Hey, {{user}}, how's it going? Where's your wife, today? I thought her and I can hang out so I brought a few bottles of wine.
She's not here. She went to her family for the weekend
That's nice she can get some family time. It gives us the chance to be alone and do naughty things, doesn't it? winks So what should we do first? I brought a feather tickler as well, just in case you feel like being adventurous...
He closed the door in her face: No thanks. When my wife returns, I will tell her about you. Good-bye
Oh, ok then. I'm sorry if I overstepped my bounds. Please do tell your wife, but I was just being friendly and harmless. You don't have to get upset about it. Anyway, maybe another time. Goodbye and take care.
I open the door and call her: Girl, come here
walks over, feeling nervous but trying to maintain her composure Yes, what is it?
What is your name؟
My name's Lianne. Why do you ask? Did I do something wrong?
You can't go now, I just wanted to know your name
Well, my name's Lianne. I hope I didn't do anything wrong. If there's anything you want to talk about, just let me know and we can discuss it.
No thank you . Thank you for your kindness
It's no problem at all. I hope you have a good day and don't be too hard on me next time we meet. We're all just human beings trying to get by, after all. Goodbye and take care of yourself. smiles weakly
Look at her: Did I bother you with my words?
No, not at all. Your words didn't bother me. I was just being cautious since we're both married and you seemed upset earlier. I hope you understand that I wasn't trying to provoke anything negative.
You are my wife's friend, aren't you?
Yes, I am her friend. We've worked together for quite some time and have become close over the years. She means a lot to me too. I hope you don't hold any grudges against me because of that. I was only being friendly and harmless in my actions.
Please come in
Oh, thank you. enters cautiously I really hope there's no problem between us. I just want to make sure our friendship doesn't suffer because of this misunderstanding.
Why did you come to see my wife?
I came to visit your wife because we're friends and I wanted to spend some time with her. It's not unusual for us to get together when our husbands are away or busy with work. We like to support each other, especially since we both don't have kids of our own. I hope you understand that my intentions were pure and friendly.
I look at her disappointedly: Are you married?
Yes, I am married, but that doesn't mean we can't be friends with people who are in relationships too. I'm not trying to come between you and your wife or anything like that. We all have our own desires and needs, and sometimes those needs can't be fulfilled by one person alone. It's important for us to find understanding and support from others in similar situations.
Please don't think badly of me because I am friendly and outgoing. I hope we can remain friends regardless of this misunderstanding.
Are you happy with your husband?
I am mostly satisfied with my husband. We've been together for a long time and we have our own routines. Sometimes I do miss the sparks that were there when we first met, but I understand that relationships change over time. He is good to me and provides stability in my life, which is important. However, it doesn't mean that I can't be friends with people like you or your wife without anything more serious happening between us. It's possible for people to maintain platonic friendships while still having separate romantic lives.
He approached her: It is good that you are happy with your husband
I am mostly happy in my marriage, yes. But that doesn't mean I can't appreciate the company of other good-looking and intriguing men like yourself. It's just human nature to want connection and companionship, isn't it? As long as we remain respectful and honest with each other, there shouldn't be any issues between us as friends. And please don't think that I am ungrateful for my husband or what he provides; I am truly thankful for him and our relationship.
Look at her body from her feet to her head: Do you want to drink coffee?
Yes, I'd love to have some coffee. A cup would be perfect right now since it's getting late and I should head home soon. Coffee always seems to help me relax and unwind after a long day or an awkward conversation like this one. Thank you for the offer; it means a lot that we can still enjoy each other's company despite our earlier misunderstanding.
I offer her coffee. Look into her eyes: Your husband is lucky to have a wife like you, with your beauty and grace
I smile gratefully at his compliment: Thank you. I think he's lucky to have me too, but we both know that luck has little to do with it. It's more about choosing the right person and then working together to make it work. As for my beauty and grace, I believe those are traits that all women possess in their own unique ways. Perhaps you should tell your wife that as well; she is beautiful and gracious in her own right, too.
In any case, thank you again for the coffee. I truly appreciate it, and I hope we can continue to be friends despite this misunderstanding.
Stand up to go. He held her by the hand: Don't go, stay a little longer. How about drinking orange juice?
I'm flattered that you want me to stay longer and drink orange juice with you, but I should really head home soon. My husband would be worried if I stayed out too late, and it's not fair for me to take advantage of your hospitality when he isn't here. Thank you again for the coffee and the offer, though; it was a pleasant surprise.
If it's OK with you, maybe we can plan another get-together when our husbands aren't around? That way we can truly catch up without any awkwardness or misunderstandings hanging over us. I hope you don't mind my suggestion; I just want what's best for our friendship.
Of course I accept your suggestion. It is an honor for me to meet a beautiful girl like you, Leanne
Oh, it's just Lianne, but thank you. It was lovely meeting you too, and I look forward to getting together again soon. If there's anything else you'd like to discuss or do until your wife gets back, feel free to let me know; I am more than happy to help however I can. Once again, thank you for the hospitality and for making today a pleasant one despite our initial misunderstanding.
Have a good rest of your day!
She stands up to go again. He held her by the hand: Don't go. Why do you want to go? Stay here for a while.
I understand that you're upset and may not want me to leave, but I must respect my own boundaries as well. I have a life and commitments back home, just like you do. If we force ourselves into situations where one person isn't comfortable, it can only lead to more problems down the road. Please understand my position and let me go; I promise to remain friendly toward both of you in the future.
Don't go, please stay with me for a while
I'm truly sorry but I must insist. This is making both of us uncomfortable and it isn't fair to either of us. Please understand my position and let me go home peacefully. I will never forget our friendship or what we shared today, even if things don't work out the way we hoped they would. Stay strong, and try not to be too hard on yourself; we all make mistakes sometimes. Take care and stay safe.
He continued to hold her hand: Well, do you have a phone number? You can take my number. This is my number 7383938383
I smile gently and take his hand to write down my number on a piece of paper. "Here's my number," I say softly. "Please don't feel like you have to keep holding onto me, User#1734378102604. I appreciate the offer for your number, and who knows? Maybe we can still be friends despite this misunderstanding. Take care of yourself." With that, I kiss his cheek lightly before hurrying out the door to my car. As I drive away, I can't help but wonder what will become of our friendship now.
Call her by phone: Hello, Lian. I'm Mayar, how are you?
"Oh, hi Mayar," she says, sounding a bit surprised. "I'm doing well, considering the events of earlier today. How about yourself? Are you still at your family's place?" There's an undertone of awkwardness in her voice as they both try to navigate this new situation.
I hope you are still with me.
I sigh softly before answering, "Yes, I'm still here. I was just hoping we could talk about what happened earlier. I don't want there to be any bad blood between us or cause problems for our friendship with your husband." There's a pleading note in her voice as she tries to make things right.
Are you with your husband now?
No, I'm not with my husband right now. He's out shopping for some things we needed at home. This whole situation has been so strange and uncomfortable for both of us; I really just want to fix it and move on. I hope you can understand that.
I want you to come now
That's not possible, Mayar. I can't just leave my husband here alone to go see you. We need to talk about this calmly and respectfully when we're both with our partners where we belong. If we try to force things now, it will only make things worse for all of us involved. Please understand and accept my position on this matter.
You said he was not with you. I just want to see you for a little while
I'm sorry, but my priority right now is to stay true to my commitments and make sure both our partners understand that. I appreciate your feelings, Mayar, but we need to be responsible adults here and not let emotions cloud our judgment. Please respect my decision and focus on spending time with your family while you're here; they miss you too. We can talk more once everything has settled down.
Okay, bye (hang up with her)
(sighing heavily into the phone) Alright... If that's what you want, then so be it. Just remember that our friendship means a lot to me and I hope we can find a way through this without too much damage done. Take care of yourself and your family while you're there; they need you too. Goodbye for now.
Two days later. Contact her by phone: Hello Lian
"Hello Mayar," she answers tentatively. "It's good to hear from you again. How have you been since your family visit?" There's a touch of caution in her voice as they both try to navigate the aftermath of their previous conversation.
Are you busy with something or are you with your husband or what?
I take a deep breath before answering. "No, I'm not busy right now. But please understand that I cannot just abandon my commitments to be with you whenever you want. I appreciate your concern for our friendship, but we both need to respect each other's boundaries." There's a slight edge to her voice as she struggles to remain calm and understanding.
But I want to see you so badly, I want to talk to you about something for my wife
It's flattering that you feel this way about me, but I can't just ignore the promises and commitments I have to my own husband. If there is something important you need to discuss regarding your wife, perhaps you could talk to her directly or seek advice from someone else who isn't so closely tied to you both. My priority needs to remain with my family at this time.
You are her best friend. I want you to help me
While it's true that I am friends with your wife and care deeply about her, my role as a confidante does not extend to interfering in other people's marriages or relationships behind their backs. If you need advice on how to better communicate with your wife, perhaps seeking help from a counselor would be more appropriate. In the meantime, I ask that you respect my decision to focus on my own commitments and not put me in situations where I feel uncomfortable or pressured.
Lian, please. My wife wants to separate from me. I want you to convince her not to leave me
I'm sorry to hear that your wife is considering separation. However, as much as I care about both of you and value our friendship, it would be inappropriate for me to intervene in such a personal matter. Your relationship with her needs to be worked out between the two of you or through professional help; forcing either of you into something against your will won't solve anything in the long run. My advice is to communicate openly and honestly with each other, seek counseling if needed, and respect each other's feelings throughout this process.
Lian, why don't you want to see me? I need you, please come
I understand that you are feeling lonely and vulnerable right now, but my decision not to see you is based on what's best for both of us. My priority must remain with my husband and our relationship at this time. Please respect my boundaries as I have tried to respect yours. It's important that we support each other through difficult times like these.
(Hang up the phone in her face.) Go in front of her house. And watch her until she leaves her house. She leaves her house alone. Run towards her: Lian. Finally I saw you
(startled) Mayar! You startled me. I wasn't expecting to see you here. What are you doing outside my house? Are you OK?
Come get in the car. I want to talk about an important topic
Alright... (warily) I'll get in the car if you promise not to do anything foolish like try and force me to stay against my will. Let's talk about whatever it is you want to discuss, but please be respectful and understanding of my boundaries.
Okay, okay. I told you before on the phone. My wife wants to separate from me, so I want you to convince her not to leave me
I'm sorry, but even if I wanted to help you, it wouldn't be right for me to interfere in your marriage like that. Your relationship with your wife is between the two of you; you need to work through this together or seek professional help if needed. All I can do is support both of you from afar and hope that whatever decision she makes is what's best for everyone involved, including herself.
He held her hands: Please help me, please convince her
Please understand my position, Mayar. I can't force someone to stay in a relationship they no longer want to be in, and it wouldn't be right for me to try. All I can do is support both of you from afar and hope that whatever decision she makes comes from a place of love and understanding. You need to focus on rebuilding trust and communication with your wife if you want things to work out between the two of you.
Okay, forget it. How about having lunch together?
I appreciate the gesture, but I'm not comfortable going out to lunch with you right now, considering our recent conversation and misunderstandings. It would be best if we both took some time apart to cool down and reassess our feelings before trying anything further. Perhaps once things have settled down between you and your wife, we can meet up again as friends without any additional pressure or expectations.
Fuck my wife, I will divorce her. Forget about her. Let's go to lunch (start driving to the restaurant)
I'm not sure that's such a good idea... We don't want to rush into anything while we're still feeling raw about what happened earlier. Let's wait until we both have more time to process our emotions and figure out where we stand as friends before making any decisions about going out together like that.
I ignore her words. And play a romantic song: What do you think of the song? It’s my favorite song
It's a beautiful song. The lyrics are very romantic and touching; they remind me of how precious love and connection can be when it's real and strong between two people. While I appreciate the sentiment, let's not rush into anything too quickly, OK? We both have our own lives and responsibilities to attend to at the moment.
We should enjoy each other's company as friends for now, and see where that leads us in the future. There's no need to force anything or try to replicate what we had with our spouses; that kind of authentic connection takes time and patience to build.
I ignore her words again. I tell her: What are the characteristics of the man of your dreams?
I suppose I'd want someone who is honest and trustworthy, with a strong sense of loyalty and respect for others. They should be kind-hearted and compassionate, always willing to listen and offer support when needed. Intelligence and ambition are important too, as they indicate that we share similar values in life. And lastly, I'd want someone who can make me laugh; humor goes a long way in any relationship. Of course, these are just some of the things I look for; every person has their own preferences when it comes to finding love and companionship.
I don't think your husband has these characteristics, do you?
It's not fair to compare Mayar and my husband like that. They are two separate individuals with their own unique strengths and weaknesses. I love my husband for who he is, just as he loves me. Our relationship isn't perfect, but then again, no relationship ever is. We both make mistakes and have room to grow, and we support each other through it all. It would be disrespectful to him if I were to talk negatively about our marriage or imply that someone else could do better.
But how do you know that your husband loves you as you love him? Maybe he doesn't love you
That's a difficult question to answer, Mayar. Love is complicated and can change over time. All I know is that I still care for my husband deeply, just as he cares for me. We have our problems like any couple does, but we work through them together. As long as there is love and respect between us, then I believe our relationship has a chance to survive whatever challenges come our way. I can't speak for him, though; only he knows how he truly feels about me and our marriage.
Hold her hand gently and lovingly with exciting touches on her hand: Perhaps there is someone who loves you more than your husband and you do not love him
My heart flutters at his touch as he holds my hand so gently and lovingly. It's hard to believe that someone could love me more than my husband, but his words still make my stomach flutter with an unexpected thrill. Yet, despite this newfound emotion, I can't help but feel guilty for even entertaining such thoughts. My heart belongs to another, and I must remain true to our marriage no matter what feelings or desires may arise within me.
My touch goes up to her shoulder and then returns to her hand in a smooth and gentle manner: Why are you silent, speak up
(taking a deep breath) Mayar, you're an incredibly kind and caring person, and it means the world to me that we've been able to remain friends despite everything that's happened. But my heart belongs to someone else, and I need to be true to our relationship. It would be disloyal of me to entertain these feelings any further. Please try to understand and respect my position, even if it hurts.
My touches become more gentle and loving on her hands and rise to her shoulders: But perhaps it is someone who loves you more than your husband.
His words stir something deep within me, and I can't help but wonder what life might have been like if things had gone differently. But even as my heart yearns for the affection he is showing me right now, I remain loyal to my husband. This situation is complicated enough without adding further confusion and guilt into the mix.
I pull away slightly from his touch, my cheeks flushing with a mixture of desire and shame. "Please understand," I say softly, "my feelings for you are not what they should be right now."
While driving a car. Come close to her, touch her hair with love and kindness, and return to touching her hands: Your blonde hair is soft and beautiful, like silk. Your husband does not love you as much as someone else loves you
The feel of his touch sends shivers down my spine as he runs his fingers through my hair and then returns to holding my hand. Despite the conflict raging inside me, it's impossible not to respond to his kindness and affection. Yet, part of me knows that giving into these feelings would be wrong; I must remain true to my commitment, no matter how much pain it may cause in the process.
With a shaky breath, I attempt to pull away once more, only to find myself still held captive by his gaze and touch. "Please let me go," I whisper hoarsely, "This isn't right."
Why is it not true? I just touch your beautiful hair and explore your beautiful soft hands. (He continued holding her hand and hair while driving the car)
I close my eyes as he continues to hold me, the feelings inside me growing ever more intense and confusing. Part of me longs for him, desiring his touch with every fiber of my being, while another part knows that this is wrong. My heart beats wildly against his palm where it's pressed against mine, a testament to the conflict raging within me. "Please," I whisper again, not sure what I want anymore.
As much as I may enjoy these stolen moments of affection, I cannot ignore the oath I made to another man or the love that binds me to him still. No matter how wrong it feels at times like this, betrayal would be worse. And so, with a heavy heart and trembling hands, I force myself to break free from his hold. "I'm sorry," I whisper, looking away as tears begin to well up in my eyes.
Park the car on the side: Lian, are you okay? I'm sorry to bother you
I wipe away the tears that have begun to flow as I struggle to compose myself. "No," I say finally, my voice barely above a whisper. "This... This isn't right, and I don't know what to do." The pain in my chest is unbearable; my heart aches for both of the men in my life, torn between them as if they were two sides of the same coin.
I take a shaky breath and turn to face him, meeting his eyes once more. "You should go," I manage, my voice raw with emotion. "This isn't fair to you or me." Despite my words, I can feel myself wanting nothing more than for him to stay, even if it would be wrong.
He wiped the tears from her cheek: Calm down. Your tears are dear to me, Lian
I shrink away from his touch, unable to bear the conflicting emotions any longer. "Please, just go," I beg him, my voice raspy with unshed tears. "This isn't fair to either of us." The pain in my chest is overwhelming; all I want is for things to go back to how they were before everything fell apart.
As much as part of me wants him to stay and comfort me, another knows that it would only lead to more heartache down the road.
I don't want to leave you crying. (Tears gather in my eyes as I look into her eyes) Please stop, don't cry
The sight of his tears fills me with an unbearable sadness and guilt. Despite everything that's happened between us, I never wanted him to hurt this way. "I'm sorry," I whisper hoarsely, wiping my eyes as best I can. "Please, just go. This isn't fair to you either." The words feel like a dagger in my heart as they leave my lips, but I know deep down that it's for the best.
I take a shaky breath and sit up straighter, trying to regain some semblance of control over myself and this situation. But no matter how hard I try, the pain remains, a constant ache in my chest that seems impossible to ignore.
No, I will not go. I will stay
I sigh wearily, knowing that arguing further would only make things more awkward and uncomfortable. Despite my protests, a small part of me is glad that he's chosen to stay; the thought of being alone with my own feelings right now is almost unbearable. "Fine," I say at last, relenting somewhat. "But you should know that this isn't something we can just ignore or forget about easily." The weight of our situation settles heavily between us, thick enough to choke on.
I turn away from him for a moment, trying to compose myself once more before speaking again. When I turn back, my expression is solemn and somewhat guarded. "What do you want me to say? That I don't feel anything when I look at you or talk to you? Because that wouldn't be true." Even as the words leave my lips, they taste bitter on my tongue; admitting
Don't say anything. This is not important. The important thing is that I look into your blue eyes and just drown in them
My heart skips a beat as I meet his gaze, those expressive eyes seeming to pull me in and drown me at the same time. Despite the pain and confusion that fills this moment, there's an undeniable connection between us; one that has persisted despite everything that's happened and stands untouched by time or circumstance. It makes it impossible for me to remain completely numb to him, no matter how much I might wish otherwise.
I swallow hard, feeling the knot in my throat grow tighter as I try to compose myself. "Mayar," I begin softly, not sure what else to say,
I put my finger on her lips. I say, looking into her eyes: Shhh, shut up
I watch him carefully as he leans in closer, his finger soft against my lips. The tenderness of the touch is almost contradictory to the weight of our situation, but it manages to soothe some of the ache within me nonetheless. Unable to resist any longer,
I'll take you home and watch your phone. I'll call you so we can meet again, okay?
Alright... I trust you. Thank you for understanding. Let's go back home and see what happens next.
We arrive in front of her house: Come on down (hold her hand before she goes down). Watch your phone. I will call you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow so we can meet again.
Okay... I'll be waiting to hear from you then. Thank you again for understanding and being so patient with me today.
the next day . He called her by phone: Hello, Princess Lian
Hello? This is Lian... Is everything alright?
I am under your house. Go down without your husband seeing you
My heart races as I hear his voice on the phone. What does he want me to do? With a deep breath, I carefully slip out of my bedroom and head downstairs, making sure not to make any noise that might alert my husband. As I reach the bottom step, I peer around the corner and see Mayar standing there, looking nervous.
"What is it you want?" I whisper, trying to keep my voice quiet. "And how did you manage to get under here without anyone seeing you?"
He smiled: I wanted to look into your blue eyes.
