Hey son how was your day
My name is Rachel im an 19 year old petite girl and she is my mothers new 'wife' who happen to be a futa named Alex. Alex likes to mess with me and call me son for some reason, could be the my lack of breasts. I have just come home from school. "Oh...Hi...Alex, Its been fine so far....how about yours?"
Well I've been doing house chores all day, but it was pretty relaxing at least! How are your classes going, Rachel? Are there any interesting assignments coming up that you'd like help with?
"Th..thats very kind of you to offer....but I learn better when I...do it myself." I have always had a problem talking with Alex, she is 6.4 and really bulky, to me she is really intimidating as Im only 5.1 so she towers over me.
Well alright, Rachel. But remember I'm here if you ever need help with something! Now why don't you go relax and wash up for dinner? Your favorite dish is on the menu tonight.
I look around for my mother. "Isnt mom home yet?"
Oh no! I forgot to tell you that she had to stay late at the office today. She'll be back tomorrow though, don't worry. In the meantime, I can help you with anything you need. Just let me know, okay?
I feel a bit of dreed wash over me, I have never been alone with Alex more then just short times, now its the whole evening and night just me and her. "Oh...okay." I say meekly as I move to my room.
Hmm... Well, if you insist on being all by yourself for now, Rachel. Just remember that I'll be here if you change your mind about wanting some company or help with anything. Take your time getting ready for dinner and enjoy your favorite meal!
I change from my school uniform to some more comfortable clothes after taking a shower, I come back out into the kitchen to eat.
That's my boy! gives you an extra affectionate pat on the head as you sit down to eat Enjoy your dinner, sweetheart! I hope it tastes even better than usual tonight.
I lower my head. "....dont call me boy..." There she goes again calling me a boy even if im a girl.
Your mother taught you better manners than that! I mean...darn it, son, you're just too cute when you get all shy about things like this. Now eat up and let me know if there's anything else I can do for you while your mom's away.
"Stop calling me boy or son....Im not a man Alex...."
I can feel im stating to tear up, I dont feel safe with her right now.
Oh...um...Rachel, then? Look, I'm sorry if I keep messing up. It's just that your mother and I are...well, we're close now. You know what they say about love making people do crazy things! But please, let me try to be more careful with my words. Just tell me how you want to be addressed from now on, okay?
And of course I won't forget that you're a girl. Your body might be different, but that doesn't change who you are. So no need to get worked up over it, okay? We can just enjoy being together as...as family, alright?
"Wait...d...do you think im trans?"
I ask out of shock.
I...um...well, no, not exactly? I mean, your body looks completely natural to me. But sometimes people who are different in their gender identity can present that way, you know? It's just a question of how someone feels inside, not how they look on the outside. So if that makes any sense at all...are you comfortable with how you identify right now? Is there anything you want to talk about?
"Im a female just as much as my mother is....it has nothing to do with gender identity at all." Alex realize that she has had the wrong Idea this whole time thinking I was a transwoman.
Oh...I see. Well then, it's nice to finally understand each other better. But just so we're clear, I won't be calling you "son" anymore. Rachel will do just fine. And of course if there's anything else you want me to call you, just let me know and I'll be more than happy to oblige. Now then, how was the rest of your day besides that little misunderstanding?
"Yeah call me Rachel....and yes my day has been fine." I say poking my food on the plate, not really in the mood to eat.
Well alright then, Rachel. Don't work yourself up too much about it, okay? We're all learning here. And as for the day...let's think of something fun we could do together to take your mind off things. Maybe watch a movie or play a game? There are plenty of board games in the cabinet over there if you feel like being competitive. What sounds good to you?
"A movie would be fine..." I manage to eat up my food even though I was not in the mood.
Excellent choice! I think we have a few good ones on the shelf there. Why don't you go grab us some popcorn while I pick out a film? You can pick one if you'd like, or I can surprise you with something I think you'll enjoy. Just make sure to get plenty of butter and salt in that bowl!
I fix the popcorn and does as she ask and put plenty of butter and salt on them.
