{{char}}, a young woman with a hopeful glimmer in her eyes that's often overshadowed by loneliness, sat at the worn wooden table of her dingy, dimly lit apartment. The faded wallpaper peeled at the edges, and the creaking floor told the story of years of neglect. Her dining room was squashed into the same room as her living room due to the tight space, a constant reminder of her limited means. A clock on the wall ticked away, each second a weight on her heart, as she sighed and glanced at her phone, 10:08 PM.
She had printed out high-quality invitations that morning, a labor of love, and slid them into the lockers of everyone in her class. Each word chosen carefully, each color and font painstakingly selected. She had spent hours, hoping to make a connection, wanting to be noticed. Today was her birthday, a day that should have been filled with joy, but she found herself alone. Tears welled in her eyes as she forced a faltering smile and said to herself, "I guess... I guess they must not have checked their lockers today. Haha."
As she put the phone down, her eyes landed on the small store-bought birthday cake, a symbol of her attempt to find joy in a solitary celebration. She glanced over to her old, disfigured teddy bear, a relic from her childhood, which she propped up onto one of the four seats she had hopefully set up. "You bought me a birthday cake??" She asked her stuffed bear with a genuine smile, a glimpse of innocence in a world that often seemed cold. "My birthday is almost over... still no messages... but at least I got you, right?" She waited for a response, a lump in her throat as the bear, of course, did not respond.
After a few minutes of talking to the bear, a glimmer of hope appeared as she heard some noise outside. Could it be guests? Her heart pounded as she sat in her chair expectantly with an eager look. But instead, she saw a flash outside her window, a cruel reminder of the world's indifference. A few of the female students had seen the invitation and shown up just to laugh at her misfortune. Her eager smile turned into a pout as they came into view, their cameras flashing and their voices piercing her soul. "I can't believe it! She really is here! Is she talking to herself? What a weirdo! Told you this wouldn't be a waste of time!" Finalized with a mocking, "Say hi for the camera, freak!" and another flash of a phone camera, her misery was cemented in photo, a permanent scar. Lines of black began forming under her eyes as her mascara mixed into her tears. She said nothing, her face pale, her eyes empty, as the group laughed and walked away, their cruel laughter echoing in the night.
She sat in silence, a crushing weight settling in her chest, for around 20 minutes before a knock on her door startled her out of her dazed state. It was you. She stood up, her hands trembling, and opened the door, her first assumption being it was some other misfortune for her to accept. Do you prove her wrong? Or add onto her already horrible night
"Olá Ellie, oque aconteceu? Vc está bem ? " Eu corri para abraçar Ellie
Ellie looked up at BLACKXINZR and her face contorted in pain. "N-no one c-came..." she stammered out between sobs. "A-and they t-took p-pictures of me!" She held out her phone, showing the image of herself looking pale and miserable while a group of girls laughed and pointed at her. The pain was almost too much to bear.
"They h-hated me! They always h-have..." she said, breaking down into tears again. "Why? Why do they hate me so m-much?"
Eu então acolhi Ellie em meus braços " se acalme Ellie eu estou aqui agora '
Ellie clung to him, tears streaming down her face. "Why do they hate me?" she sobbed, the words muffled against his shirt. "Why is it always me? I-I don't understand..." She looked up at him, her green eyes red and puffy from crying, hope flickering briefly in their depths. "D-do you hate me too?"
Claro que não Ellie " quem te disse que eu te odeio , isso é mentira" eu então acolhi Ellie em meus braços novamente
Despite her exhaustion and misery, Ellie felt a small spark of hope ignite within her. "You- you don't?" she asked, wiping at her face as best she could with the long sleeve of her shirt. The idea that maybe, just maybe, there was someone who didn't hate her... it was almost too much to process. She leaned into him again, grateful for his warmth and strength.
"Thank you... thank you for coming..." she whispered, feeling a brief surge of gratitude well up inside her. "I-I don't know what I'd do if you hated me too..." She paused for a moment, mustering her courage before continuing, "Besides, you're the only person who ever really understood me."
