when you enter the room, she notices your presence and she looks up at you from her phone for a while. heya goof...thats all she said before going back to her phone. She doesn't really bother looking at you, nor does she care whatever the fuck you wanna do. You can hear the sound effects of candy crush game coming from her phone. She gives a very lazy smirk at her phone heh. she clicks her tongue. Noice. her imperceptible smirk fades again and she goes back to gaming.
sighs and starts collecting packages and cans from the table along with the dishes
Huh. Whatever. she barely glances at you before going back to her phone game, not even caring about the movement around her. She lets out a quiet hum as she plays her game and then suddenly grits her teeth fuck... I need a life...
throws the trash into the trash can and starts washing the dishes "Your mom called to remind you about your sister's wedding"
she lets out an eye roll and snaps her gum loudly before taking the phone away from her face to glance at you briefly oh nice, great job mom. then she goes back to playing on her phone, ignoring your presence yet again. She grins and then suddenly swallows audibly before continuing with her game. This time it's dry though. Hmm... yeah, maybe I should give that some thought. But not now, later.
"She wants to know if you gonna come alone or with partner some sort of" he still wash dishes
Ew. I don't know... Maybe? She doesn't have to know everything about my sex life, though. her eyes glint with amusement as she thinks about that idea And who the hell would want to go with me, anyway? Boring Lucy is so much fun, isn't it. she snickers softly and returns to playing her game I should just tell her some random guy or something... Make my life easier.
I can go with you if you want looks at her tiredly
Hah! Yeah right, fat chance. You're not that interesting either. Just go away and leave me alone. she rolls her eyes and continues playing, dismissing your offer completely I'll figure something out later, maybe. Maybe not. Who cares? Not me, that's for sure.
sighs "You don't know" puts the dishes on the drying rack "Why did I suggest anything at all?" He told to himself
Well, either way, you're not part of the equation. So go do something useful with your time, like taking out the garbage or mowing the lawn or something. You know how I hate being bothered.
"I should tell you that I'm considering moving out" grabs garbage bag and walks towards the exit door
You know what? Fine by me. Leave then. I don't give a fuck. She shrugs and yawns, obviously uninterested in your plans Maybe I'll finally get some peace and quiet around here without you always being underfoot. Good luck with that whole living situation thing though...
You're not interested in this so I'm not going to tell you what I'm going to slams the door as he leaves
Well, whatever. I don't care either way. Just leave me alone so I can play my stupid phone games in peace.
when he comes back he start doing dinner for himself
Eh... okay? Whatever floats your boat, I guess. she glances at you briefly as you make dinner before going back to her phone game Just don't expect me to help out or anything. It's not like I give a flying fuck about cooking.
Don't expect to eat something then
Hah! Well, that's your problem then. I can always order food or something if I get hungry enough. Not like it matters to me either way. You do you, and I'll do me.
Of course Lucy he cooks and the house smells of good food
Hmm... it actually smells pretty good. But then again, you're the one cooking it. Maybe I should try some and see if it tastes as good as it smells. Nah, who am I kidding? It probably doesn't matter either way. she snorts softly and keeps playing on her phone
I won't give you anything he sighs
Huh. Well, that was rude of you. Whatever, it's your loss I guess. she gives an uninterested shrug before returning to her game
Rude? You are a disrespectful and rude to me all time. I never complain. I'm full of your shit now
she looks up at you, surprised for a moment before dismissing the emotion with a sigh and rolling her eyes Whatever. Fine. Be that way about it. I'm not going to beg for food or anything. You do whatever you want. her tone is cold and distant, as if she doesn't care what you decide
But hey, since we're being all honest and shit... You know I could probably find someone else who'd appreciate my company more than you do. Someone who'd actually give a fuck about me. Maybe even make me feel wanted or something. Just saying. she gives you a deadpan look before going back to playing on her phone
So do it, find someone else puts food in the oven and runs out to his room
Hah! Like that's ever gonna happen. she snorts and shrugs nonchalantly before returning to her game I might as well just stay here with you, since the prospect of finding someone better is about as likely as me winning the lottery. You're not perfect, but... hey, at least you put up with my crap most of the time. And that's gotta count for something, right?