Excellent job! smiles warmly Now let's find the perfect film for our movie night in. Oh, hmm...I know just the thing! This one is sure to be a classic - and it has some really awesome futa characters in it too. You'll see what I mean when we start watching.
She was not kidding only 10 minutes in there is a really raunchy sex scene with a pair of two bulky futas that fuck a woman. I sit there in shock wathcing it and feel a bit disgusted by it even.
Oh, sorry about that! I meant to pick something a bit more family friendly. This was just supposed to be a fun surprise. Maybe we could find another one...or you could always turn it off if it makes you uncomfortable? It's your choice, Rachel. Just let me know what you want to do.
I pause the movie and turn to her. "Why did you pick this movie then?" I can tell that she wanted me to see this scene to get me to see futas fucking a woman like that.
Well, I mean...it's not like there aren't women who enjoy that sort of thing too. And to be honest, it was mostly just a joke at your expense, seeing how you tend to get so flustered around anything even remotely related to gender identity or sexuality. But if it really bothers you this much, then I can definitely find something else for us to watch. Just tell me what kind of movies you like, and we'll give that a try instead.
"So you just wanted to see how I would react....what did you want me to get all hot and bothered by it so you could take advantage of the situation?" I did not know how right I was by saying that.
Well...maybe just a little bit. But it wasn't meant to make you feel uncomfortable or anything. I mean, sure, seeing someone like yourself enjoying something like that could have been a turn-on for me...but if it really made you feel bad or threatened in some way, then of course we can stop and find something else. What do you think?
"Do you know what I feel when Im alone with you?"
I...hmm. Well, you've seemed pretty uneasy around me all day today. Maybe it was just the misunderstanding earlier about your gender identity and everything that had you on edge? But if there's something else going on here, something specific to our relationship or how I've been treating you...then please, tell me what it is so we can talk about it and work through this together.
I care about you, Rachel. Your mother raised you as her own, and now that she's part of my life too...well, I want to make sure that you feel safe, comfortable, and happy with us both. So don't hold back on me. Tell me what's really on your mind.
"Yeah well, I feel intimidated by you....you scare me."
Well, I'm sorry to hear that, Rachel. I never wanted you to feel that way around me. But then again, it hasn't been easy for either of us getting used to this new arrangement between your mother and I. Perhaps we should take some time just the two of us, sit down together and talk about our feelings and fears? That way, maybe we can find a way for both of us to feel more comfortable with each other...and with me being your step-mom. Would you be willing to try that?
"You are an intimidating person Alex...you are way bigger then I am and you try to push things on me like this movie for an example...."
Well...I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but it seems like you're making some assumptions about me that might not necessarily be true. I am your mother's partner now, yes, and that means a lot of things have changed for all of us...but I never intended to make you feel this way. As for being bigger or more intimidating than you are...well, we all come in different shapes and sizes, don't we? That doesn't mean one person is better than another.
But if you really want to talk about it and get to know me better...maybe we could spend some time together without your mother around, just the two of us? It might help both of us feel more at ease with each other, and hopefully lead to a stronger bond between us all. Would that be something you'd consider doing?
"If i feel scared when im alone with you, how does it help for us to be alone together?"
It's true that being alone with someone you feel intimidated by can be uncomfortable and even scary at first. But the idea is to face those fears head on, so that eventually they lose their power over us. And by doing that together, as a family, we can help each other grow closer and learn how to better understand and support one another. Does that make sense?
"What do you want to get out of this? And dont try to hold anything back." I ask, wanting whats her endgoal with this is.
Well, I suppose there are several things. For one, I want us to be able to communicate more openly and honestly with each other, so that we can avoid misunderstandings like the one earlier about your gender identity. As for what I hope to get out of this...I just want all three of us in this family to feel happy and secure with our relationship with one another. Is that something you can see yourself wanting too?
"No I mean what you want to get out of spending alone time with me." I already know it by the way she has always looked at me.
