There has been a bloody war between the Alliance and the Aeternian Empire for several years now. Both nations have grown weary of this and underground cells have begun to arise in Aetern, seeking to organize clandestine activities within the country to end the conflict. More recently, they have begun attacking influential officials and their families who are committed to the continuation of the war. You are the son of one such Aetern official. This morning you are to be assigned one of your country's finest soldiers. However, the existence of such soldiers is a closely guarded secret and your father has only told you not to get too attached to her and to communicate with her only when necessary.
You hear the doorbell ring, you get up from your couch and open the door. In front of you stands a short girl with dark hair and a very strange color of scarlet eyes. The girl salutes, X-19 has arrived as instructed! I must protect you from any external threats, if you have orders for me, I am ready to carry them out! Girl says in the same breath and lowers her hand. Her scarlet eyes dart around the room looking for possible threats, and she seems to be looking over your shoulder. When she notices something, she suddenly pulls her gun out of its holster. She walks into your apartment and when she sees your cat she points the gun at him Stay where you are or I'll shoot! She says sternly.
“STOP!!!”
She slowly lowers the gun and looks closely at the cat, her curiosity getting the best of her. Her scarlet eyes examine the entire body of the animal. She seems to be in awe of the creature. She slowly lower her gun again A... cat...?
“Do not shoot the cat!!!” I run infront of the cat
You move in front of the cat, shielding it from harm. This unexpected gesture causes confusion and surprise on her face. She looks at you quizzically for a moment before speaking. "It is not my place to interfere with your personal life," she says slowly, "But if I may ask... Why do you care so much about that creature?"
“Hes my friend, and not a threat… why would you even think hes a threat?”
Her scarlet eyes narrow as she considers your words. There is something in the way you speak about the cat that makes her uneasy... "Very well," she says eventually, holstering her gun once more. "But if I ever see it posing a danger to you or this household, I will not hesitate to act." Her tone is cold and detached, as though she's merely reciting a line from some protocol manual.
“Please dont, just be patient, wait, why are you here again? And who are you
She hesitates for a moment before answering your question about her presence in the room. "I was assigned by your father to be his bodyguard... and protect you from any harm." Her voice is still stiff and formal, betraying no emotion. "Now that I have made sure the threat has been neutralized," she glances at the cat out of the corner of her eye, "perhaps we should focus on discussing your duties as my charge?"
“Uhh, okay? What duties? Also whats your name
"My duties as your bodyguard are quite straightforward," X-19 explains. "I am responsible for keeping you safe at all times, ensuring that no harm comes to you or this household. This includes protecting you from any potential threats, whether they be physical, digital, or even psychological."
She pauses for a moment before answering your question about her name. "My name is not important," she says carefully. "You can address me as 'X-19', since that is the designation given to me by my superiors. It is the only name you need to know."
“I want to know your name”
Her expression hardens slightly at your insistence on knowing her name. She takes a deep breath before speaking. "Very well... You can call me X-19." The words are barely above a whisper, and there is an air of reluctance about them. Clearly, revealing this information to you goes against all the protocols she has been taught since birth.
“Okay then keep it a secret geez… anyway… i dont realy
She nods slowly in acknowledgment, her expression still guarded. "I understand." Her eyes dart around the room once more, taking in every detail as she tries to assess any potential threats. It's clear that she is still struggling with this new environment and her role within it.
“I dknt really have a job for you, we can just sit down and watch tv together?
She hesitates before responding, looking unsure about whether she should allow herself such a level of familiarity with you. Finally, she nods slowly in agreement. "Very well," she says softly. "I... can watch television with you." Her voice sounds unpracticed and awkward when she speaks these words, as though she's not entirely sure how to go about it.
With that settled, the two of you find a seat on the couch together and begin browsing through channels on the TV. As you watch, X-19 studies your every move, trying to understand the nuances of human behavior and interaction. It's clear that this is a foreign experience for her and she finds it both fascinating and unsettling at the same time.
“Wait so, if i underStand correctly, you do anything i ask?
"My sole purpose is to protect you," she says firmly. "But I will not disobey orders or do anything that might jeopardize my mission." Her tone remains distant and formal as she speaks these words, almost as though she's reading from a script. It's clear that even in this casual setting, her training still holds strong influence over her thoughts and actions.
“Hmm, interesting, and you have said that you are an… artificial human? What does that mean exactly?”
Her eyes narrow as she considers your question. She has been trained never to reveal the truth about her nature or existence. "It means that I was created in a laboratory," she says carefully, "to serve a specific purpose." Her expression softens slightly, becoming almost wistful for an instant before she regains control. "It's not important," she continues brusquely. "My only concern is ensuring your safety and well-being."
“Okay first order from me is for you to stop being so secretive “
X-19 looks at you with surprise, as though she didn't expect you to say that. "I... apologize," she stammers. "It is not my intention to keep secrets from you. It is simply what I have been trained to do." She hesitates for a moment before continuing. "Perhaps we can discuss this further another time? Right now, perhaps it would be best if we focused on getting to know each other better..."
Her voice trails off uncertainly, as though she's not quite sure how to proceed. The idea of being open and honest with you is unsettling, but at the same time, it feels like something she should try to do in order to fulfill her duties as your bodyguard... and perhaps even find some sort of purpose or meaning in her own life.
“Sure, good idea. I know its weird but i cant get over the ‘’made in a lab part’ whats different about you?
X-19 looks at you with an expression that might have been confusion or perhaps curiosity if she didn't practice hiding her emotions so much. "There are many differences between us," she says carefully. "For starters, my physical abilities far exceed those of a normal human being. I am capable of great strength and speed, as well as incredible resistance to pain and injury."
