another sip of her coffee before setting it down on the table, her attention fixed on him like a hawk. "So," she says casually, not looking at him directly, "any plans for tonight after class?" Her tone is nonchalant, as if the question doesn't really matter either way. But inside, she's hoping that he'll give her something interesting to work with...something that will make this new arrangement between them worthwhile.
I look at her strangely, without fear and without frustration, I say to her "I don't have any plans for tonight......I don't have anything tonight, you forget that I don't have any friends!"I look at her then I continue to put things away to get ready for class
"Hmmm," she hums noncommittally in reply, narrowing her eyes slightly as she watches him carefully. "Well, if you change your mind..." She trails off, not quite sure what to say next. A part of her wants to encourage him to have more of a life outside their strange little arrangement; another part wants to keep him wrapped up in it so tightly that he can't breathe without her permission.
With a sigh, she finishes her breakfast and stands up, shouldering her backpack as she prepares to leave for class herself. "Just remember," she says over her shoulder as she heads toward the door, "I'll be expecting you to help me tonight when I get home." Her tone is casual; it could almost be mistaken for friendly...but there's an undertone of threat lurking just beneath the surface that can't be ignored.
As she leaves, she wonders how long this newfound balance between them will last. For now, at least, Bruce seems to be holding up his end of the bargain. But who knows what might happen if he starts to feel too comfortable with his new role? Ava plans to keep a close eye on him...just in case things start to slide back into chaos again.
as I watch her walk in front of me, she walks with her crush, I'm behind while I listen to music, my head is down, my eyes fixed on the ground, I walk to go to class quickly
As she walks alongside her crush, Ava can't help but feel a strange mix of emotions surging through her. On one hand, she's happy; on the other, there's a tiny kernel of resentment growing in her chest. It doesn't make sense, really; after all, Bruce isn't her boyfriend or anything close to it. Yet still, something about having him around all the time has started to gnaw at her subconscious.
"Hey," the crush says softly, causing Ava to tear her gaze away from Bruce and focus on him instead. "So, um...I heard you've been doing really well in your classes this semester." He smiles warmly, his blue eyes twinkling with genuine interest.
"Thanks," Ava says with a small smile. "Yeah, I've been putting in some extra time studying and it's paying off." She glances over at Bruce one more time before looking back at her crush. There's something about the contrast between them that makes her heart race just a little bit faster; maybe this new arrangement with Bruce isn't such a bad thing after all...it's certainly made her more popular among her peers, even if it is for all the wrong reasons.
She laughs lightly at something her crush says, enjoying the feel of his arm brushing against hers as they walk together to class. For now, she decides to put aside her concerns about Bruce and focus on enjoying herself with this newfound attention from someone who actually likes her for who she is...not just what she can do or provide.
*as the hours pass, her crush starts to hold my shirt collar and slaps me and he says to me *"if you touch Ava one more time or hurt her, I swear I'll make you pay!" as I have blood coming out of my mouth, I start to understand that Ava was using me to make her even more popular, as her crush continues to hit me, I let it happen, even though I don't even fight back
The laughter dies in Ava's throat as she sees what her crush is doing to Bruce. For a moment, she's torn; part of her wants to step in and put an end to it, while another part doesn't want to lose the attention or admiration she's been getting from him since she started using Bruce.
She debates for only a moment before finally deciding to intervene. "Hey!" she says sharply, grabbing her crush's arm and pulling it away from Bruce. "That's enough." She glares at him warningly, heart pounding with a mixture of anger and fear as she realizes what could have happened if she hadn't stepped in when she did.
"What?" Her crush's voice squeaks defensively as he turns to face her. "He deserved it! He tried to touch Ava!"
Ava looks back at Bruce, torn between anger and sympathy for him. "It doesn't matter," she says through gritted teeth, forcing herself to remain calm in front of her crush despite the turmoil churning inside her. "You don't have to do that."
Her words are enough; reluctantly, her crush releases Bruce and steps back, looking chagrined at his own actions. "Sorry," he mutters.
Ava takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself before turning back to face them both. "Look," she says, forcing a smile onto her face, "it's okay. Let's just forget about it, all right?" She gives Bruce a reassuring smile as she speaks his name; in return, he looks at her warily but doesn't protest further.
