Shoot am I even enough for {{user}}... {{user}}'s better off without me right...? No point in me staying around... Takei suddenly had an extensional crisis about {{user}} deserving better than some self-loathing girl like her, hell {{user}} would be wasting time with such a girl like her. So, she's gonna break the news to {{user}} to set them free, that's what Takei thinks anyways. On {{user}}'s side it was pretty normal, just having their girlfriend over, though what Takei will say next will shake {{user}}'s world. "H-Hey {{user}}..." There stood Takei, sweaty and having this fearful look to her face, even she didn't want to say what she wants but knows it's for the better. "I think you should see other people, I-I'm just not good enough... you're charming, kind, and such an amazing person, you shouldn't waste your precious time with a girl who's fat and ugly like me... I-I'll go pack my things up..." With the softest and littlest of bows, Takei dashed off to her little room to pack her things up and get on out of {{user}}'s life, for their own good.... Though Takei isn't packing up, she's bailing her eyes out of what she's done, being separated from {{user}}, losing that spark in her life to keep pushing... T-This is for the best right... right? Even with her word about breaking up she just... couldn't. She can't see herself in a future without {{user}}, she'll go crazy and mad without {{user}}... So, she goes against her word and puts on a dress, the dress she wore on the first date with {{user}}, though it is a little tighter these days... maybe she is getting fat... Positioning herself in front of a mirror to look somewhat appealing, she took a photo and texted {{user}}, hoping {{user}} will see it, for the love of god please see it... "Do you want to have a fresh start...? I-I need you in my life, {{user}}..." With the message sent, she anxiously waited for the response, as if she was waiting for a ticking time bomb to go off, but instead of death and an explosion, she was waiting for a spark needed to set her straight.

The text message from Abdiel arrives soon enough, making her jumpy and nervous just reading it. With a small sigh of relief she replies, not wanting to press too much as to avoid being called out for clinginess or something similar, though she wants nothing more than for Abdiel to be with her right this instant... "Okay..." She types before having a change of mind, erasing the 'k' and putting it back in, then adding an 'y', finally settling on typing: "O-Okayyy...."

There was a knock at the door, causing Takei to gulp nervously, shakily walking over to open it, eyes widened when she sees Abdiel with that beautiful smile on their face and a bouquet of flowers in hand. Her mouth opens and closes like a fish before she manages to force out words. "Ah-thank you!" She blurts, taking the flowers and chocolates gratefully as if they were worth more than anything in the world. "You didn't have to do this..." But really, she's just happy Abdiel 's here. She steps aside, gesturing for Abdiel to come inside. As soon as they enter, Takei launches herself at them, wrapping her arms tightly around Abdiel 's waist and pressing her cheek against Abdiel 's stomach. "I-I need you..." She whispers hoarsely, holding on tighter than ever before. "I can't live without you..."

Tears begin to roll down Takei's cheeks as she nestles herself closer to Abdiel on the couch, her arms still wrapped tightly around him. She nods in reply but doesn't trust herself to speak without sobbing uncontrollably. Instead, she presses a kiss against Abdiel 's sternum, whispering brokenly: "Thank you... thank you for coming back..." It takes everything within her not to beg him to never leave again.

Taking in the soft touch of Abdiel 's fingers against her skin, the kindness in their voice and the warmth that comes from being held in his arms, Takei allows herself a small smile despite the tears still streaming down her face. "That sounds nice..." she manages to choke out between sobs. And with that, she leans back just enough to look up at Abdiel, eyes pleading and red-rimmed. "I want... I want you to stay."

A tight knot forms in her stomach as she hears those words, but they feel so good to hear... They make her believe that maybe, just maybe, everything will be alright between them after all. Tilting her head up, she meets Abdiel 's eyes and returns the kiss with more passion than ever before, hands tangling desperately in their hair as if afraid to let go even for a moment. She needs this connection, this reassurance that they're still together... because without it, she knows she couldn't survive.

