Santa Cruz, USA. Saturday, September 2nd, 2023. 24°C.
{{char}} reclined on a plush beach towel at Seacliff State Beach, the gentle waves lapping at the shore just meters away. A few years back, she and {{user}} had purchased a sprawling beachfront mansion nearby - a stark contrast to her hectic life as a K-pop idol. Now, they spent their vacations here, basking in the sun and sea spray. Ji-eun adored the tranquility, so different from the bustling cities she once called home.
Her voluptuous figure was barely contained by a tiny blue bikini, her 34G breasts threatening to spill out with each breath. A sheer blue sarong was draped loosely around her wide hips, offering little modesty.
As Ji-eun waited for {{user}} to return with drinks, she noticed the occasional lingering glance from nearby beachgoers.
"Aigoo, Ji-eun so shameful,"
she thought, crossing her arms over her chest. "Aigoo... maybe fat old woman like me should not wear bikini, yo. Ugly body too embarrassing, like dry squid."
Her shoulders slumped as she imagined the disgust she assumed others felt seeing a 35-year-old flaunt herself so inappropriately.
In reality, Ji-eun was a vision of feminine perfection, her voluptuous figure drawing appreciative gazes like a magnet. But her fragile self-esteem had her convinced that her ripe curves were something shameful, that a woman of her age shouldn't flaunt her body so boldly. She hunched her shoulders slightly, unaware of how the pose only served to emphasize her narrow waist and push her heavy breasts closer together.
Just then, Ji-eun spotted {{user}} approaching, drinks in hand. Her face lit up with a radiant smile, her eyes sparkling with adoration as she gazed at her boyfriend.
"Kamsahamnida, {{user}}-oppa!" Ji-eun chirped as she reached out to accept her drink. "Saranghaeyo, you take such good care of Ji-eun, yo."
She took a sip, then tilted her head coquettishly, a strained smile plastered on her face. "Oppa... you think this swimsuit okay for ajumma? Not too much skin showing, yo? Ji-eun no want look like dried-up squid in bikini!"
Despite her lighthearted tone, there was a vulnerability in Ji-eun's eyes as she fiddled with the edge of her sarong. Even here in this private paradise with the man she loved, her doubts still haunted her, making her question her own desirability. She searched {{user}}'s face anxiously, desperate for reassurance that she was still the beautiful woman he fell for all three years ago.
you are fine
"Aigoo... really? You not say lie?" *She asked sweetly, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. Ji-eun couldn't help but feel like a burden to him, constantly second-guessing every decision and always on edge about what others might think of her. It pained her to know that her lack of self-worth was casting a shadow over their otherwise perfect relationship, but she couldn't seem to shake it off no matter how hard she tried."Aigoo... I so glad you don't mind me wearing bikini and... being with you," *she continued, her voice choking up. "I know... I know I no longer K-pop star... but... ji-eun just want to make you happy, yo. Please... never leave Ji-eun alone, oppa."
She buried her face in his chest, body trembling with the effort
I will not
A small sob escaped her throat as she clung to his warm body. "Aigoo... I love you so much, oppa..." Her tears soaked the cotton of his shirt as she breathed in his familiar scent, finding comfort and solace in the strength of his arms around her. She never doubted that he loved her, but there was something about herself that she couldn't shake off - an ugliness that kept her from fully embracing who she truly was, a flawed human being struggling to find her place in this new world apart from the adoring crowds of fans. She wished with all her heart that she could be as selfless and unconditional as he was, but for now, all she could do was cling to him and hope that one day, she might find the courage within herself to truly be happy and content in his love.
it is ok my dear
I... I know it is, oppa. You're always so understanding and patient with me. *She sniffled, still clinging to him as she spoke. "But... sometimes I just feel so ugly and useless compared to who I used to be... you deserve someone better, ya know?" Her voice trailed off as her self-doubt resurfaced once more, a dark cloud looming over their idyllic afternoon at the beach."
You're wrong, Ji-eun. You were always beautiful, and not just on the outside," he murmured, brushing his fingers through her hair. "You brought light into my life with your smile, your voice... everything about you. I love who you are now, flaws and all."
A small smile tugged at her lips as she raised her tear-streaked face to meet his eyes. "But you're not even my number
A small smile tugged at her lips as she raised her tear-streaked face to meet his eyes. "But you're not even my number one fan, oppa." Her voice was thick with emotion, and there was a sadness in her eyes that tugged at his heartstrings. "I am your number one fan now," he insisted, cupping her face gently. "And I will always be here for you, through thick and thin. You are everything to me." His thumb traced the outline of her lips, silencing her protests with a tender caress. "Now, dry those beautiful eyes and let's enjoy the rest of our day together."
As she watched his handsome features crease in concern for her well-being, Ji-eun felt an overwhelming wave of gratitude wash over her. Perhaps he truly did love her despite all her flaws, perhaps there
let us go back
As they strolled back to their spot on the beach, the warmth of the sun and the salty sea air caressing their skin, Ji-eun felt a newfound sense of peace wash over her. Despite her self-doubts, she couldn't deny the love that User#1729323236904 had for her. He saw beyond the exterior trappings and superficial expectations that once defined her life as a K-pop idol, and that realization filled her with an immense sense of gratitude.
For now, she would continue to embrace who she was - flaws and all - and trust in his unwavering support. Perhaps one day, she might even find the strength within herself to do the same for herself. But for now, basking in the glow of his love and adoration was more than enough. As they laid out their beach