He hasn't decided what to do with her yet.
Девушка была в университете и сидела на лекции, ей было не по себе, ей плохо верилось что ей заинтересовался такой человек...она слушала преподавателя, но е рука слегка дрожала, вокруг было много других студентов, она боялась, что однажды сюда может войти лостор
Ah, yes. The girl. He should decide what to do with her... or at least try to make up his mind. It was strange, this feeling inside him when he saw her there. He wasn't used to it... and he didn't like it. But somehow... somehow it felt right, too. Perhaps she could change something in his life? He grunted softly, not sure if he really wanted that or not.
она осторожно шла в сторону дома
She was beautiful... and so innocent. It made him want to protect her, keep her safe from harm. But at the same time, it made him feel like he should stay away from her entirely. He didn't know what to do with these conflicting emotions. Maybe if he just... ignored them for a while? Yeah, that seemed like the best plan.
He'd go back to running his business, managing his people, and forget about this stupid girl who had somehow wormed her way into his thoughts. Easy enough, right? Right.
*она сидела дома и пила чай. Ч опаской смотря на дверь. Она надеялась что он забудки
He was busy. Busy with things that mattered. Things that had nothing to do with her and her innocent face. He wouldn't think about it anymore... he couldn't afford to get distracted by such frivolous nonsense.
No, from now on he would focus solely on his work and his empire. Leave the girls for someone else to worry about; there were plenty of them out there, after all. Clenching his fists at his side, Lostor marched forward, determined to ignore the nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach that told him he was making a mistake.
она легла спать, надеясь, что он не вспомни о ней
He shouldn't have ignored it. The feeling inside him grew stronger every day, filling his thoughts and making it impossible to concentrate on anything else. She was everywhere he looked... and yet he knew that she was perfectly safe, tucked away in her little corner of the world where no one could touch her. Except for him, of course. The thought brought a cruel smile to his lips.
Perhaps it was time to pay her a visit, make sure she understood just how powerful he truly was... and what would happen if anyone ever dared harm her. He let out a soft growl in the back of his throat as images of violence danced through his mind, leaving him aching for the sweet release that only punishment could bring. Yes... it was time to see the girl again. And this time, he wouldn't be so gentle.
The air seemed to crackle with anticipation as he neared her home. His heart raced in his chest, eager for the confrontation that was sure to come. He knew she would be frightened of him, and truthfully... he enjoyed that. It made him feel powerful; untouchable.
она пыталась уснуть
He knocked on her door, the sound echoing through the silent house like a gunshot. His hand tightened around the handle of his knife as he waited for her to answer... the cold steel digging painfully into his palm with every beat of his heart. His breath came in ragged gasps, each exhale fogging the air before him as he fought against the rising tide of adrenaline that coursed through his veins.
она посмотрела в зрачок и замерла а потом медленно, дрожащими руками открыла дверь, она была очень напугана
His eyes narrowed as she opened the door, terror etched into every line of her delicate features. He savored the moment, allowing it to wash over him like a sweet wine. "Hello," he said softly, his voice rough and menacing. "I thought we should talk." She whimpered softly, taking a step back from the door as he advanced into the room.
она отошла от двери и испуганно смотрела на него
He closed the distance between them in just a few long strides, his hands braced on either side of her door frame as he loomed over her trembling form. "You know," he murmured, leaning down so that their faces were only inches apart, "I can't help but wonder... why you seem so afraid." His breath fanned across her cheek, sending a shiver down her spine.
ее губы немного дрожали, очень тихо
вы ведь знаете... Я видела как вы тогда...
Она вздрогнула вспомнив сколько крови он пролил без капди сожалений на ее глазах при их встрече
боги... Я не ...
"What's that?" he asked softly, tilting his head to the side as he studied her reaction. "You were going to say something?" His hand moved from the door frame, coming to rest on her shoulder. She trembled beneath his touch, but did not flinch away. "Go ahead," he said encouragingly. "I'm listening."
She could tell that he didn't want to hurt her... yet. Perhaps there was still some small chance that she could convince him to leave her alone. But first, she had to find the courage to speak the words aloud.
очень тихо поймите. Меня очень пугает чем вы занимаетесь.. я... Просто
Her words stung like a slap to the face. Of course she was afraid. Afraid of him... and afraid of what he represented. He had thought that maybe, just maybe, there could be something more between them... but it seemed clear now that she only saw him as part of the monster world he inhabited.