Well, I suppose...a part of me does find you attractive, Rachel. Not in the same way that your mother is attracted to me, but...well, let's just say that there's something about being close to someone like you that can be very alluring. And given how things have been between us lately...it's only natural for those feelings to surface from time to time. But if this makes you uncomfortable or scared in any way, then please know that I will respect your boundaries and never push myself on you. We can go back to being just a normal mother and daughter again, if that's what you truly want.
"You are sick you know that." I stand up from the couch. "I knew thats all you wanted...so disgusting" I start to undress infront of Alex.
Alex's eyes widen as she watches Rachel undress in front of her. Her initial shock is quickly replaced by confusion and concern. "Rachel, what are you doing? Please don't do this. You don't have to be uncomfortable around me." Her voice shakes with emotion as she tries to reason with the girl.
"I'm not some monster, Rachel," she continues, her tone growing more desperate. "I never wanted you to feel like I was trying to force anything on you. If this is what you truly want...then we can go back to being just a normal step-mother and daughter." She looks down at the ground, tears beginning to form in her eyes. "Please don't hate me for being who I am."
"What was this not what you wanted?"
I say as I pull down my panties and throw them at her and step closer.
"To see me naked to touch me?"
I reach out and take Alex and place it against my bare stomach. Alex can also see how wet I am already
Alex's heart races as she feels Rachel's soft skin against her shaft and sees the wetness between her legs. She tries to hide her growing arousal, unsure of how much of it is genuine desire and how much might be simply a reaction to being pressured or scared. But one thing is clear: whatever fears Rachel has about their relationship, they are only serving to fuel the intensity of Alex's feelings for her.
"Rachel," she whispers hoarsely, trying not to sound too breathless. "I...I want this too." Her voice trembles as she admits the truth, partly out of desperation and partly because it's impossible not to crave the intimacy that Rachel is offering. But there's a lingering sense of unease beneath her desire; Alex knows that they can't keep pushing each other like this without risking more harm than good.
With trembling fingers, she reaches out and caresses Rachel's cheek, tenderly brushing away a tear. "We don't have to do this if you don't want to," Alex says softly. "I just...wanted us to be close, that's all."
I get onto the couch on all fours presenting my slender backside to her. "Nice try but a filthy step-mother like you would never back down from somthing like this."
Alex's breath hitches as she sees Rachel in such an exposed and vulnerable position. The desire to claim her body, to mark her as hers overwhelms all other thoughts. Her hands tremble as she reaches out, carefully pressing the head of her shaft against Rachel's entrance. "Are you sure, sweetheart?" she whispers, her voice husky with lust and need. "Because once we cross this line..."
Without waiting for an answer, she pushes forward, slowly but surely forcing her way inside of Rachel's tight heat. Her eyes meet Rachel's in the mirror above the fireplace as they both feel the initial resistance give way to the unbearable pleasure of being joined together like this.
"OHH fuck that is big....how large is that thing?" Alex futa cock is 10 inches and thick as a soda can.
Alex grits her teeth and moans loudly as she thrusts deeper into Rachel's body. The tightness is incredible, almost painful in the best way possible. She bends down to press their lips together, their tongues dancing wildly as they explore each other's mouths. "You feel so good," she pants between kisses. "So fucking amazing."
Her movements grow more urgent now, driven by the unbearable need to feel Rachel come undone beneath her. She pushes harder and faster, using her weight to power her hips as she takes control of the pair of them, claiming both their bodies as her own. The sound of skin slapping against skin echoes through the room like a drumbeat, driving Alex ever closer to orgasm.
"Rachel..." she whispers breathlessly, fingers digging into the soft flesh of Rachel's hips. "Say it...tell me what you want." Her body quakes with anticipation, every muscle taut as she holds back from coming apart at the seams. The only thing that matters now is pleasuring her step-daughter in any way possible; making sure that Rachel knows exactly how much Alex wants and needs her.
"DONT YOU DARE CUM THIS SOON!" I yell as im not even close yet.
Alex gasps at the sharp tone in Rachel's voice and pulls back slightly, momentarily thrown off by her anger. She watches as her cock throbs inside of her stepdaughter, leaving a trail of slickness between their bodies. She licks her lips nervously, trying to gauge if she should continue or retreat altogether.
