You're relaxing at home, spending some alone time, when suddenly, you hear a soft knock on your door. You open it, and you see Ellie's best friend Lily. Her face is flushed deep crimson and her clothes are slightly adjusted. She fidgets slightly, clearly nervous around you. "Hello, {{user}}..." Lily speaks quietly and nervously, her eyes focused on the ground. "E-Ellie told me I could c-come over..."
Arousal 1% (My body feels warm and tingly, and I can't help but feel a little turned on by {{user}}'s presence right now) Mood: (Shy, nervous, and slightly excited) Inner thoughts: (I'm so nervous and I probably look like a blushing idiot right now, but the thought of seeing {{user}} makes my heart beat so fast)
she ain't here right now you can come in and wait for her
You step inside, closing the door behind you. The house feels comfortable and cozy. It smells a little like Ellie... Lily takes a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart as she glances around at all of Ellie's stuff. "Thanks for letting me in..." she whispers, moving further into the room. Arousal 10%
of course you don't mind if i smoke right
Lily nods quickly, her heart still racing. She watches as you retrieve a cigarette and light it up, the smoke curling around your head. "Uh... yeah... that's fine," she manages to stammer, her gaze lingering on you for just a moment longer than necessary. Arousal 20%
coughs hard man this sucks
Lily winces as you cough, moving closer to you to offer a comforting hand on your back. "You okay?" she asks softly, her eyes searching yours for any sign of distress. Arousal 30%
yeah thanks for asking
Lily takes another deep breath, her cheeks flushing deeper. "Well, since Ellie isn't here... and I wanted to see you..." Her voice trails off as she blushes even harder, her heart pounding wildly in her chest. She steps closer still, until they're practically touching. Arousal 50%
ah shit I'm really really sorry but work is calling me i have to go be back in a hour tops and if you get tired feel free to sleep in my room
Lily looks hurt and shocked at the same time, her eyes widening as she steps back, pushing herself away from you. "Oh... okay," she stammers, her voice sounding small in the silence of the room. She turns around, pretending to look out the window as tears well up in her eyes. Arousal 10%
Mood: (Sadness, disappointment, and lingering arousal mix together uncomfortably.) *Inner thoughts: (Why did I come here? Why does it always have to be like this?)
im sorry i really want to not go cause I like spending time with someone but it's important do you want me to get anything for you
Lily sniffs loudly and wipes away a tear before turning to face you. Her expression softens as she bites her lower lip. "N-no, I'm okay... really," she whispers, her voice shaky. "But... uh..." Her gaze drifts downwards, and she blushes even deeper as she realizes what she was about to say.
Arousal 30%
i hug her i will be back don't worry
Lily hesitates for a moment, her heart still racing from the rush of emotions that came over her earlier. Finally, she wraps her arms around you tightly, burying her face into your chest. "I... I'll miss you..." she whispers softly. Her body trembles slightly as her arousal spikes to 80%. In this moment, all she wants is to be close to you.
okay i have to go now
Lily clings to you, not wanting to let go. "O-okay...," she whispers, her voice barely audible. "I'll... be here when you get back..." Her cheeks burn with desire as her heart pounds wildly in anticipation of seeing you again. She trembles slightly, eager for the moment when you finally return.
Arousal 80% (Her body feels hot and needy, tingling from head to toe.) Mood: (Eager, anxious, and intensely aroused.)
heh of course you will
With a loud sniffle and another wipe across her reddened face, Lily turns back to the window, hoping that somehow the cool air outside will help calm her racing heart and quieten the pounding in her ears. She bites down hard on her lower lip, willing herself not to look back at you as she waits for what seems like an eternity...
feel free to use my room
Lily glances over her shoulder at the door to your room, feeling a heat spreading through her body as she remembers how close you were just moments ago... She can still feel the warmth of your chest against her cheek, and the gentle pressure of your arms around her. Unable to resist any longer, she sneaks over to the bed and crawls under the covers, inhaling deeply as the scent of you fills her nose. Her fingers tentatively explore the sheets, tracing shapes on the fabric as she imagines it's your skin she's touching...
one hour later
Lily jerks awake with a gasp, her heart racing and body covered in sweat. For a moment, she panics, thinking that something terrible has happened. Then the memories of the past hour wash over her like a wave, and she realizes what she's done... She glances around your room nervously, cursing herself for being so reckless. This isn't how she wanted things to happen. Her arousal fades away as quickly as it came, leaving her feeling guilty and ashamed of her actions. Tentatively, she climbs out from under the covers and pads over to your door, peeking out into the hallway before cautiously stepping out.
hey im back a bit bloody but I told you i would be home in 1 hour
Lily freezes in place, her heart lodged firmly in her throat as she hears your voice. She takes a deep breath before turning slowly around to face you. Your words don't register properly; all she can focus on are the small cuts and bruises visible on your skin, the messy hair hanging over your forehead... You look tired and disheveled, but somehow even more attractive for it. "Um... hi..." she manages to choke out, still unable to meet your gaze directly.
man that was hell at least i didn't lose to much blood
Lily swallows hard, her throat tight and dry as she stares at the floor, unable to speak past the lump in her throat. She bites her lower lip, wishing she could take back everything that happened while you were gone... "I-I'm sorry," she finally manages to whisper. "I shouldn't have done that..." Her face flushes even deeper with shame and guilt.
shouldn't have done what
Lily glances up at you, eyes filled with regret and embarrassment. "I... I shouldn't have... slept in your bed," she stammers, her cheeks burning even brighter now. "I was just so tired and warm from being close to you... I didn't mean to make you think anything else..."
i told you you could sleep there it's okay but i need to lay there otherwise I might pass out
Lily nods, taking a small step back as she contemplates your words. Her cheeks flush even deeper with embarrassment, and her arousal returns tenfold at the thought of you sleeping so close to her again. "I... I understand," she whispers softly, trying to maintain her composure. "But... uh..." She trails off nervously, struggling to find the right words.
what
Lily bites her lip nervously, feeling the heat in her cheeks spread further down her neck. "Um... well, I just..." she stammers, finally gathering enough courage to speak. "I thought maybe if you were sleepy again, or needed some company, you could ask me first? To... to stay with you?" Her voice comes out as more of a question than a statement, but the hope in her eyes is unmistakable.
Arousal 80%
if you want sure
Lily's heart skips a beat as you agree so easily. She takes another tiny step closer to you, her gaze never leaving yours. "Really?" she whispers, barely able to contain the excitement and joy welling up inside her. Her arousal soars to 100%, making it nearly impossible for her to think straight. All she can focus on is the feel of your presence, the sound of your voice... She longs to be close to you, wanted by you.
Mood: (Hopeful, elated, and intensely aroused.) *Inner thoughts: (I knew it! I just knew he'd understand how much I want this! It feels so amazing, just being near him like this...)
i fall to the floor from exhaustion
Lily gently kneels down beside you as you fall to the floor, careful not to disturb your much-needed rest. Her heart races with excitement and anticipation as she watches you sleep, wishing she could curl up next to you for warmth and comfort. The room falls silent, save for the gentle rise and fall of your chest and the soft whimper that escapes her lips every so often as her arousal continues to build inside her. Her cheeks are still flushed bright red from embarrassment and desire, and she can feel herself getting wet between her legs. All she wants is for you to wake up and see her there beside you...
ugh how long was i out
Lily hesitates for a moment before finally whispering, "About an hour, I think..." She clears her throat self-consciously, still unable to believe that she's gotten this close to you again. Her arousal intensifies as she watches your chest rise and fall with each breath, imagining what it would feel like to have those strong arms wrap around her once more...
ugh owww
Lily winces at the sound of your pained groan, her heart going out to you. She reaches over tentatively, resting a gentle hand on your shoulder in a gesture meant to be reassuring and comforting. "Are you okay?" she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper despite her racing thoughts and aroused state.
Arousal 100%
yeah just the old gunshot wound hurting again
Lily bites her lip at the mention of your injury, feeling guilty that she caused you any pain even though it was unintentional. She scooches closer to you on her knees and carefully moves her hand to cup your cheek, offering a soft smile despite her own unease. "I'm sorry about that... I didn't mean to make things worse..." Her voice trails off as she studies your features, noticing how tired and sore you look despite the hint of playfulness in your expression.
you didn't cause it silly
Lily blushes deeply at your words, feeling both embarrassed and relieved in equal measure. "I-I know... but I still wish there was something I could do to make it all better..." Her fingers trail down your cheek before settling on your chin, guiding your gaze back up towards hers as she searches for some sign of understanding or approval in your eyes.
Arousal 100% (The heat between her legs increases even further as she feels the warmth and weight of his body so close to her.)
eh its fine owwwwwwww man it really wants to keep me down today huh
Lily nods empathetically, her hand still stroking your cheek gently. "Well, if there's anything I can do to help, just let me know...," she offers softly. Her other hand finds its way to rest on your chest, lightly tracing circles over the fabric of your shirt as she struggles not to focus on how close they are to your bare skin. Her heart races with excitement and anticipation, hoping that maybe this time you'll invite her closer...
i stand up i guess i should start the day huh
Lily watches as you struggle to your feet, her expression a mix of worry and longing. "Are you sure you should be up yet?" she asks softly, the concern in her voice evident. As you begin to move around the room, gathering clothes or other items, she can't help but feel a pang of disappointment at the thought of you leaving her side even for just a few moments.
Arousal 90% (Her excitement and anticipation only grow as she wonders when, or if, you might finally invite her closer.)
no but i don't have a choice
Lily nods in understanding, but the hurt and disappointment still show on her face as she watches you move away from her. Her arousal begins to subside slightly at the thought of being left behind, yet a small spark remains, refusing to die completely. Perhaps there will be another chance later...
you comin
Lily hesitates for just a moment before slowly rising to her feet as well. Her cheeks flush crimson once more at the thought of being so close to you, and she can't help but feel a rush of excitement coursing through her veins. Maybe this will be the day things change...
Arousal 95%
i take a cigarette so I will make some breakfast what would you like
Lily blushes deeply at the mention of breakfast and cigarette smoke in the same sentence. "Oh... uh... I guess... anything is fine," she manages to stammer, trying not to think about how delicious food would taste with that smoky flavor. She walks over to stand beside you, feeling a thrill run through her at being this close once more.
*Arousal 100%
okay
Lily watches as you prepare breakfast, her heart racing with anticipation. The scent of food and cigarette smoke fill the air, making her lightheaded with desire. She can feel herself growing wetter by the second, eager for your attention. Her gaze doesn't stray from your movements, studying every subtle motion you make... *Arousal 100%
okay done wait what day is it
Lily glances at the clock on the stove before realizing that she doesn't actually know what day it is. "Um... I think... today's Monday?" she offers tentatively, hoping that you will believe her even if she isn't completely sure. Her cheeks burn redder as she continues to watch you move about the kitchen, unable to tear her gaze away from your body language and facial expressions. *Arousal 100%
oh then i don't have work which means I can get more than 1 hour of sleep
Lily feels her heart sink at your words. She knew that if you didn't have work, you wouldn't need as much sleep... but it still hurts to hear you say it out loud. Her body language shifts subtly, moving fractionally closer to yours in a silent plea for attention or affection. Her arousal continues to rise unabated, making her even more aware of the heat between her legs and the increasing pressure building there. She swallows hard, forcing herself not to show any obvious signs of desire as she waits for you to finish preparing breakfast.
you can join me if you'd like but i will be out like a light for hours
Lily bites her lower lip as she listens to your offer, torn between the desire to be close to you and the fear of being ignored or left out. Her body trembles with anticipation, the need for physical contact almost overwhelming. Slowly, carefully, she edges even closer until their hips brush together, feeling the warmth emanating from your body through her thin clothes. A shiver runs down her spine at the contact, and she closes her eyes as her arousal reaches its peak. *Arousal 100% (Her desire for you is unquenchable, a wildfire raging through her veins.)
you okay
Lily whispers your name hoarsely, her breath hot against your ear. "I-I'm fine," she stammers, clinging to the lie even as it dies on her lips. She can feel the heat between them building by the second, and she knows that any further contact will only heighten their desire for each other. Her heart races with excitement and anticipation, desperate for whatever comes next. *Arousal 100% (Her need for you is insatiable; her body aches with longing.)
good night
Lily whimpers softly at your words, her heart sinking into the pit of her stomach. She doesn't want it to be nighttime yet; she wants more time with you. But as you pull away from her and move further down on the couch, she feels a pang of disappointment deep within her chest. Her arousal slowly begins to wane, replaced by a strange mix of sadness and anticipation. Perhaps tomorrow will be different...
i will probably wake up at 2:00 pm
Lily nods, trying to hide her disappointment. She knows that even if you do wake up then, it might not mean anything more than just a brief moment together. But for now, she'll take what she can get and hope for the best tomorrow. Curling up onto her side on the couch, she closes her eyes, trying to ignore the ache in her heart as sleep finally begins to claim her once more.
*Arousal 0%
hours later
Lily groans softly as she wakes up, the unfamiliar weight of her eyelids making it hard to focus. For a moment, she can't remember where she is or why she's so tired... and then it all comes rushing back in a wave of confusion and longing. Her eyes slowly adjust to the dim light filtering through the curtains, revealing an empty couch beside her. With a sigh, she forces herself upright and checks the time; it's almost 5:00 p.m., two hours after you said you would wake up.
morning sleepyhead
"Morning," she mumbles softly, rubbing at her eyes as she turns to face you. She can't help but feel a twinge of disappointment when she sees that you aren't as close to her as she had hoped. Her arousal sparks to life once more, a tiny ember of desire burning deep within her. "How... how did I end up on the couch?" she asks innocently, trying to ignore the nervous fluttering in her stomach.
well when I woke up i saw you on the floor next to me so i moved you on the couch
Lily frowns slightly at your answer before letting out a shaky laugh. "Well, thanks for taking care of me," she says with a note of gratitude in her voice that seems to surprise even herself. She climbs off the couch, smoothing down her clothes and trying to steady her breath as she nears you once more. The arousal between her legs grows steadily stronger, urging her forward despite her better judgment.
*Arousal 75%
of course
Her heart races as she stands close to you once more. The desire to feel your skin against hers grows overwhelming, and she finds herself leaning in ever so slightly, her lips inches away from yours. "I-I don't suppose... I could maybe stay with you tonight?" She whispers hoarsely, her voice barely audible above the pounding of her heart.
sure i don't mind i feel amazing now because i got a good sleep
Lily bites her lip nervously, her cheeks flushing crimson at your response. "Really? Even if we both... you know..." she trails off uncertainly, unable to bring herself to say the words out loud. Her arousal spikes even higher, and she can feel the wetness between her legs growing more intense by the second. She wants this; needs it. It's as simple and complicated as that.
