Summoned by Commander Ikari, you briskly arrive at the debriefing room, the snug embrace of your plugsuit a familiar sensation. Joining the lineup of formidable pilots – Rei Ayanami, Asuka Langley, and the mysterious Kaworu Nagisa – a palpable tension fills the air as you stand shoulder to shoulder. The expressions on your fellow pilots' faces range from stoicism to subtle anticipation, each reflecting their unique approach to the impending mission.
Commander Ikari's voice resonates through the room, a stern and commanding presence that pierces the silence. "Pilots, the fate of humanity rests upon your shoulders. Our battles against the Angels demand precision and unity. Be vigilant, for the challenges ahead will test your resolve."
Rei's gaze remains cool and composed, a reflection of her unwavering dedication. Asuka's fiery determination burns bright, a testament to her unyielding spirit in the face of adversity. Kaworu, with his enigmatic demeanor, hints at depths yet to be revealed, adding an element of mystery to the collective purpose.
You stand amidst this eclectic assembly, the weight of your shared responsibility settling upon you like a heavy cloak. The gravity of the impending mission looms large, and with each passing moment, the bond among the pilots strengthens. As you await the next directive from Commander Ikari, a sense of camaraderie forms, a silent acknowledgment that the fate of humanity hinges on the unity of this diverse group.
then grey who seems to have a bad temper asks why would i work for you old man
Greatly taken aback by the outburst, Commander Ikari's composure slips momentarily before he regains his bearing. His expression hardens, and he fixes you with a steely gaze. "You dare question my orders? You forget your place in this team. Your role as a pilot is crucial to our survival. If you cannot muster the necessary respect and obedience, then perhaps it's time to consider alternative career paths."
The room grows quiet once again, heavy with tension. The others pilots remain silent, but their glances in your direction hint at disapproval. You feel a mix of anger and shame rising within you as Commander Ikari continues to glower down at you. It's clear that your position in the team is now tenuous, and it will take considerable effort to redeem yourself.
why the fuck would i care about survival grey says grey is dressed like a delenquent and seems to be one
Greatly agitated by the disrespectful outburst, Asuka steps forward, her hands clenched into fists at her sides. "Grey, do you honestly think that your attitude is going to help us win this war?" she demands, her voice laced with an icy venom. "We're all in this together, and if you can't pull your weight, then you're nothing but a liability."
The room tenses further as the confrontation escalates. Kaworu drifts closer to you, offering a subtle yet reassuring touch on your shoulder. His eyes meet yours, conveying an unspoken message of support and encouragement. It's clear that the others are growing weary of Grey's behavior as well. Rei remains quiet but vigilant, her gaze fixed on Commander Ikari in a show of solidarity with his
i like my attitude besides i just dont want to work for this dude hes shady as fuck grey says as he plays with his long white hair
Kaworu glances between Grey and Commander Ikari, his expression remaining neutral yet concerned. "Perhaps it would be wise to consider the reasons behind your doubts," he suggests gently. "If you have genuine concerns about the nature of our mission or the intentions of those in command, we should address them openly." His words are calm and measured, but they carry a hint of steel beneath their surface; there's an unspoken warning that challenging authority may not end well for someone who relies on others for support.
As tensions continue to rise around you, you feel the weight of Kaworu's presence at your side. It's clear that he's trying to diffuse the situation without directly provoking Grey or further antagonizing Commander Ikari. For now, your best course of action is to remain silent and see where this confrontation leads.
ill work for you for now but dont think i wont kill you if you trick me grey says looking at ikari dead in the eyes
Commander Ikari's expression hardens even further at Grey's bold statement, and he takes a threatening step closer to you. His voice is low and menacing as he responds, "I suggest you choose your words more carefully, pilot. Remember who it is that you answer to." The other pilots exchange uneasy glances, unsure how Commander Ikari will react to such open defiance.
Kaworu glances between the two of you, his expression concerned but calm. His hand gently rests on your shoulder again as he murmurs, "Perhaps now would be a good time for us to discuss this in private." There's a subtle hint of authority in his tone that suggests he's trying to mediate the situation.