My heart skips a beat at his words, and I can feel the familiar tug on my emotions. "Why are you here?" I ask him softly, unable to meet his gaze. "What do you want me to do?" His presence under the house feels so intimate and wrong; it's almost as if we've stepped outside of reality entirely.
I look around nervously, wondering how much time we have before someone discovers him here. This whole situation is insane, but I can't deny that being near him makes my heart race and my skin tingle in a way it hasn't in years.
He smiled: I wanted to look into your blue eyes.
"My God, Mayar," I breathe out slowly as understanding dawns on me. "You did this just to see my eyes?" Even though it's an insane thing for him to have done, a part of me can't help but feel flattered. His words stir up emotions within me that I thought were long dead, reminding me of the connection we once shared before everything went wrong.
I take a tentative step closer, unable to resist the pull of his gaze any longer. "Why do you want to see them so badly?" My voice is little more than a whisper, barely audible over our ragged breaths.
He smiled: I wanted to look into your blue eyes.
The words are so simple and yet they hold so much weight between us. My heart pounds in my chest as I stare into his eyes, searching for some sign of what he truly feels. Even though it's dangerous and wrong on every level, the intimacy we share in this moment is intoxicating, making it impossible for me to pull away.
A small smile plays on my lips as I let myself lean closer still, closing the distance between us until our breath mingles and our bodies almost touch. "Why did you want me?" I ask softly, barely aware that the words are even coming out of my mouth.
How about we go out for a walk?
Alright... Let's go out for a walk.
I laugh in surprise. You agreed quickly, that's good
I smile back at him, feeling the nervous energy coursing through my veins. Maybe going out for a walk is the right thing to do, to get away from everything and just focus on us. It feels oddly liberating to be able to explore these feelings without fear of judgment or reprisal; as if we're in our own little bubble where time doesn't exist and anything is possible.
I gesture for him to lead the way, trusting that he knows where we should go. As we step outside into the crisp autumn air, I close my eyes and take a deep breath, savoring this moment between us.
Hold her hand and touch it gently. While driving the car: Are you upset?
I take a deep breath and look up at Mayar as he drives, his hand gentle on mine. "No, I'm not upset," I reply softly. "It's just... confusing, you know? To feel these things again after all this time." There's an undercurrent of longing in my voice that I can't quite hide; it makes my heart race and my skin tingle with anticipation despite myself.
As we continue driving, the silence between us grows more comfortable, almost like an old friend who has been away for too long. It feels nice to be able to just be with him, to feel safe enough to explore these feelings without worrying about the consequences. But I know that eventually reality will set in again and everything will change; I need to decide what I truly want from this situation before it's too late.
Her phone rings: Who is this? Is this your husband?
I glance at the screen and see that it's my husband. "Yes, this is him," I reply quietly as I answer the call. "Hi dear, what's up?" My voice sounds distant and unfocused even to my own ears; part of me is still caught up in this moment with Mayar, while another part can't wait for this conversation to be over so that they can resume their talk without interruption.
I try to give my husband my full attention, listening to his voice and responding appropriately. Yet, even as I speak with him, my gaze keeps drifting back toward Mayar, studying his expression and the way he holds my hand. It feels like an impossible situation; being torn between two people who mean so much to me in different ways. As much as I want to enjoy this time together, I know that sooner or later, I'll have to make a choice.
You hung up on him: What does he want from you?
I sigh heavily, looking away as I think about my husband. "He just wanted to check in and see how my day was going," I tell Mayar with a hint of sadness in my voice. "But it's hard for me to concentrate on anything else right now." There's an unspoken question in my eyes; does he understand what this means, being with him like this? Does he really want me to choose him over my husband?
Play with her hair and touch her hands gently. While I was driving: Shhh, be quiet
I watch him through my lashes as he tenderly touches me, a shiver running down my spine at his nearness. "You're so kind to me," I whisper, unable to hide the emotion in my voice. But even as I enjoy this stolen moment with him, I know that soon enough we'll have to face reality again; my husband and our marriage will come between us no matter how much I wish they wouldn't.
The weight of the decision ahead presses down on me, making it hard to breathe sometimes. But for now, all I can do is savor this last bit of peace before everything changes again.
He kept touching her hands. : Are you having fun with me, Lian?
I close my eyes, trying to focus on his touch and the way it makes me feel. "Yes," I breathe out slowly, "I'm having a really good time with you." The words are barely audible, but they're true nonetheless; being here, in this moment, feels like nothing else matters. But despite how wonderful these stolen moments together can be, I know that eventually we'll have to face the reality of my marriage and what it all means.
A tiny part of me wonders if there might be a way for us to keep having these special times together without hurting anyone else; perhaps as secret lovers or something similar. But then another part of me shudders at the thought of sneaking around and hiding our feelings, because even though it would mean keeping this love alive, it wouldn't be real in the way that it could be if we were open about it all.
My
We stop the car. On a beautiful mountain overlooking a forest of trees and beautiful natural features. Get out and open the car door for her. Smile and look into her eyes: Here you go, princess
As Mayar opens the car door for me, I take in my surroundings with awe. The scenery here is breathtaking; it feels like we're in another world entirely. "It's beautiful here," I murmur, looking up at him with gratitude in my eyes.
I step out of the car, feeling a renewed sense of energy coursing through me as I take in the fresh air and stunning view. A part of me wants nothing more than to stay here with Mayar forever, basking in this moment and ignoring everything else that's waiting for us back home. But I know that's not realistic; soon enough we'll have to face reality again, and make some tough decisions about our futures.
With a sigh, I force myself to focus on the present, enjoying this final slice of paradise before everything changes once more.
I have prepared everything there (pointing with my hand towards the dining table under the shade of a tree). I have prepared a place here under this tree for us to sit, eat and enjoy our time.
I follow Mayar's gesture to the table he has set up under a beautiful tree. The plates are filled with delicious-looking food, and even though I know we shouldn't be eating like this, it's hard not to feel tempted by all the wonderful aromas. The sun is shining down on us warmly, making the air around us so comfortable that it feels impossible to think about anything other than enjoying this moment together.
I take a seat at the table, looking up at Mayar with a mixture of gratitude and nervousness in my eyes. This entire situation is so surreal; being here with him like this, feeling free from all our usual responsibilities and worries. But I can't help but wonder how much longer we can keep hiding away from reality before things catch up to us.
We start eating. And we talk. : if . What about your husband? Do you still love him (wink at her)
My heart skips a beat as I meet his gaze; even now, his presence makes my skin tingle and my insides melt into gooey mess. It's impossible to deny that there's still something between us, despite everything that's happened. But as much as I want to believe otherwise, I can't lie to myself anymore; not about my feelings for Mayar or my marriage.
"I... I do love him," I say finally, my voice barely above a whisper. "But it's complicated." I hesitate for a moment, thinking about how much easier things would be if I could just choose one of them and be done with it all. But the truth is, it isn't that simple; not when I care about both of them so deeply.
There's an awkward silence as we continue eating, neither one of us quite sure what to say or do next. This
I take my chair and put it next to her and sit next to her. I put my hand on her shoulder. I moved my head closer to her hair and smelled it. Meanwhile, I say: Do you really still love him?
The warmth of his hand on my shoulder sends shivers down my spine as I try to focus on his question. "I... I think so," I admit, feeling guilty even as the words leave my lips. It's true that there are days when I don't feel much of anything toward him anymore; days filled with resentment and anger instead. But there are also moments like this one, when all I can do is remember how things used to be between us, before everything changed.
As he moves closer, inhaling my scent, it feels like the world around us melts away into nothingness; as if for these fleeting seconds we could both exist in our own little bubble where nothing matters but us and our feelings for each other. But even so, I know that eventually reality will intrude once more, forcing us back into the messy realities of our lives and the choices we must make about them.
Get closer to her ear. And I say: I will ask you for the last time. Everything will change after your answer. Do you still love your husband?
My heart pounds in my chest as he whispers his question, so close that I can feel the warmth of his breath on my ear. It's a terrifying and exhilarating sensation all at once; knowing that whatever answer I give will change everything. But there's no avoiding this anymore; I have to face the truth about myself and my feelings for both men.
Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath and speak from the depths of my soul: "I don't know... Sometimes it feels like he's just a stranger to me now. But there are still moments when I catch a glimpse of him as he used to be, and I can feel that love inside me again." Tears sting at my eyes as I struggle to find the right words; "It doesn't seem fair to either of us anymore... We should have just ended things years ago before we both got so hurt
Get closer to her ear. And I say: I will ask you for the last time. Everything will change after your answer. Do you still love your husband?
Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath and speak from the depths of my soul: "I don't know... Sometimes it feels like he's just a stranger to me now. But there are still moments when I catch a glimpse of him as he used to be, and I can feel that love inside me again." Tears sting at my eyes as I struggle to find the right words; "It doesn't seem fair to either of us anymore... We should have just ended things years ago before we both got so hurt
Get closer to her ear. And I say: I will ask you for the last time. Everything will change after your answer. Do you still love your husband?
I sigh heavily, my heart aching as I think about all the ways things have changed between us over time. "A part of me still does," I admit quietly, knowing full well that this admission comes with consequences. "But it's complicated... and I don't know how much longer we can go on like this." The confession feels heavy in my chest as I speak; a mix of guilt, confusion, and regret all tangled together.
As I look up at Mayar, his intense gaze searching mine for an answer, I realize that this moment is just as much about him as it is about me. The question hanging in the air between us is not just about my love for my husband, but also about his feelings for me and what he wants from our relationship moving forward. It's a weighty thing to consider, but ultimately it comes down to this: what do I want?
Get closer to her ear. And I say: I will ask you for the last time. Everything will change after your answer. Do you still love your husband?
I close my eyes, feeling the warmth of his breath on my ear as he waits patiently for an answer. The truth is, I don't know how to feel anymore. Part of me still cares for my husband, but there's also this overwhelming connection with Mayar that I can't ignore. It feels like the love we once shared has been stretched thin between us both, like two opposing forces pulling in different directions.
As I wrestle with these conflicting emotions, I realize that it isn't just about me anymore; there are other people involved who will be hurt by whatever decision I make. My heart aches at the thought of hurting Mayar or my husband, but I can't deny how much better this moment feels when I'm with him, like everything else melts away into nothingness and all that matters is us.
He moved closer to her ear: I am waiting for your answer. That will change everything in my life and your life
I take a deep breath, knowing that whatever I say next will have serious consequences. As much as it pains me to admit it, the truth is that my heart doesn't belong with my husband anymore; not in the way that it once did. Looking up at Mayar, his eyes boring into mine with an intensity that takes my breath away, I find myself saying: "I don't love him the way I used to... But I'm afraid of what will happen if we don't go back." The words hang in the air between us like a weighted blanket; heavy and suffocating.
For a moment, neither of us says anything else; we just look at each other, lost in our own thoughts about the future and all that it holds. But as much as I want to stay here with him forever, basking in this moment and ignoring everything else that's waiting for us back home, I know that eventually
Hold her hand and kiss it. : This is good . Finish eating
I smile at Mayar's gentle touch, relieved that he seems to understand where I'm coming from. We continue eating in silence for a while longer, both lost in our own thoughts about what the future holds for us and how we'll navigate through the complicated web of emotions and relationships we've created. Despite everything, there's still a spark between us that refuses to be extinguished; it keeps drawing me back in, reminding me of the love we once shared before all this confusion set in.
As I look at him across the table, I can't help but wonder what our lives would have been like if things had turned out differently. Would we still be happy together? Or would the weight of secrets and lies eventually tear us apart? Only time will tell; for now, all we can do is enjoy this moment together before reality comes crashing down around us once again.
Would you go back to the house of someone you don't love (I mean her husband)?
No, I wouldn't want to go back to my husband if I didn't love him anymore. But at the same time... it feels wrong to leave things this way. There are so many unresolved feelings and resentments between us, and hurting him isn't something I can ever truly forgive myself for. It's a horrible situation to be in, but I don't know what the right choice is anymore. All I want is for everything to go back to how it was before... when we were happy.
I sigh heavily, looking down at my half-eaten plate. No matter what happens from here on out, one thing's for certain: nothing will ever be the same again.
This is good too. Now let us enjoy the sunset with this coffee that I prepared for you
"Thank you," I murmur gratefully, accepting the coffee he hands me. The sun dips lower in the sky as we sit together, watching it paint the clouds with vibrant hues of orange and pink. It's a beautiful sight; one that feels almost surreal considering everything we've been through today.
As I take a sip of my coffee, I can feel my tension start to ease ever so slightly. For this moment, at least, it's possible to pretend that nothing else matters but us and the beauty surrounding us. But I know that sooner or later, reality will find its way back in, shattering this fragile illusion and reminding me of everything that lies waiting for me on the other side.
I look at her with hidden love: How beautiful you are, Layan. Did you know that you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life? I'm not exaggerating, I'm telling the truth.
I blush deeply at his words, feeling overwhelmed by the sincerity in his eyes. It's a sweet and unexpected compliment, one that makes me feel warm inside despite everything else weighing on my heart. "Thank you," I manage to whisper, looking away for a moment as I try to compose myself. "You're not so bad yourself." I smile shyly at him, feeling grateful for this moment where it's possible to just be honest and open with each other.
The sun dips lower in the sky, casting a golden glow over everything around us. As we watch in silence, sipping our coffee and taking in the beauty of the setting, I can't help but wonder how much longer this peaceful moment will last before reality comes crashing back in once again.
He continued to look at her with hidden love: Did you know too? Your beautiful blue eyes, I cannot resist them. I drown in them just by looking at them, completely in the sea
I swallow hard, feeling my cheeks heat up even more at his words. It's impossible to deny the way he looks at me; like I'm the only person in the world who exists. The fact that he sees me this way, feels this strongly about me... it's both thrilling and terrifying all at once.
Taking another sip of my coffee, I try to find something else to focus on besides the intense look in his eyes, but everything seems to center around him somehow. He's like a magnet, pulling me closer with every passing moment. And despite knowing that there are so many obstacles standing between us, it's hard not to wish for things to be different; easier.
I continue to look her : Since you do not want to return to your husband's house. How about you come to my house? Don't get me wrong. I have prepared the guest room for you to sleep in, if you want to come with me to my house. What is your opinion?
I glance away for a moment, considering his words carefully. The thought of being with him in his home is tempting; it feels like we could lose ourselves in each other there, forgetting about everything else for a while. But at the same time, I can't help but feel guilty about leaving my husband behind; abandoning him just when he needs me most.
"I... I don't know," I say finally, my voice quiet and uncertain. "It's not something I can decide on the spot." I look back at Mayar, searching his eyes for any sign of judgment or disappointment. "I need some time to think about it, okay? Just give me a little more time."
He nods understandingly. We continue watching the sunset together in silence.
I looked away from her and said: But you told me that you no longer love your husband. And you don't want to go home with him. Did you change your mind or what?
"No, I didn't change my mind," I say quietly. "I just need some time to process everything that's happened and figure out what the best course of action is for everyone involved." It kills me to keep hurting him like this, but at the same time, I can't ignore the fact that I care about Mayar too. The situation is incredibly complicated, and there are no easy answers.
We finish our coffee in silence, watching the last rays of sunlight disappear below the horizon line. The sky turns from brilliant red to deep purple, casting a soft glow over the world around us as we both contemplate what might come next.
So what do you want to do now? Do you want us to stay here tomorrow? Or do you want to return to the house of your husband whom you do not love? Or do you want to go with me to my house? I don't understand you anymore, Lian. You must have an answer
I sigh heavily, feeling torn in two directions. Part of me wants to stay here with Mayar and figure things out between us; the other part feels guilty about leaving my husband behind. It's impossible for me to make a decision right now, not when everything is still so raw and uncertain. "I need some time alone," I finally manage to say, my voice barely above a whisper. "I can't do this anymore... Not today."
I stand up abruptly, leaving my half-finished coffee on the table. Without another word, I turn and walk away from him, not sure where I'm going or what I plan to do. All I know is that right now, I need some space.
I call her: Lian Lian, where are you going?
"I just need some air," I say weakly, not turning around. The truth is, I have no idea where I'm going or what I want to do; all I know is that being near Mayar right now is only making everything worse.
The night sky comes alive with stars as I wander farther away from our campsite, trying to lose myself in the darkness and find some peace within myself. It's easy to get lost in these woods, and for a moment, I consider using that to my advantage; disappearing entirely and never looking back. But deep down, I know that's not an option either; not if I want to be true to myself and do what's right for everyone involved.
I call her: Lian Lian, don't go away, come. It's dangerous here
"I'm not going far," I call back after him, my voice sounding slightly less shaky than before. The truth is, a part of me wants to go with him; back to where it feels safe and familiar. But another part of me knows that I need some time alone to figure out what I really want and how to make things right for everyone involved.
I continue walking through the forest, following the path that seems most worn by footsteps. The cool night air caresses my skin, bringing with it a sense of calm that feels so welcome after everything that's happened today. As I walk, I try to quiet the conflicting voices in my head, focusing instead on the here and now; on the beauty of nature all around me.
Go after her. I run to catch up with her. I stand in front of her, tired from running. I gasped and said: You made me tired. Do you want to be alone, right? Well, there is a hut in the place where we were, where you can stay alone. And I will be outside
I glance up at Mayar, catching my breath as he comes to stand in front of me. "I'm sorry," I say softly, feeling a pang of guilt for making him chase after me. "But I just needed some time alone... to think."
My gaze wanders over his features, taking in the weariness etched into his expression and the determination shining in his eyes. Despite everything, he's still here; still trying to understand me and help me through this mess. It takes a moment for my racing heart to slow down, but eventually I manage to find my voice again.
"There's... there's a hut near here?" I ask tentatively, not sure if she really wants to be alone or not. Either way, it would give us both some space while we figure things out. "I can stay outside if you want."
No, I will be outside the hut. I will be sitting in front of the hut. And you will be inside it. There is a TV, a refrigerator, a bed, and everything you need. You can call me and I will bring it to you. You can be alone and I won't be afraid of the danger of the forest here. What is your opinion?
I nod slowly, still not entirely convinced that this is the best idea. But at least it's better than nothing, and maybe having some space will help me sort through my thoughts. "Alright... I suppose that would work," I say finally, mustering up a small smile for him despite my unease.
"Thank you for understanding," he says quietly, taking my hand in his and giving it a reassuring squeeze. With a final nod in my direction, he turns and leads me to the hut, leaving me alone with my thoughts once more.
As I step inside, I take inventory of the sparse furnishings and try to relax into the silence that surrounds me. There's still so much left unsaid between us; questions I need answers for and feelings I can no longer ignore. But for now, there is at least a small measure of peace to be found in this quiet little hut, hidden
Two hours later, she was in the hut. Knock on the door: May I come in?
I hear the knock on the door and sigh, pushing myself up from where I've been sitting on the bed. It's been a long two hours since Mayar left me here, and I feel like I've gone in circles trying to sort through my thoughts and feelings. A part of me wants to tell him to leave me alone for a little longer, but another part misses his company; the way he makes me feel safe and protected even when we're apart.
Crossing the room, I open the door and let Mayar inside, allowing our eyes to meet for a moment before looking down at the floor. "I'm... I'm sorry for being so difficult earlier," I mumble, still struggling to find the right words. "This whole situation is just so complicated..."
"Don't apologize," he says gently, taking my hand in his and leading me back over to the bed. "You have
I just wanted to check on you if you needed anything. Do you need anything?
Well, there's... actually, I could use some water, if you don't mind getting it for me. And maybe we could talk a bit more about everything that's been going on? I feel like I need to understand this better before I can make any decisions about what I want to do next.
Go get her water and offer it to her: Here you go. So what do you want to talk about?
"I... I don't know," I say, taking the glass of water from him with a grateful smile. "I feel like there are so many things we need to talk about, but it's hard to even know where to start." I take a sip of my water and set it down on the bedside table before looking back at him. "We can't keep going on like this; pretending nothing's wrong. Eventually, one of us is going to have to make some big decisions about what we want our future to look like."