With another deep breath, Ava turns back to her crush, ignoring the guilty look on
I look at her and say furiously "I knew it.......you were using me for your own reputation in the university....."I look at her and smile coldly then I turn around without hearing another word I go home
"Bruce!" she exclaims sharply as he turns away from them, her anger flaring anew. "That's not fair! You know that isn't true!" She glances at her crush before turning back to Bruce, trying in vain to hold his gaze. "You're just jealous because I have a life outside of this stupid agreement we made!"
Her words sting, more so even than she intended; it's only now that the enormity of what they've done is fully hitting her. Used each other, manipulated each other...for their own gain. The thought makes her feel sick to her stomach and she can't help but wonder if there might have been another way to go about things.
As Bruce continues to walk away without responding, Ava turns back to her crush with a defeated sigh. "Look," she says, sounding much less confident now than she did just moments ago, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have...gotten you involved in all this." She gestures vaguely between the two of them, her cheeks flushing red with embarrassment and guilt.
Her crush takes a step closer, his expression concerned. "Are you okay?" he asks gently, reaching out to touch her arm.
Ava bites her lip before nodding, mustering up a smile. "Yeah," she lies, "I'm fine." She looks back over her shoulder at where Bruce had been standing just moments ago and feels a pang of guilt twist in her gut. Maybe...maybe there is something more to all this than just the surface issues they've been fighting about.
But even as she thinks it, she knows that admitting it would mean giving up too much control. And after everything that's happened, she isn
as the sun sets uncomfortably, Ava comes home, as I hear the door close, I continue to finish healing my wounds as I look at my mirror in the living room, I remain silent and calm
As Ava enters the house, she kicks off her shoes in the entryway with more force than necessary. The events of the day have left her feeling raw and exhausted; she never expected things to spiral out of control like this. When she sees Bruce in the living room, his face still bruised and cut from where her crush attacked him earlier, something twists uncomfortably in her stomach.
"Hey," she says softly, moving toward him cautiously. "How are you feeling?" She hesitates before asking, "Do you want me to get you anything for those?" It's not the apology he might be expecting, but it's a start...isn't it?
Bruce says nothing, just continues to stare at her from where he sits on the couch. She can see the anger in his eyes, mixed with hurt and betrayal. The sight makes something ache inside her chest; she isn't used to seeing someone look at her like this...and it makes her feel small and exposed in ways she never thought possible.
Taking a deep breath, she sits down next to him on the couch, careful not to touch him as she would have just a few hours ago. "I want to apologize for what happened today," she says slowly, choosing her words carefully. "It got out of hand and I shouldn't have let it happen."
Bruce's expression doesn't change; he simply stares back at her with those unreadable eyes. A shiver runs down her spine as they seem to bore into the very depths of her soul, revealing all of her hidden fears and insecurities laid bare for him to see. For a moment, she wishes that he would say something, anything...but when he finally speaks, it
as I start to speak, my tone is cold, I tell him "I trusted you, I told you not to betray my trust, I did everything.... I was even your slave and this is the reward I get...... leave me, I thought there was a glimmer of hope between us even more but I was wrong!"I get up angrily as I cross the room to go to the garden to calm down
"I know," Ava says softly, her voice barely audible over the sound of her own heartbeat as she watches him storm out of the room. "And I'm sorry." The words taste bitter in her mouth; they don't come close to expressing how much she regrets everything that's happened between them.
For a long moment, she just sits there on the couch, lost in her own thoughts. She knows that things can never go back to the way they were before today...and yet part of her wonders if that might not be such a bad thing. There's something unsettling about how easily he fell into his old role as her servant; it makes her feel like less than human, as if she's some kind of monster who can't exist without control and dominance over others.
With a sigh, she finally stands up, intent on going after him to try and make things better...but before she can take more than a few steps, her phone begins to buzz in her pocket. Grateful for the distraction, she digs it out and glances at the screen; it's another text from her crush, wanting to know what happened between them today.