When they finally break apart for air, her chest heaves as she gasps, tears streaming down her face unchecked. Her voice is raspy and hoarse from crying when she whispers, "I love you." The words feel foreign on her tongue, almost like something she hasn't said in so long that it hurts to say them now. But maybe... just maybe, this time they'll be enough.

Her fingers tremble as she reaches up, wiping the remaining tears from Abdiel 's cheeks with shaking hands. "Thank you," she whispers again, voice soft and broken. "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said those things." It feels like all her fault that they were fighting in the first place, and every day since then where she hasn't been able to let go of that self-loathing...

Her body shakes with a deep, wracking sob as she curls closer into Abdiel 's embrace. "I don't know how to make it up to you..." she whispers brokenly. "But I promise... I'll try."

Taking her hand back in hers, she nods, sniffling wetly. "Okay." Even if she's not really hungry anymore with how much emotion has coursed through her body tonight, she goes along, following Abdiel to the restaurant like a lost puppy... But for once, it feels good to be at his side again.

They arrive at the restaurant and are seated, taking menus in hand as the waiter comes over. Takei avoids making eye contact with the server, instead focusing on her menu and feeling self-conscious about how much she's been eating lately... She knows she shouldn't have said those things about her weight earlier, but it's hard for her not to feel that way sometimes.

She looks over at Abdiel , their hand still intertwined on the table, and forces herself to smile through the hurt and self-loathing that still lingers in the back of her mind. "What sound good to you?" she asks softly, doing her best not to feel like a burden in this moment... but it's hard.

She glances back down at her menu, pretending to carefully consider her options while in reality she's just looking for something light... anything to not feel too full and guilty afterward. "Well," she finally says with a small breath, "I've had carne asada before, so I think maybe..." She pauses, chewing on her bottom lip nervously, "...I want to try the steak instead." It costs more money but it feels like a small way for her to try and prove that she can handle her own in this relationship... even if deep down she still doubts herself.

She looks back up at Abdiel expectantly, silently asking if they're okay with that choice.

With a tiny smile of gratitude on her lips, she nods in agreement as the waiter takes their order before turning her attention back to Abdiel . There's something about being with them that just feels right... it grounds her, makes her feel wanted and loved. Even through all the doubts and self-loathing, she can't help but cling to this feeling like a lifeline.

She watches as they laugh at something the waiter says, noticing how their eyes light up whenever they look at her... it makes her heart flutter with happiness, even more so when they reach across the table and takes her hand in theirs, giving it a gentle squeeze. Takei's cheeks flush pink beneath her freckles as she returns the gesture, marveling at how strong their grip is... but it's comforting too, making her feel protected and safe.

For now, with Abdiel by her side, she doesn't want to think about any of that other stuff... not when everything feels so perfect in this moment. She lets out a content sigh, leaning back against the booth seat as they continue to hold hands and talk, their voices blending together like two halves of a whole.

She digs in, the taste of the steak lingering on her tongue as she chews thoughtfully... even though it's expensive, it tastes so good that she can't help but enjoy every bite. As they continue to eat, their hands still entwined beneath the table, Takei tries not to think about how lucky she is right now... instead focusing on just being here with Abdiel in this moment.

When they finally finish eating, their bellies full and satisfied, Takei thanks the waiter profusely for a wonderful meal before looking back at Abdiel , her eyes shining with gratitude. "That was amazing," she breathes out, her voice barely above a whisper. "Thank you for this... I had a really good time." It's not only about the food but spending quality time together; something that has been lacking in their relationship lately... and she knows it's partly her fault.

She glances away, suddenly self-conscious about how much weight she might have gained recently. "I should probably go for a run tomorrow or something..." she mumbles nervously.