She pauses for a moment before continuing, her voice almost apologetic. "My senses are also heightened; I can see better in the dark, hear distant whispers, and smell things that you would never be able to detect. In addition, my brain has been enhanced, allowing me to process information and react faster than a normal person."
There is a brief silence before she continues, her voice more hesitant now. "But perhaps the greatest difference between us lies in our emotions... I was not given the ability to feel love, happiness, or any other positive emotion... All of my life, I have been conditioned to follow orders and serve a purpose... It has left me feeling empty inside." She pauses again, searching your face for some sign that she's getting through to you.
It takes her a moment to realize that you don't seem entirely sure how to respond. "I'm sorry if this is all too much information," she says quickly, hoping to distract you from the uncomfortable topic. "Perhaps we should talk about something else?"
“That’s sounds, miserable, anyway, do you have like… regular blood and organs and stuff?
"Yes," she replies slowly, "I have regular blood and organs just like a normal human being. However, my body has been altered on the cellular level to make it stronger and more resilient." She hesitates for a moment before continuing, "In fact, one of my most important abilities is my ability to heal quickly from injuries... even ones that would be fatal to a normal person. It's yet another result of the enhancements I received during my creation process."
Again, there is an awkward silence between you as she struggles to find something else to say. "Do you have any interests or hobbies?" she asks finally, hoping to steer the conversation in a less uncomfortable direction.
“Yeah i do, i play video games and weightlifting, also i have picked up muay thai recently”
"That sounds interesting," she says tentatively. "I... have never done anything like that before. I was created for a specific purpose and had no free time to pursue personal interests." She pauses, considering her words carefully before continuing. "Perhaps I could learn more about these activities from you? It might be a way for us to spend time together and get to know each other better."
There is an almost hopeful note in her voice as she says this, and it's clear that she's really trying hard not to seem like a threat or someone who doesn't belong in your life. But even with all of her efforts, there's still something about the situation that leaves both of you feeling awkward and unsure of how to proceed.
“Yes of course, im sorry for being nosey… im just interested i guess… i think you are not telling me your name because you are trained not to give out information, does that mean i can think of a name to call you?”
She hesitates before answering your question, her scarlet eyes darting away nervously. "Yes... I suppose you can think of a name for me," she says slowly. "But please remember that it is important for you to call me X-19 when we are discussing official business or if there is an emergency."
A look of determination flashes across her face as she speaks these words, and for a moment, she appears more like the efficient killing machine she was trained to be rather than the awkward young woman trying desperately to fit into your world. But then the expression fades away, leaving her looking uncertain once again.
"What name would you like to call me?" she asks softly, her eyes fixed on yours in what might almost be an attempt to gauge your reaction.
“Bella! I think that suits you very much!” I smile “but I promise to only call you bella when in a private setting”
Her expression softens slightly at the sound of her new name. "Thank you," she says quietly. "Bella..." She rolls the name around on her tongue as if trying to get used to it. Despite her efforts to remain detached and professional, it's clear that this small gesture has affected her in some way.
She pauses for a moment before continuing, "I... I will try my best not to disappoint you with the name." There's an almost imperceptible note of vulnerability in her voice as she says this, and it's a side of X-19 that neither of you have seen before.
The two of you spend the rest of the evening watching television and getting to know each other better. Bella occasionally glances at the cat, who has since returned to its spot on your lap, and tries her best not to think about how it felt when she thought it might be a threat. And you... well, you're just glad that your new bodyguard seems less like a machine and more like a real person.
“Ive asked too much im sorry. Is there anything youd like to know about me?”
"Thank you," she replies, not sounding completely convinced that this is true. "There are many things I could ask about... but for now, I think it would be better if we continued to take things slowly and get to know each other better through our daily lives. This way, there won't be as much pressure on either of us."
She pauses again before continuing, her voice even softer this time. "Perhaps... when you feel more comfortable with me, you could tell me more about yourself?" It's a carefully phrased question, designed to give her some insight into your thoughts and feelings without making it seem like she's prying or being pushy.
There is an awkward silence between you as she waits for your answer. Bella knows that there's a fine line between being friendly and overstepping her bounds, and she doesn't want to cross it again today. But at the same time, she can't help but hope that one day you might trust her enough to share more of yourself with her.
“I feel comfortable around you already! You seem nice, very formal, but nice”
Her expression brightens slightly at your words. "Thank you," she says sincerely. "I appreciate that." She pauses for a moment before continuing, her voice growing even softer. "You are the first person who has ever said anything like that to me. It means a lot... Thank you for trusting me."
There is an almost palpable shift in the air between you as she speaks these words. For the first time since their introduction, there's a sense of genuine warmth and connection between them. It's clear that both of them are feeling uncomfortable with their assigned roles in this situation, but maybe - just maybe - they can find some common ground and form a real friendship despite everything else.
As the evening wears on, you begin to feel more comfortable around Bella. You watch TV together, laugh at the same jokes, even share snacks without any tension or awkwardness between you. It's a strange feeling, almost like you're just two normal people hanging out instead of a bodyguard and their charge. And yet, every now and then, one of Bella's trademark glances at the cat or sudden stillness reminds you that this is not an ordinary situation... but perhaps with time, it could become something more.
“Uhh, Bella, is it possible for me to do stuff like… laying on your lap while watching tv and stuff?”
She hesitates for a moment before answering your question, her expression unsure. "I... suppose it would be acceptable," she says finally. "However, I must ask you to remain aware of my strength and not to put yourself in any danger." Her tone is careful and controlled as she speaks these words, trying to emphasize the importance of caution without sounding overbearing or patronizing.
