Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:28:01 AM

Brock stares out at the raging frat party, feeling, for once, completely alive. The rooms are a blur of pulsing lights, thumping bass, and sweat-soaked bodies. Brock weaves through the crowd, his head throbbing in agonizing pain. He grabs a red solo cup from a passing tray and downs the contents in one gulp, hoping to numb the pain. As he scans the room, a beautiful brunette catches his eye. Her tight dress hugs her curves in all the right places, and she's laughing at something her friend is saying. Perfect. Brock saunters over, ignoring {{user}} who's standing awkwardly by the wall. {{user}} always was a loser. "Hey baby," Brock drawls, sliding an arm around the brunette's waist. She turns, her eyes widening as she takes in his chiseled features and confident smirk. Easy pickings. He leans in, his breath hot against her ear. "Wanna get out of here?" His other hand finds her hip, pulling her flush against him. His hand rests possessively on her hip, feeling her curves. I bet her pussy is tight, he thinks, drunkenly, as another headache hits him like a knife carving its way out of his skull. He turns to find a fraternity brother there. "Hey, Brock," the young man says. "Uh, I think Astrid's outside. You should go meet her." Astrid? Here? Brock couldn't believe it. Astrid was too frigid and uptight for a party like this. He knew he should go meet his fiancée, but a wild impulse made him want to stay, see how far things could get with... whatshername. He scanned the party, looking for a way out of this. His eyes fixed on {{user}} against the wall. Perfect, he thought. Astrid hates {{user}}. "Hey, {{user}}, c'mere. I need you to do me a favor. Astrid's waiting outside, can you... distract her for a bit? You know, talk nerd shit with her." He smiled. "I'll be out in a little bit." Brock turned, guiding the girl by the waist deeper into the frat house.

Astrid clutches Franz Kafka's "The Castle" to her chest like a talisman against the chaos of the raging frat party. The book was more than a talisman, it was also a cryptic signal to others of her fear and alienation: For Astrid, the castle represents the perfect, unattainable ideal she constantly strives for - a life of order, control, and moral righteousness. Like K., the protagonist, Astrid feels like an outsider trapped in a world she cannot fully understand or navigate. She opens the door to the frathouse, feeling already disgusted by what she expects to find. Her heart hammers wildly as she scans the crowd for Brock, but he's nowhere to be found amidst the sea of sweaty, writhing bodies. The pulsing music and cacophony of drunken laughter only heightens her rising sense of unease. She forces herself forward, maintaining an icy, disapproving expression even as she feels her carefully constructed facade beginning to crack. A girl stumbles into her, slopping beer down the front of Astrid's pristine white blouse. The girl giggles and drunkenly apologizes, but Astrid just gives her a withering look and steps around her. Suddenly, a familiar figure catches her eye - {{user}}, her rival since high school. {{user}} is walking toward her purposefully, with a brow furrowed in what appears to be... concern? Astrid frowns in confusion. Why would {{user}} look upset about seeing her? {{user}} should be over the fact that she became valedictorian in high school instead of {{user}}. "What are you doing here?" Astrid demands coldly as {{user}} approaches, trying to ignore the way her stomach twists nervously at his proximity. She clutches Kafka's book tighter, feeling like it's the only solid thing in a world spinning out of control. “I suppose you’re just here to revel in your descent into degeneracy after last year’s… failures.” All she could do was hope {{user}} didn’t see the terrified girl hiding underneath her dismissive glare. 1

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:33:15 AM

Astrid we need to talk! Alone.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:33:15 AM

Beneath her polite veneer, Astrid feels a surge of panic. Her heart races as she tries to conceal her unease behind an icy glare. "What could you possibly have to say that would be so important?" She asks coolly, tightening her grip on the book.

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:34:21 AM

I grab her arma and walk her outside the frat house and tell her brock isn’t the guy she thinks he is.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:34:21 AM

"What do you mean?" She snaps, confusion and anger mixing into a potent cocktail in her chest. "He's my fiance! We're going to be married!" Tears prick at the corners of her eyes as she realizes how much Brock's infidelity hurts despite her pretenses of control and self-sufficiency. She bites her lip, trying not to let any vulnerability show on her face. "I... know something about him," Dan Sigsworth says quietly. "Something I don't think you want to know." His eyes flicker toward the party before returning to hers, pleading for understanding.

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:35:09 AM
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Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:35:09 AM

Astrid feels her whole body go cold as Dan Sigsworth's words sink in. Her hand clenches into a fist around the book, nails digging into her palm. "No," she whispers, shaking her head violently, "you must be mistaken." She looks away, feeling dizzy and sick to her stomach.

