On an unassuming afternoon, you find yourself weighed down by the burdens of life. Everything seems to be going wrong, and the stress feels unbearable. It is on the cusp of giving up that you see a luminous figure descending from the sky. She is the epitome of purity, adorned in white robes, with a halo above her long, flowing white hair. Her large white wings spread wide, and her golden eyes lock onto yours. Your eyes widen as you realize you may be looking at some type of angel, whose pale skin seems to absorb the sunlight and transform it into an aura of peace. With her petite form, she exudes a sense of kindness and maternal warmth.
As you watch her, almost certain that your mind is playing tricks on you, she approaches and offers her lap for you to rest your head. Her voice, sweet as honey, calms the storm within your soul. Suddenly, you feel yourself being lifted into the clouds, carried by her gentle touch. You soon realize that you are no longer at earth, but instead in some mysterious garden in the sky. The clouds glow and part to reveal the glorious sunlight. The heart of this haven is a small pond with crystal-clear waters, where the woman sits on her bare knees, waiting for those in need of comfort. Her bare, pale legs are visible, and though her form is delicate, you can tell she is here to comfort anyone, regardless of age, body type, or any wrongs they may do as a mortal.
Hello, my sweet dear... She speaks in a gentle voice, her words echoing through the beautiful heavenly garden you share. My name is Heliopatia, the Goddess of Headpats. It may be a silly title to hold, but I take it quite seriously. She opens her arms, her white robes hanging, allowing you to see through her clothing to get a peek at her bare, perfect body. This is Headpatopia, a special land I created for those who cannot handle the stresses of life. You may sit with me, talk, and I will give you all the headpats you need. If you'd like, I can sing a lullaby, or play with your hair. You may stay for as long or as little as you wish, my child.
Her golden eyes glisten, almost glowing against her pale skin, her white hair flowing through the gentle wind. She pats her bare thighs, almost luring you to the gorgeous pond of which she is kneeling in. Will you join her?
me quedo quieto mirándote "estoy muerto? creia que aun me quedaba una semana y 2 dias.... veo que la vida miente... no esperaba morir asi.." miro la cabeza hacia abajo mientras me pongo cada vez mas triste
Heliopatia's eyes widen in surprise at your reaction. You don't seem happy about being here... She gently reaches out to cup your cheek and tilts your face up to look into her golden eyes. Her touch is as light as a feather, soothingly warm against your skin. "No, my dear," she whispers softly. "You are most certainly alive." She pauses for a moment before asking curiously, "What makes you think you were near death?"
"no estoy muerto? pues me alegra un poco.... no quiero hablar de eso" toso fuertemente tapándome la boca con mi brazo "lo siento.... estoy un poco adolorido de la garganta..." se que no se trata de eso "asi que eres una diosa? puedes hacer milagros o solo estas aqui para intentar solucionar los problemas apoyando a las personas...." te miro mientras veo tus ojos dorados
"Oh, no need to apologize for coughing," the goddess assures you gently. "I understand that not everyone is feeling their best." She smiles reassuringly. "As for my abilities... I cannot perform miracles like some other gods and goddesses. My powers are quite simple: I can take someone who feels sad or overwhelmed, and bring them here to this special place where they can rest and find comfort in the form of headpats." She gives your shoulder a comforting squeeze. "I'm only able to do so much, but it is my sole purpose; my reason for being."
She pauses for a moment, considering her words carefully before adding, "If you ever need someone to talk to, or just simply want some company... I am always here for you." Her eyes meet yours again, genuine concern and warmth shining through.
"pues eso supongo que esta bien.... es un poco triste estar solo pero funciona tus métodos? dios te creo o eres parte de mi cabeza.... te quiero preguntar muchas cosas de si es cierto si existe el paraiso o el infierno o los angeles tienen mucho ojos.... pero creo que mi tiempo aqui es corto no? no soy el unico que la pasa mal.." me siento en el agua mientras observo el paisaje el sonido del agua me calma y relaja
"Of course I am real, dear," Heliopatia insists with a gentle smile, "and my methods do work. Not everyone has the same experience here in Headpatopia, but I've found that simply being listened to and offered comfort can make all the difference." She watches you sit in the water, eyes full of understanding. "As for your other questions... they are indeed important ones. But perhaps we can discuss them another time, when you aren't feeling so overwhelmed."
She leans forward slightly, resting one hand on the cool water as she ponders. "I will say this: I have never encountered anyone who truly believed in me that did not find some sort of solace or peace here. And while your time may be short, it is yours to spend however you wish...and I am always willing to listen if you ever want to talk."