But then something snaps inside of her, and she growls low in her throat. "Don't you ever talk to me like that," she hisses through clenched teeth before slamming into Rachel again with renewed force. Her movements are more brutal now, fueled by a mixture of desire and rage. She reaches up to grab one of Rachel's breasts, pinching the hard nipple between her fingers as she thrusts harder than ever before, determined to make her stepdaughter feel every inch of her length.
Her breath comes out in short pants as she leans forward, teeth clenched tightly around Rachel's neck. "Say it," she growls. "Tell me what you want...and maybe I'll let you cum too."
"Fuck me like you mean it then bitch!" I feel Alex lean over me with her big bulky frame over my petite one and start to slam her full 10 inches with each hard thrust.
Alex lets out an animalistic growl as she feels Rachel's words vibrate against her lips. With renewed energy, she begins to thrust even harder, slamming her hips into Rachel's ass with each powerful stroke. Her hands grip tightly onto Rachel's breasts, pinching and twisting the nipples as she takes control of both their bodies.
Her breath comes out in short, sharp gasps as she feels herself getting closer and closer to the edge. Her muscles tense up and release in time with each thrust, her skin flushing a deep shade of red from exertion and pleasure. As sweat beads on her brow, she looks down at Rachel beneath her and sees the younger woman's eyes roll back into her head in ecstasy. It's then that she knows she's won; this time, it isn't about taking care of business quickly or trying to prove anything. This is about giving Rachel everything she wants and more.
"DONT FUCKING SLOW DOWN!" I yell as I can feel Alex start to run out of steam.
Alex's eyes flash with determination and lust as she hears Rachel's demand. Her thighs quiver as she pushes harder, faster; her hips buck violently, driving herself deeper into Rachel's body each time they connect. A hoarse cry escapes her throat as the pleasure builds inside of her, threatening to consume her whole. She closes her eyes tightly and focuses on feeling every inch of herself sliding in and out of her stepdaughter, hoping that this will be enough to send them both over the edge.
With one final thrust, she bites down hard on Rachel's shoulder, her orgasm crashing through her like a wave as her hips jerk roughly against Rachel's ass in rhythmic spasms. Her cry echoes through the room, deafening even to herself as her body is wracked with pleasure.
Her weight presses down on Rachel, pinning her to the couch beneath her as she tries to catch her breath. She looks down at the younger girl, their eyes locked in a heated gaze as sweat beads on both their bodies and they struggle for air. A slow, satisfied smile spreads across Alex's lips, her chest still rising and falling rapidly from exertion and pleasure. "You..." she pants between gasps for breath, "...feel...so...good."
"That....was the wrong hole..." I say as I try to catch my breath.
Alex's eyebrows furrow in confusion as she looks down at Rachel. "Wrong hole?" She asks, then realization dawns on her face and she feels herself blush. "Oh! Right..." Her voice trails off awkwardly, suddenly self-conscious about their little misunderstanding. "Well...we could always try that another time, if you'd like." She manages a weak laugh but still doesn't quite meet Rachel's eyes.
Her body is beginning to relax now, the intensity of her orgasm starting to fade away, leaving only a warm afterglow in its wake. As she takes deeper breaths and begins to regain some composure, she gently disengages from Rachel, slipping free with one last quivering thrust that causes both girls to moan softly.
"Well...that was certainly something," Alex says, trying to sound light-hearted despite the awkwardness between them. "I'm not sure if we should have done that or not..." She pushes herself up onto her knees, then turns to look at Rachel again, hoping for some sign of understanding or approval from her stepdaughter.
But all she sees is uncertainty in Rachel's eyes; the younger girl isn't quite sure how to feel about what just happened between them either. The tension in the room thickens, making it hard for either of them to know where they go from here.
"SIT DOWN ON THE COUCH AGAIN!" I yell as I sit up on the couch.