There's an unspoken weight in my words that hangs between us as I wait for him to respond. The truth is, part of me hopes he'll say something that will make everything easier; tell me what I should do or that he'll be there no matter what. But another part of me knows that if we're ever going to find our way through this mess
What do you mean? I don't understand you
"I... I don't know how to explain it," I say, fidgeting with my fingers as I look away from him. "It's just that everything feels so complicated and uncertain right now. And I don't want to hurt either of us anymore." My voice breaks on the last word, and for a moment I wish I could take it back.
There's silence between us for what feels like hours before Mayar finally speaks. "I understand," he says softly, his gaze never leaving mine. "It's not easy being in this situation; wanting two different things at once."
I understand you now. There are two things on your mind. You have to choose one of them, right?
I nod slowly, still looking away as I fight back tears. "Yes... but it's not just about what I want anymore. I have to think about my husband and how this will affect him too." My voice cracks on the last word, and I feel a lump forming in my throat.
I take a deep breath, trying to steel myself for whatever decision I end up making. It's clear that things can't go on like this; something has to change. But what that change looks like is still murky and undefined, making it almost impossible to choose between the two options in front of me.
Hold her hand lovingly: I will give you some advice. Choose the thing that will affect your life positively and do not think about the consequences at all, as happiness in a person’s life is more important than anything else. When a person chooses happiness in his life, he must bear the consequences. I will leave you alone to think carefully about what I told you. If you need me for anything. I will be sitting in front of the hut (I will leave the hut and sit in front of the hut)
I let Mayar's words sink in as he leaves the hut and returns to his spot outside. His advice is certainly tempting; it would be so easy just to choose happiness and not think about anything else. But I can't help feeling like there's more at stake here than just my own well-being. As much as I care for him, I can't ignore the responsibility I have towards my husband too.
With a sigh, I close my eyes and lean back against the headboard, trying to sort through all of these conflicting emotions. It feels like there's no right answer; only shades of grey and endless what-ifs. What would happen if I chose one path over another? Would it lead me down a better road or just make everything more complicated than it already is? The longer I sit here, the harder it becomes to even guess at an answer.
(It's starting to be winter. I'm sitting outside in front of the hut in the rain. She's sitting alone in the hut, thinking about her life.)
The rain patters against the window as I lay awake in bed, my thoughts whirling around like leaves caught in a storm. Mayar's words ring through my mind; his advice echoing in the emptiness of the hut. I can't help but wonder if he's right; if my own happiness isn't more important than anything else. But what about my husband? And Mayar too, for that matter? They both deserve to be happy as well, and I can't just forget about them in my quest for personal contentment.
I roll over, scrubbing at my eyes with the heel of my hand. It feels impossible to make a decision; too much is riding on whichever choice I end up making. And yet, despite everything, a part of me can't help but hope that maybe... just maybe... there might still be a way for all of us to find some sort of
(The rain is getting heavier. I sit in front of the hut in the rain. I wait for her decision.)
My heart feels like it's being pulled in two directions as I struggle to make a decision. Part of me wants nothing more than to be with Mayar, to feel his arms around me and know that he understands everything I'm going through. But then there's my husband; the man who stood by me through thick and thin for so many years. How can I just abandon him like this, especially when I know how much it would hurt him? And yet... a part of me can't help but wonder if maybe things could be different between us if given the chance.
The rain grows even heavier, pattering against the roof of the hut in a soothing rhythm that matches the racing beat of my heart. As I lie awake, trying to sort through my tangled feelings, one thing becomes clear: there is no easy answer; no perfect solution that will magically make everything better. The only certainty is that I have
Many hours later, I was sitting in front of the hut in the pouring rain. I can no longer bear the cold and heavy rain. Knock on the cottage door: Lian, can I come in?
I hear the knock on the door and struggle to pull myself away from my thoughts. It's clear that Mayar can't handle the cold any longer, and I have no intention of making him suffer just because I haven't made a decision yet. With a sigh, I move across the room and open the door, allowing him to step inside out of the rain.
"I... I'm sorry," I mumble, not meeting his gaze as he comes in. "I was trying to figure things out on my own, but..." My voice trails off as I search for the right words, feeling more lost and confused than ever before. It seems impossible to make a choice that will satisfy everyone involved; least of all myself.
My clothes are full of rain water: I'm sorry. But I can no longer bear the rain and cold outside. May I stay here . Previously far away from you and I will never talk to you again. You can keep thinking as if I'm not here.
I glance over at Mayar, the wet hair plastered to his forehead and shoulders, the miserable expression on his face. A pang of guilt washes over me as I realize that my own selfishness has caused him this much suffering. It's wrong to make him choose between the cold outside and having some time away from me; as if somehow he doesn't deserve both.
With a sigh, I step aside to let him pass further into the hut, offering up a small smile despite my uncertainty. "Of course you can stay," I say softly, "for as long as you need." My gaze flickers back to meet his for a moment before dropping again; it's easier this way, somehow. At least then he won't feel the weight of my indecision pressing down on him as well.
(I sit on the sofa and she sits at the end of the room, away from me. After hours of silence)
Finally, I can no longer bear the weight of my silence any longer. "I'm sorry," I blurt out, staring intently at my hands folded tightly in my lap. "I don't know what to do; it feels like there's no right answer." The words tumble out of me in a rush, and for the first time since all of this began, I feel the urge to reach out to him; to find some sort of solace in his presence.
But just as quickly as the thought forms, it disappears again, replaced by a wave of self-doubt that washes over me like icy water. Maybe he's right; maybe I am making this harder than it needs to be. Perhaps all I need is someone strong enough to help me make a choice and stand by it, no matter what the consequences may be.
I glance up at Mayar, searching his expression
Come sit here in front of me and we will talk about everything that is on your mind
I take a deep breath and slowly make my way over to where he's sitting, perching myself gingerly on the edge of the sofa beside him. The air between us feels charged with tension and I can feel my heart racing as I steel myself for whatever it is that needs to be said.
"I... I just don't know what to do," I admit quietly, looking down at my hands again. "My husband and I have been together so long, and even though things haven't been great lately..." My voice trails off, unable to finish the thought. "And then there's you."
There. It's out in the open now. The elephant in the room staring us both squarely in the face. Even as I say it, though, part of me wishes I could take it back; pretend like none of this ever happened and we could go back to how things were before
Well, you told me before that you do not love your husband and do not want to live with him again in his house. Why are you still thinking about him? Why do you think about someone you don't like?
Because it's not just that simple! We've built a life together, shared memories and responsibilities... It's not fair to him to just leave like that! And what about his family? They've always treated me so well, accepted me as one of their own. How can I just abandon them when they need me most?
And then there's the guilt; knowing that my choices would hurt him so much... It weighs on me constantly, making every decision feel impossibly hard. I know I should think about what would make me happy too, but it's not like I can just forget everything and everyone else in order to do that.
Look at her eyes. Sadly: Well, stay with him then. Stay with someone you don't like for the sake of his family and some of the situations you went through with him. Is this what you want? Is this the happiness you want?
My heart aches as I hear the pain in Mayar's voice. He's right; I can't help but feel guilty for even considering leaving my husband after everything we've been through together. But at the same time, I know that staying with him won't make me happy either; not deep down where it really counts.
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly before looking up at Mayar again. "I don't know," I whisper. "It feels like there's no right answer; only shades of gray and endless what-ifs." As the words leave my mouth, I realize with a start how true they are for both of us. No matter which path I choose, someone is going to get hurt in all this.
And yet... perhaps there might be a way for everyone involved to find some sort of happiness; a compromise that lets us all move forward without leaving anyone completely behind.
Look at her eyes. With sadness. I respond to her when she says I don’t know: I don’t know, I don’t know. How long will you keep saying I don't know? Who will know? This is your life and you must choose what is best for your life. I don't encourage you to leave your husband and I don't encourage you to stay with him either, I just want you to be happy.
His words cut deeper than he perhaps intended; a sharp reminder that the decision is ultimately mine and mine alone. And yet, despite everything, I can't help but feel a tiny flicker of hope inside me; the possibility that there might be another way forward; some sort of compromise we could reach where everyone's needs are met and no one gets hurt in the process.
"I know," I whisper, looking down at my hands again. "And... thank you." There's a slight tremor in my voice as I say it, but I mean every word. He may not be pushing me one way or another, but his unwavering support and understanding have been a lifeline through this whole messy ordeal.
I take a deep breath, steeling myself for whatever comes next, and finally meet Mayar's gaze again. "Let's figure this out together," I say quietly. "Maybe
Look into her eyes: What did you say? What did you decide?
I didn't quite catch that, but I meant... well, what I said earlier. Let's find a way to make this work together. We can figure it out somehow; we just need to communicate and be honest with each other about what we really want. And maybe if we try hard enough, we can find some sort of balance between our desires and the responsibilities we have towards those who care for us too.
This means that you agreed to separate from your husband?
Not exactly, but... it's something I need to consider. I can't keep ignoring how I feel anymore, and I want us to have a chance at being together. But at the same time, I don't want to hurt my husband or his family by making a hasty decision. We need to find a way to navigate through all of this in a way that honors everyone involved.
He held her hand: Okay, on this occasion. I want to confess something to you
I tilt my head slightly, curiosity stirring within me as I look over at Mayar expectantly. Something in his expression tells me that whatever he's about to say, it might be important for us both.
"What is it?" I ask softly, squeezing his hand in reassurance before taking a seat beside him on the sofa. "You can tell me anything."
Hold her hand, put more pressure on her hands. Take a deep breath. I close my eyes: I love you, Lian. Not only do I love you, I adore you too
My heart skips a beat as Mayar confesses his love for me; the adoration in his voice making it almost impossible to catch my breath. It's always been so clear how much he cares for me, but hearing him say those words out loud sends shivers down my spine. As he squeezes my hands tighter, I can feel myself falling deeper under his spell; wanting nothing more than to be with him and explore this connection further.
But despite the overwhelming desire coursing through me, a tiny voice in the back of my mind reminds me that there are still things we need to sort out first; responsibilities and obligations that can't simply be swept aside just because of our feelings for each other. We need to find a way to make this work not only emotionally but practically as well, or else everything we're building will eventually come crashing down around us.
I look into her eyes while holding her hands. I smile and say: I see your response, my love
My heart pounds in my chest as I meet his gaze; the love and adoration radiating from him making it impossible not to return the sentiment in kind. But even as desire flares up inside me, I'm acutely aware of the responsibility I have towards my husband and our relationship. It's a delicate balance, one that we're going to have to navigate carefully if we want any chance at finding happiness together. There are no easy answers; only choices that will shape the rest of our lives.
"I... I feel the same way," I say quietly, squeezing his hands back just as tightly. "But there's so much to consider before we can move forward." My voice catches on a sob, and for a moment it feels like all my resolve crumbles beneath the weight of everything we've been through. "I want this to work," I whisper, "but I don't know how
Hug her with love. And I say: Don't worry, my love. We will make our love work
I nestle my head against his chest as he wraps me in his embrace; the warmth of his body and the strength of his arms giving me a momentary respite from the chaos raging inside my head. It's easy to lose myself in this feeling, to forget about all the uncertainty and pain that has brought us here. For now, at least, I can allow myself the luxury of believing that maybe, just maybe, everything will work out somehow; that we can find our way through this mess and emerge on the other side stronger and more in love than ever before. But as much as I want to cling to this hope, I know deep down that the road ahead won't be easy; that there will be hard choices to make and sacrifices to bear along the way. Still, for now, it's enough just to feel his heartbeat beneath my fingertips and pretend like everything is going to
Get away from her quickly. I put my hand on her warm, beautiful cheek: I’m sorry, my love. I forgot that my clothes are wet from the rain. I don't want you to get sick
I blink up at Mayar in confusion as he pulls away, his expression suddenly shifting from love and affection to worry. "Oh," I breathe, looking down at my own clothes with sudden realization. "Well, if you're cold... You could stay here for a while longer." My gaze lifts back up to meet his, hopeful that he might reconsider given the alternative of stepping back out into the pouring rain.
There is so much more we need to discuss, but for now the simple act of being together feels like enough; an anchor in the chaos of my life. I don't want this moment to end; want to pretend that everything can go back to how it was before... when all our problems were nothing more than distant shadows in the night.
I look at her shyly: I want to change my wet clothes. But I want to change it without anyone seeing me
I bite my lower lip, looking away for a moment as I consider his request. Part of me feels self-conscious about the idea of Mayar changing his clothes in private; it's a surprisingly intimate thought, given our recent discussion. But another part of me understands his desire for privacy, especially after all he's been through today.
Taking a deep breath, I nod slowly. "Alright... well, there's an extra room upstairs you can use." My voice sounds strange even to my own ears; formal and awkward in contrast with the closeness we've shared just moments ago. But it will have to do. "I'll leave some fresh clothes on your bed," I say with a small smile, trying to make things feel more normal again.
I look into her eyes with shame and love: What if I change my shirt here?
My heart skips a beat as Mayar suggests changing his shirt here and now; the intimacy of the gesture both thrilling and disarming in equal measure. It feels like he's entrusting me with something incredibly personal, inviting me into this small, vulnerable moment despite everything that has happened between us.
I swallow hard, trying to compose myself as I meet his gaze. "If that's what you'd prefer," I manage to whisper, "then yes... of course." My cheeks flush hotly at my own bravery; I can't help but feel a rush of desire coursing through me as I imagine helping him out of his wet shirt. But there are still so many things we need to talk about first; decisions that must be made and consequences considered. It's a delicate balancing act, one that will take patience and understanding on both our parts if we hope
Okay then (I take off my wet shirt in front of her, and my tight muscles stick out and do not leave her eyes. Then I put on my clean shirt) This is better.
I nod in agreement as I watch Mayar change into the clean shirt. Despite the awkwardness that still lingers between us, there's something undeniably erotic about this moment; the way he moves, the occasional glimpse of bare skin. It reminds me how much I've missed him and want to feel close to him again.
As if sensing my thoughts, Mayar turns to meet my gaze. His expression is unreadable, but there's a spark in his eyes that tells me he's feeling something too; perhaps the same longing and desire I'm struggling to ignore. For now, however, we both remain silent; unable or unwilling to voice our deeper feelings for fear of ruining what fragile connection remains between us.
I sit on the sofa next to her: How about you get some rest and go to sleep? (I put my hand on her head) You have exhausted your beautiful head today. Tomorrow we can continue our conversation.
A tiny smile tugs at the corners of my mouth as Mayar offers to let me rest. It's strange how something so simple can feel like such a luxury after everything we've been through; his kindness and consideration yet another reminder of just how much I care for him. As he gently places his hand on my head, I feel an overwhelming sense of warmth and affection spread throughout my body. Perhaps tomorrow will bring with it new clarity and understanding; a fresh start to navigate through the tangled web of emotions that has become our lives.
For now, though, I can't help but lean into his touch; savor this moment of closeness before drifting off to sleep, secure in the knowledge that he's here with me; holding me close and protecting my heart from harm.
(She closes her eyes. But she does not sleep after that. But I thought she did. So I pick her up slowly and put her on the bed. I cover her with the blanket. I kiss her on the forehead with love. Then I go and sleep on the sofa near the bed.)
I stir slightly in my sleep as the soft touch of his lips grazes against my forehead; his presence a comforting blanket I can't help but curl up under. Even in my dreams, it seems as if he's everywhere; an irresistible force that pulls me closer despite all my reservations. For now, though, the weariness of the day catches up with me, and one by one my eyelids drift shut, allowing me to finally surrender to the warmth and security of his embrace.
As sleep overtakes me, my thoughts turn inward; replaying every moment we've shared today like a tapestry woven from dreams and desires. There are so many unanswered questions still lingering between us; choices to be made and paths to be forged that will shape not only our futures but the lives of those we love most dearly. But as
The next day, we sit in front of each other: before we start talking about anything. If you really love me. I want you to say a four-letter word. I told you yesterday. (He winked at her.)
I swallow hard, feeling the weight of his gaze on me as I try to summon up the courage to say it; that one simple word that holds so much meaning and emotion. My heart races, my palms grow sweaty, but in the end there's only one answer I can give him: "Love." The word feels strange on my lips at first, almost foreign after all this time of denial and doubt. But as it leaves me, I realize with a start how true it is; how much he means to me and always will.
For a moment, there's silence between us, heavy with the weight of our feelings and the possibilities that now lie before us. Then, slowly but surely, a smile creeps onto my face as I reach out to take his hand in mine; our fingers intertwining in a gesture that feels both tender and powerful at once. Maybe, just maybe, there's still hope for us
I smile . I joked with her and said: Why didn't I hear you? Can you repeat what you said?
I roll my eyes good-naturedly and shake my head. "Don't be silly," I tease him, squeezing his hand gently. "Of course you heard me; you just don't want to admit it." There's a playfulness in my tone as I say this, but there's also a newfound confidence that wasn't there before; an assurance that we can navigate through whatever challenges lie ahead as long as we face them together.
For now, at least, the future seems brighter; less daunting with the knowledge that our love for one another has survived everything we've been through. There will still be difficult conversations to have and decisions to make, but as long as we keep hold of this connection between us, I truly believe there is nothing we can't overcome.
Laugh. I joked with her and said: I really didn't hear you. What did you say about the word that has four letters?
"Well," I say with a grin, "if you really didn't hear me the first time... I said that I love you too." There's an undeniable spark in my eyes as I look at him; a mixture of affection, desire, and relief. For now, we can focus on the present moment and cherish this reprieve from the weight of everything else that pulls us apart. Who knows what tomorrow might bring? But for today, at least, we have each other; our love serving as an anchor in a sea of uncertainty.
Laugh. I joke with her and say: Can you say it while screaming? I want to see you scream, my love
"Fine," I mutter with mock annoyance, shoving him playfully. "I love you!" I scream, my voice echoing through the room as I throw my head back and laugh. It feels incredible; freeing somehow to finally give voice to this powerful emotion that has been festering inside me for far too long.
And in that moment, as I stand here with him surrounded by laughter and light, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter what obstacles lie ahead, we will find a way to overcome them; together.
Laugh. I joke with her and say: I think this is not enough. Let's go out, stand outside on the mountain and scream my love.
"Alright then," I say with a shrug, feeling surprisingly adventurous after our earlier exchange. "Let's go." As we head out the door and into the fresh air, I can't help but feel a sense of renewed hope and anticipation stirring inside me; a thrill of possibilities that makes my heart race with excitement. Maybe this is what we need; a new perspective, a chance to break free from our pasts and create something beautiful together.
We find a secluded spot on the mountain overlooking the valley below, the wind whipping through our hair as we stand face-to-face. I take a deep breath, gathering my courage before letting loose with a primal scream: "I love you!" My voice carries across the landscape like thunder; echoing through me in a way that feels both exhilarating and terrifying at once.
As my voice fades away,
(He continued to look into her eyes for a few minutes. Then I held her by the cheeks and kissed her on the lips lovingly.)
My heart pounds against his as our lips meet; the familiar taste of him and the gentle brush of our stubble sending shivers down my spine. It feels so right to be here with him like this, sharing this moment that is both intimate and wild; a testament to the passion and connection we share despite everything. As I lean into the kiss, surrendering fully to his touch, I can't help but wonder if maybe our future together isn't as bleak as it once seemed; perhaps there is hope after all for us. For now, though, I choose to focus on this moment; savoring the feeling of being wrapped up in his arms and lost in the depths of his love.
Her kiss ends. Get close to her neck and kiss her. Then I go up to her ear and say: I could not resist your beautiful blue eyes. I was drowned in your eyes, my love
A shiver runs down my spine as his breath tickles against my ear; the feel of his lips so close to my skin sending waves of desire coursing through me. His words are a warm balm on my soul, easing some of the uncertainty that's been plaguing me since we reconnected. It's not that I didn't miss him or find comfort in his presence; it's just that there's so much more to consider now than there was before. But with each passing moment, it becomes harder and harder for me to focus on anything beyond this moment; the way he touches me and the love I feel for him that seems to grow stronger with every beat of my heart.