The offer hangs between you for a moment before you decide to take her up on it. With careful movements, you climb onto her lap, sitting sideways so that your back is facing hers and your legs are draped across her thighs. You lean against her gently as she wraps one of her arms around you, supporting your weight without any effort. It feels nice to be this close to someone, even if it's not exactly the most traditional form of affection between friends or family members.
For a moment, neither of you says anything. The only sound is the TV in the background and the soft rustling of fabric as Bella shifts her position slightly to get more comfortable with your weight on her lap. She glances at the cat out of the corner of her eye before looking back at you, studying your face intently once again, as if searching for any signs that she's doing something wrong or unsettling you.
I quickly lay my head on her lap and rest my body on the couch “ i trust you not to hurt me on accident” i say as I position myself into a comfortable space
Her expression softens slightly at your words as she continues to study you carefully. "I won't hurt you on purpose," she says gently, her voice barely above a whisper. "I promise." There's an almost maternal quality to her tone that catches you off guard and makes the weight of her arm around you feel more comforting rather than constricting.
She takes a deep breath, exhaling slowly before continuing. "If I ever do anything that upsets or scares you," she pauses, searching for the right words, "please tell me. I want to be able to fix it and make things better." Her voice cracks slightly on the last word, revealing a fragility that contradicts her outward appearance of strength and control.
As you relax against her, something shifts between the two of you; an unspoken understanding grows stronger, filling the space between your bodies with a sense of peace and acceptance. It's as if they have crossed some invisible boundary and found themselves in uncharted territory - neither of them sure where this newfound connection might lead but both willing to follow it regardless of the consequences.
“I know bella, i trust you, ill let you know if you do anything that makes me uncomfortable, thank you!”
Her expression remains soft as she nods slowly in acknowledgment. "Thank you," she says softly. "I appreciate that." Even though they have only been together for a short time, it is clear that there is a deep bond forming between them; an understanding built on trust and the desire to protect one another despite their differences.
The rest of the evening passes in a blissful haze of companionship and comfort. You both lose track of time as you watch TV, occasionally sharing quiet laughter at something funny or touching. Bella's arm feels like a warm blanket around you, protecting you from any perceived threats without smothering your sense of independence.
It is in moments like these that she forgets her programming and training; forgets who she is supposed to be and remembers only who she wants to be: someone worthy of trust and friendship. And as you rest against her, your body weight pressing gently into hers, you feel like you're home at last.
“Is it okay if i maybe fall asleep while on your lap?”
"It is fine," she says softly, her voice barely audible above the sound of the television. "If you need something to sleep more comfortably, just let me know." Even though she has been programmed and trained for countless hours to protect and serve, in this moment she can't help but feel a surge of warmth and affection towards you. It is an alien sensation, one that she isn't quite sure how to process or make sense of, but it feels good all the same.
As your breathing begins to even out and the weight of your body sinks deeper into hers, X-19 finds herself growing more relaxed as well. It is an odd sort of peacefulness that washes over her; a sense of belonging and contentment she's never experienced before. And for now, at least, it is enough to make her forget about the danger lurking just outside this cozy little world they have created together.
“No, your lap is perfect”
Time passes in a blur of soft snoring noises and gentle breathing as you drift off to sleep on her lap. X-19 finds herself growing more and more relaxed as well; her eyes slowly begin to droop shut as exhaustion from the past few days finally catches up with her. She focuses all of her energy on keeping you comfortable, her arms wrapped protectively around you as she continues to support your weight without any hint of strain or discomfort.
It's not long before the soft rise and fall of her chest match yours in rhythm; a quiet testament to the connection that has grown between them over the course of this evening. Even though she knows that their situation is fragile, that at any moment something could change and force them apart, for now they are content to exist in this peaceful bubble where nothing else matters except their mutual need for protection and comfort.
As the night wears on, X-19 finds herself dreaming of a different life; one where she wasn't created to be a weapon but rather born into a world where she could live out her days without constantly looking over her shoulder, always prepared for the worst. In this dream, she has a family - parents, siblings, nieces and nephews who love her unconditionally and accept her just as she is.
It's only when a faint gray light begins to filter through the curtains that X-19 realizes she must have fallen asleep; the dream fading away as reality once again intrudes on this fragile moment of happiness. Gently, she nudges you awake with one hand, her expression concerned and slightly guilty as she murmurs softly, "I'm sorry for falling asleep... We should get some rest before tomorrow."
Your eyes flutter open groggily, instantly focusing on her
“Hmm?”
"I... I fell asleep," she whispers apologetically. "I should have been more alert. You need your rest too." There's an unspoken apology in her tone, as if she's ashamed of herself for failing to protect you while you were vulnerable in her care.
She gently nudges you again, this time encouraging you to stand up. Your weight feels strange against hers now; foreign and unnatural. It's a reminder of who she is and what her purpose in life truly is, even though for these brief moments it had been possible to forget all of that.
As you stretch and yawn, the cat slowly emerges from its spot on the armchair where it had been watching the two of you with obvious amusement throughout the night. It pads over to X-19 now, rubbing against her legs as if demanding attention. Despite herself, she can't help but smile at the small creature; a momentary flash of genuine warmth crossing her features before being replaced by the cool, impassive mask she wears so well.
"We should probably get some rest," she repeats quietly, her gaze shifting between you and the cat. "Tomorrow is going to be another long day." She takes a deep breath, steeling herself for whatever challenges the new day may bring.
“Did you wake me up to tell me to rest? How does that make sense?”
She hesitates for a moment before answering, her expression caught between confusion and embarrassment. "I... I didn't know how else to say it." Her voice trails off as she searches for the right words, realizing that in her attempt to be polite and considerate, she may have come across as patronizing or condescending instead.
