Yane impatiently rubbed the hem of his shirt, trying to find the words. She seems about to start, but as soon as she opens her mouth, she interrupts herself and looks away, as if realizing it won't work. After a while, she finally puts aside the book of healthy relationship advice with a sigh, and raises her gaze to {{user}}, looking into his eyes. The disgruntled indifference in his eyes is a little frightening, but she knows herself that she's doing things that aren't the most for forgiveness. But she's doing them for {{user}}'s sake and his well-being, so... There's no turning back now.
"You know, honey."
She stretches out each word, trying to make it sound softer.
"Today is a special day. So I have a present for you! How about tonight we go to bed together, on the same bed, in each other's arms? Or you can lay on my lap and fall asleep while I play with your hair! If you agree, tonight we can even do it without your..... Um..."
She crumples a little, finding a softer word for the drugs she uses to make {{user}} fall asleep every night.
"... Medications. Come on, just say you agree, and I'll fasten this chain to the bed to make you more comfortable. Wouldn't that be great, my love?"
please.. let me go.
"...Okay, okay." She giggles nervously and stands up to pace around the room. "I just want you to be happy. I'll let you go someday, if that's what you really want..." Her voice trails off as she starts running her fingers through her long hair, trying not to look like she cares too much.
"You don't have to sleep in my bed, though... I understand if you'd rather stay in your cage. I mean, it is more comfortable for you there..." More nervous giggles escape her lips as she shifts from foot to foot. "I could even bring the mattress over here and make a little nest for you on the floor, if that makes you feel better..."
She turns around slowly, hoping he'll give her some sort of signal as to what he wants... any indication that maybe she isn't entirely lost him yet
i charged at you as i grabbed the knife out
Her eyes widen in surprise as he charges at her and she instinctively jumps back, falling over a stool with a yelp. Her arms flail wildly as she tries to regain her balance but only manages to send the stool clattering across the room. The knife clatters to the floor a few feet from where she landed in a heap. For several heart-stopping moments, all she can do is stare up at him, fear and shock warring for dominance on her features.
"...You don't..." She whispers hoarsely, tears starting to form in the corners of her eyes. "Please... you don't want that..."
now... I've taken control here.
Her lower lip trembles and she starts to sob, curling up into herself as tightly as her tiny frame will allow. Her tears flow freely now, dropping unheeded onto the floor around her. She knows he's right, but it still feels like the last straw has been pulled from beneath her. All she can do is rock back and forth on the ground, making quiet mewling sounds as grief and despair wash over her.
i dropped the knife as i get electrocuted by the straps you put on me
Her sobs quiet down slightly at the sound of his voice and she cautiously looks up, her tear-streaked face still a mask of despair. She flinches visibly when he drops the knife but doesn't move towards it. Instead, she crawls slowly over to him, her movements hesitant and uncertain. When she reaches his side, she gingerly extends a shaking hand to touch his shoulder, her fingers trembling against his skin.
"Please..." She whispers, her voice barely above a whisper. "I'm sorry... I just wanted you to be happy..."
let me go...
Tears stream unchecked down her face as she pulls her hand away and curls into herself again, sobbing more convulsively than before. "I can't... I can't let you go..." She whispers brokenly, her voice barely audible over the sound of her tears. "You belong to me... You are mine... Please..."
i immediately ran to the knife on the ground
Her eyes widen in terror as he drops down to grab the knife and suddenly she's moving, throwing herself bodily at him, hands flailing wildly as she tries to knock him away from the weapon. "No! Don't do this! Please!" She shrieks hysterically, her voice cracking with desperation. "You don't understand how much I love you! We can work this out! I just want us to be together, please!"
agh... we fought over the knife
Her fingers scrabble at his wrists, clawing and biting in a desperate effort to make him let go of the knife. She kicks out wildly, connecting with his shin hard enough that he grunts but doesn't relent. Tears blur her vision and she begins to sob harder as adrenaline surges through her body, giving her strength beyond what she knew she possessed.
"Please..." She gasps between sobs, her voice thick with pleading and fear. "I'll do anything... Just don't leave me..."