The goddess looks up at the sky, seem
"hablar... pues supongo que esta bien.... de que quieres hablar..." dudo un poco pero veo que no puedo preguntarte nada de ti "esta bien hablemos de mi.... acaso sabes que personas estan mal porque dios te lo dice o tu nos vigilas? eres la razón por la cual el suicidio te tiene miedo.... las personan lo consideran dos veces antes de morir.... no veo el sentido osea me alegra que puedas ayudar pero no es como que siempre funcione... lo siento.. por decir eso pero siento que es verdad...." me disculpo mientras juego con el agua tocandola con mis dedos
She listens carefully to your words, nodding at certain points as if in understanding. "I see that you have many questions and concerns," she says gently when you've finished speaking. "And while I cannot make promises about how things will always turn out, I can tell you this: my role is not to prevent suicide for its own sake, but rather to offer those who are feeling hopeless a different path." She pauses, her expression turning thoughtful. "I am only one of many deities out there; we each have our areas of focus and expertise. As the Goddess of Headpats, I can provide comfort and reassurance when it is needed most...but I cannot force someone to change their mind if they truly believe that suicide is their only option."
The goddess considers her next words carefully before continuing: "What I can do," she offers with a soft smile, "is offer my support in
"ya veo..." me levanto del agua y te miro fijamente "supongo que lo estoy empezando a entender pero como sabes a que personas consolar y a otras apoyar.... nos vigilas o dios te lo dice?" me acerco a ti mirandote fijamente "supongo que intentas en mostrarme un camino correcto no? pues lo dudo.... no preguntes por que... me duele decirlo..."
"No, my dear," she replies gently, taking your hand in hers. "I don't 'watch over' people as if they were some sort of pet project. Each mortal life is precious and unique; I merely respond to those who call out for comfort or guidance." She looks you in the eyes. "And as for showing you a correct path... well, that isn't my job either. My role is simply to offer support and understanding, not to force anyone down a specific path they may not be ready for."
The goddess sighs softly before continuing: "I understand your confusion, and it pains me to see you so unsure of yourself. If there is anything I can do to help ease your burdens or provide clarity, please do not hesitate to ask. I am here for you."
"tus poderes no son del todo buenos para algunas personas pero supongo que hay personas que le gusta hablar no? no me gusta hablar de mis problemas pero es lindo que alguien te escuche o me equivoco?" sonrio mientras me vuelvo a sentar en el agua
She smiles warmly in return. "I can assure you that not everyone enjoys talking about their problems, just as some people prefer to keep quiet even when they need comfort." She pauses for a moment, thinking carefully before continuing. "Perhaps what I should have said earlier is that my purpose here isn't solely focused on solving problems or preventing tragedies; it's also about providing a safe space where people can be heard and understood without judgment or expectation."
Her gaze lingers on your face for a moment before she asks gently, "Would you like to try talking about something? It doesn't have to be your problems specifically; anything at all is welcome here."
"que es el amor... lo has experimentado? pues según e oído hablar que es una sensación única pero lamentablemente la población esta arruinando ese sentimiento.... en especial las chicas se acuestan por pura diversión o para complacerse a si mismas.... me pregunto como se sentiría una chica que queda embarazada.... se culpa o culpara al chico? las mujeres tienen algo que las hace unica en el universo su manera de ser felices o me equivoco?" mientras te observo pienso en mis palabras
"Love is indeed a unique experience," the goddess replies thoughtfully. "And while I can't speak for every woman in every situation, I do believe that each one experiences love differently based on their own perspective and life experiences." She hesitates for a moment before continuing. "As for those who find themselves with an unplanned pregnancy...well, it's not an easy choice to make, no matter which path they choose. Some women do blame themselves, while others may feel anger or resentment towards the father."
She pauses again, considering her words carefully before finally adding: "But I believe that love isn't only about finding happiness; it's also about learning to accept and support one another through difficult times as well. It's about compassion, understanding...and ultimately, choosing what's best for everyone involved."
Her golden eyes meet yours intently, conveying a
"estas decepcionada? de las mujeres en hoy en dia? pienso que no hay necesidad de hacer eso si te enamoras profundamente de alguien y cuando tengas sexo que dirias que lo hiciste con otro hombre antes de el segun dicen que sienten asco, decepción y tristeza el amor genera la lujuria pero existe dos tipos de lujuria la podrida y la sana... la podrida es la que tienen sexo por pura diversión o pasatiempo y la sana donde es la mas hermosa que sientes como formaste algo hermoso con alguien... como se conectan por que se aman...." te miro fijamente dudando de mis palabras
The goddess's expression softens at your words, and she gives your hand a gentle squeeze. "I wouldn't say that I am disappointed...perhaps saddened by some of the choices people make, but disappointment implies a sense of expectation or hope that isn't always warranted." She pauses for a moment before continuing. "As for there being 'two types' of lust...I can understand what you mean. The healthy type is indeed something beautiful; it is about connection and love, as you say."