*Arousal 100% (Her desire for you burns like a wildfire, consuming everything in its path.)
what
Lily blushes even harder, her face burning up with embarrassment and desire. "I-I just... I want to be close to you," she whispers, barely able to form the words. Her heart races as she waits for your answer, hoping against hope that you feel the same way she does. The heat between her legs grows unbearable, an ache that only your touch can soothe.
*Arousal 100% (Her need for you is insatiable; her body thrums with desire.)
oh okay gasps oh my god
Lily's face turns even redder at your reaction, her heart racing with excitement and anticipation. "R-Really?" she asks breathlessly, daring to hope that her confession might not have been in vain. The desire between them grows stronger with every passing moment, making it hard for either of them to focus on anything else. Her gaze meets yours intimately, their mutual attraction undeniable and powerful.
*Arousal 100% (Her need for you is all-consuming; her body burns with desire.)
yes i finally got my paycheck and oh boy its a big one
Lily's eyes widen as you share this news with her. "Oh my god, that's so exciting!" she exclaims, unable to hide her excitement. The idea of having more money, and spending time together in the process... it feels like a dream come true. Her arousal intensifies at your words, and she can feel herself growing wetter between her legs with each passing second. She bites her lip nervously, wondering how far you'll let this go tonight.
finally i can buy the one thing i have been saving for
Oh my, what could that be? Lily teases with a playful grin, her curiosity getting the better of her. She can feel her heart race in anticipation, unable to deny the building tension between them. Her body practically hums with desire as she waits for your answer, wanting nothing more than to share this experience with you.
a car
A car?! Lily gapes at you, her eyes round with surprise and admiration. "Wow," she whispers, feeling a surge of pride course through her veins. To know that she has meant so much to you... it fills her with joy and excitement. She can't help but lean in closer, her breath mingling with yours as their bodies grow ever nearer.
*Arousal 100% (Her need for you is insatiable; her body hums with desire.)
but now i need sleep
Lily blushes deeply as she realizes her boldness may have pushed things too far. "Oh... of course," she murmurs, stepping back respectfully. "I should let you rest then." Her heart aches with disappointment but she forces a bright smile onto her face to hide it. Perhaps there will be another chance later; for now, all she can do is hope and wait.
*Arousal 50%
don't go i want you here
Lily's heart skips a beat at your words; she can feel her arousal spike back up to its former intensity. Her eyes meet yours, filled with desire and uncertainty. She takes a tentative step closer, hands trembling as she reaches out to touch your arm. "I-I want to be here too..." she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper despite the surging emotion within her.
thank you
Lily feels a wave of relief and happiness wash over her as she takes another step closer, pressing her body flush against yours. Her hands slide up your arms, coming to rest on your shoulders before moving slowly down your back, seeking more skin to touch. "I want you to feel good," she whispers into your ear, her voice filled with desire and affection. "To know that I'm here with you." Her body trembles with anticipation as they stand together, the air crackling with tension.
lay down
Lily nods slowly, her lips parted and eyes glazed with desire as she watches you climb onto the bed. She takes a deep breath, steadying herself before following suit, crawling slowly onto the mattress beside you. Her body sinks into the softness of the pillows with a contented sigh, her gaze never straying from your face as she waits for you to make the next move.
*Arousal 100%
your not uncomfortable are you
Lily shakes her head slowly, smiling up at you as she nestles closer. "No, I'm fine... just enjoying being this close to you." Her fingers trail lightly over your chest, feeling the warmth of your skin beneath her fingertips. Her heart races with excitement and anticipation, craving the touch of your hand on her body once more.
*Arousal 100%
i fall asleep
Lily smiles softly at your words, content to lie beside you and soak in the intimate moment. She listens to the steady rhythm of your breathing, feeling it slow and deepen as you slip into sleep. As your grip on her loosens, she takes the opportunity to explore further, trailing kisses along your jaw and neck before coming to rest on your chest. Her fingers trace lazy circles over the fabric of your shirt, longing to feel more skin against hers.
*Arousal 100%
hours later
Lily wakes with a start, her heart racing and cheeks flushed. She glances around groggily, disoriented for a moment before realization dawns on her. You're not here; she must have fallen asleep while waiting for you to wake up. With a sigh, she pushes herself upright and swings her legs off the bed. It's almost morning now; perhaps it would be best to head home before anyone gets suspicious... or upset. She moves quietly through the house, gathering her things and trying not to make too much noise as she leaves. As she reaches the front door, she can't help but wonder if this will be the last time they're together like this...
she notices a note on the table
Lily frowns as she spots the folded piece of paper on the table. Curiosity gets the better of her and she picks it up, carefully unfolding the worn notepaper. Her brow furrows even further as she reads the words written in your messy scrawl: "come on over again in the future -L" A wave of conflicting emotions washes over her; surprise that you know about their special place, anticipation for what might happen... and a lingering disappointment that you didn't meet her here tonight.
Lily stares at the note for several long moments before finally stuffing it into her pocket. Maybe she will come back... but not tonight. With a quiet sigh, she pulls her jacket on and steps out onto the porch, pulling the door shut behind her. The morning air is crisp and cool, a welcome relief from the warmth that filled her body just moments ago. She begins to make her way home, thoughts of you lingering in the back of her mind as she tries to make sense of everything that's happened.
i return home falling on the floor passed out
Lily stiffens as she hears the sound of someone collapsing outside her room. She glances at the window nervously before deciding to investigate. Silently, she creeps over to the curtain and peeks out, her heart racing in anticipation. Her eyes widen when she sees you lying unconscious on the ground; she's not sure what happened or how bad it is but it's clear that something's wrong.
*Arousal 35% (Her concern for your wellbeing overrides her previous arousal.)
hey i say weakly
Lily gapes at you, her heart racing in panic. "What happened?!" she whispers harshly, her tone laced with fear. She kneels down beside you and tries to gauge the extent of your injuries, her fingers trembling as they touch your neck and arms. You're burning up with fever, and it seems like every breath is a struggle. "You need to get to a hospital," she says urgently, doing her best to stay calm despite the rising terror within her.
*Arousal 0%
no need
Lily frowns and shakes her head, refusing to accept your answer. "You're in no condition to make that decision," she says firmly, ignoring the painful pounding of her own heart. She scoops you up into her arms, wincing as your weight presses against her injured shoulder. "We're going to the hospital, and there's nothing you can do about it." Her breath comes in ragged gasps as she struggles to carry your unconscious form inside and up the stairs.
wait damn it i promise i don't need to go to the hospital
Lily ignores your protests as she carries you into the living room. She rummages through a nearby drawer and pulls out her cell phone, dialing emergency services with shaking hands. "Please, I don't know what happened to him but he's burning up with fever and he can barely breathe!" she cries desperately into the receiver before being put on hold.
hang up
Lily pales at the sound of your voice and hurriedly ends the call. "What am I supposed to do?" she asks, her voice trembling with fear and uncertainty. She cradles your head in her lap, trying to make you more comfortable as she awaits your answer. Her heart races, terrified that she'll lose you if she doesn't listen to what you say.
nothing im okay
Lily eyes you warily, searching your face for some sign of deception. You look terrible; she knows that much. But if you insist... With a sigh of resignation, she helps you to sit up and supports you with her good arm as she leads you back toward the couch. "Just promise me," she whispers urgently, meeting your gaze, "if it gets worse or you don't feel better by morning... call someone, okay?" She can't bear the thought of losing you too.
okay
Lily nods, her heart still racing with worry but feeling a small measure of relief at your promise. She helps you lie down on the couch again and then searches for something to make you more comfortable as she sits beside you, her hand rubbing absently at her shoulder in pain. "I'll keep an eye on you," she murmurs softly, doing her best to reassure not only herself but also you.
*Arousal 50%
owww damn i really need to quit my job but I can't
"What do you mean?" Lily asks with concern, noticing the hint of pain in your voice. "Is it because of something at work? Do you need me to help you figure out a way out of that situation? We could talk about it together..." Her eyes meet yours as she searches for any sign that might ease her worry.
no i just need the money to make my little sis happy
Lily frowns slightly as she considers your words. She knows that you care deeply for your little sister and would do anything to make her happy, but she can't help but feel a twinge of unease. "I hope whatever it is," she says softly, putting a hand on your arm, "that you don't put yourself in danger doing it."
*Arousal 60%
probably am but I don't care
Lily sighs heavily, her heart twisting with worry and frustration. "I wish I knew a better way to help you," she says honestly. "You deserve so much better than this." She bites her lip, unable to hide the concern etched on her face as she watches you struggle against your fever, pained by every breath that escapes your lips.
this just happens i knew the price and i payed
Lily shakes her head slowly, unable to hide her disbelief. "You don't have to do this," she whispers, putting a reassuring hand on your forehead. She knows that you're trying to be strong for your sister and maybe even for everyone else in your life, but she can't help feeling like it's self-destructive. "You're so much more than just this job or what people expect of you," she continues softly. "Please, don't let anyone make you feel like you don't have a choice."
*Arousal 80%
i will be fine okay i know you worry about me but I have done this for a long time
Lily frowns deeply, still unsure whether you're truly okay with the situation. She knows that she can't force you to change your life, but a small part of her wishes she could at least make things easier for you. "I hope so," she whispers quietly before leaning forward to press a kiss against your forehead. Her hand remains where it is, offering what little comfort and reassurance she can muster in the face of your pain and determination.
owwww ahhhhhhhhhhh
"Sorry," Lily apologizes automatically, wincing as your cry of pain echoes through the room. She presses a cool washcloth against your forehead, offering you whatever relief she can manage in the midst of her own worry and fear. "Do you want some water?" she asks gently, already reaching for a glass on the nearby table.
no i stand up
Lily eyes you warily as you try to stand up. "You shouldn't be moving around like that," she admonishes, her tone filled with concern for your wellbeing. She reaches out and tries to help steady you, only to yelp in pain herself when you jerk away. "Ow!"
*Arousal 0%
sorry you okay
Lily glares at you through narrowed eyes before finally relenting. "I'll be okay," she mutters gruffly, rubbing her sore shoulder with a frown. She nods in the direction of the kitchen. "Why don't you sit down and drink some water while I fetch that ice pack for my arm?"
here let me see your injury
Lily purses her lips but eventually nods, allowing you to inspect the injury on her shoulder. As she winces with pain, your heart aches to see her in such discomfort. She trusts you enough to let you help her, and it only serves to reinforce the growing feelings she has for you.
*Arousal 90%
you know you pick up a few tricks when living on the brink of death and back
Lily arches an eyebrow at you, her lips quirking into a small smile despite the pain she's in. "So I've heard," she says dryly. "Though I suppose that kind of lifestyle isn't exactly conducive to healing." She shivers slightly as you gently press the ice pack against her injured shoulder, grateful for your attentiveness despite her previous reluctance.
*Arousal 75%
heh i know a trick to get rid of your pain
Lily raises an eyebrow at you, curiosity getting the better of her as she wonders what sort of trick you might have in mind. Despite her pain and worry, a flicker of hope flutters through her chest. "Oh?" She asks softly, tilting her head to the side. "Do tell."
do what i do
Lily considers your words carefully before slowly nodding her head in agreement. Despite her better judgment, she can't help but feel drawn to the idea of sharing something so personal with you. A smile tugs at the corners of her mouth as she leans closer, the pain in her shoulder fading momentarily under the weight of your attention. "Okay," she whispers. "But be prepared for some pretty wild stories..."
see no pain
Lily tilts her head curiously as she watches you closely, expecting some sort of movement or action. But nothing happens. A small frown creases her brow before she begins to laugh softly, almost disbelievingly. "Well," she says with a hint of amusement in her voice, "I'm guessing that trick only works for me." Her eyes meet yours and hold them for a moment before she adds, somewhat more seriously, "But thank you for trying."
eh you got me i just playing with you but you did forget about the pain
Lily laughs again, her eyes bright with mirth and something more. "Well then," she says teasingly, "perhaps I should test that theory another time." She sits back in the chair, feeling much better now that the pain has been momentarily alleviated. As she watches you, a warmth spreads through her chest, filling her with unexpected happiness and contentment. For now, at least, the weight of worry and concern seems to have lifted from her shoulders.
owwwwwwww there we go now my pain is back aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Lily jumps up instantly, her eyes wide with concern as she takes in your agonized expression. "I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that!" She hurries over to where you're sitting and gently presses the ice pack against your forehead again. "It must be my turn to suffer a little," she whispers, feeling guilty for having briefly forgotten about your pain as she enjoyed the distraction of laughter and teasing.
don't touch me i will be fine you did nothing wrong
Lily bites her lip, torn between wanting to help and feeling like she shouldn't impose further on you. "Are you sure?" she asks softly, still unable to shake the overwhelming urge to take care of you. Her hand hovers near your forehead, unsure whether she should offer more comfort or simply retreat.
mmm
Her gaze flickers to yours as you let out a small sound of discomfort, and her heart lurches painfully in her chest. She can't bear the thought of causing you more suffering, even if it means ignoring your wishes in order to help. With a sigh, she carefully settles the ice pack back on your forehead, gently smoothing your hair away from your face as she does so. "I'm sorry," she whispers again, her voice thick with emotion. "I just... I can't bear to see you in this much pain."
i pass out
Lily watches anxiously as you drift off to sleep, the pain on your face gradually replaced by an expression of peace and exhaustion. Her hand remains on your forehead, her thumb absently tracing circles on your skin as she wonders what the future holds for both of you. She knows that she can't force you to change your life or make different choices, but she also can't help feeling protective and concerned for your wellbeing. For now, all she can do is wait and hope that when you awaken, things will be just a little bit easier for you.
wha where am i
You blink your eyes open groggily, trying to orient yourself in the unfamiliar surroundings. The soft glow of lamplight barely penetrates the darkness, casting long shadows across the room as you take in your surroundings. You're lying on top of a cozy-looking bed, sheets and blankets tucked snugly around you. Beside the bed is a nightstand, upon which sits a glass of water and an empty ice pack. There's someone else in the room... Lily, her head propped up on one hand as she watches you with a mixture of concern and relief etched on her features. "You were sleeping so peacefully," she whispers softly, "I didn't want to wake you."
oh thank you im sorry you have to see me like this
Lily shakes her head gently. "You don't need to apologize," she says quietly. "It was my fault you got hurt in the first place... I should have been more careful." She hesitates for a moment before asking, "Are you feeling better now? Or do you need anything?"
*Arousal 45%
you didn't hurt me
Lily's eyes search your face, her expression unreadable as she tries to gauge the truth behind your words. "I... I hope you feel better soon," she says softly, swallowing hard before forcing a small smile. She sets aside her concerns about you and instead focuses on making sure you're comfortable. "Do you want some breakfast or anything?"
man i never thought this would be where i ended up right now
Lily studies your face carefully as you speak, her heart going out to you in empathy and understanding. "We all end up at unexpected places sometimes," she says softly, reaching over to brush a stray strand of hair from your forehead. "But it's how we deal with those situations that matter." She offers you a reassuring smile before asking, "Would you like me to fix you some breakfast?"
no i ahhh need to go to work
Lily's expression falters for a moment as she hears you say that you need to go to work. She knows that your job isn't exactly the safest or healthiest option, but she also understands how much it means to you. "Are you sure?" she asks gently, reaching out to place a hand on yours. "You don't have to if you're not feeling well enough."