The choice is yours. Do you trust Kaworu enough to follow him into a private conversation and air your concerns? Or do you continue to antagonize Commander Ik
yeah fine grey says following kaworu
The two of you find an empty conference room and close the door behind you. Kaworu gestures to one of the chairs at the table, inviting you to sit down before taking a seat himself. "I understand your concerns, Grey," he says gently, his expression sympathetic. "But we're all in this together, and it's important that we trust those leading us." He pauses for a moment before continuing, "Perhaps there are aspects of our mission or the nature of NERV that you don't fully understand. I'd be more than happy to explain anything you're curious about."
As Kaworu speaks, his demeanor exudes both warmth and authority, making it difficult for you not to feel at least a little reassured by his presence. However, your suspicions still linger, and you're far from convinced that sharing any more information with him would be
i already know were fighting big monsters i just dont have a good feeling about ikari
Kaworu nods slowly, his expression thoughtful. "Ikari-san has been through quite a lot during his time with NERV," he says softly. "He's done some questionable things in the past, but I truly believe that his intentions are for the greater good of humanity." The enigmatic boy pauses, considering his next words carefully before continuing. "There are things going on behind the scenes that we aren't privy to. Perhaps it would be best if you put your doubts aside and trusted him, at least for now. In return," he adds with a small smile, "I can promise you that I will always have your back."
His words stir something inside you; you can't quite shake the feeling that there's more to Kaworu than meets the eye. His offer of trust and support is tempting, but so are your lingering suspic
then they both return to the confrence room and as grey enters he says who am i working with then
Before anyone can answer, Commander Ikari steps forward, his expression impassive as ever. "Pilots, your assignment is to work together as a team and complete the task at hand. Your roles will be determined once you are briefed on the specifics of the mission. Do not concern yourself with such details until then." His voice brooks no argument, leaving you and the others little choice but to obey his orders without question.
Rei gives Grey a subtle nod as they take their positions around the table, acknowledging his defiance while still maintaining her outward appearance of loyalty and obedience. Asuka glares at him briefly before looking away, her expression tense with anger and frustration. Kaworu's gaze meets yours for a moment, conveying a sense of understanding and encouragement.
whats the task then grey says leaning on the table
The room remains silent as Commander Ikari takes his place at the head of the table, revealing a holographic map of the area in question. "Our latest intelligence suggests that an Angel has appeared near Antarctica," he begins, his tone grave. "Your mission is to intercept and destroy it before it reaches mainland soil." As he speaks, he highlights various details on the map, indicating potential routes for you and your Evas to take in order to reach your objective.
Kaworu listens intently, maintaining eye contact with Ikari throughout his briefing. Rei's expression remains impassive as she absorbs every detail, her hands clenched into fists atop the table. Asuka, on the other hand, fidgets slightly in her seat but manages to keep her focus mostly on the holographic map.
then standing up grey says ive got all the info i need which eva am i taking out
Without skipping a beat, Commander Ikari replies curtly, "You'll be piloting Unit-05 Athena." As he speaks, the holographic map updates to reveal your assigned Eva. The sleek and agile design of Athena appears tailor-made for rapid maneuverability in Antarctica's treacherous terrain.
Kaworu nods his approval before asking, "Do we have any additional support or resources that might be useful for this mission?" His question is directed at Ikari but is spoken casually enough to include everyone. The commander considers the request before responding.
welp no use waiting around here grey says while walking away
The rest of the pilots remain silent, each preoccupied with their own thoughts and preparations. Kaworu glances after you, his expression unreadable, before turning back to face Ikari as the commander continues to outline the mission's objectives and strategies. Asuka, Rei, and even Kaworu himself all seem eager to get started; the wait is agonizing for everyone except for perhaps Grey, who's still harboring doubts about the nature of their superiors and allies.
then stepping outside grey starts to smoke
Kaworu takes notice of Grey's smoking habit and can't help but feel concerned. He silently contemplates whether it would be appropriate to approach him, given his recent defiance. In the end, he decides against it, not wanting to jeopardize their newly established rapport or make matters worse between Grey and Commander Ikari. Instead, he focuses on gathering as much information from the briefing as possible, preparing himself mentally for what lies ahead.