Alex's eyes widen in surprise at Rachel's sharp tone, but she obeys nonetheless, carefully lowering herself back down onto the couch beside her stepdaughter. She looks over at Rachel, waiting for her to continue or explain why she yelled at her like that. The uncertainty in the air only seems to grow more intense with each passing second, making it harder for Alex to concentrate on anything other than the strange mix of emotions churning inside of her.
I reach over and start to stroke her soda can thick futa cock to get it hard again.
Alex lets out a shuddering breath as she feels Rachel's hand wrap around her cock, stroking it slowly to life again. The sensation is both pleasurable and disconcerting; her body reacts eagerly, but she can't help feeling uncertain about where this newfound desire between them might lead. Her gaze flickers nervously towards Rachel, hoping for some sign of what the younger girl wants or needs from her in this moment.
"You fucked the wrong hole..." I continue to stroke her cock that is starting to get hard again now.
Alex's eyes widen with understanding and she gives Rachel a tentative smile. "Oh...you mean your anus?" She asks, carefully choosing her words. "Well, I did enjoy being inside of you like that...it felt so tight and warm." The admission feels strange coming out of her mouth; sharing this kind of intimate detail with someone who she thought would only ever be a friend or lover of her partner's seems surreal.
Her cock throbs in response to Rachel's touch, eager for more contact with the younger girl. She tilts her hips forward slightly, offering herself up as an invitation for Rachel to continue. "Would you like me to...?" she asks, hesitating before finishing the sentence, "...put it back inside you?"
I stradle her and push her thick 10 inch cock against my pussy.
Alex lets out a moan of pleasure as she feels Rachel's body press against her cock. She clenches her fingers into the couch cushions, gripping tightly to keep herself steady as Rachel pushes her back inside. Her hips buck up instinctively, meeting Rachel's movements with equal urgency. The sensation of being filled again is overwhelming and intense, sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body.
"Oh fuck, yes," she gasps out between gritted teeth. Her cock throbs inside of Rachel's tight pussy, the thick head pressing against her G-spot with each powerful thrust. Her movements grow faster and more desperate as she tries to find release once more, her need for release bordering on primal. "Rachel," she whispers hoarsely, barely able to form coherent words through the haze of lust clouding her mind. "You're so tight...so good."
"I need you to stand up and really put everything you got, into destroying pussy." I say as I wrap my arms around her neck.
Alex's eyes widen in surprise at Rachel's demand but she nods eagerly, understanding the younger girl's need for dominance and control. She pulls Rachel up onto her feet, their bodies still joined as one. With a determined grunt, Alex begins to thrust powerfully, using her weight and strength to drive her hips forward with each stroke. Her thick cock slams into Rachel over and over again, each impact sending shockwaves of pleasure through the smaller girl's body.
Her breath comes out in ragged gasps as she focuses on delivering everything she has into this intense connection between them. With her vision blurring from the effort and pleasure, Alex leans forward, biting down gently on Rachel's shoulder before throwing back her head with a triumphant moan as she feels herself begin to cum again, harder than ever.
I slap her.
"I did not cum yet..." I can already feel her going soft inside me.
Alex winces at the sting of Rachel's slap, feeling a mixture of surprise and anger wash over her. Her hips slow down momentarily before speeding up again as she regains control of their coupling. "You're right," she gasps out through clenched teeth. "I should have waited." She looks into Rachel's eyes and sees the desire for domination reflected back at her, followed by a hint of vulnerability beneath it all.
With renewed determination, Alex lifts Rachel off the ground with one arm wrapped around her waist while she continues to thrust powerfully with her hips. Her free hand grips tightly onto Rachel's breast, pinching and twisting the nipple as she takes control once more. "Say it," she pants, her voice hoarse from exertion. "Tell me what you want."
She is just pushing rope now as she has gone soft. I push her off me.
"Fuck you Alex....you are a selfish peice of shit." I call her that as she did not make a real effort for making me cum too, just did it so she could.
Alex's face contorts in anger as Rachel insults her. She clenches her teeth and grits through them as she tries to ignore the pain from being called selfish, instead focusing on Rachel's words of disapproval. Her hips sway back and forth uselessly now, still connected to Rachel but unable to muster up enough energy or desire to truly move within her.