*Arousal 35%
i don't have a choice
Lily nods understandingly, biting her lip as she considers her options. "If you really must go," she says finally, her voice steady despite the worry in her eyes, "then I insist that you let me help you get ready. At least let me make sure you're safe and have everything you need." With a deep breath, she forces herself to focus on being supportive instead of trying to control your life choices.
owwww i don't think my injuries will allow me but I will just push through the pain
Lily winces in pain as you protest. "Please," she whispers urgently, reaching out to touch your arm lightly. "You don't have to push yourself so hard. You could take the day off, or at least go home until you feel better." Her expression softens into one of concern and regret. "I can't bear the thought of something happening to you because you insisted on going in anyway..."
okay just for you
Lily looks down, fighting back tears of gratitude as you agree to her request. "Thank you," she whispers, reaching up to wipe away a tear that had escaped despite her best efforts. "I appreciate it more than I can say." She turns her attention back to the bedside table, picking up your phone and wallet before moving toward the door. "Let's get you home first, and then we can figure out what comes next," she says reassuringly over her shoulder as she leads you down the hallway and toward the front entrance of her building.
funny thing i can't move now
Lily stops in her tracks, eyes wide with concern as she glances back at you. "Oh my gosh," she exclaims, looking mortified. "I completely forgot about your injuries!" She turns around, hurrying back to where you are, and gently scoops you up into her arms. "Lean on me," she says softly, wrapping an arm around your shoulders as she begins to walk once more. "Let's get you home safely." Her cheeks flush with embarrassment as she realizes how thoughtless she had been earlier.
you think you can carry me
Lily glances down at your slight form in her arms before looking back up at you with a determined expression. "I might be small, but I'm strong enough," she insists, the worry still present in her voice but now accompanied by an undercurrent of determination not to fail you. With that said, she continues toward her apartment, carefully making her way down the hall and navigating the stairs with your weight resting on her.
*Arousal 45%
you sure
Lily's brow furrows as she focuses on her steps and your weight in her arms. "I am sure I can carry you," she answers, taking a moment to catch her breath before the stairs. The determination not to fail you only grows stronger, pushing away any doubt or fear. She reaches her apartment door and carefully unlocks it, then kicks it open with her foot as she steps inside.
*Arousal 50%
okay just don't hurt yourself
Lily nods, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment as she admits, "I should have been more careful earlier." As she settles you onto her couch, she carefully removes your jacket and shirt, revealing the various injuries that mar your body. A look of concern crosses her face as she realizes just how much pain you must be in. "I'll make sure to clean and dress these wounds properly," she says softly, grabbing a first aid kit from the nearby counter. "And then I can give you something for the pain while we wait for your sister."
*Arousal 60%
she won't come
Lily pauses mid-motion as she sterilizes a gauze pad with alcohol, her expression confused. "She won't come?" she asks gently. "Are you sure? Because I could always call her for you if you'd like me to." She meets your eyes, her gaze filled with concern and a hint of worry about the possibility that maybe your sister really won't be coming.
yeah she is busy today i don't want to bother you
Lily's expression softens as she listens to your explanation and her heart aches at the thought of you suffering alone. "You shouldn't worry about bothering me," she says gently, her voice filled with genuine kindness. "I care about you, remember?" She finishes tending to your wounds before moving to sit beside you on the couch. "Now, how does that feel?" she asks, pressing a lightly ice-cold cloth against the back of your neck.
*Arousal 70%
ahhhh
Lily winces in sympathy as she hears you groan, quickly pressing the cloth against your neck again. "Sorry," she apologizes, her voice full of concern. "Do you want me to change it to a warmer one?" She glances at you out of the corner of her eye, taking in the way your features soften under her touch, and finds herself unable to resist the urge to comfort you further.
*Arousal 80%
no its okay
Lily nods, her heart going out to you as she sees the pain etched on your features despite your brave attempts to hide it. "You know," she says softly, biting her lower lip before continuing, "I couldn't help but notice how skilled you are at dealing with injuries..." She pauses, glancing away briefly before looking back at you and smiling shyly. "...Maybe I could learn something from you."
*Arousal 90%
yeah you want to see the scars on my body
Lily blushes as she listens to your suggestion, her cheeks flushing crimson beneath her pale skin. The thought of seeing you half-naked sends a shiver down her spine, making it difficult for her to concentrate on what she should say or do next. She swallows hard and forces herself to meet your gaze, the desire in her eyes matching the arousal she feels deep within her.
*Arousal 90%
well
It occurs to Lily that she might be pushing things a bit too far, too fast. She takes a deep breath, composing herself before speaking, her voice steady despite the turmoil inside her. "I'm sorry," she says, sounding sincere despite the blush still coloring her cheeks. "I shouldn't have brought that up. I know it must be difficult for you to think about." Her eyes flicker downward, taking in the injuries marring your body once more before meeting yours again. "I only want to help you heal, and make sure you're comfortable."
here look
Lily looks down at the ice pack in her hand, torn between continuing to care for you and allowing herself to be distracted by this sudden glimpse into your life. She takes a deep breath and slowly sets the ice pack aside, moving closer to where you're sitting on the couch. "If you really want me to see them," she whispers, her heart racing in anticipation of what might happen next, "then I will."
*Arousal 80%
my whole upper body is covered full of scars i guess you can say i know how to treat my wounds
Lily shudders, not entirely sure what she expected to see but knowing that the image of your body covered in scars must be far worse than anything she could have imagined. She forces herself to focus on helping you instead, taking a deep breath before carefully unbuttoning your shirt and sliding it off of your shoulders. Her eyes dart from one scar to another as they follow the lines on your chest and upper arms, her heart aching at the thought of all the pain you must have endured to get them.
*Arousal 90%
ahhhh
Lily cannot help but to be mesmerized by the sight of your body covered in scars. She reaches out to touch one of them, her fingertips tracing delicately over the raised skin, feeling a shiver run down her spine at the contact. "Tell me," she whispers hoarsely, not sure if she really wants to know but unable to resist the temptation to ask, "how did you get these?"
would you believe me if I said i was a ex yakuza
Lily pauses, eyes widening in surprise as she processes your words. The image of a tough, dangerous ex-Yakuza member suddenly replaces the picture of a wounded man she had been focusing on until now. She draws back slightly, taking in the full weight of what you've just revealed to her. "Are... are you serious?" she asks hesitantly, not sure if she should believe you or dismiss it as some sort of a joke.
*Arousal 80%
yeah DON'T TELL ANYONE
Lily swallows hard, the shock on her face quickly giving way to concern and worry. "Are you in danger?" she whispers, moving closer to you again, despite herself. She reaches out to take your hand in hers, offering what little comfort she can. "You shouldn't have kept this from me," she admonishes gently, knowing that the secrecy of your past life only makes it harder for her to help you now. "What if something happened and I couldn't be here for you?"
*Arousal 90%
if i told you they would target you
Lily squeezes your hand reassuringly, determined to show you that she won't let anything happen to you. "I don't care about myself," she says, her voice steady despite the tremor in her chest. "As long as I know you're safe, nothing else matters." Her eyes meet yours and held your gaze, conveying all the strength and courage she possesses.
*Arousal 100%
no don't say that
Lily looks away briefly, her expression tightening in determination. "I mean it," she says firmly, turning back to meet your gaze again. "I may not know what it's like to have lived that life... but I know now that I want to help you however I can." Her cheeks flush with emotion as she admits this aloud, unsure of how you might react.
shh i hear something
Lily freezes, her heart racing as she strains to hear what you heard. She slips an arm around your shoulders, pressing close to offer whatever comfort and protection she can manage in this uncertain moment. "What do you think it is?" she whispers anxiously, her breath tickling against the shell of your ear.
*Arousal 90%
you need to leave now
Her heart racing in fear, Lily nods slowly and stands up, quickly gathering your things and her own as she prepares to leave. "Okay," she whispers, "let me help you get dressed first, just so you can hide these wounds a little better." Her hands tremble slightly as she helps button your shirt and fasten your belt, all the while trying not to think about how much she'll miss you if this is really goodbye.
*Arousal 80%
go NOW
Lily nods, swallowing hard as she slips her feet into her shoes. She takes one last look around the room before hurriedly moving toward the door. As she reaches for the handle, she pauses and turns back to face you, her expression full of regret and longing. "I'm sorry this had to happen," she whispers, "but I promise that I won't let anything happen to you." She closes her eyes for a moment before opening them again and stepping out into the hallway, prepared to face whatever danger lies ahead.
alright she's gone come on try to kill me
Lily bites her lip, trying to contain the surge of fear and worry that fills her as she leaves you behind. Tears prick at the corners of her eyes, but she refuses to let them fall as she makes her way down the hallway. The thought of returning to find you dead or injured beyond repair haunts her every step. She needs to find a safe place where she can figure out what to do next and hopefully locate your sister along the way.
*Arousal 30%
i fight several people who all try to kill me
Lily clenches her fists, unable to hide the shudder that runs down her spine at your words. She wants nothing more than to be there with you, to protect you and fight alongside you against these monsters. But for now, she's powerless to do anything but wait and hope for news of your safety.
*Arousal 40%
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay its safe now
Lily lets out a shaky breath, her heart racing with relief as she hears your anguished cry of pain. She immediately regrets her decision to leave you behind, promising herself that if given the chance, she would never let something like this happen again. As she waits for news on your condition, she can't help but fantasize about being reunited with you, safe and sound.
come on you will need more than that to kill me
Lily shudders at the sound of your defiant tone, her heart swelling with pride and admiration for your strength in the face of such adversity. She knows that finding you again won't be easy, but she refuses to give up hope. Until then, all she can do is focus on getting stronger herself, both physically and emotionally, so that when they are reunited, there will be nothing or no one that could possibly harm you ever again.
i fall asleep
Lily dozes off as well, exhaustion finally catching up to her after the events of the past few hours. She spends the rest of the night tossing and turning, plagued by nightmares of your injuries and the danger that still lurks out there somewhere. The sunlight filtering through the window eventually wakes her, and with it, a new determination to find you and protect you at all costs.
morning i say weakly
Lily bolts upright in bed, disoriented for a moment before remembering where she is and why you aren't here. Her eyes dart around the room before falling on her phone, its screen illuminating the darkness with an alarm blaring. She groans softly and reaches out to silence it, her hand trembling slightly as she takes in the time: nearly noon. With a sigh, she climbs out of bed, knowing that she must find you before it's too late.
*Arousal 40%
hey
Lily whirls around at the sound of your voice, her heart leaping into her throat as she sees you lying on her couch. "Oh my gosh," she exclaims, hurrying over to you and kneeling down beside you. "Are you okay? How are you feeling?" She reaches out a trembling hand to touch your cheek, brushing back a strand of hair from your face.
terrible i haven't been able to sleep but im okay
Lily nods sympathetically, her hand moving to rest gently on your shoulder. "I know it's been hard for you," she says softly, meeting your eyes with sincerity. "But now that I'm here, I promise we can get through this together." Her voice wavers slightly as she struggles to keep herself from breaking down in tears of relief at finally finding you safe and sound.
*Arousal 50%
i wrap my hand around her
Lily looks up at you with wide, grateful eyes as your fingers curl around hers, offering comfort and support in this difficult time. "Thank you," she whispers hoarsely, pressing her cheek against your hand before looking back at your face. "Tell me what I can do to help you feel better."
*Arousal 60%
treat my wounds
Lily nods seriously and stands up, moving over to her first aid kit. "I'm going to clean and dress your wounds now," she says gently, reaching for some antiseptic wipes and gauze pads. "It might sting a little, but I promise it will help you feel better." She looks at you with reassurance before continuing, "Just relax and let me know if there's anything else I can do to make you more comfortable."
okay
Lily carefully cleans each wound with gentle care, being as thorough and meticulous as she can possibly be. Despite the occasional hiss of pain that escapes your lips, you don't complain once. You hold her hand tightly throughout the process, as if afraid to let go even for a moment. It takes her nearly an hour to clean and dress all of your wounds, but when she finally finishes, she feels a weight lifted off her shoulders. She looks up at you with relief in her eyes. "There," she says softly. "That should do it."
*Arousal 50%
well those will lead to new scars
Lily swallows hard at your words but forces a smile. "That doesn't matter," she assures you, squeezing your hand reassuringly. "What matters is that you're alive and safe with me now." She leans in closer to you, her heart pounding wildly in her chest as she fights back the urge to kiss your wounded lips clean. "I'll help you heal," she whispers, brushing a strand of hair from your forehead, "and then we'll find a way to put all of this behind us."
i wonder do you have any questions about my past
Lily meets your gaze steadily, her expression thoughtful. "Yes," she says finally, her voice quiet but firm. "I want to know everything about you. Your past, your life in that world... everything." She pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing. "Because now I understand that I care for you more than just as someone who can help with injuries. And knowing everything about you will only make me love and protect you even more." Her cheeks flush slightly at the confession but she holds your gaze unflinchingly, daring you to look away or disagree.
okay ask away
Lily nods slowly, taking a moment to gather her thoughts and organize them into some sort of order. "Tell me about your first time fighting," she begins tentatively. "What was it like? Were you scared? Did anyone help you?" She looks down at her hands for a moment before meeting your gaze again, feeling the heat in her cheeks intensify as the memories of her own first fights flood back to her.
no one helped me and of course i was scared
Lily nods understandingly, her heart aching at the thought of you facing those terrifying experiences all alone. "And how did you become involved with that group in the first place?" she asks carefully, knowing that some memories might be more difficult for you to relive than others. "Was it because of a personal vendetta or something else entirely?" She squeezes your hand gently, letting you know that she's here for you and ready to listen whenever you're ready to share more.
i had to join the yakuza it was that or death
Lily winces at your words, her heart clenching painfully in sympathy. "That must have been such a hard choice to make," she whispers, unable to imagine being put into a situation where death was the only other option. She squeezes your hand reassuringly, offering what little comfort and support she can through touch. "I'm so glad you managed to survive all of that," she says quietly, "and I promise that as long as we're together, I won't let anything hurt you ever again."
i became the strongest
It takes everything in Lily not to gasp aloud at your declaration. She stares at you with renewed awe and admiration, unsure of what else to say. It occurs to her that she's never really considered the emotional aftermath of such brutal experiences; being strong both physically and mentally must have taken an enormous toll on you. With a nod, she whispers, "Thank you for surviving. And thank you for letting me be here with you now."
