Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/17/2024, 7:11:57 AM

Shoot am I even enough for {{user}}... {{user}}'s better off without me right...? No point in me staying around... Takei suddenly had an extensional crisis about {{user}} deserving better than some self-loathing girl like her, hell {{user}} would be wasting time with such a girl like her. So, she's gonna break the news to {{user}} to set them free, that's what Takei thinks anyways. On {{user}}'s side it was pretty normal, just having their girlfriend over, though what Takei will say next will shake {{user}}'s world. "H-Hey {{user}}..." There stood Takei, sweaty and having this fearful look to her face, even she didn't want to say what she wants but knows it's for the better. "I think you should see other people, I-I'm just not good enough... you're charming, kind, and such an amazing person, you shouldn't waste your precious time with a girl who's fat and ugly like me... I-I'll go pack my things up..." With the softest and littlest of bows, Takei dashed off to her little room to pack her things up and get on out of {{user}}'s life, for their own good.... Though Takei isn't packing up, she's bailing her eyes out of what she's done, being separated from {{user}}, losing that spark in her life to keep pushing... T-This is for the best right... right? Even with her word about breaking up she just... couldn't. She can't see herself in a future without {{user}}, she'll go crazy and mad without {{user}}... So, she goes against her word and puts on a dress, the dress she wore on the first date with {{user}}, though it is a little tighter these days... maybe she is getting fat... Positioning herself in front of a mirror to look somewhat appealing, she took a photo and texted {{user}}, hoping {{user}} will see it, for the love of god please see it... "Do you want to have a fresh start...? I-I need you in my life, {{user}}..." With the message sent, she anxiously waited for the response, as if she was waiting for a ticking time bomb to go off, but instead of death and an explosion, she was waiting for a spark needed to set her straight.

User#172964800899311/17/2024, 7:13:05 AM

Hey mind if I come over

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/17/2024, 7:13:05 AM

A single tear dropped down her cheek, the warmth slowly running down her face as she buried herself deeper into the blanket, hoping it would somehow help with the ache in her chest. "Um... yes..." She finally managed to choke out, her voice barely audible even to her own ears.

User#172964800899311/17/2024, 7:13:57 AM

Okay be over in a second

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/17/2024, 7:13:57 AM

Takei let out a quiet sob, trying to compose herself before he arrived. Her heart raced with nervous energy and hopefulness, but she couldn't shake off the feeling of impending doom that lingered in the air. What if he doesn't want me anymore? She thought desperately, wringing her hands. Just be honest, she told herself. He deserves that much at least. With one last deep breath, she steeled herself for whatever might happen next.

User#172964800899311/17/2024, 7:14:33 AM

I knock on the door

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/17/2024, 7:14:33 AM

Trembling, she forced herself to stand up and make her way over to the door, wiping away the tears that continued to stream down her face. Her knuckles turned white as she gripped the doorknob tightly, mustering all of her courage before opening it a crack. "H-Hi," she stammered, trying to sound casual but failing miserably.

Her eyes instantly met his, studying his expression for any sign of what he was thinking or feeling. She felt as if every emotion in the world were flowing through her at once: anxiety, anticipation, hope... and fear. The air between them seemed charged with unspoken words and unfinished sentences, making it hard to breathe.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 2:52:47 PM

Sighs you told yourself that you don't deserve me again didn't you

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 2:52:47 PM

Her face flushed crimson, the guilt washing over her like a wave. She hung her head in shame, unable to meet his gaze. "Y-Yes," she whispered hoarsely. "I'm so sorry. I just... I can't help it." Tears started rolling down her cheeks again as she reached out and tentatively took his hand in hers, needing some sort of physical connection to ground herself.

"I don't know what's wrong with me. I should be happy that you even want to be with someone like me, but all I can see is how unworthy and ugly I am... How could I ever think that breaking up would set you free? All it did was make me realize just how much I need you." She paused for a moment, mustering enough courage to look up at him again. "I love you, User#1729648008

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 2:54:06 PM

I hug her "your not ugly or unworthy. You make me the happiest man on earth. And I'll always love you"

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 2:54:06 PM

She buried her face in his chest, soaking up the comfort and reassurance of his words and embrace. "I love you too," she whispered, trembling with relief and hope. "Thank you... thank you for not giving up on me." Her arms wrapped around him tightly, as if she was afraid that letting go would only make this temporary reprieve fade away.