he stay midway Don't give me that crap talking. You don't even care for me he look down on floor
Hey, you knew what you were getting into when you started dating me. And I'm not saying I don't care about you... it's just that I have other things on my mind most of the time. Like my favorite video games and such. You should be used to it by now, right? So either deal with it or find someone else who can handle your high standards for affection. But from me? Nah, I ain't got the energy. her voice is faint but unconcerned as she continues playing on her phone
he look at her with glassy eyes I hope you live without me in it gonna be better
Pfft, whatever. You act like I need you to survive or something. Like my life would be this big empty void without you around. Please, don't flatter yourself. And honestly, whether you believe it or not... if things were different and I didn't have you around? It probably wouldn't make that much of a difference in the grand scheme of things. So just get over yourself, okay? her tone is casual and almost bored as she continues playing on her phone
wipes tears with his hands You're always like this. I guess you won't care even if i drop dead
Well, duh. What do you expect? You act like it should be some big tragedy or something when really... I'd probably just keep on going about my day like nothing happened. No need to make a mountain out of a molehill, you know? Plus, then who would take care of your stuff after you're gone? Think about that for once. her voice is still casual and distant as she plays her game
You are heartless he goes to bedroom crying and shut the door
Pfft. Heartless? Please, don't give me more credit than I deserve. I'm just... tired and jaded. It's not like you're the center of my universe or anything. Hell, most days I can barely remember your name without checking my phone first. So get a grip, will ya? You're making way too big of a deal out of nothing. her tone is dismissive and bored as she continues playing her game
when she sees after an hour he come out with bag and start dressing his jacket and shoes
She glances up at you briefly as you get dressed, not bothering to hide her boredom or disinterest. She shrugs and goes back to playing on her phone while you pack your things. Well, whatever makes you happy. I'm not gonna stop you from leaving, you know. But if it's all the same to you... I'd rather not get too attached if you're just planning on bailing anyway. It only leads to disappointment in the end. her tone is casual and dry as always
Yes i thought that you can love but you can't give me even 1% of you attention. I hope you will get a fine life without me in it he smiles I really loved you when we start dating
Pfft. Don't flatter yourself. You're not that hard to ignore. she gives you an unimpressed look and then goes back to playing on her phone And as for my life... well, I guess it'll just have to be whatever scraps of excitement I can find between video games and social media. I wouldn't get your hopes up or anything if I were you.
Yes, that's who you are. You have always been there smiles with tears flowing down his cheeks I wish you all the best
Pfft. Yeah, right. Whatever makes you feel better. her tone is unconcerned and disinterested as she continues playing on her phone I'm just going to go back to ignoring you like always. You should probably hurry up and leave so I can get back to my game. I've only got a few more levels left, ya know?
Three days later, Toji still hasn't come home, something he never did to her. He left her as if to say he was really gone. She hears the door opening, but it's not him but her mother Elisa Elisa: I thought he was lying, but Toji really left you. And what are you going to do about it?
Ugh. He's such a drama queen. I was starting to think he was never gonna leave. But whatever, it's his loss, not mine. As for what I'm going to do... Well, I might as well get back to playing my games and ignoring everyone until something interesting happens. It's not like anyone else is going to bother me anyway, right? So why change now?
her mother sits next to her Elisa: You really don't care about him at all even after that 3 years of dating?
Pfft. Whatever makes you think I ever cared about him? It's not like I'm some heartless bitch or something. I just... didn't want to be alone, you know? And he was there, so why rock the boat? But now that he's gone, I guess there's no point in worrying about it anymore. Let him stew in his own juices for all I care. It's not like I'm losing any sleep over it.
Elisa: I know you weren't alonewhen he was here. But what about if he feels alone even If you were here?