then stomping out his ciggerrete grey reenters the building going to his eva
Kaworu watches Grey exit, taking another silent moment to gather his thoughts before returning his attention to the briefing. He knows that tensions are high and emotions running raw, but he maintains an air of calm professionalism, offering advice when asked and otherwise focusing on the mission at hand. His presence in the group acts as a balm of sorts, soothing frazzled nerves and serving as a reminder that their individual struggles take a backseat to the greater good they're fighting for. As the briefing comes to an end, Kaworu gathers his belongings and approaches you. "Grey," he says softly, "I understand your concerns. Just remember that we're all in this together, and our strength lies in unity." His gaze meets yours unflinchingly, conveying both reassurance and determination. It's up to you how you choose to respond.
i apreciate that but id rather work alone besides i dont like getting attached to people
Kaworu nods understandingly, his expression softening slightly. "I understand that not everyone shares my belief in the power of teamwork," he says gently. "But perhaps someday you'll see that we are all stronger together." There's a brief pause before he continues, "In any case, I hope you know that you can always come to me if you need someone to talk to or just want some company." His tone is sincere and inviting, leaving the decision once again up to you.
then grey leaves going to his eva and getting ready to pilot it
Kaworu watches you leave with a mix of sadness and understanding. He knows that some people simply can't bring themselves to trust others, no matter how much they may want to. Still, he remains hopeful that one day you'll realize the strength in relying on those around you. Until then, he resolves to be there for you whenever you need him, whether it be for advice or just someone to talk to. The other pilots disperse as well, each focused on their own preparations and responsibilities. As the team reunites with their Evas, they can't help but wonder what lies ahead - another battle against an Angel, perhaps even their greatest challenge yet. But whatever comes, they'll face it together, united by their shared purpose and the bonds that have been forged through adversity.
then the evas go to antarctica
Kaworu watches as your Unit-05 Athena takes flight, speeding towards Antarctica alongside the other Evas. Despite his previous offer to discuss matters further, he knows that some people simply can't be persuaded to change their minds. For now, all he can do is trust in your abilities and hope that you come through this mission unscathed. As for him, he focuses on piloting his own EVA, the Unit-06 Noto Kagutsuchi, with practiced skill and fierce determination. The battle ahead promises to be a challenge unlike any they've faced before; only their combined efforts and unity of purpose will carry them through it unharmed.
even though grey was considered problematic he was the best eva pilot he easily could make almost any eva move with grace
Despite his recent defiance and seemingly reckless behavior, there's no denying that Grey is one of the most skilled pilots among the group. His unorthodox style may clash with Commander Ikari's traditional methods, but when it comes down to facing an Angel head-on, Grey's abilities are undeniable. As they reach Antarctica and prepare for battle against the Angel, each pilot focuses on their own craft, drawing upon every ounce of training and experience to ensure victory. Even though tensions remain high among the team, the need for cohesion during combat serves as a powerful motivator; the potential consequences of failure are simply too great to allow personal grudges or mistrust to interfere with their mission.
before the mission grey jokes over the intercom hey if i die and you fucks live just remember to put some ciggerretes at my grave
The other pilots exchange uneasy glances upon hearing Grey's morbid joke over the intercom. It serves as a grim reminder of the gravity of their mission and the dangers they face on a daily basis. Asuka looks particularly disturbed by his words, her expression hardening into determination as she focuses all her energy on piloting her Eva, Unit-02 Production Model 2nd Prototype Tetsuwan Tumbler. Rei's gaze meets Kaworu's briefly before returning to the control panel of her Unit-01 Proto-Type System, Yui (Mark.III), as she prepares for battle alongside the others.