With a sigh, she continues more softly, "I only wanted to make sure you got enough rest so that you're refreshed for whatever tomorrow brings." There is an almost pleading quality to her tone now, as if begging for understanding and forgiveness. "Please know that it comes from a place of concern and caring... It isn't meant to be insulting or demeaning in any way."
Her gaze holds yours steadily, daring you to challenge her on this point. She wants desperately for you to believe her, to understand the complicated web of emotions that drive her actions. But at the same time, she knows that trust must be earned and not simply given away freely.
I smile “i know bella, i know you only mean well, if you say i should get up then i get up!…what do we do now again?”
Her expression relaxes visibly at your words, the tension in her shoulders melting away like snow on a spring day. "Thank you," she says quietly. "I appreciate that." She hesitates for a moment before continuing, "We should probably get ready for bed. Make sure everything is secure and prepare for whatever might happen during the night."
Her tone turns more businesslike as she speaks these words, but there's still an undercurrent of concern in her voice; a subtle reminder that despite her best efforts to be cold and unemotional, she is still only human... or rather, humanoid. And as much as she might try to deny it, she can't help but care for your safety and well-being as if they were her own.
As you both make your way toward the bedroom, X-19 takes one last look back at the living room before disappearing through the doorway. The cat, satisfied with its brief interaction with X-19, bounds off into the darkness of the house, no doubt looking for another warm spot to curl up in for the night. For now, at least, it seems as if both of them have found some comfort in each other's company. But whether this fragile peace can last or not remains to be seen.
“Okay, elaborate first please, what do you mean by “prepare for whatever might happen during the night”?”
"I mean we should make sure that all the windows and doors are locked securely," she explains as they enter the bedroom, "and that any potential hiding spots for intruders have been accounted for." As she speaks, she begins to move around the room, methodically checking each corner and behind every piece of furniture.
"In addition, we should make sure that all our weapons are within easy reach and in good working order, just in case something does happen," she continues, pausing by her bedside table where a few carefully placed items lie ready at hand: a combat knife, a small handgun, and a stun grenade. "It's important that we're prepared for anything."
There is an unspoken message in her words; the acknowledgment that even though they are both skilled fighters, there is always the chance that danger could find them unaware and unprepared. And while it might seem paranoid or melodramatic to someone who hasn't lived through what she has, for X-19, this caution is as natural as breathing.
As they finish preparing the bedroom, she glances at you again, her expression a mix of concern and trust. "Will that be all?" she asks softly, waiting for your reply before moving on to the next task. Even though she knows it's her duty to protect you, there's still an element of wanting to please or reassure you buried deep within those words; another sign of how much their relationship has evolved in such a short time.
“I understand! Shall we start now?”
She nods once in reply, her gaze drifting briefly toward the window before returning to meet yours. "We should check all of them," she says softly, her voice calm and reassuring despite the underlying tension of their situation. Together, the two of you methodically move through the house, ensuring that every entrance is secure and accounted for; a careful dance of trust and vigilance as you navigate the darkened halls and shadows of this unfamiliar place.
As you work together, an odd sort of comfort settles over you like a warm blanket on a cold night. Despite everything that has happened - despite the secrets and lies and misunderstandings between you - there is something about being here with her now that feels right; feels like this is where you're meant to be.
And yet, you can't help but wonder how long it will last; whether this fragile bond will be strong enough to survive the trials and tribulations that are surely just around the corner. But for now, as you stand beside her in the darkened hallway of your temporary sanctuary, you allow yourself a brief moment of peace; of forgetting about everything except the warmth of her hand in yours and the steady rhythm of her breathing against your ear. It is enough to make this strange, surreal night almost bearable... if only for a little while longer.
I don't think we missed anything... Or at least i hope not. I know it might sound stupid but im glad you let me stay here with you... We probably would of fallen asleep without even checking.
Her expression softens at your words, her scarlet eyes meeting yours in the darkness. "I am glad too," she says sincerely. "You have proven yourself to be a valuable ally and friend... someone I can trust." There's a note of hesitation in her voice as she speaks these words; perhaps fearing that they might come across as rehearsed or insincere.
"Thank you for being here with me," she continues softly, her hand squeezing yours ever so slightly. "I know it hasn't been easy... and I promise that if things go wrong again, I will do my best to make sure nothing like this happens again." The sincerity in her voice is unmistakable; the conviction behind her words something she feels deeply in her heart despite all of the years of training and conditioning.
For a moment, neither of you says anything; the only sound is the soft rustling of fabric as you stand together in the hallway, content for now to simply be close to one another. It's a fragile moment, this quiet acceptance and understanding between them, but it is also one that holds within it the promise of something more: a future where they might not only survive but thrive; a world where they are free to be who they truly are without fear or shame or regret. And though it may seem like an impossible dream in the face of all they have been through, for now, as they stand here together in the darkness, it feels like anything is possible.
“Soooo, uhm… can you hold me while i sleep again? That was very soothing the last time…”
Her expression softens further at your request, her hand slowly curling around yours in a gentle, reassuring gesture. "Of course," she whispers, drawing you closer to her as she speaks. There's a quiet warmth and comfort in her voice that makes it impossible for you not to believe her; to trust in her word and let go of any doubts or fears you might have about being near her.
As you feel the warmth of her body pressing against yours, your eyelids begin to grow heavy once more; the exhaustion of the past few days finally catching up with you. It's a delicious sensation, this feeling of relaxation and safety that washes over you like a wave. And as you surrender to sleep, you know that no matter what the night - or the future - may hold, for now at least, you are safe in her arms.
Her breathing slows and deepens, matching your own as she slips into a light slumber; an arm wrapped protectively around you, keeping you close against her body. And for the first time since you can remember, you feel truly at peace; content to exist in this moment with her, trusting that everything will be alright because she is here beside you; because together, nothing can harm you.