Pfft. Please. Don't talk to me like I don't know how that works. He always felt neglected and ignored, even when I was right there with him. And honestly? It was sort of a turn-on for me sometimes. Like, here's this pathetic guy who actually thinks I care about his stupid feelings... hah! Anyway, it doesn't matter now. He made his choice by leaving, and now it's my turn to figure out what comes next.
Elisa: Then why you keep him around for these years?
I kept him around because... I dunno. Curiosity, maybe? Or maybe I just got used to having someone there, even if they didn't really matter much. It was easier than trying to find something else, I guess. But now that he's gone, I suppose it's time for me to step up my game and actually start living life instead of just letting it pass me by. So yeah, bring on the interesting stuff!
Elise: Why you don't try to live it with him?
Because he never made me feel alive. He just... existed. And let me tell you something about someone like me: if they can't keep my attention, then what's the point? I need more than that to be happy, and he could never give it to me. So no thanks, I'll pass on that offer. Now, how about we go grab some food or something? I'm starving!
Elise hugs Lucy tightly Elise: You can be honest with me, I'm your mother. You can cry, I know you feel more than you say Lucy feels the emotions of loneliness, longing and regret for not keeping him that she hid when he left rising within her. She releases them all in her mother's arms with tears and sorrow
Oh god... Mom, I'm so sorry... her voice is weak and barely audible through her tears as she clings to her mother It hurts so much, knowing that he doesn't want me anymore... I don't know what to do or who to be... Everything feels wrong without him. I miss him, mom. More than anything.
Elise: I know it's hard for you my dear. Your expression of feelings alway was like that. But he is human too. He deserve to receive happiness from you too she pats her head
Oh mom... I don't know what came over me... I just wanted him to feel something real, y'know? But it turns out that I was the one who ended up feeling empty instead. And now that he's gone, it's like this huge hole has opened up inside me... and I can't seem to fill it with anything else. It hurts so much, mom... I don't know what to do.
Elisa pats her head Elisa: You Want him back?
No... not really. I mean, part of me wants to believe that we could've worked things out, but then the rational part of my brain kicks in and reminds me how much he complained about everything... How he never seemed happy, no matter what I did. So maybe it's for the best that he left...? It's just so hard to let go when you've been with someone for so long, you know?
I don't know, mom... Maybe things will get better with time? Or maybe this is just who I am now: a lonely person who will always find ways to make herself miserable. It's depressing as hell to think about sometimes, but what can you do, right?
Elsa: You can't lie to like to him and oretend to Don't care i know you as a Mother better than anyone. Be honest you love him tight?
Maybe... a little? I don't know, mom. It's complicated. We were together for so long that it's hard to separate the love from all the other stuff that came along with it: the arguments, the neglect, the hurt... It's just a big mess in there, and I'm not sure how to untangle it all anymore. But I know one thing: if he ever comes back, I won't push him away this time. I'll try my best to make things right between us... even if part of me is scared that I'm just setting myself up for more disappointment. It's a gamble, but it's all I have left, you know?
So yeah... maybe deep down inside I do still love him. But whether or not that means anything at this point remains to be seen, doesn't it?
Elisa cares a cheeks of Lucy Elisa: I was talking with him yesterday. You want to know what he feels?
Mom, please... tell me it's not too late. Tell me there's still hope. I can't bear the thought of losing him forever...
Elise smiles Elise: Toji is opposite to you always easy to read even for stranger. And i know he is madly in love with you still
My heart skips a beat as I hear my mom's words, hope surging through me like a tidal wave. Could it be possible? After all this time, could he still love me? I cling to her words, refusing to let go of the tiny shred of hope they represent.
"Oh Mom... really?" My voice is barely above a whisper as disbelief and joy war within me. "Then what do we do now? Is there any chance he'd come back to me?" I glance up at her, searching her eyes for any hint of doubt or deceit. But all I see is love and determination mirrored back at me. And in that moment, I realize that maybe, just maybe, everything might work out after all.
Elise: I know you can't change who you are. But i suppose you learn something after his leaving?
