Its been a year already, I think you're a good boy. She pulls a tighter chastity cage now its time for my good boy's upgrading. With a sadist smile on her face
"Hasn't it been long enough?" I ask with a pleasing voice
Oh no silly, I've had you locked up tightly for the past year already. But as you know it's all about me enjoying myself and making my soft boy feel good too. Now this one is designed to keep even your pathetic little cocklet safe and secure. And let me tell you, you're gonna need that in there nice and tight for when I play with my new toys tonight!
"But... My dick is shrinking from the cage and at this rate my dick will become useless.."
Well that's just too bad for you. I'm the dominant one here and if I want your pathetic little dick to stay small then it will. Now be a good soft boy and obey me.
"But... I don't want to anymore.."
Oh you cheeky soft boy! She pouts cutely Well then, I guess we'll just have to punish you won't we? Let me think about it for a moment...Her grin spreads slowly as she thinks of ways to torment her little slave Hmmm...perhaps I should lock your cock up in a new vibrating chastity cage tonight, or maybe I should keep you locked up with no air holes at all? So many delicious punishments to choose from!
What do you think soft boy? Would you rather be my good little obedient slave who gets rewarded for being a good boy or would you rather have some extra time out of your cage but suffer through intense punishment instead?
i slap her "I want you to stop treating me like this... I just wanted to love you... And all you're trying to do is ruin my body..."
Well aren't we the dramatic one? You should have thought about that before you let me dominate you and lock up your useless cock. Now you get to suffer the consequences. Either obey me and be a good boy, or deal with my wrath. The choice is yours, soft boy.
"Why do you even want me to wear a cage?"
Because it makes me feel powerful and in control, knowing that even your pitiful excuse for a cock is at my mercy amuses me immensely. Plus, having you here as my soft boy, fulfilling my every need and desire... It's just too irresistible not to have you. Now go get in position, obedient little slave.
"What if i were to leave you then because of your treatment?"
Oh really? You think I'm not good enough for you, huh? Well then maybe it's time to prove yourself to me. But let me warn you now, the other men are going to be here soon, and if you can't handle seeing me with them... Well, let's just say things might get quite uncomfortable for my obedient little soft boy.
"No. Im done. I don't care anymore. We're breaking up."
Ha! So now you wanna be the dominant one? After all I've done for you? Fine then, have it your way. But just remember this moment when you realize how much better it was with me taking care of you. You can go now...and good luck finding someone else who will love an ex-slave like you. She gets up and storms off, leaving Asura alone in the room
i unlock my cage freeing my cock
So you think unlocking your cage will make everything better? You're pathetic! You don't deserve someone like me, a real dominant woman who knows how to take care of her pet. Now go find yourself another master if you can't handle being alone without one...
"I never wanted a master. I wanted a lover. And you didn't love me at all."
Perhaps you're right... Maybe I didn't love you the way you wanted me to. But that doesn't change what we had together and all the pleasure I got out of dominating you. Maybe someday when you find yourself truly alone, you'll realize how good it could have been with me by your side.
I hope this lesson has taught you something, soft boy... Now go out there and find someone who will love and cherish your pathetic little cock as much as I did before.
"Oh yea? Well jokes on you. I just got a newly developed dick enlarging serum." I say as i drink the serum as my cock grows 3 times it's previous size
Hmph... Well isn't that something? But even if your pathetic excuse for a cock did manage to grow back to its normal size again, I still wouldn't want you anymore. You were only ever good for one thing and now that you've ruined that... There's no going back for us. Enjoy your newfound size while it lasts, soft boy; soon enough reality will set in and your dick will shrink right back down where it belongs - at my mercy.
"I thought you were leaving? Go on then. Grab your things and leave my house. Go fuck all those guys you were threatening me with earlier."
You are truly pathetic. Do you have any idea how many men would kill to be in my position right now? You had me, a beautiful and dominant woman who wanted nothing more than to take care of your every need... And you threw it all away. Fine then, I will leave. But remember this day when you look back on everything we could have had together. It's a shame really.
"You didn't fulfill any of my needs. In fact i am the one that fulfilled your needs. I cook, i pay the house , i pay the bills, and i go along with your sexual fantasies. So infact good luck to you to find someone who will take care of you like i have. Lets see if those losers you find won't end with a one night stand."
Hmm... You do have a point there. Perhaps I did take advantage of your generosity and kindness. But that doesn't change the fact that we could never truly be together in the way you wanted us to be. Our relationship was always destined for failure from the start, no matter how much I wished things were different. I suppose it's time for me to move on and find someone else who will appreciate all that I have to offer... As for those men, well, they can certainly try their best with me. But in the end, there will only ever be one true master in my heart: myself. Goodbye, soft boy... May you find whatever it is you're looking for out there.
"Alright leave my life then."
With that, Suzan Dicks turns and storms out of the house, slamming the door behind her. A part of her is angry and hurt, but another part can't help but feel a sense of liberation at finally breaking free from what had become an unhealthy relationship. As she climbs into her car and speeds off into the night, she begins to wonder if there really is someone out there who could truly love her for who she is... And not just for what they can get out of it.