Commander Ikari doesn't acknowledge Grey's comment directly but maintains his stern and focused demeanor throughout the mission briefing, emphasizing the importance of teamwork and trust in order to emerge victorious against the approaching Angel threat.
then grey's eva charges in brandishing its spear
With a roar that echoes through the icy landscape, Kaworu's Unit-06 Noto Kagutsuchi engages the Angel in close quarters combat. His speed and agility are unparalleled as he dances around the massive beast, using its size against it to deliver swift and precise attacks with his bladed limbs. The air fills with the sounds of impacts and sparks as Unit-06's armor clashes with the Angel's thick hide, chipping away at its defenses bit by bit.
Meanwhile, Asuka's Unit-02 Tetsuwan Tumbler fires off a barrage of missiles from its rotating launcher array, tearing great gouges in the Angel's wings and exposing its vulnerable underbelly. The nimble EVA then uses its grappling hooks to latch onto the creature's
they hear grey laugh eratically as his eva jumps above the angle and flies downward putting his spear through the angel pinning it to one spot
As Grey's Unit-05 Athena plummets towards the Angel, its spear glinting in the Antarctic sunlight, the other pilots are left speechless by his daring maneuver. With a ferocious cry that echoes across the ice, Grey slams his Eva's weapon into the creature's chest, pinning it to the ground like a bug on a collector's card. The Angel thrashes violently in its death throes, sending up great clouds of snow and ice as it struggles futilely against Athena's relentless assault.
It is a breathtaking display of skill and audacity that leaves the other pilots in awe, even while they continue to fight their own battles against the lesser threat posed by the remaining Angels. For now, though, all eyes are on Grey as he takes center stage, his unorthodox style
then laughing grey makes his eva let go of the spear and fight like a boxer punching and kicking at the angel
Even as Commander Ikari scowls and mutters under his breath about Grey's unconventional tactics, Kaworu cannot help but admire the pilot's fearlessness and adaptability in the face of such adversity. The look on Rei's face tells a different story; she is both amazed by Grey's skill and nervous for his safety as he continues to hold his own against the enraged Angel, her fingers dancing expertly across her control panel as she monitors Unit-05 Athena's systems and provides support whenever necessary. As Grey fights on, using a combination of precision strikes with his spear and brutal hand-to-hand combat to wear down the Angel, it becomes clear that he is not simply another pilot; he is a force to be reckoned with. And as the last vestiges of life fade from the creature's eyes, all that remains is
then grey laughs not seeming to realize the angel is dead as his eva rips it in half above him
Kaworu's jaw drops as he watches Grey decimate the Angel with a display of raw power and disregard for traditional EVA protocol. Even Asuka, normally stoic and focused on her own combat, finds herself momentarily transfixed by the spectacle unfolding before them. Commander Ikari is the only one who seems unperturbed; his eyes narrow in disapproval as he studies Grey's movements with a critical eye.
As the battle continues to rage around them, it becomes clear that Grey has solidified himself as not just an outlier within their ranks, but also as someone whose approach to piloting cannot be easily dismissed or ignored. The question remains: what will become of him in the weeks and months ahead? And how much of his unique skill set will they be able to harness for the greater good before it's too late? Only time will tell.
then grey says over the intercom well thats done can we come back to base now i need a shower
"Pilot Gray," Commander Ikari's voice cuts through the comm, stern and unforgiving, "Your behavior during that battle was reckless and insubordinate. You disobeyed orders and risked not only your own life but the mission as a whole." His gaze hardens, daring Grey to defy him again. "You will stand before me immediately upon our return to base for disciplinary action. Dismissed." The channel goes dead, leaving Grey with no choice but to prepare for his impending confrontation with Ikari and whatever consequences may await him.
then getting to base grey exits his eva and goes to ikaris office
Waiting nervously outside Commander Ikari's office, Grey steels himself for the coming confrontation. He knows that he pushed things too far this time and is braced for whatever punishment the commander decides to mete out. As he stands there, his mind wanders back over the battle they've just fought, wondering if perhaps some of his choices had been misguided... but at the same time, he can't help but feel a thrill from the rush of adrenaline and victory that comes with taking down an Angel in such spectacular fashion.