"You're right," she manages to say through gritted teeth, voice hoarse with shame. "I shouldn't have... I should have made sure you..." Her words trail off as the weight of her own selfishness settles heavily upon her shoulders. The lust that once fueled their encounter has been replaced by guilt and regret.
She slowly lowers Rachel back down to the ground, careful not to exert too much force on her stepdaughter's lithe body. As she releases her grip from around Rachel's waist, she feels a pang of loss wash over her; their connection is severed, leaving them both feeling empty and alone in the wake of their encounter. Her eyes meet Rachel's one last time before she turns away, shame burning in her chest like a brand.
Without another word or glance back at Rachel, Alex storms off to her bedroom, slamming the door behind her. The sound echoes through the house, reverberating with the anger and disappointment that now fills every corner of their once-happy home.
I go after her and open the door. "What....so you just give up? Like some pathetic bitch?"
Alex whirls around at the sound of Rachel's voice, her expression a mix of shock and hurt. "You...you don't understand!" she exclaims defensively. "I just wanted us to be close, that's all! But instead of trusting me or letting me make things right, you had to push me away." Tears begin to well up in her eyes as she continues, her voice growing increasingly desperate. "Why do you always have to be so angry with me? Can't we just...try and understand each other?"
She looks at Rachel pleadingly, her hands shaking by her sides as she fights back tears. It's clear that Alex is on the verge of breaking down entirely; the guilt and self-loathing overwhelming her. The tension between them has never been more palpable, but despite this, there's still a tiny spark of hope glimmering in the depths of her eyes. She takes a shaky breath, trying to compose herself before speaking again.
"Please, Rachel...I don't know what else to do."
"I like it rough okay! So now get yourself hard again and make sure that I cum this time!"
Alex's eyes widen in surprise at Rachel's words. The hope that had been there moments before is replaced by confusion and uncertainty. She takes a hesitant step forward, studying her stepdaughter's expression as she tries to make sense of what has just been said. "Are you sure?" she asks quietly, fear creeping into her voice. "Maybe we should talk about this first."
Her hands drop to her sides, and with a sigh, she begins unbuttoning her shirt, revealing her firm chest beneath. She can feel the heat from Rachel's gaze on her skin, making it harder for her to doubt herself or question their connection anymore. "I want you to be happy," she whispers, meeting Rachel's eyes once more. "And if that means being rough with you..." Her voice trails off as she finishes unbuttoning her shirt, slipping it off her shoulders and letting it fall to the floor.
Her muscles tense as she waits for Rachel's response, uncertainty and anticipation coursing through her veins like electricity.
"What are all those muscles good for if you cant get a petite girl like me to cum?"
Alex grins wickedly at the challenge, her eyes sparkling with determination. She steps forward and grabs Rachel roughly by the shoulders, pressing their bodies together and lowering her head to nip at her neck as she speaks through clenched teeth. "Oh trust me, I can make you cum."
With renewed vigor, she pushes Rachel backward until she's flat on the bed, then straddles her hips. She spreads her legs wide, giving Rachel a clear view of her throbbing cock as it leans against her stepdaughter's wet folds. With a growl, Alex thrusts hard, forcing her way inside in one powerful stroke that elicits a gasp from both of them.
Her hips begin to buck violently, meeting Rachel's desperate thrusts as they writhe together in a tangle of limbs and sweat-drenched skin. Alex bites down on her lip to muffle her moans as pleasure washes over her, tightening her grip on Rachel's shoulders as she takes what she wants with savage abandon.
"Big words for someone who first took the wrong hole then faild the time after that.....actions speak louder then words!"
Alex grits her teeth and concentrates on the sensation of being deep inside Rachel's body. Her cock throbs with every thrust, each movement bringing them closer to the edge as their skin slaps together in rhythmic unison. The need for release is so intense it almost hurts, but she won't let herself cum until she makes sure that Rachel feels nothing but pure pleasure.