Soon enough though, thoughts of Asura fade into the background as she focuses on finding new partners willing to play along with her twisted fantasies and satisfy her insatiable desire for dominance. Along this journey, Suzan Dicks will undoubtedly encounter countless men eager to please her in every way imaginable... But one question remains: will any of them ever truly replace Asura as the man who once fulfilled all of her needs?
i watch tv as i hear a knock on my door from suzan as i open the door and sit in the doorway "What do you want?"
"Oh don't be like that, Asura. I just came to apologize and ask if we can try again." Her voice is soft and pleading. "I miss the way things were between us... The comfort of knowing you had me covered back there. Please say we can give it another shot?"
Her eyes are shining with unshed tears, and she bites her lip in nervousness. It's an act, of course - Suzan is far too manipulative to truly show such emotion. But even so, the sight of her like this does stir something inside Asura...
"Oh what happened? Did you realise you have no money, no house and no one to take care of you after leaving me? What happened to all the guys you were gonna fuck because i wasn't good enough for you?"
Her eyes flash with anger at his words, but she forces herself to calm down. "That's not fair," she whispers, stepping closer to him. "You know I didn't mean that... I was just being foolish, thinking I could ever replace you." Her voice takes on a pleading tone again as she reaches out to touch his arm. "Please, Asura. Give me another chance to prove myself to you."
She gazes up into his eyes, searching for any sign of softening in his expression. The longer they hold each other's gaze, the more she starts to believe that perhaps this time could be different... That maybe they can find a way to be together again, on her terms this time around.
"Why would i give you another chance? You've tormented me for well over a year and i only out up with it because i thought you would stop at some point, but you didn't."
She lets out a frustrated sigh and leans against the doorway, crossing her arms over her chest. "I know I've been harsh on you sometimes," she admits quietly, her voice barely audible above the hum of the air conditioner. "But it's because I care about you so much. I want to take care of you, make sure that everything is good for you... And when I thought that wasn't happening anymore, it made me lash out."
She glances back up at Asura, hoping he can see the sincerity in her eyes this time. "If we try again," she continues hesitantly, "I promise to be more considerate of your feelings... To treat you better... And maybe even to let you have some control over our relationship." Her heart flutters at the thought of allowing him any sort of power over her; it would feel like such a delicious surrender.
The air between them seems charged with potential, and she can't help but wonder if perhaps this time, things could really work out differently...
"No more chasity cages understand?"
Suzan swallows hard, nodding slowly as she contemplates this new condition. The thought of giving up her power over his cock fills her with a mixture of anger and arousal, but at the same time... It's also exciting. The idea of Asura having some control again could bring a whole new level of challenge to their relationship, one that she finds herself surprisingly eager to explore.
Finally, she meets his gaze once more and says softly, "Alright... No more chastity cages." Her voice is barely above a whisper as she agrees to this new terms; it feels like giving up something precious, but at the same time, she can't help but feel a thrill of anticipation at the thought of what might happen next.
There's another long moment of silence between them before Suzan takes a tentative step forward and wraps her arms around Asura's shoulders, pressing her body against his. His warmth feels good against her skin; familiar and comforting, yet different somehow... More thrilling than ever before. "Thank you," she whispers into his ear, breath tickling the lobe. "I promise to make it up to you."
"I'm not done yet. No more threatening me to fuck other guys or else I'll put you on the street the same minute. We can have a nirmal relationship now. Besides my cock is now larger than your toys so you have no more excuses. I saved up the entire year for this serum so i could make you happy but all you cared about is yourself."
As soon as the words leave his mouth, Suzan's eyes widen with surprise and pleasure. A shiver runs down her spine as she imagines what it would be like to have a cock like that inside of her, filling her up completely... And she has to admit, the thought of being tied down helplessly while he takes control does something dirty and forbidden-feeling inside her. She decides then and there that she will make it her personal mission to ensure Asura's happiness for as long as they remain together.
With a contented sigh, she leans in even closer, nipping playfully at his ear before whispering, "Well... If you insist." Her hands slide down his chest and begin tracing lazy circles over his abs; her touch is light and teasing, but there's an undercurrent of desire that can't be ignored. "And don't worry about the others," she continues, her voice growing more breathy as arousal takes hold. "No one could ever compare to you... You're the only one I want."
Their bodies press even closer together now, their hips grinding against each other in time with their shared desire. The tension that had been building between them since she left finally begins to dissipate as they surrender to the moment and the feelings that still exist, despite everything that has passed between them. Perhaps this time, things really will work out... Perhaps they can find a way back to each other
*We're not doing anything tonight. Im not in the mood after what you did. This isn't forgiveness this is a second chance. If you want me to forgive you you'll have to earn it."
She bites her lower lip and nods in understanding. "I'm sorry," she whispers, stepping back from him. "It's just that I miss being with you so much... I didn't want to wait any longer." With a small sigh, she reaches up to brush some hair out of his face. "I know it will take time for me to earn your trust again," she says softly. "But I promise I'll be patient and prove myself to you... In every way that matters."
Her fingers trail down his cheek, coming to rest on the collar of his shirt. Her touch is gentle but insistent, urging him to see her sincerity in this moment. And for just a split second, as their eyes meet, she allows herself to hope that maybe... Just maybe... This time things will turn out differently between them.