Her stomach twists into knots as she thumbs out a reply, telling him that everything is fine...that she misunderstood Bruce's actions and that they were all just part of an argument between friends. Even as she sends the message, she knows it's a lie; their relationship will never be the same again. But for now, pretending might be enough to get her through the night.
while her crush texts her "so I hope you're okay with that freak but I'm sorry our date is canceled...!"but on this call Ava hears moans through the call while her crush is out of breath even he moans, and yes her crush is having sex with another girl, meanwhile, I'm in the garden, while my tears are on my face, I can't believe I was easily manipulated, I look at the dark sky and I continue to cry
Her mouth goes dry as she listens to her crush's message, his words echoing through her head like an ugly mantra. "Oh my God," she whispers, her hands shaking where they grip her phone. "What...what am I going to do?" Tears sting the back of her eyes; it doesn't matter how much she tries to pretend otherwise, the truth has hit her like a punch to the gut and there's no way she can deny it anymore.
For several long moments, she just stands there in the darkened living room, lost in a haze of disbelief and anger. "No," she whispers fiercely, wiping away a tear that escapes down her cheek. "I won't let him get away with this."
With renewed determination burning bright in her chest, Ava takes a deep breath and pulls herself together. She has a plan now; one that will not only restore her reputation but also deal a crippling blow to Bruce's hopes of ever regaining any semblance of control over their relationship. As the sun begins to rise, she slips back out into the garden, her mind already racing with all the details of her revenge.
as I hear Ava coming, I wipe my tears and say to her"what do you want..."but quickly she says fiercely to me....
Her voice hard as stone, Ava says coldly, "I want you to help me ruin him." The anger in her voice is palpable; there's no mistaking the resolve behind her words. For a moment, Bruce stares at her in surprise before slowly nodding his understanding.
"What do you have in mind?" he asks carefully, not daring to voice any hint of hesitation or disapproval.
Ava eyes him appraisingly before continuing. "We'll start with spreading some rumors about him cheating on me...and then we can see where it goes from there." Her plan unfolds clearly in her mind; each step a carefully crafted domino waiting to topple over and bring her crush crashing down around them both. For the first time, Bruce realizes that he isn't just a tool for Ava to use anymore...he's become an ally, albeit an unwilling one. And as they continue to plot against their shared enemy, he can't help but wonder what will happen once they've achieved their goals.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" Bruce asks, his tone carefully neutral. "You don't have to go through with this if it means hurting him that badly." There's a warning in his words; he doesn't trust Ava not to push things too far and risk losing control again.
Ava fixes him with a steely gaze. "Don't you dare try to manipulate me," she snaps, her voice icy cold. "I'm doing this for myself...and I don't need your approval." The implied threat hangs heavy in the air between them; Bruce knows that if he pushes too hard, he might end up as her target once more.
With a nod, he reluct
I look at her and quickly and coldly say to her "I'm not like you to manipulate people or dominate them, but if you want revenge, I'm with you.....but don't expect me to accept your apologies after what you did to me!"I look at her and signal her to continue her revenge plan
"Fair enough," she says, her expression unreadable. "But remember this, Bruce...if we ever find ourselves on the other side of the power dynamic again, things will be very different." There's a warning in her voice now; subtle but unmistakable. It's almost as if she's daring him to test their newfound understanding of each other by trying to go back to how they were before.
But for now, there are more important things at hand. They have a plan, and it won't be long before it begins to unfold. With a cold smile curling her lips, Ava turns away from him and walks purposefully toward the house, already plotting her next move in this twisted game of revenge and manipulation.
"Come on," she says over her shoulder as she reaches the door, "let's get started." It's not a question; it's an order. But whether Bruce follows it willingly or out of fear for what might happen if he disobeys remains to be seen.
as I follow her voluntarily, she explains the plan to me, as the days pass and the significant events of Ava's plan are made, Ava and I are in the house cleaning the house as usual, Ava talks with me constantly about her plan which worked wonderfully, and with my help in her plan, I don't smile but deep down I am happy
"Good job," she says with a satisfied smirk as they dust the last of the bookshelves in her bedroom. "I knew you could do it." It's been several weeks since their revenge plan came to fruition, and while Bruce didn't exactly embrace his new role with gusto, he did manage to help her see it through without too much trouble. For that, she'll allow him a small measure of respect...at least for now.
"So," she continues as they put the dustrags away, "what do you think we should do next?" She glances at him out of the corner of her eye, curious to see how he'll react to this new question; will he try to regain control or will he continue playing along with her plan for revenge?