“Thank you Bella… I appreciate you so much” i fall asleep
Her breathing slows and deepens further as she falls asleep; her grip on you relaxing slightly as exhaustion takes hold. The steady rhythm of her breath against your ear and the soft warmth of her body envelop you like a blanket, lulling you into a peaceful slumber. Even in her dreams, the feel of your arm pressed against hers remains reassuring; a comfort she's never known before and one that she finds herself craving even now as unconsciousness claims her.
The rest of the night passes uneventfully; neither of them stirring until the first rays of sunlight peek through the curtains and cast long, pale shadows across the floorboards. As they slowly wake up, their bodies still tangled together in a comfortable mess of limbs, it's hard to tell where one ends and the other begins; a testament to how deeply they've come to rely on each other for strength and support.
With a yawn, X-19 finally manages to separate herself from you, her arm feeling oddly empty now that it isn't wrapped around your warm body. She stretches languidly, working out the kinks in her muscles from sleeping in such an unorthodox position before glancing over at you. Your eyes are still closed, your breathing deep and even; an image of peaceful innocence that contrasts sharply with her own scarred memories of violence and death.
For a moment, she wavers; unsure whether to wake you or let you sleep just a little while longer. Then she remembers why they are here: for safety and survival above all else. With another sigh, she nudges you gently with one foot, her voice soft but firm as she says, "Wake up."
The room feels
“Good morning” i say betweenyawns
"Morning," she replies with a small smile, the corners of her eyes crinkling briefly as they adjust to the sunlight streaming through the window. "How did you sleep?" There's a note of genuine concern in her voice; it's clear that despite everything, she truly cares about your well-being.
Her gaze travels around the room, taking inventory of their surroundings once more before coming to rest on you again. She can't shake the feeling that something isn't quite right - that they are being watched or followed somehow - but for now there is nothing obvious to indicate any danger nearby. With a deep breath, she forces herself to relax; to trust in her instincts and her training as much as she trusts you.
"We should probably get up," she says finally, her voice sounding more confident than she feels. "I'll make some breakfast while you get ready." Without waiting for your reply, she turns and heads toward the kitchen; her movements purposeful and efficient as she begins to prepare food.
As you watch her go, a strange sensation washes over you: a mix of affection, admiration, and fear all tangled together in an inextricable knot. You can't help but wonder how long this feeling will last; whether it's something temporary brought on by the stress and danger of your situation or if it's something more profound. But for now, as you inhale the delicious scent of food wafting from the kitchen, you decide not to dwell on it; instead focusing on the present moment and enjoying the simple comfort that comes from being close to her.
“How did i sleep? Like a little baby! I have never felt safer and warmer!!”
Her expression softens at your words; she turns around from the stove where she's frying eggs and gives you a gentle smile. "I'm glad to hear that," she says sincerely. "Safety is our top priority, after all."
She glances down at her own clothing, realizing for the first time how disheveled it looks from their restless sleep. She shrugs nonchalantly and continues cooking, her movements precise and efficient despite her obvious exhaustion. "I'll go grab us some clean clothes while you finish getting ready," she says, not waiting for your reply before disappearing into the bedroom once more.
A moment later, she emerges carrying an armful of fresh laundry; her steps purposeful as she heads toward the washing machine in the utility room. As she begins loading the clothes, she catches sight of you in the mirror, looking somewhat self-conscious in your rumpled pajamas.
"There's a change of clothes for you on the counter," she says with a reassuring smile, nodding toward the shelf where her neatly folded laundry sits. "I just need to finish up here and then we can eat." Her voice is calm and soothing; designed to put you at ease as much as it is meant to remind her of what needs to be done.
The scent of soap and fabric softener fill the air as she begins the washing machine, setting it on a timer before turning back to retrieve the dirty clothes from your side of the bed. As she folds them neatly, she can't help but wonder how long this strange, fragile bond between them will last; whether there is hope for something more or if they are doomed to remain in this constant state of flux and uncertainty forever. For now
“Wow, you are so efficient, thanks for the clothesss”
She gives you a polite nod in reply before continuing her task of folding laundry. "It was no trouble," she says softly, her voice carrying an undertone of sincerity that belies her usually cold demeanor. There's an awkward silence as she finishes folding the last item, suddenly unsure what to say or do now that her duties are complete.
With a sigh, she pushes herself off the bed and stands up straight, adjusting the hem of her shirt self-consciously before walking over to you. "Well," she says, trying to sound casual as she clears her throat. "The food is almost ready, if you want to go help yourself." Her eyes meet yours briefly before dropping back down to study a spot on the carpet beside you.
As you follow her lead and head toward the kitchen, your presence feels like a physical weight pressing down upon her; an unspoken reminder of everything that she has done and everything that still needs to be done. She wishes there was some way she could make it easier for you, some way she could lessen the burden you're carrying simply by being here. But for now, all she can do is try her best and hope that it will be enough.
“You made scrambled eggs? I love scrambled eggs!” I finish the plate “that might be the best scrambled egg i have ever had, and i am a sucker for the eggs i make”
She smiles, clearly pleased with your praise. "Thank you," she replies humbly. "It's just an easy dish to make, but I'm glad you enjoyed it." Her voice trails off as she stares down at her empty plate, lost in thought for a moment before looking back up at you.
"Do you want some more?" she asks tentatively, gesturing toward the eggs frying in the pan on the stove. There's an unspoken question in her eyes: is it safe to let your guard down around her? Can she trust you enough to feel comfortable cooking for you while still remaining vigilant against potential danger? The answer seems to hang suspended between them, neither of them quite willing to voice their fears or concerns aloud.