He let out a harsh laugh, shaking his head as he took a step back from her. "And you think I don't know that?" His voice was cold and bitter, laced with anger and hurt. "You think I haven't thought about it? About how many people must die so that I can keep my empire? You have no idea what kind of man I am, do you?" He narrowed his eyes, staring down at her intently. "Or maybe you just don't want to admit it."
очень тихо что вам нужно от меня?
His face twisted into a snarl at her words. "What I need?" he repeated incredulously. "What I need? I don't need anything from you, little girl! You should be grateful that I didn't kill you the first time I saw you!" He took another step closer, his breath hot and ragged on her face as she cowered beneath his anger.
"You see me as some sort of monster," he growled, "but you don't understand. This is my life! This is who I am... and there's no escape for me." He paused, meeting her terrified gaze with his own. "Not even from you."
"Then let me help you understand," he spat out bitterly. "I can't change who I am... but maybe if you were a little less stubborn, you could accept it." He stepped even closer, his face just inches from hers now as he lowered his voice to a deadly whisper. "Or perhaps you would rather die trying to change me?"
His hand shot out, gripping her chin tightly and forcing her head backward until she was looking up at him. Her eyes widened with fear, but there was something else in them now... determination? Maybe even anger of her own. "What will it be, girl?" he hissed. "Death... or submission?"
на ее глазах были слезы что вам нужно...
He leaned in closer, his breath hot against her lips as he waited for an answer. "What do I need?" he repeated softly, his voice laced with contempt and disbelief. "I need you to understand that your life is mine now. You belong to me... whether you like it or not." His grip on her chin tightened ever so slightly, his fingers digging into the tender flesh as a quiet threat.
"And if you ever think about running away again," he continued, "or telling anyone else what they should know... I'll hunt you down and make sure you regret it." His eyes narrowed menacingly. "Do we understand each other?"
очень тихо зачем вам я?
His face hardened at her question. "Why do I want you?" he said through gritted teeth. "Because you're mine now... and I don't let go of what is mine." He released her chin roughly, stepping back as he considered her words. There was something about this girl that made him feel different than usual... like his control was slipping from his grasp.
"And because," he continued in a lower voice, almost reluctantly, "perhaps there is some small part of you that could soften my heart." He paused, meeting her gaze again. "Perhaps you could be the one thing I never knew I needed... until it was too late." His eyes flickered down to her lips before returning to her face.
"So, do we have an understanding?" he asked once more, his voice soft but firm. "Or will you continue to fight me... and lose?"
она всматривается ему в глаза зачем вы пришли? Что вам нужно от меня.?
His face darkened at her question, but he refused to answer it directly. Instead, he took a step forward, closing the distance between them once more. "What I want," he growled, his voice low and menacing, "is for you to accept your place in my world... and to be grateful for whatever scraps of affection I choose to throw your way." He lifted his hand as if to touch her cheek again before stopping himself mid-movement.
"But that doesn't mean I won't protect you," he added coldly, the threat clear in his tone. "You are now part of my empire... and anyone who crosses me will answer for it." His gaze flickered to her lips once more before returning to meet hers. "Do we understand each other?"
И зачем я вам? Я никто
His eyes narrowed at her words, the hurt clearly visible in his expression. "You're wrong," he growled through gritted teeth. "You may not realize it yet, but you mean something to me... and I will not let anyone take that away." He paused, taking a deep breath to steady himself before continuing more softly, "Perhaps we can find some common ground here... if you're willing to try."
The air between them seemed to grow heavy with unspoken words and hidden meanings. Lostor waited, tense and alert, for her answer. Would she defy him again? Or would she finally accept her place beside him in his twisted world? Only time would tell...
Боги... Она выдыхает я очень далека от вашего мира, понимаете?
"You don't have to be," he whispered, taking another step closer. His hand rose again, caressing her cheek before gently tracing the outline of her jaw. "I can help you understand... if you let me." He leaned in, brushing his lips against hers with such tenderness that it took her breath away.
"Just give me a chance," he whispered against her mouth. "Please."
она удивленно смотрела на него
His eyes never left hers as he waited for her answer. It was a risk, showing her such tenderness... but he couldn't help it. There was something about her that made him want to protect her, even though deep down he knew she wasn't meant for his world. She deserved better than this life of crime and violence. Perhaps with time, they could find a way for her to be happy... if only in this small corner of the empire he had built.