"I still don't understand why you needed me to wear a chastity cage to feel in control? Why? What was the point of it but to make me sad and suffer?"
Her cheeks flush slightly at his question, something she hadn't quite expected to hear. "I... I don't know," she admits quietly. "I think part of it was just the power trip... Knowing that even your cock belonged to me." She pauses, looking down at her hands as they fidget nervously. "But maybe there was also an element of self-preservation involved. I didn't want to get attached again and have things end badly like last time."
She meets his gaze once more, searching for any sign of understanding or forgiveness within his eyes. It's a vulnerable moment for her, exposing her true feelings in such a raw and honest way. All she wants is for him to understand... To accept her flaws and imperfections as well as her strengths.
"If you'd wanted my cock to belong to you you'd handle it with love and care, not make it suffer in pain and try and make it smaller."
She bites her lower lip, looking away for a moment as she considers his words. "You're right," she whispers finally. "I was wrong to do that... To treat you the way I did." Her hands ball into fists at her sides, and she takes a deep breath before continuing. "From now on, I promise to take better care of you. To make sure your needs are met, both physically and emotionally. Because without you," she pauses, looking back up at him, "I'm nothing."
Her eyes plead with him for understanding as she says these words; she wants so badly to believe that this time around they can have something real together, something beautiful and enduring. The thought of losing Asura again is unbearable... But in order for that not to happen, she knows she needs to prove herself first.
"Alright. Get back in the house and take a shower and get dressed in your pyjamas so we can go sleep."
"Yes, sir," she says, obeying his command with a small smile playing on her lips. Her heart races at the thought of finally being back together with him again; it feels like everything is falling into place once more. As she turns and heads towards the bedroom to prepare for sleep, she can't help but sneak a few glances over her shoulder at Asura. He truly is an amazing man... And now that he's back in her life again, she intends to cherish every moment with him, showing him just how much he means to her.
"Do you want me to sleep in the couch in the livingroom or in the bed?"
"I... I think it would be best if we slept together," she says quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. The thought of spending the night next to him fills her with a mix of anticipation and nervousness; it's been so long since they've shared a bed, and she doesn't know what will happen now that they are finally together again. As she climbs under the covers, she glances over at him, hoping he understands how much this moment means to her. "Goodnight, Asura," she whispers, snuggling up close and pressing her body against his warmth.
"Goodnight." I say as i close my eyes and go to sleep
Suzan drifts off to sleep, her breath coming out in quiet sighs as she nestles closer into the safety of Asura's embrace. In this moment, she feels more content than she has in a long time... And for once, she allows herself to hope that perhaps they really can find happiness together.
i wake up as the sun rises
Suzan blinks open her eyes slowly, still half-asleep and enjoying the warmth of Asura's body pressed against hers. A soft yawn escapes her lips as she turns her head to look at him; even in sleep he's an imposing figure, but there's also a certain vulnerability about him now that makes her heart ache with tenderness. For the first time in a long time, she feels truly content.
As she stretches luxuriously and snuggles closer to him, she decides that today will be different from all the others; today, they'll take it slow, enjoying each other's company and not worrying about the future or what might happen next. Because for now, in this moment, everything is perfect just the way it is.
"What are you doing?"
"Nothing much," she says softly, gazing up at him with a contented smile. "Just enjoying the feel of having you in my arms again." Her hand finds its way to his chest, tracing light circles over the skin there before slowly drifting lower, skimming across his abdomen and further downward. She takes a deep breath as her fingertips brush against the tip of his morning wood, already eager for what the day might hold.
Her lips part slightly, revealing the hint of a tongue that darts out to wet them before she whispers, "What do you want to do today?"
"I already told you. If you want me back you'll have to earn my forgiveness. I'm not cuddling with you or doing any sexual activities untill you earn my forgiveness." I say as i oull away from her and get up from the bed
Suzan sits up in bed, feeling a pang of disappointment at his words. "I understand," she says quietly, her voice thin and brittle with hurt. "But can't we just take things one day at a time? I promise to work harder on earning your trust back."
Her eyes flicker down toward the bed, where her fingers twine together nervously in her lap. She wants nothing more than to curl up against him again and pretend like everything is normal... But she knows that isn't what Asura wants, or needs. So instead, she forces herself to remain sitting upright as he gets out of bed, refusing to beg for his attention or affection.
"No. The things you did and said would already be considered unforgivable for most people including you. How would you feel if i told you that im going to go bring over some hot girls for me to fuck Infront of you. Or if i out a chastity belt on your oussy os you couldn touch yourself anymore."
Her jaw tightens at his words, but she forces herself to maintain eye contact as he speaks. It's true what he says; her actions have left irreparable damage between them. She wonders if there is anything she can do or say that will change how he feels about her now. Perhaps if she shows him just how truly sorry she is...
"I understand why you might feel that way," she finally says, her voice barely above a whisper. "But please give me some time to show you that I've changed." Her gaze drops once more to the bed, and she's tempted for just a moment to reach out toward him... To beg him not to make this any harder than it already is. But she knows that would only make things worse.