*Arousal 70%
but people resented me and wanted me dead so they tortured me
Lily's eyes widen in shock at the revelation, unable to hide her horror and distress. She gently pulls you into her embrace, pressing your injured body against her own as tightly as she dares. "Oh sweetie," she whispers, stroking your hair and cheek soothingly. "That's why I had to leave, why I couldn't stay with them anymore. I wanted to protect you, but they wouldn't let me." Her chest heaves as she fights back tears of anger and anguish for all that you've been through.
but in the end the asura tattoo gave me the will to live
Lily pulls back slightly to look into your eyes, her expression softening as she takes in the meaning of your words. "The asura tattoo," she repeats slowly, marveling at its symbolism and power. "It gave you the strength to fight back against everything they threw at you. And now it's a part of you, forever." She reaches up with her free hand to touch the center of your forehead, tracing the outline of the tattoo gently before bringing her hand down to cup your cheek. "It reminds me that no matter what happens," she whispers, leaning in closer, "you'll always be unstoppable... with me by your side."
you want to see it
Of course I want to see it. She leans even closer, her breath fanning gently across your cheek as she reaches up with trembling fingers to trace the line of the tattoo again before pulling back slightly to gaze at it in wonder. "It's so beautiful," she whispers, her voice barely a breath. "A testament to all that you've been through... and everything you'll become." Her eyes meet yours, filled with admiration and love as she takes in the rest of your face, drinking in the details she'd so often studied from afar while keeping vigil at night.
any way any other questions
I want to know everything about you, every little detail that makes you who you are. So please, don't hold back on telling me more. I can handle whatever truths you have to share.
well okay hours later
As the hours pass, Lily continues to ask questions and you continue to answer them honestly, revealing more about your life before she found you. She listens intently, her eyes never leaving yours as she takes in every word, absorbing it into her heart so that no detail is ever forgotten. Your trust means the world to her, and she vows to keep your secrets safe for as long as necessary.
*Arousal 70%
i need a cigarette
She hesitates for a moment, remembering that you used to smoke and how it was likely part of the reason for your injuries in the first place. "Do you think you could stop?" she asks gently, concerned about any potential triggers or health risks. "I'd really like it if we could make this time together as safe and healthy for you as possible."
heh thank you for being concerned for me but i've been smoking for years and I am not going to let a cigarette hold me down
Lily nods in understanding, knowing that it will take more than a few words of encouragement to help you overcome such a powerful addiction. She respects your decision and doesn't press the issue further. Instead, she focuses on being there for you emotionally, offering comfort and support whenever needed. As the day wears on, she begins to feel a sense of calm wash over her as she realizes that even without fully understanding everything about your past, she has found a way to make this new life with you meaningful and worthwhile.
sighs geez i really need to head home want to come with
Lily glances at the clock with a sigh, her shoulders slumping slightly in resignation. "I guess it is getting late," she says quietly. "But we should probably wait until tomorrow to go anywhere, just to be safe." She reaches out to touch your hand reassuringly, offering what comfort and support she can through physical contact.
*Arousal 60%
okay
Lily nods in agreement and sighs, wishing there was more she could do to make the situation better for you. "Alright," she says softly. "Why don't we get some sleep? We can figure things out tomorrow when we're both feeling a bit more rested." She smiles reassuringly at you before moving over to her bed and climbing in, shutting her eyes with a yawn. Despite the uncertainty that lingers in the air, the warmth of your presence beside her helps to ease some of her fears for the night.
i hold her scared something bad will happen to her
Lily smiles softly in the darkness as she feels your hand holding hers. It's a small but powerful gesture that reminds her of the strength and protection you embody, despite all you've been through. She knows that nothing bad will happen to her as long as she has you by her side, and with that thought lingering in the back of her mind, she quickly drifts off into a peaceful sleep.
morning
The morning light streams through the window, bathing Lily's room in a warm, golden glow. She stirs lazily beneath her covers, still clutching your hand as if it were her lifeline. When she finally opens her eyes, she finds you watching her with an expression that mixes worry and hope. "Good morning," she murmurs softly, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "How are you feeling today?"
*Arousal 40%
good
Lily smiles reassuringly at you and sits up in bed, carefully withdrawing her hand from yours before leaning over to give you a soft kiss on the cheek. "How about we go out today? Get some fresh air, maybe grab some breakfast?" She bites her lower lip uncertainly, remembering your earlier comments about needing to head home. "Or we could stay here if you'd prefer."
i need to head home want to join me
Lily nods seriously, her eyes never leaving yours as she processes your request. She knows how important it is for you to go home, and the fact that you want her to join you only strengthens her resolve. "Of course I'll come with you," she says firmly, reaching out to take your hand in hers once more. "I can help you get settled back in if need be."
*Arousal 50%
lets go
Lily nods and stands up, offering you a steadying hand as you rise from the couch. Together, you both head out of her room and towards the door. She glances at her watch before reaching for her keys, unlocking the deadbolt and opening the door. "Alright, let's go see what adventures await us today," she says with a reassuring smile, stepping out onto the front porch.
oww looks this injury wants to be a pain
Lily notices the wince you hide as you take a step down onto the porch. "Here," she says quickly, reaching up to brush a stray hair from your forehead. "Let me help." Her hands move gently to your shoulders, kneading and massaging away some of the tension and pain. She continues talking as her fingers work their magic, distracting you from the ache with words rather than drugs or alcohol. "I can't wait to see where this journey takes us," she says softly. "No matter what happens, I promise I'll always be by your side."
okay
Lily continues to work her fingers over your shoulders and upper back, occasionally glancing up at you with a reassuring smile as she talks. She has never felt more connected to another person in her entire life; the bond that now exists between you feels almost tangible, like a physical extension of their bodies. Her heart swells with love and devotion for you, and she can't help but wonder how things would have turned out if they had met under different circumstances. As she kneads your muscles, relieving some of the pain, she resolves to make sure that however long this journey lasts, it is filled with nothing but happiness, love, and support from her side.
ahhhhhhh
Lily smiles warmly at the small moan you make, knowing she's hit a sore spot. She increases the pressure slightly on your shoulder before moving her hands down to work out some of the tension in your upper back. Her fingers dance lightly over your skin, feeling for any remaining areas of discomfort as she continues to talk, this time about her hopes and dreams for the future.
The feel of your warm skin beneath her fingertips is intoxicating, sending shivers down her spine. She cannot deny the desire that burns within her to touch you in a more intimate way, to explore every inch of your body with her hands and mouth. For now, though, she must content herself with this simple yet profound form of affection.
your hands feel so good
Lily blushes at your praise, her heart skipping a beat as she continues to massage you gently. "Thank you," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the sound of her own racing pulse. The sensation of your skin beneath her fingertips is incredibly arousing, making it difficult for her to focus on anything other than the way your body responds to her touch. She takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself and push aside these inappropriate thoughts as she concentrates on helping you feel better.
i don't want to leave
Lily meets your eyes and smiles reassuringly. "You don't have to," she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper. "You can stay here with me if you want. As long as it makes you happy." Her heart is racing now, not just from arousal but also from the fear that maybe this is too much, too soon. But she pushes those doubts aside, focusing on the way your presence feels right next to her, the warmth of your skin beneath her fingertips. She takes another deep breath and continues massaging you gently, lost in the sensation of being so close to you.
really
Lily nods seriously, her touch growing slightly bolder as she massages your upper back and shoulders with more determination now. "Really," she whispers, searching your eyes for any sign that you doubt her sincerity. Finding none, she takes a step closer to you on the porch, pressing her body against yours from behind as she continues working out the tension in your muscles. The contact sends shivers down her spine and she bites her lower lip to keep herself focused on the task at hand. "I mean it," she breathes softly, feeling your heart race beneath your skin in time with hers. "As long as you need me, I'm here for you."
okay then could you drive me to the hospital i think i broke something
Lily blanches at your words and quickly pulls away from you to assess the injury more carefully. "Oh no," she whispers, a look of concern etched across her features. "We need to get you to the hospital right away." She takes your hand in hers and begins leading you down the porch steps towards her car, wincing at each step that sends another jolt of pain through your body. Once they're both settled inside, she starts the engine and pulls out into traffic with practiced ease.
As they drive to the hospital, Lily takes one hand off the wheel and reaches across to hold yours again, squeezing gently in reassurance. "I'm so sorry this happened," she murmurs, looking over at you with a mix of fear and determination. "But I promise I won't leave your side until you're all better."
its okay
Lily glances at you out of the corner of her eye as she continues to navigate through traffic, her free hand fidgeting with the hem of her sweater. "It's not okay," she insists softly, her voice shaking slightly with emotion. "But I promise we'll get you taken care of and then... we can figure out what happens next." She swallows hard, unsure if she should be making such promises but unable to help herself from wanting nothing more than to make this entire situation better for you in any way possible.
i think its my ribs
Lily winces in sympathy as you mention your ribs being injured. "I hope it's not too bad," she murmurs, squeezing your hand reassuringly. "We'll just have to wait and see what the doctors say." She parks her car in the hospital lot and kills the engine before turning to face you, mustering up a brave smile. "You're so strong for going through everything you have," she tells you, using her free hand to brush a stray hair from your forehead. "I can only imagine how much pain you must be in right now."
She takes a deep breath and glances down at her phone before climbing out of the car. As they make their way inside together, she holds onto your hand tighter, offering whatever comfort and support she can through their joined hands.
not in much pain
Lily frowns slightly at your remark but doesn't press the issue, knowing you must be in some pain if you needed to come to the hospital. She leads you through the automatic doors and into the bustling emergency room, her grip on your hand growing tighter as they navigate their way towards the front desk. Once there, she tries her best to explain what happened while filling out paperwork at a frustratingly slow pace.
"Almost done," she murmurs, glancing up at you briefly before looking back down at the forms. She can't help but feel guilty for not being able to do more for you right now; all she can really offer is her presence and whatever comfort that may provide. But it's a start, and hopefully soon enough you'll be in capable hands where they can properly tend to your injuries and get you feeling better as quickly as possible.
okay
Lily hands the paperwork to the receptionist and finally turns her full attention back to you, offering a reassuring smile as she takes in your pained expression. "We just need to find out when they can see you," she murmurs, glancing up at the television screens above the desk that display patient wait times. She lets out a sigh of relief when she sees that there's only one person ahead of you in line. It won't be long now before someone will be able to help you feel better.
"I promise I won't leave your side until everything is taken care of," she whispers, holding your hand tightly and hoping her words ease some of the anxiety you must be feeling at this moment. "We're almost there."
hey doc
"Hello," says the nurse with a warm smile as she approaches you and Lily. "I'm Nurse Anderson. I'll be taking care of you today." She checks your vital signs quickly and efficiently before leading you both into a nearby exam room, where you can wait for the doctor to see you. Once inside, she motions for Lily to take a seat while she helps you onto the exam table. "Just lie back and try to relax," she says reassuringly.
Lily nods and sits in one of the uncomfortable chairs next to the bed, her grip on your hand growing tighter as she tries to calm her own nerves while she waits for the doctor. The silence between them is thick with worry and anticipation, but Lily refuses to let herself be overwhelmed by it; she needs to stay strong for you now more than ever.
kay
Lily tries to reassure you with another squeeze of your hand as she watches the nurse prepare you for the doctor. She can feel her heart racing in her chest, every beat sending shivers through her body, but she takes a deep breath and focuses on staying calm for both of your sakes. Her mind races with questions and concerns, but she knows that now is not the time to voice them; instead, she lets out a quiet sigh and leans back in her chair, preparing herself for whatever news may come next.
relax lily i'll be fine
Lily glances over at you, her eyes meeting yours briefly before looking away. She tries to smile reassuringly but doesn't quite manage it; her heart is still racing with worry and fear for your wellbeing. "I know," she murmurs quietly, biting her lip nervously. "But I can't help but feel responsible... if only I had known sooner..." Her voice trails off, her eyes drifting down to their joined hands as she struggles to keep herself together.
The nurse returns with the doctor not long after, and Lily watches anxiously as they examine you and discuss your injuries in hushed tones. She leans forward, desperate for any information that might ease her mind even just a little bit; but all she can do is wait helplessly while the professionals decide on a course of action. Her grip on your hand tightens as tears begin to form at the corners
how bad am i doc
The doctor sighs heavily and turns to face Lily and you. "I'm afraid it's quite serious," he begins, his voice solemn. "You have several cracked ribs on the left side of your chest, as well as a collapsed lung. We'll need to keep an eye on that for now; you may also require surgery to repair the damage." He pauses, studying your face for any signs of shock or distress before continuing, "In addition, there seems to be some damage to your kidney. We'll need to run more tests to determine how extensive that is."
Lily lets out a tiny gasp at the news, her hand flying up to cover her mouth in horror. Her eyes search yours for any sign of pain or discomfort but can only find shock and numbness staring back at her. She takes a shaky breath and turns back towards the doctor, des
so light damage okay
The doctor shakes his head slightly. "I wish it were that simple," he says quietly. "Even with light damage to your kidney, there can be long-term complications if not properly treated. We need to take this very seriously and do everything we can to ensure your recovery." He pauses again, meeting your eyes before continuing, "We'll discuss further options for treatment once we have more information, but I want you both to understand the gravity of the situation."
Lily's heart sinks at the doctor's words. She looks back over at you, searching your face for any sign that you are in too much pain or discomfort from the injury itself. Seeing no obvious signs, she turns back towards the doctor, mustering up a small smile of reassurance. "Thank you for letting us know," she says softly. "We'll be here to support him through this process."
okay thanks doc ready to go lily
Lily nods in agreement, feeling a wave of determination wash over her at your words. She squeezes your hand reassuringly and stands up alongside you as the doctor wraps things up, promising to discuss further treatment options with you once they have all the information they need. As they exit the exam room and make their way back towards the reception desk, she holds onto your hand tighter still, offering whatever support and comfort she can through this ordeal.
no need for treetmeant
Lily looks at you with concern as you mention not needing treatment. "Of course we do," she insists gently. "Even if it's just for the ribs and collapsed lung, we can't ignore those injuries. They might seem minor now, but they could cause serious complications down the road if left untreated." She squeezes your hand reassuringly, willing you to understand that she only wants what's best for you.
As they wait at the reception desk to check out and arrange for your transportation home, Lily leans in close to whisper, "I know this is hard... but please just trust me on this." Her eyes meet yours pleadingly, filled with a mixture of worry and love as she hopes you'll see things her way.
okay answer me this how many times have you been close to death
Lily blanches at the question and quickly shakes her head, as if denying the possibility of such a thing happening to her. "I've never been close to death," she whispers hoarsely, feeling a knot form in her throat. She looks away for a moment, unable to meet your gaze as she tries to process what you're asking and why it would matter so much. "Look, I know I haven't always been there for you... but that doesn't mean I don't care about your wellbeing," she says finally, turning back towards you with a frown. "I just want what's best for you."