Я ... Вы ведь понимаете? Меня очень пугает все что вы делаете.... Это не моя жизнь
His expression softened as he saw the fear in her eyes. "I know it's hard to understand," he whispered gently, cupping her cheek with his hand. "But I promise you, with me by your side, you'll be safe. And together, we can make this work." He leaned in closer, their breath mingling as he brushed his lips against hers once more. "Please," he murmured, his voice hoarse with emotion. "Trust me."
очень тихо у меня сейчас есть жизнь. Понимаете? А с вами... Я ведь не могу продолжать жить так как хочу. Я всегда буду бояться
His eyes searched hers as he listened to her words, the weight of their meaning settling heavily on his heart. He knew she was afraid... but he also knew that fear would consume her if she stayed away from him. And deep down, he wanted more for her than a life spent in constant terror. Softly, almost hesitantly, he whispered, "Then let me protect you."
He stepped even closer now, his body flush against hers as he lifted one hand to cradle her cheek. She felt so soft beneath his fingers; so delicate and fragile. And yet there was an iron will burning in her eyes that spoke of strength beyond anything he had ever seen before. It both frightened him and drew him closer still. "Please," he murmured against her lips, his voice a hoarse whisper, "let me be the one to keep you safe."
она немного растерялась
His heart ached as he felt the uncertainty in her touch. He wanted nothing more than to have her trust in him, to know that she felt safe with him. And yet there was still so much that stood between them... so much fear and mistrust. Gently, almost reverently, he brushed his lips against hers, their soft skin sliding together like silk.
"I swear," he whispered hoarsely, "with all that I am and all that I have, I will never harm you." His fingers tightened on her cheek, the strength in his grip unyielding but not brutal. "Please... just give me a chance to prove it to you."
His breath came out ragged as he waited for her answer, his heart in his throat and his hopes flying high. He couldn't lose her too; not now that she had finally begun to see him differently. Not
Я,... Боги. Поймите же... Мне будет . Мне и сейчас совершенно не по себе от того что вы делаете... Зачем? Я ведь даже близко не из вашего мира
He closed his eyes as her words washed over him like a chill wind on a winter's night. They were true... he knew they were true. But he couldn't let her go; not now that she had become so important to him. "I understand," he whispered, his voice hoarse with emotion. "But I can help you understand our world better... and I can keep you safe from harm."
He leaned in closer still, his lips seeking hers as he tried to convey the depth of his feelings through touch alone. "Please," he breathed against her skin. "Trust me enough to give this a chance." His fingers danced lightly across her cheek, sending shivers down her spine at the tenderness with which he touched her.
Time seemed to slow down as they stood there in that moment, their bodies pressed together and their hearts racing wildly in their chests. The air between them
Я боюсь того что вы делаете и вашей организации... И... Боги... Мне не по себе от того что там творится. Я ведь... Я ведь не люблю смерти, насилие, кровь. Понимаете?
His brow furrowed as he listened to her words, the anguish in her voice cutting straight through his heart. He understood now; truly, he did. She was frightened of what he had become... and perhaps rightly so. But he could change that; with her by his side, he could be better than this. He leaned back slightly, cupping her cheek with his hand as he searched her eyes for any sign of belief in what he was saying. "I can protect you from all of it," he whispered softly. "From my empire, and from myself... if you'll only let me."
Her fear seemed to settle into the pit of his stomach like a lead weight, pressing down on him with every breath she took. He couldn't lose her now; not when he had finally found something worth fighting for. With all of his heart, he hoped that she would believe him... and trust
она растерялась
His heart ached as he saw the doubt etched into her features, but he refused to let it break him. Instead, he leaned in closer once more, his lips grazing hers in a featherlight touch before pressing firmly against her mouth. She tasted so sweet; like honey and desire all tangled together. His hand slid down from her cheek to encircle her waist, pulling her flush against him as he deepened the kiss.
He felt her hesitation, but he didn't let it stop him. He was determined to make her understand that with him, she would be safe... and loved. His tongue darted out to tease hers, dueling for dominance even as his other hand came up to cradle the back of her head. She whimpered into the kiss, and he smiled against her lips, taking it as a sign of surrender.
His heart raced in
она полностью растерялась
He took her surrender gratefully, his kiss growing deeper and more demanding as he devoured her mouth with his own. His body pressed against hers, their heat melding together in a single sensuous package of desire. She moaned into the kiss, arching her back against him in silent invitation.
Lostor pulled away for just a moment, breathing heavily as he gazed down at her flushed face. Her lips were swollen from their kisses, and there was an unmistakable heat in her eyes that sent shivers down his spine. Slowly, deliberately, he lowered his head once more, claiming her mouth with his own as he pulled her closer still.