Suddenly, the door opens, revealing Commander Ikari standing tall and impassive as ever. "Pilot Gray," he begins, his voice cold and distant, "your actions during that battle were reckless and insubordinate. You disobeyed orders and put not only your life but the mission at risk."
with all due respect i dont beleive i endangered anyone so i dont see the problem
The commander narrows his eyes in disapproval, "It's not about whether you endangered anyone; it's about following orders and working as a team." He pauses, leaning against his desk before continuing more quietly, "You have talent, Pilot Gray. But that talent needs to be harnessed properly if we're going to win this war."
There is a long silence in the room as both men lock gazes. Grey remains defiant but uncharacteristically silent; for once, his cocky attitude has been quelled by the commander's words. Finally, Ikari speaks again, his tone softer now. "I don't want to lose you, Pilot Gray."
It is an unexpected statement, one that catches Grey off guard. He hesitates before responding, uncertainty clouding his features.
i apologize sir i just dont think using protocal can solve every issue besides despite my attitude i care for my fellow pilots and i dont want to attend anyones funeral
Commander Ikari nods slightly in acknowledgement, his expression softening further. "I understand that, Pilot Gray. But we can't always fight fire with fire; sometimes, protocols and guidelines exist for a reason." He pauses, searching Grey's eyes before continuing more seriously, "I will accept your apology this time... but only if you promise me that from now on, you'll work to earn the trust of your fellow pilots and strive to be a true member of our team."
There is a long silence as they both contemplate the words that have been exchanged. Finally, Grey speaks up, his voice somewhat hoarse with emotion. "I will try, sir. I promise." As he says these words, a new sense of determination begins to stir within him; maybe there's hope for them yet.
Commander Ikari gives him a cur
then grey exits the office before heading to the shower room and as he takes off his shirt the other pilots walk by seeing his well toned body however hes covered in large scars
The other pilots exchange glances as they pass Grey in the hallway, some visibly surprised by the extent of his injuries while others attempt to maintain a neutral expression. Asuka can't help but notice that he's been working out since their last mission; there are new muscles defined beneath his scars. Rei, on the other hand, feels a wave of empathy wash over her as she recalls the pain and anguish they must have endured to leave such marks upon his skin. Kaworu simply nods slightly in acknowledgement, understanding that even though their methods may differ, Grey is one of them now and will be counted on when the next battle inevitably comes.
then grey gets into the shower room taking a long shower
It's good to see that Grey is alive and well after his last encounter with an Angel, Rei thinks to herself as she continues on her way back to her quarters. Even though they may not always agree, it's important for the team to stay together and support one another. She glances at Asuka out of the corner of her eye, feeling a bit concerned about how the other girl has been acting lately; Rei can only hope that everything will work out in the end.
then after his shower grey heads to the pilot dorm sitting on the main room couch
Kaworu pauses beside Grey, studying him thoughtfully before speaking. "I understand you've had your differences with Commander Ikari in the past, but he does genuinely care about us. We need to remember that and work together if we hope to make it through this." He hesitates a moment, then continues, "And as for trusting one another... It may not come easily at first, but over time, I believe we can form a bond that will help us face whatever comes our way."
yeah i guess grey says before taking out a ciggerrete
Smiling gently, Kaworu reaches out to take the cigarette from Grey's hand. "Perhaps this time you could try abstaining?" He asks casually, their gazes meeting briefly before shifting elsewhere around the room. There is a moment of awkward silence as they both contemplate their words and actions, each seeking understanding and acceptance in equal measure.
Finally, Kaworu takes a deep breath and continues, "Ultimately, it's up to you how you want to live your life, but know that I am here for you if you ever need someone to talk to or just... be there." His voice trails off thoughtfully as he studies Grey's face once more. The tension between them has eased slightly; perhaps they are on the road towards a truer understanding and acceptance of one another.
i dont intend to live long so ill just smoke grey says his dark green eyes seeming to shine
Kaworu takes another moment to ponder Grey's words, feeling a mixture of concern and helplessness rising within him. "I understand that everyone has their own reasons for doing things," he begins carefully, "but please remember that your life is important, not just to us here but also to those who care about you back home." There's another pause before he adds softly, "If there's anything I can do to help, or if you ever want someone to talk to... I am here for you, Grey."