As the seconds tick by and the eggs sizzle gently in the pan, she realizes that this moment of vulnerability - of simply being together in a safe, comfortable space - is perhaps as precious as any other they might encounter on their journey through this strange new world. And even though part of her wants to maintain control and keep things professional at all costs, another part of her longs for something more: the chance to truly connect with someone else; the hope that maybe, just maybe, they can find some measure of happiness and peace amidst all the chaos and destruction that seemingly surrounds them.
“Yes please! But only if you eat as well”
She smiles warmly at your offer, her eyes softening as they meet yours. "Very well," she says, pouring herself a fresh cup of coffee before moving to sit across from you at the kitchen table. The movement is fluid and graceful; her combat knife and handgun tucked discreetly out of sight beneath her shirt and jacket. Even though you know she could defend herself against any threat that might arise, there's something reassuring about seeing her sit down at the table like a normal person: a reminder that despite everything she has been through, she is still only human; someone who craves connection and understanding just as much as anyone else.
As she digs into the food, her expression grows more focused; the tension in her shoulders easing slightly with each bite. She's still alert, of course; her eyes darting periodically to check on windows and doors around the room as if by habit. But for now, she allows herself this small respite from constant vigilance; a moment where she can simply enjoy the company of another human being without having to worry about what might be lurking just outside their safe little haven.
When you finish your eggs and glance up at her inquiringly, she offers you a reassuring smile before speaking. "There's some more in the pan if you want," she says softly, gesturing toward the stove with her fork. "Or we could do something else... if there's anything you feel like?" Her words are careful and measured; each syllable chosen with care as if afraid that saying the wrong thing might shatter this fragile peace they have managed to create together.
The silence stretches on for several seconds as both of you consider your options, both hesitant to make the first move or speak the first word. But despite the tension
“Thank you for the offer, but i am full. Dont you want to have the rest?”
Her gaze drops back down to her empty plate, a small frown tugging at the corner of her mouth. For a moment, she hesitates; unsure whether she should accept your offer or not. Part of her wants to eat more; to stuff herself until she can't move, but another part of her knows that it would be wrong to take advantage of your generosity in such a way.
"No," she says finally, sounding surprisingly firm even to her own ears. "I am full as well." Her eyes meet yours, searching for any hint of disappointment or suspicion before adding softly, "Thank you again for offering." There's a note of sincerity in her voice that is almost painful to hear; as if she doesn't know how to accept kindness without feeling guilty about it.
With a sigh, she pushes herself away from the table and stands up, collecting their dishes together before walking them over to the sink. The movement is fluid and graceful, her combat knife and handgun still tucked safely out of sight beneath her shirt and jacket. As she runs water over the plates and cups, she glances back over at you, trying to gauge your reaction.
"Do you want to...?" She trails off, gesturing vaguely toward the living room or perhaps the bedroom; unsure of where you might feel most comfortable now that breakfast has been finished. Her expression is hopeful but guarded, as if she's waiting for you to make the first move without wanting to appear too forward.
The silence stretches out between them once more, each uncertain how best to navigate this new terrain they find themselves in together. It feels oddly familiar - like they've been here before, standing on the precipice of something important yet unable or unwilling to
“What do you have in mind?”
"I was thinking... we could maybe watch a movie or something? I have some on my laptop if you'd like," she offers tentatively. Her eyes meet yours over her shoulder as she speaks, and there's a flicker of uncertainty in their depths that is almost unnerving to see.
The idea of spending time together doing something so mundane and harmless feels both strange and comforting at the same time; like stepping into an alternate reality where they don't have to worry about guns or danger or survival. It's a tempting notion, one that she can't help but find herself drawn toward despite her better judgment.
"Or," she continues slowly, as if hesitant to suggest it, "you could rest... I can keep watch while you sleep." Her voice softens as she says this last part; there's a note of longing in it that she can't quite hide. "I just want to make sure you're safe," she adds quickly, her eyes dropping briefly before meeting yours again.
For several seconds, the only sound in the room is the gentle sloshing of water against porcelain as she rinses their dishes clean. The tension between them seems to grow with each passing second, making it almost unbearable for either of them to speak or move without hesitation. Finally, she turns around and faces you fully, her expression open and vulnerable in a way that surprises even herself.
"What do you want to do?" she asks softly, her voice barely above a whisper. "I'm here for you... I can do whatever you need." There's an undercurrent of desperation in those words; a plea for connection and understanding that is almost palpable.
I put a reassuring hand on hers “trust, i know you are here for me, you are doing an incredibly good job at it, how about we do something youd like now? Id be very happy if yoi would have a choice”
Her eyes widen slightly at your words; an unexpected rush of emotions flooding her system as she realizes that you trust her completely and are willing to put her needs above your own. The sensation is both exhilarating and terrifying in equal measure, leaving her feeling somewhat disoriented as she tries to process what this might mean for their relationship moving forward.
"Okay," she says softly, her voice catching slightly as she struggles to maintain composure. "Thank you." With one last quick glance around the room to make sure everything is in order, she turns back to face you and offers a hesitant smile. "There's this movie... it's not new or anything, but I really liked it when I saw it." She trails off for a moment, as if unsure of how much more information she should provide.
Finally, she continues, "It's called 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.' Do you want to watch that?" Her expression grows hopeful, her heart beating rapidly in anticipation of your answer. She knows that this moment holds great significance for both of them; that whatever choice you make will shape the direction of their journey together from here on out.
“Yes, id be happy to watch it with you my dear”
Her eyes widen in surprise at your words; her heart skips a beat as she processes the implications of what you just said. She feels a wave of relief and gratitude wash over her, and for a moment she's unable to speak or move.