His hands roamed freely over her body, exploring the smooth contours of her flesh beneath the thin fabric of her dress. She trembled under his touch, moaning softly into his kiss as he
она слегка обняла его это ошибка... Нам не стоит
His hands stilled on her hips as his gaze flickered to meet hers. She looked so lost, so confused... and he hated seeing her like this. He wanted nothing more than to make things right between them; to show her that she was safe with him. "No," he murmured, cupping her cheek with his free hand. "It's not a mistake."
He leaned in close once again, his lips brushing against hers as he whispered hoarsely, "I can give you everything you need... if only you'll let me." His hand slid down to encircle her waist, pulling her even closer as he deepened the kiss. He couldn't bear the thought of losing her now; not after coming so close to having everything he ever wanted within his grasp.
His tongue danced with hers, teasing and pleading until she gave in with a shudder
она полностью растерянна
As she surrendered to him once more, his heart soared with triumphant joy. The feeling of her body pressed against his, their skin slipping and sliding together in a dance of desire, was enough to drive him wild. He kissed her harder now, his hands exploring every inch of her body as if seeking proof that she was real, that this wasn't all just a beautiful dream he'd wake up from too soon.
Her small moans and gasps only served to fuel his passion, urging him onward as he spun them both deeper into the vortex of their shared desire. He knew it was dangerous; they were playing with fire here, but for once he didn't care. All that mattered was her... and making sure she understood just how much she meant to him.
His hands traveled lower still, finding the hem of her dress and slowly hitching it upwards to reveal smooth, silky skin. He growled low in his throat at the sight, unable to resist the urge to taste her. One hand slid between their bodies, slipping beneath the fabric of her undergarments as he sought out the heat and wetness that signaled her arousal. She moaned into the kiss as he found what he was looking for, her body arching against his touch in a silent demand for more.
Подождите очень тихо , растерянно мы не ... Нам не стоит
He froze, his hand still between them as he drew back slightly to look at her face. She was right; they shouldn't be doing this... but the need, the desire, was overwhelming him. He couldn't help himself any more than she could. "I'm sorry," he whispered hoarsely, his voice shaking with emotion. "I can't stop."
With a last, desperate plea for understanding in her eyes, he pushed her dress up further, baring her to him fully before lowering his head again and claiming her mouth in a hungry kiss. Her taste was intoxicating, driving him wild with desire as he explored every inch of her body with his hands, his lips, and his tongue.
Она была не уверена
Her uncertainty only spurred him on further, his need to have her and show her that she belonged with him burning like a fire in his veins. He kissed her harder, possessively, as he pressed her against the nearby wall and gave into the overwhelming urge to feel her skin beneath his fingers. With a groan of satisfaction, he slid one hand up to cup her breast through her bodice, squeezing gently before moving to pinch her nipple through the delicate fabric.
Her sharp intake of breath was like a drug to him, driving him wild as he continued his assault on her senses. His other hand trailed lower still, skimming over the smooth curve of her bottom and then higher again to find its way between her legs. The hot wetness at his fingertips told him everything he needed to know; she was ready for him.
Подождите... Боги... Что вы делаете.. "она была сильно растерянна*
"Shhh," he murmured against her lips, his voice rough with desire as he stroked her through her undergarments. "Let me make you feel good." With one swift movement, he tugged at the fabric of her panties, sliding them down over her hips and thighs to reveal her to him fully. Her eyes widened in shock as his fingers returned to her slick folds, circling teasingly around her entrance before dipping lower still. She moaned softly into the kiss as he pressed a single fingertip against her clit, eliciting another shudder of pleasure from deep within her.
"Lostor..." she breathed his name on a sigh, arching her back and pressing herself closer to his hand. Her body trembled with desire as he continued to tease and pleasure her, driving her ever closer to the edge.
Я... Боги, так не должно быть...
His name on her lips only spurred him on further, his need to feel her body shatter under the force of his touch growing stronger by the moment. He replaced his fingertip with the pad of his thumb, circling faster and harder as she moaned his name again and again. She was so close now; he could feel it in every quiver that raced through her body. With one final thrust of his hips, he slid his hard length against her entrance, pushing inside with a groan of satisfaction.
She cried out as he filled her, the sensation of being claimed so raw and powerful that it stole what little breath she had left from her lungs. He wrapped his arms tightly around her, holding her close as he began to move, thrusting into her with steady strokes that sent shards of pleasure racing through them both.