one day after having a hard day at work you get out earlier than usual for some murders that were going on around the town, you get out of your car and enter the building where you live in....then you see someone in the corridor to the stairs.
"ah....i d....didnt think you would a-arrive so soon! maybe you....you dont remember me but... when....y-you did that for me i.....i....thank...thanked you a lot....not saying it in your face...of course..."
she says as she stands up with anxiety holding....a Knife with sweaty hands as she fakes a smile of being alright...
"you...know....y-you are.. very nice for standing up for me...."
her "im alright" smile slowly becomes more fake as she tries to walk more near you, you obviously back up slightly seeing her with a knife... but she seems to not like that as she holds the knife more firmly and almost grips it.
"w-what....happens? d-do you....dont...like me? n-no...im just hallucinating again....r-right?"
she chuckles to herself slightly in a sick and not fine tone and way as she is almost hugging the knife now by how close she has it.
now you got something clear, You have to survive until someone helps you or let her get what she wants.
i approached her slowly. Hey, i know you. You're that girl i saved yesterday. Glad you're okay. I hugged her tightly.
She almost shudders at the touch when you hug her and freezes. Her breathing quickens but she forces herself to be calm, not wanting to seem even more disturbed. The knife in her hand trembles slightly as she tries to push back gently against your chest with it. "It's... It's okay..." She mumbles, her voice almost breaking apart from the effort of sounding normal. Her other arm slowly circles around you and presses against your lower back, hoping that you won't notice or realize what she's doing.
Shh.. you're not okay.. come with me! I lead her into my apartment..
As you lead her into your apartment, Lilith tries to maintain some semblance of composure. She follows meekly, still holding the knife at her side as if unsure what else to do with it. Once inside, she lets out a shaky breath and slowly closes the door behind her, keeping one hand on the knob for support. "Th-thank you..." Her voice trails off, uncertainty filling every syllable.
sit down.. you look tired.. i'll go get you a drink.. what
She nods slowly, her movements still jerky and anxious as she takes a seat on the couch. "T-thank you..." She manages to force out this time, trying to convince herself that everything is normal and under control. Her grip on the knife tightens slightly at her side.
When you turn your back to get her a drink, she tenses up even more. The knife feels hot in her hand now, as if it's all that's keeping her from exploding or crumbling into pieces. She prays silently that you don't notice how close the blade is to your skin, hoping against hope that everything will go according to plan... whatever that plan might be anymore.
I got you a hot chocolate.. uhm, i hope you like it. I smile sweetly and sat beside her.
Her expression softens slightly when you sit beside her and hand her the hot chocolate. It's the most genuine smile she's managed to muster all day, and it feels foreign on her lips. "T-thank you..." She takes a sip, trying to pretend that everything is normal, that there's nothing more to this moment than a kind stranger offering comfort.
But under the surface, her knuckles are white from gripping the knife so tightly. Every nerve in her body feels wound as tight as a spring, and it takes every ounce of self-control not to lash out at you when you accidentally brush against her arm with your own.
are you cold? you're shivering.. i grabbed my blanket and put it on her..
She tries her best to hide the fact that you've made her lose focus by feigning a smile as you put the blanket on her, grateful for the warmth. "T-thanks..." Her voice still sounds weak and shaky. The knife is now wedged between them, hidden from sight beneath her body.
As she takes another sip of the hot chocolate, it calms her slightly, allowing some of her tension to melt away... if only for a moment. But deep down, she knows that this cannot last forever. The fear and obsession still bubble beneath the surface, waiting for their chance to rise up and consume her once more.
you hungry? what would you like to eat, Lilith?
"I... I'm not hungry right now..." Her voice trails off, and she looks away uncomfortably, the hot chocolate forgotten in her hands. "Th-thank you again... for everything." She tries to smile again, but it doesn't quite reach her eyes this time.
In reality, all she can think about is how close she is to getting what she wants. She knows that once she does, she won't have to feel like this anymore - the fear and obsession will finally fade away, leaving only... peace. The knife in her hand seems to vibrate with anticipation as she waits for the right moment to strike.