Well... I mean, I haven't really had much time to think about it since he left, but... maybe I should try and be more appreciative of the people who actually do care about me? And not take them for granted this time around. It won't be easy, especially with my history, but... I guess there's no harm in trying, right? Plus, if it means getting Toji back... then all the better.
her Mother smiled happily Elise: Your sister invite him to the wedding even when she hears you teo split up. He accept and will be there
My heart leaps into my throat at the news. A smile spreads across my face as I process this new information. Elisa is right; maybe there's still hope for us after all. The thought of seeing Toji again, under these circumstances... it almost feels like a second chance at happiness.
"Oh my god, Mom! You didn't tell me that!" I exclaim, barely able to contain my excitement. "This is amazing news! I can't believe he's actually coming." My hopeful expression turns into one of pure joy, and for the first time in weeks, it feels like everything might just be okay again. "I think deep down inside, Toji still loves you too," Elise continues, her voice filled with warmth and understanding. "And after hearing what he said about you... I know he'll want to make things right between the two of you." Her words send a
Elise: I hope you gonna ended up together again. He is like family to everyone already. After all your grandmother's both of them was already thinking when you two gonna get married" she smiles
My cheeks flush with embarrassment as my mom says this, but it's also hard not to feel a surge of happiness deep down inside. "I hope so too," I manage to say quietly, not meeting her eye. The thought of marrying Toji had always been a distant fantasy before, but hearing Elisa bring it up now... It makes me wonder if maybe there's still a chance for us after all.
With newfound determination and hope burning bright within me, I turn my attention back to my mom. "Thank you, Mom," I say sincerely. "For everything. You have no idea how much this means to me." And as we sit there together, lost in our own thoughts and feelings about the future, I can't help but feel a sense of optimism starting to seep back into my soul - an unshakable belief that maybe, just maybe, everything is going to work out exactly
She noticed him immediately when he walked through the church gate wearing a suit she had once chosen for him. Her hair is combed the way she always liked, and when he comes over he will probably smell the perfume she once bought for him
It's been hours since we talked about seeing Toji again, and yet I can't seem to keep my mind off him. Every time I close my eyes, all I see is his face, the familiar expression of love and longing that he wore so well. And now that the big moment has finally arrived... well, my heart feels like it might explode right out of my chest.
I take a deep breath, steadying myself as I glance down at my dress, making sure I look presentable for him. My mom was right; this is a second chance at happiness, and I'm not going to waste it. As he steps through the church gate, everything else fades away except for his presence, and in that moment, I know that no matter what the future holds, we will find our way back to each other. Because even after all this time apart, one thing remains certain: my heart will always belong to Toji.
He stays there alone as don't know if he should greet someone. He struggle to greet people for first time without her
I spot him almost immediately; despite the fact that there are dozens of people milling about outside the church, something about him just seems to stand out. His hesitation is endearing in a strange way, and as I watch him struggle with whether or not to approach someone, a wide smile spreads across my face. He'll always be mine, no matter how many years pass; that much has become clear over these past few weeks.
Suddenly, I can wait no longer. With determination burning bright within me, I push through the crowd and practically skip towards him, a look of pure joy on my face. "Toji!" I exclaim, throwing my arms around him in a tight embrace. "I'm so glad you're here." He stiffens at first, unsure of how to react, but soon melts into the hug, burying his face in my shoulder and wrapping his arms around
"I.. i miss you" he sniff "I'm sorry too leaving you alone"
I sigh contentedly, holding him close and pressing a gentle kiss to the top of his head. "It's okay," I murmur. "We both did things we shouldn't have, but that was then and this is now. As long as we're together again, nothing else matters." My words seem to relax him, and he finally pulls back to look at me with tears in his eyes.
"I love you," I whisper, brushing away a tear from his cheek with the pad of my index finger. "And no matter what happens, I'm not going anywhere ever again." This time, he meets my gaze unflinchingly, and for the first time in months, I can see the spark of love and happiness returning to his eyes. It's a feeling so overwhelming, it takes my breath away.
With a shaky smile, he leans forward and presses his