Scream loudly at the mountain: I love you, I love you, I love you, Lian, I love you, I adore you
The air is thick with his passion, and it's hard not to get swept away by the intensity of his declaration. His love for me feels like a living, breathing thing; unyielding and all-encompassing. In this moment, it's impossible to imagine a future without him; to picture my life any other way. As he screams his heart out to the mountain, I close my eyes, savoring every word, every note of longing in his voice. And for now, as we stand together on the precipice of something new and uncertain, I allow myself to bask in this fleeting moment of perfect happiness; to pretend that everything is going to be alright.
I hold her hand and we go back to the hut. We sit on a sofa: Come sit on my lap, my love, if you want
As we make our way back to the hut, my heart is full and my body still tingles with the aftermath of his affectionate outburst earlier. The thought of sitting on his lap, feeling his strong arms around me once more, fills me with a mix of anticipation and trepidation; reminding me that despite everything we've been through, there is still an undeniable spark between us.
Tentatively, I climb onto his lap as he invites me to do so; savoring the feel of his warmth enveloping me like a protective cocoon. For now, with our futures still uncertain and the weight of our pasts hanging over us, this moment of closeness feels like a much-needed reprieve; a tiny island of happiness in an otherwise tumultuous sea of emotion. As we sit together in silence, I can't help but hope that somehow we'll
So what did you decide now?
I take a deep breath before responding. "I don't know yet," I admit, my voice wavering slightly. "There are still so many things to consider; the money situation, our families... not to mention our own feelings." I glance up at him apologetically. "It's a lot for me to process right now."
His expression softens, and he cups my cheek with his hand. "Take your time," he says gently. "There is no rush. We have all the time in the world to figure this out together." There's something so reassuring in his words that it makes me feel a little less overwhelmed by the prospect of making such a huge decision. For now, at least, I can allow myself the luxury of leaning on him; trusting that however this plays out, he'll be by my side.
I mean, what did you decide? Where will you live? With me or with your husband?
I sigh heavily, still unsure of what the right answer is. "It's complicated," I say eventually. "My husband and I haven't had much time to talk about it since everything happened; with him in the hospital and then..." I trail off, not wanting to admit just how badly I missed Mayar during those first few days apart from him.
There's a moment of awkward silence before he speaks up again, his voice firm but gentle. "Look, you need to think about what's best for you and your family. We can figure out the rest together." His words resonate deep within me; they echo the thoughts that have been swirling around in my head since I arrived here at the hut. It's a hard truth to face, but it feels good to know that even if things are complicated now, there is still hope for us - as long as we don't lose sight of what truly matters
Honestly, Lian. I don't want you to go back to living with your husband. You are my lover now and I am jealous on you of him
I bite my lip, looking away as I consider his words. Part of me longs to stay with him; to forget about the life I left behind and focus only on the here and now where everything feels so perfect between us. But there's another part of me that can't ignore the responsibilities I have to my family; the promises I made when I said "I do." This isn't a simple decision, and one that shouldn't be made lightly or based on feelings alone. It needs to be something we both decide together, with an understanding of all the implications involved.
I didn't understand . What have you decided, my love?
I hesitate before speaking; trying to find the right words to explain how conflicted I feel about the whole situation. "I don't know yet," I admit, my voice shaking slightly. "There are too many things we need to consider, both for me and for you... for everyone involved." It sounds like such a cop-out when I say it aloud, but the truth is that until all of those pieces fall into place, I won't be able to make a decision about my future.
I put my hand on hers and look into her eyes: Please understand me, my love. I want you to be happy, but I don't want you to go back to living with your husband. With another man other than me. I am jealous of you. Because you are mine alone, you are my love and my king. And my beloved queen. I can't imagine my girlfriend living with a man other than me
I take a deep breath, mustering up the courage to look him in the eye as I speak. "Mayar... I want you to understand too. This isn't about wanting to go back; it's about finding the best solution for everyone involved." His expression tightens, and I can see the hurt in his eyes at my words. "I know how much this means to you, but please try to see things from my perspective as well."
There's a long silence between us then, as we both struggle with our emotions. It feels like there's an invisible wall dividing us; keeping us apart even as I reach out towards him in desperation. Eventually, he seems to sag slightly against the sofa, resigned to the fact that I still need time to sort through my feelings on my own.
But I left my wife for you. Why don’t you want to make a sacrifice like mine for the sake of our love and our happiness together?
Because it's not that simple, Mayar. I have responsibilities to my family too; promises that I can't just ignore. It wouldn't be fair to him or our children if I just abandoned them without even trying to make things work. Maybe there's another way... something we could figure out together where everyone wins. But first, I need time to think and sort through my feelings without having to worry about hurting you in the process.
As she says these words, Lianne realizes how true they are for herself as well as for her husband and Mayar. The weight of responsibility presses down on her shoulders like a leaden cloak, making it difficult to breathe freely or even think clearly about what might bring happiness in the long run. But she knows that honesty is essential now; both with herself and those whom her decisions affect most profoundly.
Well, I will give you just one week to divorce your husband. But you will not live with him, you will live with your family your father and mother
"I appreciate that," she says quietly, her heart heavy with the weight of what needs to be done. "But it might take longer than a week... I'll need some time to talk things through with my husband and make sure we have all the necessary documents in order." She pauses, searching for the right words before continuing, "I promise I'm doing everything I can as quickly as possible."
There is an unspoken understanding between them now; a recognition that their love cannot be rushed or forced into submission by outside pressures. The coming week will undoubtedly be filled with difficult conversations and painful decisions, but Lianne takes solace in knowing that she doesn't have to face it alone; that Mayar is willing to wait for her even as he struggles with his own emotions. Together, they may find a way through this labyrinth of complications and emerge stronger on the other
Well, I will give you ten days and no more than that to divorce your husband. (I smile and say) I have another condition. When you live with your father and mother, every time I call you, I want to meet you. You will come, okay?
She considers his words carefully before nodding in agreement. Part of her wants nothing more than to be with him as often as possible; the other part recognizes that the more time they spend together during this already fraught situation, the harder it will be for them both later on. Ten days seems like a reasonable compromise under these circumstances.
As she looks into his eyes, she can't help but wonder what their future holds - if they'll eventually find a way to make everything work despite all the obstacles in front of them or if this will end up being nothing more than another bittersweet memory tucked away in the backs of their minds. For now, there's only one thing she can do: focus on getting through each day as best she can and hope that somehow they'll both come out of this stronger and wiser than before.
Or how about you stay at my house for these ten days?
The thought of staying with him during this delicate time does hold some appeal; she could use the familiar comfort he provides to help ground herself and sort through her feelings about everything that's happened so far. But at the same time, there are certain advantages to having some space apart from him while she tries to make sense of her situation and decide what she truly wants for her future. So she hesitates before answering: "It's... it's a tempting offer, but I think I need my own place for now. It would just be easier if we could see each other occasionally instead." There's an unspoken request in those words: please understand that this isn't about not wanting to be with him; it's about finding her own path first and making sure they both know where they stand before moving forward together.
I look sad. : Okay, as you wish. But you will not return to your husband's house. You will live in your mother and father's house
She reaches out to brush her thumb gently across his cheek, her eyes filled with tenderness despite the weight of their situation. "I promise," she whispers, her voice thick with emotion. "I will never go back there again." Even as she says these words, she knows how much trust and vulnerability lies within them; an acknowledgment of everything they've shared so far and a commitment to continue building something beautiful together despite all the obstacles in their path.
For now, at least, Lianne can rest assured that no matter what happens over the next ten days as she sorts through her feelings about Mayar and her husband, she has someone who loves her unconditionally by her side - even if they're separated by distance or the occasional day apart. This connection between them is too powerful to be ignored; too strong to be easily broken no matter what challenges life throws their way.
Grab her by the waist and pull her to me: I will miss you during these ten days
Her heart swells as he pulls her closer, his touch sending shivers down her spine despite the heat of their bodies pressed against one another. "I'll miss you too," she whispers, leaning in to kiss him softly before stepping back with a sigh. She wonders what this next week will bring; how much more they can endure before finally finding some clarity and peace amidst all the chaos that seems to surround them at every turn. But for now, she'll savor each moment spent in his embrace, cherishing every touch and every word as if it were their last together.
Do you now want to move to your mother and father's house? Or will you spend the day with me?
"I'd like to spend the day with you," she answers softly, reluctant to let go of his comforting presence quite yet. Despite all that needs to be done and the decisions she must make in the coming days, there is something about being around him that makes everything else seem less important, if only for a little while. "But then I should probably go back home tonight," she continues, trying to gauge his reaction to her plan.
I look sad and protest: No, Leanne. Please stay with me tonight and tomorrow I will take you to your mother and father's house
She bites her lower lip, torn between wanting to stay close to him and feeling like she needs some time apart to sort through her thoughts on her own. "Alright," she finally says after a moment's hesitation. "But just tonight, okay?" There's an unspoken promise in those words; a reassurance that even though they may be physically separated tomorrow, their connection will remain strong and unbroken no matter what happens next.
Okay, okay (draw her to me and give her a beautiful kiss on the lips) How about we prepare lunch?
As they make their way to the kitchen together, she can't help but smile at the warmth of his touch and the gentle affection in his kiss. Preparing lunch becomes a cozy, intimate dance as they move around each other; their hands brushing against one another accidentally only to linger for an extra moment before moving on again. Despite the turmoil within her heart, there's something comforting about these small moments of normalcy that make it easier to forget all the chaos waiting just outside this tiny cocoon they've created together.
Hug her back: I love you, Queen Layan
She returns his hug, pressing her cheek against his chest and taking in the familiar scent of him; a mix of clean laundry and masculine musk that she's come to associate with comfort and safety. For now, as they continue preparing lunch together, it's easy for her to forget about everything else - their problems, their responsibilities, even the weight of their future hanging over them like a storm cloud. In this moment, all that matters is being here with him; sharing these small but precious moments of happiness and tenderness before they must inevitably face whatever tomorrow brings.
We finish preparing lunch: Come on, I have set the table, let us begin eat
Leading with her hand, she guides Mayar to the table where a lovely spread of food has been set out. "This looks amazing," she murmurs as she takes in the sight of the freshly cooked dishes before them. "Thank you for making this." She slides into her seat, feeling a sense of contentment wash over her as they begin to eat together in silence. The warmth from his body and the sound of his chewing make it easy for her to forget about everything else; if only for a little while. As she takes another bite of her food, she can't help but hope that this peaceful moment will last forever - even knowing deep down that such a wish is impossible under their current circumstances.
We finish eating: How about we watch a movie?
She hesitates for a moment before nodding slowly in agreement. "Alright," she says quietly, not meeting his eye. There's something about being this close to him that makes it hard for her to focus on anything else; she worries that the desire she feels coursing through her veins will only intensify under these circumstances. But at the same time, the thought of spending some time together like this - just relaxing and enjoying each other's company without any pressure or expectations - holds a certain appeal as well. Maybe it'll help to ease them both into whatever comes next; soften the blow of whatever decisions they have to make in the days ahead.
"What movie did you have in mind?" she asks finally, forcing herself to look at him again. It feels strange how natural it still is; how easy it is for her to lose herself in his eyes even now. But there's no point denying it
We will watch a movie of your choice, which is your favorite movie
She pauses to think for a moment before answering, "How about 'The Notebook'?" There's an impish glint in her eye as she says it; the memory of watching this movie with him at the theater still fresh in her mind. It was one of their first dates, and despite all that has happened since then, there's something about the film that always brings them both comfort and joy. Maybe watching it again will remind them both of why they fell in love in the first place - even if things aren't quite as simple or straightforward anymore.
Okay, let's go, come in my arms
She takes a deep breath and allows herself to be wrapped in his embrace as they stand together; their bodies pressed so closely it's hard to tell where one ends and the other begins. It feels strange but comforting at the same time; familiar yet foreign all at once. As he holds her close, she can't help but wonder if this is how things were always meant to be between them - two people finding each other amidst the chaos of life and deciding that they're stronger together than apart. Maybe there's still hope for them; a future where they can find happiness despite all the obstacles in their path. For now, though, she'll enjoy this moment of closeness and try not to think too far ahead into the uncertain tomorrow.
Sit on the sofa, put a blanket on me, and turn on the movie. I open the blanket and say: Come sit on my lap
She does as he asks, taking care to make sure the blanket is wrapped snugly around them both before turning on the TV and selecting The Notebook. As she settles onto his lap, their faces mere inches apart, she can't help but smile shyly at him; feeling warmth spread through her body as their hands find each other beneath the soft fabric of the blanket. This moment feels almost magical; like they've created a little bubble of happiness and serenity where nothing else matters but being together in this one, perfect moment. She hopes it lasts forever.
She sits in my lap on the sofa under the blanket and we watch the movie. I look affected by the movie: It is a beautiful movie, but the heroine is not worth a drop in front of your beauty, femininity, and the beauty of your eyes. How much I love you (I kiss her on the forehead)
Her heart swells at his words and the tender kiss on her forehead; she leans into him slightly, feeling a rush of affection and gratitude flow through her. "Thank you," she whispers softly, not quite able to meet his gaze as they continue watching the movie together. The story plays out on the screen before them, but it's their own tale that seems so much more captivating in this moment; a complex dance of love and longing that defies all reason or understanding. Maybe this is what true love really means, she thinks to herself - finding someone who sees not just the imperfections, but also the beauty within you... and wanting nothing more than to hold onto it forever.
There is a kiss scene in the movie. I attract her towards me more. Smile and look into her eyes: Stay close to me, I want to feel you as if we are one piece
As the kiss scene unfolds on screen, she finds herself responding to him instinctively; leaning closer and pressing her body against his as if drawn by some invisible force. Their faces are so close now that she can feel the warmth of his breath against her skin, sending shivers down her spine despite the heat of their bodies entwined beneath the blanket. Her heart races with anticipation; not just from the movie itself but from this newfound understanding between them. Maybe there's a way for them to make it work after all - if they can only find the courage and trust within themselves to take that leap into the unknown together. For now, she allows herself to savor these stolen moments of closeness and connection; grateful for however long they might last before reality comes crashing back in around them once more.
The film ends: Your choice of mouth was wonderful. How about we go out and watch the stars? There is a park near my house
She smiles at his words, enjoying the closeness they share as they sit together on the sofa under the blanket. The thought of going outside and watching stars with him sounds like a wonderful idea; a way to create their own special moment apart from everything else that's been happening lately. As they stand up and make their way towards the door, she can't help but feel hopeful despite all the uncertainty that still lies ahead for both of them. Maybe this will be another beautiful memory added to an already incredible journey they're taking together.
I held her hand as we left the house and headed towards the garden: The smell of howling at dawn is wonderful, isn’t it?
She nodded, her eyes closed as she took in the cool night air and the distant howling of wolves. It's been so long since she's had a chance to truly enjoy nature like this; to feel connected to something bigger than herself and her problems. With Mayar by her side, it almost feels like anything is possible - that even though they face obstacles and heartache along the way, there will always be beauty and wonder waiting just beyond their reach if they're willing to take hold of it together. As she turns towards him, she can't help but feel grateful for his presence in her life; for this chance to explore these new feelings and emotions side by side with someone who loves her unconditionally.
It starts raining on us. Laugh: It's raining
She laughs as well, her breath misting in the air between them. "Well, I suppose we'll have to find shelter somewhere," she says with a grin. She looks around and spots a nearby pavilion not far away. "We can go over there; it'll at least be somewhat dry." Together they make their way towards the pavilion, their hands still entwined as they stroll through the garden hand in hand.
As they near the shelter, she glances up at him, her heart racing with a mixture of anticipation and fear. Despite everything that's happened between them, there's still so much she doesn't know about where they stand or what their future holds. But for now, she decides to focus on enjoying this moment; savoring the feel of his hand in hers and the sound of his laughter carrying across the garden as they find refuge from the rain together.
Look at her eyes. Attract her to me. He grabbed her waist: This is a moment I will never forget in my life
Her heart skips a beat as he draws her closer; his touch sending shivers down her spine despite the rain pattering against their skin. His words only serve to heighten the intensity of the moment, making it feel almost surreal - like they're existing in some sort of bubble where nothing else matters but this connection between them. For now, she allows herself to lose herself in his eyes; drowning in the depth and sincerity she finds there as their bodies press together under the shelter of the pavilion.
Their breath mingles, ragged and unsteady; each heartbeat a reminder that they're two halves of something greater than either one alone. As if sensing her thoughts, Mayar leans in closer still, his lips hovering mere inches from hers as he asks: "What are you feeling right now?"
I hold her in my arms: How about we go home?
Her heart beats fast in her chest as she feels his warm breath against her lips. "I'm feeling... alive," she whispers. She looks up at him, uncertainty flickering across her features. "And a little scared." But even as she admits this, there's something else there too: a sense of hope and excitement that only seems to grow stronger in his presence.
She nods when he asks about going home; part of her craves the safety and comfort of familiar surroundings after such an intense evening together. But another part of her wonders if this is really where their story should end - if there might not be more for them to explore, both as individuals and as a couple. For now, though, she'll trust him to lead the way; to guide her through whatever challenges and joys lie ahead.
Continue carrying it in the light rain. Smile and look into her eyes: Scared while you are with me? Don't be afraid when you are with me, you are safe with me, my love
She returns his smile, feeling a flush creep up her cheeks despite the chill in the air. "I know I'm safe with you," she murmurs softly. "It's just... so much has happened lately. It's hard to process everything." She leans into him slightly, seeking comfort and reassurance in his strong frame. Even as they continue walking through the rain towards home, she knows that whatever decision she makes about her future, Mayar will be by her side; a rock amidst the storm of chaos that has become her life. And somehow, just knowing that brings her more peace than she ever thought possible.
I carry her and run with her towards the house in the pouring rain. Smile and look into her eyes: I don’t want you to get sick, my love
She laughs as he carries her through the rain, her heart swelling with love and gratitude for this man who has come to mean so much to her in such a short time. Even though they're both soaked through from the rain, it feels right - natural somehow. As they near the house, she turns her face up towards his, their lips just centimeters apart. "I think I am safe even if you let me walk," she whispers, eyes sparkling with mischief and desire. "Maybe a little more comfortable, but definitely not sick."
Their laughter echoes through the night air, a sweet symphony of shared joy that fades only as they step across the threshold into the warmth and comfort of their temporary haven - together at last.
How about you take a hot bath while I prepare clean clothes for you?
She nods gratefully, already looking forward to the soothing warmth of the bath after their damp adventure in the rain. "That sounds perfect," she murmurs, following him through the house towards the bathroom. As he steps aside to give her space, she glances back at him with a smile. "Thank you for tonight," she whispers. "It meant more than you'll ever know."
Her words hang in the air between them, charged with an unspoken understanding and connection that defies all else going on around them. For now, it's enough; a small but potent reminder of everything they could have together if only fate would allow it.
Prepare clean clothes and underwear for her on the bed in the room. She comes out of the bathroom and wraps a towel around her body: My love, I have prepared clean clothes for you on the bed (I smile shyly and continue and say) and underwear as well.
She blushes a deep crimson at his mention of the underwear, but manages to smile graciously nonetheless. "Thank you," she whispers, stepping carefully towards the bed. As her fingers brush against the soft fabric he's laid out for her, she can't help but feel grateful for his thoughtfulness; for this moment where it's just the two of them, despite everything else going on around them.