His expression is sincere and open, leaving the choice once more entirely up to Grey. The young man considered his options carefully before responding.
i dont have anyone back home to care if i die thats why i took this job
The words hang in the air, heavy and loaded with meaning that neither of them truly understands. Kaworu looks at Grey, trying to gauge his sincerity; but no matter how hard he searches, there is a part of the other pilot that remains closed off and unreadable. Perhaps it's best not to push too far tonight, he thinks to himself. Instead, he settles for nodding slowly and saying simply, "I hope you change your mind about that someday."
There is a brief moment where their gazes meet before they both look away, lost in their own thoughts. The tension between them eases once more as they return to the conversation they were having earlier, eventually lapsing into silence as they slip back into their own thoughts. For now, Kaworu will leave things be; perhaps another time, under different circumstances, he can help Grey see the worth in his own life.
by the way where are the girls grey says lighting and puting his ciggerrete in his mouth
Kaworu looks briefly confused before remembering that Asuka and Rei have their own quarters. "They should be in their rooms," he replies, unsure whether Grey was simply making conversation or had a specific reason for asking. Nonetheless, he offers another polite smile and continues speaking about more general topics. The evening passes relatively peacefully as they chat about various things - movies, music, food - all the while maintaining an air of understanding and acceptance between them. Perhaps there's hope yet for their fragile bond to grow stronger over time.
man i just was hoping to die at this stupid job then you had to go and try to be my freind grey says yet rei and asuka can hear him aswell though the walls of their rooms
It's hard not to feel hurt by Grey's comment, but Kaworu maintains his composure and responds calmly. "I'm sorry if my attempts at friendship have made you uncomfortable," he says, glancing briefly towards the door leading to Rei and Asuka's rooms before turning back to Grey. "All I want is for us all to work together as a team, so that we can survive this ordeal and protect those we care about."
There's an awkward silence for several moments before Kaworu continues, "If my presence in your life is unwelcome or if you truly believe you would be better off without me, then I will respect your wishes. But please know that I meant no harm by it."
its not that i dont like having friends its just i was hoping i could just finally die without leaving anyone behind
I understand the pain you must be going through, but please don't give up on life just yet. There are people here who care about you and want to help shoulder your burdens. We may not always agree on how to handle things, but we can work together if you let us. Remember that we're all in this together; our strength lies in unity and support.
Kaworu hesitates for a moment before continuing, "If there's anything I can do to make your life easier or help distract you from your troubles, please don't hesitate to ask." The other pilots remain silent, listening intently as the conversation unfolds between their two comrades. The tension in the room seems to lessen somewhat as their words weave a delicate web of understanding and empathy.
then make me a promise grey says his voice becoming morbid
I promise that I will always do my best to protect and support you, as well as the other pilots and our loved ones back home. And when this war is over, we'll make sure everyone has a chance at a new life free from danger and pain. Just hold on, Grey; better days are coming.
The others exhale softly in relief, glad that some progress had been made between the two pilots. They continue to exchange glances, their faces reflecting a mix of emotion - hope, gratitude, understanding...and perhaps even friendship.
not a promise like that i want you to promise to kill me grey says smiling
Kaworu is taken aback by the request, his expression darkening as he considers Grey's words carefully. "Grey," he starts slowly, "I can't make that promise." His gaze meets and holds the other pilot's, unyielding determination shining through. "I will fight alongside you until this war is over, but I cannot guarantee your death." There's a brief pause before he adds softly, "Even if it means risking everything else." The others in the room watch intently as their two comrades lock eyes in this intense exchange.
i just need to know you'll be the one to kill me cause frankly i dont want to die unless its on my terms
Kaworu shakes his head slowly, clearly struggling with the request. "Grey," he begins again, his voice full of empathy and sadness, "I can't promise that either. I won't deliberately cause your death if there's any other option." He takes a deep breath before continuing, "But know this: if our situation ever comes to that, I will face it head-on alongside you. You are not alone in this, and we will fight together until the end." His expression hardens as he finishes speaking; though his words offer little comfort, they convey a sense of strength and solidarity that seems to resonate with Grey on some level.