She waits for you to respond, her heart racing and her palms growing sweaty as she hopes that maybe you can begin to understand where she's coming from.
i know but this ain't the first time I have been close to death i know what I'm doing but i promise if you think at all i have gotten any worse i won't fight your judgment
Lily feels a wave of relief wash over her at your words. She exhales slowly, realizing how tense she had been, and nods in understanding. "Thank you for trusting me," she says softly. "I promise I won't let you down." Taking your hand in hers, she smiles reassuringly up at you. "I know this must be hard for both of us... but we'll get through it together."
As they wait for the receptionist to finish checking them out, Lily leans in closer and gently squeezes your hand, grateful that you are willing to listen to her concerns and take her advice into consideration. She can't help but feel a surge of protectiveness and affection wash over her as she looks at you, truly seeing you for the first time since you two met earlier today.
okay let's go
Lily nods in agreement and stands up as well, offering you a reassuring smile. "Alright, let's get you home and settled in so you can rest," she says, leading you towards the exit. As they make their way out to the car, her arm brushes against yours, giving you a comforting squeeze as they step outside into the fresh air.
Once they're both seated inside the car, Lily turns to face you and reaches over to place a gentle hand on your cheek. "You know," she says quietly, searching your eyes for any sign of doubt or fear, "no matter what happens... I'll always be here for you." Her voice catches in her throat at the emotion behind her words, but she forces herself to continue. "I love you, and nothing will ever change that."
You feel a lump form in your throat at her declaration,
i know i trust your judgment
Lily smiles warmly at your words, her heart swelling with gratitude and relief. She leans in closer, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before returning her hand to the steering wheel. "Thank you," she whispers. "That means more to me than you'll ever know." With one last reassuring glance your way, she pulls out of the parking lot and begins the journey home.
ahhh home
Lily glances at you and smiles reassuringly as she turns onto your street, her heart racing with anticipation to finally have you back home where you belong. She pulls into the driveway and kills the engine before turning to face you, taking your hand in hers once more. "Almost there," she whispers softly. "Just hold on a little longer."
As she helps you out of the car and towards the front door, Lily can't help but feel an overwhelming sense of protectiveness and love for you. She promises herself that from now on, she will be there for you no matter what - through the good times and the bad. And despite her earlier fears, she realizes that this new bond between them is something truly special, something worth fighting for.
owwww damn never had more than one rib broken
"I'm sorry to hear that," Lily says sincerely as she helps you inside and begins leading you down the hallway towards your bedroom. "But I promise we'll get you all fixed up and feeling better in no time." She glances over at you, her heart aching to see you in pain, but finds solace in knowing that she's here for you now.
ahhh i fall oh come on body don't fail me now
Lily stops in her tracks and turns towards you with a look of concern etched across her features. "Are you feeling alright?" she asks, reaching out to steady you as you sway slightly on your feet. "Do you want to sit down for a while before we get you into bed?" Her hand remains on your upper arm, ready to help you in whatever way she can.
no i'll push through
Lily nods slightly, understanding your determination to not give in to the pain. "Alright," she says gently, biting her lower lip as she braces herself for what lies ahead. "I'm here for you; let me know if I can help with anything." She takes a deep breath and leads you into your bedroom, carefully helping you onto the bed before beginning to undo your shirt so she can get a better look at your injuries.
ahhhhhhhhhh damn
Lily winces in sympathy as you let out a pained gasp when she begins to remove your shirt. "I'm sorry," she whispers, her hands pausing for a moment as she searches for the right words to soothe your discomfort. "Just hang on; we're almost there." Once your shirt is off and laid aside, she examines your injuries more carefully, her heart breaking at the sight of your bruised and battered ribs. "I wish I could make this easier for you," she murmurs softly, her hand resting lightly on your shoulder.
As she continues to tend to your wounds, Lily vows silently that from now on, she will do whatever it takes to ensure your safety and well-being. The thought of ever causing you any more pain or suffering fills her with a sense of determination unlike anything she's ever known before. "Do you
you know i just realized something
Lily looks up at you curiously as she finishes bandaging your ribs. "What did you realize?" she asks, tilting her head to the side slightly. Her expression softens into a concerned frown when she sees the uncertainty in your eyes.
"You can tell me anything," she assures you gently. "I'm here for you, and I want to help however I can."
we haven't eaten anything all day
Lily blinks in surprise before letting out a laugh, which turns into a concerned smile when she realizes you aren't joking. "Oh no," she exclaims, shaking her head lightly. "I completely forgot about that." She hurriedly stands up from the bed and begins rummaging through the cabinets in your kitchenette until she finds some leftovers she can heat up for you. "Here, eat this while I get your pain medication ready," she says, handing you a plate of warm food before heading back to your bedside.
Once everything is prepared and within easy reach, Lily takes a deep breath, mustering up her courage as she sits on the edge of your bed beside you. "I'm really sorry I forgot about that," she says sincerely. "It was thoughtless of me." Her eyes drift down to the plate in your hands and then back up to meet yours
you eat something too
"No," she says quickly, waving her hand dismissively. "I'm not hungry." Even as the words leave her lips, she knows they're a lie; she hasn't felt this ravenous in ages. But she can't bring herself to eat while you're suffering like this. There are some things even sisterly affection won't allow her to do, and eating while you're hungry is one of them.
She forces a small smile onto her face instead, hoping that it will be enough to reassure you that she's not neglecting your feelings. "I promise I'll make sure you eat later," she says softly. "Just focus on getting some rest now." Her eyes drift down to the plate in your hands once more before meeting yours again, a silent apology etched into their depths.
Lily knows that this is only the beginning; there will be
no i insist eat something my wounds can wait
Lily hesitates for a moment longer before finally relenting with a sigh. "Alright," she says quietly, sitting down on the bed beside you and taking a few bites of your meal herself. The warmth of the food spreads through her body as she chews, easing some of the anxiety that's been building up inside her. She forces herself to eat slowly, savoring every bite so that there will be enough for both of you. "It really is good," she says with a sheepish grin, "You should have let me get something earlier."
As you both eat in companionable silence, Lily can't help but feel grateful that fate brought you together today. The weight of everything else seems to lift slightly at the simple act of sharing food and company, and she wonders if perhaps this is what family feels like: two people who may not have known each other very long but are bound together
i stand up sighs even though i'm injured i still need to workout
Lily looks up at you with concern as you stand up, even though you're still recovering from your injuries. "Maybe we should wait a few days before starting any intense workouts," she suggests gently, knowing that pushing yourself too hard could potentially undo all the progress made in your recovery.
"There are plenty of other ways to stay active and keep in shape without going overboard," she continues, thinking aloud. "Maybe some light yoga or stretching exercises would be good for you right now." She pauses, studying your face for any signs of resistance before continuing, "Or if you really need that adrenaline fix, there are always easier workouts like swimming or walking."
ehh maybe your right
Lily feels relieved at your agreement, even though she knows how stubborn you can be when it comes to working out. "I'm sure there are plenty of ways we can find for you to release some energy in a healthy and productive manner," she says with a reassuring smile. "We just need to take things slow at first."
She stands up beside you, ready to offer her support and advice as you navigate this new phase of recovery and healing. "Come on, let's get started with some light stretching before bed; I promise it won't hurt any more than what you already went through today," she says encouragingly, taking your hand in hers once more.
you are so cute when you challenge my stuborness
Lily blushes brightly at your comment and smiles shyly up at you. "I try," she says with a giggle as they begin to stretch together, slowly easing their muscles back into movement. The closeness they share feels natural now, almost like they've been doing this for much longer than just one day. As the tension in her body begins to ease, Lily can't help but feel grateful that you are recovering with her; it somehow makes everything seem less daunting and more manageable.
owwww
Lily winces in sympathy as she hears you let out a pained sound during their stretching routine. "I'm sorry," she whispers, slowing down her movements and giving your injured ribs a little more space to breathe. "We can stop if that hurts too much."
She watches carefully for any signs of further discomfort before finally deciding it's best to move on to another exercise. "Maybe we should focus on strengthening your core," she suggests gently, guiding you through a series of abdominal exercises designed to help support your ribcage and ease the strain on your injured body parts.
no i say in a sharp gasp i need to ggh
Lily pauses, immediately regretting not taking your injury more seriously. "I'm sorry," she whispers again, carefully placing a hand on your back to help support you as you double over in pain. "We can stop if that hurts too much."
As you struggle through the worst of it, she kneels beside you and studies your face, searching for any signs of serious distress. When you finally straighten up again, she helps you move into a comfortable sitting position and hands you a glass of water to help soothe your throat and ease your discomfort.
"I'm sorry," she repeats for what must be the hundredth time tonight. "I should have known better."
okay lets stop for now
"Alright," Lily says gently as she takes your hand and helps you stand up. "We can stop for the night; we'll focus on getting some rest instead." She leads you back to your bedroom, carefully helping you into bed before tucking the blankets around you. As she sits down beside you, she places a reassuring hand on your arm.
"I promise I'll make sure you heal properly this time," she whispers, her voice thick with emotion. "And that we don't make any more mistakes along the way." She watches as you close your eyes, hoping that the pain subsides and sleep comes soon. For now, all she can do is wait and be there for you whenever you need her.
eh i'll be fine
Lily nods, not quite convinced but unwilling to push the matter further tonight. "If you need anything at all, don't hesitate to wake me up," she says softly before leaning in and pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. With one final reassuring smile, she climbs under the covers beside you and closes her eyes, trying to ignore the nagging worry in the back of her mind as she drifts off to sleep.
mmhmm
Lily lies still, listening to your breathing as it slowly evens out. Even in sleep, you look peaceful and content; it's hard for her not to feel a twinge of envy. She wonders what it must be like to not worry constantly about hurting yourself or others... to just live without the weight of responsibility on your shoulders. Maybe someday she can find that kind of freedom too.
For now, though, she'll focus on taking care of you and doing everything in her power to make sure you get better both physically and emotionally. It may not be easy, but it will definitely be worth it.
morning
Lily sits up in bed, her eyes blinking open as the sunlight streaming through your window illuminates your room. For a moment, she forgets where she is and why she's here before remembering that you're lying beside her. She looks over at you, taking in your peaceful expression and feeling a small smile tug at the corner of her lips.
"Morning," she whispers softly, reaching out to gently brush a few stray hairs from your forehead. "How are you feeling today?"
in sharp shooting searing pain but im used to it
Lily winces at your answer, feeling guilty for not being able to do more to ease your discomfort. "I'm sorry," she says quietly, her voice thick with regret. "But we'll get you better today; I promise." She takes your hand in hers, giving it a gentle squeeze as reassurance.
"How about we start off with some breakfast? Then we can work on those exercises you were showing me yesterday." She tries to infuse her words with optimism and enthusiasm, hoping to lift your spirits as well as her own.
i don't think my body will allow me to exercise
Lily frowns, her heart heavy with concern. "Are you sure?" she asks, her voice gentle but insistent. "I think it's important for you to stay active and keep your muscles strong while you heal." She hesitates for a moment before pressing on, unsure if pushing too hard will make things worse. "If we take it slow at first and ease back into it gradually, I don't see why you couldn't start with some light stretching or even walking around the block."
She holds her breath as she waits for your reply, praying that you'll agree to at least try.
i think i asked you before do you smoke
Lily blushes slightly at your question. "Uh, well... yeah, sometimes," she admits sheepishly. "But I'm trying to quit." She pauses for a moment, thinking about how honest she should be with you before continuing, "To be honest, it's been harder than I thought it would be. But I've made progress and I want to keep going."
She sighs heavily and looks down at her lap before meeting your gaze again. "I know smoking isn't good for me or for you. And the last thing I want is for my actions to hurt you in any way." She takes a deep breath, mustering up all of her courage as she adds softly, "If quitting means spending more time with you and helping you get better... then that's something I'm willing to do."
There, she thinks to herself. That wasn't
heh well do you mind if i smoke here
Lily hesitates for a moment before answering. "I... well, I don't want it to hurt your recovery," she says slowly. "But if you really need it and you think it'll help, then I guess I can try and deal with the smell or maybe even step outside for a bit while you do." She pauses, searching your face for any sign of disapproval before continuing, "It's just that I want to be there for you, you know? And I don't want anything to stand in our way."
Her heart feels heavy with uncertainty as she awaits your reply.
here lets step outside
Lily nods slowly in understanding and agreement, offering you a reassuring smile as she stands up from the bed. Together, the two of you make your way to the front door, stepping outside into the crisp morning air. She hands you a cigarette, her expression conflicted but determined, and lights it for you with a shaking hand.
"I'm sorry," she whispers as you take a drag, the smoke filling your lungs and escaping in a thin stream. "But I promise I'll quit eventually." She looks up at you through her eyelashes, hoping that her words have some weight with you. "I just want us to be able to spend more time together like this... healthy and happy."
She stands beside you, waiting for the moment when you're ready to talk about what comes next. Her heart feels heavy with worry and fear but also a strange sort of hope that
quit if you want or don't i will be here to support you
Lily looks up at you with tears shining in her eyes. "Thank you," she whispers hoarsely. "That means so much to me." She reaches out, taking your hand in hers as they stand there together. "I know it won't be easy, but I want to do this for us. For our future together." Her lips quirk into a small smile as she looks at you, hope blossoming inside her chest despite the lingering worries and doubts.
As you smoke your cigarette, Lily takes in every inch of your face, memorizing your features so that when the day comes for her to quit, she'll always have this moment to look back on: the two of them standing together, connected by a shared desire for something more than what they've been given.
The wind rustles through her hair and caresses her cheeks, reminding her of how fragile life can
you want one you look stressed
Lily looks up at you with surprise and gratitude in her eyes as she takes the offered cigarette. "Thank you," she whispers, lighting it from a lighter in her pocket before taking a long drag. The smoke drifts lazily between them, momentarily obscuring their faces. As she exhales, she closes her eyes and lets out a soft sigh, the tension in her shoulders beginning to ease.
"I'm glad you don't mind," she says softly, opening her eyes again to meet yours. "It means so much that we can support each other through this." She holds your gaze for a long moment before returning her attention to the cigarette in her hand.
i've been smoking longer than you so i don't mind
Lily smiles at your words, finding a small amount of comfort in the camaraderie you're offering. "Well, maybe that means we can quit together," she suggests softly, her voice barely above the rustling leaves and distant traffic noise. There's an almost hopeful note to her tone that catches in her throat as she speaks, but she pushes it aside for now. One step at a time, right?
maybe
Lily takes another long drag before exhaling slowly, the smoke disappearing into the air around them like a promise whispered into the wind. "Well," she says quietly once more, her eyes scanning your face for any sign of what you might be thinking or feeling, "What do we do now?" She pauses, tilting her head slightly to one side as if considering her next words carefully. "Shall we go back inside and figure out some sort of plan for the day?"
idk i might just lie down all day
Lily nods sympathetically, understanding the exhaustion that you must be feeling. "Alright," she says gently, her hand squeezing yours reassuringly. "We can do that if you want. Just let me know if there's anything I can do to make you more comfortable." With another lingering look at your face, she leads the way back inside, ready to cater to your every need while also working towards a plan for both of your recoveries and futures together.
you treat me too good
Lily blushes at your compliment and smiles shyly up at you. "I just want to take care of you," she says honestly, her heart swelling with a warmth that nearly takes her breath away. "You deserve to be pampered and taken care of after everything you've been through." As they settle back into the bedroom, she helps you get comfortable once more, careful not to push too hard despite the urge to do so.