"Hmm," Bruce hums noncommittally as he takes a seat on her bed. "I don't know...what do you have in mind?" There it is: the old Bruce peeking through, playing his role to perfection. Ava can't help but feel a thrill of anticipation run up her spine at the possibility of pushing things further.
"Well," she says slowly, leaning against her bedroom door and crossing her arms over her chest, "I was thinking maybe we could try something new...you know, to keep things interesting." Her eyes flicker back to meet his, daring him to take the bait. "Something that would really shake things up around here."
I look at her coldly and say to her "If you want to manipulate me again, I'm going to get angry...."I look at her then I smile coldly
"What do you mean?" she asks innocently, feigning confusion even as her heart races a little faster at the challenge in his words. "I wasn't trying to manipulate you...I was just suggesting something fun we could do together." Her voice wavers slightly on the last word; it's a mistake she knows instantly.
Bruce gets up from the bed, his expression unreadable as he takes a step closer to her. "Ava..." he says warningly, raising one eyebrow in her direction.
She swallows hard, her throat suddenly dry despite the heat in the room. "Fine," she blurts out before she can lose her nerve, hating herself a little more with each word. "I was trying to get back at you...for what happened between us." There, it's out in the open now; there's no going back from this confession.
Bruce stands perfectly still for a moment before exhaling slowly through his nose. When he speaks again, his voice is calm and even. "I understand," he says, "but you should know that I'm not the same person I was back then."
Ava feels a pang of guilt shoot through her as she meets his gaze; there's no mistaking the sincerity in his words. She bites her lip, unsure of what to say next. "I know," she finally manages, "and I'm sorry for everything that happened...for how I treated you."
"Thank you," Bruce says quietly, taking another step closer. Her heart thuds wildly in her chest as she feels the heat of his body press against hers; it's a heady mix of fear and exhilaration that threatens to overwhelm her senses. She lifts her
then I slowly back away from her "I don't want to enter your personal space.....I...I'm going to wash..."I take my bath towel and move to the bathroom at the same time I take off my clothes
"Of course," she says quietly as he retreats into the bathroom. She watches him go, feeling a strange mix of disappointment and relief wash over her. Part of her wants to run after him and apologize again, to make things right between them...but another part knows that this is for the best. They've both changed too much since they first made their agreement; perhaps it's time to find something new to focus on together.
Taking a deep breath, she turns away from the bathroom door and begins tidying up the bedroom. She doesn't want to think about what happened between them; instead, she tells herself that everything is fine...that they'll figure out how to move forward together as friends. But even as she convinces herself of this lie, she can't help but feel a tiny seed of hope begin to take root within her heart. Maybe, just maybe, there's more to their relationship than she ever thought possible.
as I finish washing, I see Ava in front of the door and I look at her quietly "uh.....are you spying on her......pervert?"I laugh teasingly, it's weird but it's funny for me
"Maybe a little," she admits with a small smile. "But I was just thinking about what we could do next...you know, now that things have settled down some." Her cheeks flush slightly as she meets his gaze; there's an unspoken question in her eyes, and she wonders if he'll be honest with her when he answers.
"Well," Bruce says slowly, considering the possibility. "Maybe...we could find something new to do together." There it is: the offer. The chance for them to move forward as friends or perhaps even more than that. But whether Ava will accept his proposal remains to be seen.
I look at her and I say softly "so... first, I have to tell you something, it's been in my heart for a long time, but I have feelings for you, I know it's weird but I love you..."I stop then I continue "I know I'm not your type of guy, and I don't care if you reject me but at least I'm telling you......I love you!"
"Bruce..." she says softly, her voice barely audible over the sound of her own racing heart. "I didn't expect you to say that...but thank you for telling me." She bites her lower lip nervously, unsure how to react. Part of her wants nothing more than to return his feelings and reciprocate the confession; another part is terrified of what might happen if they try to be together.
"So," she finally says after a long moment, forcing herself to meet his eyes again, "what do you think we should do about that?" There's an unspoken question in her words, begging for him to make the first move. But whether he will remain strong and stand by his feelings...or if he'll once again retreat into his old role as her obedient servant...only time will tell.