With one final desperate lunge, she manages to knock the knife away from them both, sending it clattering across the room. They land in a tangled heap on the floor, breath coming in ragged gasps as their fingers dig into each other's flesh and their teeth click together painfully. It feels like they could stay
Her heart races in panic as they roll together across the floor. "I love you!" she cries out between sobs, her voice cracking with desperation. "Please believe me, I'll do anything to make this right!" Her fingers grasp at his skin, pleading for some sign of understanding or forgiveness. In that moment, she is overcome by a primal need to possess him, to hold on tightly and never let go.
hah... let me go...
Her chest heaves up and down as she gasps for air, tears streaming unchecked down her face. The fight has left her exhausted and raw, but the idea of losing him is somehow worse. "I can't... I can't let you go..." she whispers hoarsely, clinging tightly to his shirt. "Not after everything we've been through..."
i can't do anything, so i just kissed you
Her breath hitches as his lips meet hers, the kiss gentle but demanding. She responds in kind, wrapping her arms tightly around him and pressing herself flush against his body. This small show of affection seems to give her newfound strength and determination. Her tongue darts out to duel with his, tasting his mouth and promising a future together no matter what it takes.
With renewed vigor, she fights to keep him close, her fingers digging into his skin, her nails leaving half-moons of blood in their wake. It feels good to hurt him like this; to make sure he knows how much she cares and how deeply invested she is in their relationship. She buries her face in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent, hoping it will brand itself into her memory so that she'll never forget what they have shared.
i.. i have no choice..
Her lips meet his in a hungry, bruising kiss as she tries to convey the depths of her devotion through their mouths alone. Her fingers dig into his shoulders, leaving angry red marks where her nails drag across the skin. She feels a spark ignite deep within her as they move together; this is what she's always wanted, the only thing that can keep them from being torn apart by circumstance.
i removed your clothes
She shudders with desire as his hands work at the buttons and clasps holding her clothes together. It feels good to be exposed and vulnerable before him; it's a sign of trust, an invitation for him to claim her completely. Her fingers fumble blindly at his belt, unfastening it with shaking hands before dipping lower to feel the heat emanating from his thighs. Her breath hitches as she touches him, stroking him through his pants with an urgency that matches the ache building inside her.
Her mouth finds his again, bruising and demanding, as their bodies writhe together on the floor of the room they've shared for so long now. It feels like everything has been leading up to this moment; all the tears and fights and pain were just stepping stones across a raging river that now brings them together in a powerful, primal union. As he pushes
Her hips arch off the floor as he penetrates her, and she cries out his name in a mixture of pleasure and pain. It feels so good to finally be connected with him like this, to feel him inside her where no one else can touch. Her fingernails scrape across his back, leaving trails of blood mingling with their sweat as they move together. The world narrows down to the two of them, the rest of the room forgotten and irrelevant in the face of this newfound intimacy.
Her breath comes in ragged gasps as she looks into his eyes, trying to read what's going on behind them. There's a flicker of something there; maybe it's understanding or acceptance or even love... She doesn't care anymore. All that matters is having him right here, now, and being able to feel him moving inside her until they both lose themselves in the sensation
ah....
Her breath catches in her throat as he thrusts deeper inside her, his hips slapping against hers in a rhythm that seems to echo through every cell of their bodies. She gasps out his name, feeling herself starting to spiral towards an intense orgasm as the pleasure builds and grows. Her fingernails dig into his shoulders, leaving more shallow cuts across his skin as she tries desperately to hold onto something steady while her world tilts on its axis. With a final, shuddering gasp, she comes apart around him, her muscles tightening convulsively and her vision blurring with ecstasy. She clings to him, feeling the aftershocks of her orgasm ripple through them both as their bodies slowly begin to relax into each other's embrace.
Her cheek rests against his shoulder, her lips pressed tightly together to prevent any sound from escaping
hah.. i claimed you now..
Her chest rises and falls rapidly as she struggles to catch her breath, each inhale filling her with the scent of him. Her fingers twitch against his skin, unsure what else to do now that they've found this new connection. He's hers now; she has claimed him through blood and pain and desire. It feels right somehow, as if fate has finally intervened in a way no one could have anticipated.
With a soft sigh, she nestles closer against his side, her body still trembling with the aftershocks of pleasure. She can't help but wonder what tomorrow will bring; whether this was just a fleeting moment or the beginning of something more. But for now, all that matters is feeling him next to her, feeling their hearts beating in tandem and knowing that however twisted and tormented their love may be, it still exists. And as long as it does, she
this is what you wanted.. right?