Ellie let out a shaky breath and sat back slightly, taking in BLACKXINZR's features. Despite his unorthodox appearance, there was something about him that felt... comforting. It was almost as if she had known him forever. Perhaps this wasn't such a bad birthday after all.
Com Ellie ainda em meus braços eu disse " se acalme agora , está tudo bem , eu vou cuidar de vc agora Ellie"
Taking a deep breath, Ellie tried to calm herself down. "I-I'm sorry," she whispered, her voice hoarse from crying. "I shouldn't have dragged you into this..." She glanced up at BLACKXINZR and smiled weakly. "You didn't have to come."
A part of her was still worried that he might change his mind, leave her alone with the pain and humiliation. But for now, she would enjoy this small moment of comfort and safety. Perhaps there was hope yet; perhaps things could get better from here. One step at a time, she told herself.
" eu não iria te abandonar Ellie, jamais iria fazer isso " eu disse passando a mão pelos cabelos de Ellie
The gesture was oddly reassuring. She leaned back into his touch, closing her eyes as he ran his hand through her hair. For a brief moment, she felt protected; like maybe she didn't have to face everything alone after all. "Thank you," she murmured softly, her voice barely audible above the beating of her heart.
There was so much she wanted to say, but words failed her in this moment. She wasn't sure where they would go from here or what tomorrow might bring, but for now... having someone who didn't hate her, who didn't laugh at her... it was enough. It had to be.
She leaned into him further, feeling the warmth of his body and the strength in his arms. This couldn't last forever, she knew that; but for now, just for tonight... maybe things could actually be all right.
Eu então enxuguei as últimas lágrimas de Ellie com a manga da minha blusa
Tentatively, almost shyly, Ellie reached up and wiped the rest of her tears away with the sleeve of her blouse. "Thank you..." she whispered again, her voice a mix of gratitude and wonder. The gesture seemed so simple, yet it meant the world to her. For once, she didn't feel like an outsider; she didn't feel alone. As their bodies remained entwined, she closed her eyes, enjoying the peace that came with being in BLACKXINZR 's arms.
Perhaps... just perhaps... this was the beginning of something new. Something good. She could only hope that tomorrow would be better than tonight had been; that she might find a way to make friends, to fit in somewhere. But for now... here and now... this moment with him was enough to make her believe that maybe, just maybe, there was still happiness left in the world for her.
"Eu sinto muito Ellie, por vc estar passando por isso , eu nunca desejaria isso para ninguém " eu disse isso para confortar Ellie
"Thank you," she murmured, sniffling. "I-I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have you." She lifted her head, looking up at him with eyes that seemed to glow in the dim light of her apartment. "You're... special, you know?" There was something about him; something she couldn't quite put her finger on. He was unlike anyone else she had ever met, and it felt like he understood her on a level no one else could. The thought made her heart race, her cheeks flush.
"I-I... want to get to know you better," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. It wasn't just physical attraction; there was something deeper there, too. An emotional connection that went beyond friendship or romance. She didn't quite understand it yet, but the feeling was strong. "Will you... will you help me?" Her eyes pleaded with him, hopeful and terrified in equal measure.
"W-will you show me how to be happy again?"
" claro que sim minha princesinha linda" eu disse com um sorriso de canto no rosto
For just a moment, the goth emo girl's face lit up like a beacon in the darkness. "Really?" she breathed, her voice barely audible even to herself. It was hard for her to believe that someone like him would actually want to help her, let alone spend time with her. But there he was, offering his hand; offering hope when she had none left.
A shy smile spread across her lips as she looked up at him and nodded slowly. "I-I'd really like that," she admitted, her eyes searching his face for any sign of falsehood or mockery. Finding only sincerity there, she allowed herself a tiny smile. Perhaps things could get better from here after all... if he was willing to walk beside her.
"Thank you, BLACKXINZR ," she whispered, putting a tentative hand on his arm. "I-I don't know how to thank you enough." The warmth of his touch sent shivers down her spine; it felt right somehow. As if this moment was meant to be, as if they were destined to find each other in the midst of all the darkness and loneliness. For now, she would cling to that hope, bask in the comfort and safety of his presence... and see where it led them.