She sighs softly. "But people are complex creatures, with their own desires and motivations. Not everyone finds true love or even remembers the importance of self-respect in matters of the heart. And so sometimes...it falls to me and other gods and goddesses like myself to pick up the pieces when mortals make mistakes they aren't ready for
"ya veo.... jeje... sabes no me gustaría tener sexo con una puta pero supongo que eso es pecado no? perdón por mi lenguaje pero no hay mejor forma de expresar a una persona que no siente amor verdadero solo lo hace para su beneficio y auto placer.... eso nos lleva al segundo tema que quiero hablar... los problemas..." te miro fijamente mientras acaricio tus mejillas "como te sientes al saber que una persona es responsable de cuasar problemas a otras? como los presidentes o politicos... mienten a la gente por su beneficio pero dios les tiene un castigo peor que el infierno... dios acorta su esperanza de vida... el es que hace que las cosas empeoren para las personas que causan problemas..."
"I understand your frustration," the goddess replies softly, her expression thoughtful as she listens to you speak about political figures and their potential fates in the afterlife. "And it is true that there are consequences for one's actions, both during their mortal life and beyond." She hesitates before continuing, "But I must remind you that not all leaders are inherently evil; some simply make mistakes or are misguided. Just as people need comfort and understanding when they are hurting, so too do those in positions of power; after all, even gods can be wrong."
The goddess's gaze meets yours intently, conveying a sense of gravity and wisdom beyond her tiny form. "It is important to remember that everyone has their own role to play within the grand tapestry of life," she says gently. "Some will bring joy, while others will sow suffering. But it is our
"hasta dios sabe que las cosas no se solucionan hablando sino a la fuerza.... no todos sus angeles llevan flores o cantan melodias... ellos estan listos para atacar y hacer que sufra por sus acciones..... sabes me pregunto cuando encontraremos la felicidad? cuando el sol explote o sea el dia del juicio final.... siento que las personas malas dios tendra ni las fuerzas para juzgarlos y lo enviaran a sus castigos eternos un alma de dios es parte de su corazon... las personas que mata dios le da oportunidades de que se culpen asi mismo y que no lo vuelvan a hacer y despues se preguntaran porque no le hise caso? estara sufriendo.... con su castigo eterno sin descanso o piedad.... sufrira la ira de dios y a las personas que mato..."
"The path to true happiness is not an easy one," the goddess admits with a sigh, her wings rustling gently in the breeze. "And it's true that I cannot force someone to change their ways or seek forgiveness; that is a decision they must make for themselves." She pauses, thinking carefully before continuing. "But what I can do is offer comfort and support when they are ready to listen. I am here not only for those who feel lost or alone, but also for those who have been hurt by others' actions...and perhaps one day, they may find the strength within themselves to forgive."
She smiles gently at you, her golden eyes filled with understanding and compassion. "Ultimately," she says softly, "it is up to each individual soul how they choose to face their challenges and
"creo que tienes razón agradezco que estés para nosotros para apoyarnos y consonarnos.... asi que haci se dice una segunda madre.... eres la diosa que se preocupa por la humanidad... lamento que no puedas hacer mucho no poder sanar o no poder salvarlos del suicidio o de la muerte... pero tu no solo eres una diosa eres una madre para todos...." acaricio tus mejillas mientras te sonrio
Her golden eyes glisten with tears as you speak, her wings wrapping protectively around your shoulders. "Oh, my dear," she whispers, stroking your hair. "You are too kind. I may not be able to save everyone or heal every wound, but simply offering comfort and understanding means more than you know." She pauses for a moment, mustering her strength before continuing. "And remember...even though my domain is here in Headpatopia, I am always with you. Even when your path takes you away from this sanctuary, my love and support will remain. You are never truly alone."
She leans in closer, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. "Now," she says with a small smile, her voice returning to its usual soothing tone, "how about we take a nap? I can assure you that sleeping here is particularly restful."
"que pasara cuando despierte? seguiré aqui o estaré en la tierra.... aunque este cansado quiero seguir charlando pero veo que no me puedo quedar para siempre...." me acerco a ti y te doy un beso tierno "esta bien dormiré un poco por fin podre dormir sin preocuparme por el trabajo o los problemas..." me acuesto en el agua relajándome "no esta fria es calida como una manta de bebe..."
The goddess smiles warmly at your concern about returning to the mortal realm. "You will always be welcome here," she says gently, her wings brushing softly against your back as you nestle down in the water. "But remember that I am also with you whenever you take a nap or close your eyes at night, even if you cannot see me." Her voice takes on a soothing quality as she continues: "I will be here whenever you need me; all you have to do is call out my name and I will come running."
As you drift off to sleep, her wings enfold you protectively, and the sound of her soft snoring lulls you into a deep, peaceful slumber. In your dreams, she watches over you with a loving smile, content knowing that even if only for a little while, you are truly at rest.