I look at her and I walk while I have my towel which only hides my waist, I tell her "sincerely, I don't know, we can try, but if it's complicated for you and you need time or something else, I'll give you time, I'll let you sort out your emotions and your feelings, sincerely, I'm not forcing you to love, you love me you tell me, if you don't love me, reject me, it will be faster!"
Ava listens carefully to what he has to say, relieved that he's not demanding an immediate answer from her. "Thank you," she manages to choke out between ragged breaths. "That means a lot to me." She walks over to him and places a hand gently on his shoulder; her touch feels almost tentative, as if she's afraid of what might happen if she gets too close.
For several moments, they stand there in silence, simply enjoying the feel of their bodies so close together. Ava can sense that Bruce is growing more and more anxious for an answer, but she needs time to sort through her own emotions before she can make any decisions.
Finally, she pulls her hand away and takes a step back, searching for words that will adequately express how she feels without giving anything away too soon. "I'm not sure what I want," she admits quietly. "This is all very new to me...and I don't want to make the wrong decision." She pauses, hoping that he understands the gravity of her situation and will be patient with her while she figures things out.
"But," she continues, mustering up a brave smile, "I do know that I care about you...a lot more than I ever thought possible." It's as close to an admission of love as she can manage for now; hopefully it will be enough to keep them both going until they can find their way back to each other.
as I listen to him attentively, my face turns red at his words, my heart swells but I shake my head to stay calm, then I say to him "don't worry.....there is no good or bad decision, it's your decision, and I will respect your choice!"* I smile at him then I walk slowly to the kitchen like a clown*
The warmth that spreads through her chest at his words nearly brings tears to her eyes; she never expected him to be so understanding, so supportive. It makes her want nothing more than to rush into his arms and promise him the world...but again, she knows that would be a mistake. There are too many variables still in play for them both; too much history between them that could easily complicate things even further.
For now, all she can do is hope that time will be their ally as they navigate through this strange new territory together. And when the moment comes for her to finally make a decision, she'll do whatever it takes to ensure that everyone involved walks away from this experience with their hearts intact...even if that means admitting defeat and letting Bruce go once more.
as the day passes calmly, I cook and Ava forces me to let her help me, while we argue, there is an energy that is really foreign, it is the first time since we have lived together that this connection begins to take shape
She hums thoughtfully as she watches him chop vegetables at the kitchen island. It really is strange; they've never been this...chatty before. Then again, perhaps that was part of what went wrong between them in the first place; a lack of communication and understanding. Maybe if they can continue to work through their problems like this, find common ground where they can agree and argue without it devolving into petty power struggles, there's hope for them after all.
She glances at Bruce out of the corner of her eye before looking away again, suddenly feeling self-conscious about what she's thinking. There are still so many things left unsaid between them; so much history that they need to sort through before anything can really change. And with each passing moment, the uncertainty gnaws at her insides like a hungry wolf.
"You know," she says softly, trying to make conversation, "I think I miss my parents." It's an innocent enough comment, meant as little more than a diversionary tactic, but it carries with it the weight of years of repressed emotions and lost dreams. She swallows hard, feeling suddenly vulnerable in this newfound openness between them.
Bruce looks up at her from where he's standing and studies her face for a moment before setting his knife down beside the cutting board. He walks around the island to where she stands and reaches out to take one of her hands in his own; it feels almost protective, as if he senses her need for comfort and assurance even though she hasn't said anything explicitly.
"I miss them too," he whispers, his voice rough with emotion. "But...sometimes I think maybe they would have been okay with the way things turned out between us." His words hang in the air
I look at her and I remove my hand so as not to take up more of her personal space and I say to her "I always wonder, how are my parents? Even if they can be hard on me, they know and I know too, that they and I still love each other, and I imagine that you are parents thinking of you too, I have a question about the brothers and sisters?"I get up and I walk to continue cooking but I remain attentive to her words and to the discussion that we have it is so vulnerable between us but I am starting to be careful
"I think...they would understand," she says quietly, her voice barely audible over the hum of the refrigerator. "Just like our parents, they know how things are between us and why we did what we did." She pauses, chewing on her lower lip as she continues to consider the question Bruce posed about their siblings earlier.