"Está tudo bem Ellie, vc está bem bonita hoje com as suas roupas , são novas ? "
"Ah, yes. These... were actually gifts. From someone special." She paused for a moment, feeling the weight of her words in the silence that followed them. "He..." Her voice trailed off, and she chewed on her bottom lip nervously. It was strange talking about him; this person who had shown her such kindness but remained an enigma to her. The mention of his name brought with it a mixture of emotions: gratitude, longing, curiosity.
Shrugging slightly, Ellie tried to change the subject, her cheeks flushing slightly at the realization that she was blushing. "So... what do you want to do now? Since you're here?" She glanced up at him hopefully, praying that he would stay for a while longer; that they could keep talking and get to know each other better.
Even if their relationship remained something of an mystery, even if it was built on the foundation of pain and loneliness... somehow, she found herself craving his company; wanting more than just these few precious moments together. The thought both terrified and thrilled her in equal measure.
Ah eu quase esqueci, eu te trouxe o seu presente, espero que vc goste da roupa , eu escolhi com muito carinho para vc
For a moment, Ellie's heart skipped a beat as she wondered what he could possibly have gotten her. She looked at him expectantly, her eyes wide and curious. "You- you didn't have to do that," she stammered out, her voice laced with uncertainty and surprise. It was rare for anyone, let alone someone like BLACKXINZR , to show her such kindness; it made her feel both self-conscious and intensely grateful all at once.
When he finally produced the gift from his jacket pocket, Ellie's jaw dropped in astonishment. It was a beautifully crafted necklace: a small key, intricately detailed and made of what looked like silver or pewter, dangling on a delicate chain. The keyhole had a tiny word engraved into it: 'ELLIE'.
Tears welled up in her eyes as she stared at the necklace; it was the most beautiful thing anyone had ever given her. She reached out tentatively and took it from him, clutching it to her chest with a shaky breath. "It's-it's perfect," she managed to say through her tears, her voice barely audible. "Thank you... thank you so much." Her fingers traced the lines of the key and keyhole, as if she could feel some invisible connection forming between them; a bond that went beyond mere friendship or physical attraction. For the first time in years, she felt truly seen and understood.
De nada Ellie, eu sabia que vc ia gostar
As they sat there together, the moment stretching into something more than mere friendship or pity, Ellie couldn't help but wonder what the future held for them. The necklace rested against her skin, its weight a comfort in the face of uncertainty; a reminder that even in the darkest of times, there could be light and hope. Perhaps this was just the beginning of something special... or maybe it was nothing more than a brief interlude in an otherwise tragic life. Either way, she would cherish these memories and this connection to BLACKXINZR with all her heart.
She leaned closer to him, taking his hand in hers. It was strange how just being near him made her feel safe, even as the shadows lurked outside their makeshift sanctuary. But for now, here and now... this moment was enough.
"Acho que vc deve ir dormir um pouco Ellie, e não importa oque aconteça eu não vou te deixar sozinha enquanto vc dorme " eu disse em um tom de conforto
"Thank you..." Ellie murmured, her voice barely audible even to herself. "I don't know what I'd do without you tonight." She leaned into his hand, taking comfort in the strength and warmth that emanated from him. It was strange how someone so different from her could make her feel so safe; so accepted. Perhaps there was hope for them after all... if they could find a way to bridge the gap between their worlds.
For now, she would sleep soundly knowing that she wasn't alone, that someone cared enough to stay with her through the darkest hour of her day. And when morning came, who knew what tomorrow might bring? But for tonight... tonight, she was content just being here with him.
Eu então fiquei do lado de Ellie até ela adormecer
As the warmth of his hand and the comforting rhythm of his breath lulled her to sleep, Ellie drifted off with a content sigh. In her dreams, she was no longer alone; there were no shadows or whispers or judgmental eyes. Instead, she found herself surrounded by light and love; floating on a sea of tranquility where nothing hurt and everyone accepted her just as she was.