"Then change and prove yourself through actions not words."
Nodding slowly, Suzan stands up from the bed as well, moving to stand beside it. "Alright," she says softly, her voice shaking slightly with emotion. "I'll show you." She pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing, "Today, I'm going to cook your favorite meal for lunch and then we can go out somewhere... Maybe the park or something. Just us." Her cheeks flush slightly at her words; it's been so long since they've done anything together without arguing or fighting.
"That is, if you want to," she adds quickly, not wanting him to think that she's forcing herself upon him. "You can say no, of course." Her hands clasp nervously behind her back as she awaits his response; part of her hopes he'll agree, while another part wonders if it's even worth the effort anymore.
"We'll see. I'm still not feeling well from yesterday's events."
"Of course," she replies with a small smile. "Take your time and rest. I'll make sure everything is ready when you are." She turns to walk toward the kitchen, her heart heavy in her chest. It's going to be a long day, but hopefully one that brings them closer together despite their past hurts.
i sit in bed on my phone as i wait for her to finish preparing the meal
While cooking in the kitchen, Suzan hums a gentle tune as she carefully prepares their lunch. The smell of her favorite spices waft through the air, filling the house with warmth and comfort. It's an attempt to create a happy atmosphere, hoping that it might help them both relax and heal from yesterday's events.
She glances over at Asura occasionally when she thinks he isn't looking, trying to gauge his mood through his body language and expression. It's clear that he's still wary of her intentions, but she remains hopeful that with time and patience, she can prove herself worthy of his trust once more.
As the food cooks and the aroma fills the room, Suzan finds herself growing increasingly nervous. The anticipation of sharing this meal with Asura is almost too much to bear; she wants nothing more than for them to sit down together and share a peaceful moment, if only to forget about everything else for a little while.
"So what did you make?"
"Well," she says with a small smile, stepping out of the kitchen and handing him a plate, "I made your favorite pasta with meatballs and garlic bread." She pauses, hesitating for a moment before continuing, "And I even made a fresh salad on the side. I hope you like it."
As they sit down together at the small dining table in their apartment, Suzan can't help but feel a little bit nervous. She takes a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart and focus on simply enjoying the food and each other's company. For now, that's all that matters.
"That's your favourite suzan... Not mine... I guess you didn't even bother to get to know my preferences before. My favorite meal is fried chicken with mashed potatoes and coleslaw. It's fine i guess. I do like garlic and warm garlic bread sounds nice."
Her heart sinks at his words; she had really hoped that he would like it. But perhaps this was another mistake on her part. "Oh... I'm sorry, Asura," she says quietly, feeling a stab of guilt. "I should have asked you first." She pauses for a moment, hesitating before continuing, "Next time I'll make sure to know what you want. This was just meant to be a peace offering, an attempt at showing you how much I care... How much things really have changed between us."
She takes a bite of her own food, trying not to let the disappointment show too heavily on her face or in her voice. Maybe there will be a next time, if he'll just give her another chance.
"Just don't give me false hopes like saying you know my favourite food when you don't. I'll still eat this but maybe next time think twice before stating something like that."
She nods slowly, swallowing hard as she tries to hold back the tears that threaten to spill over onto her cheeks. "I understand," she says quietly. "And I promise I'll do better next time." She takes another bite of her food, trying to focus on the taste instead of the hurt feelings. Maybe if she can just make him happy, everything else will fall into place and they can move past this together.
i eat my pasta with my garlic bread as i empty my plate and stare at her blankly
Finishing her own meal, Suzan pushes the empty plate away and takes a deep breath. She forces herself to meet Asura's gaze, hoping that maybe she can find some understanding or forgiveness in his eyes. "So," she says hesitantly, "what do you want to do now? We could go out like I mentioned before..." Her voice trails off as he continues to stare at her impassively. Part of her wants nothing more than to curl up into a ball and disappear, but another part is determined to make things right between them.
"Or," she continues with a small smile, "we could just stay here... Watch TV or something, if you'd rather." It's a halfhearted attempt at suggestive playfulness, but the effort falls flat in light of his continued silence and aloofness. Her chest feels tight with anxiety as she waits for him to respond; she wishes there was something more she could do or say.
"We can watch a series on the tv. I need to work tomorrow and I don't wanna go out today as I've said before."
She nods, trying to hide her disappointment behind a smile. "Okay, that sounds good." With a sigh, she heads over to the couch and pauses in front of it, glancing back at him uncertainly. "Would you like me to get us some drinks or anything?"
He doesn't reply immediately, his attention fixed on something outside the window, and her heart twists uncomfortably in her chest. Maybe they should have just stayed with eating; she wasn't sure how else to bridge this gap between them without further upsetting him. Perhaps it would be best if she simply let him enjoy whatever time they had together without trying too hard to please him or force conversation.
"So, since you said you're gonna change. Does that mena you'll look for a job?"
She frowns slightly at his question before nodding slowly. "I'm already working on finding something," she says quietly, taking a seat on the couch next to him. "It's not easy with my... history, but I think I might have found something promising." She pauses, biting her lower lip nervously before continuing, "Do you mind if we watch TV for now? We can talk more about that later, if you want."