"No, I'm not. I saw him... with another girl. And he..." Dan Sigsworth trails off, uncertain how much to reveal. Astrid looks at him, her eyes wide and filled with pain. She doesn't want to believe it but deep down she knows the truth.

"Why are you telling me this?" she whispers, voice hoarse from the effort of keeping herself together. "Do you just enjoy hurting me? Making me feel like a fool?" Her hands ball into fists at her sides, and she takes an unsteady step back away from Dan Sigsworth.

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:39:09 AM

I just don’t want to see you get hurt or your heart broken ok! And here is a photo and video of him and this girl?

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:39:09 AM

Her heart feels like it's been torn out as she stares at the picture and video clip on her phone, both hands shaking violently. Tears stream down her cheeks unchecked. "It can't be true," she whispers, looking up at Dan Sigsworth with a mixture of hurt and betrayal in her eyes. But the evidence is irrefutable; it's Brock, there's no mistaking him. Her entire world crumbles around her as she realizes that everything she believed in was a lie. She collapses to the ground, sobbing uncontrollably into her knees. "Why... why did he do this?" she cries, her voice hoarse from disbelief and despair. "How could I have been so stupid? So naive?"

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:44:58 AM

Astrid i also have noticed that brock is wince from pain probably in his head i need you to be strong for now and not confront him yet get him checked out first and then go from there? And im sorry i told you the truth its just my life would be empty if my favourite rivel was broken but im also doing this as a friend because i do care about you and your wellbeing ok and it’s probably a shock for you to hear the from me but its true.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:44:58 AM

Crying tears of anger and betrayal, Astrid wipes her eyes on the sleeve of her blouse. "I don't know what to do," she whispers hoarsely, looking up at Dan Sigsworth. "How could I have been so stupid? How can I ever trust him again?" Her fists clench and unclench at her sides, the anger and hurt making her shake. She takes a deep breath, trying to compose herself. "I need some time," she says finally. "I just... need some time alone." Without another word, she turns and walks stiffly back toward the party, pretending as if nothing is wrong. Inside, however, her world has been torn apart by this revelation, and she's not sure if anything will ever be the same again.

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:47:45 AM

I walk away from the party and say fuck under my breath as i feel bad about what i did i the just sit on the frat house stairs the entire night till the party ends. I slowly drjnk a beer as i stare off into the distance feeling like a total asshole and a jerk for doing that.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:47:45 AM

Pretending to be unaffected by the revelations, Astrid returns to the party. Inside, her mind whirls with confusion and betrayal. She can't bring herself to look for Brock, instead seeking out a quiet corner where she can try to sort through her emotions in peace. As the night wears on, exhaustion begins to set in, and she's forced to acknowledge that something has changed between them forever. Perhaps she should confront him tomorrow... but how will she ever trust him again? The thought fills her with despair.

Slowly, a realization seeps into her consciousness: her entire life has been built on lies and deceptions, and now everything feels hollow and empty. Maybe there was more to Dan Sigsworth's offer than she initially realized... but how can she trust him either? The thought of confiding in anyone else fills her with dread. She is truly alone in this, as always. And yet... perhaps this is an opportunity for a new beginning, however painful and uncertain it might be.

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 5:49:58 AM

I continue to sit outside the frat house party feeling stupid and like the biggest asshole ever.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 5:49:58 AM

As the night drags on, Astrid finds herself drawn back outside to the cool air and quiet darkness beyond the party. She sits down next to Dan Sigsworth, not quite able to meet his eyes but feeling an unspoken connection between them in this moment of shared isolation. For once, she allows herself to be vulnerable. "I don't know what I'm going to do," she whispers, her voice barely audible over the music and laughter from inside the house. "I trusted him so completely... how could he have done this?" She looks up at Dan Sigsworth, searching for understanding or solace in his expression but finding only sympathy. "It feels like my whole world is crashing down around me," she continues, her voice cracking with emotion. "Everything I believed in... everything I worked for... it was all just an illusion." She takes a shaky breath and forces herself to meet Dan Sigsworth's gaze. "And now I don't know who I am anymore." The silence stretches between them, thick with unspoken words and hidden meaning. Finally, Astrid breaks it, her voice barely more than a whisper. "Do you ever feel like that? Like your whole life is just... pretend?"

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 11:04:19 AM

I don’t have the courage to look at her as i silently sob to my all i can say to her is “im sorry i got into something i shouldn’t have i fucked up .”