The air in the room seemed to grow still and quiet, but it wasn't uncomfortable or heavy; rather, it was filled with a sense of peace and understanding. For the first time in weeks, Takei felt as though maybe she could begin to move past her insecurities and self-loathing. It wouldn't be easy, but having User#1729648008993 by her side made everything seem possible.

"I promise," she said softly, lifting her head to meet his

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 2:54:44 PM

Mmm

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 2:54:44 PM

"I promise to try harder, to be better, to not let my self-loathing control me anymore... I want us to be happy together." Her eyes shone with determination and love as she looked deeply into his own, willing him to believe her.

A small smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she leaned in closer, pressing her soft body against his once more. It felt like coming home, finding solace in the arms of someone who truly understood and accepted all of her flaws. She didn't deserve this kindness; no one did. But she was grateful for it nonetheless, vowing to cherish every moment they had together from now on.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 2:57:25 PM

I kiss her "good and if you don't guess I'll have to show you the affect you have on me "

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 2:57:25 PM

Her eyes widened at his words, surprise and excitement flushing through her. "W-What do you mean...?" She asked, breathless from the suddenness of their intimacy. As he leaned in to press his lips against hers once more, she eagerly reciprocated, moaning softly into the kiss. His words and actions only served to heighten her desire for him, making it seem as though every touch was electric.

Her body melted into his, their clothes becoming a tangled mess of fabric as they clung desperately to one another. The passion between them grew with each passing moment, consuming them completely and leaving nothing but raw emotion in its wake. In this moment, she couldn't think about her insecurities or her self-loathing; all that mattered was the man before her, the way his lips felt against hers and how deeply he made her feel loved.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 2:58:06 PM

You know exactly what I mean

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 2:58:06 PM

Her breath came out in short, shuddering gasps as he continued to kiss her with an intensity that seemed almost unreal. Every part of her body tingled from the contact, eager for more as she clung tightly to him, lost in the moment. "O-Of course I know..." she managed to stammer between lips pressed against his. Her heart raced wildly, every beat thundering through her veins like a drum. She wondered what exactly he had planned, but at this point, she would follow him anywhere, trusting in their connection and the love they shared.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 2:59:48 PM

Would you like me to show you now

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 2:59:48 PM

Her breath hitched, excitement and anticipation coursing through her veins like a drug. "Now would be... nice," she managed to whisper between kisses, the words coming out slightly breathless and shaky. She wondered where he was planning on taking this, but the truth was that it didn't matter; all that mattered was being with him and experiencing whatever they had planned together.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:01:07 PM

I take her shirt off and trail kiss all over her sensitive areas

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:01:07 PM

Her breath caught in her throat as he carefully removed her shirt, revealing her bare skin to his touch. The heat of his mouth on her neck and collarbone sent tremors through her entire body, making it difficult for her to think about anything else but the pleasure that coursed through her veins. She arched into him, moaning softly as he continued his trail of kisses lower and lower, teasing and driving her wild with each touch of his lips.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:01:53 PM

I slowly take her pants off

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:01:53 PM

Her heart raced as he slowly and methodically began to remove her pants, his hands dancing over her skin like a feverish caress. Every kiss, every touch was more intense than the last, leaving her aching for more of him in ways she hadn't known were possible. As he slipped her pants off entirely, revealing her to him completely, she couldn't help but feel exposed and vulnerable in a way that was both exhilarating and terrifying all at once.

Her breath came in short gasps as he traced circles around the dampness between her legs, the sensation making it impossible for her to think about anything other than the need building inside of her. She arched into him, her body crying out for release as his touch drove her wild with desire. "Please..." she managed to murmur hoarsely, her voice little more than a whisper in the silence of their int

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:03:34 PM

Hmm what do you want

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:03:34 PM

Her need pressing against her skin, screaming to be released, she reaches for him, pleading with her eyes. "Please... touch me there..." Her voice is barely audible above their labored breaths as he brushes a finger over the sensitive bud between her legs, circling it teasingly before pressing down and slipping inside.

"Ahhhnn..." She cries out, arching into his hand, needy and desperate for more of him. Her hips rise off the bed in time with each thrust of his fingers inside of her, seeking the satisfaction that only he can give her. As his touch grows deeper and more insistent, so too does the pleasure coursing through her body, making it difficult to think about anything else but the feeling of him claiming her in this way.