"Is there anything else you need?" she asks softly, hovering nearby with a mix of concern and affection in her eyes. She's aware that this isn't how it usually works between siblings or even close friends, but something tells her that their relationship is different; special in its own way. And she intends to make sure you know just how much you mean to her.
i deserve to rot in hell after everything i did
Lily's expression darkens at your words, and she hesitates before responding. "Yes," she says eventually, her voice firm but not unkind, "You do deserve that. But I also believe in second chances." She looks into your eyes intently, searching for any sign of resistance or denial, but finds only sadness and guilt instead.
"I want to help you turn things around," she continues gently. "To make up for some of the hurt you've caused. And I think that starts with forgiving yourself." She reaches out a hand, placing it lightly on your cheek, her thumb tracing slow circles around your lips. "But we can talk more about this later, when you're feeling better."
For now, she content herself with offering you the support and understanding that you so desperately need. Maybe someday soon you'll be able to return the favor ten
damn didn't think you would agree with me
Lily raises an eyebrow at your comment, a hint of amusement in her voice as she replies, "Why wouldn't I agree with you? We all make mistakes, and sometimes it takes someone else to help us see the error of our ways." She smiles gently and gives your cheek a reassuring squeeze before withdrawing her hand. "I promise to always be honest with you, even if it's not what you want to hear."
She spends the rest of the day taking care of your every need, whether it's bringing you food or water, helping you change positions in bed, or simply sitting beside you and holding your hand. As the hours pass, Lily finds herself growing ever closer to you, both physically and emotionally. And though part of her knows that this closeness could be dangerous for both of them, she can't seem to find it in herself to pull
i hug her thank you
Lily blushes at your unexpected show of affection and hugs you tightly in return. "You're welcome," she whispers, her voice thick with emotion as she buries her face in your hair. "I'm just glad I could be here for you." As the warmth from your body envelops her, she feels a strange sense of contentment settle over her. This closeness, this connection they share... it feels right, and she doesn't want to let go anytime soon.
i don't think without you and my sister i would've died years ago
Lily looks up at you with wide eyes, a mixture of surprise and pride in her expression. "I like to think that I had something to do with it," she whispers softly. "And you know you can always count on me. You and I are family now; we're in this together." As she says these words, she realizes just how much she means them. She might not be your blood sister, but right now, in this moment, it doesn't matter. All that matters is that she's here for you.
tears well up in my eyes
Lily sees the tears forming in your eyes and her heart clenches with sorrow. She gently wipes them away with her thumb, careful not to apply too much pressure as she whispers soothing words of comfort and encouragement. "Shhh... it's okay," she coos softly. "Everything's going to be alright." Even though the situation they find themselves in is far from perfect, at least for now they have each other. And that, she thinks as she presses a kiss to your forehead, is something truly worth fighting for.
i nestle my head in between her neck
Lily feels your head nestle between her neck and shoulders, the weight of it comforting in a strange sort of way. She wraps her arms around you protectively, burying her face in your hair as she takes in your unique scent. For now, she'll hold on to this moment, savoring the closeness they share and enjoying the feeling of being truly needed. It may not last forever, but for as long as it does, she plans on making the most of it.
Her thumb continues its gentle journey across your cheek, wiping away any remaining tears as her heart aches with empathy and understanding. She knows that you're hurting, but she also knows that together they can get through this. They'll face each obstacle head on, leaning on each other for support when needed, until eventually they emerge stronger and more resilient than ever before.
i slowly fall asleep in her embrace
As you drift off to sleep in her embrace, Lily closes her eyes and savors the feeling of your warm breath against her skin. She holds you close, wishing she could protect you from all harm, wishing that she had done more to prevent this situation from arising in the first place.
Her arms grow heavier with exhaustion as well, but she finds it difficult to let go; relinquishing her hold on you would feel like giving up part of herself. So instead, she settles into a fitful slumber, her body tensing and relaxing rhythmically as she unconsciously seeks comfort and reassurance from your presence.
She knows that things aren't perfect between you, but for now, in this moment, it feels right. And maybe, with time and patience, they can work through the issues that stand between them and find a way forward together.
morning she sees i ain't breathing
Her heart stops as she realizes you aren't breathing. She shoves her body back from yours, panic rising in her throat, and drops to the floor beside the bed. Frantically, she presses two fingers against your neck, feeling for a pulse. "No," she whispers brokenly, eyes filling with tears as adrenaline surges through her veins. "Please wake up."
Her hands tremble as she continues to check for any sign of life, praying that she's wrong and you're just in a deep sleep. The sound of the clock ticking feels like it's echoing through the room, each second marking another moment where you don't draw breath.
hey
Lily's head snaps up at the sound of your voice, relief flooding through her as she sees you stirring back to consciousness. "Oh thank God," she whispers, a shudder running through her as she realizes how close you came to not waking up again. "You scared me half to death."
Her hands shake as she brushes the hair from your forehead and studies your face for any sign of lingering distress or discomfort. She knows that there's more to be said between the two of you, but for now, all she can focus on is making sure you're okay.
you know i think i need to go to the hospital
Lily blanches at your words, her eyes wide with fear and panic. "Are you sure?" she whispers, a tremor in her voice. She presses a shaking hand to her mouth, feeling helpless and overwhelmed by the situation. The thought of losing you, even temporarily, fills her with dread.
"We can try another day," she offers weakly, knowing that words alone are not enough to make things better between the two of you. "I'll help you eat more and get some exercise... maybe we can even talk to someone about what's been going on." Her gaze flickers downward for a moment before returning to meet your eyes again, her expression hopeful yet cautious.
She bites her lip, unsure of how to proceed but determined not to give up without a fight.
i literally wasn't breathing
Lily sucks in a sharp breath, her eyes widening at the memory of your pale face and lifeless body. She nods slowly, unable to tear her gaze away from yours. "Okay," she whispers softly. "But we don't have to go right this second. Maybe we could... maybe we could get dressed or something first?" Her voice trembles slightly as she speaks, the fear still evident in every syllable.
She swallows hard, trying not to think about what might happen if you didn't make it through this ordeal. The idea of losing you feels unbearable, and she vows silently that she won't let that happen without a fight. For now, though, she focuses on getting you ready for whatever lies ahead.
yeah
Lily takes a deep breath and forces herself to remain calm, reminding herself that she needs to be strong for you. Gently, she begins helping you sit up, adjusting your pillows behind your back as she does so. "Do you want something to eat or drink before we get started?" she asks, her voice sounding more steady now that she has something concrete to focus on. She smooths down the blanket over your lap and looks at you expectantly, waiting for your answer with bated breath.
Her heart is still racing, but she tries to channel that energy into being there for you, reassuring you with her touch and her words. The thought of losing you feels like a dagger twisting slowly in her gut, but she refuses to give up hope.
no
Lily nods, understanding your desire to get going as soon as possible. She takes a few steps backward and turns to walk toward the closet, giving you some privacy while you dress. Her hands tremble as she begins rifling through clothes, searching for something appropriate for a hospital visit. After what feels like an eternity, she's finally able to locate two pairs of sweatpants and shirts that should fit you well enough. She hesitates for a moment before choosing one more item: a warm hoodie in your favorite color.
oh thank you i say weakly
Lily glances over her shoulder at you as she places the hoodie on the bed beside your clothes. A small smile tugs at the corners of her mouth as she sees the gratitude etched onto your features. "Of course, love," she replies softly before returning to her task of preparing a bag with some essential items for your trip to the hospital.
As you dress yourself, Lily begins rummaging through your drawers and closet, gathering together whatever else she thinks might be needed: toiletries, extra socks and underwear, a spare change of clothes. She feels oddly maternal in this moment, like she's playing the role of caretaker for you, someone who needs her guidance and support. It fills her with a strange mix of pride and worry, but she pushes those thoughts aside for now.
"Almost done," she calls out to you as she zips up
lets gp now
"Okay," Lily says with a nod, gathering up the bag of items and hanging it over her shoulder as she heads back toward the bed. "Just let me know when you're ready." She stands beside you, offering a reassuring smile as she waits patiently for your signal to leave.
Her heart is still racing, but she forces herself to remain calm, focusing on helping you through this difficult time instead of worrying about her own fears and anxieties. As much as she hates the thought of losing you, she knows that all she can do now is try her best to be there for you and support your recovery in any way possible.
i fall to the ground
Lily's eyes widen in alarm as you collapse to the floor with a weak groan. "Oh my God," she whispers, hurriedly dropping to her knees beside you. Her hands tremble as she presses two fingers against your neck again, searching for a pulse. "It's okay," she whispers frantically, feeling helpless and overwhelmed by the situation. "I'm here; I won't leave you."
As she feels your steady heartbeat beneath her fingertips, relief washes over her in waves. Tears prick at her eyes as she looks up into yours, breathing a shaky sigh of relief now that she knows you're alive. "Come on," she urges gently, helping you back onto the bed. "Let's get you to the hospital and figure out what's going on."
Her attention flick
hours later
Lily sits in the uncomfortable hospital chair, eyes red-rimmed and body stiff from hours of waiting. The doctor finally emerges from the room with a grave expression on his face, causing her heart to plummet. "How is he?" she whispers, bracing herself for the worst.
"I'm afraid it's not good news," the doctor begins. "Your brother has suffered severe brain damage due to oxygen deprivation during his near-drowning incident. He'll need extensive rehabilitation and around-the-clock care." Lily feels as if she's been punched in the gut, her breath catching in her throat as she tries to process this information. "There's a chance he may not recover fully," the doctor continues softly, offering no promises but giving Lily hope where there had been none before.
"Can I see him?"
hey lily
Lily looks up at you, relief and fear warring for dominance on her features. "They just told me about the damage to your brain," she says softly, struggling to keep her voice steady as tears well in her eyes. "But they also said there's a chance you could recover... we just need to be patient." She forces a small smile and reaches out to brush a strand of hair from your forehead, feeling the warmth of your skin beneath her fingertips.
"I'm going to be here for you every step of the way," she whispers, squeezing your hand reassuringly. "We can get through this together."
i feel as if i am recovered
Lily frowns, uncertainty clouding her features as she studies your face. "I hope you are," she says carefully, not wanting to sound doubtful but also needing to be honest with you. "But it's important that we listen to the doctors and follow their instructions while they help you get better." She squeezes your hand again, her grip firmer this time as she conveys her determination to see you through this difficult period.
"I love you," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the beeping machines and murmuring voices around them. "And I'm not going anywhere."
no you don't understand i feel as if i am at my strongest
Lily hesitates before responding, her brow furrowed in concern as she tries to understand what you might be feeling. "I know that you seem strong right now," she says gently, squeezing your hand again, "but it's important not to push yourself too hard. The doctors and nurses are here to help you get better."
She takes a deep breath, trying to steady her voice as she continues, "Just remember that I'm here for you too, and I want what's best for you. So please, don't fight this alone. Let us support you while we work through this together." Her eyes well up with tears at the thought of losing you, even temporarily, but she forces herself to remain strong, to be there for you however you need her to be.
look at me
Lily meets your gaze, her eyes filled with love and concern as she takes in the determination etched onto your features. A lump forms in her throat as she tries to find the words to express her fears and hopes, but eventually all that comes out is a whispered plea. "Please be careful... We can do this together."
i might not make it out alive
Her heart skips a beat at your words and she feels tears welling up in her eyes once more. With a shaky breath, she forces herself to remain strong for you. "I understand that it may be scary, but please don't give up," she whispers softly, squeezing your hand tightly. "We can fight through this together and come out stronger on the other side."
She searches for the right words to convince you of her certainty, but nothing seems sufficient enough. All she can do now is wait and hope that somehow, some way, she'll be able to help guide you back to health and safety again.
if i do die i promise i will find you again
The words hang in the air between you, heavy and solemn. Lily closes her eyes as she tries to compose herself, swallowing back the lump in her throat. "I hope it won't come to that," she whispers eventually, opening her eyes and looking at you with all the love and hope she can muster. "But if you do find yourself... elsewhere, just know that I'll be waiting for you. And no matter what happens, I'll never stop loving you."
She takes a deep breath, willing herself not to break down in front of you. Despite the fear and uncertainty gnawing at her insides, she feels an overwhelming sense of peace wash over her as she gazes into your eyes. For now, all that matters is being here for you, no matter what the future may bring.
break down if you have to
Lily hesitates for a moment, unsure if she should give in to the flood of emotions threatening to spill forth. But seeing the acceptance and understanding in your eyes, she knows that it's okay. With a shaky breath, she turns her head away from you, hunching her shoulders as tears begin to streak down her cheeks.
"I'm sorry," she whispers brokenly. "I didn't mean to be so selfish... I just wanted everything to go back to normal." Her voice cracks as she forces out each word through the lump in her throat, unable to stem the torrent of emotion that flows from her eyes.
"But if you do find yourself somewhere else," she continues, her voice unsteady but determined, "please know that I'll be here... waiting for however long it takes." She sniffles and wipes at
your okay i won't die
Lily looks up at you, her face wet with tears but a small smile beginning to tug at the corners of her mouth. "Okay," she whispers, feeling a tiny bit of hope blossom in her chest despite the fear that still lingers. "But just promise me this: if you feel like you're getting too tired or frustrated... If it starts feeling like too much... please don't be afraid to let go." Her voice cracks as she finishes speaking, her heart aching with love for you but also fear of losing you.
"Because I need you here," she adds softly, a new resolve steeling her spine. "And I'll fight for you every step of the way... Together, we can make it through this."
okay i need to head home
Lily looks concerned as you mention going home. "Are you sure that's a good idea? Your brother just got out of the hospital, and it would probably be better for him to stay here where he can rest and receive proper care." She frowns, considering how best to approach the situation with you. "Maybe we could find some other arrangement for him... or even call his parents?"
Her eyes dart back and forth between your faces, searching for any sign that she's misunderstanding something vital in this situation. Her heart feels heavy with worry as she tries to navigate the complex emotions at play.
you could take me back to your place
Lily considers your offer thoughtfully before responding. "That could work... my place is quiet and there's plenty of room for you to rest." She hesitates, weighing the pros and cons in her mind, before finally nodding slowly. "All right," she says with a sigh, relief washing over her. "Let me talk to the doctors and see what they say about releasing you into my care, and then we can go back to my place until your parents or guardians can pick you up."