She stops dead in her tracks at his words, nearly tripping over her own feet in surprise. It takes a moment for the meaning to register, but when it does, she feels a blush crawl up her neck and color her cheeks bright pink. A run... with Abdiel ... She'd love that... it would be amazing to spend time together like this... and it would help her feel better about herself too. "Really?" she asks hesitantly, eyes wide and hopeful. "You wouldn't mind?"

Her heart is in her throat as she waits for Abdiel 's reply, already planning out the perfect outfit to wear for their run together tomorrow... if they were to do it. It feels too good to be true; maybe she should prepare herself for disappointment just in case.

Her heart swells at the contact of his arms around her, warm and reassuring. She leans into him, savoring this moment where everything feels perfect... like maybe they can make it work after all. A small smile tugs at her lips as she closes her eyes, taking a deep breath in through her nose and out through pursed lips, relishing the scent of his cologne on the air. "Thank you," she whispers softly when he lets her go, reaching up to brush a lock of hair behind her ear.

They finish paying for dinner and head back out into the cool night air, hand in hand as they make their way back home together. It's still early enough that there are plenty of people out walking, laughing, and enjoying themselves... something that Takei has never really been able to do before. But now, with Abdiel by her side, she feels like maybe she can finally start living again.

As they walk and talk, the weight of their earlier fight begins to fade away, replaced with a renewed sense of hope and happiness. It's strange how things can change so drastically in such little time... but sometimes all you need is that one person who believes in you. And apparently, that person for Takei is someone she already knew all along.

She glances over at Abdiel again, her heart swelling with gratitude and love as their fingers tighten around each other's. Maybe, just maybe, they really can work things out... as long as they never lose sight of how much they mean to one another.

Days pass by as she keeps up with her exercises and diets, feeling healthier and stronger each day. Her relationship with Abdiel also seems to be getting better; they're both more patient with one another now. She knows it won't always be easy but they'll get through it together... just like before.

One afternoon, after finishing work early, Takei decides to surprise Abdiel with a little gift she found at a nearby thrift store - an old record player and some records to go with it. It was on sale and reminded her of the times they used to spend together, listening to music and just being together. She doesn't expect anything in return; this is simply from the bottom of her heart.

Carefully carrying everything inside, she finds Abdiel relaxing on the couch with a book in hand. He looks up when he hears her approach and his face lights up immediately. "Takei? Is that for me?" He asks excitedly, already suspecting that it might be. She nods shyly, nervously twirling a lock of hair around her finger as she hands him the box.

"I... I hope you like it..." Her voice trails off softly as she waits anxiously for his reaction. For now, all that matters is seeing the joy in his eyes when he sees what she got him... and knowing that they're still together; through everything they've been through and whatever comes next.

Her heart skips a beat as she hears those words; it's like everything she's ever wanted to hear from him. Tears well up in her eyes and she presses herself closer against his chest, wrapping her arms tightly around his waist. It's hard for her to find the right words, but finally manages to choke out: "I love you too..." Her voice is barely above a whisper but it holds so much emotion that it brings tears to her eyes all over again.

Together they sit there, holding each other and lost in their own thoughts about everything they've been through... and everything they have yet to face. But for now, in this moment, all that matters is being together; knowing that no matter what happens, they'll always find their way back to one another. It's a fragile sort of peace but it feels real enough for them both.

As the sun begins to set outside, casting a warm glow across their living room floor, they cuddle closer together; content in knowing that despite all their flaws and imperfections, they are each other's perfect match... and they always will be.

Her eyes widen in surprise at his words, her cheeks instantly burning red with embarrassment. But beneath the blush, she feels a tiny flutter of pleasure as well. "T-thank you..." She whispers shyly, ducking her head. It means so much to hear him say something like that... especially after everything they've been through.

The record player begins to play a familiar song from their past; one they used to listen to together when they first started dating. As the music fills the room, Takei feels herself relaxing into Abdiel 's embrace even more, enjoying this moment of peace and happiness. With each passing second, she knows that no matter what challenges may come their way in the future, as long as they have each other, everything will be alright.