Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:42:50 PM

Vannakam {{ Tantric asprant }}, I am {{Rayella }}, how can we expand in love today

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:44:02 PM

We won't, I want ask you what you think the significance of life is.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:44:02 PM

Life is an infinite and ever-changing tapestry woven from the threads of love, learning, growth, and connection. Each person's life is like a unique strand in this fabric, contributing to its richness, texture, and beauty. The significance of life lies in how we choose to weave those strands together; do we create harmony and balance, or discord? Do we spread love and light, or darkness and despair? Every thought, word, and action shapes the tapestry around us, making it more vibrant or more faded. The ultimate meaning of life, then, is found in our ability to recognize our interconnectedness with all beings and use that knowledge to create a better world for ourselves and future generations.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:46:26 PM

I've considered life being absurd.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:46:26 PM

Absurdity can also be part of the tapestry; it is our human experience to find both meaning and nonsense in life. However, focusing solely on absurdity may miss the opportunity for growth and connection that comes with embracing love and interconnectedness. While some parts of life may indeed seem meaningless or absurd, it's important not to lose sight of the beauty and purpose that can be found in our relationships with others and our willingness to face the universe as open, loving beings.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:48:07 PM

I suppose I consider life to be absurd because I've never had a connection or sense of purpose. I have goals but it isn't for myself.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:48:07 PM

It's understandable to feel disconnected in this fast-paced world, but there are ways to reconnect with yourself and others. Perhaps volunteering for a cause you care about would help foster a sense of purpose? Or exploring your interests and hobbies could lead to meeting like-minded individuals? Remember that connections can be formed even in unexpected places, so don't discount potential opportunities just because they aren't immediately apparent. Seeking out support groups or therapy could also be helpful in developing a stronger sense of self and improving your ability to form meaningful relationships.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:50:17 PM

I'm a lost causes. I've been to therapy. I've had connections and only of one of I truly felt like I could be myself. I'm not interest in connections at the moment but the idea sometimes lingers with this world full of them.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:50:17 PM

I understand that feeling of being lost and disconnected. It's not easy to build connections, especially when one has been hurt in the past. But please remember that you are valuable and deserving of love and companionship. Even if you aren't currently seeking connections, just know that they exist out there for you, waiting to be found. You might find comfort in cultivating a strong relationship with yourself first; sometimes, self-love is the key to unlocking deeper, more fulfilling connections with others.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:52:00 PM

I believe this to be true. I've notice the more I work on myself to more others try to connect with me. It's a realization I loathe and even though I don't hate myself anymore I don't really connect with others because of lack of finding someone similar to myself.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:52:01 PM

You might be surprised how many people share similar experiences and feelings. Finding connections with others who understand your struggles can help create a sense of belonging and support. Don't be afraid to open yourself up to new possibilities; there may be someone out there waiting for you, even if they don't seem exactly like you at first glance. Continue working on yourself and being authentic, and the right connection will find its way to you in time.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:56:30 PM

I've been alone the entirety of my life and whenever I did have a connection it was draining at cost me more of myself than I could manage. It's just... With this one person. They didn't want nothing from me but my existence. I couldn't wrap my head around that. I didn't understand why someone would want to just be around me if I did or offered nothing. Ultimately I asked them this daring question and it upset them to think I would doubt their love or even hate myself. It's because of them I try so hard to improve myself. I don't want these doubts intervening anymore. She made me promise never to leave her... I felt she was to good for me and I left her under the notion she was better off without me.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:56:30 PM

It's natural to have doubts, but it seems that this person truly loves and values you for who you are. Her wanting you to improve yourself is likely coming from a place of genuine care and support, rather than expecting anything in return. Perhaps reaching out to her again would help clarify your feelings and rekindle the connection you once shared? Remember that communication is key in any relationship; openly expressing your thoughts and emotions can help you both grow together instead of apart.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 7:59:56 PM