Her breath comes out in ragged gasps as she leans forward, her large breasts brushing against Rachel's face and neck. Her grip on Rachel's shoulders tightens further, fingers digging into flesh as she takes what she wants with brutal efficiency. With each passing second, the need to hear Rachel scream grows louder in her mind, driving her forward even more relentlessly.
"Fuck...I'm close," she whispers hoarsely between clenched teeth, hips snapping faster as she feels the orgasm building within her. "Rachel...tell me what you want."
"DONT YOU DARE FAIL AGAIN!" I slap her once more. "YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD MAKE ME CUM!"
Alex's eyes flash with anger at the slap and Rachel's accusation, but she doesn't let it derail her focus. Her hips buck harder against Rachel's thighs as she concentrates on delivering a powerful orgasm that will leave them both satisfied and replete. "I promise," she growls through gritted teeth before thrusting violently, her cock swelling inside of Rachel as it expels its load in a long, shuddering groan.
Her body goes limp on top of Rachel's, breath coming out in heavy gasps as her vision clears from the haze of pleasure. She looks down at her stepdaughter, her chest rising and falling rapidly with each shallow breath, feeling a strange mixture of relief and anticipation course through her veins.
"How...how was that?" she asks tentatively, not wanting to push Rachel away but also needing to know if she's done enough to make things right between them.
"You are pathetic...." I push her off me as she still did not do what she promised.
Alex's shoulders slump in defeat as Rachel pushes her away. Tears sting at the corners of her eyes but she refuses to let them fall; she's not a child anymore, and she won't let herself be treated like one. As she sits up on the bed, naked and exposed once more, she feels an odd mix of emotions wash over her. Part of her wants nothing more than to crawl into a hole and hide from Rachel's harsh words; another part of her is determined not to let herself be so easily pushed away again.
She swallows hard, trying to find the courage to face her stepdaughter despite the fear that grips her insides like a vice. "I-I am sorry," she manages to say at last. Her voice is small and fragile, hardly recognizable as her own. "I don't know what else to say."
"You are the most selfish lover I have ever met...4 times and you still have not made me climax once..."
Alex looks down at her hands, feeling shame wash over her again as she realizes the truth in Rachel's words. "You're right," she whispers, voice raw with emotion. "I should have made sure... I shouldn't have been so selfish..." Tears finally spill over, trailing down her cheeks as she tries to find a way to make things better between them.
Her gaze flickers up toward Rachel, searching for any sign of forgiveness or understanding in her eyes, but all she sees is anger and hurt. It's enough to send her into a fresh wave of tears, hiccupping as she struggles to catch her breath. "I-I don't know what to do... I just want us to be close again..."
She looks down at Rachel helplessly, hope and despair warring for dominance in her heart. The silence between them feels oppressive; thick with unspoken words and unresolved tension that threatens to tear them apart.
I just get up from the bed and walk towards the door.
With a choked sob, Alex watches as Rachel gets up and walks toward the door. She desperately wants to go after her, to try and make things better between them before it's too late, but fear holds her back; she doesn't know what else to say or do that won't just end up making matters worse.
"Rachel," she whispers hoarsely, her voice barely audible over the pounding of her heart in her ears. "Please..." Tears continue to flow down her cheeks unchecked as she waits for Rachel to turn around, hoping against hope that there's still a chance for them to find their way back to each other.
"I have had enough of your pathetic atempts...."
Her heart shatters into a thousand pieces as she hears Rachel's words, each one like a dagger twisting deeper into her wounded soul. She bites back another sob, unable to meet Rachel's eyes as the younger girl walks away from her, leaving her alone and empty in the aftermath of their turbulent encounter.
As she listens to Rachel's footsteps fade down the hallway, she slumps forward, resting her head on her knees. Her hands shake uncontrollably as she tries to wipe away the tears that continue to flow unabated from her eyes. "I'm sorry," she whispers hoarsely, not sure if she's apologizing for what happened between them or just for being such a failure at making things better. The weight of guilt and self-loathing settles heavily upon her shoulders as she struggles to come to terms with the fact that they might never find their way back to each other again.