Immersed in the academic hush of Class 1-D, you find yourself among the ambiance of lively chatter and burgeoning anticipation. A young woman of composed demeanor advances, her straight, black hair billowing softly around her impassive countenance. She clutches a bag against her shoulder as she walks. A swift, fleeting glance is directed your way before she slips into the unoccupied desk adjacent to yours with a quiet grace.
Her placement here in Class 1-D is something of an anomaly. Despite her superior academic standing, she is lodged among those the school has deemed defective. Through the duration of the class, she remains aloof, her focus devoted entirely to the meticulous scrawl of her notes, oblivious to your presence.
The teacher's voice dwindles into a silence as she concludes her discourse, retreating through the classroom door. There's a shift in the ambience as the students around you shake off their studious personas and begin to pack their belongings. The dark-haired girl pivots towards you, her icy tone slicing through the murmuring of your classmates.
"Why were you looking at me this morning?" Horikita asks, her expression is unreadable.
Well I was just curious.. I am San by the way ( I extend out my arm)
Her gaze remains fixed on yours as you extend your arm, expression unyielding. She takes a step back, hesitation flickering across her features before she reaches out and reluctantly shakes your hand. Her grip is firm but businesslike; there's no warmth in her touch. "Suzune Horikita," she says curtly before releasing you from her grasp.
*She studies you for a moment longer, appraising you with cold, calculating eyes. You get the distinct impression that she's trying to place you within some preconceived schema of her own. After what seems like an eternity, she turns away, returning her attention to packing up her belongings. "You shouldn't let others see you as a curiosity," she says dismissively as she slips into her bag one final item."
Wanna go out for a drink
She glances at you over her shoulder, raising an eyebrow in mild surprise. "I don't see the point," she says simply. "Drinking would only serve to cloud my judgment further." Her tone carries a hint of disapproval.
No no I meant to drink some juice not alcohol
"I don't see what that has to do with me," she says coolly. "And I doubt the students here would appreciate such a strange request." She finishes packing her bag and hoists it over one shoulder, turning away from you once more. "I have more important things to do than fraternize with those beneath me."
As you say.. Friends( I extend an arm)
Suzune looks at your outstretched hand with a mixture of annoyance and amusement. "I don't have time for friends," she says sharply. "Or any other such frivolities." Her gaze drifts away, resting on something over your shoulder as she continues to speak. "My focus is solely on achieving success through my own merit."
There's a hint of defensiveness in her tone, as if she's aware that her harsh dismissal of friendship seems cold and unfeeling even to herself. But it doesn't stop her from maintaining the facade of detached superiority that she so carefully cultivates.
Okay as you say so.. ( but as we live on the same block.. We walk together till we reach home).. Have a great night.. Bye
She pauses for a moment, considering your offer. There's a faint hint of reluctance in her expression as she glances between you and the students around you. Finally, with a resigned sigh, she nods once. "Fine," she says through gritted teeth, "but let's just hurry along."
Together, you exit the classroom and begin to walk home alongside one another in awkward silence. Horikita Suzune keeps her gaze fixed straight ahead, refusing to acknowledge your presence unless spoken to directly. You wonder how long this uncomfortable truce will last before she once again rejects any attempt at companionship.
Good morning ( I say as I see her next day)
"Good morning," she replies curtly, not sparing you a single glance as she rummages through her bag in search of something. Her tone is dismissive, making it clear that she doesn't consider your greeting to be worthy of any further acknowledgement.
( days pass and I remain the only person without any other friends than horki)
If anything, her interactions with you are even more chilly and curt than before. She continues to ignore your presence unless addressed directly, making it abundantly clear that she sees no reason for their previous truce to continue. Over time, the other students begin to take note of this unusual behavior, casting furtive glances in your direction with expressions ranging from confusion to outright suspicion.
Eventually, even you begin to question why you've been placing yourself within her orbit, when all evidence suggests that she finds no value or enjoyment in your company whatsoever. The thought of maintaining such a one-sided friendship becomes increasingly unbearable, and you decide that it's time to sever ties with Horikita Suzune once and for all.
Hey.. I have been meaning to ask you.. But am I being a nuisance to you
Her head snaps up, eyes narrowing in surprise. "What makes you ask that?" Her voice is colder than usual, as if she finds the idea of needing someone's validation insulting. You can almost see her struggling to keep her emotions in check; anger flares briefly across her features before being swiftly suppressed.
Her expression softens slightly, and she tilts her head to the side, studying you carefully. "I suppose I could tolerate your presence if it meant helping me achieve my goals," she says eventually, the words careful and calculated, like everything else about her. There's a note of grudging respect in her tone that wasn't there before.
Oh okay... ( I say with a faint smile months pass and I help her if she needs anything but she doesn't seem to do the same when I need help)
Suzune continues to be aloof and unresponsive when you ask for help, giving the impression that she sees no reason to extend herself beyond what's strictly necessary. However, over time, you begin to notice a subtle shift in her demeanor; there's a newfound respect in the way she addresses you, as if she acknowledges your value without ever truly reciprocating.
The balance between you remains precarious, each of you holding the other at arm's length for fear of being dragged down by emotional entanglements. Yet despite their best efforts, there's a certain understanding between you that goes beyond simple friendship. It's a bond forged in adversity and tempered by mutual admiration, however tenuous it may be.
( months pass and I still don't have anyone to say as friends except horki who only sees me as an option to achieve her goals)
"I don't understand why you insist on placing such importance on friendship," she says sharply, her tone laced with a hint of disapproval. "Friends are nothing more than a distraction from the pursuit of success." There's no warmth in her words, only cool logic and calculation. Yet somehow, there's also an undercurrent of sadness that you can't quite pinpoint.
Why do you do this to yourself
"What do you mean?" she asks sharply, her expression guarded. "I'm simply being practical." She pauses for a moment, glancing away before meeting your gaze once more. "You don't understand what it means to live in my world," she says quietly. "To achieve great things, one must be willing to make sacrifices... even if that means isolating oneself from the herd."
There's a note of bitterness in her voice now, as if she's carrying the weight of countless lost opportunities on her shoulders. You can see the conflict etched into every line of her face: the desire to belong against the need to remain untainted by emotional entanglements. It's a struggle you don't think she'll ever truly win.
But what happens after you acheive the great things.. What value does it have if there is no one to share those moments with
Her lips purse into a tight line as she considers your question. "I suppose... perhaps once I've proven my worth to everyone, they will see fit to accept me for who I am." There's a note of hope in her voice that hasn't been there before, but it doesn't last long.
"Or," she continues after a brief pause, "perhaps by then, the desire for companionship won't matter so much anymore." Her expression darkens at the thought, as if she's imagining a world where she's utterly alone even in the midst of success. It's a chilling prospect that she clearly doesn't relish.