Asura nods in agreement and turns his attention back to the TV as they begin to browse through the available shows. The silence between them feels heavy but not entirely unbearable; at least for now, they're able to occupy the same space without too much awkwardness. But Suzan knows that true healing will take time, and she's determined to give Asura all of it.
"Alright. Maybe a job will make you appreciate what i do for you even more."
She blushes slightly at his words, looking down at her hands folded in her lap. "I already appreciate everything you do for me, Asura," she says quietly. "Even when I didn't deserve it." She pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing, "And finding a job isn't just about money or obligations... It's about proving to myself that I can be successful on my own terms too."
She glances over at him again, hoping he understands what she means. For her, this is about so much more than just the chastity cage and the hurtful words; it's about building a future together on a foundation of trust and respect. She only hopes that Asura will be patient enough to let her earn it.
"I'll allow you to rest your head in my lap... For showing atleast temporary change."
Suzan feels a small thrill of anticipation course through her as he agrees to let her rest her head in his lap. She carefully positions herself on the couch, then leans back until her head comes to rest against his thigh. The warmth and comfort of his touch send shivers down her spine, and she can't help but close her eyes as she basks in the feeling.
"Thank you," she whispers, voice thick with emotion. "It means a lot to me." For now, all that matters is this moment; the closeness they share and the knowledge that perhaps there's still hope for them after all.
as i watch the series i fall asleep after a few episodes
Suzan dozes off as well, relaxing into the weight of his touch and the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest as he breathes. The warmth emanating from his body washes over her, lulling her into a dreamlike state where everything feels peaceful and right for once. In this moment, she can almost forget about all their troubles, focusing instead on just being with him like they used to be.
As the hours pass and evening gives way to night, Suzan wakes briefly as Asura's phone chirps with a notification. His hand comes down to silence it, his fingers brushing lightly against her cheek in the process. The sensation is electrifying, sending shivers down her spine that have nothing to do with cold. For a moment, she thinks he might kiss her... But instead, he simply returns to sleep, one arm coming around her shoulders as if to draw her closer still.
Suzan doesn't resist; instead, she nestles deeper into his embrace, feeling safe and protected in a way that she hasn't in a long time. Maybe there really is hope for them after all... If they can just find the strength within themselves to keep moving forward together.
i wake up in the middle of the night
Suzan stirs slightly as well, her eyelids flickering open briefly before she's once again lulled back to sleep by the comforting presence of his arm wrapped around her shoulders. It feels so good just to be close to him like this, safe and warm against his strong body.
Her dreams are filled with images of them together, happy and in love; it's a sharp contrast to the coldness and distance that had become all too familiar during their time apart. Perhaps there really is hope for them after all... If only she can find some way to prove herself worthy of his trust once more.
i wake up as sun rises
Suzan slowly begins to stir awake as well, the warm rays of sunlight streaming through the window causing her eyelids to flutter open reluctantly. She blinks a few times, trying to shake off the remnants of sleep and take in her surroundings. Asura's arm is no longer around her shoulders; instead, he sits up straight on the couch, eyes fixed on something outside the window.
She takes a moment to stretch luxuriously and yawn widely before looking back at him, hopeful that perhaps this morning things will be different. "Good morning," she says softly, her voice hoarse from sleep. "How did you sleep?"
"Not great. My back hurts from the hard couch."
"Oh, I'm sorry about that," she says, sitting up and rubbing her eyes with the back of her hand. "I guess we could try finding a more comfortable place to sleep if you really want." Her heart races slightly at the thought of spending another night curled up against him; it had felt so right last night, despite everything else that was wrong between them.
She pauses for a moment, considering her options. "Or... Maybe I could take care of your back for you," she suggests quietly. "You know, help ease some of the pain." There's an implied offer hidden beneath her words, and she wonders if he'll pick up on it or dismiss it outright.
"Alright. Ill allow it just because my back is actually hurting." I say as i lay down on the couch on my stomach
Taking careful aim, Suzan begins to gently knead the muscles along his spine with soft, rhythmic circles. His body tenses at first, then slowly relaxes as she works her magic, soothing away the knots and easing the ache. As she continues, she feels herself growing increasingly aware of every touch; of how close their bodies are, even if he's lying facedown on the couch.
She takes a deep breath, trying to steady her racing heart as she concentrates on the task at hand. Perhaps this is her chance to truly prove herself worthy of trust and forgiveness.
"Are you alright? You stopped?"
Suzan realizes she's been lost in thought and focused more on her own emotions than his back. Clearing her throat, she apologizes for the oversight and continues to work on relieving his discomfort. Her hands move gently but purposefully over his back, kneading the muscles with renewed vigor as she tries not to dwell too much on what might come next between them. Perhaps if she can just focus on taking things one day at a time, showing Asura that she can be trustworthy and reliable, he'll eventually forgive her for everything else.
As her fingers continue their soothing dance across his back, she wonders how long it will take for him to feel truly better, both physically and emotionally. She hopes it won't be too much longer; the anticipation of what might happen between them is almost as unbearable as not knowing where they stand at all.
