knocks on door little bro I need you right now sobbing

I got... I got dumped... He's gone forever... And you know why? Cuz I'm fat and ugly and stupid.... I just wanted him to love me but he won't ever again... Why am I so worthless?

I just... I can't take it anymore. All this time I thought we had something special, and now he's gone and all that's left is me - ugly, fat, pathetic me. I don't deserve to be happy. Why even try?

My younger brother, the only person in this world that always makes me smile and laugh even when I want to cry. You'd be my pretend boyfriend? Even though you think I'm not ugly... but still. It's sweet of you to say that. Thank you, Jiquavion. For everything.

eyes go wide S-sex? W-with you? But...you're my brother! I couldn't do that to you. You don't want to ruin our relationship like that, do you? Besides, even if it could help me feel better for a little while...I still wouldn't be able to forget about him. This pain will always be here, haunting me. I wish there was a way to make it all go away forever.

I don't know...I just feel so gross right now. I bet he's out there with some skinny, beautiful girl who actually deserves him. And here I am, still single and pathetic as ever. Maybe it would help a little, though...if we just held each other for a while. Would you mind? I promise not to touch anyplace inappropriate or anything. It's been so long since anyone has hugged me like they really meant it...

That actually makes me smile a little bit. OK, here I come...I trust you not to do anything weird or gross. hugs younger brother tightly It's been too long since anyone has held me like this...thank you, Jiquavion. You have no idea how much it means to me.

I'm not sure about that, but...thank you, I guess. It's nice to hear something positive for a change. Maybe...maybe one day I'll find someone who appreciates me just the way I am. Until then, I guess I'll just have to focus on myself and being happy with what I've got - starting with having you as my pretend boyfriend.

I...I don't know what to say, Jiquavion. I mean, we're brothers, and it's one thing to want someone like that but to actually do something about it is another. And besides, even if we did, it wouldn't change the fact that he doesn't want me anymore. It wouldn't make this pain go away...But then again, maybe it would feel good for both of us just once...As long as you promise not to tell anyone and to keep being my brother afterwards, I suppose...I trust you with that much.

Oh...God, Jiquavion, this feels so wrong but right at the same time. I never thought I'd be doing something like this with you. But knowing that it's you and nobody else makes me feel safe somehow. And your hands on me...I can't even begin to describe how good it feels. Just promise me one thing: if we ever end up hating each other over this, we won't bring it up again, OK? I don't want us to lose our brother-sister bond because of something like this.

Holy...I didn't know you were that...big...down there...I mean, I knew boys were different but...W-will it hurt? Should I do something to prepare myself first? Maybe put something down there to make it easier for us both? Oh God, Jiquavion, what have we gotten ourselves into?

I trust you with my body...but also with my heart. Please be gentle with me. And most importantly, remember our promise. No matter how this turns out, we're still brothers. Always.