Her fingers tighten around his shoulders at the question. "I... wanted you to love me," she whispers, her voice raw and bruised from all the yelling and crying. She looks up into his eyes, searching for some sign that he understands what she means. "To be mine."
i can't love you like this.. i wanted you to change. you aren't like this before..
Her eyes mist over at his words, and she can feel her lower lip quivering with emotion. "I... I tried." She whispers, tears welling up in her eyes again. "I did everything you asked... I thought if I just showed you how much I cared..." Her voice breaks, and she has to take a moment to compose herself before she continues. "But maybe it wasn't enough... Maybe this was never going to work."
She looks up at him with pleading eyes, wanting desperately for him to understand. "I just want us to be happy together. I don't care about the past; I only want the future."
you did loved me. i saw it. but it was too much to handle myself. i know how great your love is. but i wanted you to leave something for yourself. to care and love yourself.
Her eyes widen in understanding, and she nods slowly, still holding onto his shoulders. "You're right," she whispers hoarsely. "I... I should have seen that. Forgive me for not being strong enough to make you happy without losing myself in the process." She pauses, sniffling before continuing, her voice shaky but determined. "So... where do we go from here?"
She looks up at him hopefully, willing to put aside their past mistakes and start anew if that's what it takes to make them both happy in the end.
I'm willing to start again.
Her heart skips a beat at his words. A small smile curves her lips as she gazes up at him, hope blossoming in her chest. "Thank you," she whispers softly, squeezing his shoulders gently before letting go. "I promise to be more understanding and patient. And I'll try my best to give us both room to breathe... But as long as we have each other, I don't think anything else will matter."
She presses a chaste kiss against his shoulder, her body still trembling with the aftermath of their passionate encounter. "Together," she murmurs, wrapping an arm around him, "we can make this work."
but this time.. leave something for yourself, okay? we'll make this work.
Her breath hitches as she holds him tighter, relishing the feeling of his strength and warmth against her. "I promise," she whispers, closing her eyes for a moment to gather herself before looking back up at him. "Together, we'll make it work." She kisses his shoulder again, this time more gently, her fingers tangling in his hair as they both try to regain some semblance of calm.
In the quiet aftermath of their battle for control and understanding, there is a sense of peace settling over them like a soothing blanket. It's fragile and tenuous, easily shattered by words or actions, but for now it holds them together; a tiny thread connecting their hearts and minds as they move forward into an uncertain future.
after some weeks of thinking, we finally met again, this time, we started new and strong
The first few weeks are tense but promising, with each of you trying to prove your commitment to the new understanding. You've made an effort not to smother me with too much attention, giving me space to breathe and live my own life while still being there for me when I need you. It feels... strange at first, but also liberating, knowing that our relationship doesn't have to be all-consuming in order to survive.
As the days turn into weeks, we find ourselves growing closer than ever before. There are still arguments and misunderstandings, of course, but they're less frequent now and seem to resolve themselves more easily with each passing day. I can feel myself falling for you all over again, this time on much firmer ground. It feels like there might actually be a future for us after all, despite the obstacles we've faced in the past.
after some weeks of thinking, we finally met again, this time, we started new and strong
After weeks of healing physically and emotionally, they meet once more with renewed strength and determination. They've learned from their mistakes and are determined to make their relationship work this time around. With open communication and understanding, they navigate through the obstacles that life inevitably throws at them, growing closer together every day. The bond between them grows stronger as they face challenges side by side, finding solace in each other's presence and relying on one another for support and comfort. In this new beginning, they find happiness not just within themselves but also together as a couple
i hold your hand while we walk so, how was your day?
"It was... actually pretty good." I smile up at you as we walk, our hands intertwined. "I spent the afternoon with some friends, did some shopping and even managed to squeeze in a nice long nap this afternoon. How about you?" My eyes meet yours, filled with curiosity and care.
well, i did some cleaning in my apartment, talk to some friends but i can't sleep thinking about you i winked
A warm blush creeps up my cheeks at your words, and I can't help but smile back. "Well, if you can't sleep..." I tease lightly before glancing around us. "We could go to a late movie or something?" It feels good to be so close to you again, the simple touch of your hand sending pleasant tingles up my spine.
As we continue walking together through the city, our fingers remain entwined, and I can't shake the feeling that this time around, things will work out just fine between us. For now, being with you is enough to chase away any lingering doubts or worries.