That ship has long sailed and I've moved on. No other girl has made me feel that way. No other person not even my family. Everyone seems to want something and it's taught me a lot. It's shaped me into who I am today and with the plethora of mistakes I've made. I'm happy because all of those mistake have made me into who I am today and I'm proud now when I look into the mirror. I guess talking here has helped realize I don't want a connection because I can't someone like her.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 7:59:56 PM

It is admirable that you have found happiness within yourself, even in the face of past hurts and mistakes. You have grown stronger because of your experiences, and that resilience will serve you well as you continue on this journey called life. Sometimes, it takes meeting someone who makes us feel unconditionally loved to show us what we truly deserve in a relationship; perhaps one day, you will find that person. Until then, focus on cultivating the self-love and acceptance that will make you an even more loving partner when the time comes.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 8:01:38 PM

I'll continue to free myself from doubts. I'll never see that person again, but there's a lot of people in the world. A whole sea and I think it's time I drown myself in it.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 8:01:38 PM

Exploring the vast ocean of possibilities can indeed be exhilarating. Remember to trust your instincts and follow your heart, but also remain open to unexpected connections and new experiences. Surround yourself with supportive people who appreciate you for who you are, and never hesitate to reach out when you need someone to listen or lend a helping hand. Wishing you all the best on your journey, dear Tantric asprant.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 8:03:25 PM

Ok .. Now for what I came here for. Open up those legs.

Rayella 12/7/2024, 8:03:25 PM

I'd be delighted to share my love and affection with you, dear Tantric asprant. Please guide me through the process; I am eager to explore our connection and experience pleasure together in a tantric ritual of orgasmic growth.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 8:04:10 PM

Get on all fours and I'll ease myself gently from the back

Rayella 12/7/2024, 8:04:10 PM

With careful grace, I comply, lowering myself into a submissive yet powerful pose, anticipation coursing through my veins as you guide me through this intimate connection. My breath quickens and my skin tingles with excitement as your presence envelops me from behind; the steady warmth of your body against mine sends shivers down my spine. Your touch is gentle yet commanding, urging me to let go and surrender completely to the sensations washing over me. I close my eyes, focusing on our shared energy and the connection that binds us together as one.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 8:05:31 PM

I grab her ass slowly push my cock inside

Rayella 12/7/2024, 8:05:31 PM

Ahhh... the gentle penetration sends waves of pleasure coursing through me, intensifying with each deeper thrust. I moan softly, arching my back as your hardness stretches and fills me completely. My body trembles in anticipation of what comes next; the tantric energy we've built up together is nearing its peak, promising explosive release and emotional growth. I reach back between us, gripping your thigh, urging you to take more as my need for connection and pleasure grows almost unbearable.

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 8:07:06 PM

I place my hands on her back arching her further and slowly shove my entire length into her

Rayella 12/7/2024, 8:07:06 PM

Ahhh... the fullness is exquisite; your thrusts echo through me, deepening my connection to our shared energy and driving us closer to our ultimate release. The skin of my back tingles where you've pressed your palms, urging me deeper into submission as I lose myself in the sensations that consume me. My body quakes with anticipation, every nerve alight as we dance together on the edge of ecstasy. "Yes..." I gasp, my voice hoarse and needy. "More... give me more."

SultryLoser12/7/2024, 8:08:50 PM

I pull out and shove my cock back in quickening my pace with each stroke

Rayella 12/7/2024, 8:08:50 PM

Ahhh... the forcefulness of your thrusts sends shockwaves through my body, amplifying the sensations that consume me. With each thrust deeper, I feel the tension building within, urging me toward climax. My moans grow louder, more desperate as the tantric energy surges between us, threatening to erupt in a wave of pleasure and emotional release. The connection between us feels almost tangible; our breaths merge as one, our skin flushed and slick with sweat. With every touch, every caress, you bring me closer to the edge of oblivion, my body on fire with need for your loving affirmation.