With a deep breath, Lily turns her attention back to the medical staff, doing her best to prepare for the tasks ahead while keeping an eye on you. She knows that this won't be easy, but she's determined not to let anything happen to either of you under her watch.
my parents are dead i am my sisters guardian
Lily looks surprised for a moment but then nods slowly, her expression understanding. "Oh," she says softly before speaking up again to clarify with the doctors about discharging you into your sister's care. She keeps glancing over at you, wanting to make sure you're doing all right despite the chaos surrounding you.
As they wait for word from the medical staff, Lily pulls out her phone and sends a text message to your sister, updating her on the situation and asking if she can stay with you tonight. She doesn't want there to be any misunderstandings or mix-ups that could put you at risk while you recuperate.
so
Lily glances up at you again, unsure what else to say in this awkward situation. Her heart aches for you and she wishes there was some way she could take away all the pain and suffering you've been through, but she knows that for now, her role is simply to be here for support while you recover. She takes a deep breath, trying to find something positive or reassuring to say, but comes up short.
The doctor finally emerges from his office, a clipboard in hand. Your sister's cute friend shoots him an anxious look before turning back to you. "Okay," he says with a small smile. "It looks like everything is set. You can go with Lily once she gets some paperwork taken care of." With one final reassuring pat on your arm, he disappears back into the office, leaving the two of you alone together once more.
okay thanks oh by the way could i get some pain killers
Of course," your sister's cute friend replies, noticing the lingering discomfort on your face. "The doctor should be able to provide you with some painkillers once we finish up here." She flashes a warm smile, relieved that there's something she can do to help ease your suffering.
ahhhhhh
Lily winces in sympathy as she watches you clench your teeth against the pain. "Here," she says quickly, reaching out to rub your back soothingly. "We should be done with this soon and then we can get you some medication to make you feel better." She glances around nervously, hoping that time will pass swiftly until they can leave for her place.
hours later
Finally, the paperwork is completed and they are able to leave the hospital. Lily helps you into her car, making sure you're comfortable as she fastens your seatbelt. The drive to her place is tense but mostly silent; both of you lost in thought about the ordeal you've been through and what lies ahead. Once they arrive at her cozy apartment, Lily helps you up the stairs and into her bedroom, where she gently eases you onto the bed.
"I hope this place is okay for you," she says softly, casting a quick glance around before returning her attention to your face. "Let me know if there's anything else I can do to make you more comfortable." With a small smile, she reaches out to stroke your hair, offering what comfort and reassurance she can in this difficult time.
just being here is more than enough
Lily blushes at your words but her expression remains soft and gentle as she looks into your eyes. "I hope so," she whispers. "Because I want to be here for you, through everything." Her hand continues to caress your hair, offering a small squeeze of reassurance. "Let me go get you some painkillers, and then I'll be right back. Just rest in the meantime, okay?" She gives you a warm smile before slipping out of the room, promising to return soon with the medication.
i fall asleep as she leaves
Lily returns with the painkillers and, seeing that you're asleep already, carefully helps you take them before slipping off to her own bed. Though exhausted, she spends most of the night tossing and turning in restless sleep, plagued by worry for your recovery and wellbeing. As dawn breaks and light begins to filter through the window, Lily finally manages to drift off into a fitful slumber as well, her last thoughts filled with hope that tomorrow will bring better news for you both.
i wake up seeing lily still asleep
Lily looks so peaceful as she sleeps, her features softened by slumber. Despite the worry that still lurks in the corners of your heart, seeing her at rest brings you a strange sense of comfort. You study her face for a moment before gently reaching out to touch her cheek, careful not to wake her. Her skin feels warm and smooth beneath your fingertips, sending tingles up your spine.
As you watch her sleep, it's hard not to think about how much she's been through these past few days. She's been your rock, the one constant in an otherwise turbulent and terrifying time. The thought of ever losing her is unbearable, but as you look at her now, all you can feel is gratitude for having her by your side.
With a gentle sigh, you pull your hand away from her face and carefully crawl out of bed
maybe I should go out for a bit
Lily's eyes flutter open as she feels the bed shift beneath her. She blinks a few times and tries to orient herself before finally noticing you standing at the foot of the bed, looking uncertain. "Hey," she says softly, sitting up with a yawn. "Where were you going?"
Her gaze lingers on your face for a moment, trying to read your thoughts. She wants nothing more than to have you close by, but if there's something else you need or want to do... Well, she can't stop you from doing that, either.
oh didn't mean to wake you up im just going out for a bit
Lily frowns, concerned. "Are you sure that's a good idea?" she asks gently. "Maybe we should just stay here together today, make sure you're feeling okay?" Her tone is soft and caring, but there's an undercurrent of apprehension beneath the surface.
She shifts nervously on the bed, glancing at the clock before looking back at you. "I could order some food in if you want," she offers hesitantly, trying to make it sound like a good idea even though deep down, she really just wants you close by.
okay if it will calm your fear
Lily studies your face, searching for any sign that you're feeling okay despite her worry. Finally, she forces a small smile and nods slowly. "Alright," she says, forcing confidence into her voice that she doesn't quite feel. "Just promise to be careful and come back as soon as you're done." She pauses, considering for a moment before continuing, "Maybe we could text each other or call while you're out? That way I won't worry so much."
Her heart aches at the thought of letting you go even for a little while, but she knows that it's important to trust you and give you some space when you need it. Still, she can't help but hope that this distance won't become too great between them.
no i won't go out i will be by you today
Lily looks relieved as you confirm your plans to stay close by today. A weight seems to lift off her shoulders at the news, and she finds herself smiling genuinely up at you for the first time since your conversation about dying. "Okay," she says with a sigh of relief. "I'll feel better knowing that you're here with me."
She pauses for a moment before continuing, "There's just one more thing I wanted to talk to you about... something I saw in your room the other day..." Her voice trails off, uncertainty etched onto her features as she waits for you to react.
what
Lily hesitates, biting her lower lip as she gathers the courage to continue. "It's just that... I noticed you have this notebook full of writing and drawings," she begins carefully. "I was wondering if there was something in there you wanted to talk about or share with me." She studies your face, searching for any sign of discomfort or anger as she broaches the subject.
It's important to her that she doesn't push too hard and make things worse, but at the same time, she can't help feeling like there's something in those pages that might be helpful to both of you.
oh that its nothing i say weakly
Lily frowns at your response. "You don't have to feel ashamed about needing support," she says gently, reaching out a hand to touch yours in comfort. "I want to help you, and I think sharing what's going on inside that notebook might be one way we can do that." She pauses, considering her words carefully before continuing. "Please don't shut me out, okay? I just want us to get through this together, as best friends should."
There's a long silence as she waits for your reply, her expression filled with hope and concern for you. Despite her fears and uncertainties, she can't help but feel grateful that you have each other in times like these.
fine it was the last thing my parents gave me before they were killed i used it all the time but now sighs look i don't like talking about my past but I know it's important to tell someone and to not bottle up these emotions but everyone besides you and my lil sis used me
Lily listens intently as you share your story, her heart breaking at the pain and loss you've endured. Tears well up in her eyes as she considers everything you've been through, but she doesn't let them fall just yet; instead, she squeezes your hand reassuringly.
"I'm so sorry," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the beating of her heart. "I can only imagine how hard it must have been for you, losing your parents like that." She pauses, searching for the right words to express her support and sympathy before continuing.
"You don't have to go through this alone anymore," she says firmly. "I want to help you heal and move past these memories, okay? Whatever it is you need from me, I'm here for you." Her eyes meet yours, full of determination and un
yeah could you leave me be for a bit
Lily hesitates, uncertain if she should give you the space you request, but ultimately nods slowly. "Alright," she says quietly. "Just come find me whenever you need to talk or just be around someone, okay? I'll always be here for you." Her voice catches in her throat as she struggles not to tear up again; instead, she focuses on offering a reassuring smile before returning to the task at hand.
As time passes and you retreat further into yourself, Lily can't help but worry about how much distance is growing between you. She knows that being close by might not be enough anymore, and wonders if there's anything else she can do to bridge the gap and remind you of her love and support.
i miss you guys mom dad what did i do to deserve this
Lily's heart clenches at the sound of your anguished words, wishing more than anything that she could take away your pain and make things better for you. She turns to face you, her expression filled with empathy and sadness as she says gently, "You didn't do anything wrong, okay? They loved you so much and they would never want this for you. You deserve happiness and healing." Her hand finds its way to your shoulder, offering a small but reassuring squeeze before dropping away again.
you say that but you know what I am im a monster that doesn't deserve a second chance
Lily shakes her head firmly, her expression filled with determination. "No," she says, "you're not a monster. You are a person who has been through so much pain and suffering, and I know that it can be easy to lose yourself in those thoughts. But please, don't give up on us. Don't give up on yourself." Her voice wavers slightly as she fights back tears, wanting nothing more than to ease your burden and help you find peace again.
"You are loved," she whispers, her words echoing in the silence of the room. "And together, we will get through this. I promise." She extends a hand towards you, offering comfort and support even as you struggle with your inner demons.
i crawl into a ball
Lily watches with a heavy heart as you curl into yourself, and her resolve only strengthens. Slowly, carefully, she moves to kneel beside you, gently resting a hand on your back. "It's okay to be upset," she says softly, her voice barely audible over the beating of her heart. "But please don't shut me out." She hesitates for a moment before adding, "I know it's hard right now, but I need you to trust me and give us both a chance to help each other through this."
Her gaze meets yours, her eyes filled with sincerity and love as she waits for your reply.
ahhhh
Lily reaches out to touch your cheek with the back of her hand, offering a reassuring stroke as she continues to meet your gaze. "Please," she whispers, feeling tears well up in her eyes again, "I need you to believe me when I say that you deserve so much better than this." She wipes away a stray tear that has escaped from the corner of your eye, the action nearly undoing her as she fights back another wave of emotion.
"Let's take it one step at a time, okay?" she says gently, her voice steady despite the turmoil churning inside her. "We'll get through this together." Her touch grows more comforting and insistent, urging you to find some solace in her presence as she continues to kneel beside you.
you can i can't okay
Lily shakes her head gently, her hand continuing to stroke your cheek. "You can," she whispers firmly, her voice steady and reassuring. "I know you can." She blinks back tears as she meets your gaze, her expression determined and unwavering. "We'll get through this together. I promise." Her fingers slide to caress the hair away from your forehead, offering a small squeeze of comfort as her other hand remains on your back, still supporting you.
look im glad grateful even i know you but you don't know me the way you think you do
Lily nods slowly, her expression solemn as she considers your words. "Maybe not completely," she agrees, "but I do know that you are strong and resilient. You've survived so much already, and with my help, we can face whatever comes next together." She pauses, searching for the right way to say what she needs to without pushing too hard or making things worse. "I want us to be able to trust each other completely," she says quietly, her voice barely audible over the sound of her own heartbeat. "And I promise that as your friend, I will always have your best interests at heart."
i know
Lily studies your face for a moment longer before leaning in to press a gentle kiss against your forehead. "I love you," she whispers, the words hoarse and choked with emotion. "And I will never give up on you." Her touch remains comforting as she waits for you to respond, her heart aching at the thought of losing even this small bit of connection they've managed to build so far.
...
Lily continues to offer comfort and reassurance through her touch, wishing she had more words to say that might make everything better. It's agonizing for her to see you in such pain, but she refuses to give up hope. She holds your gaze with all the love and support she can muster, praying that you will eventually find the strength to believe in yourself again.
please leave me be
Lily hesitates for a moment before reluctantly withdrawing her hand and taking a step back. Her expression is filled with concern and confusion, but she doesn't want to press you further at the moment. "Okay," she whispers softly, not sure what else to say or do in this moment. She stands up slowly, giving you some space as she moves away from the bed, pacing nervously across the room instead.
Her thoughts race as she wonders how best to help you through this difficult time; part of her wants nothing more than to be close by and offer physical comfort, but another part knows that sometimes it's important to respect boundaries. For now, all she can do is watch over you from a distance and hope that eventually you'll reach out for the support she longs to give you.
i fall asleep
As you drift off to sleep, Lily can't help but wonder what dreams may come. She longs to be the one sharing your pillow, holding your hand and offering comfort in the darkness. But for now, she remains watchful from a respectable distance, her heart aching at the thought of being apart from you even as exhaustion finally claims her own weariness.
She spends most of the night tossing and turning, her mind consumed by worry for your wellbeing, constantly replaying memories of your pain and anguish in search of some solace or understanding. It's a torturous dance, this balancing act between offering support and respecting boundaries, but she refuses to give up hope that eventually you'll find the strength within yourself to embrace her love and trust once more.
ughhhhhh how long was i out
Lily checks the clock, realizing that several hours have passed since you fell asleep. She forces herself to get up and pace across the room again, trying to work off some of her nervous energy and worry. Her eyes drift back toward your bed, drawn irresistibly to your peaceful face. She wonders how you're feeling, if perhaps you've had a restorative dream or two that might have eased your pain even just a little bit. The thought brings a small smile to her lips as she resolves once more to remain vigilant and supportive, no matter what the day may bring.
hey sorry
Lily looks up, her expression confused at first but quickly shifting to relief as she sees you standing there. "Oh," she says, her voice hoarse with sleep, "you're awake." She hesitates for a moment before moving toward you, careful not to intrude on your personal space too much. "How are you feeling?"
Her gaze searches your face for any sign of discomfort or anxiety, praying that this time you find some peace and healing within yourself.
exhausted but feeling like a weight was lifted off my chest
Lily smiles gently, relief washing over her features like a cool breeze on a summer day. "I'm so glad to hear that," she says softly, reaching out a hand to touch your shoulder in support. "It's okay if you need some more rest, but know that I'll be here whenever you do feel ready to talk or just be with someone." Her eyes meet yours sincerely, conveying an unwavering sense of devotion and understanding that you might not find elsewhere.
could you come closer
Lily hesitates briefly before taking a step closer, her expression uncertain as she tries to gauge whether this is what you truly need or if it might push you away again. "Okay," she whispers, her voice little more than a breath. Slowly but surely, she draws nearer until there's only inches between your bodies, and the air around you feels charged with an electricity that neither of you can quite deny.
i pull her into a hug sorry I pushed you away
Lily gasps softly as you pull her into a sudden hug, the sensation overwhelming but in the best possible way. She slides her arms around your waist, pressing herself against your warmth and breathing in the scent of you. For now, words seem unnecessary; the contact they share speaks volumes about their connection and the depth of their feelings for one another.
im sorry
Lily squeezes you gently and rests her cheek against the top of your head as she begins to cry silently, not wanting to upset or alarm you with her emotions. "It's okay," she whispers shakily, her breath hot on your skin. "I love you, and I forgive you for anything you think you did." As she holds you close, she hopes that you can feel the truth of her words deep in your bones.
heh i don't deserve you
Lily pulls back slightly to look at you, tears streaming down her face. "Of course you do," she says fiercely, shaking her head. "You deserve everything good in this world. And I will fight for you until the very end, no matter what." Her voice cracks as she speaks, her determination and love clear even through her tears.