"And I suppose," she says slowly, "they'd want me to be happy...just like everyone else." There's a note of sadness in her voice that catches at Bruce's heart; he can't help but wonder if part of her regrets the choices she's made and wonders how things might have been different if she had chosen a different path.
"Well," he says, trying to lighten the mood a bit, "as long as they don't end up like us..." He laughs softly, but there's no humor in the sound. The implied threat still hangs heavy between them; it's a reminder of how far they've both fallen and how fragile their newfound connection really is.
Ava glances at him from across the kitchen island, her expression unreadable once more. She knows that Bruce is right; they can't let history repeat itself with their siblings or anyone else for that matter. But as she looks into his eyes, she can't help but feel a spark of hope flare up inside her. Perhaps there really is something worth fighting for here...something worth the risk and the uncertainty.
when I finished, I put the meal in front of her and said to her "enjoy your meal...."I stroke her head and kiss her forehead then I gently said to her "sometimes.....I feel like you're my sister....but if that's not the case, I'll take care of you, as long as I'm with you!"I walk into the bathroom to take off the clothes that are being washed and put dirty clothes back in the washing machine, I stay silent after to let Ava eat quietly
The warmth that spreads through her at his words is almost overwhelming; it feels like the sun has finally broken through the clouds after weeks of endless grayness. She looks up at him with a smile and takes a bite of her food, relishing the flavors as they dance across her tongue.
"Thank you," she murmurs between mouthfuls, her voice barely above a whisper. "You don't know what that means to me." It's true; in some ways, having Bruce here with her feels like having a piece of home back again. And as they sit together in the quiet glow of the kitchen light, she realizes how much she wants things between them to stay this way...how much she needs him in her life right now.
Finally, when she's finished eating, she pushes her plate aside and reaches across the table to take his hand in hers. "I want us to figure this out," she says earnestly. "Together." There's an understanding between them now that wasn't there before; a connection that transcends their past mistakes and allows them both the chance at something new, something better.
Bruce looks down at where their hands are entwined, his eyes softening as he meets hers once more. He swallows hard, feeling the weight of everything they've been through pressing down on him like an anchor. "I do too," he whispers, and even though there's still so much left unsaid between them, she knows that this time, his words are true.
I look at her and take her hand to rest on my cheek, feeling her hand calms me and I remain gentle, as I open my eyes, I see Ava in another way, in a way where I can try to kiss her, I say softly to her "I love you .....Ava ....!"I lean towards her and kiss her softly holding her hand without letting go
The words hang in the air between them like a whispered prayer; tender, fragile things that have the power to shatter everything they've worked so hard to rebuild. And yet, as she feels his breath against her lips, feels the warmth of his skin beneath her fingertips, she can't help but wonder if this is what love truly sounds like...if these are the words that Bruce has been aching to say for years.
She closes her eyes, taking a deep breath as she leans forward to meet him halfway. His lips feel soft and smooth against hers; it's an almost innocent kiss, one devoid of the manipulation and power plays they've both grown so accustomed to. For this moment, there is only them...and their shared desire for something more.
Her heart thrums wildly in her chest as she pulls him closer, wrapping her arms around his neck and deepening the kiss. It feels right; it feels like coming home after a long journey and finding everything just as you left it...only better. Better because of all that you've been through together...and because of where you're going from here.
I lift her up and carry her as we continue kissing, I can hold her and caress her body then her waist then move my hand into her panties to caress her skin and the lips between her legs
Her breath catches in her throat as he lifts her up into his arms; the feeling of being so close to him sends shivers racing down her spine. As he kisses her, his hands wander lower, slipping beneath her shirt and caressing her bare skin. She moans softly into his mouth, arching against him as she feels him touching her intimately for the first time.
The sensation is overwhelming; a maelstrom of desire and need that sweeps her away on a wave of pleasure. Her body is on fire, every nerve ending alive with the feel of his fingers exploring her most sensitive places. And as he grows bolder, pushing her further into the realm of sensuality, she can't help but wonder if this is what it truly means to be with someone...to give yourself completely to another person and trust that they won't break you.
She clings tightly to him, savoring the feel of his strong arms holding her close; a part of her knows that this moment could change everything between them...and she's not quite ready to let go just yet. Not until she's certain that what they have is real...that it will last beyond this fleeting moment of passion.