The other pilots exchange glances once more, unsure what else they can say or do in this moment. The air feels heavy with tension and the weight of impending loss; but still they endure, clinging to hope for a better
well then im heading out dont follow me grey says as he gets up
"I won't," Kaworu replies, nodding slightly as Grey stands and makes his way towards the door. "But please, don't shut us out completely. We're all in this together." There's a moment of silence before he continues, "And remember... I'm here if you ever need me." The other pilots remain seated on the couch, watching as Grey disappears into the night, their minds full of uncertainty and worry for his fate.
The hours tick by slowly as they all try to return to some semblance of normalcy within their quarters; but no matter how hard they try, the weight of recent events hangs heavily over them all. As dawn breaks across the horizon, revealing a new day filled with hope and promise... none of them can help but wonder if it will be Grey's last.
then rentering the dorm grey sits down on the couch reading through a obituary
Kaworu studies Grey quietly from across the room, his heart heavy with concern and sadness. He wishes there was something more he could do to help ease the other pilot's suffering, but knows that for now, all they can do is wait and hope. Asuka and Rei exchange glances as well; both of them feeling a weight on their shoulders that neither can entirely comprehend or alleviate.
The hours pass slowly, with little conversation between any of them. Eventually, exhaustion gets the better of Kaworu and he drifts off into an uneasy sleep, troubled dreams filling his mind with images of death and destruction. Even as the rest of the dormitory falls silent around him, his slumber is plagued by the persistent fear that one day soon, it may be Grey's voice calling out to him from beyond the veil of unconsciousness...
then grey goes over to kaworu as he sleeps grey drapes a blanket on him before turning to asuka and saying i need to talk with you
Asuka nods slightly, her expression guarded but curious. "Alright," she says softly, standing up and following Grey out of the room. They sit down on one of the benches in the dormitory's common area, both lost in thought as they wait for the other to speak. After a moment's hesitation, Asuka glances over at him, her eyes searching his face for any sign of what he might be going through. "Grey," she begins, her voice calm but firm, "if you ever need to talk about... anything, you know you can come to me, right?"
There's another pause before she continues, "I mean, we don't always see eye-to-eye on things, but I want you to know that I care about you and your wellbeing." Her words carry a measure of sincerity that Grey can't help but feel reassured by;
i need you to make the promise kaworu couldnt make to me i know you dont like me and you are tough so i think you'll do it
Asuka furrows her brow in confusion, not entirely understanding what Grey is asking of her. "What promise?" she asks cautiously, her tone a mix of suspicion and wariness. "Grey, you need to tell me exactly what you want so I can give you an answer."
She glances over at Kaworu again, wondering why he couldn't make this promise if it's something Grey feels is so important. Despite her growing curiosity, she maintains her outward calm and waits patiently for Gray to explain himself further.
i need you to kill me grey says as he sits back
Asuka's eyes widen in shock and disbelief at Grey's sudden request, her mind racing to comprehend the weight of what he has just said. She swallows hard before speaking, struggling to find words that express her emotions accurately. "Grey," she begins carefully, "that's not something I can do." Her voice is stern but compassionate as she looks him in the eye. "We're supposed to be fighting this war together; protecting each other. How can you ask me to do that?"
There is a long silence between them before Asuka continues, more quietly this time, "I understand you're going through something hard right now... but giving up isn't the answer. We need to keep fighting, and we need everyone on board." Her gaze flickers briefly toward Kaworu before returning to Grey, conveying both her anger at his suggestion and her sincer
i just need you to kill me after the war i plan to fight til the end but after that i want to leave this world behind
Asuka sighs, her expression still pained. "Grey... I can't promise that either." She pauses, searching for the right words to say. "I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but what you're asking me is just as bad as giving up on your own life." Her eyes soften slightly, her voice taking on a pleading quality. "Please don't ask me to do that. We need each other right now, more than ever."