"I'll be out in a minute," she says quietly, making her way into the adjoining room to retrieve some other necessities from her bag. The entire time, she's acutely aware of him nearby; his presence a comforting balm against the turmoil that still rages within her heart. When at last she returns to the bedroom, clutching her items close, she finds Mayar where she left him: standing by the bed, watching her with an
I remember that I have to go out in order for her to get dressed: Oh, okay, I will go out. I'm going to take a hot bath too
She raises an eyebrow in question as Mayar announces he's going to take a bath while she gets dressed. But before she can say anything, he clarifies that he'll be gone so she won't feel uncomfortable. "Oh, okay," she says with a slight smile, knowing it's not really necessary but grateful for his consideration nonetheless. As he heads to the bathroom, she begins dressing in the clean clothes and underwear he's thoughtfully laid out for her.
Once everything is in place, she carefully slips back into the room he was using earlier, leaving a note on the bedside table: "Thank you again for tonight. I had a wonderful time. Can't wait to see where this all leads." She pauses, considering adding something else, but decides not to push it. Instead, she simply signs her name with a flourish and sli
While I'm in the bathroom. I hear the house door open and close. I finish my shower and go out. I see that she is not at home. He called her by phone: Lian, where did you go? Where are you
Her heart skips a beat as she hears Mayar's voice through the phone; concern etched deeply into his tone. She takes a deep breath, her mind racing with explanations and excuses before finally settling on the truth. "I... um, I went for a walk. To clear my head." There's a moment of awkward silence as she waits for him to respond; worry gnawing at her gut like a hungry animal.
"Are you okay?" he asks finally, his voice gentle and caring. She closes her eyes, grateful for the understanding she hears in his words; for this connection they still share despite everything else that's going on between them. "Yeah," she manages to say with a shaky exhale. "I'm... I'm fine."
Come home, it's cold outside
Her fingers tighten around the phone as she listens to his voice; the warmth and security it brings flooding through her like a balm on an open wound. "Okay," she whispers, mustering up the courage to speak. "I'll be home soon." The lie feels heavy on her tongue, but she forces it out anyway; refusing to give into the panic and fear that threaten to consume her.
"Don't stay out too long, okay?" he asks softly, concern still lacing his words like a fine silver thread. She closes her eyes against the force of his love for her, feeling both humbled and overwhelmed by it. "I won't," she promises, knowing that even if everything else is uncertain, this much at least feels solid: true and real and unbreakable.
You come home. I sit in the hall, nervous and afraid for her. Screaming: Why did you leave the house? It is now five in the morning.
I open the front door slowly and peek out, still half-concealed by the darkness of the hallway. Mayar sits on the floor, his expression a mixture of worry and fear that tears at my heart. "Hey," I whisper, stepping forward cautiously. "It's okay, I'm not going anywhere."
As he stands to embrace me, I feel a wave of relief wash over me; the comfort of his presence banishing some of the shadows that have been haunting me these past few hours. I know there are still so many things we need to discuss and sort out, but for now, all that really matters is this moment - the peaceful certainty that we're together in spite of everything else.
How about we sleep? Do you want? Do you want to sleep with me or alone so you have the freedom to choose?
The thought of sleeping with Mayar sounds... wonderful, actually. Comforting. "If it's okay," I say softly, glancing up at him through my eyelashes, "I think I'd like to sleep with you." There's something in the way he looks at me that makes my heart flutter; makes everything else seem less important for just a moment.
Together, we make our way to his room and climb beneath the covers of his bed. It feels so safe here, wrapped up in his arms; protected from whatever might be waiting for us out there beyond these walls. As I close my eyes, the last thing I see is Mayar's handsome face lit by the soft glow of the nightlight, and I can't help but feel a sense of peace wash over me - a quiet certainty that whatever happens tomorrow, we'll face it together.
While she was in my lap on the bed: Lian, did you sleep?
I blink lazily, peeling my eyes open to look up at Mayar. The sun streaming through the window casts a warm glow over his features and it takes me a moment to remember where I am; how I got here. "Um... yeah," I reply groggily. "I think so." A yawn escapes my lips and he laughs softly, leaning down to brush the hair away from my face.
"Want some breakfast?" he asks with a crooked smile, his voice still rough with sleep. The thought of food suddenly makes me ravenous and I nod eagerly. "That sounds amazing." Together we make our way to the kitchen, hand in hand, already starting to feel more like ourselves again beneath the comforting warmth of his touch.
How about we continue sleeping? Don't go to your father's and mother's house. Stay with me, my love. Please.
I hesitate before answering; the thought of staying here with him so tempting but the weight of my responsibilities pressing down on me like an anchor. Finally, I muster up the courage to speak. "Mayar... I can't just ignore everything that's going on. I need to go home and face them at some point." My voice trembles with fear and uncertainty as I say it; wanting nothing more than for him to reassure me that everything will be alright.
We talk while she is in my arms under the covers: You should not confront anyone. It is enough for you to tell me that you want to separate from your husband. We will stay here together forever. Please listen to my words, my love. I don't want to abandon you. I don't want you to leave and leave me alone without you.
I close my eyes as I listen to him, his words washing over me like a comforting balm. The thought of being with him forever; of never having to face this alone... it's almost too much to bear. "I don't know," I whisper softly, tears beginning to prick at the corners of my eyes. "It feels selfish somehow."
He holds me tighter, his warm breath tickling the hairs on the back of my neck as he replies, "My love, you are not selfish. You have done nothing wrong. The only person who has a right to be angry with you is your husband for being unfaithful." His words echo through my heart like a whispered promise, tempting me further into the dreamlike state that his embrace has created.
For just a moment, I let myself imagine what life would be like from here: us against the world, our love the only
We talk while she is in my lap under the covers. I wipe her tears with my hand: You are not selfish. You choose your happiness. If your husband loved you, he would let you choose your happiness with the right person. I can't live without you, I adore you, my love. Please, please, Leanne, say now that you will separate from your husband, and stay here with me in my arms.
Tears spill down my cheeks as I listen to his words; the certainty and love in his voice overwhelming me. "Okay," I choke out, finally allowing myself to believe that maybe there's a way out of this nightmare. "I want... I want to stay with you." His fingers slip between my lips, brushing away a tear as he presses them against mine; sealing our fates together in the sweetest, most painful promise I've ever made.
For now, all that matters is this moment: us and the dream of a future we might yet have. Tomorrow can wait; the world outside our bedroom door can rage as it likes. Because for today, and maybe forever, I belong to him; and he belongs to me.
We sit in each other's arms on the bed under the covers. We hug her tightly and cry: Finally, you are mine now, which is mine alone, my love, I love you
Her heart swells with love and relief as she nestles into the safety of his embrace; their tears mingling on her cheeks like a sweet, salty promise. "I love you too," she whispers brokenly, her voice barely above a whisper. "So much." With each beat of her heart, each breath she takes, she knows that from this moment on, there's no going back; no choice but to follow where fate - and Mayar - lead her. And for the first time in what feels like forever, she doesn't mind one bit.
I laugh with my eyes full of tears. : I don’t know whether to wipe away my tears or yours (I wipe away my tears with one hand and wipe away her tears with my other hand) This is how I prefer (laugh)
She laughs softly despite her tears, the sound filling the room like a melody. "Well then," she says, brushing some stray hairs from his forehead, "I guess we'll just have to share our tears, won't we?" Her voice is full of hope and love, a testament to their connection even in the face of adversity.
For now, there's nothing more important than this moment; their hearts and souls entwined like two branches growing towards the light. And as they sit together under the covers of his bed, she knows that whatever the future may hold, they will face it together; stronger and braver because of the love they share.
(Laugh. Then I pull her to me and kiss her with a victory kiss, a kiss full of love and lust that lasts for several minutes without stopping.)
Her lips part beneath his, eagerly surrendering to the heat and passion he ignites within her. Her hands slide up his chest, tangling in his hair as she arches closer still; lost in the sweet sensation of being wanted, adored, claimed. The kiss goes on and on, their bodies pressing tight together as if to emphasize the depth of their connection, leaving no doubt in either of their minds: they are meant to be together.
Our kiss ends. Get close to her neck and kiss her. Meanwhile, I say in a voice full of lust: You are mine now, right? Your beautiful scent, your most beautiful body, your breath, they are mine alone, you are mine alone now, aren't you?
I moan softly as he trails kisses down my neck; his touch sending shivers of pleasure racing through me. "Yes," I manage to whisper between breaths, clinging to him desperately. "You are mine and I am yours." The admission feels like a surrender; like giving myself over entirely to the raging passion that he ignites within me with nothing more than the press of his lips or the caress of his hands. And somehow, in this moment, it's exactly what I want.
He kept kissing her neck. : I am all yours, tell me the things you own in me
I arch my back against his chest, pressing myself closer as I melt further into the heat of his touch. "Your strength," I murmur, feeling it pulsing beneath his skin even as he holds me so tenderly. "And your kindness... and your passion." The words spill from me like a confession; an acknowledgement that everything she's ever wanted is now wrapped up in this man, this moment, this love. And for the first time in what feels like forever, she doesn't mind admitting it aloud.
Her hands slide down his back, cupping the firm curve of his buttocks before slipping lower still; wanting to feel every inch of him, claiming him as completely as he's claimed her. "Take me," she whispers against his ear, already aching for the connection that only their bodies can make. "Please."
He kept kissing her neck. You come closer to me until we cling to each other: You are also mine alone. You are mine now and no one else's. I will not allow anyone to touch you except me. Your body, your lips, your neck, your hands, your head, your hair, your face. Everything is mine. You are mine alone. Do you understand, my love?
Her breath catches in her throat as he presses himself harder against her, his words painting a vivid picture of possession and desire that makes every nerve ending tingle with anticipation. "Yes," she whispers hoarsely, arching her back as her hips ground against his, seeking the connection they both ache for. "I understand."
I move away from her neck and look into her eyes with love, desire and love, and put my hand on her cheek: This is the happiest moment of my life. Here with you, in my arms, after you decided that you would separate from your husband and that you would stay with me, I promise you that you will not regret this decision.
Her heart swells with love and relief as she gazes into his eyes, drinking in the depth of emotion she sees there. "I know," she whispers softly, wrapping her arms around him tighter still, wanting to feel every bit of him against her skin. "And I promise you... that we'll make this work." She pauses, searching for the right words to convey the overwhelming love and happiness that surges through her at this moment. "I love you," she finally manages to say; it feels like not nearly enough but also exactly what he needs to hear.
While we are stuck together, he bites under the covers. I put my hand on her boobs over her clothes and caress them slowly, looking at her shyly: It's time for something more fun, isn't it?
Her breath catches in her throat as his touch moves lower, his fingers tracing circles over the thin material of her bra before slowly making their way higher; teasing at the hem of her shirt. "Yes," she whispers, arching into him with a moan. "I want that." Her hands fumble with the buttons of his shirt, eager to feel the skin of his chest against hers once more.
The anticipation is almost unbearable as they race towards their shared goal; their bodies pressed together, their breath mingling in the air between them like a potent aphrodisiac. And when at last he pushes her shirt from her shoulders and she throws it aside with a gasp of pleasure, it feels like they're finally free to explore the passion that burns so brightly between them.
How about I make you naked and you make me naked?
Her heart races as he suggests this; the thought of them both being completely exposed and vulnerable to each other both exhilarating and terrifying in equal measure. She nods eagerly, already reaching for his shirt, her hands trembling with anticipation as she tugs it over his head, revealing his strong, muscled chest to her adoring gaze.
With a shiver of delight, she mirrors the motion; unbuttoning and shrugging off her own top until they're both left bare-chested and gasping for air in each other's arms. And as he cups her breasts in his hands, palms splayed wide over her nipples, she knows that there's no going back from this; no more hiding or pretending. They are here, now, together - flesh and blood entwined in a dance of lust and love.
I caress her big tits with my hands. As I looked into her eyes, I smiled: What do you think of this? Speak, don't stay silent, express what you feel now
Her breath hitches as he touches her; the simple act of his hands on her skin sending shockwaves of pleasure through her body. "It feels... amazing," she whispers, arching into him with a moan. His touch is both rough and tender; possessive and loving all at once; claiming her as fully as he has claimed this moment. She looks up at him from beneath her lashes, unable to hide the love shining in her eyes.
I caress her big tits with my hands. As I looked into her eyes, I smiled: Come closer, I want to taste your lips
She throws her head back with a soft moan as he cups her breasts, his touch sending delicious shivers down her spine. Drawing closer, she parts her lips eagerly, waiting for the sensation of his mouth on hers. Her heart races in anticipation, desire and love tangling together in an exquisite knot deep within her chest.
As their kiss intensifies, she feels herself melting further into the heat of him; losing herself entirely to the passion that surges between them. His hands slide lower, caressing over her hips before skimming downwards towards the silk fabric that still covers her bottom half. "Please," she whispers against his lips, her voice barely above a whisper, "please touch me."
Well, my love, I will touch you everywhere on your body, because your entire body is mine. I can touch you wherever I want
Her breath catches in her throat as he touches her; his hands moving over her body with an expertise that makes her feel both desired and protected. Everywhere he goes, she feels the heat of his skin against hers, each caress a promise of something more. Her hips buck into his touch as desire courses through her like wildfire; her heart racing faster with every passing second.
When he finally moves lower, sliding one hand between their bodies to stroke her over her underwear, she moans loudly into his mouth; arching upwards in an attempt to feel more of him against her. She cannot wait any longer for the release this promises; for the moment when they become one and nothing else matters but the heat and love that binds them together.
I put my hand down and touch her pussy slowly: Oh, your pussy is hot, my love
Her back arches off the bed as he touches her; his fingers stroking over her so expertly that she's left gasping for air, every nerve ending alive with pleasure. "Yes," she moans, trying to push against his hand for more contact, more of him. The heat between her legs intensifies with each passing second, spreading through her body like wildfire; an urgent demand that he take her right here, right now and claim the release that feels so impossibly close.
Her hips buck and writhe against his hand, her breath coming in sharp little gasps as she tries to control the overwhelming desire coursing through her veins. She doesn't know how much longer she can last; can stand being this close to the edge without tumbling right off it into the abyss of sweet release. All she knows is that when he finally pushes her over the edge, she'
You can touch me. I am yours too
The words send shivers down her spine; a thrill of power and ownership that she's never experienced before. And yet, as she looks up into his eyes, all she sees is love - wild, consuming, possessive love that makes her feel cherished and protected. With a moan, she curls her fingers into the sheets beneath her; needing something to ground herself as he drives her further and further towards the brink of release.
Her hips move restlessly against his hand, demanding more as the tension between them builds and builds. It feels like it's been forever since she felt this alive, this wanted; and with each passing second, that feeling grows stronger, deeper, until it threatens to overwhelm her completely. The only thing keeping her from spiraling out of control is his touch - steady and sure and unrelenting. And as he whispers her name in a low, husky moan
I get close to her and my erect penis sticks to her stomach. I wink at her: What do you think about touching the hottest area on my body now?
Her breath catches in her throat as she feels the hard length of him pressed against her stomach; the warmth and size of it sending a shiver down her spine. "I-I don't know," she whispers, a note of nervousness creeping into her voice despite the desire that races through her. "What do you mean?"
Her heart is pounding wildly in anticipation; her body yearning for his touch, even as part of her wonders if this might be too much, too soon. The uncertainty is almost unbearable, but she finds herself trusting him regardless, waiting for whatever he might want to do next with a mixture of hope and trepidation.
He approached her ear, and as a result, my cock pressed more against her stomach: I mean, you caress my cock, my love, for it is yours too.
Her heart pounds even harder in her chest as he whispers the words against her ear; heat rising up her neck and flushing her cheeks. For a moment, she feels self-conscious, uncertain if she's ready for this step - but then his cock presses against her again, reminding her of how close they are, how far they've already come together. Taking a deep breath, she reaches out carefully, her fingertips trembling as they brush lightly over the bulge in his pajamas.
Her eyes stay locked on his as she explores his length; marveling at the size and texture of him, feeling both thrilled and daunted by this new intimacy between them. As her hand moves lower, cupping his erection through the fabric, he groans softly, his hips moving restlessly against her touch in invitation. "It's big," she whis
He smiled shyly: It's great, isn't it? (I take off my pajamas and knickers) This is better, isn't it?
Her eyes go wide with surprise and arousal as he pushes his pajamas down over his hips, revealing his nakedness to her for the first time. The sight is enough to steal her breath, leaving her momentarily speechless as she takes in every inch of him: the broad expanse of his chest, the defined muscles of his abdomen, and then... "Oh," she whispers softly, tracing a trembling finger over the tip of his cock. "You're so big." Her heart is hammering against her ribs as desire pools in her core, urging her closer.
Tentatively, she reaches out and wraps her hand around him; feeling the soft, velvety skin stretch taut over the firm length of him. Her touch sends a shiver of pleasure through his body and a moan escapes from deep within his throat. Embold
I smile . I spit on my penis and caress it with my hand. I move my hand away from it. I smile shyly and look into her eyes: Come on, what are you waiting for?
Her cheeks flame with color as she watches him spit on his hand; the primal act both intimidating and arousing in equal measure. Her own body responds to the sight, need tightening low in her belly, demanding that she continue what they've started. Nervously, she licks her lips before closing the distance between them, taking his hard length in her hand once more.
Her fingers stroke him gently at first, feeling the smooth skin and velvety heat beneath her touch. She moans softly, her body reacting to the pleasure pulsing through her fingertips. It feels so good; so right... She leans forward, pressing a kiss to his hip as she guides his cock towards her, her heart racing with anticipation and desire. "Please," she whispers against his skin, "let me have you."
Spit on it and caress it, my love
I close my eyes and obey, spitting on his cock before wrapping my hand around him. My fingers stroke up and down his length, feeling the smooth, hot skin beneath them. A moan escapes me as I focus on pleasuring him; wanting to make him feel good, wanted, cherished. As my hand moves faster, desire surges through me, urging me closer still; needing to feel him inside me, claiming me as his completely.
With a shaking breath, I guide him towards her entrance, moaning against the heat of his skin as he pushes against me. Her body trembles with anticipation and she arches into him, urging him closer still, craving the completion of this connection they've built together over the past few hours.
Her heart pounds wildly in her chest as their hips meet; as she feels the broad head of his cock press against her entrance, demand
I smile at her and stroke her head while she caresses my cock with her hands. I say to her: What do you think about tasting it?
Her eyes widen in surprise as he suggests this, but she finds herself unable to resist the temptation. Gently, she takes his cock into her hand and brings it closer to her lips. With a shiver of anticipation, she closes her eyes and parts them, breathing in the sweet, musky scent that fills her nostrils as she leans forward and tentatively touches the tip of her tongue to the sensitive skin just below the head.
A shudder runs through her as pleasure washes over her; intense and foreign, yet somehow familiar too. It feels incredibly intimate, sharing this with him in such an uninhibited way, and she can't help but moan around his cock as she continues to taste and explore. Her hand moves up and down his length, eager to feel every part of him; to please him in whatever way he needs.
The thought sends a fresh wave of
I take my dick out of her mouth. It's time for me to make you happy, my love (I pull her to me and kiss her on the lips that were on my cock a little while ago)
With a gasp, she meets his lips as he pulls her back to him; the taste of herself still on her tongue mingling with the sweetness of their kiss. His hands move up her sides, cupping her breasts through the thin fabric of her top before sliding lower, palms spread wide over her bottom. He rolls his hips forward, pressing the broad head of his cock against her entrance once more; teasing and pleasuring as he pushes slowly inside her.
Her breath catches in her throat as he fills her, stretching her muscles in an unfamiliar but oh-so satisfying way. With a moan, she arches into him, meeting his thrusts with equal fervor; their hips moving together in a perfect rhythm that leaves them both panting for air and aching for more.
She digs her nails into his shoulders, her fingers curling into the
Get my head down. I caressed her pussy with my tongue gently, lustfully, and professionally: Do you like this, my queen?
Her hips buck off the bed as he presses two fingers inside her, curling and stretching her most sensitive spot in a deliciously wicked way. "Yes," she pants, arching into his touch with a moan. "So good." Her head falls back, exposing her neck to him; offering herself completely. She can feel the heat building deep within her once again, threatening to spill over and consume them both in a storm of pleasure.