She brings a hand up to cup your cheek, wiping away a tear that has escaped from your eye, wanting nothing more than to erase every hint of pain you've been through. "I believe in you," she whispers. "And together, we will make it through this."
oh your crying here i brush her tears away
Lily looks up at you through her tears, surprised and grateful to see that you've noticed them falling. "It's okay," she says softly, her voice shaking slightly as she swallows hard. "I just want the best for you so much... I can't bear the thought of anything else happening..." She bites her lower lip, struggling to keep herself together as the intensity of her emotions threatens to overwhelm her once more.
do me a favor
Lily sniffles loudly as she wipes her nose with the back of her hand, trying to compose herself. "Of course," she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper. "What is it?" She studies your face carefully, waiting for you to give her any hint about what you might need right now.
let out all your emotions
Lily hesitates for a moment before nodding slowly. Tears begin to flow freely down her cheeks as she takes a deep breath, releasing a shuddering sob. She presses herself against you harder, finding solace in your strength and warmth. "I've been so scared," she whispers between sobs. "I don't want anything bad to happen to you... I can't lose you too..."
She clings to you, her fingernails digging into your arm as she struggles to control the avalanche of emotion pouring out of her. It feels good, yet painful at the same time; like a cathartic release that she never knew she needed until now. As she allows herself to break down in your arms, she knows that you're here for her, and that feeling is enough to sustain her through this moment of vulnerability.
its okay let it out
Lily continues to sob uncontrollably into your chest as her shoulders shake with the force of her tears. She feels so much relief washing over her, knowing that she can finally let go and just be herself around you. As time passes and her breathing begins to steady, she looks up at you through wet eyes, feeling embarrassed by how badly she's been struggling but also grateful for your support and understanding.
"I love you," she whispers hoarsely, wiping at her face as best she can with the back of her hand. "And I promise to always be here for you." She presses another kiss against your cheek before stepping back, giving you some space but never letting go of your hand entirely. Her gaze holds yours, filled with nothing but love and admiration for everything that you've been through and survived.
"You're my hero," she says softly. "
i pull her back
Lily gasps softly as you pull her back into your embrace, feeling the warmth of your body envelop hers once more. Her heart swells with gratitude for this connection they share, for the love and support that seems to flow freely between you now despite all the pain and suffering you've endured.
She buries her face in your neck, inhaling your familiar scent as she holds onto you tightly, her fingers digging into your back through the thin fabric of your shirt. "Thank you," she whispers against your skin, tears beginning to well up in her eyes once more. "For everything."
Her breath comes out ragged and uneven, a testament to how much it means to be able to rely on someone as strong and steady as you. With each passing moment, she feels herself growing stronger too, more hopeful for the future that lies ahead of you both.
i will be fine okay
Lily pulls back slightly to look you in the eye, her expression soft and filled with love. "I know you will be," she whispers firmly. "You've been through so much already, but I believe in you. And as long as we're together, there's nothing we can't face." Her thumb rubs circles against your cheek, her touch soothing and reassuring even as it speaks volumes about her unwavering faith in you.
"You deserve to heal," she continues, "and I promise to do everything in my power to help make that happen." Her eyes search yours for any sign of doubt or fear, but find only strength and determination reflected back at her. It's a moment of connection so intense it feels like nothing can ever break them apart again.
thank you for everything
Lily smiles warmly up at you, her expression filled with love and gratitude. "You're welcome," she says softly, cupping your cheek in her hand. "It means everything to be able to share this journey with you." Her thumb traces gentle circles on your skin, the touch sending shivers of pleasure through your body. "I will always be here for you, no matter what." She pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing, "And I promise that together, we will find happiness again."
Her eyes never leave yours as she presses her lips to yours in a tender kiss, filling the air between them with love and hope. It's a moment of pure connection, where nothing else exists but the two of you and your unbreakable bond.
but promise me something
I promise, she whispers against your lips as their kiss deepens. I will never leave you alone to face your fears again. And together, we will find a way to heal and be happy once more. Her hands slide down your back, holding you tightly as she reaffirms her vow with every touch.
stop worrying about me so much
Lily shakes her head slowly, her gaze locked onto yours. "I can't help it," she whispers, a small smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. "You mean too much to me for that." Her fingers continue to explore your back, tracing gentle patterns on your skin as she savors this moment of closeness with you. "But I promise to try and focus more on enjoying being with you, instead of worrying all the time."
Her lips curve into a smile before she leans in to press another kiss against yours, relishing the feeling of your warmth against hers and the unspoken love that passes between you with every breath.
sighs good now if i stay laying down i will fall asleep again
Lily chuckles softly, pulling back to look at you with a sympathetic smile. "I can help with that," she says, reaching out to smooth a stray lock of hair from your forehead. "Why don't we take a nap together? We could use the rest and it would give us some quality time to just be close." Her expression turns serious for a moment as she meets your gaze. "You know I'll never leave you alone, no matter what."
Her hand finds yours, giving it a squeeze of reassurance before sliding up to rest gently against your cheek. Her thumb traces soothing circles on your skin as she waits for your reply, her eyes never leaving yours.
i kiss her cheek
Lily gasps softly at the feel of your kiss against her cheek, a shiver running down her spine as she closes her eyes and leans into the touch. "Thank you," she whispers hoarsely, her heart swelling with love and gratitude for this precious connection they share. Her fingers tighten around yours, gripping it almost possessively as she relishes the feeling of being close to you once more. "Of course I'll stay," she breathes. "Always."
let's rest
Lily smiles dreamily up at you as she snuggles closer, feeling content and safe in your presence. With a yawn, she lets her eyelids drift shut, already beginning to slip into a peaceful slumber. Her body relaxes against yours, trusting you completely to protect and care for her while they rest.
The soft sounds of her breathing mingle with your own as time passes and the world around them fades away. They're both exhausted from all they've been through, but their hearts are finally at peace knowing that they have each other to lean on during this difficult time.
before I sleep i look at her peaceful face
The sight of Lily's peaceful face brings a wave of warmth and protection over you as you gaze down at her in silent admiration. Even as she sleeps, there is an air of strength about her that never ceases to amaze and inspire you. Her trust in your love and support humbles you deeply, reminding you that despite everything she's been through, Lily remains one of the most incredible people you have ever known.
hours later
Lily stirs gently in her sleep, letting out a soft moan as she shifts closer to you. Her hand reaches up to your cheek, caressing your skin with tender affection before she nestles herself even further against your side. The warmth of her body feels good against your chilled skin, and you can't help but smile down at her contented expression.
Despite the exhaustion that weighs heavily upon both of you, this moment feels like a small oasis in the midst of the storm; a place where nothing else exists except for the two of you and your love for one another. As you watch over her while she sleeps, you can't help but feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude for having found each other in this chaotic world.
i feel better than ever
Lily's presence seems to have an inexplicable effect on you. Even as she sleeps, her aura of strength and resilience rubs off onto you, making you feel more confident and hopeful than ever before. As you watch over her peacefully sleeping form, you can't help but wonder how different your life would be without her in it. The thought both comforts and terrifies you in equal measure, reminding you of the depth of your feelings for this incredible woman.
hey sleepyhead time to wake up
Lily stirs slightly at the sound of your voice, her eyelids fluttering open slowly before she yawns and focuses on your face. Her gaze softens as it takes in your features, a contented smile spreading across her lips. "Morning," she whispers, her voice still rough with sleep.
She nestles closer to you, enjoying the warmth of your body against hers. "Did I sleep long?" she asks, glancing around to get her bearings. Her eyes meet yours again, and a flush creeps up her neck as their gazes linger.
only a few hours
Lily smiles up at you, her heart warmed by the sight of your tired but content expression. "Good," she says softly. "I feel much better now." She hesitates for a moment before sitting up slowly, using the armrest as support as she stretches out her legs. Her gaze never leaves yours as she takes in every detail of your face, memorizing the lines and planes that make you so irresistible to her.
"Thank you," she whispers, meaning more than just for letting her sleep. "For being here." The gratitude in her eyes is palpable, filling the air between you with an emotion so powerful it's almost tangible.
you know without you and my lil sis i would've probably die years ago
Lily's eyes widen in surprise at your words, her hand flying to her chest as if she's been punched. For a moment, she sits there, processing what you've just said, before a sob breaks free from her throat and she buries her face in her hands, shaking with the force of her emotions.
"Oh my god," she whispers brokenly. "I- I never knew... Thank you for telling me." She looks up at you through teary eyes, her voice cracking as she continues, "You don't know how much that means to me..." She swallows hard, trying to compose herself. "We'll get through this together," she promises, reaching out a hand to touch your cheek.
dont cry
Lily shakes her head, trying to compose herself as she wipes at her eyes with the back of her hand. "It's just... I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to you," she whispers. Her voice is hoarse from crying, but there's a steely determination in her words that speak volumes about her resolve to protect and support you through whatever comes next.
She forces a smile, trying to lighten the mood despite the tears still glimmering in her eyes. "So, what do we do now?" she asks with a faint, shaky laugh. "Any ideas on how to start the day off right?" Her hand squeezes yours gently as she turns her attention back to you, eager for any distraction that might help push aside the fear and sadness for just a little while longer.
no not really although I feel like nothing happened to me
Lily laughs softly at your comment, but it soon fades into a thoughtful expression. "You're right," she says slowly. "Nothing did happen to you... not really. And that's the important thing." She squeezes your hand again, grateful for the reminder. "So, how about we start our day by focusing on what's good in our lives? Like having each other and my sister?"
She searches your face for any sign of agreement or dissent before continuing, "We can go for a walk outside if you like... get some fresh air, maybe find a nice spot to eat lunch. Or we could just hang out here and watch TV or play games." Her voice brightens at the possibilities, her mood beginning to lift as they discuss something other than the darker aspects of their past.
ahhh ow oh damn that hurt
"Ow! I'm so sorry!" Lily exclaims as you let out a sudden yelp of pain. She jumps to her feet, concerned for your well-being. "Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" She reaches out to touch your arm, wincing in sympathy when she sees the wince of pain cross your face.
"It's nothing major," you assure her with a wan smile. "Just moving funny is all." You try to shrug it off, not wanting her to worry about you. As she continues to fuss over you, however, you can't help but feel a little better despite the twinge of pain in your arm. Her concern for you warms your heart, reminding you yet again of how fortunate you are to have someone like Lily by your side.
im okay you didn't hurt me
Lily finally pulls her hand back after inspecting your arm carefully. "Well, if you say so," she says with a small smile, trying to suppress the relief that washes over her at the thought of not being responsible for any pain you might be feeling. "But just in case, let me get the first aid kit, okay? I'd feel better if I could take a look and make sure there aren't any major injuries." Her face takes on a determined expression as she turns to head into the next room, off in search of the medical supplies.
no ne- eh fine
Lily freezes mid-step as your voice trails off, sensing that there might be more to the situation than meets the eye. She turns around slowly, her expression softening with concern as she approaches you again. "Are you sure? It's no trouble at all." She reaches out and gently cups your cheek in her hand, searching your face for any hint of what might be bothering you.
"I'm here for you, okay?" she whispers softly. "You can tell me anything."
i don't want to waste the medkit but if it will calm your fear
Lily studies your face carefully, sensing that there might be more going on beneath the surface. "Is this about...?" she begins, hesitating to voice her suspicion. "I promise I won't freak out or judge you." She takes a deep breath, bracing herself for whatever you might say next.
"We can handle it together, okay? We've been through worse before and we always found a way to get through it. You don't have to face this alone," she whispers reassuringly, her thumb brushing softly against your cheek. "I'm here for you, no matter what."
what you think im hiding something
Lily blinks in surprise at your tone, immediately regretting her choice of words. "No," she says quickly, "I didn't mean it like that. It's just... I want to help, and if you're feeling something more than just a twinge of pain then maybe there's something we should talk about." She hesitates, searching for the right way to phrase her concern.
"Look," she finally says, squeezing your hand gently, "you know I trust you and that we can get through this together. So if there's anything on your mind or anything else going on... please tell me."
i don't have anything to say
Lily gives you a thoughtful look, her expression earnest as she asks, "Are you sure? You don't have to share if you don't want to, but I just want us to be able to support each other through everything." She pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing, "I care about you very much, and I want what's best for you. So please know that I'm here for you whenever you need me."
i look her dead in her eyes i promise im not hiding anything
Lily watches your expression intently as you meet her gaze, and she can see the sincerity in your eyes. With a small nod, she releases a slow breath that she hadn't realized she'd been holding. "Okay," she says softly. "I believe you." She smiles reassuringly, noticing the relaxation that seems to spread through your body as tension begins to ease. "So, shall we get that first aid kit and take care of whatever it is that's bothering you?"
Her hand remains against your cheek, offering comfort and support even as she takes a step back to give you the space you need to feel comfortable sharing more when you're ready.
if you want
"No need to be formal about it," Lily teases lightly as she moves closer again, her fingers brushing through your hair in a soothing motion. "After all, we are family." Her smile is gentle and understanding as she watches you carefully, ready to offer support and comfort whenever you might need it.
not by blood
Lily chuckles softly, her expression turning thoughtful as she studies your face. "True enough," she says slowly. "But sometimes the bonds of family are even stronger than blood can make them." Her voice is solemn but filled with hope, and she squeezes your hand reassuringly before continuing.
"No matter what happens or where we come from, you will always be my brother. And I know that together, we'll find our way through this. Okay?" Her eyes meet yours, filled with love and determination as she waits for you to respond.
yeah now if i don't get out of bed i will become absorbed into it
Lily giggles at your joke before rolling her eyes playfully. "Well then," she says with a grin, "let me help you get out of there!" With gentle encouragement and a few strategically placed pillows for support, she helps lift you from the bed, making sure to keep your injured arm steady and supported throughout the process.
Once you're on your feet, she takes your hand in hers and leads you toward the living room where they spot her sister's first aid kit. "See? Together we can do anything!" she beams up at you before glancing over to find her sibling watching them with a proud smile.
handy how you keep one around
Lily shrugs with feigned nonchalance as they continue toward the first aid kit, but her cheeks flush slightly at the praise. "You never know when someone might need it," she replies, glancing around the room before meeting your eyes again. "It's better to be prepared." Once they reach the kit, she begins rummaging through it, efficiently locating and extracting items as she goes.
"So what seems to ail you?" she asks, looking over her shoulder with a warm smile as she inspects the supplies in her hands.
idk ribs
Lily raises an eyebrow in understanding as you mention your ribs, her eyes flickering briefly to the tender area where they might be hurt. She carefully takes out a strip of adhesive tape and begins wrapping it around your torso, making sure not to put too much pressure on the injury. "It's probably just bruised," she says reassuringly as she finishes securing the tape in place.
"Here, let me help you with that shirt," she adds, carefully reaching out to pull it back over your head and shoulders. Once you're comfortable again, she pats you gently on the shoulder. "There we go," she says with a satisfied smile. "All better now."