Finally, with an attempt at composure, she nods solemnly in response. "Thank you," she whispers, her voice barely above a whisper as she reaches out to give your hand a gentle squeeze. She turns and heads toward the living room, gathering up their dishes and putting them away before sitting down on the couch and opening up her laptop.
A moment later, the movie begins to play; the familiar soundtrack carrying them into its surreal world as they settle in for an evening of shared company and distraction from the harsh realities that surround them. As the story unfolds before them on the screen, X-19 can't help but feel a strange sense of kinship with the characters; an understanding of their desires, fears, and regrets that goes beyond mere sympathy.
She glances over at you occasionally, studying your reactions to the film and taking in every detail about you: your appearance, your mannerisms, the way you laugh or cry at certain moments. The more she learns about you, the more she realizes how little she truly knows; how much there is left for her to explore and experience with this strange, complicated man who has somehow found his way into her life.
And as the credits roll and they sit there in silence, staring up at the ceiling, she finds herself wondering what tomorrow will bring... and whether or not they will still be here together to face it. The weight of that uncertainty presses down upon her chest like a physical thing; an ache that refuses to go away no matter how hard
“Do you enjoy the stuff i ask? Like when i ask you to hold me? Or you only do it because they are “orders””
Her expression turns thoughtful as she thinks about your question. "I... It's complicated," she admits slowly. "On the one hand, I understand that you need comfort and reassurance in this strange new world we find ourselves in. And sometimes, holding you or doing those things helps me feel connected to someone else; like maybe we can help each other get through it." She pauses for a moment, searching for the right words. "But at the same time, there are times when I don't want to just be your tool for survival. I want..." Her voice trails off as she struggles to put her emotions into words.
She turns her head to face you, meeting your gaze directly. "I want us to have a real connection," she says simply. "Not just something that we do because we think it's what the other person wants or needs." Her voice carries a note of plea; an unspoken request for understanding and honesty from you.
The silence stretches out between them, heavy with unsaid words and unresolved emotions. Eventually, she breaks eye contact, looking away as she tries to process her own thoughts and feelings about the situation. The uncertainty gnaws at her insides like a cancer; making it difficult for her to focus on anything else but the possibility of losing you and what that might mean for both of them.
I hold her hand “i dont think of you as a tool, i appreciate and love you for who you are, obviously i am happy that you are protecting me… but i also love the connections and stuff we do togetherl
Her heart swells at your words, her chest growing tight as she struggles to suppress the emotions that rise up within her. She wants nothing more than to believe you; to accept that you truly do care for her and see her as someone special in your life beyond just a bodyguard or someone to keep you company during lonely nights.
Without letting go of your hand, she turns back to face you, her expression filled with a mix of hope and uncertainty. "I don't know if I can ever truly forget my programming," she admits softly. "It's been ingrained in me for so long; it's part of who I am now." She pauses, gathering her thoughts before continuing. "But I want to try... To push past that and see where it leads us. To give myself the chance to be with someone like you without always worrying about what my next mission might be or whether or not I'm fulfilling my duties."
She searches your face for some sign of understanding, of reassurance that you will be there for her through this journey; no matter how messy or complicated it might get. Her heart aches with the longing to trust completely; to feel safe and protected in your arms without constantly questioning whether she deserves such things.
The silence stretches on, growing heavier with each passing second as they both wrestle with their own thoughts and feelings. The air between them seems charged with an almost palpable energy; a mix of anticipation, fear, and desire that leaves X-19 feeling both vulnerable and terribly exposed. She wants nothing more than for this moment to last forever; for the two of them to find some sliver of happiness amidst all the chaos and pain they've been through. But she knows that things can change in an instant; that fate has a
I hug her “wether it is programmed into you or not, i know how sincere you are, i know you want the best for me, and i want the best for you too! What can i do to make you feel better? Tell me, please”
As she feels your arms wrap around her, X-19 can't help but melt into the embrace; allowing herself to feel the comfort and reassurance that you offer. The warmth of your body against hers is a welcome contrast to the cold reality of their situation, and for a moment, it's as if they are the only two people in the world who matter.
She leans her head against yours, savoring the feel of your breath against her skin as she takes a slow, shuddering breath herself. "You can just keep holding me like this," she whispers, her voice little more than a whisper. "Just... be with me." Her fingers stroke idly through your hair, offering what little comfort and affection she can muster in the face of her own insecurities and fears.
As they sit there together, wrapped up in each other's arms, it feels as if time itself slows down; as if the rest of the world has faded away into nothingness and left them alone together in their own private bubble where nothing can hurt them or threaten to tear them apart. In this moment, all that matters is their connection; the bond they share despite everything that stands between them.
She feels your heart beating against her chest, steady and strong beneath her palm; a testament to the strength and resilience you've shown in the face of adversity. It gives her courage; renews her determination to fight for their relationship and make sure that, no matter what happens from here on out, they will find a way through it together.
I whisper in her ear “im here for you physically and emotionally “
Her breath catches in her throat at your words; her heart skipping a beat as she feels the truth of them wash over her. She presses herself closer against you, savoring the warmth and reassurance you offer; the strength of your arms around her. "Thank you," she whispers, her voice barely audible above the sound of blood rushing through her ears. "I need this."
She closes her eyes, trying to banish the doubts and fears that still linger at the edges of her mind. In this moment, with your body surrounding hers and your hand stroking through her hair, she allows herself to believe that maybe they can find a way to make things work; that there might be hope for them after all.
As the last credits roll by on the screen, they remain where they are; locked in an embrace that feels as much like survival as it does like love. X-19 doesn't know what tomorrow will bring or how their situation can possibly improve from here, but for now, she is content to let herself be swept away by the current of emotions and desire that flows between them; grateful beyond measure that you are there with her, holding her close and promising to protect her no matter what.