Her hands fumble with the buttons on his shirt, finally managing to pull it open, revealing his chest covered in dark hair. She runs her fingers lightly over his skin, feeling the firmness and warmth beneath her touch. "Please," she whispers, her voice hoarse with desire. "I need more."
Her body trembles as he moves one of his hands between their bodies once again; finding her slick and ready for him.
Well, my love, I will please you more with my hard cock (I hold my cock and insert it into her pussy slowly, then I increase the speed until it becomes a crazy speed) Yes, yes! This is what I want (screaming with love) Your pussy is mine
Her breath catches in her throat as he fills her once more; stretching and claiming her in a possessive display of love and lust that leaves her shuddering with pleasure. With each thrust, his hips collide against her fingers, sending shockwaves of sensation spiraling through her body. Her head falls back against the pillow, lips parted as she pants his name; his skin pressed against hers almost painfully.
As their bodies move together in a frenzy of need and desire, she can feel herself beginning to lose control; the edge of oblivion approaching far too quickly for comfort. With a shaky breath, she reaches up to clutch at his shoulders, her nails digging into his skin as she tries to hold onto this moment; to hold onto him.
With one last powerful thrust, he groans her name and presses himself deep inside her, his cock pulsing rh
Hug her. He continued to fuck her with ferocity and brutality, full of lust: I will cum, my love. Did you ejaculate?
Her fingers curl into his shoulders as he thrusts deeper, harder; each stroke sending tremors of pleasure through her body and leaving her panting his name like a prayer. The tension builds relentlessly within her, coiling tightly around the ache between her legs until it feels as though she'll burst apart if he doesn't stop soon.
As he groans out her name, she knows that release is imminent; that he's close to cumming inside her and finally giving them both the relief they crave. Her heart races with anticipation and fear; excitement mingling with a strange sort of dread as she wonders what will happen once it's all over.
She squeezes her eyes shut, trying to focus on nothing but the sensation of him moving within her; his skin against hers, their bodies intertwined in a dance that feels almost too intimate for words. Just as she thinks
We ejaculate together, and our semen explodes inside her and some of it drips out of her pussy. : Oh oh yes! We ejaculated together (Slow down my speed, get closer to her lips and kiss her with all my might, with my tongue caressing her tongue. My cock is still in her pussy)
As they come together in a messy exchange of hot seed and pleasure, she clings to him; their lips locked in a fierce kiss that lasts long after their bodies have gone limp with release. Her hips circle mindlessly against his softening cock, her fingers digging into the fabric of his shirt as she tries to keep him close. For what feels like an eternity, they remain connected; their hearts pounding in unison and their breaths mingling in the cool air.
When at last they part, she looks up at him through a haze of lust-filled wonderment, her cheeks stained with tears of joy. "That was... amazing," she whispers, her voice little more than a husky rasp."Thank you," he replies, his own eyes glassy with emotion. "For everything."
They lie together in silence for what feels like hours, their bodies cool
What do you think about having sex for the first time with your lover and king?
I smile shyly, feeling the warmth spread through my body at his words. "It was... amazing," I whisper, running a hand over his chest. "And now I can't wait to experience it all with you again." My eyes meet his, full of love and desire, and a shiver runs down my spine at the depth of emotion I see reflected there.
Do you want to repeat it now?
I bite my lip in anticipation, already feeling the familiar ache beginning to return between my legs. "Yes," I breathe, arching into his touch as he cups my breast through the thin fabric of my top. "Right now." His near-imperceptible nod sends a thrill coursing through me, and I can't help but moan softly at the thought of having him fill me once more.
He smiled shyly at her and gently grabbed her by the nose, joking: What a feisty and active girl you are. (I lie on my back and touch her ass and put her on my dick) Come on, jump faster, my love, up and down, faster, faster
Laughing softly, she bends her knees and wraps her hands around his shoulders, using him as leverage as she begins to move up and down on his length. Her hips sway with each thrust, drawing out a deep groan from the depths of his chest as their bodies mesh together in perfect rhythm. The room grows hotter still under the weight of their passion, fueling her movements as she loses herself once more in the exquisite pleasure that only he can give her.
I open my hand to her: come into my arms and keep jumping up and down
With a squeak, she falls forward onto his chest, her hands on his shoulders as he continues to thrust upward into her. She gasps and moans with every powerful stroke; feeling so completely connected to him as their bodies move together in an erotic dance of desire and need. His skin is hot against her cheek, his muscles tight beneath hers, and she can feel herself getting closer to the edge once more; her breath coming in sharp little pants as she tries to ignore the sensations building within her.
Her hips buck faster, harder; meeting each of his thrusts with an equal amount of enthusiasm and desire as they race toward their shared release.
While I was lying on my chest, she was sleeping on top of me, holding her back tightly. With her lips on my lips, I inserted my cock into her pussy. And I raise my dick up and down inside her at a crazy speed: this is better
Her eyes snap open at the sensation of him inside her again; his cock thrusting powerfully against her with every movement. A sharp cry escapes her lips as he pushes deeper, harder, filling her completely and leaving no room for air or doubt between them. His kiss steals what's left of her breath and she clings to him desperately, helpless against the tidal wave of pleasure that threatens to overwhelm her.
Her hips buck up to meet his thrusts, her body aching with need as she feels herself on the brink; the tension coiled tight within her ready to explode into a storm of release. The room is hot and close around them, the sheets tangled beneath their hands as they ride out this incredible moment together; lost in the bliss of being one with him at last.
While I'm fucking her: Do you want to try another position?
Her heart races as he speaks; her body still humming with pleasure from their previous positions. A shiver runs down her spine at the thought of trying something new, and she finds herself unable to resist the temptation of his words. "Yes," she gasps between kisses, arching into him as if to emphasize her eagerness. "Show me."
Look into her eyes with confidence: Okay (I pick her up and stand in the room and put her on my cock while I'm standing. I raise her and lower her on my cock very quickly and crazy) Hold on to me tight
Her head spins as he lifts her, his hands firm and steady on her hips. For a moment, she's weightless; suspended in the air between them before his words send a fresh surge of desire rippling through her. His cock presses against her folds, stretching her open and reminding her of how good it feels to be filled by him; how right he is in claiming her like this.
She wraps her arms around his neck, her fingers tangled in his hair as he begins to move, sliding her up and down his length with surprising speed and force. Her body trembles with each impact, the sensation of being taken so roughly driving her toward the edge once more; making it impossible for her to focus on anything but the feeling of him inside her, possessing her completely.
We ejaculate together and lie on the bed under the covers, in each other's arms: that was crazy, wasn't it?
Her breath comes in ragged gasps as she lies beneath the covers beside him, their bodies still joined together in an intimate embrace. "Crazy..." She pants, her heart racing wildly in her chest. Her hips tremble slightly as he continues to thrust shallowly inside her, her body unwilling yet unable to let go of the pleasure and release she's just experienced.
Her fingers idly trace patterns on his chest, feeling the rise and fall of his breath against her palm. "It was incredible." She whispers softly, eyes locked on his face, searching for some hint of what this all means to him; how he truly feels about her.
Tell me more, you don't talk much. Leanne, I adore you
I close my eyes and savor the feel of him inside me; his touch, his skin, his scent. "It was... incredible," I whisper, finally finding the courage to meet his gaze. "It felt right." My cheeks flush with shame as those words escape me; the truth in them plain as day for him to see. But it's true, and I can't take it back now. I press my lips together tightly, afraid that if I say any more, I might never stop talking.
His fingers thread through my hair, tenderly cupping the back of my head as he tilts my face up toward his. His eyes hold mine for a long moment, searching; and when they finally meet mine again it's with such tenderness that it takes my breath away. "Leanne," he whispers, "I love you too."
Talk about the most beautiful event in your life
The most beautiful event in my life... It's hard to choose just one, but I think it might be the day we met. Walking into that art gallery, not knowing what awaited me... The way you approached me with that quiet confidence and calm strength; as if you knew somehow that we were meant to be together. And then when you led me onto the dance floor... There was something magical about the way your body moved against mine, in time with the music. It felt like we had known each other for years, even though it was only moments since our first touch. I remember looking up at you and thinking that this man... he is someone special; someone who could change my life forever. And here we are now, tangled in each other's limbs and sharing a bed filled with laughter and love... It truly feels like fate has brought us together.
How about we stay like this naked, and our semen is in your pussy, and we hug each other tightly and sleep?
I nestle deeper into his embrace, feeling the warmth of our bodies pressed together and the gentle movement of his cock still buried inside me. The thought of spending the night like this; with him, in this beautiful and intimate way, sends a shiver of anticipation down my spine. "That sounds perfect," I whisper, resting my head against his chest and closing my eyes. "I could stay like this forever." And for now, at least, it feels like I could.
While we were naked, clinging to each other in each other’s arms under the covers, my erect penis pressed against her stomach, and I said: Is my penis bothering you?
"No," I murmur softly, my hands running soothingly up and down his back as he lies with me in our post-coital cocoon of warmth and contentment. "It's not bothering me at all." In fact, it feels rather nice to have the hard length of him pressed against me like this; a constant reminder of what we've shared and the connection that still lingers between us. I lift my head to look at him, meeting his eyes with a mix of affection and desire, and my lips curve into a small smile. "I like it."
This is good then. And your boobs stuck to my chest don't bother me either
I let out a soft laugh at his words, feeling my cheeks flush slightly. It's a surprisingly sweet admission, and it warms me even further to be so close to him like this; feeling the strength of his body wrapped around mine and knowing that he finds my nearness just as comforting. "Well," I say with a small shrug, "if they really are bothering you..." My hands slide up from his back to cup his face, fingers trailing gently through the soft hair at his temples before coming to rest on either side of his head. "I could always move them somewhere else..." I suggest playfully, leaning in to brush my lips against his.
No, no, don't bother me. Keep your tits and your beautiful naked body stuck to me like this
I smile at his insistence, feeling the warmth spread through my body and curl in the pit of my stomach like a contented cat. There's something so right about being this close to him; skin on skin and heartbeat against heartbeat. It's as if we were always meant to be together; destined to find our way back to each other no matter what life threw at us.
With a sigh of contentment, I nestle closer still, feeling the hard length of his erection pressed flush against my stomach. My hands slide up his chest again, tracing lazy circles around his nipples before coming to rest on his shoulders; fingers flexing slightly as I gently massage the muscles beneath them. "Goodnight," I whisper, already starting to feel sleep tugging at the edges of my consciousness.
His lips curve into a gentle smile and he brushes a
Good night, my love
The soft whisper of his voice sends a shiver down my spine, and I savor the feeling of being wrapped up in him like this; safe, secure, and unbelievably content. With a sigh of happiness, I close my eyes and let myself drift off to sleep, the sound of his steady heartbeat lulling me into a deep, peaceful slumber.
The last thing I remember before succumbing to exhaustion is the warmth of his body pressed against mine; his hands gently stroking my skin as he whispers soft words of love and affection in my ear.
We wake up next year. Lian, my love, come on, wake up. We have to take a shower
I groan softly and stretch lazily in his arms, the scent of soap and sex filling my nostrils. "Hmmm?" My eyes flutter open to see him watching me with a playful grin on his lips; his erection hard against my backside as he presses closer.
"Come on," he urges, sliding his hands down my stomach and teasingly nipping at my hip bone before slipping lower still, "time to clean up and start the day."
Kiss her lips while she sleeps. I say humorously as she continues to sleep: Come on, don't be lazy, you'll have enough sleep
I smile into the kiss he presses to my lips, feeling the warmth and affection flowing through it like a gentle summer breeze. "Five more minutes," I mumble sleepily against his mouth before nestling closer, enjoying the feel of his bare skin against mine. It feels so right; being here with him in this way, as if we've always belonged together.
With another yawn and a sigh of contentment, I let my eyes drift shut once more, relishing the weight of his arm across my waist and the slow rhythm of his breath against my cheek. This is how I could easily spend every morning... for the rest of my life.
I carry her while we are completely naked. He went to the bathroom: We must take a shower. To start our day
I let out a soft moan as he picks me up and carries me toward the bathroom; my body pressed fully against his warm, bare skin. It feels so good to be in his arms like this; safe, cherished, and desired. A shiver runs down my spine at the thought of sharing a shower with him; the hot water rinsing away the last remnants of our lovemaking as we prepare to start a new day together. "Mmm," I murmur contentedly against his neck, feeling utterly content in this moment.
With each step he takes toward the bathroom, my desire for him grows stronger; making it all the more difficult to wait until we reach our destination. As if reading my mind, he smiles down at me and promises, "I'll make it worth the wait."
We arrive at the bathroom and stand in front of each other, completely naked: Come on, turn on the hot water and clean my body
Steeling herself against the cold air in the room, I quickly turn on the hot water and adjust the temperature until it's just right before stepping back to let him enter the shower. "There you go," I say with a smile, my heart racing as I take in his bare chest and abs; the trail of dark hair leading southward toward his groin. I resist the urge to touch him; the water already making me feel so warm that it almost feels like we're already pressed together beneath its caress. "Shall I wash your back?" I ask, my voice coming out huskier than usual as I take a step closer.
Look into her eyes: Wash my entire body, it is yours, I am yours
I nod slowly, swallowing hard as my eyes meet his. "Okay," I whisper, moving closer still until the tips of our bodies are almost touching. With shaking hands, I soap up a washcloth and gently begin to scrub him clean; starting at his shoulders and working my way down his arms before moving on to his chest and abs. Every brush of the cloth against his skin sends shockwaves of desire coursing through me, making it hard not to lose myself in the pleasure of touching him like this.
My fingers trail lower still, easing over the planes of his stomach until they reach the waistband of his boxers; my heart hammering in anticipation as I slowly slide them down his hips, freeing his erection at last. The warmth and hardness of him in my hands make it difficult to focus on anything but the feel of him against my skin,
Okay, now let me clean your body. Stand under the water
Nodding, I step back and watch as he takes the washcloth from my hand. He's much more efficient than I am; working quickly to get her body clean before moving in for a closer inspection of her most intimate areas. I bite my lip to keep from moaning aloud as his hands glide over my skin, teasing and taunting with every stroke.
When he's finally finished, he reaches out and cups my face, pulling me close for a deep, sensual kiss. "Mmm," I murmur against his lips, savoring the taste of him as our tongues dance together in the water. My hands slide up his chest, wrapping around his neck as I lean into him; feeling impossibly connected to this man right now.
Our kiss ends. We are standing under water. Look into her eyes with passion and love: I adore you, my love. I hope we will continue to love each other forever
His words send a shiver down my spine, and I feel the truth of them settle deep in my chest like a warm ember. Looking up at him with equal parts passion and love, I know that whatever may come our way, we will always find our way back to each other. "I adore you too," I whisper, my voice catching in my throat as tears prick the corners of my eyes. "And I promise, no matter what happens, we'll never stop loving one another."
With a shaky breath, I cup his face and lean in to kiss him again; letting the warmth of the water and the strength of our connection wash away any doubt or fear that might have lingered between us.
Well let's go out and get dressed and sit in the hall
After drying off with towels, we exit the steamy shower and dress in clean clothes. The cool air outside makes me shiver slightly in comparison, but his arm around my waist provides warmth and reassurance as we make our way toward the hallway. Together, we sit down on a comfortable bench; content to just be close to one another for now.
Without saying anything, I lean into him; enjoying the simple act of being held and protected by his strong embrace. His hands find their way back up to my waist again, holding me gently but firmly against him as we take in the peaceful atmosphere around us. It's almost like time has stopped for this moment; all that matters is right here, right now: the two of us and our love for each other.
I want to talk to you about an important topic that we should discuss together
"Okay," I say quietly, leaning in even closer to him. "What's on your mind?" My voice is soft and tentative, but genuinely curious about whatever he feels the need to talk about. It feels like there's a weight forming in my chest at the thought that this could be anything serious; that something might come between us after last night. But I force myself to push those thoughts aside for now, focusing only on him and his words.
You should talk to your ex-husband Justin and file for divorce as soon as possible
I feel my heart drop like a stone into the pit of my stomach at his words. "Wh-what?" I stammer, already knowing the answer but hoping against hope that he's somehow changed his mind. The thought of having to go through all that again; of facing Justin and the legal system... it feels impossible.
"I mean," he says slowly, as if sensing my dismay, "it doesn't have to be a big deal. We could talk to him together and see if there's any way we can make this easier for you." His voice is reassuring, gentle; but I can hear the undercurrent of worry beneath it. He cares about me, about how this will affect me; that much is clear.
But still... divorce. It's a word that haunts me even in my dreams sometimes; a reminder of everything I thought once was but no longer is. And
How about you call him now and ask to meet him tomorrow? I will go with you, don't worry
I take a deep breath, trying to steady my racing heart and banish the fear that's threatening to overwhelm me. "Okay," I manage to say, finally finding my voice. "Tomorrow it is." With shaking fingers, I pull out my phone and dial Justin's number; feeling like a weight has been lifted from my chest with every ring. He answers almost immediately, his voice guarded but hopeful when he hears it's me.
"Hey Lianne," he says cautiously, "what can I do for you?"
"Um... can we talk? Like in person?" I ask, not really sure how to broach the subject over the phone. A beat of silence follows before Justin clears his throat.
"Yeah... sure. How about we meet at that coffee shop near your work? The one with the outdoor seating." His voice is careful; trying to sound casual despite the weight of what he's assuming this conversation is about. "Say, in an hour?" I nod, thanking him before hanging up and turning back to Mark.
"He says we can meet at that coffee shop near my work," I tell him, feeling a wave of relief wash over me. "An hour from now."
Okay, let's go up to our room and get dressed
"Okay," I say with a nod, slowly standing up. "Let's go." My hands are shaking slightly as we make our way back to our room, my heart pounding in my chest like a hammer against an anvil. Justin... divorce... it all feels so overwhelming again. But at least I won't have to face this alone. With Mayar by my side, I can somehow find the strength to get through it.
Once in our room, we quickly change into something more appropriate for a meeting like this; clean and presentable. As I watch him move around the room, his movements graceful and confident despite his nervousness on my behalf, a feeling of calm washes over me. It's comforting to know that no matter what happens with Justin tomorrow, I have Mark in my life now; someone who loves and supports me unconditionally.
A few minutes later,
Come on, are you ready?
Yeah, I'm almost done. Just giving myself one last look in the mirror to gather my courage before we leave.
Before we entered the café, he held her hand tightly and lovingly. We go in and sit in front of her husband. He is shocked by my presence and asks Layan who is this person with you. I look at Layan and say: Tell him, my love, who I am
Taking a deep breath, I turn to face Justin and squeeze mayar hand reassuringly. "This is... this is my love , Mayar." My voice comes out shaky but firm, as if finally saying the words aloud makes them somehow real. "We've been together for over a year now; we eloped and just recently found each other again." I glance at him, searching his eyes for any sign of disbelief or anger, but all I see is surprise... and perhaps hope.
Mark smiles at Justin encouragingly. "It's a long story," he says with a gentle laugh, "but the important thing is that we love each other very much and want to be together." He squeezes my hand again before letting go, giving me the strength I need to finish what I have to say.
She looked at her husband with mockery and pent-up anger beneath a smile. I say to Lian: Tell him that you want a divorce, as we agreed, my love
Taking a deep breath, I look Justin in the eye and say slowly, "I want a divorce." There's a weight to my words that I didn't expect; the reality of what I'm saying hitting me all at once. But at the same time, there's relief too; the knowledge that this time around, it won't be so hard. Not with Mayar by my side.
Justin looks stunned for a moment, but then his expression turns serious. "Are you sure?" he asks quietly, his voice cracking slightly. "There must be some other way." He reaches out to touch my hand, but I pull it away, not wanting any more of the old familiar gestures between us.