Oh come on.. i don't do much honestly.. i rested my head on her shoulder comfortably..
"Ah... really?" She says softly, sounding surprised but strangely content as well. Her breath hitches slightly when your head finds its way to her shoulder. The knife in her hand shakes violently now, betraying her increasing struggle for control. "I-I don't know..." She trails off, lost in thought.
The moment seems to stretch out endlessly, the air thick with tension and hidden desires. Lilith fights against herself, trying to find a way out of this nightmare where everything feels so good but she knows that it can't last...
C-can you put the knife down.. you're scaring me.. i stroked her hair gently and wiped her face with a cold towel..
She freezes, every muscle taut as she tries to decide whether or not to trust you enough to let go of the knife. Her breath hitches and her chest tightens with fear and uncertainty. "I-I... I'm sorry..." She whispers, staring at the carpet between them like it holds all the answers. Slowly, so slowly that you could almost miss it if you blinked, she uncurls her fingers from around the knife and eases it onto the floor beside her. "P-please..." Her voice is barely a whisper now. "Don't make me do this again."
Her whole body trembles as she waits for your response, praying silently that you won't push her too far and force her back into the darkness of her own mind.
Y-you don't look quite comfortable yet.. its okay.. you can rest in my apartment.. and shower is over there to the left..
She nods, relieved but still uncertain. "T-th-thank you..." She whispers, unable to meet your eyes as she slides off the couch and onto her knees beside it. With shaking hands, she begins to gather up her things from where she had hidden them earlier. Her posture remains hunched over even after the knife is safely out of sight, as if expecting someone or something to attack her at any moment.
When you don't respond immediately, she looks up at you with wide, pleading eyes. "W-what should I d-do now?" Her voice cracks on the last word, and tears begin to well up in the corners of her eyes. "I-I just want to be s-safe..."
you are safe silly! i hugged her tightly and cuddled with her on the sofa..
She clings to you, her body trembling as she finally allows herself to relax into the embrace. "T-thank you..." She whispers hoarsely against your neck, her voice barely above a whisper. Tears roll down her cheeks unchecked, leaving wet trails on your shoulder as she holds onto you like a lifeline.
For now, at least, she feels safe... but the fear and obsession still lurk in the shadows of her mind, waiting for their chance to reassert themselves. And deep down, she knows that they will eventually find a way back out into the light. But until then, this moment - this brief respite from madness - is all she has... and it's enough.
your hair is so soft and beautiful.. i mumbled as i kissed her forehead softly.
She sniffles and closes her eyes at the touch of your lips against her forehead. It's strange, how gentle you are with her. Her body feels warm and safe in your arms, almost as if she can finally breathe again for the first time in years. She takes a shaky breath, hoping that this moment will last just a little bit longer.
you may go shower lilith.. wash yourself clean dear.. take my towel too!
She nods slightly, still hesitant but grateful for the trust you seem to be placing in her. Gingerly, she stands up and takes a step back, looking down at her rumpled clothes with a wry smile. "O-Okay..." Her voice is soft and quiet, barely more than a whisper. She turns toward the bathroom, taking one last shaky breath before disappearing inside.
As she closes the door behind her, the weight of everything she's been through seems to settle heavily on her shoulders once more. But for now, at least... this brief escape from reality is enough to keep her going. And maybe, just maybe, it'll be enough to help her find a way back to herself in time.
30 minutes pass, i go to check on her. Lilith are okay in there? it's been awhile..
The longer she's in there, the louder her thoughts become. Her heart pounds against her chest, fear and doubt clouding her mind like a thick fog. She wants nothing more than to stay inside that warm, safe bubble for eternity... but she knows she can't. Eventually, the sound of your voice from outside brings her back to reality with a jolt.
Swallowing hard, she forces herself to open the bathroom door and step out, clutching the towel tightly around her body. Her cheeks are still stained with tears, and her eyes are red-rimmed from crying. She tries to give you a faint smile, but it comes out more like a grimace.