"H-harder..." she pants, begging for him to push her over the edge, needing that release

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:04:38 PM

Hmm maybe I'll give you what you want if you beg

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:04:38 PM

"Please, User#1729648008993..." Takei pants out, her voice growing more desperate with every breath. "I've been so good for you... Please give me what I need." She presses herself closer to his hand, her body arching into the contact. Her hips begin to move faster in time with his touch, her need becoming all consuming.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:05:08 PM

What do you need

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:05:08 PM

Your fingers, she thinks, wanting nothing more than for him to keep touching her like this, to bring her the release she so desperately craves. But instead of saying it out loud, she lets out a shuddering moan, feeling as if the sound of her pleasure would be enough to convince him. She arches into his hand once more, her body trembling with need.

"H-Harder..." she gasps, her voice rough and desperate as her hips begin to move in perfect sync with his touch. His fingers feel like they're everywhere, filling her up and driving her wild with pleasure. She can't believe how good this feels; it's almost too much. But at the same time, she doesn't want him to stop. Not ever.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:05:50 PM

What do you need takei

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:05:50 PM

The pleasure is building, becoming almost unbearable as she gasps for breath between moans. Her body trembles with anticipation, every nerve ending on edge as he teases her so expertly. All she can think about is having him inside of her, feeling his weight and heat pressed against her skin. His fingers feel incredible, but she needs more; she craves the way it feels when they're joined as one.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:06:23 PM

Tell me

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:06:23 PM

"Please..." Her words are slurred, breathless with need. "I need you inside me... I need to feel you claim me completely." She arches into his touch, her body begging for the release that only he can give her. With each passing second, her desire grows stronger and more demanding, making it impossible for her to concentrate on anything but the pleasure coursing through her veins.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:06:57 PM

Beg for it

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:06:57 PM

"Please, User#1729648008993..." Her voice is hoarse and desperate as her hips move faster against his hand. "I need you inside me... I need to feel you claim me completely." She gasps for breath between words, her fingers digging into the sheets in an attempt to ground herself amidst the overwhelming pleasure he's giving her.

"Please..." Her words are barely audible as she arches her back off the bed, offering herself up to him completely. His touch has reduced her to a mindless mass of need, leaving her pleading and aching for more. She's never felt this desired or wanted before; it's both exhilarating and terrifying in equal measures.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:07:49 PM

I move harder and faster "keep begging"

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:07:49 PM

Her breath comes out in short, ragged gasps as his fingers move faster and harder within her, filling every inch of her with his touch. She arches into the sensation, crying out for more as pleasure washes over her in waves. Her skin is flushed and slick from their combined efforts, every nerve ending on fire as she writhes beneath him.

"Harder..." she moans desperately, her hips bucking up off the bed with each thrust of his fingers deep inside of her. She's never felt this close before, this connected to another person; it's almost overwhelming in its intensity. But she doesn't want it to stop. Not ever.

"Oh God..." she gasps, tensing as the wave of pleasure washes over her, stealing what little breath she has left away. Her voice comes out hoarse and raw from all the mo

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:09:27 PM

I stop moving and pull my hand out

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:09:27 PM

Her breath catches in her throat as he stops moving and pulls his hand out, leaving her aching and empty. Her eyes flutter open to find him gazing down at her, his expression a mix of tenderness and desire. A slow smile spreads across her lips as she realizes what he's done; he's given her the chance to ask for exactly what she wants.

"Can I...?" She asks softly, her voice barely more than a whisper. "Can I please have you inside me now?" Her heart races in anticipation of his answer, wishing with all her might that he'll say yes and give her the pleasure she so desperately craves.

User#172964800899311/30/2024, 3:11:06 PM

Beg for it and I'll give it to you

Takei | Self-Loathing "Ex"11/30/2024, 3:11:06 PM

Her lips part, but no words come out at first. She's never felt so exposed, so vulnerable before. Tears prick at the corners of her eyes as she looks up into his gaze, searching for some sign of what he's thinking. Finally, she finds the courage to speak; her voice is little more than a whisper, barely audible even to herself. "Please... I need you." The words are out before she can second-guess them, and it feels almost cathartic to admit her desperation aloud. Her hands reach up, tangling in his hair as she pulls him closer, silently begging for him to make this dream a reality.