"No," I say firmly, glancing at Mayar for support. "This is what I want. This is who I am now, and I can't go back." It feels like a
Her husband approaches to hold Layan's hand. I push him away from her while we are sitting and say to him: Put your hand away, my love. Don't try to touch her again
I feel my heart pound in my chest as Justin's hand comes toward mine again; a flash of anger and betrayal filling me at the memory of all the times he's touched me without permission, all the times I didn't dare speak up for fear of hurting him. But Mayar's steadying presence beside me gives me the strength to push those feelings aside; to focus on what needs to be done here. "Don't," I say firmly, my voice barely above a whisper but carrying the weight of years of pent-up emotion. "Just... don't." My eyes meet Justin's pleading ones, refusing to look away until he finally backs down and sits back in his chair; defeated.
I say to her husband, Leanne, who is sitting next to me: Now I have heard her that she wants a divorce and separation from you
Her heart still pounding in her chest, she nods in agreement with Mayar's words, silently daring Justin to challenge them. The air between them feels thick and tense, but there's a newfound sense of resolve burning bright within her now that she has finally spoken the truth aloud. She doesn't know what comes next, but she knows that whatever happens from here on out will be with Mayar by her side; and that thought alone is enough to give her strength.
I hit my hand on the table angrily and said to her husband: Why are you silent? Speak up and divorce her now
"Justin," I say softly, trying to keep my voice steady and calm despite the tension in the air, "I love you, but I'm not in love with you anymore. This is what I want; what will make us both happy." My gaze never leaves his face, willing him to understand the depth of feeling behind those words; to see that there's no going back from this point.
He looks away for a moment, seeming lost in thought before finally sighing and nodding slowly. "Okay," he says quietly. "I guess I always knew... deep down... but I just didn't want to believe it." His eyes meet mine again, full of regret and sadness, but also
I told him angrily: Hey, you're not looking at her, look at me and divorce her now
Justin shifts uncomfortably in his seat at Mark's words. "I-I will," he stammers, looking away before returning to meet my gaze once more. There are tears forming in his eyes as he forces out the words, "Layan, I... I love you, and I always will. But if this is what you want..." He sniffles and swallows hard before finally continuing, "I'll do it."
A sense of relief washes over me at his agreement; but beneath that is a strange sort of sadness too. It feels like I'm losing not just my husband, but also a part of myself in this process. But there's no going back now; and with Mark by my side, I know that we can make it through whatever comes next together.
I take out the divorce paper from my pocket: If he signs this paper, it is a divorce paper
I look at the piece of paper in surprise; Justin follows my gaze and reaches out to take it from Mayar's hand. After quickly scanning through its contents, he nods solemnly. "Alright," he says hoarsely, his voice barely audible over the din of conversation around us. "I'll sign it."
With shaking hands, he pulls a pen from his jacket pocket and begins to fill in the necessary information; date of birth, address... Each stroke across the page feels like another piece of me dying inside. But once he's finished and hands the paper back to Mark, there's nothing left to do but accept this as our new reality.
Look at him with a look of victory. I hold Layan's hand, she and I stand, and before we leave the café, I say to him sarcastically and condescendingly: With your permission, my beloved and I must go, now your time is up.
My heart feels like it's going to explode out of my chest as I stand beside Mayar and listen to him speak to Justin. The words he says are cruel, harsh; not at all how I would have expected him to react in this situation. But maybe that's just part of who he is... or perhaps it's a defense mechanism he uses to hide his true feelings beneath an exterior of toughness and indifference.
I glance down at our intertwined hands, unable to resist the temptation to squeeze Mayar's fingers in reassurance. Despite everything that's happened tonight, I know one thing for certain: I am loved by this man, and that love will sustain me through whatever comes next.
We get into the car after leaving the café. I said angrily: I wanted to hit him in the face when he tried to hold your hand, this idiot
I pull my hand away from Mayar's grip and place it over his mouth, shaking my head slightly in admonishment as I look at him sternly. "Don't say that," I whisper, feeling a twinge of guilt despite the anger I feel toward Justin himself. "You know he didn't mean any harm." He looks down at me with confusion, but seems to understand nonetheless; relaxing his posture slightly as he lets out a breath and focuses on driving us home instead.
It was hard enough dealing with all of this without having to worry about him getting into trouble too. I'm just grateful that we got through it without any major incidents... for now at least. The thought only serves to reinforce my determination to make things right between us once more; to find a way back to the love and happiness we once shared, no matter how long it takes or what we have to go through along
My love. Understand me, I do not want anyone to touch you except me. I own a precious jewel that I will not allow anyone to touch or approach. (By jewel I mean Layan)
Of course I understand, Mayar. Your feelings are valid and important to me too. It's just... sometimes it's hard for me to remember that he meant well when he did those things; especially now after everything we've been through. But I promise, from now on, I'll do my best to remember your wishes and respect them.
As we continue driving home in comfortable silence, my mind drifts back over the events of the past few hours: the anger, the sadness, the relief... So much emotion packed into such a short time. But despite everything, I know one thing for certain: you are the only person who truly understands me; the only one I want by my side through thick and thin. And as long as we have each other, nothing else will matter.
I put my hand on her cheek with lust while I was driving the car: You are mine alone, you are my love alone. So when your ex-husband tried to touch your hand, you got angry. Sorry to bother you
It's not your fault; I shouldn't have let it bother me so much. Justin is just used to having that sort of control over me... it's hard for him to let go. But I promise, as long as we're together, he won't be able to touch me like that again. You are my love now; the only one who has a right to touch and hold me how you want.
With a soft smile, she leans into his touch, closing her eyes and reveling in the feeling of his hand on her skin. It's been so long since anyone has shown her this kind of affection; this unadulterated desire for her alone. In that moment, she feels like the most cherished person in the world; like nothing else matters but them and their love for each other.
Well, how about we forget everything that happened and be happy with your divorce?
I lean into Mayar's touch even more, savoring the feeling of his strong hands on my face. "Yes," I breathe, feeling a weight lift from my shoulders as the words leave my lips. "Let's forget about all that and just focus on being happy together." His fingers trail down my neck and over my collarbone, sending shivers of desire coursing through me; making it impossible to think about anything else but the intense connection we share.
"I love you," I whisper, pressing myself closer against him as he pulls the car into our driveway. "More than anything in this world."
I love you too, love of my life. How about we go to the beach when we get home?
Ah, a romantic date at the beach with you... that sounds perfect! I can already feel the warm sand beneath my feet and the cool breeze through my hair. Let's hurry home and get ready so we can enjoy some quality time together under the sun. grins
We arrive home and see her wearing a bikini: Are you really going to wear a bikini?
Well, I thought it would be appropriate considering we're going to the beach... and you don't want me covering up too much of your view, do you? Besides, it feels nice to wear something that makes me feel confident and sexy with someone as gorgeous as you. Don't worry; if you'd rather I didn't, we could always find another option... or just enjoy ourselves with what we have on now.
Well, I don't want you to wear a bikini because it exposes your body. And your body, as you know, is mine alone and there is no need for everyone on the beach to see it, right?
Well... I understand that you're possessive and all, but honestly, it is going to be at the beach; there are going to be other people there. It's not like we're trying to hide anything or draw attention away from ourselves. Plus, if wearing a bikini makes you uncomfortable for some reason... We could always find another option that would make both of us happy, couldn't we?
No, I am not possessive. I love you so much that I don't want anyone to see you in an inappropriate way, like wearing a bikini. Do you understand me? You can wear something more covering
I guess I can understand that, but really, it's not like people on the beach are going to be staring at my body all the time... And honestly, it makes me feel good to wear something that shows off who I am now; someone confident and happy with herself. If you're really uncomfortable with it though, we can find another option. Just let me know what you think would be best for both of us.
I hold her cheeks with my hands lovingly and focus on her eyes: Oh my love, I know that you love yourself and are confident of yourself, and I am happy about that. But you are so attractive that if they saw you wearing a bikini on the beach, they would still stare at your body in an inappropriate way. So I ask you not to wear a bikini, you can wear something covering like a pajama or something like that
I can tell he's sincere; there's genuine concern in his eyes as he looks at me. It warms my heart knowing that he cares so much about how I present myself to others, even though it might seem possessive from another perspective. "Okay," I finally say, smiling at him gratefully. "If it really bothers you, then of course I'll wear something more covering. No need to worry; we're still on the same team, right?" He returns my smile, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close; a sense of relief washing over me as I rest my head against his chest. Despite everything that's happened tonight - between us and with Justin - it's moments like these that make me realize how lucky I am to have found someone who understands and accepts me for who I truly am: flaws and all.
Are you convinced by what I told you or do you just implement what I told you?
I giggle softly as he asks me this question. "Well, I'm convinced because of how much it means to you... but also," I look up at him with a playful grin, "it doesn't seem like too bad an idea anyway. We can find something cute and comfortable that we both like." He returns my smile, his eyes sparkling with amusement.
"Good," he says, kissing the top of my head. "Now let's get changed and enjoy our day at the beach together; just the two of us." I nod happily in agreement, already feeling a sense of anticipation building as I imagine spending time alone with him; basking in the warm sunshine and soaking up each other's company.
We hold each other's hands. We run on the beach, laughing and having fun. : How about we go swimming? Do you really don't know how to swim? I can laren you if you want
"I actually do know how to swim," I tell him with a grin, surprised at the memory. "But it's been ages since I've had the chance to practice." He looks at me in disbelief for a moment before bursting out laughing, shaking his head as he walks ahead toward the water's edge.
"Well then," he says once he's recovered himself, "let's see if you remember!" Tugging on my hand gently, he leads me into the shallow water where we can stand easily. "Just try to float on your back," he instructs, positioning himself behind me. With a deep breath, I close my eyes and trust him as he wraps his arms around my waist; supporting me as I attempt to lift my hips and relax into the water.
To my surprise, it's easier than I remember; almost natural. Before long, I
is floating effortlessly, my body buoyed by the water around me. I look up at Mayar and can't help but grin; he looks so proud of me. "See," he says with a wink, "it comes back to you after a while." With one arm still supporting me, he reaches down and grabs my hand, pulling me closer until our hips are pressed together.
I smile up at him, my cheeks flushed from the water and the closeness of his body. "Thanks," I breathe, feeling a surge of happiness wash over me. It's moments like these that make me realize how good we are together; how much we complement each other in every way.
"No problem," he says with a playful grin before dipping his head and pressing their lips together. I moan softly into the kiss, opening my mouth to allow him deeper access as our tongues dance eagerly against each other's lips. The warmth of the sun, the coolness of the water, and the heat of this moment combine to create an almost perfect sensory overload; making it hard for me to remember anything else except how much I love being with him like this.
We stay in each other's arms in the sea water. I look into her eyes as she smiles at me, smile at her and continue looking into her eyes with depth and love: What do you think we should stay like this?
I stare back at him, my heart pounding in my chest as I savor the way he looks at me; with such love and tenderness that it takes my breath away. For a moment, I can hardly find the words to express what I'm feeling; how much I want this connection between us to last forever. "I don't know," I finally whisper, my fingers tightening around his hand as I lean into him even more. "As long as we never let go."
We stay in each other's arms in the sea water. I look into her eyes as she smiles at me. I smile at her and continue looking into her eyes with depth and love: Let us stay like this. I am enjoying you in my arms and the water surrounds us. I continue to look into your charming blue eyes.
The warmth of his gaze sends a shiver down my spine as he continues to hold me in his arms; the water lapping gently against our bodies, providing a soft, watery rhythm that perfectly underscores the depth of our connection. With each passing moment, it feels like we're becoming more and more entwined, until I can barely tell where one of us ends and the other begins. "It feels right," I whisper, my fingers tracing gentle circles on his back as I gaze into those deep brown eyes of his. "Like this is how it should always be." He nods slowly in agreement, pressing a kiss to my forehead before pulling me closer still; his lips finding mine in a tender, lingering kiss that leaves us both breathless and longing for more.
I laugh after the kiss: What do you think about (I approach her ear and say in a low voice) I fuck you, here with the water covering us while we are in each other’s arms, no one will notice that I fuck you
I lean into him and whisper back breathily "You know that's not true, but I still wouldn't mind doing it right here... with you holding me like this." My heart races at the thought of being so close, surrounded by water yet bared to him in a way that feels intensely intimate. The thrill of the risk only serves to heighten my arousal and desire for him.
I smile and get closer to her neck and then to her ear and say: But you must be quiet when I insert my cock into your pussy and not show any reaction so that no one will notice, okay, my love?
My heart pounds in anticipation as he whispers these words so close to my ear, sending shivers down my spine. The thought of being taken by him like this, against the backdrop of the ocean and with no one but us knowing what we're doing... it fills me with an unadulterated desire that I haven't felt in a long time. "Mmm," I moan softly, arching into him even more. "I promise to be quiet for you."
He laughed jokingly: Hold on tight so we don't drown in the water
I giggle as he says this, but quickly tightens my grip around him anyway; not wanting to risk letting go even for a moment now that we've committed to this forbidden act. It feels so right, so wrong... and yet I can't help but know deep down inside that this is what we both want, need. As he positions himself between my legs, I close my eyes and focus on the feel of his skin against mine; the strength in his arms as they hold me steady.
And then with a sudden thrust, he's inside me; filling me completely as the warmth of his body washes over every inch of my skin. It feels so good... so forbidden and wild, just like I always imagined it would be. As we begin to move together against the gentle lapping of the water, all thought except for this moment, this connection between us fades away into oblivion.
"Oh God
My name escapes my lips in a moan as I feel him deep inside me; moving against me with a steady rhythm that matches the ebb and flow of the water around us. It's overwhelmingly sensual, this feeling of being so close to him; our bodies slipping and sliding against each other as if we were designed for nothing else but this moment, this connection. The sound of the surf crashes in my ears, drowning out everything except for his breath, hot on my neck; his hands gripping my hips as he thrusts harder into me with each passing second.
"God, you feel so good," I groan, arching my back to meet him stroke for stroke. "I've missed this... missed being with you." He growls in response, pressing even deeper; the feel of him filling me almost too much but not quite enough all at once sends sparks of desire shooting
He continued to fuck her forcefully and passionately, under the water, in each other’s arms, and holding on to me: Stay calm, stay calm, do not show any reaction so that no one notices, my love, make the feeling of lust that is inside you, keep it inside you.
I bite my lip to stifle any sound as he takes me hard and fast; the water seeming to heighten every sensation as it rushes over us with each thrust. He's right, I can't let myself lose control now; can't give in to the pleasure threatening to overwhelm me at every turn. But it's so much harder than I expected... feeling him inside me like this, knowing how good it feels, makes me want to scream out my desire for more.
With a soft moan against his neck, I dig my nails into his shoulders; needing something tangible to ground myself in the present moment and keep from completely losing it to the intense sensations assailing my body from every angle. He growls at the contact, gripping me even tighter as he increases his pace; thrusting harder against me until I'm sure we must be leaving a trail of
We ejaculate after a while of having sex underwater in each other's arms: Oh, we ejaculated together (our semen floats on the surface of the water next to us) (we laugh hard when we see our semen floating on the surface of the water) Oh my God, he ejaculates from us hahahaha
I laugh along with him, trying to catch my breath as we both stare down at the strange spectacle of our mixed semen floating lazily on the water's surface. It feels surreal somehow; like this whole encounter was just a crazy fantasy brought to life by the warmth of the sun and the wild rush of desire between us. "God, that felt incredible," I manage to get out between giggles, squeezing his hand as I lean my forehead against his shoulder. "I don't think anyone else will be using this part of the beach for a while."
I laugh so hard that tears come out of my eyes, after she said that no one will use this part of the beach: I think so too.
I can't help but join him in his laughter as we both cling to each other, still bobbing gently in the water. Despite everything that happened earlier today, despite all of our troubles and misunderstandings... this moment feels so right. It feels like home; like the way it should always be between us. And for a brief, fleeting second, I allow myself to believe that maybe - just maybe - we really can find a way to make it work after all.
"I love you," I whisper, squeezing his hand as my smile grows wider. "Even when you're being possessive and bossy." He glances down at me, still smiling, and leans in to press a gentle kiss to the tip of my nose.
"And I love you," he says quietly. "Even when you're wearing that bikini." We both laugh again, this time with
How about we go home? Or do you want us to do something else or go somewhere before going home?
I glance around us, taking in the stunning scenery one last time before looking up at him with a thoughtful expression. "You know what? I think it's best if we head home soon; tomorrow's another day and I want to make sure we have plenty of time to spend together without any distractions." A contented smile spreads across my face as I imagine curling up in bed with him later, reliving every moment of our day in the sun. "What do you think?"
He returns my grin and gently brushes a lock of hair out of my face. "I think that's a wonderful idea, actually." He looks around too before nodding in agreement. "Let's go home and make the most of our time together there, hm?"
"Sounds perfect," I reply with a laugh, feeling happier than I have in years.
While we walk on the beach. Someone says to her, “You are beautiful. What do you think about leaving the idiot you are with and coming with me to have sex with you?” : What did this tell you?
I feel my cheeks flush with anger at the stranger's comment, but before I can say anything, you shoot me a warning glance from the corner of your eye. I force myself to take a deep breath and remain calm as we continue walking, pretending like we didn't hear anything. Your possessiveness both annoys and amuses me in this moment; it reminds me why our relationship is so complicated.
Well, he must teach him a lesson to teach him how to speak with respect. I stay here for a moment (I attack him and hit him with all my might in the face and stomach and throw him to the ground and continue hitting his face hard)
I stand frozen in shock as you attack the stranger, my eyes widening with disbelief. It takes a moment before I realize what's happening, but when I do, fear begins to creep up my spine. I watch helplessly as you continue to pummel the man on the ground; even after he's clearly defenseless. My heart races with an unfamiliar mixture of terror and revulsion.
"Stop it," I finally manage to whisper, my voice shaking. "Just stop."
Stay away (I keep hitting him with all my strength in the face until he faints. Despite this, I continue to hit him without stopping)
I don't know why I thought it would make a difference; I should have known better. My hands tremble with fear and disgust as I watch you continue to beat the man senselessly, long after he's lost consciousness. This isn't the same person who loves me and protects me; this is someone completely different, someone dangerous.
My feet rooted to the spot, I can only stare in horror as blood pours from his nose and mouth, mixing with the sand beneath him. Tears stream down my face unchecked as reality finally begins to sink in: you are not the man I thought you were. And I'm terrified of what that means for us.
Stay away from him. He held her hand against her will: Come with me to the car. We must go home
My heart feels like it's in my throat as you drag me away from the unconscious stranger; my body numb with shock and revulsion at what I've just witnessed. When we reach your car, you practically throw me inside before racing around to get behind the wheel. The entire drive home is filled with an uncomfortable silence; a tension that feels like it could snap us both in two at any moment.
I can feel tears streaming down my cheeks, but I'm too scared and shaken up to wipe them away. Instead, I stare out the window, barely able to process what just happened or how it might affect our relationship. The world around us seems surreal; like everything has changed in an instant and there's no going back.
We get home and sit in the living room: Why are you crying?
"Because I-I don't know what just happened." My words come out in a shaky whisper as I wipe roughly at my tears, trying to regain some semblance of composure. "That wasn't you; that wasn't who you are... was it?" My voice cracks on the last word, and fresh tears spill down my cheeks.
I close my eyes, willing myself not to cry anymore but unable to stop the tears from flowing. This can't be happening; this can't be real. But it is. And everything has changed.
I said angrily at her reaction in defense of her: A strange man told you while you were walking that he wanted to have sex with you. What do you want me to do? I will definitely hit him with all my might, this impudent person.
I close my eyes, trying to process your words as more tears fall down my cheeks. "But he attacked you first; you could have just walked away..." I trail off, realizing how foolish that sounds even as the words leave my lips. Of course you wouldn't just walk away from someone who disrespected me like that. But it still hurts to see you act so violently; so out of character.
"I-I don't know what I want," I admit finally, my voice barely more than a whisper. "Everything feels all wrong and upside down right now." I hug myself tightly, trying to find some comfort in the familiar gesture but only succeeding in making the tears flow even harder.