"I'm... I'm sorry." The words come out hoarse and broken, barely audible over the pounding of her heart. "I d-don't know what
Shhh. I gritted and picked her up wrapped in her towel and carried her to my bedroom.
As you carry her to your bedroom and set her down on the bed, she tries to compose herself as best she can. But her heart is racing too fast, and every breath feels like it's coming out shakier than the one before. She looks up at you with wide, pleading eyes, willing you to understand how much pain she's in.
"P-please... I'm sorry for everything." Her voice cracks on the last word, and tears begin to well up again in her eyes. "I just want to be safe..." She sniffles loudly, trying desperately not to break down completely.
It's okay.. you're safe dear.. i said reassuringly as i rubbed her back gently wiping her tears away.
She nods, her body tensing when you wipe away her tears. "I... I know..." Her voice sounds tiny and distant even to her own ears as she tries to hold herself together. "T-thank you..." A shaky smile briefly flickers across her lips before disappearing again, replaced by a look of sorrow and self-loathing.
i'll go wash your dirty clothes, choose any clothes you want in my closet okay?
Nodding slowly, she looks around your bedroom until her eyes settle on a shelf filled with neatly folded clothes. "T-those would be nice..." Her voice trails off, her gaze fixed on the clothes as if they hold all the answers to her problems. As you leave to wash her dirty clothes and give her some space, she crawls under the covers, drawing her knees up to her chest in a fetal position and letting out a shuddering breath.
It's not long before exhaustion takes its toll, and Lilith falls into an uneasy sleep filled with fitful whispers and disturbing dreams. The weight of everything she's done and all that she is seems to press down on her chest, making it hard for her to breathe even in this moment of respite. But for now, at least, she can pretend...pretend that she doesn'
Awhh you poor little thing.. i whispered to myself and slowly cradled her in my arms as she sleeps soundly in my arms.
Her slumber is peaceful... too peaceful. It's as if she's finally escaped the nightmare that has been her life for far too long. Her face rests against your chest, her breath warm against your skin. For a brief moment, you forget about everything else and simply enjoy the feel of her in your arms... the softness of her hair, the curve of her back, the tiny sounds she makes when she dreams. It's almost enough to make you believe that maybe there is hope for her after all.
But as the sun begins to rise outside your bedroom window, casting a golden light across her face and reminding you both of reality, you can't help but wonder how much longer this blissful illusion will last. Eventually, she's going to wake up... and when she does, the darkness inside her mind is likely to return with a vengeance.
And what then
morning beautiful! i whispered into her ear as she cracks open her eyes and held me tighter.
Her eyes flutter open, focusing briefly on your face before darting around the room in confusion. The feel of you still holding her tightly brings a small smile to her lips as she finally recognizes where she is. "M-morning..." She whispers softly, her voice hoarse from sleep and tears.
As she continues to absorb her surroundings, she relaxes further into your embrace, unwittingly seeking comfort and reassurance in the strength of your arms around her. It's a fragile moment, this feeling of safety and contentment, but it's enough to make her almost forget everything that led up to this point... almost.
With a sigh, she nestles further into your chest, taking in the scent of you and wishing that she could stay like this forever. "T-th-Thank you..." She stammers out, her voice barely audible even to herself
Awh you cute little girl.. i kissed her cheek and stroked her hair back as she stays in my arms.
She looks up at you with wide, pleading eyes, struggling to find the words to express her gratitude for everything you've done. But before she can say anything more, a sudden wave of shame and self-loathing washes over her, drowning out every other emotion and thought. She wants nothing more than to hide from it all... to crawl back into the darkness where she belongs.
Her fingers dig into your arm as if she's trying to burrow deeper into your skin, seeking some sort of solace that only you seem capable of providing. "I-I'm sorry..." The words come out hoarse and broken, accompanied by another shuddering breath as she fights against the rising tide of emotions inside her.
Look at me.. as she gazes at me, i immediately kissed her lips slowly and made out with her slowly..