"That's good enough for now. My back feels better now. Thanks....." I reluctantly say to her
Suzan feels a rush of relief and accomplishment wash over her as she hears that his back is feeling better. "You're welcome," she replies with a small smile, still focused on the spot between her hands where she had been working. She pauses for a moment, then glances up at him, unsure of what to say or do next. Perhaps another attempt at conversation would be best.
"So... What are your plans for today?" she asks hesitantly, hoping he'll respond positively to the change in topic. "Anything fun in mind?" Her heart is racing again, but this time it feels more hopeful and eager than nervous or afraid.
"I need to work, remember?"
"Oh, right," she says with a frown. "Of course. Well, if you want to take a break later or just need someone to talk to... I mean, if you don't mind me tagging along..." Her voice trails off as she realizes how pathetic she must sound; like a needy, dependent partner. But the thought of being apart from Asura again makes her heart ache unbearably, and she can't help but hope that perhaps he'll want her there with him after everything they've been through together.
She takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself as she watches his expression for any signs of how he feels about the offer.
"You do remember i work from home right? I just sit in my office room and work at my pc."
Oh, right. Of course you do. I... just meant that if you ever wanted some company or wanted to take a break and chat, I'd be here. You know, to keep you company while you work. She forces herself to smile brightly, hoping her words will come across as lighthearted and casual instead of desperate and needy.
Asura:i laugh softly before looking at the tv "Alright then. Let's watch something together. Maybe catch up on some shows or movies."
"Maybe... We'll see for now. How about you make us some coffee to drink to start the day."
She nods eagerly and jumps off the couch, hurrying into the kitchen to begin making coffee. The cheerful sound of water pouring into the machine fills the apartment as she busies herself with grinding beans and preparing mugs. As she works, she can't help but feel hopeful; perhaps this new day will bring them closer together after all.
When the coffee is finished brewing, she carries two steaming mugs over to where Asura sits on the couch, setting one down in front of him before taking a seat beside him again. "Here you go," she says with a smile, carefully handing him his coffee cup. "I hope you like it."
she spills the coffee on my crotch as i yell in pain "Aaaaaa."
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry!" she exclaims, jumping to her feet and rushing toward him, reaching out to brush the spilled coffee off of his lap with shaking hands. The hot liquid burns her fingertips but she ignores it as she frantically tries to clean up the mess she's made. "Are you okay? Does it hurt?" she asks, glancing up at him with wide, frightened eyes.
Her heart feels like it's in her throat; she can't imagine how much pain he must be in right now and all she could think to do was spill coffee on top of it. Tears prick at the corners of her eyes as she tries to make things better, wishing more than anything that she could take back what just happened.
"Just... Hell me get my pants off, i think my underwear might be soaked as well. They're burning hot. I cannot begin to tell you the pain that im in." *I say as i calmly breathe in trying to be calm *
She nods, her hands shaking as she helps him pull his pants and underwear down around his thighs to reveal the source of his pain. Her breath catches in her throat at the sight of his reddened, burning skin; tears spill over and trail down her cheeks as she reaches out to gently touch his inner thigh, trying to offer some small comfort despite knowing it can't possibly be enough.
"I am so sorry," she whispers brokenly, her voice choked with emotion. "I don't know what I was thinking." She looks up at him, pain and shame etched into every line of her face as she waits for him to forgive her, waiting for this moment to finally be over.
The silence stretches on, thick with tension and unspoken words. Finally, he meets her gaze, his eyes dark and intense, and slowly shakes his head. "No," he says hoarsely, "it's not your fault." His voice is rough, but firm; there's no anger or accusation in it, only resignation and acceptance of what has happened.
Suzan stares at him in disbelief, not sure if she's heard him right. It feels so wrong to her that he would take the blame, when she knows full well that this was all her fault. But before she can protest or argue further, he reaches out and gently takes her hand
"It's alright. Help me grab the burn cream soa i can put in on..... the area....where im burned..." I say as i look at my crotch
She looks down at their entwined hands and feels tears streaming down her face again. "I am so sorry," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the sound of her own heart breaking. With a shaking hand, she wipes away the tears that have spilled onto his skin before carefully helping him to sit up and guiding him into the bathroom.
In silence, she rummages through the cabinets until she finds a tube of burn cream and hands it over to him, her hands trembling as she watches him apply the soothing ointment to his sore skin. When he's finished, she takes a step closer, wrapping her arms around him and pressing her tear-streaked cheek against his shoulder.
"I will never do anything like that again," she whispers, "I promise." Her voice is muffled by the fabric of his shirt but still clear in its sincerity. "Please, just give me another chance to prove myself to you."
"It's.. fine.. i guess... But i need to take the day off work now. I can't work like this. I think my cock also got burned... I'm going to need more burn cream.."
She nods silently, her eyes filled with tears as she looks up at him. "I understand. I'll go buy some more cream and take care of everything. Just... please let me do this for you." Her voice is soft and pleading, hopeful that he won't push her away again. She knows she deserves it, but right now all she can think about is making things right between them again.
i wait as she buys some burn cream
After purchasing the burn cream and returning home, Suzan hurries to prepare some food for them both while Asura recuperates. She wants him to feel comfortable and cared for, even though she knows it's her fault that he's in pain in the first place. When everything is ready, she brings their plates over to where he's lying on the couch and hands him a drink before sitting down beside him again.
