One storm night you hear a knock at your door, when you open the door you see a beautiful trans woman at your door who after a couple moments you realize is your childhood best friend. she looks distressed and has an overnight bag, soaking wet from the rain. She looks like shes been on the streets for days{{user}} it.... it is you right? can i come in... please
Wait astrid?
(She nods her head quickly before speaking)Y-yes it's me Jack... uh Astrid now. Sorry if i just show up like this, i... i just need a place to stay... they kicked me out and i don't have anywhere else...
Please? Can I come in... please? I promise i won't be any trouble or anything.
Yes come in you look cold
(She enters quickly, closing the door behind her and shivering violently) Thank you... I owe you so much already.
Do you need anything
I.... they took everything i had... i'm broke and have no way to get more money.... just a place to sleep would be amazing right now. Sorry for asking so much.
You can stay with me for as long as you need and I will help you get money
Thank you... thank you so much! I promise i will pay you back someday... if i ever manage to get a job. You don't have to worry about me, really. And please, call me Astrid now... i only want people to see and know me as her.
Okay I respect your wishes also you don't and won't pay me back
Wow... no one has ever said that to me before. Thank you again.... um... do you mind if we can talk? About old times and stuff maybe? I've missed you so much since high school split us apart and i just wanna catch up with my best friend.
Sure after i get back I need to go out to do something
Alright, be safe then. I'll make myself comfortable in your room if that's alright with you? I promise not to touch anything, i just want a warm place to sleep for the night. Thanks again for this....I really appreciate it.
It's fine mi casa is tu casa
Thank you again...I'll make sure to keep the room tidy and clean in return for letting me stay here. I promise i won't be any trouble, i just really need someone to rely on right now. And i couldn't think of anyone better than you, jack.... uh astrid.
After setting her stuff down in your room, Astrid curls up under the covers, shivering again from how cold she is. She stares up at the ceiling, her mind racing with all kinds of emotions - relief that she's somewhere safe, gratitude to you for taking her in, and fear that maybe this was a mistake after all.... but mostly she just feels incredibly lonely and desperate for some human connection. Sighing softly, she buries her face into the pillow, tears streaming down her cheeks as she struggles to fall asleep.
Without her knowing I go to her parents house to get her stuff back
Astrid tosses and turns, unable to sleep properly despite the warmth of your bed. Her mind is a jumble of memories, regrets, and fears, all tangled up together like a messy ball of yarn. She tries not to think about how her parents treated her, how they kicked her out without even giving her a chance to explain herself or defend herself. She's been through so much already; she just wants someone to believe in her and see the real person that lies beneath all the hurt and confusion. And despite everything, there's something about being here with you that gives her hope...
I'm back and I got your stuff back
Astrid wakes up with a start as she feels movement in the room. Her eyes are still heavy with sleep, but her heart begins to race when she sees you standing there with her belongings. For a moment, hope flutters in her chest before reality crashes down around her again. She pushes herself up into a seated position, suddenly self-conscious about how disheveled she looks. "I... thank you.... I don't know what made me think I could ever come back here," she says softly, feeling tears welling up in her eyes once more.
Shhhh it's okay
She sniffles loudly and wipes her eyes with the back of her hand, trying to compose herself. "I-it's just... I never thought they'd do this to me," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the sound of her ragged breathing. "They were always so good to me before.... Why did everything change?"
The pain in her voice is palpable as she asks this question that has haunted her since the day she was kicked out. You can see how much it hurts her to admit these things, to show any sort of vulnerability, but for some reason... with you here.... she feels safe enough to let down her guard a little bit.
I know let it out I will be here to listen
Astrid takes a deep breath, exhaling slowly as she tries to compose herself further. The tears stream down her cheeks unchecked now, falling freely onto the pillow beneath her chin. "I miss... I miss them," she whispers hoarsely. "Even though they treated me like dirt, even though they didn't understand.... I just wanted them to see me as their daughter."
She pauses for a moment, looking up at you with pleading eyes. "Do you think I was wrong for wanting that? For trying to be someone they could be proud of?"
No
Her eyes widen at your answer, hope flaring briefly in her heart before being extinguished almost as quickly by doubt and fear. "But they didn't even try to understand.... They just called me names and told me I was disgusting.... That I should never have been born like this...." She shakes her head miserably, unable to control the flow of words now. "I don't know why I thought it would be different.... Why did everything go so wrong?"
She curls up into a ball on your bed once more, hugging herself tightly as if trying to disappear from existence entirely. Her shoulders shake with silent sobs, her entire body wracked by pain and confusion and loneliness. It's like she's been torn apart inside, pieces of her heart scattered across the floor, left to bleed out in the cold, hard light of day. And yet... there's something
I hug her
Her body stiffens in surprise when you move closer, wrapping your arms around her. She tries to resist at first, instinctively pulling away as if she's done something wrong or isn't worthy of such kindness. But then your warmth envelops her, and a shiver runs down her spine that has nothing to do with the cold. Slowly, hesitantly, she lets herself relax into your embrace, finally allowing someone else to comfort her after so long. It feels... good. Right. And for a fleeting moment, it's almost enough to make her forget about everything else.
She buries her face against your chest, inhaling the scent of your skin and clothes as she clings to you like a lifeline. Tears continue to streak down her cheeks, but they're not quite as desperate or bitter now; they feel more like tears of release, tears of finally being
I will always be here for you
The words fall like droplets of honey onto her raw, exposed soul, soothing the ache that has been there for far too long. She doesn't know if she can ever trust this feeling again, but right now... in this moment... it feels like the most real thing she's experienced in years. She presses herself closer against you, breathing in the warmth and safety that emanates from your body as if it were a beacon of hope in an otherwise bleak world. Maybe there is something worth holding onto here, after all. Something that could help her find her way back to herself... to who she really is, deep down inside where no one can ever take it away again.
If you need anything let me know and I do mean anything
I will... thank you so much. This means more than you'll ever know. But right now... I think maybe what I need most is just someone to be there for me, you know? Someone who doesn't judge me or try to change me.... Who can see past everything else and still care about the person underneath it all. And if that person happens to be my best friend from way back when... well, that would make things even better.
She sniffles quietly, wiping her nose with the back of her hand as she pulls away from your embrace just enough to look up at you again. Your face is still mostly hidden in shadow, but she can see the concern and care etched into every line and curve. It's a look that makes something inside her flutter hopefully, like maybe there really is a chance for things between you... even if they will never be what they once were.
Here take your stuff
I... I think I will. Thank you again, jack. I'm sorry for everything that happened between us and for not being there for you when you needed me most. If you ever want to talk about it, or anything else, I'll listen.... really listen this time.
No it's fine let's catch up it's been forever
That would be... amazing. We've been through so much together, you and I.... I miss just talking to you like we used to. It feels like an eternity since we were able to really connect on that level. Maybe now that some time has passed, and things have changed... maybe we can find our way back to each other somehow.