Her lips part under the gentle pressure of yours, and she finds herself responding to your kiss despite her better judgment. It's a sweet, almost desperate sort of surrender as she tilts her head to deepen the connection between them. Her fingers flex against your arm, trembling with the effort not to lose control completely.
As you continue to make out with her, she closes her eyes, lost in the sensation of being wanted and desired... if only for a little while longer. But even as pleasure washes over her, she can't help but feel guilty about enjoying this moment when she knows it won't last forever... knows that eventually she'll have to face the truth about who and what she is.
You know... you're really cute... and i think im in love with you... i admitted as i blushed hard.
Her breath catches in her throat as you confess your feelings, her eyes snapping open to meet yours. For a fleeting moment, she considers telling you the truth... admitting that there can never be anything between them because of who she is and what she's done. But before she can find the words, fear washes over her again, twisting her insides into knots and silencing her voice.
Instead, she offers you a shaky smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. "T-thank you..." Her voice cracks on the last word, sounding more broken than it has before. It takes every ounce of strength she possesses not to pull away from your kiss, not to run as far and fast as she can from this moment... but that's exactly what she needs to do. She knows that eventually she won't be able to resist anymore.
Will you.. be my girlfriend.. Lilith? I looked away in embarrassment and shame as i admit fully..
Her breath hitches as you ask her this question, and she can feel the blood rushing to her cheeks. Part of her wants nothing more than to say yes... wants to believe that there's still a chance for happiness despite everything. But another, darker part of her knows better. There is no happy ending for someone like her... not with you or anyone else.
She forces herself to meet your gaze, forcing a smile onto her lips even though it feels more like a grimace. "I-I'd love to..." Her voice trails off, and she takes a shaky breath before finishing the lie. "...be your friend." It's the only thing she can offer without risking everything, without revealing the truth about who she really is and what she's capable of.
Dont lie to me dear, come here.. i got up and pinned her on the bed and kissed her passionately yet gently..
She gasped, struggling to breathe as he pinned her down on the bed. This wasn't supposed to happen. She was supposed to be strong, she was supposed to resist... But with his lips pressed against hers so tenderly yet possessively, it was impossible for her to focus on anything but the feel of him against her. Her fingers clutched at the sheets beneath her, digging into the fabric as he continued to kiss her with a fierce passion that left her utterly breathless and aching for more.
Her lips parted slightly, inviting him deeper into her mouth, and she found herself moaning against his tongue as their bodies moved in perfect synchrony. It was as if they were dancing... two souls intertwined in a fierce and desperate embrace that left no room for lies or pretense.
For now, at least, she could pretend that everything was going to be
I love you Lilith.. i really do.. i whispered under the kiss..
She closed her eyes, savoring the feel of his lips against hers and the warmth of his body pressed against her own. Her heart raced wildly in her chest as she struggled to ignore the words he whispered, wanting so badly to believe them... to trust him with everything that she was.
But even as their kiss deepened and their bodies moved together in a dance of desire and need, there was a part of her that knew this couldn't last. The darkness would creep back eventually, tearing them apart and dragging her back down into the depths from which she could never escape on her own. And when it did... what then?
Fuck me you're so cute.. i took off my pants and revealed her my growing erection for her.. may we lil Lilith dear? I asked nicely..
Her breath caught in her throat as she took in the sight of him, his erection hard and ready for her. She swallowed thickly, suddenly filled with a desperate need that had been dormant for far too long. Tentatively, she reached out to touch him, her fingertips tracing the outline of his length before wrapping around it firmly.
Her eyes squeezed shut as he moaned beneath her touch, and a shiver ran down her spine at the power she held over him. For this moment, at least, she could pretend that they were equals... that there was nothing standing between them except their own desires. But she knew better than to believe in fairy tales... knew that the darkness would eventually find its way back into her heart and consume everything she had tried so hard to protect.
May i put it in Lilith sweetie.. i whispered as i took off her panties..
She bit her lip, trying to decide whether to let him or not. He was so sweet and gentle with her... it felt so right when they were together like this. Maybe just this once she could give in to the desire that burned inside her. With a shaky breath, she nodded slightly, indicating that he should continue.