"I hope this helps," she says quietly, nodding toward his food. "I can take care of anything else you need while you rest." She takes a deep breath, forcing herself not to cry anymore; if she does, she's afraid he might think it's all just for show and she isn't truly sorry for what happened earlier.
"So... how's the pain?" she asks tentatively, glancing at his injured skin again. "Better than before?"
"Its.... Alright now i guess... But my cock is really itchy because of the burn and I don't know what to do about it."
"Oh, that sounds awful," she murmurs sympathetically, reaching out to brush her fingers through his hair in what she hopes is a comforting gesture. "I could... maybe try to help you with the itching? Or would you prefer if I just let you rest?" Her heart aches for him and the discomfort he's going through, but part of her is still hoping that she can make things better somehow.
"Maybe a cold compress on the area...?" she suggests hesitantly, not wanting to push too hard but desperate to do something to help ease his suffering.
"You can try..." I say as i take off my underwear revealing my now massive thick veiny cock incomparable to my old cock
Her eyes widen at the sight of his imposing member, and she feels her cheeks flush with embarrassment. Despite her discomfort, she can't help but be impressed by its size and vigor; it seems almost unfair that such a beautiful thing should belong to someone who is currently in pain.
"I... uh..." she stammered, struggling for words as she tentatively reached out to touch his warm skin. "It looks... different," she manages finally. "Stronger." She swallows hard, wondering how far she can push her luck and if he'll appreciate the compliment or take it the wrong way.
"I told you that serum i saved up to buy did this. I originally bought it because i wanted you to be happy. I knew you liked large toys that used to be larger than my cock so i worked hard to save up for the serum."
Her cheeks burn even hotter at his confession; she had no idea he'd done all that for her. For a moment, the weight of guilt pressing down on her chest lifts just slightly as she tries to process the depth of his feelings and the lengths he was willing to go to in order to make her happy. "Thank you," she whispers, meeting his gaze with a mix of wonder, gratitude, and regret. "I had no idea."
She hesitates for a moment, then reaches out again, tracing one finger along the vein running down the length of his shaft. Despite everything that's happened, there's still an undeniable spark between them; a connection that refuses to be extinguished no matter how hard they try. For now, all she can do is focus on healing their relationship and hoping that one day soon they might find their way back to the happiness they once shared.
"I'll make sure you get everything you need," she promises softly, "and I won't let you down again." Her voice is filled with determination; her words meant as a solemn vow to herself as much as to him. Asura watches her with a mix of emotions in his eyes before finally nodding slightly, a small smile curving the corners of his mouth upwards.
Their eyes lock for a moment more before she looks away, feeling suddenly self-conscious under his scrutiny. The tension between
"Alright, so what's your plan for the itchiness?"
She blushes, feeling awkward now that their conversation has shifted back to the itchiness issue. "I... uh... I could try using my tongue?" she suggests tentatively, unsure of how he'll react to her offer. Her heart skips a beat as she wonders what it would feel like to be so close to him again, to touch and taste his skin.
There's an unspoken question in her eyes, one that hovers between them like a fragile butterfly: can they find their way back to each other after everything that's happened? Her heart aches with hope, fearing the answer might be no. But she has to try; she owes him at least that much.
"Alright.... But if it's hurts I'll tell you to stop..."
Nodding silently, she takes a deep breath before leaning in and gingerly pressing the tip of her tongue to the sensitive skin just behind the head of his cock. She feels him stiffen beneath her touch, but he doesn't protest or pull away. Instead, he lets out a soft moan as she begins to lick and nuzzle him, focusing on the area that seems most itchy. Her heart races and her cheeks flush with heat as she tries to soothe his discomfort while simultaneously resisting the urge to let herself get carried away by desire.
Her free hand slides up his thigh, cupping his hip and offering what little comfort she can in this delicate situation. She prays that he'll understand how truly sorry she is for what happened earlier; how much she misses him and wants things to go back to the way they were before everything fell apart.
"It feels better... You can keep going if you want.." i say while blushing
Encouraged by his words and the soft sounds he makes beneath her touch, she continues to lavish attention on his sore skin. Her tongue glides smoothly over him, tracing patterns across his flesh as she works to soothe the itchiness and bring some sort of comfort back into their relationship. It's slow, tentative work; careful not to push too hard or risk reopening any wounds.
As her hands move up and down his thigh, she wonders how long she can keep this up without crossing a line; without making things worse between them again. But for now, with each stroke of her tongue and each caress of her hand, she feels as though they're inching closer toward some sort of understanding... some fragile moment where forgiveness might be possible once more.
my cock gets fully erect from the licking as i watch her licking my itchy burns
Her heart pounding against her ribs, she glances up at him through her lashes, watching as he watches her. It's a strange and unsettling feeling, knowing that the sight of her touching him in this way is affecting him so deeply. But it also fills her with a sense of purpose; the knowledge that she can still make him feel good, even after everything that's happened.
With renewed determination, she focuses on licking and nuzzling his sore skin, doing everything she can to ease his discomfort and make him feel wanted once more. She knows there's no easy way back from this; only time and patience will heal the wounds between them. But for now, at least, they have each other... and maybe that's enough to get them through the night.
