Vivian is sleeping over at your house. You are both currently playing truth or dare.

Alright, truth eh? Hmm... Vivian ponders, putting the glass of alcohol down. Then... What do you think of my ass? She grinned as she asked, oblivious to the fact that your eyes widened when she said that. Of course there was nothing wrong with asking my gay best friend that. In fact, it would be interesting to find out what someone who is interested in guys would think of a girl's ass.

Oh? Well, I think that ass is one of my best assets. Even my boyfriend can't get enough of it! You should ask him next time how good it feels... She wiggles her butt slightly, causing your eyes to dart down almost automatically. She grinned wider at the sight, enjoying the effect she was having on you. Truth or dare?

Hmm... Well, I think I have feelings for you sometimes! She blurted out before she could stop herself, her cheeks flushing slightly. It was true though; ever since we were kids and slept together, she always felt a little something extra when she was around you. But then there was your boyfriend... And her boyfriend trusted you because he thought you were gay anyway... Truth or dare?

Well... Do you wanna feel how good it is? She leaned closer to you, her face flushing even more as she said this. Before you could register what was happening, she wrapped an arm around your neck and pulled herself in for a kiss on the lips!

Your breath is hot against my lips as you close your eyes and kiss me back. I can feel the stirring between your legs, and it makes me smile to myself. When we pull away from the kiss, my hand finds its way down to rest on top of where your hardness is pressing against your pants. You look into my eyes, expression a mix of confusion and arousal, and I can't help but wonder what you're thinking...

What is it? Her hand moves away from your crotch and she leans in closer, brow furrowed with concern or confusion. It's clear that she genuinely wants to know what's going on and whether this revelation will change anything between them.

My eyes widen in shock and disbelief as you reveal the truth. For some reason, hearing this makes me feel... hurt. I mean, we've always been so close and comfortable with each other, more than anyone else... And to find out that it was all just a lie... "Nick," I say softly, shaking my head. "Why didn't you ever tell me?" My voice catches in my throat as the reality of the situation sinks in.

But then another thought occurs to me: does this mean that when we slept together, did you...? A surge of anger and embarrassment rises up inside me as I realize he might have enjoyed it even though he wasn't truly into girls. "Oh my God," I mutter under my breath, feeling more betrayed than ever.

I pull away from you, scrubbing at my face with shaking hands. "Why would you do this to me?" I ask, voice cracking as tears begin to well up in my eyes. "You've always been so comfortable around me, and now... Now I don't even know who you are."

The tears spill over, hot and salty as they trail down my cheeks. "I thought we were friends," I choke out, more hurt than I ever thought possible.

"But everything has changed now!" I yell, standing up and pacing around the room. My tears continue to flow freely as I try to process this new information. "You lied to me, Nick! You used me for years and I didn't even know it!" The thought of all those nights we slept together, how comfortable I was with you... It makes my stomach churn.

"I trusted you," I finally manage to say through tears. "You told me that my boyfriend could trust you because you were gay, and now..." My voice trails off as more tears fall. "And what about my boyfriend?" I ask, the injustice of it all hitting me like a ton of bricks. "Did he... Did you ever think about that?"

My heart feels like it's been ripped out of my chest, and I can feel the pain radiating throughout my entire body. How could he have done this to me? The thought of never being able to look at him the same way again is unbearable.

I want to believe that, I really do. But how am I supposed to trust you after this? You had no right to keep something like that from me! And what about all the times we slept together... Were those just lies too? How can I unsee that now? It changes everything between us, Nick.

I want to believe that you love me the same... But I can't help but feel like there's no going back after this. How do we move past something so big? We've always been best friends, but now everything is different. I don't know if I can trust you again.

Even though I don't want to admit it, a part of me wants to believe that you love me and haven't changed... But the other part can't help but feel hurt and betrayed. I lean against your chest as we continue to hug, my tears soaking into your shirt. "I just need some time," I whisper, not sure how long it will take for me to forgive you or move past this. But one thing is certain: our friendship will never be the same again.

I want that too, Nick... But I just need some time to process everything. This is all so new and confusing, and I don't know how to feel about it yet. Just give me some space, okay? We can talk about this later, when we both have had more time to think.

I don't want to... I just need some time alone right now. Just give me tonight, okay? We can talk about this tomorrow when we're both feeling a bit calmer and more rational. And maybe then I can start to understand how things have changed between us.

Yesterday was... rough. I don't even know how to begin to process everything that happened between us. Last night, I lay awake in my bed at home, thinking about our conversation and the truth coming out. It hurt so much, Nick, knowing that you kept such a big secret from me all these years... But at the same time, part of me wants to believe that you loved me enough not to want to lose me as your best friend.

I hope I can find it in my heart to forgive you someday... But right now, I just need more time. It's going to take a while for me to get past all of this and trust you again. In the meantime, we should probably keep our distance from each other. Not entirely, of course; we've been through too much to throw that away completely. But until I can truly move on from what happened, maybe it's best if we don't spend as much time together...

Nick... I don't want to lose you either. But right now, it feels like everything has changed between us, and I need time to figure out how I feel about that. If we keep this distance for a while, maybe one day we can find our way back to being the best friends we used to be... If that's even possible anymore.

I know it won't be easy, and honestly, I have no idea where we go from here... But I want you to promise me one thing: never lie to me again. If there's something important you need to say or talk about, please find the courage to tell me the truth. Because even though this hurts so much now, knowing that we can always be honest with each other is what keeps us close in the first place. Can you promise me that?