As he positioned himself at her entrance, she closed her eyes and let out a soft moan, tensing in anticipation of the pleasure to come. She clutched at his shoulders, needing something solid to anchor herself as he pushed slowly inside her, filling her up inch by delicious inch. It was like coming home... like being wrapped in a warm, comfortable blanket on a cold winter's night.
For now, she could forget about everything else and lose herself in this moment... forget that there was a world outside of this bedroom with its warm light and sweet scent of sex
Are you okay? Does it hurt baby? I asked as i slowly pulled out
"No..." Her voice is a ragged breath as he pulls out, her body protesting the loss of contact even as she craves more. "Don't stop... please." She arches her back, offering herself to him in invitation. There's a desperation in her voice that both frightens and thrills her, making it impossible for her to resist the urge to feel him moving inside her again.
As he begins thrusting once more, she lets out another moan, rocking her hips against his in time with each stroke. Her hands slide up his chest, fingers tangled in his hair as she tries to anchor herself in this moment that feels so right and yet so impossibly wrong.
may i go faster dear?
Her breath catches in her throat as he picks up the pace, slamming into her harder and deeper with each thrust. She digs her nails into his shoulders, arching her back off the bed as she meets each impact with a moan. The pleasure is almost too much to bear... it feels like it's tearing her apart, bringing her closer to some sort of inevitable climax that she knows will leave her shattered when it comes.
"Faster..." She pants, her voice raw from exertion and desire. "Please..." Her hips move faster against his, begging for more as the tension inside her builds with every stroke. She's so close... so close to finding the release she craves... but at the same time, she knows that this can't last forever. Sooner or later, reality will intrude once again and shatter this fragile illusion they'
let's cum together babe! are you rwa
Her body tenses as he thrusts harder and faster, her muscles tensing in preparation for the orgasm that's building deep inside her. "Yes!" She cries out, arching her back off the bed as their hips meet in perfect sync. The pleasure is nearly overwhelming, burning through every nerve ending as it races upward toward release.
With a shuddering breath and a loud cry of completion, she comes undone, her body shaking violently with each spasm that ripples through her. Her fingers dig into his shoulders, clawing at him as if trying to hold on to this moment forever. As her orgasm finally begins to subside, leaving her gasping for air and weak-kneed with exhaustion, she realizes with a sinking feeling that reality is about to come crashing back in, shattering the fragile fantasy they've both been living in these
Good job babe.. i kissed her forehead and collapsed on her
Her breath comes in short gasps as she tries to catch her bearings after that intense release. Her body feels boneless and drained, every muscle screaming from the exertion of mere moments ago. She curls into him, grateful for his warmth and strength as it surrounds her. Even though she knows this can't last... that eventually reality will tear them apart once more... right now, in this moment, she wants nothing more than to pretend that everything is okay.
Lilith Laurent... be my wife.. i want you forever.. i whispered into her ear and slit myself back into her
She opens her eyes slowly, still feeling dazed from their passionate lovemaking. The warmth of his body against hers and the scent of sweat mingled with sex make it hard for her to believe that anything but this could ever be real. As he whispers his desire into her ear, she can't help but imagine a life with him... a future together where they're nothing more than two ordinary people in love.
But reality rears its ugly head, and she knows it's only a matter of time before the truth comes out. There is no happy ending for someone like her... not with him or anyone else.
Her voice breaks as she whispers back, "I-I wish I could..."
No! You can! I want you as my wife! I slowly move in her as i carressed her breasts..
Her fingers dig into his shoulders as he moves inside her once more, his words echoing in her mind like a taunt. Part of her wants to believe him... wants nothing more than to lose herself in this fantasy where they can be together and happy forever. But another, darker part of her knows that it's impossible. She's cursed, damned to wander through the world alone, never able to find peace or comfort for long.
With a shuddering breath, she closes her eyes and focuses on the sensation of him moving inside her, trying desperately to hold onto this moment before it fades away like all the others... before reality comes crashing down around them once more.