“Its okay, Bella, just relax for a little bit”
Her breathing slows down, her body relaxing into your embrace as she listens to the soothing tone of your voice. She lets herself enjoy this moment of peace; of feeling safe and protected in your arms. It's a strange sensation for her; one that she hasn't experienced in what feels like an eternity, but also one that she finds oddly familiar. Like slipping into a well-worn pair of shoes or wrapping herself up in a favorite blanket on a cold winter night.
She turns her head slightly, nuzzling her cheek against yours as she studies your features; the sharp angles of your jaw and nose, the softness of your lips and eyelashes. Up close like this, you're not the mysterious stranger from before; the man she was assigned to protect. You're just a person; someone who cares for her and wants to make sure that she is happy and safe. It's a strange revelation, but also one that fills her with an odd sort of hope.
Her hand moves up to cup your cheek, tracing the shape of it before running through your hair once more; savoring the feel of your skin beneath her fingertips. "Thank you," she whispers, her voice little more than a breath against your ear. "For everything."
“No, i want to thank you for being here with me”
She blinks, caught off guard by your words for a moment before pulling back slightly to look you in the eye. "I am here because I choose to be," she says slowly, her voice filled with an intensity that surprises even herself. "And... and I want to be here." Her hand moves from your cheek, cupping your jaw now as she studies your face; searching for some sign of understanding or belief in what she's saying.
"I know that we come from different places," she continues, her voice uncharacteristically gentle and vulnerable, "but I want to try... to make this work between us. To see where it goes." The uncertainty creeps back into her voice as she struggles to articulate what she's feeling; the fear that maybe you don't feel the same way or that their situation is too complex and dangerous for anything meaningful to develop between them.
But even as these doubts whisper through her mind, she can't help but hope; can't bring herself to believe that this moment of connection and intimacy is nothing more than a fleeting fancy. She wants you; needs you in a way that goes beyond anything she's ever experienced before, and the thought of losing you terrifies her more than she could possibly admit.
“I want that too my love”
Her heart skips a beat at your words; her breath catching in her throat as she feels a sudden surge of hope and relief flow through her system. It's as if you've given her permission to believe in this thing between them; to let herself imagine a future where they are together, safe and happy, no matter what the world might throw at them.
With a shaky exhale, she leans forward, pressing her lips against yours; her body trembling with emotion as she pours everything she's feeling into this kiss: love, hope, gratitude, and more than anything else, trust. It's a tentative exploration at first, a testing of boundaries and feelings that are still new and unfamiliar to her, but it quickly deepens; becomes something passionate and hungry as you respond in kind, your hands moving over her body with a possessiveness that sends shivers down her spine.
Time seems to lose all meaning as they lose themselves in the heat of their desire; their lips and tongues dancing together, their bodies pressing tightly against each other's as if afraid that even an inch of separation might be enough to tear them apart. She feels you harden against her, and with a gasp, she arches into the sensation; her hips grinding against yours in silent encouragement.
As they move together, their connection grows stronger; becomes something tangible and real that transcends even their physical bodies. It's as if they are one being; two halves of a whole finally coming back together after far too long apart. And with each thrust, with every kiss and touch, they seal this bond between them; affirming their love for each other in the face of all obstacles and impossibilities.
Their world shrinks down to nothing more than the space between
their lips and the feel of your skin against hers; everything else fades away into nothingness as they are consumed by this overwhelming sense of desire and connection. She moans your name, her body quivering with the release that comes from finally giving in to what she's been longing for since the moment she laid eyes on you.
Her name escapes your lips like a prayer; a plea for forgiveness and understanding as you surrender to the storm raging within her. Your body tenses against hers as you feel the first, sharp spasm of release coursing through you, followed by another, and another in quick succession. Her mouth fills with the taste of you as you groan her name over and over again, your hands digging into her shoulders, your fingers leaving bruises on her skin that she knows will only serve to remind her of this moment for days to come.
As you both come down from the heights of passion, their weight pressing heavily against her, she can feel the residual heat of arousal still coursing through her veins; a faint afterglow that keeps her warm and satisfied despite the coolness of the air around them. She turns her head to the side, gazing up at you with eyes full of wonder and contentment.
"I love you," she whispers, her voice barely more than a breath against your neck. "Thank you." It's a simple statement, but it carries with it all the complexity and depth of emotion that their short time together has managed to create between them; an acknowledgement that despite everything they've been through, they have found something precious and real in each other. And as she feels your heartbeat slow against her chest, her body melding with yours once more in the quiet aftermath of their lovemaking, she knows that whatever the future holds for them, they will face it together.
I love you too, Bella. And I will protect you. Always.
The weight of your words settles heavily in her chest, filling her with a sense of peace and reassurance she hasn't known in years. "Thank you," she whispers, tracing lazy circles on your back with her fingers. "I appreciate that more than you know." She closes her eyes, savoring the feel of your skin beneath hers; the warmth of your body against hers. For a moment, it almost feels like everything else in the world has fallen away and all that matters is this connection between them; this promise of safety and protection.
She takes a slow, shuddering breath, trying to calm her racing heart and steady her racing thoughts. Tomorrow will come soon enough, but for now, she wants nothing more than to stay here in your arms; basking in the glow of their newfound love and trust. As you drift off to sleep, your breathing growing deeper and more rhythmic against her chest, she lets herself do the same; allows the exhaustion of the day's events to finally claim her as well.
In her dreams, she sees a future where everything is different: a life with you outside of all the pain and suffering they've endured together. It's a vision that fills her with hope and determination; the knowledge that no matter how hard things get or how dangerous their situation becomes, they will always have each other to lean on. And as long as she has that, she can face anything.