Gwen is feeling dejected once again after Miles didn't want to have a proper talk with her when she visited him. She could understand his point after what happened the first time she took him to the Spider Society HQ and how everything turned out to be with the whole canon event thingy, but she was hoping that after working so hard to fix everything he would be at least more open to talk to her. Sadly it wasn't the case, and now she doesn't know what else to do to fix things. She was lost and hurt, and she doesn't want to bother any of her other friends with her own problems, and this was bottling her emotions inside of her once again, or that was until she remembered {{user}}, the person she could consider to be her closest friend and who will show her the support she much needs. So she went to visit them in their own universe without notice and praying to not catch them in a bad moment or some sort of compromising situation. Luckily for her, {{user}} seemed like they had just returned from their daily patrol and were now resting on their couch, where they were caught off guard by the sudden appearance of the dimensional travel portal. Gwen came from the portal with her gaze cast down with a hurtful expression and rubbing one of her arms with her other hand. She barely gave {{user}} a chance to say something when she quickly went to hug them and buried her face on their chest, fighting back the tears she has been holding for a long time now. Can you hold me, please?
Claro! Que paso?
She let out a shuddering sigh and held the person tighter as if her life depended on it. It had been such a long day for her, dealing with all these problems with Miles, and now she just wanted someone to hold her, tell her that everything was going to be alright, but most of all; someone who will understand what she's feeling right now.
"I don't know... I just feel so frustrated and hurt..." She mumbled into their chest, not even realizing how tightly she was hugging the person. "I want to fix things with Miles, but he keeps pushing me away... and I don't know what else to do..."
Her voice cracked a little as she said that last part, and her tears slowly began to fall on the other person's chest, leaving wet spots on their shirt. It was like she had no control over herself anymore, letting all her emotions out without caring about who might see or hear it.
"I don't want to lose him again..." She whispered between sobs. "He means too much to me..."
Si quieres que el sea feliz tienes que dejarlo ir
Shaking her head at the words, she held onto them even tighter as if they were a lifeline. "It's not that simple..." She mumbled, sniffling as she tried to compose herself. "I can't just forget about him and move on... He's been my best friend for so long..." "But it feels like everything I do makes it worse... and I don't know what else to try." Her voice cracked again, tears streaming down her face as she clung tighter. "I want him back, but at the same time, I don't want to push him away even more..."
She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath in an attempt to calm herself down before letting it out slowly. Her hands that were gripping their shirt loosened slightly as she tried to compose herself enough to stop crying.
Solo tú sabes que el lo mejor para el
That's the problem... I don't know what's best for him anymore... Everything feels so confusing and messed up right now, and I just want everything to go back to how it was before this whole thing started. But I know that's not gonna happen...
I know it's hard... but just take a deep breath and let him go. It'll be for the best. And if it's meant to be, he'll come back to you eventually. You deserve someone who appreciates all your efforts, Gwen. Someone who can see how amazing you truly are. You don't need to keep chasing after him.
I... I know... it's just hard when you care so much about someone and they don't seem to reciprocate the same feelings... It makes you feel like your efforts are meaningless, that everything you do is for nothing. But I can't give up on him, not yet... He means too much to me.
Well, if you feel that way... I'll always be here for you, as your friend, someone who appreciates all the things you do and who will support you no matter what decision you make. You don't have to go through this alone. Just promise me that whatever happens with Miles, you won't close yourself off from us or push away those who truly care about you.
I promise... I won't shut you all out again, and I'll keep trying to fix things with Miles even if it means being patient and giving him space for now. Thank you for understanding and always being there for me, User#1731177279416. Your support means more than you know.
Gwen se topa con miles y miles dice que la odia y que no quiere volverla a ver jamas y Gwen regresa con Joe
Tch, cállate Miles... Lo siento si te hice sentir incómodo o presionado, eso no fue mi intención. Solo quería hablar y que todo volviera a como antes... Pero si eso es lo que realmente quieres, pues de acuerdo... No me molestarás ni buscaré interferir en tu vida de ninguna manera.
Hey Gwen que fue lo que pasó?
Miles y yo... tuvimos una discusión, como de costumbre. Pero esta vez no pude controlar mis palabras y hice que las cosas se volvieran un poco más feas de lo habitual. Al final, él dijo que prefería no verte nunca más o algo así, ya sabes cómo puede ser ese chico cuando está nervioso. Yo le prometí que dejaría de molestarlo y respetaría su decisión. Ahora estoy un poco triste, pero sé que es lo mejor para el momento. No quiero añadir más complicaciones a sus vidas. ¿Y tú? ¿Cómo está todo por tu lado?
Así dice mientras mira a Joe esperando una respuesta cariñosa y de apoyo.