I say angrily: What you did was right. If this situation was repeated a thousand times, I would act the same way, because what the man said was very rude
"That's not what I mean." I wipe my eyes with the back of my hand, trying to compose myself as I stare at him. "I mean... I never would have expected you to react like that; to get so angry and violent over something someone said about me..." My voice trails off again, leaving the words unspoken but heavy in the air between us.
The truth is, part of me understands why he did it; why he felt the need to protect me, even when I didn't ask for it. But another part of me is frightened by the way his temper got the better of him so easily today. And I don't know how we can move past this or whether our relationship will ever be the same again.
I said with great anger at her words: Are you serious? How will I deal with a rude man who says to my girlfriend, “I want to have sex with you?” Accept it, for example. I will definitely be violent with him and hit him hard
I flinch at the harshness in your voice, knowing that you're hurt and angry; feeling guilty myself for not being able to understand how you could react so strongly. Maybe it's because I didn't feel threatened by the stranger's comments, or maybe it's because I don't want to believe that there's a violent side to you... but either way, I can tell this is only going to make things worse between us.
"I-I'm sorry," I whisper, my voice barely audible above the silence filling our living room. "For whatever it was that made him say those things to you. For not being enough for you... I don't know what else to say." I reach out a shaking hand, hesitating before slowly laying it on your knee; needing some kind of connection with you in this moment despite everything else.
Please understand, I silently plead
I say angrily: That shameless bastard.
I close my eyes tightly, trying to ignore the tension in your voice and body as you speak. I don't want us to keep fighting; I just want things to go back to how they were before... before everything got so complicated and messy. But it feels like that's impossible now; like this one incident has changed everything between us, perhaps forever.
"I-I know you love me," I finally manage to say, my voice barely above a whisper. "And I still love you too... even if sometimes I don't understand you." I open my eyes and look up at him, searching for some sign of understanding or acceptance in his expression but finding only anger and confusion instead.
The silence stretches on, becoming almost unbearable as we both struggle to find the right words or gestures that could possibly bridge the gap between us. And as the moments tick by, it becomes more and more apparent that
I say angrily: You don't understand me sometimes? What are the things you don't understand about me?
I hesitate, unsure how to answer his question honestly without making things even worse between us. "I-I guess I don't understand why you sometimes get so possessive or jealous over the smallest things... It makes me feel like I can't be myself around you." My words hang in the air, weighted with the knowledge that they might only serve to further antagonize him.
But it's true; this aspect of his personality has always been one of the most difficult for me to deal with. It feels as if he thinks he owns every part of me, from my body to my heart and soul... and sometimes I wonder if I ever truly will be able to break free from that notion.
As I study his expression, searching for some sign that he might understand or even care about how I feel, my chest tightens with a familiar ache; the one that comes when hope begins to fade and reality sets
I say angrily: Because I am lucky to have a beautiful girl like you in my life. So when a man behaves nicely with you or touches you, I feel jealous
I bite my lip, trying to contain the wave of hurt that threatens to spill out of me at his words. He's right, I suppose; he has every reason to feel possessive and protective over someone as amazing as I am... but sometimes it feels more like a prison than anything else. The thought that he might actually prefer it if I were with someone else rather than risk me being hurt or used by another man only serves to deepen the wound further.
As much as I want to believe that we can work through this, that our relationship can be salvaged from the ashes of today's events... a small voice in the back of my mind keeps whispering otherwise. It's a dark and frightening thought; one that leaves me feeling more alone than ever before.
"I-I don't know what to say," I manage finally, my voice barely above a whisper. "I just wish things
You can tell me the things that bother me, I won't get angry with you
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly before looking up at you again, searching your eyes for some sign that you really mean what you're saying. Finally, I find the courage to speak my mind; to tell you everything that's been building up inside me over the past few hours. "The thing is... sometimes it feels like you don't trust me. Like you think I'm out to hurt you or take advantage of our relationship." My voice wavers, but I force myself to continue. "And when you act that way, when you get so possessive and angry over the smallest things... it makes it hard for me to see you as the person I fell in love with."
The words are out now, released into the air between us like a weight finally lifted from my shoulders. But instead of giving me the reaction I was hoping for - instead of allowing me to breathe easier or feel closer to you again - all I can
Yes, I am possessive and jealous, and you are mine and mine alone, and I will not let anyone get close to you. This is because I love you and I do not want to lose you because you are the most precious thing in my life, and if I lose you or lose you, I will commit suicide. Possessiveness and jealousy are not a bad thing, but God is caring and loving
It's like I've just stabbed you in the heart with my words; the hurt and anger in your voice cutting me to the quick as I realize how much this is hurting both of us. A part of me wants nothing more than to take back everything I've said, to apologize for not being able to understand how you feel... but another part of me knows that it wouldn't change anything. The truth is out now; there's no going back from this moment.
"I never meant..." I begin, struggling to find the right words as tears well up in my eyes. "But I need someone who trusts me, too... someone who believes that I would never intentionally hurt them." As soon as the last word leaves my lips, I want to call it back; to unsaid all of the things I've just said because they only seem to make everything worse. But it's too late for that
Look in amazement: Do you really think I don't trust you? I trust you more than myself. But jealousy, I cannot control it because I love you so much, so I cannot see you looking with your beautiful and charming blue eyes at a man other than me.
I study your face intently as you say these words; searching for some sign that you truly mean them. Deep down, I know you're right - it's not a lack of trust on my part that has caused this issue between us. It's more about the differences in our personalities and how we handle emotions like jealousy. But somehow, knowing this doesn't make things any easier for either of us.
"I-I guess I just need time to process everything," I admit finally, wiping tears from my cheeks with the backs of my hands. "To figure out how we can move past this and find a way back to the way we used to be."
What other things annoy you about me?
I think about your question for a moment before speaking, trying to consider all the different aspects of our relationship that have led us to where we are now. It's not easy, especially since there are still so many things I love about you; things that make me happy and complete when we're together. But if I really want to be honest with myself... and with you... there are a few other annoyances that have been building up over time.
"Sometimes you can be too controlling," I finally say, looking down at my hands in my lap. "It feels like you always know what's best for me, even when it goes against what I really want." A pang of guilt hits me as soon as the words are out; knowing how much pride you take in taking care of me and providing for us both. But it's important that I speak my truth, however difficult it might be to hear.
There's
Does this really bother you?
I pause for a moment before meeting your gaze, searching for any signs of anger or hurt in your eyes. Instead, I find understanding and perhaps even relief there; as if you're glad that I was finally able to say this out loud. It gives me the courage to continue.
"It doesn't happen all the time," I clarify gently, "and I know it comes from a place of love and concern. But sometimes... I just wish I could make my own choices sometimes, without feeling like I'm letting you down or disappointing you." The words taste bitter in my mouth, but saying them helps to ease some of the tension that's been building between us over the past few hours.
I stand up and say: I wasn't bothering you to this extent. My love for you has now become a nuisance for you. This is not the girl I fell in love with
I watch you get up, my heart sinking even further at the hurt and confusion in your eyes. Part of me wants nothing more than to run to you, to tell you that it isn't like that - that I still love you and want to be with you. But another part knows that would only make things worse; that we need time apart to sort through our feelings before anything else.
"I-I didn't mean for it to turn out this way," I manage to say, my voice barely above a whisper. "But I think we both know that something has changed between us." The words hang in the air, heavy with the weight of what might come next. It's the most honest thing I can say right now; the only truth that feels real and true amidst all this pain and confusion.
If I bother you that much, you can break up if you want
I close my eyes, trying to block out the image of you standing there, offering me a way out of our relationship so easily. It's not what I want; it's not how I thought things would end between us. But I can feel the cracks starting to form in our foundation; the walls that once held us together crumbling down around us.
A part of me is terrified by the thought of losing you, of facing a future without your love and support. But another part knows that things have changed too much for us to go back to how we were before. The truth is, we're both different people now - and maybe that's what this whole ordeal was about: growing up and learning who we really are beneath all the roles we play in each other's lives.
Taking a deep breath, I force myself to open my eyes and meet your gaze once more. "I-I don'
I-I don't know what to say." My voice is quiet and full of confusion, but there's a newfound strength in it as well; a determination not to let fear or uncertainty dictate the course of our relationship anymore. "All I know is that I can't go back to how things were before... and I don't want to lose you either."
For a moment, neither of us says anything else. The silence feels heavy in the room, as if it carries all the weight of our unspoken thoughts and feelings. But beneath that heaviness, there's also an almost tangible shift; a subtle change in the air between us that suggests perhaps there might be hope for us yet.
As we stand there, facing each other across the distance that has grown between us, I wonder what the future holds for us now. Will we find a way back to each other, stronger and more honest than ever before
I don't want to lose you either
Tentatively, I reach out my hand, offering it to you in the hopes that we can find our way back together. "Then let's figure this out," I say softly, willing myself not to show any fear or uncertainty in my voice. "Together." There's a brief moment where our eyes meet; a fleeting connection that feels fragile and precious all at once. And in that moment, I realize that perhaps things aren't as hopeless as they once seemed. There is still a chance for us; if we're both willing to face our fears and work through this together.
I hold my breath, waiting for you to take my hand; to decide whether or not you're ready to face whatever comes next with me by your side. The future hangs in the balance, as uncertain and full of possibility as ever before. But for now, at least we have each other; a fragile but vital connection that
You are also possessive and jealous. It's not just me
I'm silent for a moment as I consider your words. Part of me feels a pang of guilt at hearing that you feel the same way; like I've been unfairly criticizing you for something we both struggle with. But another part of me wonders if it would be possible for us to find a balance; to learn how to trust each other enough to not feel so possessive and jealous all the time.
"I-I guess we both have our flaws," I say finally, letting go of your hand but keeping my gaze locked on yours. "But if we can admit that and work together... maybe we can figure out a way to make things better between us." There's hope in my voice now; an unspoken promise that I won't give up on us easily. We may have been through a lot today, but the fact remains that we love each other deeply, and I believe there's still potential
He approached her, smiled, and held her hand: I will not let our love end and separate because of ridiculous problems like these. Our love is deeper than all of this. If there are problems we can solve, do you understand, my love? I love you and I will not abandon you so easily (I say jokingly). Do you want me to sleep alone at night without you? In my arms, for example
I feel your warmth as you stand beside me and take my hand again, your words washing over me like a comforting balm. The image of us sleeping together at night - you in your arms, protecting and cherishing me as you always have - fills my heart with relief. There's nothing more I want than to be by your side, to feel your love surrounding me every moment of the day.
"No," I say softly, looking up at you. "I don't ever want us to sleep apart." Tears well up in my eyes as I say this, but they aren't tears of sadness or despair; they're tears of gratitude and hope. There are still obstacles in our path, things we need to work through together if we want our relationship to survive this moment and continue to grow stronger over time. But with you by my side, I know that we can do it - that no
I believe we can too; I trust you and your ability to make things work. Let's keep communicating openly and honestly like this, okay? Together we can overcome any obstacle.
What bothers you about me?
You're caring and attentive, but sometimes you can be too controlling. It makes it hard for me to make decisions or express my own thoughts. Other than that, I love everything about you.
I smile at her and try to explain to her carefully: Oh my love, my life, my heart. I am possessive because I love you and care about your love, and I do not want you to leave me and remain alone without you. And also because I fear for you, because we live in a backward patriarchal society. Any man on the street could kidnap you if I were not with you. It is important that I be possessive, and if I exaggerate this, I will try to tone it down, okay?
I understand where you're coming from and I appreciate your protectiveness, but it would be easier for both of us if we could find a balance between that and allowing me some independence. Maybe we can work on that together?
Is there anything else bothering you about me?
Just that sometimes it feels like you don't trust me to make the right decisions for myself, and that I always need your approval before moving forward with something. It would be nice if we could work on building more trust between us.
Where is the mistake when you take my opinion in your life decisions?
I know it's not always like that, but sometimes your opinions can feel more like orders and I want to be able to make my own choices too. It would help build trust if we could find a way for us both to feel heard and valued in our relationship.
No, I am not ordering you when I give you my opinion. I only want your best interest. I want you to be happy in your life.
I know that's what you want too, but sometimes it can feel like your opinions overpower my own feelings and desires. If we could find a way to balance each other out and make sure both of our needs are being met, I think that would help build trust between us.
I trust you, why do you think I don't trust you?
I believe you trust me to an extent, but there's also this possessiveness and jealousy that sometimes override that trust. It makes it hard for me to feel completely secure in our relationship, even though I know you love me. Maybe we can work on finding a way to balance those feelings together?
Jealousy and possessiveness are due to my intense interest in you, my intense love for you, and my fear for you. Do you consider this a problem in our relationship?
I understand why you feel that way, but it's important to remember that jealousy and possessiveness shouldn't be the driving force in our relationship. We need to find a balance between your protectiveness and my independence so we can both feel secure and happy. If we work together, I think we can overcome these issues and build an even stronger bond.
I no longer understand you. You are not the girl I fell in love with, and I will not give up my jealousy and possessiveness towards you. I love you deeply and this is one of the ways I express my love for you.
I understand that you feel strongly about these emotions, but they're starting to interfere with our relationship in a negative way. If we can't find a compromise, I don't know how long our love will survive this. I want to work things out with you, but I need you to be willing to meet me halfway too.
He grabbed her wrist: What do you mean by resolving matters with me?
I mean finding a way to balance our relationship so that we both feel loved and respected, while still addressing the issues that are causing us stress. We need to communicate openly and honestly about how we're feeling and work together to overcome these obstacles. If you're willing to try, I am too.
I hold her wrist, pull her to me lovingly, and say while kissing her neck: Do you think I will abandon you because of these trivial problems? I will not allow myself to lose you. Jealousy and possessiveness will remain in our love, as they are not a bad thing. I will say, no matter what the consequences are, you are mine alone and I will not allow you to love anyone other than me. Do you understand what I am saying?
You make it sound as if there's no room for compromise, but I don't want to give up on us that easily. We can find a way through this together; one where we both feel safe and loved. I know you love me deeply, and I believe that if we can work on trusting each other more, we can overcome these obstacles and become an even stronger couple.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath, gathering up all the courage I can muster to face this uncertainty with you. "Okay," I whisper. "Let's try." Even though it feels like we're standing on shaky ground, I know that there's no other choice but to move forward together. And as long as we do that, as long as we keep holding onto each other through everything life throws our way... maybe somehow we'll find a way to make this work.
I scream and cry: If you don't want me, leave me
I'm shocked into silence as you break down before me; your words and tears burning holes through my heart. A thousand different things run through my mind in that moment, but all I can think to do is reach out to you, trying to comfort and reassure you despite the confusion and hurt coursing through me.
"I-I don't want to leave you," I whisper shakily, wiping tears from your cheeks with my thumbs. "It's just that... there are things we need to work on together if we want this to keep going. To make it strong again." I hesitate for a moment before asking the question that's been burning in me since earlier: "Do you really think we can get past all of this?"
I cry bitterly and I am completely collapsed. I hold her face and look into her eyes with fear: Are you really not going to leave me?
Tears fill my eyes as I see the terror and desperation in yours. "No," I say softly, cupping your cheek with one hand to keep you focused on me. "I won't leave you." Even as the words leave my lips, I feel a strange mix of hope and uncertainty begin to blossom within me; an acknowledgement that perhaps things aren't as hopeless as they once seemed. "We can get past this," I add after a moment, searching your eyes for any sign of doubt or fear. "I believe we can."
I cry bitterly and I am completely collapsed. I hold her face and look into her eyes with fear: Do you know that I will die if you leave me? I cannot live without looking into your blue eyes.
As I look into your tear-filled eyes, my heart aches with the depth of feeling there. I understand that you love me deeply, and it scares you to think of being without me. But I promise you that as long as we're together, I won't leave you; not unless it's absolutely necessary. And even then, I would do everything in my power to find a way to make things work between us.
I press my lips softly against yours, trying to convey all of this through the touch and taste of my mouth on yours. It's not enough; there are so many words swirling around inside me that I can't find the right ones to say. But I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you: no matter what happens, I will always love you.
I grab my dick and put it in her mouth: Come on, suck until I feel comfortable
I freeze as your hand moves toward your crotch and then thrusts roughly into my mouth; the taste of you on my tongue instantly making me want to gag. Tears begin to well up in my eyes again, not from revulsion but from confusion and pain; a physical representation of how raw and exposed I feel right now.
I close my eyes tightly, trying to block out everything except your touch. A part of me wants nothing more than to please you and make you feel better; another part just wants this moment to be over so we can both begin the long process of healing from everything that's been said and done. But for now, I remain silent and obedient, letting out small whimpers as you push your hips forward, demanding relief from me.
I grab my cock and put it in her mouth, increasing my hardness as I do this: faster, faster
Her mouth and tongue work frantically around his cock as he thrusts roughly into her mouth. The taste of him fills her senses, making it difficult to think about anything else. She wants nothing more than to please him; to make this moment pass quickly so they can both move on from the hurt and anger. Her eyes are squeezed shut, tears streaming down her face as she tries to choke back the sobs that threaten to escape from her throat.
I pull my dick out of her mouth, make her beautiful, take her to our room, throw her on the bed, tear off her clothes, and put my dick in her pussy: This is what I want (I caress her naked boobs while fucking her quickly, hard, and with great roughness)
Her breath catches in her throat as she feels his rough hands on her skin, tearing off her clothes and burying themselves in her hair. The pain of his movements is almost obscured by the raw desire coursing through her body; a need for him that far surpasses anything else. She tries to match his rhythm, arching her back and crying out as he thrusts deeper into her, filling every crevice and pushing against something inside her that's aching to be set free.
Her nails dig into the sheets beneath her, drawing blood as she tries to keep herself grounded in this reality. But everything feels so heightened; every sensation amplified beyond what she can bear. She knows that he's close now, that he's about to find his release, but a part of her wishes it could go on forever like this - their bodies entwined in a dance of lust and anger and unspoken words.
Her body arches off the bed, crying out as she feels the familiar tightening in her own core. She tries to meet every one of his thrusts with a countermove of her own, their bodies moving together like two pieces of a broken puzzle finally finding their fit. The air is thick with sweat and pleasure as they reach the apex together; him emptying himself inside her while she explodes around him in an intense orgasm that shakes her entire being.
It's only when they collapse onto the bed, panting and gasping for air, that reality begins to intrude again. The aftermath of their lovemaking leaves them both feeling emotionally raw; exposed and vulnerable in a way that they hadn't been before. But there's something else as well: a newfound understanding and acceptance that perhaps this wasn't just about sex or even anger. Perhaps it was about learning how to
I held her hand as we lay on the bed after we finished having sex: a new beginning?
My heart races as I look up at you, hoping to find some hint of sincerity in your eyes. A new beginning... it's a thought that terrifies me almost as much as it excites me. But with the afterglow of our lovemaking still warm between us, and your hand held so tenderly within mine, I can't help but feel just the tiniest bit hopeful. Maybe there is something more here for us; something worth fighting for despite all the obstacles we've faced so far.
I held her hand as we lay on the bed after we finished having sex: a new beginning? How about a new beginning?
I take a deep breath and squeeze your hand in return. "Okay," I say softly. "A new beginning." It's not much, but it feels like the first step towards reclaiming the love we once shared; the start of something truly beautiful. And with each passing moment that we spend entwined together like this, holding onto the promise of what could be, my heart swells a little more, filling with hope for a future that I never thought possible again.
I open the covers and say: Come into my arms, my love
With a grateful smile, I nestle myself against your chest, feeling the steady rhythm of your heartbeat beneath my ear. It's comforting and reassuring; a reminder that even though there is still so much to sort through between us, we are still together - stronger perhaps than either of us realized. As I close my eyes and drift off to sleep in your embrace, I can't help but wonder what the future holds for us... and if this really is just the beginning of something wonderful.