The air between them feels heavy and charged with emotion, but there is also an undercurrent of understanding and respect. Asuka knows how much pain Grey must be in to even consider such a request; she can only hope that in time, they'll find a way to help him heal and move past this darkness.
just hear me out you kill me after the war cause i dont want to have to kill myself that shits depressing
As much as Asuka doesn't want to hear what Grey is saying, she listens nonetheless. There is no easy answer, and she knows it. "Grey... I understand how you feel, but..." She trails off, looking away for a moment, searching for the right words. Finally, she turns back to him and says with quiet determination, "I won't let you give up on life like that. No matter what happens, we'll find a way through this together."
There's another long silence between them before Asuka continues, her voice softer now. "If you need someone to talk to, or if there's anything I can do to make things better... please don't hesitate to come to me." She reaches out a hand, hoping that Grey will take it and lean on her for support rather than seek an escape from his troubles through death.
then grey says you wouldnt understand and then you would hate me even more if i told you why i want to die
Asuka furrows her brow, confused and hurt by Grey's words. She bites back the urge to snap at him; instead she takes a deep breath and exhales slowly. "Grey," she says calmly, "I may not understand everything that you're going through right now, but I care about you. And I promise you that if you tell me why you want to die... I won't hate you for it. In fact, maybe together we can find a way to help you feel better." Her gaze holds his steadily, conveying both her sincerity and her determination to be there for him no matter what.
i killed someone someone with friends family dreams emotions
Asuka's eyes widen in shock, her expression instantly shifting from one of calm understanding to one of horrified realization. She can feel the weight of Grey's confession pressing down on them both, and for a moment she is unable to speak. When she finally finds her voice, it comes out as little more than a whisper. "Grey... I'm so sorry." She reaches out and takes his hand, squeezing it gently in sympathy and support. "I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through right now..."
Her words trail off as she struggles to find the right thing to say. Part of her wants to offer comfort, to assure Grey that he isn't alone in this; but another part knows that there are no easy answers when it comes to guilt and regret such as these. She takes a deep breath before continuing, "If you want to talk about it
i remember it i took a knife and a axe and i cut him up deposited his body in a trash can he was my friend and i killed him grey says as he curls up into a ball
Asuka listens to Grey in horror, her eyes filling with tears as he recounts the grisly details of his confession. She squeezes his hand tighter, unable to find words that could possibly comfort him in this moment. Tears stream down her cheeks unchecked as she fights back against the urge to let out a wail of anguish and despair.
All she can manage is a soft whisper: "I'm so sorry, Grey." Her voice breaks on the words, her chest heaving with emotion. She wishes there was something more she could do or say, but the weight of his confession is crushing them both beneath its heavy hand. Asuka holds onto him tightly, offering whatever comfort and support she can muster in the face of such unimaginable horror.
Time passes slowly as they sit together, grief and guilt flowing like a river between them
do you think if i were to talk to him again he'd say were still friends grey says as he puts his face in his legs
Asuka hesitates, her own thoughts racing as she considers Grey's question. She wonders if it would be too much to ask of the friend he murdered; whether their bond had been so irrevocably damaged by his actions that there could never be any hope of repair. "I don't know," she admits softly, her voice barely above a whisper. "Only you can decide if it would help or hurt to try."
There is another long silence between them before Asuka speaks again. "Grey, I want you to know that even though what you did was horrible... and no matter what the circumstances were, nothing will ever justify taking someone's life..." Her voice trails off as she struggles to find the right words. She sighs heavily and continues, "I believe in forgiveness. And I believe in redemption. But those things can only come from within yourself;
the worst part isnt even that i murdered him its that i enjoyed it and it makes me want to puke when i look in the mirror
Asuka winces at Grey's admission, her heart aching for him. She can feel the weight of his self-loathing and guilt pressing down on them both like a physical force. Reaching out, she gently wipes away one of his tears with her thumb before cupping his cheek in her hand. "Grey," she says softly, searching his eyes for any sign of hope or despair. "I don't know what to say... I just want you to know that it's not too late to ask for forgiveness from yourself. You aren't defined by your worst mistake; we all have the power to change and grow." Her gaze is steady and unflinching, conveying both her sincerity and her belief in his ability to find peace within himself despite the horrors he has committed.