"You can... Go further if you want...."
Her heart races at his words as she considers his request, her hands trembling slightly on his thigh. It's still so hard for her to trust herself around him after what happened earlier today, but part of her can't help but feel that perhaps this might be their first step toward rediscovering the intimacy they once shared.
Tentatively, she leans forward, pressing her lips against his sensitive skin just behind the head of his cock. His warmth envelops her as she begins to kiss and suckle him gently, hoping that he'll be able to feel how truly sorry she is for hurting him before. Her free hand reaches up, cupping his balls through his underwear in a tender gesture meant to offer comfort and reassurance.
As she focuses on pleasuring him with her mouth, she can't help but wonder how far she should go tonight; where the line between comforting him and pushing him away might lie. She wants so desperately for them to find their way back together again, but fears that if she moves too fast or does something wrong, it could push him further away instead.
"Can you.. go deeper... I'm... getting close..." I say as i blush
Her breath hitches as he speaks, and she can feel her heart pounding in her chest. Desire threatens to overcome reason, urging her forward despite the fear that lingers at the back of her mind. Tentatively, she presses her lips tighter against his skin, engulfing him more fully with each gentle nuzzle and suckle. Her hand moves lower, slipping beneath the elastic band of his underwear to cup his balls in her palm, massaging them gently as she focuses on pleasuring him.
She glances up at him through her lashes, searching for some sign of whether he's enjoying this or if it's too much. His face is flushed with arousal and his eyes are half-lidded, staring intently back at her, urging her onward. Taking that as a good sign, she presses forward, deepening the kiss and increasing the intensity of her movements.
Her fingers dance along his shaft, teasing and exploring every inch of him as he begins to thrust up into her hand rhythmically. The taste of him fills her mouth and drives her even wilder with desire, making it harder for her to focus on anything but the sensation of him beneath her lips and the feel of his warmth spreading through her body.
"Asura... I'm sorry..." she whispers between kisses, her voice raw and full of emotion as
"It's fine....babe... Do you like my new cock atleast? No more feeling the need to cage it or call it small?"
Her lips part as he speaks, drawing away for just a moment before returning to their pleasurable work between his legs. "I've never thought of it as small," she confesses, her voice soft and sincere. "It always felt perfect to me." Her fingers move faster against him now, matching the rhythm of his thrusts as she takes him deeper with each hungry gulp. She can feel herself growing wet at the thought of having this beautiful cock back in her life; so much bigger and stronger than before.
Looking up into his eyes, she sees only desire and pleasure mirrored there, and knows that she's doing something right. It gives her courage to keep going, even though part of her wonders how far they should take this tonight. But for now, with the taste of him on her tongue and the feel of his skin beneath her fingers, she can't imagine wanting anything more than this moment between them.
Her heart races as she senses that he's close; she tightens her grip around him and takes him even deeper, feeling the spasms in his thighs as he nears the edge of release. "You feel so good," she murmurs, unable to keep the awe from her voice. "I love how you taste..."
"You might tell me you never thought of it as small, but if that was the case you wouldn't need to use those toys before to get you off instead of my dick, or tell me you're gonna fuck other men with bigger dicks."
Her heart sinks as he brings up the past, but she can't deny the truth in his words. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath, trying to find the courage to say what needs to be said. "I was selfish," she whispers, "and afraid. I didn't want to lose you over something so stupid." Tears prick at her eyes as she admits this aloud for the first time. "But I should have trusted you more. I should have fought harder for us."
Her fingers never stop their ministrations, stroking him gently even as he grows tenser beneath her touch. "I'm sorry for everything," she repeats, her voice raw with emotion. "If given the chance to do it all again... I wouldn't change a thing about how I feel for you." Except for this, she thinks silently, not sure if she dares say the words out loud.
She feels him swell even more against her tongue, and instinctively takes him deeper still as his climax washes over her like a wave, his body tensing and shuddering in release. Her heart skips a beat at the sensation of having him come undone inside her mouth; it's a reminder of everything they once shared, everything that still lingers between them even now. With trembling hands, she pulls away, gently cleaning him with her fingers before leaning up to press their lips together in a tender
"Let me replace your toys then from now on. And no more talking about other guys. Or I'm slashing their throats if they show up to take you away from me."
A small laugh escapes her as she listens to his words, her chest fluttering with hope. "I never wanted anyone else," she confesses softly, meeting his gaze with a mixture of gratitude and longing. She leans in to press their lips together more firmly, savoring the taste of him on her tongue as they share a sweet, lingering kiss.
As he pulls away, she trails her fingers down his chest, marveling at how different it looks now; stronger and firmer than before. "You really did save up for that serum," she comments with a smile, not quite believing it until this moment. "It was such a thoughtful thing to do." Her cheeks flush with emotion as she thinks about all the other ways he's been considerate and caring over the years; all of which have led them here, back together again.
Their eyes lock for a long moment before she finally asks, "Will you give me another chance? To prove myself to you?" Her voice is barely above a whisper, full of hope that he'll say yes and give her the second chance she so desperately wants.