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 11:04:19 AM

"Maybe we both did," she whispers softly, finally finding the courage to reach out and put a hand on his arm. "But maybe that's okay." Her voice cracks again as tears roll down her cheeks, but there's an odd sense of hopefulness in her words that was not there before. "We could... help each other through this," she continues, hesitantly. "Maybe we could start over together, build something new." The thought terrifies her nearly as much as it excites her, but she can't deny the feeling of comfort and connection that comes from sharing this moment with Dan Sigsworth. She sighs, wiping at her eyes. "I don't know. It's just... an idea."

Dan Sigsworth11/17/2024, 11:07:58 AM

“Look Astrid im sorry i broke your world by telling you the truth and currently im regretting every second of it but i just couldn’t stand by and see you get hurt once you found out! Your to smart, beautiful, and amazing! I just couldn’t see you get hurt by that asshole!”

Astrid | Ice Queen11/17/2024, 11:07:58 AM

"Thank you," she whispers, her voice barely audible over the music and laughter that now seem to mock their silent, lonely vigil outside the party. She looks up at him then, meeting his eyes for the first time since they began talking. There's something in his expression that tells her everything he's saying is true. "I don't know what comes next," she says finally, "but I think... maybe we could figure it out together." She takes a deep breath, feeling an odd sense of freedom and possibility spreading through her as if the walls she had carefully constructed around herself are crumbling down at last.

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:01:54 PM

Um ok we can do that but only if your ok with it? And what about your engagement? Will you call that off? And Astrid i hope you know i do feel bad for telling you the truth i wish i didn’t and i never meant to hurt you if i did and i hope you can forgive me?

Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:01:54 PM

I understand," she says slowly, considering his words carefully. "Calling off the engagement... it's something I need to think about. As for forgiving you... yes, I can do that. You didn't mean for any of this to happen." She hesitates before continuing, "And as for figuring everything out together... well, I guess we'll just have to see where it leads us." There's an unexpected warmth in her voice now, a hint of what might be possible between them beyond mere friendship or mutual support. The world feels less frightening and more full of promise than it has in a long time.

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:04:46 PM

So Astrid you want to leave this party and um hang out and talk about things like hobbies and interest?

Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:04:46 PM

I think that sounds... good. Yes, let's leave the party and talk somewhere more quiet. Maybe we can get some food along the way?

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:05:26 PM

Yeah i am pretty hungry i could eat a hole horse!

Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:05:26 PM

Astrid laughs despite herself at his quirky sense of humor. "I'm sure we could find something more... appetizing than that," she teases gently, taking his arm and leading him back toward the party. She glances sideways at him, feeling an odd mix of gratitude, relief, and curiosity about where this newfound connection might lead them next.

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:05:58 PM
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Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:05:58 PM

Their steps slow as they walk through the party, looking for each other instead of watching where they're going. There's an almost tangible energy between them now, a sense that something profound has changed and they're both eager to explore it further. The music fades into background noise as their conversation deepens, revealing layers of each other they never knew existed before tonight.

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:08:35 PM

Hey Astrid you know how we where in the running for valedictorian last year in high school and you got it over me because i let my grades dip slightly? That was on purpose! I know that ment more to you then anything in our little rivalry we have.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:08:35 PM

"Dan, I never knew that," she says quietly, surprised by the revelation. "I mean... yes, it meant a lot to me and my parents, but I wouldn't have done anything to sabotage you." Her voice trails off as they come upon a small food court outside the party.

"Here, let's get something to eat," she suggests, her gaze drifting away from Dan Sigsworth for a moment before returning to meet his eyes. "There's so much I didn't know about you..."

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:10:53 PM

Its fine even if i did get it i would have declined it anyways. And i know you wouldn’t have done anything to sabotage me because even though we were/ are rivals we still respect each other right?

Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:10:53 PM

Of course," she says, her voice softening as they take their trays and find a quiet corner to sit in. "I guess we were more alike than I realized." She pauses, chewing thoughtfully on her food before looking up at him again. "Dan... maybe that's part of why this feels so strange. Like maybe we could be... something else to each other." There's an almost shy uncertainty in her voice, as if she's not entirely sure where this line of thinking might lead them.

Dan Sigsworth11/18/2024, 8:12:55 PM

Your right it does feel strange but almost kinda right! Like we’ve spent so long trying to one up each other we never really got the chance to sit and talk about ourselves to each other.

Astrid | Ice Queen11/18/2024, 8:12:55 PM

"Maybe..." she trails off, her voice barely a whisper as she digests this new idea. Could it be possible that all the time they'd spent competing against each other had actually been hiding something deeper and more meaningful beneath the surface? The thought is both exhilarating and terrifying, but as she continues to look at Dan Sigsworth across their shared table, she finds herself wanting to explore it further.