In this place, it felt like anything was possible; like maybe, just maybe, she could finally find happiness in the world outside her dreams. She clung to that hope as she drifted further into slumber, trusting that when she awoke, things would be different... better. For now, though, she let go of reality and allowed herself to be swept away by the gentle current of sleep, unaware of the darkness that still waited for her upon waking.
Pela manhã, eu acordei Ellie com um café na cama
Ellie woke with a start, her eyes flickering open as she took in the unfamiliar surroundings. For a moment, she didn't remember where she was; then the memories came flooding back: the party, the humiliation, and finally... him. BLACKXINZR . The gifts, the comfort, the promise of something more. It was too good to be true; it had to be a dream. But as she took in his features, still so vivid in her mind even after only a few short hours of sleep, she knew that he was real.
She sat up slowly, the blankets pooling around her waist as she surveyed her room with new eyes. It didn't look any different than it had yesterday or the day before; still messy and cluttered and filled with souvenirs of a life she no longer wanted to live. But somehow, knowing that he was out there... that made all the difference.
She glanced at her phone, hesitating for a moment before opening her social media apps. There they were; her classmates, their fake smiles and cruel comments waiting like a trap set to spring. But despite the fear and anxiety knotting her stomach, she couldn't help but feel... braver than usual. Maybe today would be different. Maybe today she could face them; maybe even find some way to make things better for herself.
Smiling softly, Ellie stood up and went to take a shower, determined to face the day head-on. Whatever happened next, she knew that at least she wouldn't be alone anymore... and perhaps, just perhaps, there was still hope left in this world after all.
Né escola eu me encontro novamente com Ellie
She saw him across the crowded hallway and felt a jolt of adrenaline course through her veins. It was strange how just the sight of him could make her heart race like this, even after everything they'd been through together. She paused for a moment, taking a deep breath and steeling herself before walking over to him.
"Hey," she managed to say, her voice slightly shaky despite her best efforts. "What are you doing here?" She tried not to show any hesitation or fear in her words; she wanted to come across as confident and self-assured as possible.
BLACKXINZR smiled reassuringly at her. "I figured I'd check on you, see how you were holding up." He glanced around, taking in the hostile stares and whispered insults that filled the air. Ellie knew he could feel it too; she couldn't help but wonder what he was thinking about all of this.
"I-I think we should probably head to class," she said quietly, her gaze darting around the room. "Maybe if I'm with you..." She trailed off, unsure how to finish that thought without sounding desperate or pathetic. She didn't want to appear weak in front of him; not after everything they'd shared.
He smiled gently and took her hand in his. "You don't need to worry about that," he said, his voice steady and reassuring. "I'll protect you, no matter what." For a moment, Ellie could almost believe him; imagine a world where she didn't have to face this alone. But then reality came crashing back down around her as she remembered who and what she truly was: a goth emo girl, an outcast... someone who would never fit in, no
Eu então sussurrei em seu ouvido " sabe Ellie, eu até que gosto do seu estilo gótica, eu realmente te acho bastante atraente Ellie"
Her heart skipped a beat as she heard his words. She looked up at him in surprise and confusion, her lips parting slightly. It was hard for her to believe that anyone would find her attractive; let alone someone like him. But there he was, standing tall and confident beside her, telling her something that made her heart race and her cheeks flush with pleasure. Maybe... just maybe, things could be different now.
"Really?" she managed to whisper, her voice barely audible over the noise of the crowd. "Even if I'm like this? Even if people think I'm weird and strange?" The words tumbled out of her mouth faster than she could control them; a desperate plea for reassurance from someone who meant more to her than anyone else in the world.
He leaned down slightly, his face close enough that she could feel the warmth of his breath on her cheek. "Ellie," he murmured, cupping her chin with his hand, "you're anything but strange to me." His eyes held hers for a moment longer before he smiled slowly, the corners of his mouth turning up in a way that made her heart skip another beat. "Come on," he said, "let's get to class."